Date: Fri, 04 Feb 2000 09:56:29 -0500 From: fsw Subject: Chapter 17 of Matt and Mike (Author's note: I have received many comments that I went too far in describing the beatings. I have been told that some readers may enjoy reading about the beatings and get off on it. If you are one of these people, please go to the authoritarian section and skip this story. If I have offended anybody, I am sorry. Both the boys and I felt that we wanted it included to send a message that this kind of shit should not happen to anyone, and anyone that is being abused should go to the police or school counselors and get it stopped. Also, we wanted to show that anyone that has been abused can recover and go on to lead a happy and productive life. Everything isn't nice in this story. Things start to happen pretty fast now, and the boys don't exactly lead the happiest of lives for a while. But, they are happy in the end, and that is what matters. Mike was so offended that anyone could enjoy the beatings, he sat down and wrote you a letter. It is included as is. Feb 3, 2000 Hi everyone: We are hearing comments about how some like the beatings. WE DON'T LIKE THE BEATING, WE DON'T LIKE S/M or BONDAGE or LEATHER. That is not our thing. Mike's story was not pretty and was not meant to be. It was painful and brought tears to our eyes as we read it after it was posted. It hurts as we hear OH WOW, WAY COOL, BEATING THAT'S COOL. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! NOOOOOOO!!!! IT ISN'T THAT WAY AT ALL!!!!!!! N F W!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE IS NOT HURT, LOVE IS NOT PAIN!! Love is putting yourself last and caring about your Lover and his needs above anything or anyone else. Matt would be the first one down anyone's throat if he knew of anyone else getting hurt or beat. There is no place for it in our world today. It is a crime and should be abolished. It is domestic violence and it is not tolerated and I won't tolerate it anymore. Matt and I love each other deeply. Yes, we have our arguments, but the sun doesn't go down before we kiss and make up. Matt puts me first and I put Matt first and that goes for our husbands, too. Matt and I are not married to each other, but married to two other brothers. We are trying to make this a better place for all of us to live in. I'm very hurt and disappointed to hear that others like such stuff and get off on it. I didn't and won't. If my Dad were alive today, I'd have him in jail. I can't stand to be around my Mom anymore either for what she did to me and let it happen. The girl that was mentioned in the story that Rick was dating is my sister. Carol is not her real name, but she now lives in San Francisco, California. We were both kicked out of the house. She stood up to my Uncle and said, "Gee, that not only goes for Michael, but for me too because I'm Bi." I wanted this part of the story to wake people's eyes up and see that this does not have to happen to anyone, anymore. Love, Matt and Mike Again, I am sorry if I offended anybody. I am even more sorry if anyone did enjoy reading what I wrote. I am learning. I will never go into such detail again. And if any of you sick bastards ever see that I have posted anything again, please don't read anything I write. Warning! This story contains sex between minor boys. If you are underage, this is illegal in your country, or do not like this type of story, please do not read this. MATT and MIKE Chapter Seventeen Just as Matt and Mike's life had been turned upside down, Rick's also changed drastically. He and Zack had moved into a two bedroom apartment near the campus after spending their first year in the dorms. They had both thought that the dorm rooms were too small, and the constant noise interrupted their concentration. They had both worked during the summer to come up with the extra money the apartment cost over the dorm room. They had met when they both had a gym class together. They immediately hit it off, and became close friends. After they got to know each other a lot better, Zack even told Rick he was gay. Rick wasn't, but he was no gay basher either, especially with two gay brothers at home, so he did not let that change anything in their friendship. They both loved tennis, and often teamed up as doubles partners. When they played each other, both gave it everything they had to defeat the other. The competition they felt between them only seemed to draw them closer. Zack secretly had a huge crush on Rick, but knew he couldn't tell him or ever let him know. He knew that it could potentially cause him to lose Rick's friendship, and he couldn't take the chance on doing that. Rick was still madly in love