Date: Fri, 8 Nov 2002 11:53:07 +0000 (GMT) From: Steve Rose Subject: Sam's Song DISCLAIMER: This is a story. None of the characters in the story exist and the events that take place are purely imaginary. WARNING: Do not read this story if you are in any way offended by acts of a homosexual nature. Do not read this if you are under the legal age for accessing adult sites. Always indulge in safe sex. SAM'S SONG My name is Sam and I was born in England in a small village some years ago. I say small village but it was really very small indeed. A few houses were gathered around a village green, there was a village pond, a small village shop and Post Office, a pub and a Church. The nearest 'big' town was 8 miles away. It was the sort of place that tourists would come to admire the view, buy the postcards and move on. Despite the comparative isolation, I loved the place and enjoyed my childhood there, even though I was regarded as an outsider. My mother had been a refugee from Eastern Europe, escaping the advances of Hitler only narrowly and had arrived in England in hope of finding distant relatives. She had run out of money and had ended up and had found work in a large house near where I was now living. She met and married my father - a British RAF pilot who was killed a few weeks before I was born. Most of the village attended the local Church except for my mother and myself who were Jewish by religion and the family that ran the local shop, the Sullivans who were Catholic. My best friend when I was growing up was Tim, known as TJ to his friends, the son of the village shopkeeper and postmaster. As the two 'outsiders' at the village school we formed a bond from our earliest days. It was not that the other kids in the village did not want to be with us but there were some things that they did that we did not join in and so we spent quite a lot of time together. At the time we were to change to secondary school, TJ and I had been friends and playmates almost all our short lives. There was very little we did not know about each other. We had stayed at each other's house several times and had camped out together in the summer. I had eaten my first illicit pork sausage at TJ's house and we had learned all sorts of tricks and information from being together. We knew the area around the village like the back of our hands and we had created our own secret meeting place. Near the village there was a small copse that was quite dense but with care you could reach the centre of the wooded area and we used to meet there as 'our place'. There was a small clearing and a piece of rock with a small cave in it that we used as a shelter when the weather was wet. When we went camping this was nearly always the place we chose for our base. However, at 11 we were changing schools and no longer were days to be spent in the village school and we were due, along with the other children of our age, to travel the eight miles to town and the big schools. Most villagers went to the local secondary modern school, but TJ and I went to the grammar schools. TJ went to the Catholic school and I to the other one. There were two buses in the morning and two in the afternoon to take children to the outlying villages and, unfortunately, TJ got the later one in the morning and the earlier one in the afternoon and I got the other one. We still saw each other but not as much as we had done. Also the amount of work we had to do was rather greater than before so our free time was confined to weekends. Fortunately my mother was not religious and did not insist on attendance at synagogue, although I found claiming my Jewish ancestry had some benefits in avoiding things at school!! On the other hand, TJ's family dragged him to church every Sunday so our meetings were restricted to Saturday afternoons and Sunday afternoons. Going to grammar school was a major change in my life. From the sheltered life I had lived away from the town I was now faced with all sorts of people and characters that I had not encountered. Some of the more worldly-wise boys at school laughed at me because of my simple country ways; others demonstrated ignorance and prejudice against me because of my religion. I often felt lonely at school and frequently intimidated, but I worked hard and did well, a further source of irritation to some of my fellow-pupils. With the exception of cricket, I was not a sportsman and hated the winter when one had to play rugby in the cold and wet and indulge in communal showers after the game. I dislike being naked in front of others and sought always to be the last into the shower and to ensure that on returning to the changing area I was swathed in my thick towel. I was invariably the last to leave after games and PE, but always managed to get to the next lesson or to the bus in time. I was also aware that I was growing up and that I was beginning to develop around my genital area. I was already aware that I was circumcised and from my observations of most of the other boys in my class at school, they were not. Neither was TJ. I knew that because he was the one person I had never minded being naked with and we had slept and camped together before and in those circumstances very little is secret. The