Date: Wed, 11 Jul 2001 19:56:44 -0000 From: Matty Boy Subject: nate 2 He walked past me and as he turned the corner of the corridor I realised I was drooling. I wiped my saliva away and stood grinning like a cat. Jamie had obviously gotten sick of waiting for me and had gone off with some other guys in his next class. It took me a few minutes to realise I was late for my own class and I hurried off searching for my locker along with the other thousands of lockers that were imbedded in the large, gaping corridor. One part of me was happy that I had found the guy of my dreams. The other part felt like shit because the other guy was already with someone. I couldn't be seen with him either. People would think I was gay and I could have that... could I? Or course not... right? I sighed and took out my history book. Awww man I'm gonna be late... AGAIN! The hour of class felt like 10 hours and I started to think the clock on the wall was broken until I heard the familiar sound of the buzzer ringing loudly in my ears. jamie was waitin g outside and he was talking to some girl that looked like exactly a dogs backside. Jeez what is it with him and girls? Does he ever get attracted to guys? I couldn't understand him sometimes but I guess that just came with the package of being his friend. "hey Matt!" he called as he shooed off the girl who was sitting patiently next to him. "hey Jamie" I said smiling. He always managed to make me feel better. "hey you know that guy that you asked about?" he said looking proud of himself. "yeah what about him?" I said defensively as if he were accusing me of something. "I just beat the shit out of him" I stared at him. Not being able to speak. "y.. you did WHAT!?!?!?!?!" I looked at him with absolute disgust as my anger reached its peak. How could he do this?!? I thought he was my friend and now he's bullying guys. no... not bullying.. even worse!! Beating them up! I grabbed his shirt and pulled him right up to me so our chests were touching "WHY DID YOU FUCKING DO IT?!" he played it cool and just grinned at me through his shades "he's a fag Matt. He deserved it" by now I was so mad at him I couldn't even see strait. I didn't know what I was doing for a few seconds until I came to my senses and realised I was hitting my best friend, and no matter what he had done I should never hit someone. I stopped abruptly and looked around our classmates who were staring at us. He had his hands covering his face and he was lying on the ground with his broken shades lying next to him. I picked them up and helped him to his feet although he kept trying to push me away "I'm.. I'm really sorry jamie.. I didn't mean to do that. I'm so sorry. I hugged him and I heard a few sniggers from members of my class. oh no! now they all think I'm gay. GOD DAMNIT!I I scowled at jamie, still angry at what he had done "where is he?!" I demanded and he stared blankly at me. I grabbed him by his shirt again "WHERE IS HE JAMIE?!" I shouted." h.. he's in the bathroom... I can't believe you just hit me" I let go of him and pushed him away "well believe it Jamie" and I sprinted out of class and down the hall to the bathroom that was placed at the end by the doors leading out to the grounds. I stopped at the bathroom door and pushed it slowly open... god I hope he's alright.