Date: Sun, 11 Feb 2007 05:23:41 -0800 (PST) From: milo emit Subject: My Boyhood Experiences It's hard to believe but I remember the very first time someone took all my clothes off and fondled and probed my body. I was a couple months shy of my fourth birthday. Four teenagers in the neighborhood took me to an old tool shed. They were two boys and two girls. It was summer time and I had very little on. They removed all my cloths and took turns touching me. I remember them laying me on something fluffy on my stomach and spreading my little butt cheeks and touching me back there. I'm sure it was just curiosity on their part, but it was something very special to me. For some reason because we did it in secret I knew I couldn't say anything to anyone about the experience. The next such experience was when I was seven. There were two bachelors living on a small farm across the street from the new house we had just moved into a year before. The older brother worked for the county road department while the younger, Bernie was mildly retarded and lived with him being home alone when his brother worked. Bernie took care of milking the cows and feeding the chickens. They use to live in the loft of the barn until their new house was finished. One day he talked me into visiting him. I was afraid of him but really wanted to see his new house. I loved then as well as now going through newly built houses or old abandoned houses. I would guess Bernie was in his early twenties, but he seemed old to me at the time. Bernie took me by the hand and showed me his chickens and how he fed them then led me to the barn and showed me how to milk the cow. It seemed weird how he touched that cow causing mild to come out. He wanted me to try, but I was afraid to touch the cow that way. When he finished he took me to his house. That is what I really wanted to see. The upstairs was all finished, just waiting for a coat of paint to be put on the walls. Then he took me to the basement. The coolness of the basement felt good on my hot chest and legs. All I had on was a very short pair of pants held up by the elastic waist band. The floor was cold against my bare feet. In one of the rooms in the basement was a wooden bench. There were no lights in the basement yet, just a few small windows along the top of the walls. It felt strange being down there with Bernie. The room with the bench was brighter than the other rooms. Bernie sat on the bench then pulled me up onto his lap. He held me close and started to gently rub my chest and legs. His breathing seemed to become more noticeable. Then he lifted me off his lap and his other hand seemed busy under me. When he sat me back down he ask if I could feel that. I didn't know what he meant and told him didn't know what he was talking about. He shuffled me around some and asks again. I still didn't know what he meant. He was really breathing funny now when he lifted me up and pulled my shorts and briefs down to my ankles. I was a skinny little kid and probably didn't weigh 30 lbs soaking wet. When he sat me back down he felt warm, and I realized I was sitting on something hard and poking me in the butt. Again he asks if I could feel him. I said I think so what was it? Bernie picked me up and turned me around on his lap sitting me further down his legs facing him. That was the first dick I had ever seen. I don't think I even noticed my own until today. I looked at his sticking up in the air then at mine. Mine was also sticking up in the air. I didn't even notice the difference in size, just it was a curious thing and I wanted to explore them. I first touched my little penis then his. He seemed to like me touching him. I remember thinking how big his was as I wrapped both hands around him. What he did next started me down a road I never left. I know now he was circumcised like me, but his dick was really fat with a very large mouth. He reached into a little box on the bench and came out with something sticky on his fingers, probably Vaseline. He smeared a big glob on my little dick. I remember how wonderful it felt when he touched me. My dick would throb between his fingers as he pulled it down and towards the opening on his dick. I just let him have his way and watched mesmerized at what he was doing. He stroked up and down my shaft causing shivers through my body. I never wanted him to stop. He took his dick in his other hand and made it kiss my dick. I remember his dick looked like it was sun tanned and wondered how it got that way. It also had a funny smell. He made his dick kiss mine saying it liked me. He scooted me closer and while holding our dick head to head and my small dick started to disappear into the mouth of his dick. At the same time Bernie started to breath really hard and his body seemed to quiver and shake. His dick seemed to swell up then go soft again. Finely my dick was gone. His had swallowed mine whole. At first I was a