fact that our cocks were different made no difference to TJ and me but at school a few of the boys made fun of my cock, especially as, like the rest of me, it was quite small and looked even smaller because it had no foreskin. I was, nevertheless, finding a growing interest in other people's cocks and sometimes felt a strange stirring in my own dick when I saw the other boy's getting changed. One thing I did learn quite early at my new school was the term 'wank' or 'wanker', although I was not sure what they meant. I was not very worldly-wise and had not really fully appreciated my sexual development. My mother had presented me with a book about sex but had offered no advice or help beyond that. What I learnt about sex was largely confined to information offered by fellow-pupils or overheard snippets of conversation. The only other person I talked to my friend TJ who was a little more advanced that I was but not much. I was well past 12 before I accidentally discovered the pleasures of masturbation and knew instinctively that this was what wanking meant. I was alone at home and in the bath and my dick grew hard. I knew this was natural the book my Mother had given me had said so. I also knew that some people rubbed their dicks when they were like this so I tried. My soapy fingers ran up and down the shaft and I began to feel pleasant sensations in my body. After quite a short while, my body tingled and I experienced my first dry orgasm. I could hardly wait to tell my friend TJ who had hinted to me that he had carried out a similar experiment himself some weeks previously. Unfortunately he was out a Church - some feast day or other - so I could not get hold of him as soon as I would have wished. I saw him briefly later in the day and said to him, "Meet me in the secret place after school tomorrow." "OK", said TJ, smiling broadly. He had recognised the code for me to tell him that I had had my first wank and that I wanted to tell him about it. Next evening we met as arranged at our secret den and I told TJ about my wank. He listened with some interest and then asked me, "How easy is it to wank without a foreskin?" "Easy enough", I replied, "although I did have a soapy hand at the time." TJ suggested that I demonstrate and he would show me how he wanked, so we unbuttoned our trousers and each pulled out our cock. TJ began to stroke his cock using the foreskin as a means of increasing the friction: I played with the shaft of my cock and it was more difficult on the dry skin than it had been with the soap. TJ was soon ready to cum and he leaned against me and panted hard as his cock and body throbbed to a dry orgasm. I was rather slower and my hand grew tired but I eventually joined him and orgasmed myself. A few days later TJ and I found ourselves back in our 'den', but this time TJ suggested that we might try wanking each other instead of doing it to ourselves. My friend was still unclear how you wanked without a foreskin and I was equally keen to feel his cock with the extra skin that I did not possess. This second meeting was the most exciting thing I had ever done as I got to touch another dick and I was surprised at how enthralled I was to do so. I was not sure whether TJ felt the same way but we both gave each other a good feel up and wank and the result was a satisfying orgasm, albeit a dry one. After that we met as often as we could and always on a weekend. If it was wet we could always use the cave that offered shelter from cold and wind and bad weather. We soon became experts in how to stimulate each other to the point of highest excitement and maximum effect. Although I did not tell TJ I was beginning to pay closer attention to other boys in my class and was beginning to lose my inhibitions in the shower room. Although a few of the boys continued to make fun of me and my cut cock, several others - and even sometimes some of the lesser members of the mocking group - asked me questions about my cock and what it felt like and looked like when hard. A few even offered to show me their hard-on if I showed them mine. I declined most of the offers but from time to time I allowed myself the luxury of showing off my 5" hard-on to the more interesting of the members of my class. One afternoon after PE a boy called Richard was lingering in the changing rooms. I knew he wanted to see my cock because he had told me so on several occasions but he had always been rather offensive to me in the past. However today there would be no escape. He stood close to me and was obviously playing with his cock and making it hard. He moved closer and said in a soft whisper, "I can shoot real spunk now. Bet you can't, I've heard guys with cocks like yours take much longer before they can cum. Want to see hat a real cock does when it shoots spunk?" I looked at him and slowly nodded. In my head was the thought that he may be able to cum proper spunk but when I finally did I would be able to produce more and shoot it better than he could. We walked round the corner out of sight and Richard dropped his towel and revealed the largest and hardest cock I had ever seen, my own was hard too and he indicated that I should show it to him. I released my towel and showed him my rampant