Date: Wed, 25 Aug 1999 19:50:28 EDT
From: Majorboy1@aol.com
Subject: Ryan "Day One" (part 1)

Day One (Part One)

Three days left of summer vacation before school starts and in a way I
can't wait. This summer haven't been as fun as those in the past but I want
to make the best out of the final three days. I'm an early bird and like to
wake up at about 7a.m. to browse the Internet. I feel kinda different since
I get my new computer a few months ago. I guess it has opened up a few
closed doors for me and I'm slowly walking through them. Before I got the
computer I would feel sick if I knew I was talking to someone that was gay,
but all of that is starting to change. I don't think I gay and I am really
not to sure but since I got this thing called the Internet lookin at tits
and puss just isn't the same. After a while they just all started to look
the same but when I looked at guys.. well they come in all shapes, colors,
and sizes.

I'm 14 years old and will be enter high school this year. I've been lazy
all summer and had put off my summer report I was supposed to do for
english. Well it's too late to read so I just have to call someone and see
if I can copy. So I called Steven, he's a real good friend of mine and
always do his work. So I picked up the phone and dailed Steve's number.

"Hello, may I speak to Steven," I say pretending like I have a deep voice
"This is him" he said "Hey, What's up this is Ryan" "Not much just sitting
here watching TV, How about you?"  "Nothing really just browsing the
Internet," he didn't know what I was lookin at "hey do u have the last few
chapters of your summer report done" "Yeah, I'm all finished with that"
"Can you help me with them, I'm have a hard time getting them," I said
knowing I haven't even started yet "Sure why not, can you come over today"
"Yeah, my mom leaves to go to work at 8:30, so that will give me an hour or
so to get my stuff ready, clean my room, and takes a shower."  "That's cool
my mom in 15 minutes at 7:30, she's taking my little brother over my aunts
house" "Alright well I'll see you around 9 o'clock then" "Alright I'll see
ya then "Bye" "Later" After I hung up the phone I went over my door to make
sure it was locked. I take off the remaining clothes I had on, which wasn't
much since I only sleep in my boxers. For some reason I liked to walk
around when noones home nude but since I mom was here I had to keep it in
my bedroom. After I took off my boxers I walked over to mirror and looked
at myself and thought to myself, that's a cute guy right there. I'm about
5'6 120 lbs. with black hair and brown eyes. Since I'm an only child and my
dad live really far away, most of the day I'm home alone and have done this
plenty of times. I look on my dresser and see a tape measure so I measure
myself to see if I grew any over night. I put one end of the tape measure
on the floor and rised the other over my head to see how tall I am. I says
5'6 and 1/4inches. Then I wrap it around my waist, it says 27 inches. Then
I try to measure my cock before I get hard and I quickly measure 6
inches. And then I give it a few strokes to get it hard and it says 8 3/4
inches. Now before this summer when I got the computer and the Internet I
thought all guys had penises my size. But as I later found out I had
something special. In Junior High School we didn't shower in gym class. And
I have no brother or father so for the most part the only penis I've ever
seen was my own. After I measure to see how long it was I measured the
distance around it and it said 7 inches. So I put the tape measure down and
do a few poses. I like to flex my 6 pack and pecs, since I don't have too
much muscle on my arm. After doing all of this I was really hard so I went
over to lay down on my bed so see if my hard on goes away and it finally
did. When I got back up I saw tons of pre-cum over my cock so I grabbed one
of yesterday's sock off the floor and wiped it off. Just as I was doing
that I hear a loud bang on the door.  "Ryan, open this door up and take out
the trash it's 8:15" my mom said loud because she hates when I lock the
door.  I quickly grabbed yesterdays shorts that was on the floor from last
night. I put them on and opened the door like nothing never happened.  I
said "Good morning" "Good Morning, honey, I wish u wouldn't lock that door,
if a fire something start you'll be trapped... I got to go to work a little
early this morning so I'm about to go. There's pop tarts in the kitchen for
breakfast and a few dollars on the table' she replied quickly as if she was
going to miss something. "Before you do anything take out the trash before
the trash man comes and I'll call u later honey." Then she rushed out the
door before I could even get bye out.

I went into the kitchen and grabbed the bags of trash and took them to the
trash bin. While I was outside I saw Jamar my next door neighbor. He had
just turned 15 and is in the same grade I'm in. He's the hottest guy around
but I wasn't about to tell him that. He seemed to hate guys who liked
guys. He always talked about them and I'd just laugh along to play it
off. He started walking over towards me and I met him half way.

