Date: Sun, 2 May 2021 15:45:00 +0100 From: Andrew Passey Subject: My Best Friend Simon Part Thirteen (Young Friends) We walked out the school gates with Tom and after I thanked him again for his help he headed off home in a different direction. After he had gone, to my surprise given that we were in public Simon kissed me properly. Admittedly it was in the underpass and no one else was around but it still surprised me. Up to now we'd not done anything outside our two bedrooms and he'd been paranoid about anyone finding out about us. We broke apart and continued our walk home. I was still shaking slightly from the incident and to my surprise again he held my hand. All the other students had left ages before but even so it was still something I wasn't expecting. "I'm sorry Jamie," He said, simply squeezing my hand extra tightly. "It's not your fault, it was all Frank! If you hadn't have come to find me I'd had to have sucked him off," I said, the disgust in my voice all too evident. "I'm not sorry about that. Well of course I am but what I mean is that I'm sorry about the way I've been this week. After the incident with Dean I dunno I think I just panicked. I was so worried about people finding out about us I started to lose my bottle. But today has just reminded me how much I love you. I've been an idiot and no one knows anyway. Apart from Tom and I'm sure he won't say anything. In any case I'm just sorry I fucked up. Also it's been days and we've not got off together! I'm sorry, I can't promise I won't freak out again but I'll make it up to you!" He said smiling at me and squeezing my hand. "Wow, that was a lot of sorries! Don't worry, it's ok, it's tough and I know it's hard for you as well as me. Part of me wants us to just tell everyone. To stop having to hide and just be who we are in our bedrooms. I sort of feel like we're living a lie but I know that isn't realistic for you to come out at the moment. And maybe I'm not ready either. But when you're ready we'll do it together. Now, how are you going to make it up to me Si?" He smiled back at my cheeky grin "Well....I happen to know Dean has a football match with school so no one is home. By the time we're home we've got at least an hour alone together, maybe two!" I winked at him, "Sounds good, what were you planning on doing with all that time?!" He looked a bit nervous all of a sudden. "Um. Well. Jamie I've been thinking...maybe I'd freak out less if I felt we were even more serious than we already are about each other..." I started to interject to say I thought we already were but he held his hand up to tell me to let him finish. "So I'm thinking. Maybe it's time to take that big final step? Once you've had your dick inside someone and they've had it inside you, well there's no coming back really. Then we'd be properly serious boyfriends. Can't get much more serious than that!" He smiled at me as he said this and giggled as my eyes widened. "You mean...?" I asked, "Yes, time for us to lose our virginities and our cherries at the same time!" He grinned back at me. Whether it was lust, love or just wanting to say sorry to me at that point I didn't care. I was more than happy to take the next step sex wise and was now pleased I'd checked with Tom on the specifics. We both rapidly increased our walking pace, clearly keen to get home as soon as possible! I did think it was funny though. All this talk from Simon about taking it slow. Him not being sure about the whole gay thing. Not being sure about us being boyfriends. Yet his solution was for us to fuck each other! I mean I wasn't going to complain but it seemed fairly illogical. I guess maybe it was just one of the little lies we tell each other to get through life! Either way once we'd done it there was no going back. As soon as we were through the front door we threw our shoes off and ran upstairs. We then kissed passionately as we got into his room. This continued as we manoeuvred ourselves to his bed, him pulling me on top of him. We continued to kiss pausing only to take bits of clothing off until we were naked together. We were still kissing as I lay on top of him grinding our hard dicks together. "I'm ready," Simon said, breaking our kiss. "You sure? Want to give or receive first?" I asked, wanting to make sure this was what he really really wanted. He smiled at me, "You can go in me first, and yes I am sure. Once we've done this I'm sure I'll be even surer about us!" The excitement and lust I'd felt had made me forget what Tom had said. His words suddenly came back to me. After all, the last thing I wanted to do was cause my boyfriend any pain. "Ah shit. Tom said we'd need lubrication, a fair bit of it actually. Otherwise it might hurt or be hard to slip it in. He actually posted some to me but it's at home. You got anything slippery like I dunno moisturiser?" I asked hoping we could sort something out. We'd got so close I didn't want to stop now. He smiled at me and got out of bed, his hard dick sticking straight up and bobbing slightly as he walked over to his drawers. "I'm well ahead of you Jamie!" He said with a grin. He opened his bottom drawer, rummaged around and brought out some actual sex lube that it turned out he'd "borrowed" from his parents room over Christmas. "I don't even want to know what they used it for," he said with a grimace, but then smiled "but we can make very good use of it Jamie!" He poured some into his hand and gently rubbed it up and down my hard dick, making it slick. I was so horny I thought I was going to cum there and then but luckily he stopped using his hand. "Right, I guess I just rub it all over my hole?" He asked slightly unsure, as was I. Tom had given me a slight overview so we knew you needed to use lubrication but aside from that we were a bit naive. Although I was sure we'd work it out! "I guess so," I said, keen to get this party started. "Actually let me do it Si, it's probably easier." He squeezed some on my fingers and I got him to lie on the bed. At first on his front as I assumed that's how I'd have to do it to him, but it was a bit tricky and messy doing it between his bum cheeks. I suggested he roll over and then he pulled his legs up a bit and I could see his hole more clearly. I gently rubbed the lube around it, sticking first one finger and then another to loosen him up a bit. He gasped as I did it, "oooh it's cold!". He moaned as my fingers went to work. There is something very intimate about preparing your