dick, which from the look on his face impressed him quite a bit. He leaned forward and said, "Can I feel it while I wank off, or better still I'll feel yours and wank it for you while you wank me." Again I nodded my agreement and I reached out and took the hard stiff cock in my hand and began to rhythmically work the shaft and foreskin up and down as Richard reciprocated on my dick shaft. Neither of us spoke but worked quickly and in silence. The only work spoken was when Richard told me he was cumming and eased his cock from my hand and took over the wanking action as he came to his wet climax. I took over taking care of myself and to my surprise my dry orgasm took place almost simultaneously with Richard's wet one. Richard opened the end of his foreskin and exposed the end of his pink cock head and from the piss slit a few pearls of greyish-white thin spunk emerged and pumped out. A triumphant look came over Richard's face as his cum spilled out onto the floor of the shower. I was impressed and even more anxious that I should soon join the ranks of the big boys and would be able to release my ball juice when I wanked off. One thing comforted me and that was that I may still only be able to produce dry orgasms but so, too, could TJ who as far as I knew had not yet achieved a wet one either. All that was to change for both of us over the next few weeks. I was anxious to tell TJ what had happened during my encounter with Richard. As it was the weekend we managed to meet a couple of times and I told TJ what had happened. He seemed slightly shocked, not so much about Richard's ability to have a wet cum but that I would agree to wank off with another guy. To TJ it seemed our wank sessions were really only for us and that it was not that we 'liked' doing it but that we felt comfortable with each other to relieve our suppressed sexual energy in each other's company. TJ also assured me that he had never dreamed of having a wank with another boy at his school. Despite his protests however TJ did seem interested to hear about my experience and also to inform me that he thought that he too was on the verge of shooting some spunk. He had felt his orgasm more intense in recent days and was not sure but thought that his cock head had been slightly damp last time he had wanked off. By now we were both rock hard and sitting in our cave, so I reached over and began to wank TJ's cock as he leant back against the rock and his eyes glazed over as his private thoughts kicked in and my hand did its work. We had worked out how far TJ's skin would roll back off the head of his cock so I tried to keep the skin from totally covering his cock head so that if he did spunk up we would both see it. I could tell by his breathing that he was getting close and, unusually, he did not show any signs of taking over to finish himself off so I continued until finally I felt his body shudder and his shaft pulsate. We both saw it!! A small but discernible amount of pearly cum slipped gently out of TJ's piss slit. TJ was ecstatic, "Oh yes!!! I've cum properly. My first real spunk up and you did it Sam! You did it!! Thanks, mate, I'll never forget this moment!" I smiled and was genuinely pleased for TJ and was equally pleased when he reached over and proceeded to wank my dick. I was less pleased when I did not follow TJ in having my first wet orgasm, having to content myself with a dry one instead. As I luxuriated in the waves of pleasure I began to wonder whether Richard had been right and that cut guys took longer before they could cum properly. I need not have worried as over the next few days the feelings that I had as I reached my climax began to intensify - a fact that I dutifully reported to TJ at the earliest opportunity. He nodded wisely and indicated that I would soon be like him and be able to cum properly. Although I wanted that more than anything I also wanted TJ to be there when it happened, so that he could share with me the moment just as I had shared his with him. As luck would have it is was a couple of weeks before my great moment arrived and, as I hoped, it happened when TJ was with me. We were in our den and inside the cave. I had seen Richard at couple of times at school but thought it wise not to mention it to TJ but as before I had had a dry orgasm. Richard and TJ were now producing rather more spunk when they came and I was still concerned that I was lagging behind. TJ had particularly made progress from the first time and now produced as much, if not more, jizz than Richard. On this particular weekend I felt funny all day and by the time I met TJ I was sure that this was going to be my day. However, I did not say anything as I would have been disappointed and I knew that TJ would be upset for me as well especially as he knew how anxious I was getting about it all. TJ had offered to wank me off first and so I settled down as he unbuttoned my trousers and reached inside to pull out my rock hard prick. As usual TJ admired the shape and colour of it and then began to work his hand slowly but steadily up and down my shaft. I lay back willing myself not only to reach my climax but also to fire some cum as well. TJ changed hands and as usual the feel of his fingers caressing my dick