Date: Sun, 5 Dec 2010 21:46:02 -0800 (PST) From: Thomas Gaige Subject: Sam's First Time - Chapter 12 Copyrighted 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010: This story is protected under US copyright law. No part of it may be reproduced in any way without the express written consent of the author. The author grants www.nifty.org and its mirror sites permission to post the story on their websites. DISCLAIMER: The following story is FICTIONAL. It contains descriptions of homosexual activities. If you are not over 18 years of age, or if you find this type of story offensive, or viewing this material is illegal where you are, then please DO NOT READ IT! If you choose to read it, then - I hope you enjoy it! -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sam's First Time Chapter Twelve - Sam & Nick Finally Lose Their Cherries --------------------------------------------------------------------------- In our last chapter we watched as Sam and Nick got together on a daily basis at one boy's or the other's house, while their parents were at work. They usually spent most of their days, naked in bed, sucking and fingering each other. When we last saw them, after they'd had sex at Sam's house one morning, they'd discovered Felix sniffing around the bed afterward, smelling their "sex". Felix had an erection, and after some discussion about it, Sam's practice of masturbating the dog had come out. Excitedly Nick asked Sam to show him how he did it, which Sam did. As the dog licked up his own semen off the floor afterward, Sam had casually mentioned that Felix licked his (Sam's) cum up sometimes too, and that he also liked to lick Sam's asshole. Very aroused then, Nick wanted to see if Felix would lick his asshole, so Sam got the peanut butter from the kitchen, and introduced Nick to canine rim jobs! Despite warnings from Sam though, an over zealous Nick had allowed the dog to keep licking him as long as possible, and had ended up, as Sam had in the past, and had predicted might happen to him too, with a painful burning and itching of his asshole. At the same time, knowing the danger of Felix licking his hole too long, Sam was pleased to discover that having allowed Felix to lick his hole for just a short period of time was both pleasureful and not painful. We now pick up with our story a couple days later, after Nick's hole has recovered from its abuse, and the boys are together again at Sam's house... "I told you not to let him lick you so long! The same thing happened to me before too!" Sam said, as the boys walked into his room. "I know you did," Nick lamented. "It's just... well, it felt so awesome when he was doing it!" "I know!" Sam said, smiling. "Actually, I've discovered it's OK to let him lick you for just a little while. The trick is making sure you don't let him do it for too long. I guess his tongue must be rough or something." "Yeah, dogs' tongues are rougher than our's," Nick said. "It's so they can pick up more water when they drink I think." As Nick spoke, a light bulb in the recesses of Sam's brain flicked on. "Dogs' tongues are roughter than our's..." Sam repeated silently to himself. He pondered that a moment, then thought, "So, our tongues wouldn't cause a problem for our assholes... AND - a human would probably do what feels good to the person they're licking, instead of just licking some peanut butter off them!" As Sam smiled triumphantly, Nick looked curiously at him and said, "What?" Without thinking about what he was voicing out loud, Sam replied, "So, if a dog's tongue is rougher than our's, then our tongues shouldn't cause the same problem if we licked each other like that!" "Ewww..." Nick cried, cringing and moving back a little from Sam. "You want us to lick each others' assholes???" Suddenly Sam realized what it was he was suggesting, and he blushed deeply. "Ummm..." he began, not knowing quite what to say. As Sam hesitated though, Nick suddenly pictured himself on his hands and knees on Sam's bed, with his back arched and his ass stuck up in the air, while Sam knelt on the floor just behind him, with his face plastered up against his butt, and his tongue lapping away at his pucker. As he imagined the tip of Sam's tongue actually penetrating him a little, a shiver of excitement reverbrated through him, and he suddenly grinned. "I suppose if we were nice and clean, it would be OK to give it a try," he said, looking at Sam and wiggling his eyebrows up and down. "Wh-what?" Sam asked, suddenly confused by the change in Nick's demeanor. "Sure!" Nick said, still grinning, and clenching his kegel muscle in excitement. "If we took a shower and made sure to wash our asses good, so we were sure we wouldn't be eating each other's shit, why couldn't we try licking each others' hole?" Sam's eyes grew larger, then a smile spread over his face and his cock began to swell again, as he observed the excitement etched on Nick's face. "Hell," He said, grinning himself. "Just showering together would probably be fun anyway! We could wash each other! Just think how great it'd feel when we rub our soapy hands all over one another!" Nick grinned and his cock flexed violently at the thought of Sam's slippery hands rubbing his cock and balls, as one of his long, slender, slippery fingers slid through his ass groove. "So, what're we waiting for?" he asked. "Nothing!" Sam cried. "Let's get undressed and hit the shower!" Quickly, both boys began ripping their clothes off as they grinned delightedly at each other, happy at having come up with another new, and hopefully even more erotic way to have some fun with each other! Within seconds, both boys were nude, and Sam was leading the way to the bathroom. As they moved both their hardons, which were sticking straight out in front of them, bounced up and down. The boys stopped for just a moment at the linen closet in the hallway to grab a couple of bath towels to use to dry off with afterward, then quickly they stepped into the bathroom, closing the door behind them. Felix, who was trailing behind them, looked up at the door knob. Sadly, he spun around a couple of times, then collapsed in a ball on the floor, and let the air out of his lungs, as if sighing resignedly over having been left out of the boys' activities yet again. * * * Inside the bathroom, still grinning at each other, the boys stepped immediately into the bathtub and drew the shower curtain shut. Sam turned to face the wall with the faucets then, and proceeded to turn them on. Then he bent over to reach down and feel the water, as he adjusted the temperature of it. As he did, Nick smiled and stealthily reached forward with his index finger extended. "OOOOHHH!!!!" Sam gasped, as the tip of Nick's finger initially made contact with his anus. As Nick began gently massaging Sam's pucker, Sam smiled and moaned happily, remaining bent, with his ass presented to Nick for longer than was necessary to adjust the water temperature, so that he could enjoy Nick's fingering as long as possible. When Nick realized how much Sam was enjoying his attention, he snickered, then pressed his finger forward. "OOOHHH!!" Sam gasped again, as Nick's finger suddenly pressed through his relaxed sphincter muscle, and slid up inside him a little. "MMmmmmm..." he moaned passionately, when Nick's fingertip prodded his prostate. "I think you're enjoying this too much!" Nick said, grinning to himself, as he quickly ripped his finger out of Sam's asshole. "Time to get wet and soapy now! We can play with each other's holes later!" A little disappointed that Nick had stopped pleasuring him, but anxious to get on with their shower as well, Sam chuckled and straightened up, then stepped under the spray. Instantly he was wet all over! Playfully Sam looked up into the spray of water, and opened his mouth, letting it fill with water. Then, before Nick realized what he was doing, Sam looked at him with his mouth full of water, grinned, then sprayed his mouthful of water all over Nick, who gasped and spluttered in surprise. "You asshole!" Nick cried, and his hand shot out and he cupped Sam's scrotum and gently, but firmly squeezed his testicles. Then, as Sam's eyes flew open with alarm, still grinning good naturedly, Nick pretended to be angry and growled "Do that again, and I'll rip these right off you!" For a moment the two stared at each other, til Sam realized Nick wasn't really angry, and quickly replied, "Do that, and you won't have them to play with anymore!" Nick's grin faded, but he continued clutching Sam's gonads, as he wracked his brain to come up with a good come-back. Finally, he said, "Well maybe I won't rip them off, but I'll sure as hell squeeze the hell out of them!" Again Sam's eyes grew huge, and he stared at Nick, a little frightened, as Nick's hand contracted a little. "OK OK - I'm sorry!" Sam yelped, afraid Nick might really squeeze him too hard! Snickering, and grinning again, Nick released Sam's balls, and said, "OK that's better!" Sam grinned then too, realizing Nick was really just teasing him back. "OK, trade places with me and get wet!" Sam said, a little breathlessly as his dick began to swell again. He couldn't wait to get his hands and mouth on his friend. Smiling, Nick stepped around Sam and under the shower, as Sam stepped to the back of the tub. Smiling as well, as Nick got himself completely wet, Sam picked up a bar of soap and worked it in his hands, generating a good amount of lather. "Flip the diverter, so the water comes out down below again," Sam said. Nick reached for the switch and pushed it, and the water stopped flowing through the showerhead, and began coming out the faucet in the tub again instead. As it did, Sam instantly reached for Nick's genitals and ass with his handfuls of suds. "Ohhhhhh...." Nick groaned, and he smiled, as Sam's hands began washing his privates. "Awwww..." he groaned again, when Sam's slippery finger began to glide back and forth over his pucker. Instantly he pushed his hips backward, hoping Sam would take the hint and continue working on his hole much longer! Sam smiled when Nick pushed his butt back, and he quickly began to concentrate even more effort on causing his friend some pleasure! For a minute or so, Nick leaned against the shower stall wall, as Sam rubbed his soapy hands all over his genitals and up and down deep inside his anal groove. Finally, realizing Nick's orgasm was starting to build, Sam pulled his hands from Nick and said, "Turn on the water again, so we can rinse you off now!" Disappointed Sam was stopping what he was doing, but hoping for even better thrills, Nick quickly diverted the water to the showerhead again, and rinsed himself clean. At the same time, Sam reached around in front of him and rinsed his hands clean as well. Once Nick was rinsed off, Sam grinned and reached around in front of Nick and turned off the water altogether. Quickly then he squatted behind Nick and pressed a hand against each of Nick's buttocks! Nick's head swiveled around and he looked down at Sam. He was a little surprised that Sam wasn't waiting til they were both washed, and dried, and had returned to Sam's bedroom. At the same time his dick lurched with excitement, as he anticipated how Sam's mouth would feel on his ass. Hoping to give Sam better access to his hole, Nick again leaned on the wall and pushed his hips backward. Smiling, Sam pushed outwards with both hands, spreading Nick's ass open, fully exposing his tight, anal opening! His smile broadened and his cock flexed as he gazed at Nick's dark pink pucker, and the fine dark hairs that sprouted a little more heavily in a ring around it. As he looked at Nick's hole, it contracted and then released. Obviously Nick had squeezed his kegel muscle, then relaxed again! Playfully Sam blew softly at Nick's anus, and again, it quickly contracted and relaxed, causing Sam