Date: Sun, 10 Nov 2019 11:15:56 -0600 From: Not Given Subject: Summer on the Lake Summer on the Lake Story By: Chaosmode Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction all characters and everything depicted in the story never happened. Any similarities to those living is totally by accident. Also this story was originally published elsewhere under my old pen name but has been edited and updated before posting here as parts of it I have since learned with more skill don't quite work right. Originally written in 2014, updated somewhat in 2019. Chapter 1 The cabin was about ten minutes from the lake, and it was two stories with glass windows on the second floor that looked huge and were about even with the tree line. The SUV had pulled up in front of the house a few minutes earlier and they were all climbing out. Jason looked up at the house again as he slipped out from the back seat waiting for a chance to get his bag. His big brother David tossed him his bag saying, "wake up dope!" Jason took the bag ignoring his sixteen year old brother as he walked up towards the house, slipping his android into his pocket while he still continued to listen to music. He pulled one of his ear buds out as he walked in and his mom told him where his room was. Jason headed off up the stairs and down the hall to the room that was his, and a few seconds later learned he was in the "wrong room" as his brother wanted that one. Jason was used to it with David, he went to the other room and laid back on his bed pulling his phone back out and pulling up a game to play for a bit. Jason was fourteen this year, his big brother was nearly seventeen (and would turn it a few weeks before school started back up). Not that it mattered that David was supposed to be more mature and nearly an adult he hardly if ever acted like it. Jason got into the game and forgot about the world outside for a moment. He hadn't wanted to come up here. His mom had insisted on getting out of the city for a few weeks during the summer. Since his dad had left his mom a year ago she had started acting a bit lost. Jason did feel bad for his mom and David didn't help matters. He was becoming even more of an asshole since their dad had left. Jason knew that it was because David blamed their mom for their dad leaving. Jason sighed and looked up when there was a knock to his door. His mom stood there, looking a bit tired. She smiled and said, "Dinner?" Jason slipped off of the bed and went downstairs to have dinner with his mom and brother. Looking at David, Jason could see their dad in his older brother. He had the same green eyes and dark brown hair that was cut short, almost buzzed. The older brother had a few zits on his forehead and while not bad looking, there was nothing stunning about him. He was already as tall as their dad as well. Jason had just turned fourteen and had not really hit his second growth spurt, he was over five feet but still just under five and a half feet. He had a similar look to his face as his brother, slightly rounded with nice features His eyes were hazel in color like his moms and his hair was more sandy brown than dark more like his mom's as well. He had inherited a bit of her features as well more so than his brother. Jason knew that he was not a bad looking teenager, but while a few girls had asked him out he hadn't found one he liked that way. Jason knew there was a reason for that, but he hadn't quite figured out what it was. He was a teenager he should have been obsessed with breasts like his friends or brother. After dinner David headed off to his room saying, "Well since I couldn't bring Sheila to this forced vacation at least I can talk to her." He headed off and Jason saw his mom sigh a bit as the older boy left. David blamed their mom for their dad leaving, Jason didn't get why he did though. Maybe David was just blind in that area? Their dad had treated their mom bad for years, including cheating on her and her forgiving him. It had shocked Jason more than anyone else when he was ten that his mom hadn't taken both of them and left. He knew that the harsh reality of raising two boys mainly alone had not let his mom the most attractive in her early forties but it hadn't excused the way his dad treated her. Jason helped his mom clear the table and said, "umm mom would it be okay if I go down to the lake to just look at it for a bit?" "Sure sweetie, just be careful okay?" Jason hugged his mom and agreed that he would be careful. He headed outside and put his ear buds in so that he could listen to some more music as he headed down the path. The lake was just down the path from the cabin and as he came out of the woods around the cabin to the clear area around the lake Jason was surprised to see it was so big. The waters were softly and slowly moving, a boat went by out on the water further away from where they were. Jason continued down, stopping at the pier, walking down it to the end and sitting down. He laid back on the pier, looking up. The sky was starting to turn reddish as the sun began to sit. It was very beautiful. Jason was thinking about how nice it was out here when someone said, "what're you listening to?" Jason turned looking to see a boy standing a bit