Date: Thu, 13 Mar 2003 16:03:25 +0100 (CET) From: aban aziz Subject: My Earlier Love Story I was 12 when it was the first time I noticed him. Jan. He is about 3 years older than me and He actually lived only 3 houses behind mine. He played Football in the field with the local boys of his age, while me and some friends of my age lying on the grass on the side of the field. On the age of 12 I already did quiet a lot of sexual activity honestly, eventhough its only a " light" sexual activity. out of curiousity I tried to compare my dicks with those of my friends, and one thing leads to another before finally we lay exhausted after the "climax" between the upper legs or on the stomach. Sometimes me and some boys tried it too on girls, but seems like girl has not so much interest in this business like us boys, on that age, so, it always ended up boys and boys doing it together. And honestly after some experience with the girls, I always found it much nicer with boys, because boys have much more interest, curiousity, experiences, and energy. Jan was playing Football naked, only with red shiny shorts. His chest was wet and very nice. His legs was bare and look delicious. and his black hair, wet from the sweat, move with each heartbeat on my chest... God !!! I have never payed so much attention to adult man with this sexual feelings before. Sex for me before this was only a natural things when I played with my friends, or when I sleep with one of them in their house or one of them sleeping in my house. But looking at Jan, my heartsbeat is much faster, my lips is swolen, and my chest flowers !!! And I don`t even know what happens in that age. I just watched him in awe, and my body feels so light and I didn`t feel the touch of the ground !!! Jan noticed me in the end, He noticed me looking at him with passions. So when they have a break and another team played on the field and Jan`s team is on the rest on the side of the field, watching the new team played, Jan take his place beside me, lying on the grass. His aroma of sweat smell so sweet, and his glanzing body and face, send quiver in my throat. He wrapped one of his arms on my back. And I inform you something before you think it is too quick, but I lived in a Small village far from the big Cities. The life in our Village is very , very different with the life on the City. The people on my Village are going out and helping each other. Everybody knows everybody, so the whole Village is like a big familly. So, it is no strange thing when I sleep this night in this familly and tomorrow nights with other familly. Of course, the familly I slept in has to have youngsters my own age as friends. And between boys, we go out together hand in hand, or walking around with our arms in each other`s shoulders, and things like that are acceptable not as sexual activity but intimacy between famillies, or good friends. So, as Jan lied beside me and have his arms on my back, as I lied on my stomach watching the football, It Isn`t a problem at all for the public. He asked me hi with his big smile, and later on in some occasions he massage my back and even playfully also pinched my ass !!! In public, on the side of the field while watching the football team played their game. I don`t know who has started it but in the end, Jan lead me to the Toilet. He washed himself a little then he took my hands and lead me to the toilet cabin and locked the door. It is dark and very hot with the door closed, and it is even hotter with my pulse racing like F1 and his breath puff like that from the bull`s. He touched me and I was trembling from fright and excitement. The darkness makes his touched feels very intensive. He is trembling too, and his heart beating created a music of drums and gongs with mine. He is sweating again, and I am too. He let my shirt opens, then my short, and his. I can`t see anything so I was a little schocked when I felt something big and hard and very hot and wet, touched my stomach. And when he hugged me his big throbbing thing pressed flat on my stomach. he is bigger and taller than me. his thing is on my stomach level when both of us are standing. He started to move his hips, and he tried to kiss my forehead, cheeks, and finally my lips. It was my first time, I dont know what to do but his kiss feels so hot and wet. and his breath, burn my lounge as I can only inhaled his hot breath. He keeped kissing my lips . His saliva feels strange the first time I feel it but as my body`s temperature rised and I started to enjoy his kiss his saliva feels so nice and wet and heavenly. That kiss was the kiss that makes me loved by every man I kissed afterwards. As that kiss was so sweet, and passionate, and wet, and long. Sometimes he put my upper lips between his both lips, then he chewed and sucked and even licked it with his tounge. Then my lower lips in turn. Then his tounge will invade inside my mouth , tried to reach it deep, or tried to lick the upper wall of my mouth, under my tounge, or running along my teeth. God that kiss was heaven, it makes me forget everything else, even my own desire or his hard prick that was amazed me a minute before. He kissed me like that for seems like hours before he lifted me up and pushed my body to the wall and adjusted his dick between my legs. I realized then again about his hard prick. It was big compared to my young one. and it feels very hot between my legs. it burns me. burns my inside. and my heart is melting... I hugged him deep while he pushed in and out of his dick between my legs. Our body is wet from sweat. So nice, so nice. I never felt that heaven on earth before. His lips now are playing in the back of my neck while I hugged him. It sends shiver through my body. and I bit his shoulders with my lips. his sweat and aroma feels so powerful each time he push