shaft and playing with my rock hard pole gave me feelings of an amazing nature. TJ worked my shaft effectively and squeezed it and teased it for all he was worth. I could feel my orgasm building inside me and he could sense that I was near to the point of no return. I started to thrust my hips up to increase the friction generated by his hand and finally I could take no more and gave out a barely audible sigh of 'yes!!' as my dick finally exploded. I looked down at my flared piss slit and saw that I had cum at last and that there was indeed a small globule of spunk there. TJ saw it too and he whooped with joy almost as much as I did. I hugged my best friend closely and thanked him warmly and excitedly and I cried out, "Thanks, TJ. I'm so glad it was with you that I had my first cum. You are my best pal in all the world." "My pleasure. I'm glad it was me and you're my best pal too." I had wanted to reply by saying that I love him so much' but decided against it knowing how sensitive TJ was about such things. Instead I reach across and began to wank TJ off with added enthusiasm. Whether it was the sight of my first cum or just my enthusiasm but within moments of my starting TJ was shooting his cum out of his dick. It was a good load and certainly the largest amount that I had seen him produce. It was two fairly satisfied friends who made their way back home after their afternoon in the woods. Over the next few months TJ and I met regularly but never really progressed beyond mutual wanking, although our output of spunk increased dramatically as each week went by. Soon we could shoot not just a small amount but quite a lot; in addition I found that I was able to actually shoot my first cum quite a distance from my piss slit - a real shot whereas TJ's cum seemed to dribble more than shoot. Some days we would press our bodies close together and fire our cum onto our bare stomachs feeling each other's dick throb and pulsate as the creamy spunk shot all over us. I also continued to see Richard at school although I found him rather annoying. When we were alone he could not get enough of me and even on one occasion offered to suck my cock - an offer I regret to say I declined at that time - but in public he often joined my tormentors. I enjoyed my wank sessions with Richard whose dick was very large and whose foreskin rolled off his cock head to look more like mine when we wanked off but I did not like his attitude. My dilemma was resolved because Richard moved away at the end of the school year, his father having got a job in another part of the country. Even so I missed him and wondered how I might find another partner to have fun with. TJ was great but he had never once suggested that we go beyond wanking, whereas if he had asked if we could suck each other's cocks I would have readily agreed. During the summer TJ and I spent a lot of time together, exploring as usual the area round our village and finding new and exciting places to have outdoor wank sessions. We always would have our den but we also found other secluded places to relieve our sexual desires. Apart from the time we went on holiday, fortunately our parents each chose the same week, we saw each other every day and had at least one wank and sometimes two on each day. TJ reported that his holiday had been uneventful and rather boring. Mine had not been much better except for one day when I had a new and even more exciting experience. My mother's idea of a holiday was to further my education, not for me sun, sea and sand but some boring city with galleries and museums and old churches or other buildings to be inspected. To be fair it was not as bad as it sounded but from time to time I wished I could do something else. On this particular year's holiday we had toured several places within the city of Venice and I was keen to have a short afternoon on the beach. My mother said that she was hot a tired but I managed to convince her that I was safe to go out on my own and that I could find my way back to the hotel. After some reluctance my mother finally gave way and I was allowed to go off to find a local fun place. I negotiated my way around to where the boats left and got on one that was heading across to the Lido. The trip across the bay took about 30 minutes and I sat on the outside of the boat. I was joined by an older boy of about 19 who sat down next to me and spoke to me in Italian but I did not understand him. I replied in English and he smiled and nodded. "I like English people... I speak good English. I ask where are you going today?" I replied that I just wanted to find a fun place to sit on the beach and enjoy what was going on around me. Again my new Italian friend smiled and nodded and said, "I know a good place for you to go. I live just over there and I will show you. It is close to my house. My name is Marco by the way." The guy seemed friendly enough and I told him my name was Sam and that as I could see no harm in it, I agreed that we would go to the place he suggested. Not long after the boat arrived and Marco and I alighted and he led me towards his house and the beach nearby. I had my shorts on and a swimming suit underneath so he showed me how to get to the beach and said he would