"Hey what u doing later Ryan," he said " Nothing really, I'm about to go
over to Steve house to finish Mrs. Smith report... I don't have nothing
planned other that."  "That's cool u want to go swimming later when u come
back, it's gonna be real hot today."  "Sure we can I'll come over when I'm
done alright."  "alright" Then we both turned and ran back inside. I looked
at the clock on the wall and it said 8:45 and I was supposed to be at Steve
house at 9 so I hurried and ran in the house and jumped in and out of the
shower. I looked up at the clock and it's now 8:55. So I hurry into my room
put on some clean boxers and a pair of jean shorts. Then I put on some
deodorant and a red shirt. I reached into my dresser for a pair of socks
but they were all gone so I had to put on the ones I had on yesterday which
had pre-cum all over them. I was in a hurry so I didn't care. I grabbed my
blue Reeboks, put them on then picked up the money my mom left off the
table and ran out the door.

Steve live about 3 blocks away so it only took me a few minutes to get
there. When I got there I rang the door bell a few times but noone one
answered. So since I knew he was home alone I just kept ringing the door
bell annoyingly till he we finally answered the door. I was completely wet
from head to toe and a drying towel around his waist.

"You think u rang the door bell enough times" Steven said with sarcasm "I
didn't know you was in the shower" Steven opened the door wide and said
"Come on in" I followed him in to his bedroom I don't know why. I sat down
on his bed and turned the TV on. His TV sits on top of his dresser and have
a mirror behind it. As I was watching TV I looked at the mirror and saw
Steven pull off the towel that was around his waist and began to dry
off. He was behind me and he thought I was looking into the TV but I was
looking at him the whole time. He began at his head, he wrapped the towel
in his hands to dry his hair off the whole time exposing his soft cock. It
was about 3 inches and had blond hair around it. He then rubbed down his
stomach and arms. He then appear to struggle to dry off his back. I wand to
help him but I didn't know what we might say. Then he turned around, and
bent down to dry off his legs. I could see his cute little bubble but and
his big sac hanging between his legs. I dick was getting hard now which is
not a good thing because it's impossible to hide. After we was done trying
off he said " Hey, Ryan"

I turned to look.  The he did the degeneration X sign from pro wrestling
and said " Suck it" I thought to my self I'd love to anytime and acting
like I didn't enjoy what I just saw I quickly turned my head and "hurry up
and put some clothes over that little thing"

not backing down he said " I bet it's bigger than yours"

Now I thought to myself I should whip it out and show him but if he saw I
was hard he might think I was queer or something so I said, "sure it is if
u say so now put your clothes on so we can start on the report."

He get dressed in almost the identical outfit I got on. Then we sit at the
table where he spread his report out. He looked at me and said " where's
the chapters you already started on"

I tried to look shocked and said " damn I left them at home" he know I had
made it up though

"Sure" he replied

The report was eight pages long and I had copied all but one when he
started throwing paper balls at me. I told him to quit but he kept on doing
it. So I got up and we began to wrestle. I loved to wrestle because I can
touch a guy all I wanted. As we wrestled on the floor my hand just happened
to touch his cock a few times then see turned and got on top of me and held
my hands to the ground. He had his cock within inches of my mouth and I
wanted to suck it bad. I could tell he was hard because of the bulge in
this shorts. I let him hold me there for a while then I switched the
position I was laying on top across his body I could feel his hard on
poking me. So being bold and wanting to take advantage of the situation I
say " Why are u poking me"

"sorry I can't help it." he replied

"You can't huh" I said then I reach to put my hand on his bulge and he just
laid there. With no signs of rejection I began to rub his cock through his
pants. I asked his " Is this OK with you"

He said " Yeah, it's OK"

So laying there on the floor all tangled up in a pretzel I slowly up zipped
his zipper and reached my hand through to touch his cock. It was warm and
hard plus I can tell it was throbbing. Then he hoisted his hips up ,
unbuttoned his shorts and pulled them down. I looked at him and I slowly
began to jack him off. I put my hand on his cock and made three slow
strokes them he hoisted his hips up and came. He shot 5 or 6 shots that
landed his chest down to his stomach a few landed on me since I was laying
across him. Then the rest just dribbled out. I could tell he liked it and
so did I. I was suprised by the fact that he than started unbuttoning my
pants. I began to lay on the floor giving him full control. After he
unbuttoned my pants he pulled them all the way off and then his mouth just
dropped. He look at my throbbing almost 9 inch cock sticking through the
leg of my boxers almost to my knees. Steve just looked at it of a minute
then realizing that there was no way to pull it back up through the fly of
my boxers se began to take then off.

