Date: Tue, 6 Apr 2010 01:11:39 EDT
From: Buontempi@aol.com
Subject: Most turned me on part 3

At the end of the last chapter I wrote that I would tell about  Jimmy, so
here it is:

One night when Bobby and I were jerking off under the bushes  in his yard
he told me that Jimmy had sucked him and Pete.  Jimmy at 11 was  3 years
younger than the three of us.

I was still very nervous about my attraction towards other  boys and was
scared shitless about anyone finding out.  With Bobby being so  into his
uncles porn magazine and never bringing himself to climax in front of  me our
escapades were not considered "queer" by him, so my secret was  safe.

One day however, hormones raging as usual, I saw Jimmy and no  one else was
around.  He was playing in the barn in the back of his  house.  I went into
the barn and struck up a conversation.  he was  delighted to have one of
the older boys paying attention to  him.  After a while I told him that I
heard that he had sucked Bobby  and Pete's cock.  He admitted it  and then I
asked him if he  would suck mine and he said he would.  Now remember Bobby's
cock was small  around 4 1/2' and uncut and I heard and that Pete's was very
big.  My cock  was around 7 inches thick and uncut.  I got rock hard thinking
about what  was about to happen and I was anxious to see Jimmy's prick.
Jimmy pulled  his pants down sat on a log and started to jerk off.  His cock
was around  the size of a man's index finger ( at least mine ), was very
pale, smooth, and  cut.  This was the first time that I saw a circumcised penis.
 I took  my hard on out and started to jerk off standing in front of him.
He said  wow your is big.   But then he said not as big as Pete's but  big.
Then he began to suck it.  He sucked it for a few minutes but he  didn't
want me to cum in his mouth.  That was okay with me because I hadn't  even
thought of that and wasn't going to do it anyway.  At that time Jimmy  couldn't
ejaculate yet and I just shot my load onto to the dirt floor. Jimmy
telling me that Pete's was bigger than mine made me lust after Pete  more than
ever.

Jimmy was a small kid and his mouth was small so I really  didn't get much
of a feeling when he sucked me.  So a week later we got  together in his
barn and he again sucked me and it did feel much better. I liked  the fact that
he had creamy white skin with reddish blond hair and freckles,  unlike us
three older olive skinned Italian- American boys.

The third time Jimmy sucked me I got curious and asked him  what it felt
like to suck a cock and he just shrugged his shoulders.  I  think he just did
it because he like being around us and he knew it made us  happy.  So I
asked him if I could try it on him and he agreed.  I got  down to his level and
put his little penis in my mouth but I didn't suck it I  just felt it for a
few seconds.  It was so small, but I do remember that he  was rock hard.  He
asked me if I liked it and I said I don't think  so.  I didn't know
anything about sucking a cock and it didn't appeal to  me.

Well that wasn't the end of it.  A few weeks later I was  walking home from
school with Bobby, Pete, Billy and Frankie and my world came  crashing
down. Billy blurted  out that he heard that I had sucked Jimmy's  cock.  Well I
must have turned crimson and of course I denied it.  I  swore up and down
that Jimmy had made up the story.  They eased up on me  for a bit and when I
went home I went right to my room and cried myself to  sleep.  From then on I
stayed away from Jimmy and from Bobby and did  everything that I could to
appear as masculine as I could.  But every so  often one of the kids would
call me "queer or "fag".

Now I resorted to just humping my pillow and jerking off alone  fantasizing
about Pete and David up the street and some other boys around the
neighborhood.  I never did fantasize about Bobby.

In the next chapter I will write about a couple of other  kids before I
went to high school and about two of my brothers.   I wrote about my younger
brother a couple of years ago but it will fit into this  true sequence of
events.  Thanks for  reading