Date: Thu, 12 Nov 2020 17:05:00 +0100 From: Andrew Passey Subject: Sam's Life Part Seven (Young Friends) It was a cold December day, cloudy and dreary with the dark already approaching as Sam waited by the gates for Ben after school, they were in different classes and on Tuesdays it did always seem that Ben's class ran over. Sam was still smiling to himself from Kenji's joke as he'd said goodbye to him. "Hey Sam, if you ever need a tasty after school snack I have a Japanese sausage that's very tasty. With extra mayo on it" he'd said with a wink. Not for the first time Sam wondered if Kenji was trying it on or just trying to get a laugh off him. Not that he minded, he had Ben anyway, more than enough for him although Kenji was really nice as well. Sam looked at his watch, this time Ben was particularly late and Sam was considering heading off when Ben came running up looking excited and beaming. "Sorry I'm late! Was busy!" He said, still smiling broadly. "Bloody hell Ben you win the lottery or something? Sam asked with a grin. "Sort of! I just asked Marie out and she said yes!" Ben said clearly pleased. The words were like a dagger to Sam's heart. A girlfriend? What about them? What was Ben thinking? "You're joking?" Sam asked coldly. "Er, no. Jen told me Marie fancied me and to ask her out so I did. Have I done something wrong?" Ben asked in confusion. "No nothing wrong at all" Sam snapped back and they walked home in silence, Sam rebuffing Ben's attempts at conversation. Sam's mind was whirring as he lay on his bed later that evening. He'd told Ben he was sleeping in his own room tonight and rebuffed Ben when he stroked his leg and tried to kiss him. Why couldn't Ben see that going out with Marie trashed everything they had together? If Ben wanted to go out with Marie then fine. But he's not getting to put his dick in me Sam thought. That's a special thing for boyfriends. That's for people who don't run off and get a girlfriend a few weeks after fucking you for the first time. Did Ben think he could be with Marie by day and fuck Sam at night? No fuck him Sam thought. He missed not having any action with Ben that night but he wasn't just some sex toy to be used and discarded when Ben felt like it. He wanted to talk to someone about it but who? He couldn't tell his friends at school. He could ask Marcus he thought as they had stayed in touch but that would also reveal what he'd been doing with Ben. For now he decided he would just deal with it on his own. Why does everyone always leave me in the end Sam thought miserably as he cried soft tears into his pillow. At the same time in Ben's room, Ben lay in bed frustrated. He was horny and wanted to be balls deep in Sam, or at least do a 69. And then kiss and cuddle and hold each other close all night long like normal.He couldn't work out why Sam was being so distant and cold with him. It was clear once he said he was going out with Marie. But why was Sam being so irrational? Sam knew Ben loved him but he also knew Ben was bi. Was he supposed to never kiss a girl or have a girlfriend just because it would upset Sam. He's being childish and needs to grow up Ben thought. He then slipped his hand under the covers and wanked himself off to a fairly disappointing orgasm, it wasn't the same as doing things with Sam... The rest of the week both boys were distant with each other, Ben had decided if Sam was going to be cold with him then he would too. Fuck him, he thought. Actually he would like to fuck him. But Sam was being weird and was keeping himself firmly on his own in his room. He'll come round soon Ben thought. Anyway he was going to go to the cinema with Marie on a date on Saturday and Sam would just have to deal with it. School was a bit awkward and Kenji and their other friends picked up on the Cold War between them. Both boys just said it was just their imagination but things were certainly coming to a head, their parents had also noticed all wasn't rosy in the world of Ben and Sam. Friday night Sam had a nightmare. It started off in his old house, James was hitting him like he used to, Sam just in a pair of boxer shorts.Then it shifted, James picked up Sam from the floor "now for the carrot and the stick at the same time" He said, ripping off Sam's pants and throwing him to the floor, before shoving his fat dick into Sam without lube or loosening. In the dream Sam screamed then woke up drenched with sweat. He wished he could go and crawl into bed