Date: Sat, 4 Feb 2006 09:11:55 EST From: MORISON649@aol.com Subject: my awakening 2 After i had seen my son david and his best freind making love....ha making each other cum...i was about to crash into davids room and go ballistic. Something stopped me. what would i say? God.....i actually had a hardon! i couldnt believe how erotic they looked. they both were beautiful 14 year olds. after chris came they started kissing and holding each other like real lovers. whispering to each other. i went back to bed. my wife stirred when i got in and said "whats up?" she reached over and her hand brushed my rock hard cock. " my my" she said. my brain was stuck on what i had just seen and i was about to tell her but she took over and....... The next morning i woke up to the smell of coffee and the image of my son and his lover burned into my mind. and another hardon! was i actually turned on by what i saw? no way that would make me gay wouldnt it. and as my wife can tell you i am certainly not gay. but still...all day sunday whenever chris or david came into view my heart would start beating a little faster and my cock would harden a little after a while precum was staing my briefs. Damn ..why is this making my so turned on? chris went home that afternoon and sunday played out as usual on a summer after- noon. still every time i looked at david in his white t-shirt and cut-offs i was looking at him in a different way as i did the daybefore. all that next week i walked around in a semi turned on semi confused state. was my son gay? was chris a bad influence? should i tell my wife? how can i be sure they do this all the time? am I gay because i cnat get the image of chris with my sons cock in his mouth.......david kissing chris up his thigh.....them kissing, making out. i cant get this out of my head and God it was actually turning me on!! it came to me on thursday afternoon in the middle of a mind numbing department meeting. i certainly could risk them catching my hanging at davids beedroom door at 1 a.m but there was a way.....our bedrooms were at the top of the stairs . his on the right our on the left separated by the stairs but we had ajoining closets. if i could poke a small hole in the back wall of our closet it would allow me to look into davids closet which didnt have a door at that time and would allow me to see davids bed perfectly. God this was sick!!! but i was becoming obsessed. i had to know....i had to SEE them together again! so that thursday evening like some bogus espionage agent i made up a lame story about loose hinges and snuck upstairs with my black n decker. i quickly made a 1/4 inch hole in the back our closet and when i put my eye up to it .....yes indeed a perfect view of davids bed from the side...actually more of a view of his room than i thought there would be. now just to wait for saturdaynight. as usual chris came over about 9 saturday morning and he and david took off on their bike to be gone for most of the day. we live in a small town with lots of woods and a good size pond where all the kids go fishing and swimming on hot days. they had many freinds and had plenty to do. during the course of the day i had errands to do downtown and on my way home i caught sight of them with a group of kids...mostly girls...hanging out at the music store. both boys looked so damn sexy. david had on his usual short cutoffs and a white t-shirt and chris had on tight levis and a soccer jersey. even though they were talking to girls they were standing very close to each other.