Date: Sun, 8 Dec 2002 16:17:56 -0500
From: carbide66@netzero.net
Subject: Remembering BJ

I can still recall my first time as if it was yesterday. My older brother
just got married and I became a friend with his wife's little brothers.
They invited me to stay over so I did. Being only twelve I had little or no
knowledge of sex. They had built a clubhouse in the mountains behind their
house and we planned to camp out there. When we entered they had pictures
of nude men and women posted everywhere. I could not believe what I had
seen and they asked what I thought, they laughed at me. The older brother
asked me if I ever fucked and I replied no. He asked if I wanted to join
their club but I had to be iniciated first. They removed their clothes. I
stood there in shock and all I wanted was to go home. BJ forced me to the
ground while his 13-year-old brother removed my clothes. Lying on my
stomach I could not see what was going on. BJ had laid me over this wooden
bench and tied my arms forward while his brother and an another boy held my
legs. He told me to stop screaming or they would hurt me. He started to rub
me down with his warm hands telling to relax and I would enjoy it. He spit
between my ass cheeks and pushed his finger in and out. I started to relax
and it did feel good until he pushed a second finger in. I began to tense
up he said relax I am just loosening you up a little. I loved the feeling
of his warm body on mine and I started to get a feeling I had never had
before. I did not even notice a third finger going in and out.

Now BJ was 15 and his piece was bigger than any I have seen today it hung
in banana shape but rounder than a cucumber. I felt him spit again and then
pressure on my hole and then this pain like never before. I screamed and he
held still telling my to relax it would end. He pushed farther and farther
and farther until he said it was all in. He held his position for a minute
then in slow long pushes. It still hurt but not as bad. Finally he hit the
right spot and I loved it. I begged him to go faster and faster. His
brother untied my hands and I spread my cheeks as far apart as I could push
back.  His brother was telling him to hurry so he could get him some.
Finally he pulled out dumping his load on my ass.

Now it was his brother's turn and he had no problem mounting my ass. I
loved every minute of it. The place smelled where we had fucked all night.
The next day I almost to soar to walk. My ass was raw but it was worth it.
I had became their club house whore.

For the next eight years I was their fuck toy and willing to get it anytime
they wanted to give it to me. BJ would tell me I could not wear clothes in
the clubhouse so he could bend me over anytime he wanted a piece of my
ass. Until years later I realize that I am still in love with him. He would
tell me each summer I had better get it while I could because he was soon
going to start fucking only girls. The thing is after he started dating
girls he stilled wanted to fuck me, we had sex in the attic of the house,
under the house and anywhere we could. When he first introduce me to
sucking dick, I was a little grossed out but once that huge cock enter well
let me tell you, it was yummy. I could not get enough cock. He said no girl
could ever give a blowjob like I did.

I will never forget him and those memories will always be with cherished. I
had to share them with someone. I hope you enjoy.