Date: Mon, 16 Jun 2008 00:09:16 +0800 From: corran horn Subject: Gay/Young Friends/Nothing Bad About It This is my first story and I'd appreciate comments, suggestions and critics! Just email me at horn1269@gmail.com Nothing bad about it (b/t oral) As a child, there was nothing more difficult than expressing myself. Why? Because I was as shy as rat scurrying from the light. My shyness also lead to my insecurities, which caused me a hell of a time at grade school. Oh, God knows I tried to make friends, but kids can be fickle, and sensitive boys like me can get traumatized easily. What added fuel to the inferno was my early realization that I was attracted to boys. Imagine me, the ever so insecure boy realizing for the first time that he just enjoyed playing with his dick while imagining doing the same to his boy classmates. That made my confidence issues a lot worse... My ever supportive parents noticed this (but not my budding queerness) and decided the best remedy for me was sports. So from 5th grade, I was enrolled in a badminton summer clinic. Time flew by and as I grew up, I was now 13, a natural at badminton, and fortunately, self confident like I was the president himself. Saturday. My favorite day, because it was badminton training day. Five days at school can wear my brain a lot, so my much needed respite was a good day's hard beating in the court. Not your usual R&R, but it works. As I headed inside the court, I noticed our usual line of trainees was one person longer. "A new guy" I thought. "Nemo!" called coach. I almost forgot to introduce myself, my name is Geronimo, but since it's so long, I just go by "Nemo" "yes coach?" "I'm sure you noticed the new guy. Take care of him." Yeah, you can guess that since I was one of the older trainees, it was my regular duty to teach new kids the ropes. "sure thing coach" After our warm-up exercises, I headed over to the new kid. This was the only time I ever paid any real attention to him. And for all the words in the world, I was left gaping in awe. He had to be the most handsome boy I've ever seen in my entire life up to that point. he had a mop of messy brown hair that suited him perfectly, skin that wasn't too light nor was it dark, the most innocent looking eyes, and just that little bit of baby fat that made him that much cuter. Extreme will power barely kept something else inside of me from standing at attention as well. "uhm, hi-- !" just great, my voice cracked...I was practically red from blushing like hell. "hehe, you nervous or something? hehe. My name's Christopher, but you can call me Topher." He said with a radiant smile. Nervous? You have no idea boy...I had butterflies in my stomach alright...all my self confidence evaporated the moment I spoke to him...speaking of nervous, why wasn't he nervous himself? I mean this is his first time and all...he's not like the other newbies... "Well topher, you seem confident today." "Nah, I'm just really friendly!" there goes that smile again...I swear, if he keeps doing that I'm gonna faint right here and now. "So, how old are you?" I asked. "just turned eleven." gahd...he has a really cute voice too.. "you know, you're really cute" "uh, whaaa...?" Cripes! what in the world was I thinking?! what the hell did just say?! oh GAHD, I AM SCREWED. Are butterflies intoxicating or something? "Thanks, I guess?" He had a sheepish grin on his cute face. Speaking of face, I have to save what's left of mine! I think a change of topic is due...but it's so hard to think with this 4ft7" tall incarnate of cuteness in front of me... "So...TTopher...uhm..yeah.." "yeah what?" "uh, I meant that's a nice name!, but, uhm..." "why? something wrong with my name? you can call me another name if you like, 'cept if you're just teasing me." He did a mock pout. And I just mock died...I was losing it...his cuteness was overloading my senses... "well, er, I ...what if I called you Tophy?" "what? that sounds gay. hehe" ack! I made it worse! "but well, whatever works for you. C'mon! I think coach is signaling us to start!" Tophy said with that cute enthusiasm of his. True enough, coach was waving at me to come up the court again, and his facial expression told me he had been been at it for some time. So the training proper started. First up was the basic foot work. Tophy was doing a terrific job, both on the court and on my heart. I was falling for the little boy like flies on sugar... Then came the basic strokes. Tophy practically breezed through the exercises. He could even do a perfect smash! Most newbies couldn't even hit the shuttlecock, but here was my little tophy being a pro. Did I just call him my little tophy? Gahd....just then he did a hard hitting drive..he was good with his strokes alright...I wonder if he's good at stroking something else...