to grin broadly. His own penis stiffened then relaxed, as he leaned forward and sniffed inside Nick's buttocks. All he smelled was freshly washed, clean skin. Holding Nick's buttocks fully apart, Sam opened his mouth and stuck his tongue out and leaned all the way in. "Ohhhh!!!" Nick gasped, and he involuntarily clenched his ass muscles, as he felt the tip of Sam's tongue make its first tentative contact with his rosebud! Again Sam smiled. Nick breathed in deeply through his nose, and let his eyes close as he leaned his head against his forearm, when Sam began licking over and over the most private part of his body. For his part, Sam was pleasantly surprised to find that Nick's ass had no foul odor or taste. In fact, he tasted a little soapy yet, if anything. And Sam loved the way Nick was clearing enjoying what he was doing to him. He also loved Nick's ass! With all these realizations, Sam went to work, liberally washing the inside of Nick's ass with his tongue, concentrating mostly on the deepest part of the cleft between his buttocks, and most particularly of course, on his tight ring muscle in the deepest portion of his groove, near the base of his body. Everytime the tip of Sam's tongue rubbed over Nick's pucker, Nick gasped, grunted or groaned with pleasure. He adored the attention Sam was giving him! After a while, as Sam sensed Nick's arousal increasing, he began working just on Nick's opening - licking and poking it. As he did, his own level or arousal rose too. Shortly, after having pressed and pushed with the tip of his tongue enough, both Sam and Nick were a little surprised, when after one particularly strong prod of Sam's tongue, that Nick's sphincter gave way, and the tip of Sam's tongue, which he was holding formed something like a spear, actually penetrated Nick's muscle, and lodged inside his opening a little. "Fuck!" Nick gasped, and his eyes flew wide open when he felt himself being pentrated. Sam's eyes opened wide as well, when he realized the tip of his tongue was actually inside his friend's rectum! Quickly, because he couldn't stand the thought of his tongue making contact with any of Nick's shit, he pulled it back out. At that point, he decided he'd given Nick enough of a rim job, and it was Nick's turn to reciprocate, so quickly he stood up again, behind Nick. Nick on the other hand, had different ideas. Once Sam's tongue penetrated him, several memories he hadn't shared with Sam, of his time on the cruise ship with Dean, flooded his mind. Instantly, he recalled how awesome it had felt when Dean had filled his rectum, and immediately, he wanted nothing more now than to feel Sam's penis inside him! When Sam stood up, Nick was still leaning on the wall, his face resting against his forearm, and his feet spread apart, and his hips pushed back. "Ohhh..." Nick groaned softly in disappointment when he realized Sam had stopped rimming him. Smiling, Sam couldn't help reaching down and slipping his middle finger between Nick's buttock's and pressing the tip of it up against Nick's pucker. "Stick it inside me!" Nick gasped, hoping Sam wasn't finished pleasuring him yet. Sam's cock surged with excitement when he heard Nick's request, and instantly he was overtaken with a desire to molest Nick. Grinning, he pressed harder against Nick's asshole, and immediately he felt it opening, and his finger sliding up inside Nick, who gasped, then moaned happily. Smiling, Sam pressed further up into Nick, until he suddenly felt Nick's love bump on the front wall of his rectum. "OH Goddd!!" Nick moaned, as Sam's finger rubbed over his prostate. Grinning some more, Sam began massaging Nick's gland, and instantly Nick began moaning with pleasure. Same also felt Nick's sphincter contract and release a few times as well. After several seconds, Sam grew a little bored of servicing Nick and getting no action himself, so he slipped his finger back out of Nick, who, although he stopped moaning, remained leaning against his forearm, as if in a daze. Just as Sam was about to ask Nick to give him a little action as well, he was shocked to hear Nick say "Try to stick your dick up my ass!" "What?" Sam asked, a little incredulously. "I want you to try and fuck me!" Nick gasped, in an urgent tone. Sam's eyebrows shot up, and at the same time, so did his dick! Quickly again, a grin spread over his face. It faded a moment later though, when he felt his heart rate go up. Nick wanted him to stick his dick up his ass! Nick was asking him to fuck him! He couldn't believe it! Grinning again, as his heart raced even faster and his cock throbbed, and precum began to drool from the tip of it, Sam quickly stepped right up behind Nick, before he could change his mind. For a moment then, he looked down, not knowing quite how to go about inserting himself into Nick. After a pregnant pause, Sam gripped his cock in his right fist, and reached for the lower portion of Nick's ass crack with his left hand. Then, as he pried Nick's buttocks apart and held them open with his thumb and fingers, he pushed the head of his cock up against Nick's anus. He let go of Nick's buttocks then and instinctively reached up for Nick's left shoulder and held onto it, then began to push forward with his hips. Initially nothing happened. It seemed to Sam like he wasn't going to be able to push his cock through Nick's tight ring and up into him. "It won't go in!" he cried, surprised. "Push harder!" Nick urged, and he made a definitive effort to relax his pelvic muscles as well. As Sam pushed harder then, both boys felt a difference. Nick suddenly felt a lot of pressure, and Sam finally felt some resistance, and began to believe he was going to be able to poke through Nick's defenses afterall. As Nick tried to remain fully relaxed, Sam pushed a little harder then, and a couple seconds later, suddenly Sam felt Nick's barrier break, and his 5 inches of hard meat was suddenly sliding into Nick's hot, soft tunnel, as if he were sliding the thumb hole of a glove over his appendage. At the same time, Nick suddenly felt as if his asshole was being ripped open wider than it should be, as if his muscle had been ripped, and as Sam's hardness began to impale him, he felt intense pain, as if a broom handle was being rammed up inside him, and he became frightened beyond belief. "STTOOPPPPP!!!!" Nick screamed shrilly, all of a sudden. "GET IT OUT OF ME!" He cried, frantically, as tears burst from his eyes. Terrified, Sam instantly yanked his hips in reverse, and evacuated Nick's rectum. "What? What happened? Are you OK?" Sam cried, frantic himself. "FUCK!" Nick cried in an anguished tone, and his right hand flew behind him. Gingerly Nick reached for his asshole and lightly, he touched it, then he pulled his hand back and up in front of his face and examined it. "Fuck!" He gasped, greatly relieved when he saw no blood. "It felt like you literally ripped me a new one! Quick! Check it out and see if I'm bleeding or if it looks like I'm ripped or anything!" Instantly Nick reached behind him with both hands and gingerly he pulled his buttocks apart. Sam was a little taken aback by Nick's request, but quickly, he aquatted down and peered into Nick's ass. Everything looked alright to him, although Nick's hole was open about the size of a nickel, rather than being clenched tightly shut. Sam didn't see any blood coming out of Nick though - only darkness inside him, and he could smell the musky odor of shit. "Well, your hole's open a little, but it all looks OK I guess," Sam said. "There's no blood anywhere." As he stood up again, Nick released his buttocks and turned around. "Son of a Bitch! That hurt like Hell!" Nick cried incredulously. "I don't get it! It shouldn't have been like that!" "I'm sorry man!" Sam said, feeling extremely guilty. "It's not your fault," Nick said, relaxing a little, but still wincing. Again he reached for his ass and gingerly felt himself. He could feel his hole was still open like Sam had said. He wondered momentarily if it was always going to be that way from then on, or if it would eventually go shut again. The two stood quietly for a minute or two then, Nick not knowing what to do to make himself feel better, and Sam not knowing what to do to help him either. Both boys' penises were completely flacid. After a couple minutes, the pain Nick had been feeling dissipated. "So, what do you want to do now?" Sam asked. Smiling saucily, Nick said, "Well, I still wanta work your hole over a little yet... if you still want me to!" Sam smiled as he felt his cock begin plumping up again. "OK," he said. Quickly, Sam turned around. As he did, Nick got behind him and squatted down. Quickly, he felt his own hole again, and was relieved to feel that it was closed up almost all the way again. He smiled as Sam's hand reached back and each cupped one of his buttock, then spread them open for him. Instantly Nick leaned in, with his tongue sticking out. "OH God!" Sam gasped, when he first felt the tip of Nick's hot, wet tongue begin tickling his anus. "OOOohhhmmm!!" he moaned, a moment later, as Nick began fully licking up and down over his pucker. He'd never felt anything so sensual in his life, and instantly he adored it! He prayed Nick kept going for a good long time! Nick was thoroughly enjoying Sam's asshole, and did continue washing and rubbing it with his tongue for some time, as Sam's face and shoulders pressed against the tiled shower wall, and he moaned happily, over and over. After some time, Nick became more brazen, and formed his tongue into a shaft and began pressing the tip of it directly against the center of Sam's opening, pressing and relaxing, pressing and relaxing, causing Sam to mew with pleasure. It also elicited the physical response Nick was hoping for. Sam's sphincter relaxed, and suddenly, after a minute, when Nick pushed a little bit harder, Sam's muscle gave way, and Nick's tongue pierced through it, and slid slightly up inside Sam's rectum. "OH Fuuckkk!" Sam gasped, as he felt Nick's tongue lodge inside his tight ring. Suddenly his cock flexed, and all he wanted was for Nick to push himself further up inside him. That's exactly what Nick tried to do! As he shoved his tongue forward, his lips and nose pressed firmly into Sam's groove and his tongue pushed up into Sam's rectum an inch or so. "God Damn!" Sam gasped. "That feels awesome! How 'bout you try fucking me! I wanta feel more up inside me!" Instantly Nick's tongue retracted and he pulled back from Sam's ass. "Really?" Nick asked, surprised. "Even after what happened to me?" "Yeah!" Sam said, breathlessly. "Just, make sure and get out of me if the same thing happens, OK?" "OK," Nick said, smiling, as his cock flexed. He couldn't wait to get it inside Sam! Quickly he stood up and got into position behind Sam, just as Sam had behind him a few minutes earlier. As Sam continued holding his buttocks spread apart, Nick gripped his rigid staff and guided the damp tip of it up against Sam's pucker. "MMmmmm..." Sam moaned as he felt the tip of Nick's cock slip around over his whole, as Nick wiggled it about, distributing his precum over it. Smiling, Nick held his cock steady and pointed directly at Sam's opening then, and pressed forward. "Relax now," Nick said, knowingly, and like Sam had done, he too grabbed Sam's shoulder, to keep sam from moving away from him. For a moment, as Nick pushed, and Sam tried to relax, again, nothing happened. As Sam willed Nick's cock to slide inside him though, he relaxed just enough, and Nick pressed just hard enough, that suddenly Sam's muscle gave way, and Nick's hard torpedo slowly moved forward into Sam's inner warmth. Almost instantly though, Sam cried out in agony, and Nick knew the same thing had happened to him, as it had when Sam pushed through his asshole. Quickly Nick withdrew and just as Nick had done, Sam reached