return shortly with some drinks. A few moments later, Marco emerged from the house wearing a very tight pair of swimming trunks and carrying some drinks and towels. He said, "I thought I would join you. Shall we swim before we have a drink? I've brought towels to dry ourselves off on." I nodded and the two of us ran into the sea. I am not a very good swimmer so I did not venture out too far and I told Marco so. He swam quite a distance out and I lost sight of him but almost at once he was back and as he got near me he brushed against my body. I felt a thrill as his arms brushed against the front of my swimming trunks and perhaps lingered longer than they should. Then he was away again and just as suddenly back, again scraping his hand across my trunks that were rather fuller than before. This time Marco did not go but stood close to me and smiled at me as he drew my hand towards his own tight swim wear. I could feel that underneath the material his cock was as hard as mine was and rather bigger. Marco had returned to cupping my cock in his hands and whispered, "Let's go back into the house." I followed Marco as he led the way and we walked straight to the house, leaving the drinks and towels forgotten as we went. Inside the house Marco quickly pointed me in the direction of a bathroom where he proceeded to towel me down and as he did so I could feel him easing my swimming trunks down off my hips and allowing my dick to gain its freedom. As he did so he opened the towel and stepped inside it and wrapped it round again with the two of us inside. Marco's hands were reaching for my cock and I reached out towards his swimming trunks and felt his rock hard erection. My own cock was very hard and the feeling when Marco touched it was electric. He stopped for a moment and eased his own trunks off and allowed me direct access to his rock hard cock. I moved my hand up the silky soft shaft to the head and was surprise to find no skin there, Marco's was the first cut cock I had ever touched apart from my own. I anted to get a closer look so I indicated to Marco that I wanted us to take the towel away and he obliged, allowing it to drop to the floor and to reveal our two naked bodies. Marco grinned broadly no doubt as a result of noticing the contrast between his quite large cut cock and my comparatively small one. Marco admired my cock for a moment and I got a good look at his and then the Italian suddenly knelt down, leaned forward and took my little prick into his mouth. I was amazed I had never felt anything like it before and Marco was an expert. He used his lips and his tongue on my hard cock and within seconds I was trying to stop myself from cumming. Marco seemed to sense this and eased off a little to allow me to settle down. However, he soon started up again and seemed not to care as he continued to work his mouth on my cock and play with my balls. He must have known that I could not stand much more of this treatment. I was beginning to start the build up for a second time and this time I knew there would be no going back and so I guess did Marco. My build-up reached the point of no return and Marco began to lick my piss slit with his tongue as it opened and fired two quick volleys of spunk into the air. Marco eagerly took my creamy cum into his mouth and continued to suck up the remaining spunk as it oozed out until there was none left. Marco gradually allowed my cock to slip from his lips and smiled at me, "I love the taste of fresh young cum and your spunk was really good." I did not know how to reply to that so I said very little and hoped that I would not have to suck Marco in return. Apart from anything else I was not sure that I could get Marco's cock into my rather small mouth. Marco must have seen the look of anxiety on my face as he quickly got to his feet and pulled my hand onto his very wet shaft and cock and indicated that he wanted me to finish him off by hand. Marco lay on the floor and I lay near him in such a position that I could wank him in comfort. Marco was very turned on and was moaning loudly and indicating that he was about to cum. I leaned forward and examined his prick in detail. It was much thicker than mine was and the veins stood out quite markedly. The skin was dark olive and the exposed head was a deeper colour of purple/red, quite a contrast with my own pinkish head and white shaft. As I wanked his smooth silky but pre-cum covered shaft, my head was quite close to Marco's rampant prick and suddenly it was spraying his hot Italian cum all over the place. Some of the spunk hit me in the face and I tentatively licked a small amount into my mouth. It was salty but not unpleasant and I decided to try a bit more. Marco watched with mild amusement and seemed to understand that I was eating cum for my first time. Then he said gently, "What time should you be going back?" I had lost all track of time and looked in panic at the clock. Fortunately it was not too late and I had time to have a quick shower before I left. Whether it was the excitement of the afternoon spent with Marco or the resilience of youth, as I stood in the shower my cock grew hard again and I was ready for another wank. Marco's prick was still quite soft but he obliged