down from him. The boy had on sneakers. Which were dark black with light green around where the laces were strung along. One of the sneakers was untied. He also wore a pair of shorts with green and gray army camouflage on them. His shirt had a scene of X-wings fighting Tie fighters with a Death Star in the back ground. The boy's head was topped with dirty blonde hair that sort of looked like it had highlights as some of it was a darker brown than other parts. His locks of hair were also curly one of them dropping before his left eye over thin framed glasses. His cheeks were dotted with light freckles that somehow went well with his sky blue eyes of which Jason could only see one at the moment. Jason sat up and saw that the boy was about four feet in height, perhaps a few inches over. He was probably ten years old. He pulled one of the ear buds out and said, "Of Monsters and Men." The boy saw that he had sat up and moved over to where he was sitting down as well as if Jason had invited him. "Ah that's cool, they have some nice music. My sister listens to them." Jason shrugged, "yeah. They're okay." he looked over at the boy again, his sky blue eyes seemed full of mischief and when he smiled a bit there was a dimple in his left cheek. "I'm Braydon." The boy held out his hand, it was smaller than his own which wasn't too surprising as the boy was obviously still a preteen. He took the hand and said, "Jason." The younger boy had a nice face and as he took in the boy Jason felt something he wasn't expecting, his dick started to rise. He pushed that away and said, "so what are you doing out here?" Braydon shrugged, "I was bored up at the house, my mom and sister were fighting and my dad was trying his best to ignore them both so he of course got into the middle of their argument eventually. I asked if I could come out to the lake and they told me that I could as long as I didn't get in the water." Jason nodded, "I see, I just wanted to get out here as well. We're visiting for the summer." Braydon said, "yeah you must be staying in the Greyson Cabin huh? We come here every summer, its a really nice place." Jason looked over at the boy again, and couldn't get over how nice he looked. Braydon saw him looking at him and he flushed a bit. Jason turned back looking out and said, "so how old are you Braydon?" "I'm almost eleven, and you?" "Fourteen, what does almost eleven mean?" Braydon shrugged, "you know, I'm two weeks away from turning eleven. I'll be eleven before school starts. I'm going into the sixth grade, you?" "Ninth. My big brother is about to be a senior." "You have a big brother? I wish I had a big brother its gotta be better than having a big sister. Although Alicia isn't really bad to me she just doesn't like a lot of the same things that I like." Jason laughed, "yeah tell me about it. David and I are nothing alike, he doesn't even like most of the things that I like and he really likes to mess with me. Trust me you're probably better off with a big sister." Braydon shrugged again, "yeah I suppose so. Are you guys going to go on the lake at all?" Jason wasn't sure, "I have no idea what our mom has planned." Braydon stood as he said, "there's my mom, she's going to want me to come inside now and take my shower and go to bed. Umm it was nice to meet you Jason." Jason agreed as he stood as well and said, "yeah you too Braydon. I like your shirt." Braydon looked up at him and flushed a bit before taking off. Jason watched the younger boy run away and as he did he realized that his dick was throbbing. He made his way back to the cabin and had to wait a bit to take a shower. As he slipped into the shower he started washing and started to think about Braydon again. The boy had been very sexy, and as he said it he realized that his dick was getting as stiff as possible. He looked down at his nearly five inches, throbbing and thick, hair just slightly around it and his balls. He stroked, rubbing his dick and as he did he closed his eyes and thought about Braydon, his soft curly sandy blonde hair, his sky blue eyes, that cute dimple in his left cheek. He grunted and felt his dick explode, his seed shooting out. As he finished cleaning Jason thought about what had just happened. He had known for a while now that girls didn't really interest him, but he had never thought about what might. Now he knew and he wasn't sure how to process this. He slipped from the shower and after kissing his mom good night he headed into his bedroom. Laying his bed he started thinking again about what it meant and that led him to start thinking about Braydon again and his dick started to rise and get as hard as it could just thinking about the boy. He wondered what Braydon's dick would look like. He tried to stop thinking about it, he didn't want to cum again and make his sheets dirty. He found sleep but it was restless as he wasn't sure at all what it all meant. * By now he knew that his mom and dad would have calmed down at least a little bit and the sun was really starting to set. He had told them he would be back before it went down. Then he had seen his mom up on the tree line and knew that she wanted him home now. Braydon walked through the trees heading back towards the cabin and