Date: Thu, 6 Sep 2007 11:41:23 +0200
From: budbundy_no@hotmail.com
Subject: Mattias and Tommy. Part 7: Harsh realities.

Here's another chapter. Replies still appreciated. Still just a fantasy.
budbundy_no@hotmail.com

CHAPTER 7: HARSH REALITIES.

They heard the police car drive up to Mattias house. He was waiting to
see what was taking so long for his friend to come back but had to go
home. He came into the living room where he saw Maggie talking to a
policeman. He sat down next to her and got the news. His father was dead.
How could his father be dead? He wasn't the best dad in the world but
Mattias loved him. He started to cry and reached out to his stepmom. She
allowed it but made no move to resiprocate the gesture. When the cops
were gone he wanted to go to Tommy. He needed him. But Maggie was firm.
He had to stay home.

"You can go there later today, but for now I want you here"

There was a knock on the door but Magie told who ever it was to go away.
She took a few drinks and simply zonked out on the couch. There came
another knock. Tommy was there and Mattias came into his arms.

"My daddy's dead" he said.

Tommy caressed his neck, comforting his friend. When he pulled himself
together he finally noticed that Tommy had been crying to.

"What are you crying for? he asked.

"You don't know?"

"Know what?"

"Just before he died your father hit Blerim with his car"

Mattias face fell.

"No. No that can't be true"

Tommy nodded.

"Nooo" Mattias said. "Not Blerim too. Please"

"He's not dead Mattie"

"He isn't?"

"No, he was taken to a hospital. They don't know if he is gonna live or
not"

"We have to go there. He'll need us"

"It's to late, baby. We can't go until tomorrow"

Mattias held onto Tommy.

"He can't die. Blerim can't die"

Tommy started leading him across the street.

"Mom says you can stay with us tonight. If Maggie will let you"

"She's drunk. Passed out. She won't even notice"

Mattias, Tommy and Kenneth squeezed into the same bed that night. The
death of his father really hit Mattias then. That and the worry over
Blerim made him loose it completely. He was crying hard as the other boys
stroked his body trying their best to soothe him. None of them slept well
that night.

***************

They went to the hospital the next day. When they saw Blerim they could
not believe it was him behind that horribly bruised face. There was a
huge bandage on his head and tubes in his mouth. Mattias and Kenneth was
crying as they approached the bed. Tommy tried holding it together and
failed miserably. After they managed to calm down Blerim's parents
thanked the boys for coming. That's when they noticed Blerim's brother
Muhadi sitting in a chair. His eyes were red with tears and they went
over to him.

"Hi" he said in a small voice.

"Hi" Kenneth said "We're sorry about your brother"

Mattias and Tommy echoed that. All three stayed by the small kid the rest
of that visit.

***************

Every day after school they went to the hospital. Kenneth on the weekends
he was in town. Weeks went by with no change. The bruises receeded and it
felt good to see his face again. Eventually the bandages was taken off
but after 2 months he was still in a coma. They were told they didn't
have to stop by every day but the kids would hear none of it.

One day they found the tupes from Blerim's throat gone. He was breathing
on his own. The machine by the bed was still going a steady beep beep
beep. The boys were so sick of that sound.

***************

It was saturday. Mattias and Tommy were the only visitors. They were
sitting by the bed holding Blerim's hands. Tommy thought he felt the hand
move and looked up. Blerim's eyes stayed close. Then Tommy thought he
felt it again. He knew he did.

"Blerim?" he said. His hand was now definately being squeezed.

Mattias' was too. He went up to Blerim's head.

"Are you awake? Blerim? Please wake up"

His eyes started fluttering.

"He's waking up Tommy" he said, smiling for the first time in weeks.

He opened and stared his nearly black eyes at Mattias.

"Hi, Mattie. Where am I?"

"You are in the hospital. You got hit by a car" Tommy said.

"Really?"

"Really"

"I was dreaming of you two"

"It's so good to have you back. Get the doctors" Mattias said to Tommy.

"Wait" Blerim said. "Stay with me"

Tommy sat down again.

"What's wrong with me?"

"You've been sleeping for a long time. It's called a coma. But you are
back now"

Tommy started to get up to find a doctor.

"Please don't go" Blerim said. "Stay, before it's too late"

"Don't say that. You're going to be fine" Mattias said.

Blerim drifted off. They thought he'd fallen asleep but he opened his
eyes looking form one to the next.

"I was so happy with you t-t-two. I wouldn't change it for anything. I
lo-lo-love you"

His eyes closed and the monitor by the bed flatlined.

"What's happening" Mattias said.

Tommy, tears falling, touched his face.

"I think he's dead, Mattie"

"No" Mattias said. "No, he's not"

He shook Blerim's shoulders.

"Wake up. Don't die. Come back, Blerim. COME BACK!! DON'T DIE!!