-- "Nemo!" coach called me out of my daze. "yes coach?" I replied as I unwillingly pryed my eyes away from Tophy. "It seems to me that our new recruit, what was his name again?" "Tophy" "right, tophy. It seems that he's advanced for his age. I'll call for break. By the time we resume training, put him with the teens. He can handle it. But help him still" The teens training was the advanced course. It was done alongside the basic by the coach's helpers. This was also where I trained with the older trainees. And this time, I was training with Tophy. You can imagine how high my heart leapt when coach said that. "Tophy! you were amazing out there! I never knew you were this good!" was the first thing I said to him when coach called break. "Thanks,...uhm..." "Call me Nemo. I'll be your big brother here!" "Thanks Nemo!, uhm, big bro..." he said with that cute smile. "uhm, something wrong big bro?" he said after seeing me dumbfounded and speechless. Gahd! I was gawking at him without knowing it! "Oh, uhm, coach said you can train with me now, with the older kids." "Cool! At least I have a friend with me this time! The kids over there were quiet." He was glad I was with him, and with that my heart melted...I loved this boy... "I love..." "hmm..?" Tophy looked inquiiringly at me. Gahd! I thought out loud again! Gotta think of a save! "Er..I meant, I'd love to know how you got so good, You're as good me and you're only eleven!" "I started early...like six or something...I just transferred houses and this court was nearest... That figures...I only started when I was eleven...suffice to say, we had a nice going conversation from there. We talked a lot about him...and from there I got to know that he really was as nice and friendly as I thought he was...he was pretty sweet too...and that sweetness is sapping me... "...so this girl at school said she wanted me to be her boyfriend, but I said no thanks..." he said matter-of-factly. "whoa, wait a minute! You're too young for that!" and more importantly, I don't want anyone else near you...but of course I kept that in my thoughts.. " yeah I know...I told her that I bet she didn't know what boyfriends and girlfriends do and neither did I, but I knew how to be a regular friend..." Wow...he's also mature for his age...in my eyes, he's perfect now...my perfect little Tophy... "I know what girlfriends and boyfriends do..." I suddenly said, as an idea struck me. "Really big bro? Well, I guess that figures since you're older hehe...so, can you tell me please?" "well, maybe later...*snickers*...hey look, coach is calling, training's on again. I had no intention to seduce the young boy...but I felt that I want him to be happy no matter what...I want to make him happy, and I'll do that for him cuz he's my friend...my special friend...I want to make him feel good...nothing more...because we were friends...special fiends... "Try to do it like this Tophy." I said as I showed him the proper way to do a jumpsmash and quick recovery. "ok...yaah! hey, how was that ? *pant*" that cute smile again... " That was great! though try to follow-through on your left side after that smash like this." We were in the middle of training, and I was thoroughly enjoying giving him hands-on experience. This time though, I picked up the courage to hold his hand. I held him and guided his hand on how to do that follow-through. I suddenly felt warm inside, all the while still holding his hand. That touch of my skin on his...so smooth... "Nemo..." We were both looking at each other. Tophy looked at me like he was asking something again...after a moment's though, I just smiled at him. "Well that's how you do it Tophy." "Thanks, big bro..." then he smiled at me too. I was vaguely aware of the fact that our faces were only inches apart, since I was holding his hand from behind him. "Well, uhm, now let's do backhand smashes..." way to break those sweet moments huh? But I had to break the awkward silence before something bad happens... So the training continued...and I continued to guide him as necessary, almost always involving me touching him. "aah...I can't do this..." Tophy sighed in resignation as another shuttlecock whizzed past him courtesy of my smash. We were training on defense, and he had to block my smashes, which was going dismally for him. I crossed over to his side of the court and told him, "Hey, don't sweat it. This is really hard; it took me a year to get good at defense too..." "Well, I guess...what am I lacking?" he asked. "Your hand is too slow, you gotta be faster in case your opponent hits you in different directions." I said like I was a badminton expert. "Fast huh?" he paused. "Like this?" "Heeey!" I said in surprise as Tophy suddenly grabbed