as he did he felt his cheeks flush as his mind went back to a few minutes before. Braydon hadn't expected to see someone down by the dock, the last three summers that they had come here there hadn't been anyone in the other cabins and this year there was someone. Someone very good looking. He flushed again as that thought slipped through his young head. The older teenager had been laying on the dock, his hair cut short but still had some length to it. The older boy's eyes had been closed as he listened to music. He was dressed in a tee-shirt with mixing stripes on it and a pair of tan shorts that went to his knees The older teenager was tall as well, but looked fit and very handsome. Braydon had wanted to meet him almost immediately and then when he had started talking with him he had found that Jason was a very nice guy. Braydon stopped looking up at the cabin and looked back at the woods for a moment. He wanted to go back down and talk with Jason some more, but he knew that the other boy was gone by now as well. It was getting dark and Braydon wondered what Jason had thought of him. He doubted that Jason was interested in him, he was roughly three years younger than Jason, and Jason probably liked girls anyways most guys did. More than once he had felt Jason's eyes on him. The older boy had eyes that seemed to change color based on how the sun hit them. Bray had liked looking into them and thinking back to it he could feel to his embarrassment that he was getting stiff. He couldn't help it, he had liked it when Jason looked at him. Although he doubted that the older boy was looking at him cause he found him attractive. Braydon shook his head and headed back up and into the cabin. By now his mom and dad had finished fighting and were actually sitting together as he came into the cabin. His parents fought, sometimes it happened. His mom had explained to him once that everyone fought, it wasn't the end of the world. His parents loved one another and his mom no doubt had been worried about what his sister had told them. It was good to know that they had worked it out. They always did, they loved and cared for one another greatly. Braydon said goodnight to his dad and mom before he headed off up the stairs to his bedroom. In his bedroom he slipped his iPhone out and pulled up his contact list. He found his friend Melissa and pushed the button to connect with her. Melissa answered a few seconds later her rounded face with dark brown eyes appearing on his phone. "Hey Bray-Bray." Braydon rolled his eyes, "please don't let that nickname stick." Melissa smiled and moved laying back on her bed which gave him a look at more of her room. She laughed and said, "Yeah okay I won't let it get around. How's family time?" "Sucks, mom and dad are fighting again and Alicia is probably locked in her room crying again, she told them." "No way, I guess that's what they're fighting about?" "Yeah." Braydon moved on his bed laying on his back as he said, "what are you doing?" "Nothing much, mom wants to take us all to Slide Island, you know the water park? Scott and Stephen are being so annoying as well now that summer's hit." Braydon smiled, "well they are a bit annoying." Melissa laughed, "yeah but if they were interested in you you'd be dating them." Scott and Stephen were Melissa's older twin brothers, both were thirteen and definitely not interested in the same sex. Braydon flushed, "I'd never date your brothers." "Yeah me either" Melissa smiled and then paused for a second, "Wait a minute, did you meet someone Bray-Bray." Braydon flushed deeper and said, "stop calling me that." "Yeah sorry about that, didn't mean to do it." When she totally did mean to do it. Braydon sighed and she continued, "seriously though, did you?" Braydon shrugged, "Just a guy down by the lake when I went down there earlier. Pretty sure he saw me as a little annoying boy that was asking him all kinds of questions." Melissa smiled and said, "maybe not though, uhh wait a guy....this wasn't like some old perv was it?" Braydon stuck his tongue out, "what if it was!" "I thought you only liked them a few years older not ten or more!" Braydon flushed, "He's not that much older...just fourteen." "AHHA I see, right up Bray-Bray's alley." Braydon sighed, "stop." "Okay, okay geez Bray can't you take a joke." "Only until it gets old." "You're getting old pervy boy." Braydon flushed, "I'm not the only one who likes them a bit older." Melissa laughed and looked away from the phone for a moment before saying, "I gotta go Bray, we've got to get up early tomorrow and my mom is insisting that I get some sleep now." She smiled and kissed the phone, "good night talk to you soon." Braydon smiled, "good night!" The connection closed and he laid back on his bed. Melissa was the only person in the world other than his sister Alicia that knew he wasn't interested in girls. He couldn't really remember a time when he was interested in girls. Melissa had thought that he would be her boyfriend one day but then about a year ago when they had played truth or dare at her sleepover she had asked him for a truth of who there at the party he would like to kiss and Braydon had refused to answer taking the dare instead. Later that night