little worried my dick had been eaten by his, then I noticed how hot and tight if felt around my dick. Bernie made my dick move in and out of his and I noticed he wasn't eating it at all. I was having feelings I didn't understand, but never wanted them to end. After a little while of moving my dick in and out he pushed his dick up tight against my body and started to move his hand up and down his dick. I could feel his hand go over my dick as well but didn't have the words to tell him what I was feeling when he ask if that felt good. I just looked at him, I'm sure with wide open eyes and my mouth was probably gaping open. Bernie started to work his dick harder and faster. Every once in awhile his dick would push forward and I though he might bump me off his lap. I put my hands on his shoulders to keep my balance all the while watching what he was doing to make me feel so good. All at once Bernie sort of went crazy. He grabbed a rag and just before he wrapped it around his dick head I noticed a white slobber, bubble out around the mouth of his dick. Later I realized it was cum, but at this time I though it was just slobber like a baby did when he sucked on a bottle. Bernie was grunting and shaking and I was a little afraid. Then he jerked my dick out of his and held me tightly. Bernie slowly stopped making funny noised and jerking around. He still had the rag around his dick. Bernie's eyes were closed. He said that felt good then opened his eyes smiling. He asks me if it felt good to me. I think I was still in shock and nodded yes. I was hoping he would keep doing it when he cleaned me up, dressed me and sent me on my way. That's the only time I did anything with him. Bernie had a little niece he watched sometimes. I'm not sure how old she was, but she was older than me. He wanted me to do things to her like he did to me, but I was afraid. Once I spied on him and his niece. He pulled her dress up over her head, while she lay on the hay in the barn. Then he pulled her panties off. He started to touch her the same way he touched me. I had a sister and knew the difference between boys and girls. By now I also knew how boys and girls could play with each other. I watched Bernie smear something over his big hard dick then lay on top of his little niece. She had a big smile on his face and he moved around on top of her. He whispered something to her and she nodded her head yes. I saw Bernie's necked butt move and tighten up then his niece's face lost her smile. She started making sounds like she was hurting, but now really a bad hurt. Her face was all scrunched up and her body was all tense. Her hands were grabbing the hay and her feet were kicking the ground. When Bernie stopped moving, she seemed to relax and let out a sigh. A smile came back to her face. Bernie had his arms up over her head leaning on his elbows. I could hardly see her under him. All I could see between his legs was his huge balls. He said something to her and she said I think so. Bernie started to move on top of her. His niece made a funny face again but this time it didn't look like it hurt. After a little bit it looked like she was enjoying what he was doing. About that time the cow kicked the side of the stall and I ran home. I went into my house and watched out the front window. From there I could see the door of the barn. When I realized no one was after me I watched to see if they would come out of the barn. When Bernie and his niece came out of the barn she still had straw in her hair and she had her hand holding herself between her legs. It looked like she had to pee. Bernie was holding her other hand as they walked to the house. They both had funny looks on their faces. The summer when I was nine, nearly ten, I told Bernie I had seen him with his niece and wondered if I could do it to his niece, but she wasn't allowed to visit anymore. I was also hoping he would play with me again. By now my older neighbor had tough me a lot about sex and I was no longer afraid to try different things. Bernie and I were in the barn and he asks me to pull my peter out and take a leak. When I did he just looked at me then said I was too big. I didn't think I had grown that much. I ask the neighbor boy Jimmy and he said my dick was large for my age. It was about that time I started to notice the difference in size and the hair or lack of it around other boy's dicks. Jimmy was a couple years older than me, but seemed a lot older. He was big for his age and very mature. His dick seemed huge compared to mine. He was a red head and had bright red pubes. He was uncircumcised, but the skin barely covered his head when soft. His dick always had a strange smell to it. He taught me how to suck him off. I never liked to do it because of the smell, but knew if I did him he would do it to me. I would climax into him mouth, but he always warned me before he climaxed and pulled away. When I got old enough to cum