with Ben but he was still angry at him. He decided to phone Marcus over the weekend and see if he sometimes had flashbacks or bad dreams. He thought it was to be expected but it was really fucking unpleasant. He felt groggy the next morning, worried and angry about the situation with Ben, stressed about his dream, all in all pretty fucking miserable. Although Peter and Sarah had clearly noticed all wasn't great in the world of Ben and Sam, they hadn't talked about it with them yet, it had been a busy week at work and they'd all barely seen each other. They agreed that Peter would tackle it with his sons on Saturday morning when Sarah was out shopping. Not necessarily to try to fix it, more just to gauge what was going on. Peter didn't want to micromanage the boys' lives and he knew that with the teenage moods and hormones that falling out was very easy. "So boys, what have you got planned for the day?" He asked them over a late breakfast, it was intended to be a gentle warm up question but instantly he could sense the tension. "Erm, I erm, am off to the cinema with Marie" Ben said blushing slightly. "Marie? Who is Marie?" asked Peter. "His girlfriend" Sam almost spat out bitterly. Instantly Peter could see the problem. "Wow that's news. Why didn't you tell us Ben?" Peter asked, trying to move the conversation along. "I only asked her out this week" Ben said with a shrug, Peter could see Sam seething and realised this was going to be tricky. "What about you Sam? Any plans?" Peter asked, changing the subject slightly, he thought he'd probably have to talk to the boys separately, the tension in the room was palpable. "I'm off to see Kenji. Ben, can I borrow the present I bought you, think I'll take it over to Kenji's" Sam asked. This time Peter could see Ben seething at that. Bloody teenage boys he thought. "No" said Ben simply. "No problem I'll just go to the shop" Sam said. Peter had decided he'd had enough, fuck talking to them separately, this needed to be nipped in the bud now. "Clearly there is something wrong between the two of you. I don't know what it is exactly but you're both being unpleasant to each other. I know you two are very very close and it hurts me to see you being like this together. I'm going to leave the room and I want the two of you to talk it through between yourselves. You're clearly hurting each other and I want that to stop and you be friends again. Neither of you are going out until we've reached some sort of detente" Peter said firmly leaving the room. Sam and Ben looked at each other, "Er...what does detente mean.?" Sam asked and they both giggled before stopping themselves. Sam then took a deep breath. "Ben. I'm really hurt. I didn't even know you wanted a girlfriend. I thought we were boyfriends. I thought we had something special. I let you put your dick inside me. Over and over again over the past few weeks. Then you decide to ask a girl out without even telling me you were thinking about it. I feel used and abused. It's brought back some dark thoughts. If you want to go out with Marie that's fine but I don't know I can go back to how we were if you do" he said laying it on the line. Ben started to speak, then stopped, then started again. "I'm sorry I hurt you Sam. I guess I didn't think. What we have IS special. I love you so much. But we're only just 14. I want to experience life, experience kissing a girl, other things. It doesn't mean I don't love you or want to sleep with you or have sex and kiss you. That's our special time, when it's just you and me in my room together, when the world outside doesn't intrude. But I can't just be with you all of the time right now. I want to be but we've got school, we've got life. Look, I want things to go back how they were but I understand if you can't while I see Marie. I'm happy for you to borrow my lube and go and see Kenji, I suspect he might be into that with you. And I can't complain that it'll hurt me if you have sex with him because I see now I've hurt you." Ben looked slightly tearful as he said this and it struck a chord with Sam, Sam looked thoughtful, made a decision and sighed. It wasn't what he would have chosen but Ben was right. "Ok how about this. We can do things with other boys and girls for fun. So you can see Marie and be her boyfriend. I can go to Kenji's house today and maybe mess around with him, But in this house we're boyfriends, lovers and brothers. So I will sleep with you, you can put your dick in