me by wanking me off and making me cum for a second time. After I had been given this second chance of satisfaction I only had just enough time to get straightened up and then Marco saw me onto the right boat. Fortunately I was back at the hotel before the time I had agreed with my mother. All through dinner that evening I kept getting little flashbacks to the time spent with Marco and my cock began to stir each time. I managed to cover my hardness by placing my napkin over my groin and keeping my chair tucked well under the table but eventually I could stand it no longer. Without warning, I stood up and ran to the toilet, locked my self inside and quickly unzipped my trousers and brought myself to a third climax in very short order. My mother expressed concern about my health when I returned but I convinced her that I had just needed to go to the toilet urgently and she seemed content with my explanation. To save money my mother and I were sharing a room with two single beds and when we got back to the hotel I said I was tired and again raced off to enjoy another wank before I went to sleep. We were up early the next day and returning to England where I was going to have to decide whether or not to tell TJ what had happened between Marco and me. Given his reaction to the rather milder activity of mutual masturbation I had engaged in with Richard I decided against telling TJ anything about my adventure in Italy. We resumed our usual daytime activities and the inevitable wank session in our den or at some other convenient spot along the way. I tried to think of a way of getting TJ to be more adventurous and introduce him to the concept of sucking cocks but could find no real opening. Our wank sessions had become routine, almost ritualistic and although each of us gained the satisfaction of a climax it was not clear that either of us felt any emotional involvement in our activities. I was determined to advance my interest in sex as far as possible with TJ if possible but without him if necessary. One possibility I thought of was to try one of the public toilets in the town centre one afternoon after school. Near my school there was a small park and at the far end there was a toilet block. I investigated and, although I found plenty of written and pictorial evidence of activity, as well as the smell of stale urine and dried cum, the place appeared to be deserted. One toilet wall had a small chart drawn on it that invited people to state their age, size of cock, whether circumcised and sexual interests so I duly signed up giving my appropriate details and resolved to return later to see if any response had been made. That apart, I continued to see TJ at weekends and some evenings when we did not have much homework. A few days after writing my details in the toilet I returned and was pleased to note a written response to my entry in the list. In a small pencil written note someone had invited me to meet him one afternoon at 5 p.m. This would be difficult to arrange because of my journey home so I wrote a response in which I suggested that I might meet them one lunchtime instead. Having left my message I went home and had a wank thinking about my unknown correspondent. I checked back the next day and there was a further reply suggesting the following Monday at 1 p.m. This was a very good time for me as it gave me time to have some lunch and get to the park early to spy out the land before my assignation took place. The following day I got to lunch early. Ate it quickly and then carefully found my way to the nearest part of the park. I tried to ensure that I was not being followed me and when I was, I found a perfect spot to observe the toilets. I was well early so I found good cover and waited. I was a bit disappointed when nothing happened and the clock ticked past the time when my unknown partner said he would arrive. Then, out of the corner of my eye I saw someone in jeans and a sweatshirt approaching from the far side of the park. The guy was about 20 or so and walked slowly but confidently towards the toilets. Without a pause, the guy walked into the toilets. I had liked what I saw and so I waited only a few seconds before I decided to follow the guy into the toilet. I figured that if he were there for a legitimate purpose he would be out of the door before I got there or would be finishing as I entered and I could pretend to piss. I went into the toilet carefully and looked around. I almost missed the guy at first as he was standing just inside the door. I noticed that none of the cubicles was locked so I walked to the urinal and stood there. Then I noticed him!! He was standing in such a way that he was shielded from prying eyes so I stood and pretended to piss. The guy slowly looked round and I could see he was trying to check me out. As he moved I got a better look at his long hard uncut cock that was sticking straight out from his jeans. My own dick was quite hard by now and he gave me a conspiratorial smile. Then, without putting his cock away, the guy moved down the urinal towards me and I stood back a little to give him a better view. The man took hold of my dick and began to feel it and my balls and I responded by playing with his cock. The guy