Melissa had asked him when the two of them were alone. He had told her that he really wanted to kiss Alex a boy that hadn't been at the sleepover but had been at the party earlier in the day. Braydon had known Melissa all of his life, she was his best friend and she had taken the news really well, "So what you're telling me is that I have no chance of ever being your wife huh?" that was all that she had said about it. Then she had hugged him and told him it was okay if he liked other boys. She liked boys too after all. Alicia had basically said the same kinds of things and had told him that he was perfectly normal. Braydon was pretty sure if he ever told his parents they would freak out. Not only would they have a pregnant fifteen year old daughter but they'd also have a gay son who wouldn't give them grandchildren (although that was still possible). They wouldn't take it very well. Braydon laid back on his bed looking up at the ceiling and then turned back onto his side again. He loaded up his netflix and found an episode of Clone Wars to watch until he fell asleep. His mind though went back to earlier and Jason. He let the episode keep going but his mind was still lingering on Jason. The older fourteen year old had been very handsome, and there was something about him, something that Braydon could sort of sense and feel. He was pretty sure that the older boy was like him, but maybe he was wrong it was possible. Yet he could of sworn that when Jason had looked at him that the older boy had started to get uncomfortable in that same way that Braydon did when he thought about Jason. It was something to think about, maybe this summer could turn out okay somehow? Chapter 2 The first official day of summer vacation had begun and already his big brother was asking if he could take the car down to the town and see what there was to see. His mom had given in and all she had said was, "see if Jason wants to go with you." Jason of course didn't want to go, and not just because of the evil look that David gave him. He instead said he wanted to walk around and explore the area around the cabin. His mom had told him to be careful and that was how Jason had found himself wondering down to the lake again. The day was already warming up and Jason liked the feel of the sun and being out here on the lake. HE could have been back up at the cabin but he was starting to find this relaxing. Plus walking and seeing the sights of the lake and areas around it was distracting so that his mind wouldn't go back to the things that had kept him awake last night. That of course ended up making it a mistake to not stay inside and think. Because as he walked he came upon the sound of two people laughing. He walked further out and saw a girl around his age chasing Braydon around and catching him, tickling him. The boy giggled and escaped again. Jason noticed that one of his shoes was untied again and that the boy's glasses appeared to be slipping off of his nose. He pushed them up and then paused seeing Jason. He smiled and waved, "Hey Jason." Of course the uncomfortable feelings returned almost immediately, he could feel his dick hardening as he took in Braydon. He had never imagined that a boy could be so cute or so sexy. There wasn't anything wrong with finding Braydon attractive He knew that, but he was finding these new feelings a bit confusing. The girl with Braydon was older than him, but somewhere close to Jason's own age. She had a slender frame and the same sandy blonde hair as her brother, though not as curly. Her chest was a bit swollen with breasts. Jason knew enough to know that she was attractive but he didn't find her interesting in that way. Looking at Braydon though with those same features (well minus the breasts and height) he couldn't help but feel turned on. If Braydon had been a girl he was pretty sure he wouldn't have been turned on and that shocked him to realize it. "Umm hey." The girl grabbed Braydon and tickled him again though he had managed to escape when he said hi to Jason. He laughed and pushed back against her and they fell to the ground. The girl said, "Hey be careful Bray!" Braydon flushed, "umm...s-sorry." His sister laughed and ruffled his hair, "I'm just messing with you bro, you're not going to hurt...well...its okay!" She sat up with him and Jason wondered what was going on there. He decided it wasn't his business. "So this must be Jason huh?" Jason nodded and said, "Yeah I'm Jason." He took her hand as she said, "Alicia." "Nice to meet you." She smiled and said, "Bray's been talking about you all morning, saying that he made a new friend on the lake." Jason looked at Braydon for a moment and saw the younger nearly eleven year old flush a bit and look down. The flush brought out his freckles a bit more. "Really? Well I hope he wasn't telling all kinds of lies about me." "Ah just that you were as tall as a mountain and as ugly as a troll!" Braydon looked up, "HEY! I DID NOT!" HE flushed deep red and looked back down. Jason laughed, "yeah right!" He wasn't sure where it came from but he found himself relaxing and finding that the two of them appeared to really just be teasing one another. Braydon looked back up and said, "You're not as ugly as a