for his hole and felt it, certain he'd been seriously damaged. He too was relieved to find he wasn't bleeding. "Holy Shit!" He gasped as he turned to face Nick, who looked at him sympathetically. "If it's any consolation, the hurt eventually goes away. Just rest for a couple minutes," he said, knowingly. Sam tried to relax, as the two stood next to each other, their cocks both flacid again. Eventually, the pain left, and Sam was able to move again. "Damn it!" he snapped. "That sucks! How is gay guys can do it, but we can't?" "I don't know," Nick said, vaguely. "Well," Sam said, as he reached for his penis and began masturbating it. "How about we get hard and then soap each other up and get off at least?" Nick smiled and reached for Sam's hand and pushed it from his semi-erect member. "Better if we do each other," He said smiling, and his hand wrapped around Sam's cock and he began tugging on it. Grinning, Sam reached for Nick's and did the same. Within seconds, both boys were hard as rock again, and breathing a little more heavily. Grinning, Sam abandoned Nick's twitching dick for a moment and reached for some body wash. Quickly he poured some into his hands, then he set the bottle down and attacked Nick's privates with both hands. Within seconds, Nick's penis and nut sack were fully lathered and he was in ecstasy as Sam's hands sensually fondled him and pumped up and down his cock. He too poured some body wash into his hands and did the same to Sam then. For another minute or so, both boys worked on each other, until suddenly Nick stopped. "I'm gonna cum. Finish me, then I'll finish you!" he gasped. Sam sped up his motions then, as Nick wildly grabbed for the safety bar and held on tightly, while his face darkened, and his nostrils flared. Sam slid his slipperly fist up and down Nick's stiffness, and he fondled Nick's balls, which had pulled up against his body, with his other slipper hand. Within seconds, Nick's hips were involuntarily moving back and forth a little, and his breathing was even heavier, as his knuckles turned white. Then his body tensed up completely. "FFFuuuucccKKK!!!!" He gasped loudly a split secon later, as a river of semen blew out his urethra, and splattered all over Sam's leg. Grinning, Sam continued getting his friend off. "Aaawwwwww!!!" Nick gasped, adding to the mess on Sam's thigh a moment later. Sam's cock twitched again as the heat of Nick's ejaculate excited him. He continued professionally manipulating Nick's sex organs, and over the next few seconds, Nick tensed and relaxed, blowing more and more love juice against Sam, until finally his spasms of pleasure began to fade. As they did, Sam's hand movements slowed, and gently, Sam brought Nick down from his climax, until he felt Nick's body relax completely, and his cock beginning to soften. "God Damn!" Nick gasped, smiling incredulously. "That had to be about the best cum I ever had!" "And the most you ever shot too!" Sam said, chuckling, as he looked down at the streaks and drops of jism Nick had sprayed all over him. Nick looked down and giggled too. "Sorry about that man!" he said. "Don't be! I'm glad it was that good for you, and I hope to do the same to you in a minute!" Sam said, laughing. Nick laughed too then and reached his hands momentarily under the water to wet them, then he reached again for Sam's genitals, which were still soapy, but a little dry. Nick's wet hands did the trick, and a moment later, Sam was grabbing for the safety bar, as Nick's slippery hands slid all over him. After a few seconds, Nick gripped Sam's cock and cupped his testicles and began concentrating on pumping and massaging his friend, bringing Sam quickly to the point of no return. "AAaawwww!!!" Sam gasped a moment later, and true to his word, he too blew a copious amount of semen against Nick's hip. Nick worked Sam's cock and balls then for all he was worth, and Sam spasmed over and over, until finally, he'd expelled all the cum in his body, and Nick had slowed his strokes, as he felt Sam's penis wilting in his hand. "Damn!" Nick said, grinning. "Excellent for you too?" "Hell yeah!" Sam said, smiling exuberantly. The two stood grinning at one another a moment, then finally Sam suggested they hurry up and clean off, as the water felt as if it was getting cold. Quickly the boys washed each other's cum off themselves, then rinsed off. The water was indeed getting cold as Sam shut the hot water off. The boys dripped for a minute and shook in the tub, then opened the curtain and grabbed the towels they'd brought with them, and first Sam, then Nick stepped out of the tub and they dried off. "Should we bother to get dressed?" Nick asked, looking questioningly at Sam, after they'd gone back to his room. Sam chuckled and said, "Why bother? We'd only have to get undressed again in a few minutes!" Nick grinned, and as he plopped down on Sam's bed, he already felt his prick beginning to stiffen again. Seeing Nick's budding arousal, Sam's penis began to hum again as well as he plopped down next to him. * * * "Off Felix!" Sam commanded, as the dog began to sniff at Nick's penis. "That's mine to lick!" Both boys chuckled, as a dejected Felix, moved to the lower corner of the bed, and plopped down with a harumph. "So... I don't get why it didn't work!" Sam said, as he continued to wonder why it had hurt so much when he and Nick tried fucking each other. "I mean, my shit is always bigger than your cock, and it never hurts when I take a dump!" "I know," Nick said dully, after hesitating a minute. "It just doesn't make sense!" Sam continued. He was surprised when he looked over at Nick and saw that Nick was blushing slightly and had a guilty look on his face. "What's wrong with you?" he asked, furrowing his brow. Nick looked over at Sam, and suddenly looked even more guilty when he saw the look on Sam's face. "N-nothing!" he stammered, and quickly looked away. "Bullshit!" Sam said. He could tell Nick was hiding something. Nick looked over at Sam, and knew Sam didn't believe him. For a moment they stared at each other, while Nick's mind raced. Finally, after a moment though, he realized it was stupid to hide the truth from Sam, since they'd both just tried to do what it was he had already done, but wasn't telling Sam about. "Fine!" Nick said, his face darkening even more. Quickly he looked away from Sam's interrogative glare. "I didn't say anything before, because I wasn't sure what you'd think about it, but, well... Dean... the guy from the ship... well... we tried fucking too, only, he knew what to do, and it worked better for me and him than it did for us just now... lot's better actually," Nick said. "What?" Sam cried, surprised. "Why didn't you say something before?" "Like I said," Nick said. "I was afraid of what you might think!" "You dumb fuck!" Sam said, and he chuckled. "Christ man, we both just tried fucking each other. What would I think was wrong if you told me you already had with this Dean guy?" "I don't know..." Nick said, trailing off, as he turned to look at Sam, who was grinning incredulously at him. "Well? What did you guys do differently?" Sam asked, his cock already pulsing with excitement and anticipation over possibly trying again, only the right way. "Well...," Nick said, seeing that Sam wasn't upset, but rather, he was very interested in hearing the details, and also, very horny! He smiled and said, "We did it on the bed, and he started out rimming me, then after a while he slid his tongue into me, then he stopped and used his fingers - real slow, using just one finger first, then after a while two fingers, and then three, and finally he got on me - we did it doggie style, and, he used a lot of lube. After he had me all ready, he kinda just slid right on into me - no pain at all! And Sam - he had a HUGE dick!" "Wow!" Sam said, and his cock flexed, as his heart rate immediately doubled. "So... do you wanta try it that way, and see if it works better for us?" Nick chuckled, as he glanced down at Sam's firm appendage. His own dick was stiff as a board too, as he recalled how awesome it had felt when Nick gently prepped him, and then finally mounted him and slid his massive, well-greased tool, easily up inside him. "Sure!" Nick said. "Cool!" Sam cried, grinning. "So... what should we do then?" "Well...," Nick said. "Um... maybe first time, I should do you, because I know what to do, cause Dean taught me. Then, later, you can do me the same way?" "OK," Sam said, breathing in deeply as he imagined Nick pleasuring him in preparation for entering him. "Cool!" Nick said, feeling a rush of adrenaline. "Well, get your lube out." Grinning, Sam reached for the drawer in his night stand. When he opened it and pushed everything aside to get to his tube of lubricant he'd hidden in the bottom of the drawer, in case his mother ever innocently looked in the drawer, he saw Felix's rubber bone, which he used as a dildo, lying with his tube of K-Y jelly. His grin broadened, and he pulled the bone out along with the K-Y jelly. "What's with the dog toy?" Nick asked, chuckling. "Well... I thought maybe this would be useful. You can reach a little further up inside me with it, than you can with your fingers!" Sam said. Nick laughed and said, "Do you use it on yourself very often?" Blushing a little, Sam nodded shyly. Nick chuckled again and blushing slightly himself he said, "Cool! I got a toy too. It's one of those miniature wooden baseball bats. Slides up in there really far!" Sam grinned and handed Nick the bone and the K-Y. "Now what?" he asked. "How 'bout you lay on your stomach and spread your legs apart?" Nick suggested. "'K," Sam said, and quickly he flopped down onto his stomach. For a second he raised his hips up and reached under himself to adjust his hardon, so it was laying flat on the bed, pointing straight up toward his head. He held his penis in place and lowered his body down onto the bed, then pulled his hand out from under himself, and at the same time, spread his legs apart. Nick smiled, and his cock throbbed, as he gazed down on Sam's gorgeous bubble butt. He chuckled when Sam reached back with both hands and cupped a buttock in each and pulled them apart, holding his ass open for him. "How's this?" Sam asked, as he raised his hips just slightly up off the bed, and continued holding his ass cheeks spread apart. "Excellent!" Nick rasped, barely able to get the word out, as he stared with excitement down at Sam's anus, which was winking at him. Nick cleared his throat and said, "Just stay in that position now!" "'K!" Sam said, flipping his head to the left, so the right side of his face was laying down flat on the bed, along with his shoulders and chest. Quickly Nick crawled into place between Sam's legs. "Oh yeah," he murmured, smiling laciviously as he lowered his face toward Sam's butt. "AAwwwww..." Sam groaned passionately a moment later, as he felt Nick's tongue begin lapping at his rose bud. "MMMMMmmmmm..." he moaned happily then, when Nick began licking away at his hole. As Nick breathed in deeply, all he smelled was the scent of clean skin, so he began diligently licking and prodding Sam's opening with his tongue, bringing a string of grunts, gasps, and moans of happiness from his friend. He smiled, happy that Sam was enjoying what he was doing so much. For a minute or so, Nick continued eating Sam's asshole out, as Sam squirmed and purred underneath him. Finally, Nick began to press firmly with the tip of his tongue, directly in the center of Sam's pucker. Sensing that Nick was trying to gain entry, Sam forced himself to relax. A moment later, he gasped as the tip of Nick's tongue pierced his ring muscle, and he felt it sliding into him a little. "OHHhhh Godd!" he gasped, when suddenly Nick began pressing his tongue in and out of him - fucking his ass with his tongue. It felt awesome! Again