forward. and the saltiness on his skin is an aphrodisiac which burns me when the wet skin of his prick sliding in and out between my upper legs. And he goes faster and faster. Untill finally I felt he bits me on my neck, and his breath explode. His mouth roar like a tiger. and his prick jolted between my legs, and spray of hot cum that I felt running down my legs was like an angel knocking on heavens door. I don`t know what that is, like I don`t know if angel exist. Later on I asked him what that was, and he answer that it was what people calls climax. adult man have it when they have sex. And he was surprised that I never have it before. Yes. I have a lot of " Sex " with other boys of my age but I never experience climax. none of my friends have it. and I never have it. We played with each other penisses, we ground our sexes on each other completely naked. and it feels nice, warm , and in someway sometime we feels like we are "exploding" but never like Jan. He wants to make me Climax he said, but another time. Yess, I agree. We washed and then we go out of the toilet and some boys are still playing football but it`s getting dark and most of my friends left already so I go home, washed , and do my homework from school. Around 21.00 o' clock, I heard a nap nap on my window, So I come to it and there was Jan standing, and beg me to let him come in. So I let him jump in through the window to my room. He help me closed the window, and the curtain, and locked the door. His breath is racing again like this afternoon in the toilet and he hugged me. " I want you again, I can`t stand it I have to have you again !! " He said between his breathing and his hands is all around my body already. " I am not alone , I am afraid my familly might hear us " I answered him eventhough I know I wont be able to stop him from my own passion. " We will do it quietly, I will not make much noices " He kissed my lips and I can`t answer him. He kissed me deep and wild , and he lifted me up to my bed. I am heated up already by his closeness and his heavy breath. He kissed me long while his hands tried to freed my clothes and his. Finally we are stark naked and I can feel his skin and his hard dick on my body. It feels different like this afternoon with the comfort of my bed and the room. His kiss runs down to my neck, my nipples, ohh that was wonderfull, but his kisses keeps going down and ... God !!! He has my dick in his mouth !!!! I never knew it is possible before, but.... God !!! His mouth feels so warm and wet... he play with his tongue, with his saliva, I was wet, wet, and hot, and hot !!! And I climax !!!!! Yess, I feel my blood and all the liquid in my body runing around all of me, makes every part of my body warm and quiver, and it runs all over my body, and going down, and up, and centraled on my penis in Jan mouth and.... God !!! I never felt this one before, but something is out of my penis to Jan`s mouth, and he swallow it. He looks into my eyes and smilling. then kiss me on the head, and hold me. His prick is still very hard, he took my hand to it. I hold his prick in my hand, hard and throbbing. I play with it. But he has another idea. He change his position with his head back sucking my dick again, and his dick was level with my mouth. In someway he is trying to make me suck him too, but I don`t know about that. So I just keep playing it with my hand. " Would you please put it in your mouth... Please I am so hot.... please take it in your mouth...." He begged me in between his sucking on my cock. His action makes me fly to heaven, but I am really not ready to take him in my mouth in those time so I just kiss it lightly and keep it played with my hands. He finally understands and change his positions and he lied on top of me and wet my upper legs and his hard dick wit his saliva before he slipped his hard dick between my legs and tighten it up and he started his ritual. Kissing my lips deeply. chewing on my neck, and pushing and crushing his hips to me. He cried out loud when he Climax. So loud that I have to put my lips cover his lips in fright of my familly will hear him. Days change to months and months change to years. In between my familly accept Jan as my bestfriend eventhough Jan was a little too old for being my friend. They even allow Jan to sleep with me in my bed. Of course, they have no idea of what is going on between us, and we dont let them have the idea of what is going on between us. I don`t want my familly to prohibited him for being my friends. In between Jan and me have create our own language too. So when we are in public or in familly circle we can talk easily about our passions without being covered. Sometimes in the Familly meeting, everybody was there, and Jan sudenly shouted loudly, " Hi Aj.... there is a naughty mise outside, let`s run and shoot it !!! " And I will laugh because that words mean his cock is getting hard and he wants to make it cum but i only answered " Allright " and both of us running outside to the darkness of the garden and make it behind the trees, or on the grass. Another time I am home , and Jan was horny but has no dare asking my family to come and sleep with me in my bed and there is no posibility for him to slip to my room from the window, he will scream like he played hide and seek in the neighbourhood, loud enaugh for me to hear him. " One, two, three... I am hiding, You will have to find me now...!! " So I will try to make any excuses from my familly to let me out and play, and we go somewhere possible to make sex. always different places, sometime in an empty garden house, another time up on a tree !!! I was 14 and we know each other very well already. I have no secret anymore about his passions and his wish, and I have no fright also to let him feel my wet saliva and hot tounge. I even