boyfriend's hole for it to be penetrated for the first time. My fingers were literally up the same place where shit came out of. I didn't care though and neither did Simon. After a bit more finger action we both decided he was probably ready. As we looked at each other it was clear we were both very nervous. After all it was a really big step for us both, both emotionally and physically. Also the mechanics of anal sex hadn't been covered off in our biology lessons. Yes it was fairly obvious a dick went in a hole but it took a bit of fumbling, wriggling and restarting in order to get ourselves into the right position. Eventually I got myself into a position where my dick was pretty much lined up with his hole and his legs were almost round my shoulders. "Ready?" I asked double checking one more time. Simon nodded nervously and I hoped it wouldn't hurt him too bad. I pushed gently forward and with an almost "plop" like squelch my dick head went in causing Simon to squeak and wince. He smiled through gritted teeth and said "slowly" to me. I eased myself further in, but slowly, bit by bit until I was all the way in. The way his hole clamped on my shaft as I had pushed it almost made me cum there and then but as I rested inside him I knew I'd manage to not shoot completely straight away! "Ok Si?" I asked really hoping that he was and that we weren't doing something he'd regret. "Yeah. I'm not gonna lie. It hurts but I'm getting used to it," He said smiling but biting his lip at the same time. I stayed as I was for a minute or so to let him get used to it. Then he stopped biting his lip and nodded at me with a grin. Then I started to properly have sex with my lover. I got to work in a big way! I was thrusting in and out using all the inches of my hard dick causing him to at times moan and at times wince slightly. I could see he was enjoying it and for me it felt totally amazing! It was so tight and warm in there and I knew Simon would be feeling the same feelings I was in a few minutes time. It wasn't just the physical sensations that were amazing, it was also because it was Simon I was in that it felt so special. I'd love to say I lasted for ten minutes and it was amazing. Well it was amazing but in reality I was so overexcited and horny I probably only lasted a couple of minutes. However it was the best couple of minutes of my life though! As my orgasm swept over me at the same time as my dick deposited a load of cum into my boyfriend I knew that this was what I wanted. Sex with Simon. That closeness, that intimacy where two become one. I didn't need anything or anyone else. I had him. My soul mate, my lover, my best friend. I bent down and kissed him as I pumped a few times before I slipped out. I lay there in a catatonic state as Simon went to the bathroom with his hand covering his bum to try and stop the cum leaking out. He came back a couple of minutes later, his hard dick now dripping in anticipation of where it was about to go. "How was it?" I asked. "Great! Hurt like hell at first but then felt really good. What about you?" He asked, winking. I'd made a right old racket particularly when I came in him and he knew it. "Amazing!" I said simply and kissed him, our tongues intertwining with each other. Simon pulled back and looked at me with a wry smile. "One bad thing though....it's a fuck load messier to deal with that sucking each other's dicks!" We both giggled after he said this before I picked up the lube and wordlessly began applying it to Simon's hard dick. I got into the same position he had done and he applied some to my hole. He loosened me up with his fingers and got into position. Then with a lunge from Simon he went inside me. "Fuck!" I gasped involuntarily. Simon had unwittingly pretty much gone all the way in. No gently easing in from him! I waited for the pain to hopefully subside before he started hammering away. It hurt. No lying about that. But within the pain it also felt great. As he'd thrust in sometimes I'd almost see stars and I loved it. The pain eased as he went on before with one final thrust and a cry of "fucccckkkk!" He came in me for the first time. Both of us knew it would be by no means the last though. For both of us! "I love you Jamie," He said, his dick still embedded in me "I bet you say that to all the boys and girls you fuck'" I replied with a grin. "There's only one boy for me," He grinned and kissed me passionately. I was aware that his cum was still in me but might not be for much longer so I broke the kiss. "I love you too Si, now I better go and deal with the load of cum in me!" I said and went to the bathroom. Simon followed me and we decided to shower clean. Although once we were in the shower with the hot water running down our bodies and the soap in our hands we ended up doing each other again. Standing up against the shower wall we fucked each other until the hot water started to run out! Once we were clean and dried off, we got dressed in case his parents or Dean got back. "What happens now?" He asked me as we lay on the bed holding hands and looking into each other's eyes. "I dunno, we're boyfriends. We're lovers. So we keep having lots of sex! I guess things go on as normal but I do wonder if we need to come out to our families at some point. There's a chance we might get caught like we did by your brother,"I answered. "But what if they then say we have to wait to have sex until we're like 18 or something? I don't know about you but I have no desire to wait any longer than necessary to be balls deep in you again and have you shooting your cum deep in me," Simon said with a shy smile. I gripped his hand harder, "Me neither. Ok for now let's just keep doing what we're doing. But we can think about coming out to our parents down the line. I suppose we just have to be a little bit careful and cautious when other people are in the house. Then again if your brother caught us at it then sure we can explain all Si". He kissed me and we agreed that for now we would keep going as we were. I was aware that the chances of getting caught would increase over time but Simon was clearly not ready to be out and proud outside of his bedroom. I'd rather have just come out there and then to everyone but I knew for Simon he felt he had more to lose. Ultimately it was important that we both felt comfortable with it. After all Simon had got cold feet about us a few times already, there was no way I wanted to give him the opportunity to do so again!