for a minute or so, Nick continued to work on Sam's asshole with his tongue, virtually fucking hims with the tip of it, as Sam gloried in the sensual feelings Nick was giving him. All too soon to please Sam, Nick stopped. After a very brief pause though, he smiled when he felt the cooler tip of Nick's freshly lubricated index finger gently rubbing the wrinkles of his puckered hole. "MMMmm..." he moaned again, as Nick began massaging his anus. Nick gently rubbed at Sam's rose bud for a short time, then, gently pressed into the center of Sam's opening. With no trouble, Nick's finger sank right through it, traveling deep inside Sam's rectum. "Aaww!!!" Sam gasped, as Nick's finger began to rub back and forth over his swollen prostate gland. It felt glorious! Knowingly, Nick professionally massaged Sam's internal love bump with the tip of his finger for a while, letting Sam thoroughly enjoy his attention. After a while though, Nick pressed the tip of his middle finger up against Sam's anus as well and applied some pressure to it, as he pushed his index finger back into Sam. Because Nick had been patient and worked on Sam's hole so much already, he was happy to find that his second finger slid easily into Sam as well. Sam noticed the additional finger entering his anal canal. The additional thickness felt good, and he moaned happily, as Nick began fucking him with both fingers. Shortly, Nick did the same with his third finger, and Sam was surprised that while he felt as if he was completely stretched open, it didn't hurt! "Try Felix's bone!" he gasped a short time later, as Nick was concentrating on sliding all three fingers in and out of Sam. Grinning, Nick pulled his hand from Sam's ass. His grin grew bigger when he saw that Sam's hole wasn't shutting. It was actually staying open about the size of a quarter. His cock throbbed as he envisioned sliding his greased organ deep into it. Quickly he reached for Felix'x bone and the K-Y jelly. A moment later, Sam grunted as Nick pushed the bulbous end of the lubricated rubber toy through his sphincter, and slid it all the way into him. He groaned softly when he felt it pushing on the far end of his rectal wall. Still grinning, Nick proceeded to slide Felix's toy back and forth, in and out of Sam for a little while, while Sam groaned with desire. After a minute, Nick couldn't stand it anymore, and pulled the rubber toy, which was hot with Sam's body heat, out of Sam's asshole, leaving Sam feeling empty and disappointed. "I'm gonna try my dick now," Nick said, smiling at Sam, who was looking back at him. "Don't worry, I'll go easy, and if you want me to stop, just say so!" Nick's penis flexed violently as he recalled Dean saying the same words to him that afternoon on the cruise ship as they lay on Nick's bunk in his stateroom, with Nick in Sam's position, while Dean greased his huge stiff rod. At the time Nick had been very apprehensive. A few moments later though, he was in heaven, as Nick's enormous cock slid all the way into him! And a couple minutes later, both he and Dean were in ecstasy, as Dean slammed his erect penis in and out of Nick, and both were spasming joyously, as a result. As Nick finished greasing his cock, he looked down at Sam and saw the familiar look of apprehension on his face - just as he knew he'd felt. "Seriously, just relax, and I'll go real slow, and I think you'll love what happens!" Nick said, smiling benevolently at him. Quickly then, before Sam could protest in any way, Nick got up on his knees and positioned them, so that as he leaned forward, the tip of his dick was aiming right at Sam's hole, which was still open a little. Sam drew in his breath as he felt the hot, moist tip of Nick's penis press into the center of his anus, as if it was always meant to rest there. "No relax... in fact, push a little like you're pooping," Nick said. Sam thought that was a weird request - what if he accidentally took a dump? Never-the-less, Nick had been through this before, and seemed to know what he was doing, so Sam relaxed and even pushed a little, and then as Nick pushed forward, Sam realized that the more he relaxed, and in fact pushed with his ass muscles, the less pressure he felt, and suddenly, he gasped, as he felt his ring muscle open wide, and the next second, he felt Nick's throbbing rod sliding inside his body! "Fuuccckkk!" Sam gasped, as Nick slid deeper and deeper up inside him. "MMmmmmm...." Nick murmured, as his cock became buried to the hilt inside his friend. "I think you can let go of your cheeks now," He said, grinning, as he lowered his entire body up against Sam's back. "But raise your hips a bit more." Sam did as Nick requested, and he suddenly felt Nick's penis slide just a little more up inside him. It felt as if the head of Nick's cock was lodging into the other end of his rectum. It felt awesome! "MMMmmmm... this is nice!" Nick murmured, and he wrapped his arms around Sam and hugged him, as he pressed his hips forward, to make sure every millimeter of his penis was inside Sam. "Yeah!" Sam gasped. He couldn't believe the feelings he was experiencing. Nobody had ever held him in such a postion, or touched him all over, including on the inside, like Nick was doing to him right then. It felt fantastic! Nick didn't move. For several seconds he firmly held Sam in his embrace, with his pulsating penis stuffed all the way up inside him, while he allowed Sam to get used to being stuffed. Finally, as Sam's penis began to soften slightly and he was beginning to wonder how long Nick was going to just hold him, Nick released his embrace,a nd began to slowly withdraw from him. It felt for a moment to Sam, as if he was taking a shit! Suddenly though, just before the head of Nick's cock was about to pop back out of Sam, Sam felt Nick stop, and reverse his motion, and then he felt the wonderful feeling he'd felt a minute earlier, as Nick's appendage invaded his inner sanctum again, filling him completely once again. "MMmmmmm...." both boys moaned, as Nick's cock became fully inserted in Sam's rectum again. Nick didn't wait this time, instead, he immediately began to pull back out of Sam. He moved just a little faster this time, and slid back into Sam a bit faster as well. He continued slowly long-dicking Sam that way for a half minute or so, before he began finally to speed up a bit. From then on, as Sam gasped and grunted, Nick sped up a little bit at a time, until shortly, he was sliding his hips up and down at a swift rate of speed, as he vigorously fucked Sam, who grunted and groaned happily every so often. As Nick fucked Sam, both boys' orgasms slowly began to build, and within a minute or so, both were breathing deeply, and their nostrils were flaring with excitement, as Nick pistoned in and out of Sam. As he felt his climax approaching, Nick sped up some more, and soon he was slamming his hips back and forth, and his breathing was rasping, as his face tightened, while he fought to hold back his climax. Sam too was contorting and gasping, as he felt his own orgasm building swiftly with each stroke of Nick's dick over his prostate. Shortly, it all got to be too much for Nick, and he began frantically pistoning his hips back and forth, as his face screwed up and he tried with all his might to wait a little longer. With the increase in tempo, Sam began to speed toward his peak, and he tensed, and a mewing emanated from deep in his throat. Suddenly, Nick's body went rigid and as he slammed back into Sam, he gasped loudly, and a huge river of semen rocketed out of his urethra, coating the insides of Sam's love tunnel. "AAhhhhhmmmm!!!" he groaned loudly as his penis became buried deep inside Sam. As he withdrew from Sam, Sam's body went rigid then, and as Nick collapsed back into Sam, Nick felt Sam's sphincter gripping at his shaft, as both boys groaned and ejaculated. Nick filled Sam's already sloshy intestines again, and Sam sprayed his bed with a long thick streak of hot jism. Nick continued briskly fucking Sam for several seconds yet, and as he did, both boys spasmed with delight, moaning and grunting joyously, several more times. Finally, Nick's orgasm began to subside, and he slowed his pace, although he continued sliding in and out of Sam's tunnel, which was slick with K-Y and semen. "Ohhmmmm..." Sam moaned, and he feebily clenched Nick's rod a little as he spasmed one last time. Nick shove his hips back and forth a couple more times, but once it became apparent that Sam's orgasm had ended as well, he allowed his body to collapse on top of Sam, as he buried his softening member deep inside him one last time. "Fuucckk!" he gasped, as he laid down on Sam. Both boys heaved for breath for a few seconds, and Sam couldn't believe how hot Nick's body felt as he lay on top of him. "Mmmmm..." he moaned softly, as he felt a final spasm shoot through him and a last dribble of semen leaked from his piss slit, joining the mess he'd made on the bed. Nick smiled and flexed his muscles, expelling the last of his jism inside Sam as well. "So was it good, or what?" he asked, smiling happily, as he squirmed a little on top of Sam, so that his body covered Sam's even more thoroughly. "MMMmmmmm..." Sam moaned, smiling, and enjoying the feeling of Nick's hot body covering his. Nick's smile broadened. The two boys lay still for some time then, each basking in the afterglow of their shared experience - one that both would always remember as one of their best sexual experiences! * * * Eventually, Nick's penis became completely flacid, and when Sam squeezed his ass muscles, it popped out of him. Both boys chuckled, as Nick's soft, but hot and gloppy organ settled up against Sam's opening. "So... how 'bout we shower?" Sam asked finally. He was beginning to feel a little uncomfortable lying in his own mess, and with Nick's slimey penis pressing into the depths of his crevice. "Sounds good," Nick said, and he immediately began to get up. Once Nick was off him, Sam got up too. "Ewww!" he said, gazing down at all the globs and streaks of cum on his bed spread. "Guess I better wash that before Mom sees it!" "Damn you do shoot a lot!" Nick said, snickering. "You should talk!" Sam said, sounding a little annoyed. "You should feel how squishy my insides feel!" Mick laughed as he recalled how he'd felt after Dean had made a huge deposit inside him. "Better go sit on the pot for a couple minutes, and let it drool back out of you!" he advised. Dubiously Sam agreed and quickly walked to the bathroom and sat on the toilet. He made a face a moment later, when he realized Nick was right, when he felt hot liquid drizzling out of him, and running down the insides of his buttock, before gathering into drops big enough to drip off him into the toilet water below. As Sam waited for the rest of Nick's cum to leak back out of him, the two discussed what to do next. They agreed to shower, then wash Sam's bed spread, then bake up some frozen pizzas for lunch. "And... after that, maybe you can fuck ME!" Nick said grinning. Sam smiled and noted that Nick's penis already looked like it was lengthening over the idea. He was surprised to feel his own stirring as well. Quickly then, Sam wiped himself clean, got up and flushed. Once the toilet stopped filling, the boys hopped back into the shower, and happily found that the hot water tank had heated the water up again. For a couple minutes both of them washed themselves off, then playfully, Nick reached for Sam's penis, as Sam was still rinsing off. Grinning, Sam stopped moving about and let Nick fondle him. Within seconds of course, he was rigid again, as was Nick. "This is nice," Sam said. "But... how 'bout we wait til after we eat, so I can screw you once?" Grinning, Nick released Sam's hardon saying, "Well, I expect you'd have enough jizz in you to go again now, and later, but ... OK! 