Steve looked confused so I asked " Are you OK?"  "That thing isn't real,
where did u get it from?" he replied still in shock "It's all mine, I don't
know why or how it happened but it's not fake" Steven then reached down and
started strokin it and it felt great. This is the first sexual contact with
another person I've ever had. Thoughts nightly jack off sessions just
wasn't the same. I noticed Steve's head was inching close and close to my
cock I guessed to get a closer look. After a few minutes his head was
laying right on my stomach then he lowered my cock down to his mouth. With
the tip of his tongue licked the pre-cum that was now freely running down
my cock. Then he swirled his tongue around the head of my cock, I started
to shake. He did this a few more times and I moaned " I'm about to cum" I
didn't think he wanted a mouth full of cum so I said it again. But he still
didn't move. I reached to move his head away from my cock but it was too
late. My muscles started to tighten and my cock felt as if it was 12 inches
then I came. Normally I cum allot because I have allot of pre-cum but
either one of us was ready for this. The first shot landed right on my fore
head but none of the rest of it made it that far. Steven aimed my cock
right at his face. I was so hot I think I had 15 big squirts of cum and the
rest were just little squirts. It was the biggest orgasm I'd ever had and
it lasted a long time. After I was done Steve turned and looked at me, his
head was almost completely covered in cum and some of it dripped down on my
stomach. I bet if u measured it it'll be about a 1/4 of a cup of cum.

It took us along time to recover we just laid there in the same spot never
moving or speaking. We laid there till heard his clock toll. It was one
o'clock.

"Hey it's one o'clock already" I said "Yeah" Reaching down and pulling up my
boxers and my shorts I said " I got to finish the last page of the report
and go home because I still have to clean up. So I got up and when to the
table to finish while Steve went to the bathroom to wash his face. When he
had came back I was just finishing. He stood behind the chair I was sitting
in and reach down to touch my cock through my pants.

" Are u still hard" "No" I said "Then why are u so big" "I don't know" "You
know they say black people have bigger dick but I didn't think that big" I
didn't answer that since it was a touchy subject for me. For the most part
I consider myself black because I live with my mom. She's black and all the
family I know is black. But my dad is white. He didn't get along with my
mom because his family didn't like the idea of interracial families and he
couldn't handle the pressure.

I picked up my papers and said "I got to go, my mom gets home in a few
hours and I have to clean up still." then walked towards the door.

Steve ran towards me and grabbed my arm and began to cry, " No, Ryan,
wait." I could see a tear run down his face which for some reason made me
wanna cry too. "Can you stay a few more minutes I have something really
important." He then took my arm and almost dragged me to the couch. "Please
don't hate me for saying this."

"For saying what Steve" I replied

"Ever since I moved here a few years ago you always been nice to me. And
hmmm...."

"Just go ahead and say it" I said caringly.

I few more tears began to run down his face then he said" I love u Ryan, I
always have, I like guys, PLEASE don't hate me." Then he hugged me and
started sobbing on my shoulder. The whole thing made me start crying.

 I pulled Steve back a little and said" I like too a whole lot. Lately I've
been looking at guys allot and I'm really confused."

Steve smiled and kissed me. Then I looked right into his baby blue eyes and
I dropped my papers and we started making out. Steve laid back on the coach
and I laid on top of him. While we passionately kissed I began to move my
hips in a humping motion. We made at till I heard to clock ding 2 o'
clock. I jumped up and said I got to go. As I left Steve said "I love you
Ryan" I just smiled and started walking home.

As I walked home I thought about allot of things. Just really what are the
chances of something like that really happening. Most of all I thought
about when Steve said I love you. I knew me ment it allot and that's the
problem. My and Steve are best-friends so I never thought about Steve
sexually. I had a crush on Jamar but there's a problem there Jamar is
straight as an arrow. So it might not ever happen.

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So should I try to be with Steve who I really like but as a friend or
should I take my time with Jamar and try to see if he's hiding something
from me.

Reply with which one u think Ryan should do and the most creative idea just
might happen.
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