Date: Wed, 11 Jul 2012 15:55:10 +1030 From: Philip Whitney Subject: Sexual Awakening - Part 8 Part 8 Returning Home My mother carried on as if I did not exist. The few words she spoke to me when I arrived home was that she would never forgive me for not becoming a Priest. My father was hardly ever home, as his job was 'fly in fly out', a Western Australian phenomenon. My one saving grace was my beautiful brother, Mikey. He was two years my junior, but unlike me he was cheeky, cocky and full of confidence. I hadn't had much to do with him in the last twelve months, as he didn't get on with my mother too well and used a million excuses to stay over at friends places. I couldn't believe how much he had grown. His birthday was a month before mine and he turned 14. I was soon to be 16, but I had certainly been kissed. Mikey and I had separate rooms, but shared an adjoining bathroom. He had never been shy at exposing his naked body and had always teased me about the way I covered myself in front of him. I was pretty miserable the first night at home. I missed my friends, I hated the way my mum was behaving towards me and I had to go back to the Christian Brothers school that I had always bad memories of. I was laying in bed completely naked when Mikey tapped on my door from the bathroom. He was just wearing sleep boxers and I admired his developing body as he approached my bed and sat next to me.. He was really nice to me and caring, telling me how he thought mum was being a bitch and stuff like that. After a while it must have just registered that I had no top on and he smiled and tweaked my right nipple. "Hey! What's this, no pajama jacket, Maddy?" My name is Phil, but my second name is Maddison and Mikey had always called me Maddy. I grinned mischievously and lifted the sheet. "No bottoms either," I replied. Mikey's jaw dropped as he almost screamed: "What the fuck did they teach you at that school?" Again I grinned mischievously and replied: "Why do you think I no longer want to be a Priest?" He laughed, kissed me on the cheek and said goodnight. School was very different than the Seminary. To start with there were girls, girls and more girls. I was the newbie and they all thought I was nothing short of a god. Mikey was very popular at school with both boys and girls, so as Mikey's big bro I was an immediate hit. I was amazingly shy with girls and used to blush bright red when they spoke to me. This only made them think I was even cuter. Mikey had told me to get into the sports quickly and I would make heaps of friends. My running and swimming were immediate hits and since I also played football and basketball, I was going to be kept very busy. The girls seemed to follow me around, but I quickly realized that I was more interested in the guys at training than any of the girls. About three months after my return home Dad was sounding off about some guy at his work who was gay and how it made him sick to think about what gays do together. This seemed to go on all week and culminated with him laying down the law to us at the meal table. He said if he ever found out we had fooled around with guys he would throw us out of the house. I knew then that I had to be very careful until I left home. The language at school was also very different than the Seminary. Guys were always using words like 'Poofter' and 'Faggot' and generally making homophobic comments. Weaker kids were often pushed around in the change rooms with comments like: "Were you looking at my dick you faggot?" Then they would go up to them and smack them across the face with their semi hard dick and say: "Do you want to suck it?" This always brought laughs from all sides, so I really knew that telling people I liked boys was not an option. I had to pretend to be straight. To keep up this pretense I had to go on a few dates with girls. Fortunately it was mostly only to the movies with a big group of friends and occasionally to a party. At a party I was expected to do stuff though and so I became an expert at pretending to enjoy making out with a girl. I had always enjoyed kissing, so closing my eyes and imagining I was kissing Sean or Jamie back at the Seminary usually got me through. It also sent the blood rushing to my dick, so it sent the right message to the girls. Fortunately most of the girls were from Italian families and their big brothers were always around. This meant they couldn't get up to much, so I was safe. There was one girl, however, who had been drinking a lot at a party and she squeezed my dick a few times. Then when we were making out, she lay on top of me and ground her hips into me. I cum in my undies. The word got around. About two months after my 16th birthday out of the blue Mikey came into my room from our bathroom wearing just a towel. I was sitting on my bed reading in just my boxers and he sat down next to me. We greeted each other and he leaned in and kissed me on the cheek. I smiled at him and told him I just had one page to finish the chapter. As I closed the book he said: "I am really sore all over from training, can you please give me a massage like you used to?" "Sure!" I replied "I'll go get some stuff." Stepping out of the bathroom I stopped dead in my tracks. Mikey had removed his towel and was laying on it along the center of my bed face down completely naked. I paused for some time admiring the shear beauty of my young brother. We always used to bath together when we were young, but I hadn't seen him naked for years. He had been training really hard for weeks and it was showing in the muscle tone in his back, shoulders and his arms stretched above his head, but what really had my heart racing was his firm rounded bum cheeks. My dick twitched involuntarily and my breathing became shallow. I tried to speak, but couldn't get the words out. My head was spinning and my dick was tenting my boxers. I hadn't had sex for months and here I was desiring