he would have me pull out also. Right before my tenth birthday Jimmy invited me to his house. It was a Saturday evening. His dad was a minister and his whole family was at church. He rarely went so we had the house to ourselves. I knew we were going to mess around like we always did when we were alone. We would take off all our cloths and lay on his bed. We would already be hard. He got out a ruler and measured mine. I was four and a half inches while he was six. He would suck me for awhile then I would suck him. Although he had a nice patch of red pubic hair his balls were hairless. Jimmy was twice my size and could have made me do anything he wanted, but never forced me to do anything. He taught me how to wrestle in the back yard. Most of the times it ended up with our hands in each others pants playing with each other. He taught me how to play with and lick my little sister pussy. He taught me how to jack off, but I already had figured that out from Bernie. Tonight though he wanted to try something new he had learned. He never told me who he had learned it from till I visited him once several years back. He had me lay on my stomach and he lay on top of me. I remember he could cover my whole body. I felt his dick push against my butt. He pushed a couple times then reached between us and moved his dick around then ask if that was it. I had no idea what he was talking about and said I guess so. He pushed some more then said it won't go in and got off. I kept thinking go in where? Jimmy went into the bathroom next to his room and I watched him smear Vaseline over his dick. It was bobbing up and down as he came back to the bed. He laid back over me and adjusted his dick again until he was poking me in the butt. He asks again if that was it and I said I guess, not knowing what he was talking about. All I know is this big kid was making me feel really good and my dick was rock hard under me pressing into the bed. I was having so much fun. Then all at once there was this unbelievable pain. Jimmy was panting and he was pressing tight against me. All at once I knew what he was doing. He had put his big dick up my butt hole and it was on fire. It seemed like forever, but probably only a few seconds before Jimmy realized I was sobbing and asking him to pull it out and he did. I stood holding my sore little ass sobbing asking him what he had done. His dick was jerking all around and a little cum was on the tip. He held me telling me he was sorry that he didn't know it was going to hurt. I later realized this was Jimmy's first time also. He had taken a dick up his butt, but being much bigger than me it didn't hurt. He had never done it to anyone else. A couple minutes later my butt quite hurting. Jimmy wanted to jack me off but I just wanted to go home. Later when I went to the bathroom, Jimmy's cum gushed out of me. At first it scared me. I though he had broken something inside me till I saw his cum in the toilet. He said later he had pushed almost all the way into me and came instantly then jerked out when I started sobbing and telling him to take it out. A few nights later we went to a new house being built. We played around then he asks me to stick my dick in him. I was afraid to do it knowing how it hurt when he did it to me. After some coaxing I decided to try. I had trouble finding his hole in his big butt, but when I finely found it and pushed all the way in I was hooked. Jimmy had me reach under him and play with his dick all the while I was pumping his ass. He held his cheeks open so I could go deeper and I felt like I was in heaven. He had to keep reminding me to jack him off. He came all over the floor under him, but I wasn't done yet. Although it was the best experience so far, it took me a long time to get the feeling in him. When I did I couldn't believe how much better it felt than jacking off. After that every time we messed around I wanted to corn hole him. ( that's what we called fucking back then ) One night we were wrestling around in the back yard. When ever I went out to play with Jimmy at night he wanted me to bring some Vaseline with me. I usually filled a wooden match box. Our wrestling around ended up just playing with each other. This night was a very hot night with no moon and it was really dark in the back yard. All I had on was a pair of loosely fitting gym trunks. They had no liner and I wore no underwear knowing we wouldn't need them. As we wrestled Jimmy's hands were all over me. My leg openings were loose enough that he had easy access through them. He had unzipped his shorts so I could get to him easily also. After awhile he was laying on top of me when he ask where the Vaseline was. He got off me when I told him and when he grabbed me next he rolled me to our sides and I felt his fingers pull the back of my shorts down then his big dick was touching my butt hole. I tried to get away telling him I didn't want to do it. Jimmy