Streetwise
by Lark jet2lark (at) gmail (dot) com 

Part 13:

I put on my faded old tee shirt, tied my shoes and stood there looking at them asleep in bed. What I was afraid would happen, happened. Marko and Boyscout were intertwined with each other and probably both as hard as can be. I moved quietly around the room I collecting things I might need and put them into my backpack.

Once out on the street I realized that I was running away. If Marko wants Boyscout and Boyscout wants Marko I guess that's how its gonna be. Is it isn't going to make Marko love me if I fight it out with Boyscout who is smaller than me? I just don't know what else to do...

I left all the gifts I had given Marko like the little metal skeleton and the fuzzy stuffed dolphin. I even left the picture I had painted of him and me together. It wasn't very good, but I always felt that it meant something even if he didn't like it. I left all that stuff because I wanted him to think of me every time he saw it. If this part of my life was over I really didn't want it anyway. I was really hurt inside but strangely, I also felt free.

 

 

The Runaway, Runaway:

It was late afternoon when I got to the park. I sat on the benches lining the park and watched, old people, dog walkers and joggers. There was traffic on the street, cars and buses and taxi dropping off and picking up people.

"Michael!"

I looked and saw Tony. Tony was a cool kid my age. He glided up next to me on his skateboard. "What's up?"

I said, "Nothin."

He sat on the bench next to me. Tony wore a blue sock hat pulled down almost over his eyes. His black hair stuck out all around his cute face.

He was a friend from school, at least when I still went to school. We sat together and watched while it slowly got dark and the brilliant city lights began to take over.

I got up the courage to ask him. "Tony, you think I could stay at your place for a few days?"

Without looking at me he said, "No way, my Dad is always pissed off. Wish I could, but I can't."

After a bit Tony stood up, dropped his skateboard and held it in place with one foot.

He said, "Ok Bro, later."

With that, he pushed off and was gone.

 

After awhile I got a McDonald's and a coke and when it got late I went into the park along the walkways and found a nice bench lit by a lamp post. I thought to myself, someone is sure to hit on me here.

A very good looking guy who looked like some kind of college student came up to me and said, "You hot or what?"

I looked at him but didn't say anything.

Then he said, "You up for fuckin around?"

With that he looked towards a thick grouping of trees and then back at me. It was not my habit but since I was feeling out on my own so I asked anyway.

"For $20 I will."

The guy smiled at me and said, "Sorry, I don't pay for sex.."

He gave out a short laugh and turned and headed farther into the park.

The guy had nice shoes and expensive clothes. He was sort of perfect in every way. I looked down at my old tee shirt that once belonged to Marko and my dirty Nikes. I knew that someone like him would never let someone let me live with him. Maybe I'm just not worth $20. I think I hated him anyway.

He was old, I don't know old but you know what I mean. He stood there looking nervous. I thought I saw him earlier but maybe he was too afraid to come up to me but now, here he was. Our communication was no more than visual. I gave him a friendly look and got up and started walking towards the seclusion of trees out of the light of the lamp post. When I looked back, he was following me.

I didn't ask for money this time. I hoping that he would think of it himself.

In and amongst the dark trees we were a two anonymous shadows. Up close to him I began to imaging his cock. Was it big, what was it like? I was preparing myself to suck cock but that's not what happened. He quickly lowered himself before me and pulled my pants down freeing my own cock. He took it into his mouth and began to suck hard. It didn't feel good at first and it really wasn't what I wanted. My boner was involuntary but for some reason I didn't want to cum. Roughly up and down, up and down in front of me was more unsettleing than pleasurable and exciting. The stranger was in desperation and I felt like he was taking something from me and I didn't want to give it.

The only way I could imagine cuming into this man's mouth was to imagine Boyscout or Marko cuming into my mouth. It was those thoughts and pictures that was the only thing that could even bring me close. I didn't want to do it but I was trying to make myself do it... And for what, money, money to survive?

I was almost on my way when he suddenly stopped. In the distance there were the flickering and flashing blue and red cop car lights. This meant high danger to both of us. The man rose up, turned and fled, leaving me alone and by myself... The cop car drove off and I returned to my place on the bench.

Much later that night I ran into the tall dark man that had given me money from the night before. Unlike the man that had just run off, he was cool and relaxed, self confident and part of me liked him. He sat on the bench next to me.

"Since I already used you once, I'll give you only $10. this time. "

I knew it was a joke but it fed into the low regard I had for myself.

He calmly asked, "You think you can take my cock up your ass?"

My face was expressionless and I shrugged my shoulders. My answer meant two things to the dark man. One, I didn't exactly know if I could take his cock up my ass and two, he now knew it had been done to me before so I was worth a try.

He stood up and quietly said, "Ok, let's do it."

We both stood up and walked into the woods.

 

When you agree to suck someone's cock or let them fuck you up the ass, you become part of their world and the only thing that matters is them. I think I like it because I completely let go of myself. All the things that I don't like about me, vanish and I become part of a person, a person that I don't even know.

He handles me with firm and arrogant confidence and moves me here or there just to suit him. Out comes his big stiff cock and I am unable to look away. I suck him and spit on his cock in preparation for what is coming. His command over me is effortless and so thrilling. Pants down, I turn and give myself to him. Holding me in place, he penetrates me and quickly fucks hard and long. When he arrives, his warm cum fills me up with beautiful, selfish intensity. It is a glowing fluid that is all about him...

Pants down, lying on the ground, I look up and he is gone...