Date: Wed, 12 Nov 2003 22:47:55 -0800 (PST)
From: little bit <elizbit54@yahoo.com>
Subject: Skeeter N Kyle Chapter 3

I almost stopped writing about mine and Kyles life but so many people have
asked me to continue that I really want you all to know our story, But as I
said at the end of my last chapter this chapter is not a happy one.

			 Skeeter N Kyle chapter 3

Kyle and I woke up the next morning planing to start living a life we had
both wanted so long to have and finally we had it, we had each other. Kyle
and I had found ourselves happier then either of us had even imagined
possible. We spent everyday just holding each other and enjoying one
anothers affection. This was the happiest time I can remember to this day,
I have more then once wished I could go back to those days and relive the
life we had.

  There is one day that really stands out to me. Kyle and I had gotten
overly close and affectionate in the middle of Walmart in Griffin which is
the next town over from Jackson. We had run into a few teens from Griffin
that noticed, It didn't go over very well. The boys became offensive and
things got ugly. Here was Kyle and myself fighting with 3 guys in the
parking lot. Needless to say the other guys won and Kyle and I had been
outed in a very public setting. We didn't mind some people knowing about us
we just didnt want everyone to know. That was the last time I went to that
walmart. I was terribly afraid of some of my own family finding out aswell
as Kyles.

  That night as we lay in the bed just holding each other when I just lost
all control over myself and broke down. I began to cry and without a word
Kyle just curled his arms around me and held tight I just layed there
crying for what seemed then like hours. Even as I look back on it, it still
seems like hours. Kyle never spoke a word, He just keep holding me tight
When all the fear had passed and I settled down for only the second time
since we had met, Kyle slowly leaned in and kissed me. Not a kiss of lust,
passion or affection, but one of comfort. It was the longest sweetest and
most delicate kiss I had even had. It was almost as if he were trying to
take my pain and fear out through just the one kiss and believe it or not
it worked. I just lay there when the kiss was over. I was so stunned and
amazed out how comforting and concerned he had been. I had just fallen even
further in love with the most wonderful guy god ever put forth apon this
earth.

We just lay there for along time then for some reason I leaned into him and
just began to slowly kiss him from his forehead to his toes. We made love
again that night like we had never done before. He was so gentle with
me. He lay on top of me slowly making love to me so gently I could barly
even tell he was inside me. I knew in that moment that as long as I had
Kyle nothing else would ever matter and no one could ever hurt me again.
They night be able to beat, cut, stab, shoot or what ever other physical
damage you can think of to me, but they could never and I mean never again
Hurt me, Because what ever they could do to me Kyle could make all better
with just a touch.

Kyle and I lived in a typical mid Georgia red necks heaven trailer park. We
lived in a small town called Jackson in middle Georgia. Well things were
going wonderfull for Kyle and I untill afew of the trailer trash red necks
started to suspect us of being gay and in a relationship.  That is when
things started to get hard for us. It had gotten hard enough that even Kyle
was affraid of what people might do. I guess I should tell you that by this
point in time I was now 17 and Kyle was 14. One night we had went to bed
doing our usual. Well the next morning when we woke up it was to someone
knocking at the front door which woke us pretty quickly beings that we
normally slept on the pull out bed in the living room. I am not sure why we
did that but we did. Well Kyle and I both were wearing only our underwear/
I got up to open the door assuming it was just one of our friends and Kyle
stayed in the bed. When I opened the door I was shocked at what and who I
saw. As I opened the door I was staring a cop face to face.  There was a
moment of shock before I could ask him what he needed but when I did he
told me that they police had been called and a report had been filed about
a 17 year old (me) having sex with a 14 year old (Kyle). By this point Kyle
was up and at my side both of us scared shitless and at the same time
trying to deny what the officer had been told. Well he asked if he could
come into the house for which I tried to get out of but to no avail he just
told me he had probable cause which meant he could enter with or without my
consent. So in he came and once in the house there was no denying anything.
As I said we always slept on the fold out couch. Well the first thing he
seen upon entering the home was our KY liquid sitting on the end table with
a towel under it that we allways used to clean up afterwards.

  He took Kyle from the house and put him in the car and began to question
me as to what Kyle and I had been doing and if in fact Kyle and I were
having sex for which I told him no that we were just very good friends and
that the KY was from where we would jack off at times looking at playboy
mags and such. He then proceeded to tell me that becuase I was over the age
of 16 that if they found any evidence that Kyle and I were having sex they
could put me in jail. So I told him once again that we were not all the
time hoping and praying to god that Kyle told him the same. Which Kyle did
tell him we were not having sex that we were just very good friends and
that we just jacked off together sometimes. I guess you should know that in
Ga. the age of consent is 16 and since I was over it and Kyle was under he
very well could have charges me with stachatory rape and I would have went
to jail, But without any proof there wasnt much he could do. All he could
do was the worst thing possible to me and Kyle. He had the right to tell us
we were not allowed to be around one another and if we broke the
restraining order that Kyle would be placed under state care and I would go
to jail. This was the most horrible thing he could have done. Kyle and I
had lost each other and we had no control over it at all. They took Kyle to
the station and called his mother to come get him and told her that they
had restrained us from being around or speaking to one another untill Kyle
was of age. Rhonda ( Kyles Mother) did not know about us or even about
Kyle. Well later that night Rhonda called me at my uncles house which is
where I had been forced to stay from that day forward since we could not be
near each other I had to leave my home. She told me that night that she
didnt know if any of it was true or not and that she really didnt care
aslong as Kyle was happy it didnt matter to her and that in time things
would be okay and that Kyle and I would be back together soon. I asked her
if I could please talk to him for which against the police order she
allowed me to and he was crying so bad I couldnt understand a word that he
spoke save 3. All I under stood was the words I love you. Rhonda got back
on the phone and told me that this would be the last time I would speak to
my lover untill things were settled. I didnt hear my babies voice again for
7 months. During those 7 months Kyle and I both attempted suicide more then
once. 2 Days before Kyle was again allowed to speak to me I had almost
succeeded. I had overdosed and been commited once again. I had almost not
made it. The doctors had told my mother if she had been any later getting
me to the hospital I might not have lived and that I may even have some
damaged from the drugs I had ODed on.

  I was in the nut house for awhile, but I did get out alot faster this
time thanks to being puit on enough meds to knock a elephant over. When I
got out I got what was the first call from the only person I wanted to hear
from the same day I got out. My mom brought me the phone and when I said
hello I heard Kyles voice and began to cry. I remember Kyle telling me to
calm down that doing these kinds of things were not going to make things
any better that the police had dropped everything and that we would soon be
together again.

Okay that is it for now my friends. Kyle and mines reunion will be my next
chapter.

Thanks for reading and Love to all, But most exspecailly my dear sweet Kyle
I love you allways baby.

Skeeter