troll." "Oh and then how ugly am I?" He smiled and found himself reaching for Braydon and finding that part of his stomach where he was ticklish as was obvious from his sister. Braydon tried to escape but Jason lifted the boy and said, "we're just starting!" As Braydon tried to escape from him. The two of them fell back down onto the ground with Braydon laughing and rolling off of him. The boys shirt had come up a bit and showed off his stomach. Jason found that he wanted to touch the boy again. He looked over at Braydon and said, "you okay?" Braydon's sister Alicia said, "he's a tough little runt." "HEY!" Braydon sat up and tired to throw some leaves and dirt at his sister who laughed and moved out of the way. "I am not a runt! I'm in the lower percentile for my age, there's nothing wrong with that!" "Runt of the litter!" The younger boy started to stand up and go for his sister but Jason saw his opening, he pulled at Braydon's shirt and stopped the boy from getting up. Braydon fell back down on top of Jason sending the wind out of him for a moment as he said, "I don't think you want to attack your sister." Braydon stuck his tongue out at his sister and said, "yeah I guess not." he looked back at Jason and for a few seconds seeing how close they were Braydon flushed and Jason felt his dick starting to rise. The younger boy felt comfortable in his arms. Braydon moved slipping off of him and standing up as he said, "you're lucky Alicia, Jason just saved your life." Alicia smiled, "Oh no little bro I think he just saved yours!" She laughed, "I think you two deserve one another!" She winked and smiled to show that there were no hard feelings and said, "I'm going to go see if I can find a way to repair things with mom, have fun boys!" She turned heading back up towards the cabin. As she walked away Jason looked over at Braydon, the younger boy was a bit flushed still from there activity but when his dark blue eyes met Jason's there was a bit of shyness in there as well. "that's my sister, I could umm ask her if she'd like to go on a date or something for you." Jason ruffled the boys hair and said, "nah that's okay she's not really my type." He wanted to say: 'you're more my type apparently.' But he didn't have the courage to do that just yet. He stood and took Braydon's hand pulling the younger boy up as well. Braydon fixed his glasses and his tee-shirt as he stood. The shirt appeared to be as old as the one he wore the day before, a bit tight on his flat chest and stomach and had Star Wars on it. "So I'm guessing that you really like Star Wars huh?" Braydon shrugged a bit, "Yeah its a pretty cool series. The original movies are better than the new ones but the Clone Wars show is really cool also." Jason agreed, "I can agree with that. Next you're going to tell me that you also like Indiana Jones." Braydon flushed and said, "Well yeah, its pretty cool series. The fourth one didn't feel like the ones before it, but it wasn't horrendous as others make it out to be." Jason laughed, "Well, so now your sister has abandoned us, what do you want to do?" Braydon shrugged, "We could walk down to the lake, go swimming. Its a really calm lake especially in this area and there's no deep pockets anywhere around here, so we could do that." Jason agreed, "Okay let me go get my suit on and I'll meet you down by the dock in about ten minutes." He ran back up to the cabin and headed up the stairs to his bedroom. In there he found his bathing trunks and pulled his shorts and boxers off, as he pulled the trunks on he wondered what Braydon would be wearing and thinking about that made his dick start to stiffen. Jason pushed the thought away as best as he could before heading back out of his bedroom. As he started downstairs his mom said, "where are you off to in such a hurry?" Jason shrugged and felt his cheeks heat for a moment though he tired to not let that happen, "umm I'm going swimming." "Swimming? By yourself?" "No, umm I'm going with Braydon." "Who is Braydon?" Jason felt it was better to just shrug it off, "Umm he's this boy I met who lives in the other cabin, he's pretty cool." His mom smiled, "well have fun." Jason agreed that he would and as he started outside again his mom said, "and be careful okay?" "I will be mom, we're not going to go swim out that far!" Whatever his mom said Jason didn't hear as he had already headed out. He walked back down to the water and as he arrived he saw that Braydon was already there sitting on the end of the dock. The younger boy was looking out at the water and as Jason started down the dock he stood up. Braydon's bathing suit was a pair of trunks with different colors on them. He still wore the same Star Wars shirt from before. Jason walked up to where he was and said, "so how deep is it right here?" Braydon shrugged, "umm about five feet." Jason nodded, "hmm and do you have a phone in your pockets?" Braydon studied him for a moment, trying to figure out why Jason was asking him that. "Ummm uhh n-no?" HE stepped back slightly and Jason reached for Braydon before he actually thought about it and pushed Braydon into the water as he followed him in. The younger boy came up sputtering as Jason smiled and swam over to where he was. Braydon