crazy to have him there and He always said I am very good on it. like also my kissing are heaven he said. It was a normal day, he sleep with me in my room. and as always, when he is near me I am hot and trembling. Him too. We kiss and I have him feel my wet saliva, and I feel his wet saliva.... and he chew me, and finally.... It was a hot day, my body is wet. His body is wet. It was very nice as both of our wet body slide on each other. His warmness slid deeper in my pore each time he move. His hard dick Compare with my bigness now as I am growing adult. Mine even growing bigger than his, but He have a very beautifull one. very nice shape, very nice taste. Cutted and clean. The head shaped nicely to the rest of the part.... I am crazy about his dick. So beautiful, so warm, always so hard.... His dick push up and down in between my upper legs, so nice, so warm, so wet,.... " Ohh god !!! " I am flying to heaven. Without I realized it. I wrapped my legs on his hips, and my feet push his buttock downward for harder push. He is so wet, so warm....and his breath is so hard.... " Aj... You are good today...., It feels so good, so good.... Ohh God !!!.... Move your hips up and down Aj, move it....Ohh,... I can feel my prick slide up and down your hot cheeks.... Feels so nice Aj... I love it..." He yumm and humm, he bite my neck, he bite my nipple, he kiss me on the lips, he sucked my tongue... " Ohh God !! I feel the head of his dick brushed my hole.... Why it feel so warm and tempting ??? why it feels so nice and heavenly when his dick head brushed me there ?? Why ?!! " It makes me crazy, really makes me crazy, and hunger comes from my tiny hole... So hungry.... and Jan feel it too... " Let me in... Let me have you.... Please let me in..." He chewed my nipples and one of his hand arrange his hardness to my destination, while the other hand grabbed me... His lips on my breast feels heaven, so nice, so nice and... "Ouwhh...!!" Both me and Jan screamed at the sametime. Me from the Hot wet head that slipped in me, and Jan from the tight, wet, hot lips that covered his dick head. It was my first time, but it doesnt hurt. It feel strange but it feels so hot and nice. I pushed up to him when he pushed downward. I have him in me. I have him in me !!! I can`t believe it !! I never thought it is possible but it feels so nice, and warm, and... God !!! and when he move it out and in, out and in.... I have his power !! I have this horse power in me..., so good , so nice.... " Aj... move it like that, move it.... tightened it up, loose it... tightened it, loose it... You are so nice... you are so nice...." again Jan yumm and humm . He moved faster and faster. It really strange this feelings. this hard, very hard thing, wet and powerful, touch my insides. Very strange feelings. Very nice. It makes me crazy. And Jan Climax. His dick pulse, and I feel every heartbeat of it. I feel it bolted up. I feel some hotspray. I feel it`s warmness. I feel it`s wetness. and I climax too !!! I am exhausted. Jan exhausted. My legs wrapped his hips still. His dick planted inside me still. I am wet all over. And Jan`s sweat fall like rains. God, thank you for this heaven, and I cried !!! Jan kissed me on the lips, and we kiss, we kissed for this heaven, we kissed for this discovery. And Jan and me, we have a lot of fun only the two of us knows. a lot of times. untill the next 3 years. I was 17 when one day Jan said he has a girlfriend and he wants to marry her. I broke. My heart and head explode into pieces. I can`t understand the world anymore. And I am lost. I was in doubt. Do I make a wrong thing ?? Do I have to find a girlfriend too ?? I was at the second class of my Senior High School that time. At school I always have a good prestige, and always be on the big 5 each semester. But that last semester I was far below, even on the 5th worst student on my class. One day I can`t take it anymore, Jan still wants me but I broke, and everytime we met we ended up always in fight. At the end, I run from home. From my familly, and just going and leaving from one place to another. rented a cheap room each time. and just spend my time on the beach or on the street. Thinking a lot about life. I am handsome, so everywhere I go I have enough people around me and met a lot of new people and new situation. I learn a lot about life during this time. And I become wiser and wiser. 5 Months after I run from home, I come back to my familly. Everybody were happy. and everybody were wondering why I did such a thing but nobody ever experienced why. Jan is married, and I continued my High school in another school. During this time I have some girlfriend but no love. no other boyfriend thought. Jan still keeps trying to have me in bed. Honestly, he succeed twice during 2 years. But the rest we only have problems with each other and I dont enjoy his companion anymore. 1995 I Finished my senior high school and I was 19 years old. And move to a big city and study and have some job too. I know more and more people from other area even other country. I become wiser, and in between I also met a lot of man. Many, many of them are in love with me, Because I enjoy kissing very much and I enjoy a good time. I have seen enough unhappy people and I have seen enough life. And I am tired of fighting. All I need now is love, and peace, and good life. Good life for me doesn`t mean money as everyone thought. I am healthy and have good enough brain and character, so i don`t think I will die one day from no money. But love.... So many nice man in this world and one particular one is very, very, nice to me. But... the feeling of unsecure is always there, and I never know when will this feelings and this heartbeat will finally settle down. Life is strange, isn`t it ? What about your ?? Kind regards for everyone Aj.