'Sides, I'm hungry!" Sam laughed and shut off the water. The two quickly towel-dried then, and returned to Sam's room. Neither even thought about getting dressed. Naked, Sam stripped the bedspread from his bed and ran to the washer with it, and started it washing, while Nick trailed behind him, waiting. They went then to the kitchen, and Sam pulled a couple of frozen personal size pan pizzas from the freezer and the boys each opened one and placed them together on a cookie sheet and put them in the oven. While they waited, Sam let Felix out to do his business, and they boys sat talking. Of course their conversation was about how great fucking was, and before long both were hard, and reaching under the table to grope each other. Before they got too far though, Felix barked at the back door, and once he was back in the house, just as Nick, who'd walked up behind Sam, was about to poke a finger between his cheeks, the oven's timer went off. Sam never noticed what Nick was about to do to him though, and quickly stepped over to the stove. Grinning, Nick hopped over to it too, and got right behind Sam. Then, as Sam bent over to open the oven and take out the pizzas, Nick held his hardon in front of him and swiftly pushed it between Sam's cheeks and up against his anus. Sam yelped, then chuckled and said, "I told you to wait til after we eat! Besides, I'm supposed to do you next, not you doing me again!" "OK OK," Nick grumbled and he stepped back, still holding his shaft in his hand. He grinned as Sam bent further over after he opened the oven door, and he got a glimpse of Sam's pink pucker. Automatically, his fist began twitching back and forth. As Sam spun around, he found Nick masturbating, and burst out laughing. "Horndog!" he said, still chuckling, as he dumped the pizzas onto two plates on the table. Nick snickered, and finally let go of himself. "Time to eat now!" Sam said, dropping the cookie sheet on top of the stove and turning to face the table again. For a couple minutes then, either because they were both starving, both horny, or a combination of both, they swiftly devoured their pizzas in silence. By the time they were finished, Nick's penis was soft again, and both their bellies felt better. Sam however, was sporting wood under the table, as he contemplated making love to Nick afterward. "Ready to take my cock up your ass now?" Sam asked, grinning and wiggling his eyebrows up and down. Nick grinned and squeezed his thighs together as his penis flexed and began to fill with blood. "Who's the horndog now?" he asked, chuckling. Automatically, his arm moved under the table and he grabbed himself and began squeezing his cock. Sam too reached for his penis and began stroking it. Chuckling Sam said, "I never said I wasn't! So...????" "Let's go!" Nick cried, leaping up. Already he was stiff! Sam snickered and got up too, and the two hurried back to his bedroom. * * * "We'll do another position this time," Nick directed, and he immediately laid down on his back on Sam's bed, with his head on Sam's pillow. Quickly then he pulled his legs up and spread them apart, completely exposing his asshole for Sam, whose cock flexed with excitement as he gazed at the tight pucker. "Just do to me what I did to you now!" His smile fading into a serious look, and his breathing already getting heavier, Sam crawled onto the bed and immediately bent over Nick's ass. "Awwwww.... nice!" Nick hissed, the moment, Sam's tongue touched his rose bud. For the next few minutes then, Nick moaned with joy as Sam lapped at and poked his opening with his hot, wet tongue. After a while, Sam stopped though and opened the tube of K-Y jelly and lubricated the fingers of his right hand. Gently then, he easily slid his index finger through Nick's muscle, and reached for his love button. "OOoohhhhh..." Nick groaned, when Sam began deftly rubbing his gland, each time he slid his finger in or out of him. Grinning, Sam leaned over then, and as he finger-fucked Nick, he also picked up his penis with his other hand and began sucking on it. "OHHhhh Goooddd!" Nick groaned, as Sam began fellating him and at the same time slid a second finger into him and began fucking him with both of them. Sam fucked Nick with two fingers and slid his hot, wet mouth up and down Nick's rigid pole for a couple minutes. Finally then, he stopped sucking on him and carefully gave him a third finger. Nick cringed a little as he felt the thickness of three fingers pushing into him, but Sam continued, and in the end prevailed. For a few seconds, Sam shoved all three fingers in and out of Nick, before pulling out and switching over to Felix's rubber bone, which was still slick with K-Y from having been up Sam's ass earlier. As Nick was well greased, and so was Felix's bone, Sam just used it as-is, without applying any further lubricant. Within seconds Nick was groaning repeatedly as Sam molested him with the dog toy. "Stop!" Nick cried finally. "You need to get inside me, before I cum!" Smiling, Sam pulled the rubber bone out of Nick, then reached for the tube of K-Y jelly. He squirted a good amount into his hand, then grinned when he wrapped his hand around his own shaft and began sliding it up and down it to evenly distribute the jelly. As soon as he was well-lubed, Sam got into place and lowered himself over Nick, aiming the tip of his cock at Nick's still somewhat open asshole. "AAAaahhmmmmm..." Nick moaned, and his eyes opened a bit wider, as Sam's penis began sliding into him a moment later. Excitedly, Sam slid the entire length of his hardon slowly, but steadily, all the way into his friend. When his pubic bone pressed up against Nick's ass, crushing his pubic hair between them, Sam laid his body over Nick's as best he could, causing Nick to smile. Sam waited then for a minute, but even before he was ready to start fucking Nick, Nick said, "It's OK, you can start!" Smiling, Sam began to withdraw from Nick's hole then. When he was almost all the way out, he slowly plunged all the way back down inside Nick, causing them both to moan happily. As he pulled out again, Nick reached for his own penis and wrapped his hand around it. As Sam slowly fucked Nick then for a minute or so, Nick masturbated in time with Sam's movements. All too soon for both of them, they both began to feel their orgasms building. Sam sped up his movements, and both boys began to approach their climaxes even more quickly. Soon, Sam's hips were flying, and both boys were tense, as they tried to hold back. Suddenly though, as Sam plunged back into Nick, both of them exploded in unison, crying out shrilly, as Sam flooded Nick's bowels, and Nick sprayed Sam's belly. Sam continued ramming his hips up and down, and Nick kept on jacking off, and for the next few seconds, both boys spasmed joyously several more times, until finally, they were both spent, and Nick's insides were full of Sam's seed, while Sam's torso was painted with streaks and dots of Nick's. As Nick had done when he was finished, so did Sam. Slowly he sank all the way into Nick, and settled down on top of him, squishing all of Nick's semen between them. "Sweet Jesus!" Sam exclaimed softly, in an incredulous tone, as his lungs heaved for air. "Yeah!" Nick gasped, also breathing heavily. The two lay together panting for a little while, until Sam's penis softened enough that it popped out of Nick's hole. Quickly then they got up and ran again to the bathroom. This time Nick sat on the toilet, as Sam's seed sluiced out of him. Afterward, the boys again showered together, only this time, once they were clean, they took the time to soap each other up, and give each other a sensual hand job, while also molesting their buttocks. Both came again, and Nick nearly slipped and fell in the tub, but Sam's leg was there, and he braced himself against it and caught himself. After they were finished in the shower, the boys returned to Sam's room and naked, they crawled onto his bed together. First Nick, then Sam dozed off. They napped for a while, and when they awoke, as it was getting later, they decided to give each other a quick blow job, then get dressed, before Cindy came home. They shared a leisurely '69', each giving the other a drink in the end, then happily satisfied, they finally got dressed again, then went to clean up the kitchen, and get Sam's bedspread out of the dryer. * * * And so, we've finally seen how it was for Sam his first time! As this is what this story was all about, this is a good time to end it. In case anyone is interested in how things worked out for Sam, well... For the rest of their summer vacation, Sam and Nick got together as much as possible - nearly every day. Even once school began, they still got together most every afternoon after school. Until they finished high school and ended up going off to separate colleges, the two shared an active and very satisfying sexual relationship, and when they finally did part and go their separate ways, both were sobbing during their last time together... both realized, and too late, they both thought, that they truly loved each other! As hard as it was, the boys both persevered and got their degrees. They both tried to form new relationships with other guys, but neither was ever able to find another partner who was able to satisfy them as much as they were able to do with each other as they were growing up. And neither stopped caring for the other either! Happily, they both figured this out, and finally admitted it to each other one day a couple years after they finished school. Sam's mother had been ill, and Sam had been taking care of her for just over a year. Finally, mercifully, Cindy has succumbed to her illness. Although Nick and his parents were estranged, due to Nick's having come out to them, he made the trip home to be with Sam at his mother's funeral. It was then that they finally talked openly and honestly with each other, and instantly, Sam made the decision to relocate to New York City, where Nick was living in, and had established himself in a good career. Although he made his decision easily, it wasn't without trepidation though. Sam's father was supposed to be living in New York City. As you'll recall, he left Cindy and Sam when Sam was just a baby, and although Sam always wondered about his father, his father seemingly never wondered about him, as he never contacted Sam or his mother. As Sam grew up, his desire to meet his father waned, and eventually, he rarely thought about him. Still... the idea of moving to the city he lived in unnerved Sam just a little. Never-the-less, it's where Nick was, and where Nick was, is where Sam wanted to be! So, as soon as he'd finished handling the last of Cindy's affairs in New Orleans, Sam moved to New York and moved in with Nick. Luckily, he found a job quickly, and the two settled into happily being together again! OF course - their sex was awesome as well!!! * * * That's now quite the end of this story though - there's one loose end I should close up. You see, Nick worked for a large company in New York City, one with many employees, and he didn't even know most of them. Some he knew, but only on a first name basis. One of the men who worked for the company he worked for, who he only knew by first name, was a blond man by the name of David. David was openly gay, although he didn't act gay in the stereotypical way, just like Sam and Nick didn't either. Nick and David had had the opportunity to run into each other several times at work, and during one of those times, it was something that was said that caused Nick to look questioningly at David. "I hope it doesn't make a difference, but I can tell you're wondering if I'm gay," David had said. "I am." "Really?" Nick asked, clearly surprised. "Uh... yeah," David responded, thinking Nick might be homophobic. "That's so cool!" Nick replied. "I am too." "Oh!" David