splashed water in his direction and said, "Stay away, I'll get you if you come any closer!" "OH yeah?" Jason smiled and swam in closer. Braydon tired to get away but he found the boy's stomach and tickled him. Braydon managed to swim away and as he did Jason grabbed one of the boy's legs by the ankle and said, "Hmm I wonder if you're ticklish here as well?" Braydon howled with giggles as Jason tickled his foot and then finally let the boy go. Braydon studied him for a moment, looking him over as he tread water and then the younger boy lunged for him trying to push him under the water. Jason laughed and grabbed at the boy pulling him back down with a large splash into the water. Braydon came back up sputtering as he said, "you're too tall." Jason smiled, "yeah its only five feet here. Lets go out just a bit more...then I'll let you dunk me." Braydon eyed him, the boy's light blue eyes catching the sun just right. Jason pulled his shirt up over his head and dropped it back onto the dock. Braydon followed his move and then followed him deeper into the water where Jason couldn't touch as easily. It was just about six feet here. It was obvious to Jason that Braydon was a pretty good swimmer. Still he didn't want to get too far from the shore. As they swam out Jason said, "well now try it!'" Braydon swam around him, trying to stay out of arms length though Jason did try to reach for him and Braydon swam away. The boy giggled before finally pouncing and getting on Jason's shoulders. Braydon pushed him down and Jason let himself sink into the water. He pushed back up after he went down and grabbed at Braydon tickling him some more as he grabbed the boy and lifted him sending him down into he water. After a few more minutes of this they both decided to get up onto the dock and take turns jumping into the water. If you jumped forwards out towards the larger lake it became seven or eight feet really fast and you could jump into the water pretty safely. Seeing Braydon without his shirt on the first time when the boy climbed out of the water was wonderful. Braydon was fit for a boy of almost eleven, his chest and stomach flat. His trunks were a bit loose and you could make out the v-shape of his hips due to this, there was probably more of his lower stomach being shown off than should be as well. Jason swore that if the trunks just fell a bit more the boy's penis would come into view and he was really curious as to what that looked like. He managed to push those thoughts away for the most part though as he played with Braydon. After a while they both got tired and moved out of the water going up onto the dock. They laid back on the dock side by side on the edge looking up at the sky. It was late afternoon now and the sun had moved away from the middle of the sky. The sound of boats in the distance were the only sounds at the moment. "I'm surprised your sister didn't come down and join us." Braydon shrugged, "Alicia doesn't like swimming all that much. I guess I could ask her." Jason sat up a bit looking over at the younger boy. Braydon's cheeks were a bit red from the sun and his freckles were more pronounced because of this as well. "Eh she's okay, but there's no reason to really go get her. Plus if she was here I'd have to fight her when she tries to beat you up and I don't have the desire really to fight a girl." Braydon flushed deeply, "umm my sister doesn't beat me up." Jason smiled, "nah but she does do this!" he tickled the younger boy who giggled loudly and tried to escape. Jason grabbed him and pulled him back down still tickling him. Jason was on top of Braydon tickling him and finally he stopped Braydon still giggling lightly. The boy's sky blue eyes met Jason's own. The boy flushed and Jason tickled his stomach a bit more, "see she'd be doing that and I think I would have to defend you and stop it." He started to move but the younger nearly eleven year olds blue eyes were still on his. Then with flushed cheeks Braydon shocked him, the younger boy leaned up and kissed his lips. It was only a few seconds but Braydon's lips were soft and smooth against his own. Jason sat back shocked, his dick growing fully erect in seconds. He didn't know what to say or do. He had thought for hours about kissing Braydon but had figured it wasn't going to be possible. Plus he really was liking playing with Braydon and having a friend that was close to him in age with similar likes. He didn't know what to say, and apparently neither did Braydon. * Braydon could feel his cheeks still hot and he was still stiff from having Jason on top of him, the tickling had been nice and made him giggle and all but feeling Jason touching him had this strange effect of making him get stiff. Looking into Jason's hazel eyes which had looked green for a moment had made Braydon want to just lean up and kiss the older boy. He hadn't meant to do it, he had told himself that he would just think it but then he had moved and he had kissed. Jason's lips were larger than his own but soft and smooth as well. Braydon looked at Jason who was looking at him and he looked down and away finally. Softly he said, "umm s-sorry I shouldn't have done that." Jason moved, and Braydon thought the older boy was going to