was panting hard and promised me he would go real slow and if it started to hurt he would stop. A part of me wanted to get up and run away, but a part of me wanted him to try it again. Even though it was very painful the first time there was something exciting about him putting his big dick in me. I made him promise he would stop if I told him so and stopped my sobbing and struggling to get away. I was laying in sort of a fetal position with just the back of my shorts down enough to expose my little ass. Jimmy's big body was laying along side me with legs over me, his knees pushing my leg into my chest. His dick seemed larger than ever when it pushed at my tight little hole. His dick would get hard then relax and the head felt spongier. He laid still and gently pushed against me. I was ready to yell the moment it hurt. I felt something move a little into me then a little more. I was almost hurting and I almost told him to stop. All at once I knew he was in me and it didn't hurt and it didn't fell like it was going to hurt anymore. He asks if it was hurting and I said no and ask if he was all the way in. I felt like he was a mile into me, but he said he just had the head in and couldn't believe he had gotten it in me. We laid like that for awhile then I felt him start to go deeper. It really felt weird but more exciting than weird. I don't know how much he had in me when I told him I think he was going to deep because it was starting to hurt. He ask if I wanted him to pull out, but I said no just don't go any deeper. Jimmy reached down and started to play with my very hard dick. With his dick in me and his hand playing with my dick was the best feeling I had ever experienced. At that moment I didn't know what I liked best, corn holing him or him doing it to me. As Jimmy stroked my dick he started to move in me. The pleasure was so intense I tightened my whole body. Jimmy stopped moving and I relaxed. Jimmy said do that again so every time he would move in me I would tighten up. Jimmy would move in and out a couple times then stop saying he was really close. I ask how much was in me. When we checked he had finely stuffed all six inches in me. He started to move in me again. Not a lot but maybe half in and out. I felt his dick swell and at first it felt too big then it started to throb and Jimmy started to jack me off really fast. I lost all track of time and where I was. It seemed a moment later I realized Jimmy's dick was soft and slipping out of me. Jimmy had rolled on top of me and talking to me. I don't remember what he said. Finely I ask if he was done. He said yes and asks if it had felt good. I told him I really liked it this time because it didn't hurt at all except when he went in too deep. Jimmy rolled off me and I looked at his soft limp dick. It looked fatter than before and I couldn't believe I had taken that big thing in me. I was hooked from then on. He rarely fucked me, but always wanted me to do it to him. He didn't seem very tight and it took me a long time to climax in him. By the time I turned 11 I had several older boys I played with and some younger. So far Jimmy was the only one to stick his into me. When I was 12 my dick had grown to near 6 inches. Jimmy had moved and I didn't see him again till I was 14. When I was twelve I forced my six year old brother to let my fuck his little ass. The moment I got my dick into him I was hooked on little boys. When Jimmy visited last he was 16 and I was 14. I was a tall lanky kid maybe weighing 100 lbs. We played strip poker and when we got necked he said he had to pee. I went into the bathroom with him and we both peed. I was hoping to do more but was afraid to start anything. Finely I said man your dick got big. I don't know how big it was, but I was over six inches and he was bigger than mine. He laughed shaking it at me saying I bet it won't fit in you now? I said I bet it would. I got some hand lotion and lubed his dick really good. I leaned up against the bathroom wall. Jimmy got behind me and I guided him into place. I kept wiggling his dick around till the head went in. The rest was easy. Jimmy was amazed how I had taken his huge dick. It was the biggest dick I had taken to date. He started to move in me making my dick throb and it felt like he was jacking me off from the inside. He slowly pumped into me till he came, bring me along with him. I shot my load into some toilet paper right after I felt him jerk his load into me. Later that night we met in the woods behind our house and I fuck his ass full of my cum. Even though My dick was bigger since the last time I corned holed him, he still seemed big and loose. I still loved fucking him though. It was great, but nothing like the younger boys I was doing it to. A few years back I ran into Jim again. He had a very cut grandson. He also had a couple daughters. After talking to Jim it's very possible his grandson is his son also. Milo