Suddenly hospital staff came into the room. One had to pull Mattias back
so the others could work. Mattias twisted desperatly in her grip.

"Let me go" he yelled, his arms reaching for Blerim.

"DON'T DIE" he screamed. "Dammit, let me go"

Tommy grabbed onto Mattias.

"It's OK. I'll take him" he said to the nurse who reluctantly let go.

Mattias spun around holding on to Tommy, soaking his chest in tears.
Tommy was so afraid. He felt his knees give out under him and sank into a
chair. Mattias sat on his lap and they watched the staff working.

"He'll be OK. He'll be OK" Mattias kept repeating.

Tommy just held him sadly.

"He has to live, he just has to. He can't leave me" Mattias said.

Then a doctor came over to the boys and they looked up. There was such
desperate hope in the little boys eyes he had to pull himself together.
He knew the boys well and admired their standing by Blerim's side all
these months.

"I'm sorry guys. But he's dead"

Mattias shook his head.

"Don't say that. Please"

The boys got up and walked over to the bed. Blerim looked so peaceful and
still. They took his hands in theirs. Tommy's face  was covered in tears,
small sobs escaping his lips. He kissed Blerim gently on the lips.

"Goodbye" he said. "I'll miss you so much. God, how I'll miss you"

Mattias was inconsolable, clinging to Blerim like he wanted to wake him
with his bodyheat. Tommy stood behind him, rubbing his shoulder. Mattias
got up and clung to him again.

"I want Blerim back. I want him back, I want him back, I want him
baaaaaaaaaaaack" he sobbed.

Tommy just held him as his small body shook with grief. Mattias was
wracked with sobs as he cried. Tommy was trembling himself from the loss
and the sound of Mattias wailing and he sat down with him again. They sat
still for the next hour just grieving in each others arms.

***************

The rest of the day they were in a daze. Frank and Pamela picking them
up, the drive home, it all seemed to last forever. Mattias got permission
to sleep over, even Maggie knew the boys would need eachother. They
couldn't eat during dinner. Then the grief really set in on Tommy. He
clung to his father like he did when he was five. The parents loved
Blerim too and tried to comfort the boys the best they could.

***************

Tommy and Mattias went to bed sure they'd be unable to sleep. They held
eachother, crying silently. That's when Tommy finally made love to
Mattias. It wasn't planned on either of their sides, it just happened.
Tommy started pushing down Mattias underwear and the boy moved his body
to make it easier.

"Quickly" Mattias said. "Take off yours"

There was no fear, Mattias needed this too, anything to take his mind of
this horrible day. He got on his back and opened himself up to Tommy,
wrapping his arms and legs around him. Tommy pushed himself inside him.
Mattias gasped from the sharp pain. Tommy hesitated but Mattias urged him
on.

"Just do it" he said.

Tommy thrust the rest of himself inside. Mattias buried a cry in his
shoulder. Tommy started going in and out slowly. It hurt, but Mattias
didn't care, anything was better than the pain in his chest. Tommy rocked
gently on top of him. He wanted to forget too and gave the lovemaking his
full attention. He increased his speed somewhat and Mattias clung to him.

"Don't stop" Mattias said, a grip on Tommy's pumping buttocks.

The pain in his butt subsided slowly and the more it did he urged Tommy
to go harder. Mattias wondered what he had been so afraid of. Tommy's ass
pumped fast and he thrust hard.

"Mattie" he whispered. "Mattie, Mattie, Mattie"

Mattias never wanted it to end.

"It feels so good, the pain is nearly gone"

Tommy took this as encouragement and took one thrust at a time, a slight
pause between each. When the orgasm came he buried himself inside as his
juices pumped out. Mattias squeezed the cock with his butt like he wanted
to pull out every jet of sperm himself. He got a dry orgasm at the same
time from his balls being rubbed against Tommys growing pubes and his
dick against the lower stomach.

They put underwear back on just in case and finally they fell asleep
Tommy holding Mattias from behind.

***************

They woke to the sounds of argument. They walked, half awake, into the
front hall. Maggie was standing on the doorstep.

"You have a boy who needs you, you can't just walk away" Pamela said.

"I don't want him, OK. I never even liked the brat and I'm certainly not
raising him alone"

She stormed off to the car Pamela following.

"You can't do this" she said.

But Maggie got in the car, started it, and spun off. Pamela walked back
to the house, finally noticing the two boys.

"Maggie left me?" Mattias asked.

Pamela didn't know what to say.

"What'll happen to me?"

"Let's go inside"

"What a bitch" Tommy muttered when Pamela went by him.

Pamela sat the boys down.

"Now Mattias can live with us right?" Tommy said.

"Well, I..."

"He needs us now"

"Would you want to live with us?" she asked Mattias.