said, smiling. "I-I thought you might not like it that I am." "NO!" Nick cried. "Jeeze, I'm sorry. I was just suprised. There was never any sign you're gay, so..." David chuckled and said, "Likewise." Both grinned. Then Nick's grin quickly faded. "Umm.... can I ask you not to spread it around about me though? I'm ... not all the way 'out' yet," he said. "Sure thing," David smiled. "I am out, but I fully understand. Sometimes, people, even family, shun you when they find out. So, not to worry." "Cool!" Nick said, relieved. "Thanks.... um.. that's true." "So, you've had problems with people who found out too?" David asked, sympathetically. "Um... yeah," Nick said. "Family?" David pressed. Blushing a little Nick nodded sadly. "I'm sorry to hear that," David said. "But, I fully understand. Been there, and experienced the same thing myself!" "Thanks, and I'm sorry you had that happen too," Nick replied, feeling relieved in a way. "So... are you involved with someone?" David asked, hoping to change the subject. "Um..." Nick hesitated and looked oddly at David. David was old enough to be his father for Christ's sake! "NO!" David cried, chuckling, and blushing a little. "I'm sorry. I'm not hitting on you. I am a little old for you after all. Besides, I have a partner. I was just curious." "OH!" Nick, said, and he chuckled, feeling relieved again. He too blushed a little though as well, as he added, "Yeah. An old boyfriend of mine from back home in New Orleans just moved here and we're back together again." "New Orleans?" David asked sounding a little surprised. As he looked at Nick, a distant look filled his eyes. "Yeah," Nick said. "Something special about New Orleans to you?" "Umm.... I used to live there a long time ago myself," David said, forcing a smile. "Really? Cool!" Nick said. "Yeah," David said, wistfully. "So... what's your boyfriend's name?" "Sam," Nick said. "Sam McNabb." Instantly the color drained from David's face, and he looked stricken. "Are you OK?" Nick asked, mildly alarmed at the sudden change in David's expression. "Um... yeah! ...Fine!" David said in a stilted voice. "I-I just remembered something I forgot to do! Gotta run!" Nick stared after David in surprise, as he spun around and ran off. * * * A couple weeks went by and Christmas season arrived, and with it came a slew of office parties. Being that he worked for a big company, where he'd begun to notice that many of this coworkers were gay, and they were all completely accepted by their straight coworkers, Nick finally got up the nerve to ask Sam to attend one of the parties with him. Happily, Sam had accepted. At the party, which was a fancy affair, held in a large hotel with several ballrooms, restaurants, and bars, Nick was happy to see a familiar blond head atop a man standing with his back to them, at one of the bars he and Sam were headed for, in the ballroom their party was at. "C'm'ere," Nick said, grabbing Sam's arm and grinning. "There's someone I want you to meet." Curious, Sam allowed Nick to pull him off to the left end of the bar. "David!" Nick cried, stepping up behind the blond man and tapping him on the shoulder. "So good to see you!" David and the man standing next to him turned to look at Nick and Sam. Instantly, the color drained from David's face when he saw Sam standing next to Nick. A moment later, his eyes grew larger, and a look of wonder mixed with sadness spread over his face. "David, this is my partner, Sam McNabb," Nick said, smiling. "Sam, this is a friend and co-worker of mine - David, and ... I assume a friend of his." The man standing with David stared at Sam for a moment, then he looked at David. His brow furrowed when he saw the look on David's face. "Ummm.... OK, I'm confused," he said finally, in a deep, but effeminate tone when nobody had spoken for a few seconds. Then looking at David he said, "Hun, is this a relative of your's?" Nick furrowed his brow and looked at David's friend and said, "Why would Sam be related to David?" "Same last name, and they look very much alike!" David's friend said. "By the way, I'm Philip Gendron, David's partner." As Philip finished speaking, the empty glass in Sam's hand slipped from his grip and hit the floor, as he stared up at David in disbelief, mixed with mild fright. Fortunately the floor was thickly carpeted, and the glass was thick, so it didn't break. "Excuse me?" Nick said, his head suddenly flipping back and forth between Sam and David, who he realized were both shocked and quaking with fear. And who, for the first time, he noticed, definitely did resemble each other very much! For a moment, nobody spoke, while Nick and Philip looked back and forth between Sam and David. Finally, David swallowed, and then cleared his throat and in an uncharacteristically thin, high, and raspy voice he asked, "Your mother's name is Cindy isn't it?" Sam's eyes grew even larger, as he stared at David. After a couple seconds, he comprehended what the man had asked. Gulping, he nodded dumbly in response. "Oh my God!" Nick gasped softly, as the realization hit him. Philip continued looking back and forth puzzled, and mildly annoyed. "I - uh... Maybe we can go somewhere more private, to talk?" David asked, finally. Looking scared, but hopefully at Sam. His eyes still huge, Sam gulped again, and again just nodded dumbly. "Well," Philip said, finally catching the fact that something profound was happening. "Guess I'll pick this up." Quickly he bent and picked up Sam's glass and set it on the bar. "Maybe we can get a booth in the main bar," David ventured. Sam just nodded again. "I'm sorry," Nick said, looking back and forth between David and Sam. "No reason to be," David said. "Do you want me to come too?" Nick asked Sam. Sam looked at Nick, confused. "Might be a good idea if we all went together," David said. "At least at first." "OK," Nick said. Philip who was beginning to look nervous, just nodded. "Let's go then," David said, and he started to walk toward the door. Quickly Philip trotted after him. "Are you OK?" Nick asked Sam, grabbing his arm and shaking him. "Uh huh," Sam said, finlly meeting Nick's gaze and focusing a little. "That-that's my father!" "I gathered that... finally," Nick said, looking apologetically at Sam. "I had no idea, and I'm so sorry.... um... listen, David's really a nice guy though. C'mon... let's go see what he has to say." "'K," Sam said, looking uncertainly at Nick. Nick tugged on Sam's arm then, and lead him to the door. David and Philip were waiting outside the door. Quietly the four men walked to the hotel's main bar. There, David slipped the Maitre'D a $100 bill and asked for a private booth. Smiling, the Maitre'D instantly lead them to an empty booth far in the back corner of the bar. "I'll send a waiter over right away Sir," the Maitre'D said, addressing David. He smiled and bustled off. Before anyone had a chance to speak, a waiter arrived to take their drink order. David ordered a double Irish Whisky straight up. Philip ordered a dry martini. Nick ordered himself and Sam each a shot of Jack Daniels and a beer. After the waiter left, the four were quiet for a moment, as David and Sam nervously glanced at each other, then quickly away. Finally, David opened his mouth and said, "I'm sorry Son! I -" "SON?" Sam cried, rather loudly, in an incredulous tone, looking in shock at David. Instantly David's color drained and a haunted look spread over his face. Nick's head flipped back and forth between Sam and David, while Philip, who was obviously still in the dark over the men's relationship, suddenly looked a little frightened. For a moment David looked at Sam, who was glaring at him. "I'm sorry!" David gasped suddenly. "I-I know I don't have the right to call you that. It was just a figure of speech, because I'm older than you." David's expression became anguished then, as he stared for a moment at Sam, who was still staring at him with an angry look on his face. "Please!" he cried suddenly, looking pleadingly at Sam. "Let me try and explain!" "This oughta be good!" Sam snorted in an undertone, scowling. Never-the-less, Nick noticed he seemed to be calming down a little, and his eyes looked watery. Just then the waiter arrived with their drinks. For a moment, everyone waited while he placed the correct drink in front of each of them. "Um... we'll take a second round, right away please," David said, and he picked up his double shot of Irish Whisky and tossed it down his throat in one swallow, as the waiter looked on, surprised. Instantly, Sam picked up his shot, and never moving his eyes from his father, he too downed his Jack Daniels and put down his glass. "Very good Sir," the waiter said, reaching for David's, then Sam's glass. He glanced around at all four men and realized they were all tense. Quickly he bustled away to get their second order. "Sam!" David said, his lower jaw trembling a little. "I can't begin to apologize enough to you for everything! And I know I don't have the right to ever ask your forgiveness, but I do hope you'll at least let me explain what happened, and why you haven't seen me all these years. Even if you never wanted to meet me, you must at least be curious to hear my side of the story!" Nick noticed that Philip was squirming, and his head was flipping around wildly. He still obviously didn't realize that David was Sam's father. As Sam stared at his father, not knowing exactly what to say, out of the corner of his eye, David must've noticed too that Philip was agitated. He looked at Philip and smiled slightly. "I'm sorry Babe. Didn't mean to leave you out of the loop," he said. "Umm... obviously, you guessed right. Sam and I are related. And I know I've never mentioned him to you in the past, but, that's because it's always hurt too much, so I've tried to put him out of my mind." Nick's chest began to hurt when he heard Sam gasp nearly inaudibly and he looked at him and saw a profound look of pain cross Sam's face, and a moment later, a tear roll down his cheek. "Oh God Sam!" David cried, his own eyes filling with tears as looked back at Sam, and saw the pain etched into his face. "I didn't mean it that way! You've got to let me explain!" "Oh my God!" Philip gasped, looking back and forth between David and Sam. Finally he looked at David and said "He's your son isn't he? I knew you were married once. And I knew how painful it was for you to think about that. I didn't realize you ...." Philip's voice trailed off, and he looked back at Sam sadly. The waiter arrived again. Nobody moved while he silently put down everyone's drinks. After he left, David looked at Sam, and said, "I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am that I wasn't there for you! But Sam, you have to know, it's not because I didn't want to be! I did want to be! It was your - " "Don't you dare even think of blaming my mother!" Sam growled cutting David off, and suddenly glaring viciously at him. Philip's eyes grew large, and he looked a little frightened. Nick was a little surprised himself at Sam's sudden anger. David paused for a moment, and looked at his son. He sighed sadly then said, "No, Nothing was your mother's fault Sam. Everything was my fault. I made a collosal mistake when I was your age... I denied my true feelings - to your mother, to everyone around me, and even to myself. By now you must realize that Philip here is my partner. Like you, I'm gay. But, when I was your age, things were different, and there was a much bigger stigma about being gay. Especially in the South! Gays were just not accepted. So... I denied my feelings and pretended to be straight. I even went so far as to get married, both to hide what I truly was, and to please my family - expecially my parents - your grandparents! I wasn't going to blame your mother a minute ago. I was about to say 'your grandparents'. I