indicated that we should go into the cubicle at the end of the row and he led me there. He pushed me inside and followed, locking the door after him. He indicated that I should sit on the toilet seat and he stood in front of me, his long cock waving and throbbing in front of my face. I knew what he wanted, and I tentatively opened my mouth and stuck out my tongue. He edged forward and I soon had the tip of his cock on my tongue and approaching my open mouth. He must have known it was my first time because he was gentle but firm and he encouraged me with little noises and friendly smiles. He had lowered his jeans and underwear and I now had free access to his cock and balls. I tried to remember how Marco had sucked me but the cock was long and I was frightened I would choke. I must have been doing something right however as he began to breath faster and his pre cum flowed freely onto my tongue and mingled with my saliva on his shaft. The guy held his shaft so that I could just suck the first bit of his cock and he encouraged me to play with his balls with my hand. He also placed his leg between my thighs and as I sucked I rubbed my dick against his hairy upper leg. I found the whole thing very exciting and when my unknown partner began to show signs of cumming I intensified my efforts and was rewarded by a shower of creamy hot spunk on my face, lips and in my hair. I licked some of the cum into my mouth and enjoyed a second taste of cum, slightly different from Marco's but pleasant enough. Almost immediately after my older partner had shot his load, my own dick exploded sending ropes of cum all over the hairy legs of the guy I was sucking. We were both covered in spunk and both looked a mess. It was only then I noticed that there was nothing to clean up with but fortunately they guy I had met had come prepared and produced some paper towels, which we used to clean ourselves up. Once we were fully straightened up. The guy whispered, "Thanks, son. You were good for a first timer. I'm Ian. Hope to see you again soon. Same tie next week, perhaps? You go first I'll follow in a little while." "OK", I whispered back and unlocked the door and seeing the coast was clear, I left the toilets and returned to school. After school I wanted to rush home and have a slow wank thinking of the guy I had sucked off, and the experience of having a cock in my mouth for the first time. My mother was in preparing the dinner so I said I needed to change and freshen up. She nodded and I was able to spend a few minutes bring back the memories and giving myself yet another satisfying wank. I realised that I had enjoyed the taste of the cum that I had tried both in Italy and here in the UK and that I wanted to have more. I enjoyed the feel of a cock in my mouth more than I expected and also wanted to try more. I also wanted to see whether the taste and feel of a cut cock was different from an uncut one. I was becoming a cock-sucking whore. I wanted to experiment with other people and I also wanted to go further with TJ than just our usual wank sessions. I did not have an opportunity to go back to the park that week as I was involved in various school activities and this kept me busy most lunch times. Nor did I see anything of or hear from TJ, which was strange. I tried to telephone him one evening but his father answered and was not his usual friendly self and told me very curtly that TJ was not available. I wondered what was the matter and asked my mother if she knew if there was any trouble at the village shop. She told me she had not heard anything and I said that TJ's father had been rather short. My mother said I must have caught him at a bad moment. I still had not seen TJ by the weekend and so I decided to call round for him at the shop. This time I met his mother who looked just as unfriendly as she could be, quite different from the normal greeting she traditionally gave me. I asked if TJ was in and she said he was but was 'not available'. I was puzzled, what could have happened? Whatever it was - and it must be serious - I was determined to find out. This was difficult as the flat where TJ lived was above the shop. The phone went either to the shop or the house and there was no guarantee that if I rang I could speak to TJ. The only solution was to leave a note for him. We had devised a secret place where we could leave notes in an emergency so I scribbled a quick note asking TJ to meet me on Sunday at 4 p.m. in the den. If he didn't show up he should leave me a reply explaining what was going on. The next day I went to the den but there was still no sign of TJ and no message from him either. I waited for a short while and then returned home. On the way I looked at our secret letter drop and found a reply to my note. It was short and clearly hurried. "Sorry can't make it. Been grounded for the time being. Will explain as soon as I can. TJ" This response got me even more concerned. What could TJ have done to have been punished in this way? I determined that I would see TJ the next day. This would be possible as the last lesson of the day was Religious Education and I was exempted from it. So instead of doing my homework at the school library as usual, I would leave early and