my beautiful fourteen year old brother. I had to control myself, this was wrong. Mikey's feet were sticking over the edge of the bed, so I knelt down, poured a small amount of oil on my hands and started to massage the soles. I thought if I really got into it, things would settle down. After kneading with my thumbs on each of his insteps I slowly moved up to his calf muscles. They were really tight and as I worked my way up towards the back of his knees, Mikey's moans indicated I was doing okay. Time to move up to his thighs, but here I had a problem. My bed was a queen and Mikey was right in the middle. I couldn't access his thighs from the side, so I decided to climb onto the bed. Things were not settling down. Here I was straddling my bro's lower legs massaging first his left thigh then his right. All the time my eyes were glued to the two firm globes of youthful flesh in front of me. Then his voice said: "Do my bum its sore." The skin on his bum was like a pink peach, so soft and smooth with a light covering of tiny hairs. I fought hard to control my urge to spread his cheeks apart and expose his puckered hole. As I started to manipulate his bum, I realized that Mikey was very slowly humping my bed. I was no longer massaging deeply with my thumbs, but gently caressing my brother's velvet skin. In order to massage Mikey's back I had to straddle his thighs. This, however, meant each time I moved up his back with my hands my rock hard dick was forced into the crack between Mikey's cheeks. He quickly realized this and started pushing up against me as I got into a rhythm. I closed my eyes and continued to caress his muscular back. After some time he brought me out of my trance by saying it was time for the front. I climbed off the bed and stared at my bro as he slowly turned over, exposing his rigid boner to me for the first time. It was a beautiful sight, almost a replica of my own and almost six inches in length. Unlike mine, his pubes were trimmed and enhanced the overall image, making him even more desirable. With a big grin on his face he whispered: "Might as well get rid of those. They don't seem to be doing much." Looking down I realized my throbbing member was sticking right out of the fly of my boxers and leaking precum like a sieve. Standing naked in front of my bro for the first time in many years I whispered: "We are brothers. Are you happy with doing this?" His reply was quick: " Do you really think I needed a massage? Get back up here and kiss me. I have wanted to do this since you told me you slept naked." And kiss we did. Fortunately our parents bedroom is at the opposite end of our house, so once they are in bed we are never interrupted. We kissed and kissed until or lips were sore. Then with Mikey on his back I slowly moved down his body licking and kissing as I went. His dick twitched several times as I eagerly engulfed it with my lips. It didn't take long for him to cum and he was surprised I swallowed it all. I moved back up to hold him in my arms a share his cum with a loving kiss. Our sexual encounter was often repeated. We never made plans to enjoy each others bodies, it was something that just happened. Sometimes in the shower, sometimes before bed and occasionally I was awakened in the night with Mikey sliding into my bed naked. At first I felt guilty because he was my brother, but the longer it continued the less guilt I felt. Mum seemed to be happy that we were getting along well and she even started being nicer to me. Dad with his 'fly in, fly out' job was just dad and we both tried to stay clear of him when he was home. We discussed sex a lot. I told Mikey all about the Seminary and he told me he had been fooling with Josh, his best mate for over a year now. He said they usually sixty nined, but lately Josh wanted to take it a step further and fuck. Mikey told me he was scared that it would hurt too much and I agreed that I was also scared to take that step as well. In all the porn videos I had watched, the guy getting fucked seemed to be in terrible pain and I often wondered what was the point. Having sex was supposed to be a pleasure. It all seemed stupid to me at the time. Mikey had introduced me to a site called Nifty, which I perused daily and took over as my major wanking tool. Each time I enjoyed a story I wrote to the author and told him so. One day I was amazed when I got a reply from an author thanking me for my comments. Out corresponding continued and eventually I informed him that I wrote short sexy stories. He persuaded me to send one off to Nifty. After much thought I did and was amazed that it was accepted. I received many emails about it and one in particular was from a young guy in America, called Trevor. As with all of them I replied to his and then he replied again and suddenly we were friends. It turned out he was just fifteen years old and at an exclusive Boarding School. We had so much in common with sport and other interests that we started chatting on Yahoo. It became a daily ritual and sometimes we chatted for two or three hours. His room mate, John was also his boy friend and they had recently moved on from blow jobs to fucking. It also turned out that he had younger brothers, Mark and Pete and many cousins who were all into incestuous relationships, which gave a new meaning to 'Family Get Togethers' at Christmas and the like, with five horny teens sharing a bedroom. His youngest brother, Pete had the longest dick and was called "Pencil Dick" by all the others, but they all enjoyed its probing. I also started chatting with Trev's boy friend John and with Mark his middle brother. They all enjoyed my sense of humor and after months of daily chat, they started planning a visit to Australia. Mikey also began communicating with Trevor and I guess that's where the idea of fucking reared its head again. Trevor made it sound so easy and enjoyable, and since they had never had other partners