me again and we can kiss and cuddle. I won't lie, I'll find it hard seeing you with Marie. Knowing that you're doing things with her without me but it's not fair of me to expect you to be solely with me. So I'll cope. But next time tell me these things. Tell me that you want to have a girlfriend. Share it with me. I want to hear about your first kiss, about your first blowjob from a girl" Sam said with a grin, "Steady on Sam, we've barely held hands yet! Ok deal. But I also want to hear about what you do with Kenji. See if his dick really does satisfy you! And.....I want to be to the first one you put your dick in. I want you to lose your virginity to me, not Kenji or anyone else. Not now but very soon" Ben said, surprising himself by how much that was true, "Deal" said Sam with a grin and they embraced and kissed passionately before splitting apart with a jump when their dad came in and cleared his throat. "Um...I see things are getting back to normal. Good. Now remember in future to be considerate to each other and think of both of your feelings. Think with your hearts and heads, not with your dicks" Peter said with a grin and left the room, leaving two slightly embarrassed boys grinning at each other. "What time are you meeting Marie?" asked Sam. "In an hour or so, what time are you due at Kenji's?" Ben replied. "Same" said Sam. The room was silent, each of them waiting for the other one to break the ice. "I don't suppose....." Ben started to say then stopped. "Of course" Sam said with a grin, both of them thinking the same thing. They ran upstairs and threw their clothes off and jumped on the bed, Ben greedily taking Sam's dick into his mouth, giving him the best blow job he could. Once Sam had cum Ben flipped him over, taking him from behind, fast and hard. Usually they did it slow and gentle with Sam on his back, legs wrapped around Ben but this time it was more primal, more carnal as the stress and hurt of the last few days was fucked out of each other. Afterwards they held each other close and kissed softly, whispering how sorry they were. Then it was time to shower before going out, as they got dressed they smiled at each other, it was good to be back to normal. "Hey Sam, take this if you want" Ben said, handing him the lube. "Thanks but I'm going to take it slow. I only really want you to use it after all" Sam said, handing it back. "Yeah I know, go and have some fun anyway, there's plenty you can do without the lube. You can tell me how much better I am than Kenji later" Ben said grinning. Sam leaned in to whisper in Ben's ear, "how about I tell you all about it as you fuck me later" he said softly, rubbing his hand over Ben's dick through his jeans. "Damn you Sam, now I'm all horny again." Ben winked as he said this, wishing he had time to do it again with Sam. Oh well, plenty of time later he thought. "Of course Kenji might not be interested" Sam said before looking nervous as he told Ben he was worried about blowing things with Kenji. "Hey I'm sure there's one thing a Kenji will let you blow! Anyway he's made jokes and dropped hints before, just let it play out. You've got me to come home anyway!" Ben said with a grin. They shared a kiss and left the house together, before heading off in different directions... An hour or later Sam was hanging out in Kenji's room, they'd played some football in the park but it was a cold sleety December day so they didn't last long. Now they'd just got back to Kenji's and were just chatting and starting to play a board game. Sam felt nervous, he sort of wanted to make a move on Kenji, but sort of didn't want to at the same time. Not just because of Ben but more because of losing Kenji's friendship. He tried to put it to the back of his mind and just have fun hanging out. "Fuck I'm not sure I've warmed up yet" Sam complained, his hands still chilly from the cold. He rubbed them vigorously together, trying to coax more life into them. "I've got something hot that will warm you up" Kenji said with a giggle. The usual joke or was it a come on? Sam didn't know but it was the opening Sam needed, now what to say next he thought. "Is that the same thing you offered me as a snack on Tuesday?" Sam asked innocently, driving the conversation forward. Kenji giggled, "it can be, it's multi functional. It can provide a tasty snack, it can warm you up and it can make you feel good. Are you interested?" He asked, clearly not quite wanting to totally spell it out. "Well...I