Date: Wed, 7 Sep 2011 19:27:12 -0400 (EDT)
From: buontempi@aol.com
Subject: Most Turned me on - Part 5  High School

I haven't written since April 2010.  I am now in my sixties and these took
place from the middle fifties on.  The first four chapters are in the Young
Friends section.  This chapter and perhaps the next belong in the High
School section.  I am writing these because I have been closeted all of my
life and I tried everything to make my "gay feelings" go aways but they
never did.  I made choices that for the most part i am happy that I did,
but I have never been true to myself.  If my stories help even one young
person deal better with and positively embrace thier homosexuality, then it
will be worth writing.  Now to my High School experiences

After having a scare of being found out with my experiment with a younger
boy, I retreated from my friendships somewhat with Pete and Bob.  I then
decided that i would go to a different High School in the same city, a
vocational school.  I was foolishly determined that I would get rid of my
gay feelings.  But what this did was alienate me for any male friends at
all.  I was scared to make firends because as soon as I got close to
another boy I was infatuated with him and hence the titile of my stories "
most turned me on".  And believe me, most did.

I had to take the public bus for 3 miles every day and then walk another
mile to my new high school.  Not long into the first semister a handsome
but a little effeminate boy named Don around my age, 15 at the time, began
to sit in the seat next to me on the bus.  He started conversations every
day but I was just polite but tried to discourage his friendship.  But
still he turned me on sexually.  One day he said I bet I can make you get a
hard on, and of course I said I doubt that.  Even though I was already
hard.  He said you'll see and then he grabbed the side of my ass cheek and
squeezed it several times.  I pretended that it did nothing for me at all,
but I had a raging hard on.  Luckily we arrived at our stop so I got off
the bus and walked way ahead of him and another of his friends.

The next day he sat with someone else and I was relieved.  When we got to
our stop however he walked side by side with me.  Just his presence gave me
a hardon and I was lusting to be naked with him.  He talked about sex a
lot.  He even asked me if we were in bed naked together what would I do
with him.  Apparently he was much more experienced than I was.  I was so
ignorant about sex and looking abck on it now it was because I was so
afraid of it.  I arrested my own sexual development even though I was
jerking off and humping my pillow all the free time I had.  This day my
defenses were very weak I and I was "in heat" so as we were walking down
the hill to get to our school he again, as he did the day before said, "I
bet that I can get you hard".  This time I said you can't, because I am
already hard.  Don got so excited that he walked ahead of me turned around
and was staring at my crotch and yelled let me see, let me see.  I was
totally embarassed and told him to back off.  But he didn't relent and
asked to see my cock.  There was a small alley between two buildings so I
said if you are quiet we can go to the alley and I will show you.  We went
into the ally and I asked him to show me his first.  He willingly pulled it
out. It was a beautiful smooth uncut cock with a large head somewhat like
my own just shorter.  When I pulled mine out he told me how much he liked
it and that it was beautiful.  That was the first time I had heard that and
I felt great.  He asked me if he could suck it but I told him we didn't
have time.  He asked me if he could feel it and I let him.  His hand felt
so great around my cock.  I grabbed his cock and we jerked each other off
spurting onto the blacktop of the alley.  We didn't see each other for the
rest of the day, which I was glad about because I was beating myself up for
relenting to my "sinful" desires.  Of course that night and for many, many
nights into the future I relived that exciting experience and jerked myself
to sleep.

I hope that you have enjoyed this true experience.  Most of my experiences
involved just jerking off until I was much older> I will continue to write
if there is an interest