they never used condoms. Months had gone by, Mikey had turned fifteen and I had just had my seventeenth birthday. Our parents had gone away on holiday and for the first time had left us home alone. To celebrate I had driven to the next town (Yeah I now had my driving licence) and using a fake ID, purchased some Beer and Vodka. We always had a stock of 'Red Bull' drinks in the house. (Mum thought they were good for sportsmen.) Mikey had heard that if you mixed Vodka and red Bull it made an awesome drink called a Snake. We planned on having a party at the weekend, but decided to try out this new drink. We downed the first Snake very quickly and poured a second. Mum had bought me the 'Black Eyed Peas' CD for my birthday and while i was getting the drinks, Mikey pressed play and turned up the volume. Dancing to the Peas quickly gets you hot and sweaty, so it wasn't long before our shirts were off. Mikey later removed his jeans, revealing he was wearing his sports jock. He seemed to be putting on a show for me and kept flexing his muscles. My dick flexed instantly on seeing my awesome fifteen year old bro trying to seduce me. His naked torso glistened in the light and when he turned and bent over to reveal his virgin orifice, my dick almost exploded, forcing me to remove my own jeans. Two drinks later the music stopped. I expected another CD, but instead Mikey came over to me and bringing my near naked body against his, he started to kiss me deeply. I placed my hands on his twin globes of pleasure and pressed our dicks together as our tongues exploredeach others tonsils. Kissing Mikey had always been good, but fueled by the 'Snakes' it was unbelievable. I slowly sank to my knees licking his skin as I descended down his body. With my hands caressing his peachy globes I nibbled on the bulge in his jock. Using my teeth I lifted the waistband over his throbbing torpedo and allowed his jock to slip to the carpet beneath us. My hands spread his cheeks apart and after licking my finger I tried to search for his prostate. Amazingly it slipped in easily as if he was already lubed up. With no one in the house we didn't have to keep quiet and Mikey's moans of pleasure could have been heard on the road outside. His cum always tasted delicious and with a mouthful to share I again returned to some oral Olympics. I expected Mikey to return the favor, but instead he grabbed my hand and proceeded to drag me along the hall to his bedroom. His bed was already covered in a large beach towel and when he lay back onto his bed I was surprised to see him lift his legs up to expose his perfect pucker. " I want you to fuck me, Phil." He said with a smile." It is Josh's fifteenth birthday next week and I want to give him a special present, but I want you to be my first, cos I love you and know you will be gentle. Once I have done it a few times with you, I will feel confident to have Josh inside me." Lifting his legs over each of my shoulders I proceeded to make sure my bro was ready for me. Neither of us had used our tongues before, but as I very gently touched the tip of mine against his perfect rose bud, i wondered why we had waited so long. With each gentle stab of my tongue Mikey flexed his bum cheeks together and squealed with pleasure. Then with my mouth covering the whole area I pushed my tongue further into him. I wiggled it around and also sucked hard. Mikey was thrusting his hips all over the bed and almost screaming with delight. The head of my dick was already well lubed with precum, so when I removed my tongue and pressed my dick up against him, it slipped in easily with hardly a grimace on Mikey's face. I eased it in slowly till my silken pubes were up against his peachy fuzz. It felt amazing and at last I understood what it was all about. I slowly pulled out and then back in and did this a few times. Each time I pulled out Mikey flexed his bum muscles, which grasped the head of my dick not wanting it to leave. Slowly but surely we got into a rhythm and as I moved towards my first eruption I leaned down and kissed him on his lips. Mikey sucked my tongue so hard I thought he was going to rip it off and swallow it. The tears that flowed from both of us were tears of joy. My dick was deflating rapidly, but was still held inside Mikey and his flexing bum muscles were milking every drop of cum out of me. His own cum was pooled on his chest, which then spread between us as I slowly slipped from his warm inside and collapsed onto his chest. We lay still for a very long time, hugging each other tightly. I felt warm breath escape Mikey's mouth as he whispered:" Thank you!" The thought that I shouldn't have done that crossed my mind only briefly, before Mikey had slipped from under me and was busy lubing up my hole for his own already hard dick to explore. He said he wanted me on all fours and as he slowly entered my hidden domain, his arms wrapped around me and fondled my nipples. Mikey didn't take long to cum again. May be because I was pretty tight inside. He was too quick for me and as he slipped his deflating dick out of me, I don't even think he realized I hadn't cum yet. We made love to each other several times over the next two days. Twice in the shower, three times in bed and once on the kitchen cupboards. Mikey seemed to prefer the doggy style, whereas my priestly training seemed to direct me into the missionary position.At school for the first time ever Mikey brought Josh over and had lunch with me and my mates. Everytime I looked his way we made eye contact and smiled. Surely what we had done over the weekend couldn't be wrong. For the rest of the week we slept together and made love to each other, but on Friday Mikey packed his bag to go to Josh's for the party weekend. As far as I know Josh was unaware of what his present would be, but I surely knew he would enjoy it. As for me, I was now totally sexually awakened. All I needed now was a boy friend.