with Carol, and had confided his feeling for her to Zack. That changed on one weekend trip home. Rick and Carol had a date on Saturday night. Like a lot of people, they let an argument get out of control. He called her something, she slapped his face, and then broke up with Rick. He was devastated, and left early the next morning to go back to college. Zack came back later in the day, and found Rick in the living room. "Hey, buddy, what is wrong?", Zack asked, sitting down beside him on the sofa. "Carol and I slit up.", Rick answered gloomily. "Aw, man, that is too bad. I know how much you love her. Maybe you can get back together later.", Zach said. "I don't think so. She is really mad this time. I tried calling her, and her mother said she didn't ever want to talk to me again. I'm afraid it is over for good.", Rick said, as tears started to cloud his eyes. Zack moved closer and put his arm around his friend's shoulder. "I'm really sorry, Rick.", he said. Rick broke down, and cried on Zach's shoulder. Rick pulled him to him, and held him until he had cried himself out. When Rick had finally got over it, he pulled back and said, "Thanks, Zach. I didn't think I would break down like that, but you helped. Thanks a lot." "That's what friends are for. To be there when the other needs them. I was glad to do it.", Zack answered truthfully. If anything, the emotional outburst by Rick brought them even closer. They shared everything together, and even started to visit the other's house on weekends, only going to their own home every other weekend. That meant they had to spend the night in the same bed. Nothing happened, of course, but they did get to see each other dressed in nothing but their briefs at bedtime. Rick started to catch more than a few peeks of Zack. Zack had a great looking body, and the thin briefs didn't hide much. This confused Rick, as he had never done anything with another male except his father, which he sure hadn't liked, and the two times with Matt, which he had. He had never even joined a buddy in the traditional jack off games so many boys enjoy shortly after they reach puberty. He had always liked girls, starting about age 10, and had never wanted to do anything sexual with another boy. But, now he found his eyes going between Zack's legs too often. It was like his eyes had a mind of their own. Why was he doing this? He wasn't gay. Things really changed one day after they were back at college. One of Rick's classes was canceled, and he got back to the apartment earlier than normal. His stomach had been giving him trouble since the breakup with Carol and he needed to go to the bathroom really bad. He almost ran to the shared bathroom and he opened the door, already having undone his belt, unsnapped the top button of his jeans, and unzipped the fly. Zach was in the bathroom, about to take a shower. He just hadn't started the water running yet. He was completely naked and was hard as a rock. Now, both of them had seen each other naked many times in the showers after gym last year. But, neither of them had ever seen the other with a hard on. Rick was so surprised, he dropped his pants, and they fell to the floor. "Oh, shit, I am sorry. I didn't know you were home.", Rick said, staring openly. "My stomach is acting up again, and I have to go really bad." "I was just going to take a shower. I'll let you use the bathroom first.", Zack said, doing nothing to cover himself up. He walked out of the bathroom calmly, as if nothing had happened. He didn't leave before he noticed that Rick had also gotten hard from looking at him. Zack shut the door and went into his room. He put on his robe, but stayed naked underneath it. "Rick got hard looking at me. Huh! Maybe he likes me more than I thought. I sure hope so. If I am ever going to find out, I might never get a better chance.", he thought to himself. Rick quickly sat down on the commode and did his business. It didn't take long, and he flushed the toilet and pulled his clothes back up. The only problem he now had was he was still hard from looking at Zack's naked body. He was confused and more than a little ashamed of himself He opened the door and said, "Zack, you can have the bathroom now." "Rick, can you come in here for a minute?", Zack asked from his bedroom. "Oh, shit. I can't let him see me like this.", Rick thought to himself. What could he do, though? How could he explain to his best friend why he couldn't come into his bedroom. "Oh, well. Maybe he won't notice.", he thought., as he walked in. Zack noticed all right. Rick was a little too big to hide it very well. The bulge was just too easy to spot. "Rick, I have to ask you a question. Do