know you thought I was going to say 'your mother'. That wasn't the case. Your mother was the least person to be blamed for anything. She is a lovely woman - " As David was speaking, Sam's tension drained and he collapsed into himself like a balloon that began deflating. "Was," Sam interrupted David. "What?" David asked, confused. "My mother WAS a lovely woman," Sam said, looking sadly at David. "Was?" David asked, and a haunted look filled his eyes. "She died a few months ago of cancer," Sam said. Again, his eyes became watery. "Oh God Sam! I'm so sorry!" David said in an anguished tone, and he began blinking back tears himself. Philip quickly picked up his first martini, which he hadn't touched yet, and drained it, olives and all. He sniffled as he set the empty glass down, and looked sadly at Sam. "I didn't know," David said, in a slightly strangled tone. "I wouldn't have thought so," Sam said, indifferently, frowning and biting his lip a little. Sniffling, he picked up his second shot of whisky and quickly downed it. Nick drank one of his shots as well. "Well," David said, looking sorrowfully at Sam yet. "I'd offer to help you out in any way I can, but I expect maybe there isn't anything I could do to help, and that if there was, you might not want it. But Sam, you have to believe me. I truly am sorry that you lost your mother. And, I really am willing and able, if you ever want or need any help!" Sam looked miserably at David, his vision blurred by his tears. He couldn't believe that after all the years he had been away, he would bother to offer his help! As the two looked at each other, Nick became afraid that the meeting would end abruptly, before David was able to tell Sam everything he needed to know, so even though his timing was bad, he looked at David and cleared his throat then said in a low, even tone, "Maybe you should continue with what you were telling Sam." David cleared his own throat, and said, "... um, yeah. Good idea, I guess." He looked back at Sam, who was rubbing his eyes, and snuffling. When Sam stopped rubbing his eyes and looked at David again, David said, "OK, well, to finish up my explanation - in a nutshell, I married your mother to convince my family and friends that I was straight. You need to know though Sam, that I did love her - very much! And I did my best to keep her happy and satisfied... One good thing came of our marriage - you! If we hadn't married, you'd never have been born. And I know how much your mother loved you! You need to know though Sam - I loved you that much too, and I still do, even though we haven't been in touch with each other, and even though we don't know each other. I still do love you! Those early months of your life were magical for me. You were an awesome baby! And our life together was good, except that after a while, I began to realize I wasn't completely satisfied, and for whatever reason, your mother wasn't finding me satisfying anymore either. We began to grow apart. Then, my parents died. Alhtough I was upset and missed them, I suddenly realized that my biggest reason for getting married wasn't there anymore. This added to my depression and unhappiness, and because I wasn't happy, your mother couldn't be either. We were both becoming miserable... Then, I made a grave mistake. Our hot water heater burst, and we needed a new one. I was home alone with you when the plumber came. He was a really hot young guy - I mean really gorgeous. Back then, I wasn't so bad looking myself - much like you in fact! Well... I went down into the cellar with him to show him where things were, and couldn't take my eyes off him while he was working. He noticed, and well, to make a long story short, we ended up having sex, and ... your mother came home early and found us together in our bed... just as we were both - well - you know. And to make matters worse, you'd heard us, and started crying, and I was ignoring you for a few minutes, so you were still crying while we were getting off. Since she walked in on us in the act, there was nothing I could do but admit to her that I was gay. That of course was the end of our marriage. She threw me out immediately, and sued for divorce. Who could blame her? Well, the way things were back then, she of course got full custody of you. Then, because it came out that I was gay, the way things were in the south back then, the judge limited my visitation rights, and said they had to be supervised. He set it up so I had to make appointments through Child Welfare and Social Services, just to see you, and they were not helpful in the least! I tried a few times, and only managed to get a 20 minute meeting with you, your mother, and a social worker. It was awful. When I tried again, I got a real asshole of a social worker. She told me there was no reason a boy needed to be visited by a father who was a homo, and wouldn't even set up an appointment. I know I could've fought it, but, after so many months of problems, it just seemed useless, so I finally just gave up after that. I knew I'd never get to see you. I left New Orleans then, and came here.... looking back now, I realize that doing that was my second big mistake in life. I should've stayed and fought for my rights to see you. I'm never going to be able to tell you how sorry I am that I didn't, but, I truly am. You deserved to have your father, even if he was gay. And I'm just profoundly sorry for anything I did or didn't do that screwed your life up!" David and Sam stared at each other for a moment, neither knowing what to say next. Suddenly though, David's eyebrows shot up a little and he quickly added, "I - um... what I want to say is, if you'll let me, I know I'll never be able to make up for lost time while you were growing up, but, if you'll let me, I'd like to try and make up for it a little now, by being a part of your life now... if you'd be open to that... if you'd rather not, I'll understand though. But Sam, please believe me when I say, I always have and always will care about you - whether we see each other again, or not." As he looked at his father, and digested everything he'd told him, Sam's defenses lowered. As he thought about all that David had gone through, he couldn't help beginning to feel sorry for him. At the same time, as he felt his eyes starting to sting as tears filled them again, he became angry with himself for giving in and believing David too. Suddenly his emotions were in a turmoil, and he didn't know what to do or say. He couldn't stop his eyes from welling up though, and that made him mad too. And to make matters worse, he was on the inside of the booth and couldn't leap up and escape either! He didn't want his father to see him break down completely, but he knew he wouldn't be able to stop himself from openly bursting into tears at any moment, and this made him even more upset. Suddenly he turned toward Nick and in an anguished gasp cried, "Let me outta here!" Seeing the horrid look on Sam's face, Nick quickly sprang up out of the booth, and as tears began to leak from his eyes, Sam pulled himself out of the back of the booth and dashed for the rest rooms. Nick looked at David for a moment, and saw that he too had begun weeping. "Give us a few minutes. We'll be back," Nick said. Quickly then he went after Sam. * * * Nick found Sam in the Men's room, standing facing a corner, leaning against one of the walls with his shoulder, sobbing. "Hey!" he said softly, as he walked up behind Sam. He was grateful the bathroom was empty, but for them. Instantly Sam spun around and looked at Nick and cried, "I don't know what to do!" Quickly Nick wrapped his arms around Sam and drew him into him. "It's OK Sam!" He said softly, in a comforting tone as he pulled Sam tightly into a hug. "It's OK... just let it all out." For a minute then, Sam allowed himself to completely collapse emotionally, and he wept bitterly in Nick's arms, as Nick gently stroked his back and cooed to him. Shortly, Sam began to calm down, and not long afterward, although he very much enjoyed being held by Nick, he pulled away from him and straightened up and rubbed his eyes with his fists. He took several deep breaths, then let the air out of his lungs with a heavy sigh. "Do you believe him?" Sam asked, looking closely at Nick. Nick smiled sadly and said, "Yeah Sam, I do. I've had a few conversations with David, and they've all been really nice. He strikes me as a really nice, and honest guy... the kind of man any guy would want to have for a father." Sam scrutinized Nick for a moment, and seeing the sincere look in his eyes, he sighed again and said, "Well, now what then?" Again Nick smiled and said, "C'mon." "Wait!" Sam cried, and he spun around to face the mirror over the sink he was standing near. His eyes were bloodshot and a little puffy from crying, but otherwise he looked OK. "You're beautiful Snow White!" Nick said, chuckling. "C'mon. He's gonna look the same as you, cause he was crying too when I left the table." "He was?" Sam asked, surprised. "Yeah," Nick said, softly. "Now c'mon." "Fine," Sam said, and he spun back around and nervously followed Nick out of the men's room. When they arrived back at the table, Sam glanced at his father and saw that indeed, he too had bloodshot, puffy eyes. And, he also looked nervous. "OK," Nick said as Sam slid back into the booth. Nick himself remained standing. "David, do you wish to pursue reestablishing your relationship with Sam?" Sam looked at Nick with a horrified expression on his face. David looked at him puzzled. "Very much so," David said, still looking wonderingly at Nick. "Cool!" Nick smiled. "Cause that's what Sam wants too! So... I think there are some hors d'Ovres and drinks with mine and Philip's names on them back at our party, so we're going to leave the two of you alone, to get reacquainted with each other, while we go stuff our faces and get mildly plastered! Right Philip?" Nick looked at Philip who stared back at him with a surprised expression on his face for a moment. Suddenly, after he'd processed everything Nick said, his face morphed into a grin. "Excellent idea!" Philip cried, picking up his still half full second drink, and quickly draining it. As Nick reached for his beer, he saw Sam looking at him with a terrified expression on his face. Chuckling, Nick said, "Relax. He's your father, and like us, he's gay too. There's nothing you have to hide from him. Just be yourself, and I know you're gonna really like him!" He looked at David and winked, then said, "Just ease into it slowly, OK?" David grinned and nodded, then looked at Philip and said, "See you in a bit Babe!" "Take your time!" Philip said, grinning back at him. Nick and Philip stepped away from the table then, and quickly were swallowed up in what was turning out to be a big crowd in the bar. * * * Once Nick and Philip were gone, Sam and David looked nervously at each other. Both looked away a couple of times, embarrassed to let the other know they were carefully scrutinizing each other. Finally though, first David, then Sam developed the courage to remain focused on each other, and eventually, their eyes met and they held each other's gaze. "I truly am more sorry than you'll ever be able to comprehend, over having abandoned you the way I did," David said, looking miserably at Sam. Sam stared back at him for a moment, then sighed and said, "Well, I guess it couldn't have been easy for you, since everyone found out you were gay... especially the way things were back then!" "That's true," David said. "And in the south, people are much more prejudiced against gays than they are up here in New York, or in California or other places." "I know," Sam said, sounding a little dismal. "Nick's parents disowned him when they found out he's gay." "How old was he when they found out?" David asked. "Just finishing college thank God, or