my racquet away from me. The little rascal... "No, Tophy fast, like this!" "AAH, heeey!" I couldn't believe I did it but I did. We were playing jokes afterall, and I was just joking around too...but I was fearing that I might have gone too far...when I said "like this", I quickly put my hand....on his crotch. I actually groped Tophy for that split second. And I felt the outline of his package through his sportshorts. I had terror in my face at that time...I quickly pulled back my hand and stopped breathing. "That's really naughty! hehehe!" he was...laughing! Gahd...I can breathe again. "ack!" was all that came from my mouth when I felt something suddenly squish my balls through my shorts. I looked down and saw Tophy repaying the favor, albeit with a not so gentle touch on my gentle parts. What's more, he had his hand there for 3 whole seconds before he stopped his gripping me. Amidst the pain, my dick instantly got hard. Tophy was still laughing. "I gotta go to the bathroom..." I said to him with a pained voice. I practically ran to the comfort room lest everyone see the prominent bulge in my sportshorts. I was looking at the urinal, and at my now exposed hard dick. No one has ever touched me there before, except me...and now, the first touch came from the boy I was crushing on...I was as hard as can be. Experience taught me that you can't piss when you're hard, and I've decided against jacking-off there in case someone comes in, so I was just waiting for my dick to deflate on it's own. Just when I was almost flaccid, the door opened and Tophy suddenly came in. "Coach called break, so I--" he stopped midsentence as he saw a five foot tall 13-year old with all his four inches of glory staring straight at him. As tophy came in, I truned to the door and when I saw him, My dick instantly stood at attention. Tophy was still staring at me, specifically my dick. And he wasn't fussing about hiding where he stares. Another awkward silence. "Oh my gosh Nemo! I'm sorry!" "Kinda funny that you're saying sorry while still looking at my dick..." "ah! sorry, sorry! I'm really sorry!" he closed his eyes while saying this. Unfortunately for him, I was really getting horny by now, as only a 13-year old can be...and that's when I said... "Well, I dunno, Tophy, you gotta make this up to me..." "Yes! anything! I'm sorry!" Ok, just to make things fair, you have to show me yours as well. "wha...what?" he was looking uncertain now. "you have to show me your dick too, since you saw mine..." "well...I...ok..." slowly but steadily he lowered his sportshorts and leaving on his tighty-whities. Then, after a second's hesitation, he pulled those off as well. What I saw made me almost fall over...he had the nicest looking dick I've ever seen! (Well, comparing to the gay porn I'm used to anyway...) He was two inches soft, uncut and of course, totally hairless...If I wasn't hard as a rock then, well I was now... Suddenly, Tophy spoke up. "I've never seen one...you know...a hard one..." "What?" "You know...a dick...I've never seen it get hard like that...that's why I stared...i'm really sorry..." he said quietly, and apologizingly. At the back of my mind I was feeling guilty now for making him uncomfortable...but my hormones were overpowering me... "Hasn't your's ever gotten hard?" "Not really..." "I'll make it hard for you...so you can see as well.." "Whaa..heeey!" he didn't have time to move as I used my quick reflexes to grab his pricklet and surprise him enough to render him motionless. I then proceeded to play with his dick...so smooth...it felt soo good on my hand... "uhh...hmm...oh!" I can feel him squirming at my touch. He was moaning, at the same time, his dick was rising, until it was fully hard at 3 and a half inches...a few seconds later I was jacking his hard dick off, enjoying the feel of his skin and the sounds he was making... "ah...umf..." he kept moaning as I gave him pleasure. I kept stroking him in a steady pace. "Haven't you ever played with yourself?" I asked "n..nn..no...ah..." he said while still panting. I was making him feel good. But his panting face told me he was uncertain of all of this, he was...scared! My friend, I wasn't making him happy, I was scaring him! That sent a shockwave through my entire system. My hormones were replaced with a heavy hammer of guilt. "Oh...gahd..Tophy...I'm sorry!" I stopped stroking him and just hugged him. I didn't even care that his hard dick was poking my leg. "I'm really sorry Tophy, I didn't, know what I was thinking..." I said. Tophy had a confused look about him, and just stood motionless, staring at me with questioning eyes. That look stabbed me like an ice pick. I knelt down and put his briefs and shorts back on him and said, "I'm sorry" one more time. "I