am cold and I am hungry. What about you?" Sam replied, throwing it back to Kenji. "Me too. You're the guest though, you should eat first" Kenji said with a wink. "Ok, as long as you eat afterwards" Sam said grinning. Kenji grinned back and then totally confused Sam, "right I'll go and get that snack" and he left the room. What the fuck, surely we were both talking about the same thing he thought. Kenji came back a couple of minutes later, empty handed and smiling, "Sorry Sam, just washing it clean" he said, Sam felt relieved, they WERE on the same page. "Cool! Shall we get naked?" Sam suggested feeling braver now. "Fuck yeah I need to see that cute arse of yours again and that tasty dick" Kenji said with a wink. He then stood up, "Hold on" Kenji said and went and locked his door. "Just in case, my parents know not to bother me when I've got a boy in my room but better safe than sorry" he said. "Really?!" Sam said, surprised that Kenji was so open about that. "Yeah well my Dad once caught me in a slightly sticky situation with a friend at my last school. It was fine and we were only kissing but since then they've given me privacy. They know I'm gay and they're cool with it" Kenji said outing himself to Sam but then again it wasn't like Sam wasn't gay, or about to suck his friend's dick. "Does anyone else know?" Sam asked as he started to strip off. "Nah, just you now, and Ben will I guess?" Kenji said also pulling his clothes off to show off his slightly chunky dick, it had definitely grown since Sam saw it last and it was noticeably bigger than Sam's was as he pulled his pants off, "Yeah, don't worry though your secret is safe with us. I'm gay as well although only Ben knows although our parents suspect. Now I need that hot tasty snack" Sam said as he bobbed his head down to Kenji's hardening dick in his mouth. As he started at it he could see that Kenji's dick head was bigger than his, darker and throbbing with pre cum glistening across it like a snail had left a trail. He flicked his tongue across it to taste causing Kenji to jump. Then Sam engulfed it in his mouth, taking as much of it as he could. With his hand he steadied himself and used his other one to cup Kenji's balls, squeezing gently as he sucked away. Kenji was squirming and moaning as Sam used his mouth to bring him off, he started to hold Sam's head in place, not wanting it to end. "Er...I'm about...to ....cum....pull off.....unlesss you......aaaaaahhhhhh" Kenji said as he spurted inside Sam's mouth. Sam swallowed it all down, it tasted a bit different to Ben's but he did enjoy it. Sam pulled off and smiled at Kenji, "thanks for the snack" Kenji smiled back, "you were amazing. You've done this before haven't you?" He asked. Sam shrugged and quickly told him about Marcus, no need to bring up Ben at this stage. "Now it's my turn for a snack" Kenji said as he worked his way down to Sam's hard dripping dick, taking one in his mouth for the first time. He loved the sensation as did Sam, it wasn't long before he got a mouthful of cum. Kenji collapsed next to Sam and they lay in there in silence until Kenji broke the ice.. "I've had my eye on you for a while, I couldn't believe my luck when you suggested sharing a changing room at the lido" Kenji said. "Ha, I did it to try and see your dick!" Sam replied and they both giggled. "You're lucky, Ben's is really nice, do you get to see it much" Kenji asked Sam who had to think hard about his reply. "A fair bit, we share a room on holiday and a bathroom so we're in and out of there naked all the time. Whose have you seen at school that you like? Pete's is nice although the ginger pubes slightly spoil it" Sam said with a giggle. Kenji giggled as well, "Whose haven't I seen? I've tried to check out everyone I can! Surreptitiously of course. I love Danny's. Long and black. Love being in the shower after PE when he peels that foreskin back slightly and that thick dick head pokes out." "Yeah, as I said my first dick I sucked was a black one, I love looking at Danny's. Rob's is good, that dick head is huge" Sam smiles as he said this, he was enjoying talking about dicks with Kenji. He'd done it with Ben obviously but it was nice to hear from someone else who seemed to check boys out as much as he did. "Andy's looks really nice as well with that smudge of black pubes surrounding it, shame about the birthmark just above it though, still I wouldn't mind a go on it" Kenji winked at Sam and made a