Did he want to? There was nothing he wanted more. Frank was in agreement
with his wife. He loved Mattias dearly, he was like his third son and
from the moment he had listened to that bitch Maggie he knew she was
serious. She was not coming back. Mattias staying with them was the only
option. Luckily his brother was a lawyer who specialised in adoption
cases. Pamela decided to take Mattias to social services right away, she
needed to talk to them. Tommy grabbed her arm when she headed out the
door.

"Don't let them take him. He lost his dad, we both lost Blerim, we can't
loose eachother too"

***************

It seemed forever before they came back. Tommy was terrified she would
come back alone. When he heard the car he ripped the front door open.
When he saw Mattias he rushed by his mom and sweeped his lover off his
feet, hugging him tight. The smile on Mattias face was very encouraging.
Pamela had barely sat down when he dumped down next to her.

"Well, did we get him, did we get him?"

Pamela had had a long day with her brother in law over at social
services.

"Mattias will get to live with us. We've been granted the permission of
being a foster home for him with the possibility of adoption down the
line. We don't think it'll be a problem, it'll just take some time"

The boys where estatic at the thought. They only wished they had Blerim
to share it with. But they were grateful for the happiness that could get
their mind off the sorrow they were feeling. They sat down by the creek
that day talking about their lost friend, remembering the wonderful times
they had shared. They laughed and they cried back and forth.

***************

The funeral was hard for them, they stood hand in hand as the coffin was
being lowered. They took a rose each and let it drop. Tommy bravely made
a 5 minute speech at the wake bringing tears to the eyes of the people in
attendance. Mattias told a story that had the same people laughing. The
boys made a point to visit the gravesite at least twice a week, putting
down fresh flowers every month. Their grief passed and they focused on
the happy memories. Blerim would never be forgotten.

****************

The anticipation was killing them, waiting for Frank and Pamela to come
back from court. They had rushed home from school and was now waiting.
Finally they came through the door. Frank went right over to Mattias and
picked him up.

"Welcome to the family...son"

Mattias was now officially Tommy and Kenneth's brother. Not just a
friend...but brother. He was beside himself with happiness. He held on to
his new parents, happy tears running down his face.

"Thank you" he said. "I love all of you....so much"

When he was finally put down he went slowly over to Tommy.

"Hi, bro"

Tommy swooped him up. Mattias was getting too heavy for him these days
but he didn't care. They hugged, they kissed (though saving the mouth for
later), they would not let each other go the rest of that day. Kenneth
was coming tomorrow, they called him right away with the good news.

"I wanna go now, I wanna go now" they heard him say to whoever was in the
back ground.

***************

Kenneth rushed out of the car and into the house.

"Where is he" he nagged his father.

"They went down to the creek a few min..."

Kenneth rushed out of the house. When he didn't see them he heard sounds
from behind the bushes. Just in case he pushed one to the side so he
could see the clearing beyond. Tommy was lying on his back, he was
totally naked. Mattias was on top of him his body going up and down.

'Shit, they're fucking' Kenneth thought.

He watched as Tommy's erect cock vanished inside Mattias over and over.

"Oh, Mattie. Ride me. Good boy, faster"

Mattias increased his speed, met Tommys thrust by pushing down.

"Tommy. Unnggh. Ooooohhh. That feels good, you so nice and hard inside
me"

"You have such a great ass, Mattie. Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah. Unngh.
Unngh. Ungghh" he grunted which each thrust.

Kenneth was staring facinated. His dick was throbbing in his shorts. He'd
suspected this for some time, he wasn't blind despite their efforts.
Seeing how far they'd gone turned him on so much. He guessed now he could
finally tell them his own secret. But for now he watched, rubbing the
front of his shorts.

'Mattias sure has a gorgeous body' he thought.

Mattias hands were on Tommy's chest as Tommy used his dick to lift
Mattias body into the air, arching his back to get as far in as he could
come. Kenneth had whipped out his own dick, pulling it hard and fast. He
quickly felt himself shooting dry, his body spasming. He pulled his
shorts back on and continued staring, fascinated.

"I'm gonna cum, Mattie"

'Pull out, I wanna see' Kenneth begged in his head.

He had spied on his brother a few times over the last two years when he
played with himself. Seeing him shoot had fascinated him since he first
saw it, he definatley wanted to see it under these circumstances.

He got his wish. Mattias got off and opened his mouth over the tip of the
cock. Kenneth was hard again and rubbed himself feeling his second
dryshot. He'd never done it twice in a row this quickly in before.

"Fuck. Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck" Tommy moaned as his load hit Mattias mouth.

When done Mattias swallowed some and the rest mositened his lips and
dripped down his chin.

Kenneth ran when they started dressing. Only when they were sitting
clothed by the water did he rush over. He hugged them both.

"My brother, huh?" he said, looking at Mattias.

"Yep. Your brother"

Grinning, they hugged again.

TO BE CONCLUDED