you like me. I mean really like me?", he asked softly. "Sure. We are best friends.", Rick answered, afraid of where this was going. "No, I mean more than that. You got hard when you looked at me, didn't you?", Zack asked. Rick blushed a deep red, but held Zack's eyes. He just nodded his head yes, tears starting to form in the corners of his eyes. "Would you like to look at me again?", Zack almost whispered. "Rick, I have to tell you. I can't wait anymore. I love you. I have from the first time that we met.", he said, dropping the robe to the floor, and walking up closer to Rick. Rick's eyes got wide as he looked at Zack once more and he thought about what Zack had just said. Zack loved him, and he easily could tell Zack wanted him. And, right now, he knew he wanted Zack, too. "Zack, I......", was all Rick could say before Zack placed a finger over his lips, saying "Sh. Don't talk." The finger was replaced by his lips. Just a small kiss. Then, another. When Rick didn't resist, the kiss became more passionate. Rick was overwhelmed at first, then let himself go and kissed Zack back. Zack lead him over to the bed, their lips never parting, and they laid down with Zack on top of him. Rick's head was spinning with conflicting thoughts. One second he wanted to make Zack get up off of him, and the next he didn't want this to ever end. He ended up turning himself over totally to all the new senses he was feeling. This was Zack's reoccurring fantasy finally coming true. He undressed Rick like an eight year old boy unwraps his Christmas presents on Christmas morning. He practically tore the clothes off of him. Several bottons were torn off the shirt Rick was wearing. When Rick was finally naked, Zack didn't waste a second. He swallowed Rick's hard penis down to his now grown back pubic hair, and gave him the first blow job Rick had ever had. Rick just lay back and moaned loudly. Rick didn't last a long time like he usually did with Carol. This was totally new experience, and his senses overloaded. He cried out as he came. Zack had waited for this moment for what seemed like forever, and he didn't waste a drop. Zack climbed up next to Rick, and held him as he recovered. When Rick finally looked at him with a look of awe, Zack said, "Rick, I love you. I hope you don't hate me for what I just did." "How could I hate you. That was fantastic.", Rick panted. Zack just giggled, and kissed Rick. Rick kissed back fiercely, and soon had Zack rolled over on his back with Rick's body pinning him to the bed. He never would have thought he would ever do anything like this, but he started kissing his way down Zack's body. His lust for Zack's body was just too strong to be denied. Zack moaned as Rick licked and lightly bit his nipples. Rick continued farther down his body, little by little, licking his way to his goal. When he finally got to Zack's rock hard penis, he hesitated for a second. The last of his doubts gave way and he tentatively licked the head to get used to it. It didn't taste bad like he had always thought. He licked all the way from the base up to the tip and Zack trembled under him, moaning louder. He finally took as much of the shaft as he could manage, and started fulfilling another of Zack's fantasies. They never left the apartment the rest of the day. Afternoon classes were skipped, and neither boy ever skipped a class. Their grades were too important to them. But, this was more important to them than any grade ever would be. They made love many times during that day and night. Zack would walk a little funny the next day. Rick lost his virginity the next night. They didn't go home that weekend. They stayed in their apartment all weekend by themselves. They didn't see anyone else, nor did they want to. They were in love. Their love would continue to grow during the rest of the semester. They made plans to be with each other for the rest of their lives. Any memory of Carol was long forgotten for Rick. Once Rick's parents were forced to move, Rick and Zack transferred to another college close by to be near Matt and Mike. But, that is getting into the next chapter. To Be Continued Any reader's comments or criticisms are appreciated. The more comments I get, the quicker I will forward more chapters. Again, I am trying to tell the story using actual facts, but I do insert parts of the story that did not really happen. The boys always give me permission, before I submit my version. I hope you like this method of telling a story. Any comments can be sent to fsw99@mindspring.com. The only gratification I really get out of writing is your comments. I have made good friends out of Matt and Mark, and could use some more.