have to go." he said while looking at his feet. He left the comfort room in a hurried step. "Gahd I'm so stupid!" I just thought out loud and punched the wall, hard. and brought me, pain. But I knew I deserved it. I was sure I scared Tophy out of his pants...literally now that I think about it... I went back to the training and found Tophy sitting down on a bench still staring at his feet. For some reason, I couldn't bring myself to talk to him at the moment. It actually took me a lot of courage to sit next to him. Coach sounded the whistle which meant the last part of training was about to start. I hesitated. What if Tophy hates me now? My worst fears were almost proved right as Tophy didn't say anything to me the whole time, except "yes" and "ok". He was even saying it in a deadpan tone. I didn't even grab his hand anymore... Training finally ended, with most people hitting the showers or going home directly. Coach approached me and told me I did a splendid job on Tophy and that I was going to help him one on one during trainings. I just replied a sad thanks. I couldn't imagine being with Tophy all the time while he hated me. A long while passed as the court was nearly empty except for some stragglers. I didn't see Tophy anywhere...he must have gone home already... I went to the comfort room again, not to piss, but to just be alone...I felt so much like an ass...I just freaked out my new friend and crush Tophy. And all because I wasn't strong enough to overpower my dick... I heard the door open, but I didn't pay any attention to it. But what did get my notice was Tophy's voice. "I'm not gay you know..." he said with a certain sureness in his voice. "Tophy! I,...I.., I'm sorry..." it was all I could say...I kept to staring at the floor. "Why did you that Nemo? Those things you did felt gay." I didn't miss the confusion and hurt in his voice. And that just made me all the more miserable. I didn't say anything in reply. Silence was my answer. "I guess that means you're gay huh? I'm not gay like you...but..but..I felt good a while ago, what you were doing to me felt nice. His sureness was faltering, and my darkness was lifting. He liked it! But I still molested my friend without his consent...something that I knew was wrong. "I'm really sorry Tophy...you're right...I'm gay...and, I think I'm in love with you...but, don't get me wrong! You're also my friend! A friend I really care about...you..I..if you don't want me to be gay for you, that's alright...but I just want to be your friend at least..." I'm not good with words...but that's what my heart was saying. "Why did you, do that to me? Why did you play with my dick?" this time, there wasn't hurt in his voice...just a wondering tone... "Because I really like you Tophy...no, I love you. And I just want you to feel how much I love you. I wanted you to feel good...but, I went too far...I'm sorry Tophy...you probably hate me..." I was really feeling bad now... "You scared me back there. I thought you were gonna hurt me, then you did that to me. But I remembered that I could trust you. So, I don't hate you." he sounded like he was telling this to himself. "Really? No kidding?" I was starting to sound happy now... "Tell me, boyfriends and girlfriends love each other right? What do they do then? I want you to show me." he said that with a smirk on his face. He looked like he knows what he wants. "You're not mad at me then? Are we still friends?" I asked with the sincerest apologetic tone I could muster. "No, you're my friend. I'm not angry with you. You just surprised me, is all...You're still my big bro..." "That means a lot Tophy..." "I'm sorry I can't be gay like you..." "It's ok, I never wanted you to be...you're perfect the way you are..." "uhm, thanks?" he grinned again. "So, gonna show me or what?" wow...he was a horndog if I saw one... "are you sure you want this...? I mean you did say it was gay..." "uhm..." he hesitated. What was I doing? he was practically begging me but I made him think twice! But no! I really care about him, and I need to let him make his own decisions. Then, a thought came to me. It was actually the truth, the truth that social norms had hidden from both our eyes. "you know, what we're doing doesn't have to be gay..." "what do you mean?" "You're my friend. And I care deeply for you. I just want my friend to feel good. Yes I love you. But friends also love each other...that's why they are friends. They want to share each other's love...and this isn't really like boyfriends or girlfriends cuz the feeling is different with them. It isn't gay either. Ours is just simple and plain friendship." that took a while for me to understand myself...but I was sure of it. "I think I understand. I care for you too, as a friend...I