Date: Fri, 16 Apr 2010 10:06:05 -0700 (PDT)
From: sky660view@yahoo.com
Subject: Never Been Kissed

I was 13 and never been kissed.  At least not by anyone outside the
family.  I was just leaving the 5th grade for the summer break. I had a
friend in school that we hung around together quite a bit but I would
actually call it just friends at this time.

My parents decided to move as soon as school was out .  Boy, was I
surprised when I found out we were moving real close to my friend John
from school. With that I got to know him much better at this point. He
and I were very similar in everything. Size, weight , hair, eyes, except
I think he thought he was better looking than me but I could care less
about that! We both had blue eyes, blond hair and weight was about 120
lbs.

 I had one brother but he had 6 brothers and 6 sisters. What a huge
family to me. I had never known anyone with that many siblings. He was
the second oldest and his older brother was a real pain in the ass. He
always stole our money from us. We stayed away from him as much as
possible.

 Anyhow, as time went on we were always outside playing, never in the
house for sure. We lived sorta out in the country but not really in the
farm country. There were farms close by but not big farms. As boys do as
your out playing you need to take a piss sooner or later. I was never
used to just whipping it out and going wherever, but John was. So as your
peeing you naturally look over at the other guys dick, just to see if his
is bigger than yours or who knows just why we do it! I was always
fascinated by another guys cock though but rarely had seen many. I guess
I had know all along I was somewhat gay but was never going to admit it
as that is very taboo you know!

 I was quite surprised to see johns dick looked exactly like mine. After
that we always just whipped it out and did our thing. As we all know this
has to lead to something more.

 After a few weeks he suggested we go camping. I said no way I was not
into camping. So, he suggested we camp out like in his front yard. There
were no neighbors close by, just his parents and brothers and sisters.
Well, we threw a regular blanket over a cloths line that stretched out
away from his house. We actually needed about 3 or 4 blankets so we had a
little privacy. We brought pillows and extra blankets to lay on the
ground and to cover up with. We used a flashlight for light and we were
in fat city as we always joked.

  You know boys are not going to go right to sleep no matter what. We
must have talked for hours. It was now probably 2 in the morning. We
talked about girls and just which ones were pretty and would be a nice
fuck if we could just know how we were going to accomplish such a
maneuver. We settled on the fact neither of us had ever even kissed a
girl so we needed to learn that before we were ever going to get laid!

 Now I had ideas but I was never going to let him think I was a queer as
we called them back in 1957. So he was the first to say lets try kissing
each other.   I, after feigning it sounded gross finally said OK! We did
the quick pecks and then we went a little longer until we were French
kissing, which I did not know what that was yet. Of course we had to go
out and pee a few times which brought up we both were getting boners. You
know, we had to talk about our boners and that brought up taking our
shorts off so our cocks were not hurting so bad from the strain.

 He the said to me had I ever jacked off before. I said I guess not cause
I don't know what that means. He showed me by jerking on his dick and I
thought, OK let me try it. It was awesome, as Jeff Gordon would say
today! We jacked our cocks for a while and I got this funny feeling in my
dick like it was electrified or something. It tingled so nice and felt
wonderful. John came first but I just got that funny feeling but just
knew this was not going to be the last time I tried that! After that we
tried touching each others dick and it felt weird but nice and soft with
yet such a hard feeling. We both joked our cocks were so hard we could
drive nails. Oh to be young dumb and full of cum once more!

 Well, As time went on like a couple of weeks maybe it was getting really
hot outside so we had to try the camping in his front yard again. We
talked and then it was not long until we were talking sex as all boys do.
We talked about how it had to feel awesome getting a blow job! Now mind
you a lot of what sex I learned came from my buddy John. He was somehow a
wealth of knowledge considering I was a month older than him! He taught
me a lot I must say. And I was very grateful.

 Looking back I think we both knew we were gay but never ever did admit
it to anyone or our selves. I do now that I'm over 65 years old. I'm the
closet gay as I'm married now for over 40 years and 2 kids.

 Getting back to my story. We talked about a blow job but he wanted me to
suck him first. I said no friggin way was that going to happen cause if
he was not willing to suck mine afterwards I just knew he might out me at
school and then I would have been fucked for sure. We agreed to lay in
the 69 position and each would tongue The others dick. That worked as he
did tongued mine and I did his. I was shocked at how soft the skin was
and his his felt and he acknowledged that as well about mine. We
eventually took the whole cocks in our mouths and did the best we knew
how for 13 year olds sucking cock for the first time of our short but
sweet lives! Neither of us would let the other cum in our mouths so we
stopped and jacked ourselves off until we came all over ourselves from
all that new excitement. Of course this also lead to us fucking each
others butt. It felt so good at least for me it did. We lubed up our
cocks with spit and took it very slow and after trying to get it in real
slow it finally slipped in and felt so good.

We wanted to go further but as I've said neither of us trusted the other
about telling on each other. Looking back, I now know we bath wanted to
go all the way but were too young to be smart about it!

 It sure would be great to go back again to that time in our lives!