they would never have paid for his education!" Sam said. "So... did your mother know about you?" David asked, mildly cringing with anticipation of a bad answer. "Yeah," Sam said. "She kinda figured it out for herself, but never told me she knew, until I finally came out to her." "How'd she figure it out?" David asked. "I think she mighta heard or seen me and Nick once or twice and figured it out," Sam said. "So, she never said anything about me being gay?" David asked. "No," Sam said. "Hmmmm..." David said. "I'm rather surprised she didn't blame me for making you gay!" "She didn't!" Sam said, becoming a little defensive. "OK," David said, and he held both hands out in front of him, as if blocking something. "I didn't mean anything by that... just that I expect she figured you got it from me." Sam looked at his father for a minute, then said, "I suppose that makes sense.... do you think I'm gay because you are?" "I don't know," David said, wishing the subject would change. "But I do know that just because I'm gay, doesn't make me a worse person than any straight person! And the same goes for you, and for that matter for all gays!" "I know," Sam said, eyeing his father, as he wondered just how badly his father may have been persecuted for his orientation. David smiled weakly at Sam, and Sam knew then that David had to have had a rough time of it, all because he was gay. "Did you get picked on a lot because you're gay?" Sam couldn't stop himself from asking. David clearly hadn't expected Sam to ask him that, but, as he looked at his son, he realized Sam sincerely just wondered what his life had been like. "Yeah Sam," David said, sadly. "I was bullied a lot, and pretty badly a couple times. I don't really want to talk about it though.... but, were you bullied because you're gay too???" "A little," Sam admitted, squirming a little uncomfortably in the seat. He knew if he asked David what he wanted to know, that David would probably ask him the same question, which he didn't really want to talk about, but still, his curiosity over his father forced him to ask. "What's the worst thing anyone did to you?" Sam asked, rapidly. David looked surprised, but finally after thinking about it a moment, he said, "When I was a freshman in highschool, 4 guys dragged me into a boys room. While one watched at the door, the others stripped me naked, beat me up, and shoved my head into the toilet and held it there, while they gave me a swirly. Then they threw me down on the floor and kicked me a couple times in the nuts. Finally, they took all my clothes and left." "Oh my God!" Sam gasped, horrified. "What - um - h-how did it end? I mean, did you get your clothes back? How'd you get out of the bathroom? How bad were you hurt?" "Fortunately I wasn't hurt that bad, although I thought I was going to vomit from the last kick in the balls. It was my pride that was hurt more though, and I had no idea how to get out of the bathroom and find some clothes! Fortunately, an older student - a senior saw the bullies run out of the bathroom and stuff my clothes in the garbage. As soon as they were gone, he went over and looked in the can. When he saw it was clothing, he pulled my clothes out and brought them in to me, so I was able to get dressed. I rinsed my hair, then he walked me to my next class." "Wow! He sounds like a real nice guy!" Sam said, relieved. "He was," David said. "For the rest of the year, he became my 'protector' of sorts. By the next year, I was bigger, one of the guys had moved away, another was in Juvie, and the other two weren't as interested in being bullies without other guys helping them out, so I wasn't bothered like that again." "Wow!" Sam said, still incredulous over what had happened to his father. "I didn't think it would've been so bad! And thank God for that senior who helped you!" "Yeah," David said, and he surprised Sam by smiling nostalgically. "So, did you two become close friends or something then?" Sam asked, curious about why David was smiling so. David chuckled and said, "Yeah... but better than that, he was my first lover too!" "Really?" Sam cried, grinning. "Yeah!" David said. "He was really cool. While I was getting dressed that day, he asked what happened, and I told him, and he asked if I was gay. I didn't expect him to ask me that, and I kinda froze for a minute, worried that maybe he was gonna beat me up then too. He guessed why I suddenly looked so scared, and told me it was OK if I was gay. I was so surprised, I just blurted 'Really???' and he laughed and said, 'Yeah, cause I am too!' I couldn't believe it! At first I thought he was bullshitting me, so he said, 'if I am, would I do this?', and he dropped into a squat, ripped my pants back down and went down on me for a minute! He only sucked on me for a couple seconds, but by the time he stopped and got up, I believed him, and I was stiff as a board! All he could do was chuckle at me. Finally though, he asked if I liked it. Of course I nodded yes, so he asked if I wanted more. Again I just nodded, unable to stop grinning stupidly at him. He laughed then and told me to get dressed and meet him at his locker after classes." "Wow!" Sam said, grinning incredulously at his father. "That's unbelievable!" "I know!" David said. "But it's the God's honest truth!" "So... did you meet him at his locker?" Sam asked. "Hell yeah!" David said. "I got dressed quick as possible, then he walked me to my next class, and when we go there he gave me his locker number. I met him there at the end of the day. He had a car, so he drove us back to his place. I was a little nervous at first, but he didn't pull anything - except my dick that is!" David grinned and chuckled and Sam did too. "Back at his place," David continued. "We went to his room, and both got naked. Then he taught me all about blow jobs, and how to fuck! We got together every day after that, so I could 'practice'!" "Damn!" Sam said. "That's awesome!" "I thought so!" David said, grinning. "So, that was your first time with a guy then?" Sam asked, still incredulous over David's story. "Welllll.... sort of," David said. "I guess my first time with a guy was with a friend of mine who I grew up with. Even before we had hair down there, we started checking each other out - touching each other's dick and playing with each other til we got hard. Once we were past puberty, and had figured out how to jerk off, we used to jack off together all the time... sometimes we'd do each other. But we never did anything else, and he moved away not long after we started. Otherwise, that was it." "Hmmm..." Sam said, thoughtfully. "So," David said, smiling. "It sounds like you and Nick have been together for a while. Was he your first guy? How old were you when you started?" Sam's mind flew back to the year he turned 13, and for a moment a myriad of images of his own self-discovery of sex, his fooling around with Felix his dog, and his first few sexual encounters with Nick. Suddenly, after a moment of gazing dreamily at the wall, he realized his father was sitting across the table from him, looking wonderingly at him. "Uh ... " Sam began. Blushing slightly and smiling dumbly, he said "Uh... yeah, actually he was my first. We were 13 at the time, and once we started, we just kept going, all through high school. We went to different colleges though, and actually, just got back together again recently." "Nick mentioned you'd just gotten back together," David said. "So, were there any other guys in between?" "Yeah, a few," Sam said. "None were as good as Nick though." David smiled. He looked at Sam for a minute, then blushed and said, "OK, I gotta ask... which one of you is the top and which is the bottom? I mean, neither of you comes off acting like you're gay at all, so I can't tell." Sam grinned and said, "Well, we're both versatile, but, really, Nick's more into bottoming than I am... although..." David grinned and said, "You sound a lot like me. Um... it might seem obvious, but in case it doesn't, and to be fair, since I asked you - well, although I sometimes like to be on the receiving end too, Philip's strictly a bottom. So... " "I kinda thought so," Sam said, smiling. "So... what do you do about satisfying yourself when you want it too?" David grinned and chuckled and said, "That's what toys are for!" They both laughed. Suddenly, Sam felt a little uncomfortable and looked at David and said, "This is really weird!" "What is?" David asked. "Talking with my father in such detail about our sexual urges!" Sam said, blushing a little but unable to stop smiling. "True," David said, smiling, but blushing a little as well. "I'll tell you what though... since we are just getting to know each other, and because you're an adult already, maybe it'll be better for us to learn to like each other more as friends, rather than as a father and son.... not that I don't want to be there for you as a father if you want or need me... just, maybe you'll feel more comfortable if we're more on an even level with each other." Sam thought for a moment, then smiled and said, "I guess that's a good idea." "Cool!" David said. The waiter appeared then and asked if the two men would like another round of drinks. David looked at Sam, who just looked back smiling at him. "I think that'd be nice," David said, smiling up at the waiter. "Our friends have left though, so it's just us now." "Very good Sir," The waiter said. He bustled away. A few minutes later, as Sam was telling David something about his childhood, the waiter reappeared with their fresh drinks. Quietly he set them down and left. * * * An hour and a half, and three more drinks later, Sam and David stumbled back to their party. It took them a while, but finally they found Nick and Philip, sitting at a table with a bunch of co-workers. They were having a grand time. "Finally!" Nick cried, looking up and grinning when he saw Sam and David, standing there, hanging onto each other for balance, grinning at them. "Dad and Phil've ashked us to Chrishthmuth dinner!" Sam slurred, grinning even more hugely. "And I thaid yeth!" "Cool!" Nick cried. Both he and Philip were all grins. "I kinda think maybe I better take you home now though," Nick said, chuckling, and he quickly got up. Philip got up too. "I gotta car for us," David, said, teetering a bit. "We'll drop ya'll at yer place, then go on home ourselves." "Great! Thanks David!" Nick said, grinning. Impulsively David grabbed Nick and pulled him into a hug. Laughing Nick hugged David back. The four left the party then, with Nick and Philip helping Sam and David respectively, to the coat room, and then out to David's car. The driver dropped Sam and Nick at their apartment, then took David and Philip to their's. * * * David called Sam the next morning to make sure he'd really invited Sam and Nick to Christmas, and Sam couldn't rememember if he had or not, but Nick laughed and assured him that he had, and that Sam had said "Yeth!" Sam looked at Nick with a curious expression on his face, but then turned back to the phone and assured his father they would be there. Christmas was a wonderful celebration for the four men, who spent the day eating, drinking, and visiting with one another. By the end of the day, any bad will Sam had ever felt for his father, was gone. He had his father back in his life, and it was just as he wanted it! >From then on, Sam and Nick, and David and Philip got together often, and shared many good times together. And as all stories that end well go.... and they lived happily ever after! The End Author's note: I hope you've enjoyed this story! If you're interested in reading my other stories, please logon to nifty.org and look for my name in their list of "prolific net authors". There you'll find a list of links to all my stories. Enjoy! And, I wish you all Happy Holidays and a Happy New Year!