wanking sign which they giggled at. Have you seen Will's dick? It's really cute." Sam said, talking about their classmate Will. "Doesn't cute mean small? I'd say more perfectly formed. Although that auburn hair and green eyes make him cute. Same for his brother, dick wise though, have you ever seen Chris's? Nice and chunky" Kenji said referring to Will's older brother. "No when did you see him?!" Sam asked in surprise. "Played football in the park with them and when I went for a piss, he flopped it out next to me, didn't try to hide it, I swear he was checking me out as much as I was checking him out!" "Ha you wish, he's the most eligible boy in his year. All the girls go weak at the knees and rumour has it he's gone all the way with a couple of them" "All the way? He's only 15, that's illegal!" Kenji protested. "What do you think two 14 year olds sucking dicks is?" Sam asked with a giggle. They both giggled and wrestled a bit on the bed, just enjoying the feeling of their naked bodies together. "Now that we have done this and we know we're both gay....are we boyfriends? Kenji asked hopefully. "Wow, boyfriends. I'm not going to be out at school if that's what you mean, not yet anyway. How about for now we're just friends who like sucking each other's dicks" Sam said with a grin. It was tricky, he already had Ben and while he wanted to mess around with Kenji it could complicate things if they called each other boyfriends. He'd have to chat to Ben about how much to tell Kenji about them.. "Oh. Ok. Well that's good enough for now. You don't already have a boyfriend do you!?" Kenji asked with a grin before Sam was saved by Kenji's mum calling them down for lunch. The rest of the afternoon flew by with enough time for them to suck each other off before Sam headed home leaving Kenji grinning at the door, feeling amazing about life. Sam got back before Ben who turned up half an hour later, looking very pleased with himself. "Well?" Sam asked with a wink. "Tell you later" Ben said, winking back. As they lay in bed later, both showered clean, Ben told Sam about his date, it seemed to have gone well. They'd held hands during the film and then as he walked her home she'd kissed him. "You sly dog. Your first kiss with a girl, how was it?" Sam asked with a wink. "Wet" Ben said grinning, "it was fun but different. Didn't mean as much as when I kiss you though" he said and leant over to kiss Sam, both of them rubbing their naked bodies together as they rolled over with their tongues entwined. Sam pulled off Ben, got the lube and did his bum and Ben lubed his dick up. "How was it with Kenji" Ben asked, lining his dick up as Sam wrapped his legs around him. Ben tried to fight a pang of jealousy he had as he waited for the reply. "Fun! He's gay like me. He has checked out A LOT of boys. We sucked.....oooh yeah.....each other's dicks....mmmm" Sam told Ben as Ben entered him. "How...did.....he.....do? Ben asked between breaths as he slowly moved in and out of Sam. "Mmpph....good....Ooh....but not....nngggghhh....like with .....oommpp you" Sam said smiling. Ben stopped his thrusting and just stayed there, dick deep inside Sam. "Does he make you feel as good as I do?" Ben asked in a soft voice, looking a bit lost Sam thought. "No one makes me feel as good as you do, I love you not Kenji. He asked to be boyfriends but I said just friends who suck dicks for now. I have a boyfriend, one I love more than anything in the world. Now finish off fucking me and show me how good you can make me feel" Sam said with a grin. Ben did as he was ordered , thrusting in and out as he wanked off Sam to a mutually amazing orgasm. As they lay in each other's arms afterwards, Sam resting his head on Ben's chest, Sam told Ben they needed to work out how to manage the situation with Kenji. "He's bound to ask me if we do anything together. I don't want to tell him but I don't want to lie" he said. Ben kissed Sam's head gently, "You worry too much, let me think about it. How about we invite him for a sleepover over the Christmas holiday? We could both have a bit of fun with him" "Really?" Sam asked in surprise. "Yeah why should you be the one to have all the fun, also, might be funny to play a trick or two on him" Ben giggled as he said this and started to come up with a bit of a plan, but first he had something else he wanted to do. Too late tonight he thought but maybe tomorrow or next weekend. They fell asleep and didn't wake until late morning.