mean...you are my older bro..." then he smiled his smile again...and that brought me my happiness back. "I love you Tophy." "I guess, I love you too big bro..." at that moment, we hugged, for what seemed like forever. I could feel the warmth of his body on mine, and mine on his. We were one... "Do you want me to show you how much I love you now? I said, breaking the silence. "yeah, I'm ready for it. hehehe" "I want you to feel good, Tophy, cuz you're my friend. I said while kneeling down and stripping him of his shorts and briefs. Finally I was at eye level with his little dick, and before I knew it, it was hard again, the foreskin barely touching my nose. I could smell that sweaty boy smell. If anything, it made me horny, and I got a boner as well. "you can take off yours too. I want to see your dick again. hehe." I quickly obliged, and in seconds we were both without shorts and underwear, with hard dicks. His was 3 and a half inches, mine was 4 inches with a little peach fuzz. I knelt back down and faced his hard dick, I gently breathed on it which caused him to shudder. "Arent you gonna play with mine now?" he asked, noting that my hands were nowhere near his crotch. "I know something that feels better..." I said. Without much ado, I kissed the tip of his dick and put the whole thing in my mouth. "AAHH, oh my gosh! that feels too good!" he could barely say anything cuz he was out of breath. While I never sucked dick before, some internet "research" taught me enough to do a decent "job" on Tophy, enough to "blow" him away. He stopped speaking and kept to grunting as I swirled my tongue around his stiffy while giving it slow, gentle sucks...it felt really nice on my mouth too...I loved it, the feeling of that smooth, hard, yet tender hot dick in my mouth...what made me even love it more, was the fact that I was making Tophy feel good. "ngh...." he started to buck his hips but then stopped. "Nemo, I'm getting tired standing up..." "hehehe, then lie down on the floor so it'll be easier for both of us..." we both lied down on the floor and I resumed my sucking, this time bobbing my head with a steady pace. I also started to jack myself off. suddenly, Tophy said, "Stop, Nemo." I did "why, you feel like you gotta pee?" I asked reckoning he was about to orgasm. "No, well, I was feeling real good, and I thought, I want to make you feel good too, cuz you're my friend...can we do this together, at the same time?" he was a really sweet kid, and that's all that was in my head... "you don't have to you know..." "but I want to...I want you to feel good too..." "well okay Tophy, just, do what I do and don't bite me...hehe." I positioned myself so that we were doing a 69. I was marveling at how good things are turning out, this is the first day I met my crush and now we're doing a 69!" I was suddenly brought back from my reverie when I felt something, warm, moist and gentle on my dick. "oooh!!!" It was too much feeling for me. My first blowjob! Sure, I imagined what getting sucked feels like, but that was different from reality. He was bobbing his head up and down on my four incher like a lollipop. He also ran his tongue along my shaft, licking it like a lolly! Oh gosh! "ahhh..." I almost forgot to do him to. I sucked him again, while he was doing me. I started teasing his piss slit and foreskin with my tongue. He moaned into my dick, and that sent a hell a lot of pleasure to me. I quickened the pace of my sucking cuz I knew I was gonna cum. Tophy picked up his pace too. At that instant, we were both bucking our hips madly. His dick was writhing and jumping in my mouth while I shot a small load in his mouth, and by golly, he swallowed it! Tophy released my dick, while his now flaccid dick was still in my mouth, gently being toyed by my tongue. "What was that? It was salty..." he asked with a bit of disgust, and surprisingly, amusement. "That was cum Tophy, the stuff babies are made of when you put it in a girl, (Tophy's face was shocked), but to a boy, it's harmless. (Tophy sighed in relief)" "Nemo, that was awesome...the best feeling I've ever had..." "Mine too Tophy...this was my best day ever..." Tophy smiled at me. "But you have to tell me more about this stuff and how to make babies..." "hehehe, of course Tophy. But how about we get dressed first?" Tophy smiled again and hugged me. He was on top of me now and I couldn't imagine how my life could get any better... "Ok, but remember, you promised big bro." *smirk* "Nooo problem Tophy, my little bro..." Someone who would enter the court at that time would see two happy boys holding hands, coming from the direction of the bathroom. That someone would also realize that he just saw two very loving friends walking together, and would stay that way forever.