Date: Tue, 26 May 2015 23:00:38 +0000 (UTC) From: Beaumonte Bill Subject: Sucking Scott Part 38 Scott and I were childhood friends. We would jack off together in the woods behind his house unit his father caught us one day. I really wanted to suck Scott's cock but never had the opportunity. When Scott's father caught us and I was scared to death that he would tell my parents, but fortunately he didn't. It did bring things to an abrupt halt. I never got to suck Scott, but wish I had. This series is about how I really wish things had happened. Scott, if you read this please contact me – perhaps we could still make this happen. Perhaps one day I will re-connect with Scott and pick up where we left off. –Bill (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com) Sucking Scott 38 I awoke and found myself thinking about Eydie. I had been experiencing a lot of really kinky activities, and last night was perhaps among the most extreme. I wondered if all that kink was what I really wanted -- I felt a strong desire to have a more normal life, and enjoy a nice girl like Eydie. As I considered this I had to chuckle, since Eydie was a cross dresser. She had been through a lot of adversity as her father made her serve his friends and perform for porn. Now she had something of a "normal" life, and I strongly desired to help her build a life -- a life I wanted to share with her. I had breakfast and left for school. Scott was on the bus, and I agreed to blow him. I knew I had to blow Scott whenever he demanded it, and while I enjoyed it, I was also trapped as a cocksucker with no way out. I agreed to blow Scott at lunch time. Throughout the morning classes I wondered if I could stop or reduce my cocksucking. One one hand I truly loved to suck a man to climax, but didn't like being trapped as a cocksucker. For now, there were a number of guys who had the right to demand blowjobs whenever they wanted. At lunch time I met Scott at the Drama Club room. Scott was there, along with Rudy. I thought it was pretty gutsy of Rudy to just show up for a blowjob without setting it up with me first, but he does have the power to expose me, so I have to go along with him. The both entered one of the practice rooms for another joint blowjob. I sucked Scott first, and then Rudy, swallowing both of their loads and thanking them. I had a quick lunch and went to my afternoon classes, resolving to avoid having to suck at other guys whims. I decided get on the bus late, so I would not be sitting in the back with Jack. I really liked blowing him, but I didn't like being required to blow him. I was beginning to question if I should still be a cocksucker at all -- I loved it, but wasn't sure I wanted to be the active cocksucker I have been. I got home and changed my clothes and walked to Jim and Melissa's house. Eydie was staying with them for a few weeks until things settled down at home. Her foster parents had reported Ed, her old male self as a run-away so that her old self could cease to exist. I arrived and Melissa welcomed me in. Eydie wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me. This was the kind or relationship I really craved, and I resolved to do all I could to secure it. I took Eydie to the couch and we continued kissing. I reached my hand under her skirt, but placed a hand on mine, stopping me. She released my hand and removed her panties and handed them to me, saying, "Now you may proceed." I reached under her skirt again and took her balls into my hand. "Have you decided what to do about these?" I asked. "I really love being a girl," she said, "and in order for me to be more girlie I suppose they will have to go." "Are you sure about that?" I asked, "once they are gone you can never be a boy again." "If you will be with me," she replied, "I never want to be a boy again." "Eydie dear, I love you," I said, "but maybe I'm not right for you." "What do you mean?" Eydie asked, "how could you NOT be right for me?" "Do you remember how you first met me," I asked, "before I met Eydie?" "You were blowing Scott in the fog," she said. "Yes, I was," I said, "so I'm not like normal boys." "What do you mean by normal?" Eydie asked. "Normal boys aren't cocksuckers, and I am," I confessed. "So you have sucked a few cocks," Eydie said, "what's the big deal?" "It's been more than just a few," I confessed, "much more. "How many?" she asked. "I don't really know," I said, "and am embarrassed to admit to you how many." "Bill, my love," said Eydie, "I have trusted you and I want you to trust me enough to tell me the truth, no matter how embarrassing." "I looked down in shame and said, "Hundreds of blowjobs." "And you are ashamed of that?" Eydie asked. "I haven't been, but as I think about being with you, I think I want to be a better guy for you," I said. "So I make you want to be more respectable?" she asked. "Yes, I suppose that is it," I said, "I have come to desire you more and more, and want to make a life with you, but can't help but think you would never have me if you knew the truth." "Have you told me the truth?" she asked. "Yes, I have." I confessed. "Then I know the truth and still want you -- you have shown me kindness like no other, and opened my eyes to a life I couldn't even have dreamed of," she replied, " and I want you to be my man for as long as you will have me." "Do you want to keep sucking?" she asked. "I'm afraid I am torn about that. I do like sucking," I responded, "but am not so sure I want to be a cocksucker, but there are some guys I have to suck, or they will expose me." "Well, if you really do want to at least cut back," she said, "why not only suck those you must, and not look for more?" "I can try that," I said, "because I do want to be a better guy for you. I'll work on that, and if you will be my girl from now on, let's work on building your future as a girl." We discussed what needed to happen, now that Ed was going to out of the picture. Eydie would have to get her own birth certificate, have her balls removed, and begin taking female hormones. Once Eydie had firmly agreed that it was what she wanted, we went to tell Jim and Melissa. Jim agreed to get Eydie a new birth certificate, showing her born as a girl to the Fletchers. It will show St. Vincent's as the birth hospital because it had burned down a few years earlier, and all records were lost, so nobody could ever verify the authenticy. Jim and Melissa would take Eydie to the doctor to removed Melissa's balls years ago. He would also prescribe the female hormones that will cause her to develop breasts and other female traits. All this was going to be expensive however, and Jim agreed to advance us the money to cover it, as long as I agreed to pay him back. I quickly agreed and Eydie objected, saying it was too much to ask of me. "You aren't asking," I said, "I am offering, as the man who wants to be with you for always." I had already accumulated over $500 dollars from giving blowjobs at the strip club, and could always earn more. I agreed to bring Jim $500 tomorrow to get things started. Eydie kissed me and then asked if it would be alright to take me up to her room, to which Jim and Mellissa agreed. We went upstairs and Eydie raised her skirt, offering me her lovely ass. I spread her cheeks and kissed her deeply while she moaned with delight. I put some lube on my cock and pressed it between her cheeks, being very gentle as I pressed into her. I knew that I could hurt Eydie if I went too fast, and never wanted to hurt her. I was giving her a wonderful feeling with no pain, and soon she was pressing back on me and I slipped deep inside her. We both loved this coupling, and soon I moved her onto her back on the bed, and kissed her lips while stroking in and out. I stood up while still inside Eydie an put her legs up on my shoulders. I lubed my hand and fondled her clitty until she climaxed. Seeing her cum put me over the edge and soon I was shooting inside her. After catching my breath I pulled out and went to the bathroom to clean up. I returned with a warm wash cloth and cleaned Eydie, front and back, and then lay next to her, lovingly holding her. As we lay there, she said, "When you make love to me it is so different than when those porn men raped me," she said. "Yes, I agreed, "but they didn't love you, as I do." Eydie turned to me, tears in her eyes, and said, "You are so wonderful to me -- I hope it will never end." "I plan to be with you forever, dear if you will be mine," I replied. To be continued . . . Scott, if you read this please contact me – perhaps we could still make this happen. For anyone else, feel free to contact me with your comments or requests. I'll be glad to send a copy of the Blowjob Journal and Blowjob Map to anyone requesting them. –Bill (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)