catch TJ on the bus home. The next day I put my plan into operation and managed to catch the early bus home in the afternoon. I felt a bit awkward as I was the only person from my school on the bus and TJ was with his friends from his school. He saw me and gave a sheepish smile but did not come to sit near me until we were almost at our village. When he sat down I began to ask him questions. "TJ, what is the matter? What's happened to you? Why haven't you been out? I've missed seeing you for ages?" TJ grimaced and then said, "Haven't got much time so I'll have to be quick. My parents have grounded me. They caught me doing something and they are punishing me for it." "OK, but what did you do, TJ?" "I can't tell you here and you won't like it when I do. I may be able to sneak out later in the week and I'll tell you everything then. OK?" "OK", I replied, feeling even worse than before. "But make it as soon as possible. Leave a message in the usual place and I'll check every day." I got off the bus a stop early and walked back the long way so that I arrived nearer to my normal time. TJ travelled on into the village and had disappeared indoors before I got back. For the next three days I checked for messages and finally there was one. It merely had a day and time on it. The following day, as arranged I met TJ at the den. There he told me what had happened. He had been in his room and thought he was alone. He had begun reading a sex magazine that a friend from school had given him. It had got him going and he had undone his trousers and had started to wank off looking at the pictures. TJ explained that there were pictures of men and women having oral sex and a few pictures of men spunking up. He was so engrossed in his magazine that he had not heard his mother return and she had opened the door of his room to see his erect cock being pounded as TJ looked at the picture. TJ's mother, a devout Catholic, had become very angry while TJ had tried to redress himself and stuff his throbbing cock back inside his clothes. The noise had brought TJ's father upstairs to find out what was going on and, he too, had hit the roof. The magazine was snatched from TJ, ripped to shreds before his eyes; TJ was fined his month's allowance and confined to the house for an indeterminate period. I could only sympathise with TJ and with his misfortune and I reached across to comfort him and to offer my usual comforting hand on his cock. I was slightly surprised when he held me off as he usually enjoyed the physical if mechanical side of our relationship. I sensed there was more to be said and held off. Then he continued, "I know that we have had sex fun with each other and that it has been enjoyable but I'm not sure you will want to hear the rest and I'll quite understand if you are offended by what I say next. You see, it wasn't just that I was looking at the pictures, that was bad but it was the fact that I found the sight of the men's hard dicks and their spunk so much more exciting than looking at the girls in the pictures. I kept imagining being with the guys rather than the girls and playing with them like the girls do, that's what so wrong. I know I enjoy wanking with you but now I want more, so much more. I want to develop a real man-to-man relationship. You see, Sam, I think I'm not like you....I think....I think I may be gay. There I've said it now and if you never want to talk to me again, I'll understand." I smiled at him reassuringly and again pressed my hand against TJ's crotch and felt for his cock. Now it was my turn to speak, "I'm not upset. I'm glad. As you know, I've experimented with other guys, what you don't know is how many and how much I've enjoyed it. You see, TJ, I'm gay too and I've never had the courage to tell you. Like you there are so many more things I'd like to do to you and with you that would make us happy. Including this." As I finished I lowered my head and began to run my mouth over the mound in TJ's trousers where his expanding cock was clearly visible. TJ groaned with pleasure and we lay on the floor of our cave and I released his cock and proceeded to suck him off. TJ was so excited that he came almost immediately but the sight and sound of his release was a joy to my ears. TJ watched with mounting excitement as I licked his fresh hot tasty cum into my mouth and having shown him the creamy jizz on my tongue had finally swallowed it. A little later and with only a minimum of coaching TJ returned the favour to me and brought me to orgasm with a skilled performance by one undertaking his first oral stimulation of another person's dick. At the end of the session we both cried with relief and I began to plan how I might introduce more interesting activities for TJ to participate in. From that day on our relationship changed, although we did not tell our parents. Gradually we developed our relationship and enjoyed all aspects of man on man sex. By way of conclusion, all the events described here happened a number of years ago but TJ and I are still together and enjoy a warm and caring relationship together, although we also like from time to time to meet and have fun with new and old friends. If you liked the story please let me know, cutrose40@yahoo.com