move away but he sat down next to Braydon and put his arm around his shoulders. Jason had a nice body. The older boy had some muscle definition to his arms, but not really a lot to his flat stomach or chest. Braydon wondered if he played any sports. It felt strange having the fourteen year olds arm around his shoulders. "Its okay Braydon. I didn't mind." Braydon flushed a bit and then said, "yeah but now you think I'm uhh weird or uh something cause I uhh....never mind..." He felt flustered as he stood up and walked to the edge of the dock, looking down at the water. Jason moved as well coming up to where he was and standing beside him, "listen Braydon, I don't know how I'm supposed to feel....I've got to tell you something myself but I don't know if I should. The truth is I was joking about your sister coming down here because I would feel safer with a buffer or something..I don't know how to...its difficult for me to...I am trying to figure something out and its you that's making me look at things in a way I've never looked before." Braydon turned looking up at Jason, the older boy was flushed a bit and had gotten as much sun as he had so it was hard to tell if his cheeks were red because of the sun or another reason. "What do you mean?" Jason sighed and shrugged before sitting down on the edge of the pier. "I've never really liked girls, or even thought that kissing one would be any fun. Then there you were...." Braydon sat down next to him and the younger boy realized now what was happening, the same thing that he had sort of gone through last year at Melissa's birthday party. "what about me?" Jason didn't answer him for a long while. Then, "you're about the most beautiful boy I've ever seen if that's the right way to describe it." Braydon felt his cheeks get hot as he looked out at the water, not looking at Jason. "I-uhh thanks...umm I thought you were uhh really ummm hot the first time I saw you too..." Jason turned looking at him. He laughed, "you're nearly eleven and you've already realized that you like other boys and here I am fourteen and can't even figure out that I'm probably gay until I meet the cutest boy I've ever seen." Braydon flushed again and said, "there's nothing wrong with being gay. My sister and Melissa both agree with me on that one." He stood up feeling a bit angry at Jason for laughing at what he had said. Jason reached out and took his hand, stopping him, "Bray, there's nothing wrong with being gay. I was just laughing at myself because I should have seen it sooner that I liked other guys and not girls." Braydon sat down next to him on the dock again and Jason said, "what made you realize that you weren't interested in girls?" Braydon thought about not talking about it but then he figured it was okay to do so with Jason, "it was a boy named Alex at my best friend Melissa's house. She had a birthday party and he was there. He was so...well he looked really good and he was about a year older than me and well it was obvious that he wasn't interested in me but I couldn't help but umm feel....well I wanted to kiss him like how I want to kiss you and well I didn't try but I told Melissa about it that night. I dunno it just made me realize that I never really wanted to kiss girls even though other boys in my fifth grade class wanted to. You really never thought about it before?" Jason shrugged and said, "not really no. I mean now that I think back on it maybe there's been a few signs in the past few years but I've never put them together. Maybe its because of all the other stuff that's been happening in my family with my parents getting divorced and how its effected everything else." Braydon looked over at him. "I'm sorry I uh kissed you." Jason laughed and ruffled his hair, "oh don't be sorry....it does change things though....look I like you Braydon...you're younger than me though." "I'm two weeks away from eleven, that's not that much younger. You're only fourteen. That's like three years. Plus you already said that you liked me, you can't take that back." Jason laughed again and said, "oh wait...so now because I like you and think that you're cute that means I'm stuck being your boyfriend?" Braydon felt his penis starting to stiffen again, "um-yeah?" He flushed. Jason put his arm around his shoulders, "how about if we see what happens first. This is new for me Braydon and I'm pretty sure its new for you as well." Braydon was about to say something but his sister called out, "Hey Bray mom wants you home for dinner!" The two of them stood up and Braydon said, "I guess I should get going." "yeah. I guess so. I'll see you tomorrow right?" Braydon shrugged, "I dunno, maybe...umm hopefully." He took off looking back at Jason once more before reaching his sister. As they walked back up to the house his sister said, "he's a little older than you." Braydon flushed, "so...he's nice." Alicia sighed, "just like your slutty sister, dating older guys." "Hey my sister is not slutty, she's really in love with the guy. Umm right?" Alicia smiled and pulled him in closer, "yeah but try and convince mom and dad of that would you?" Braydon shrugged as if to say that he couldn't do that. "He is a nice guy though huh?" "Who Jason? Or Thomas?" Alicia sighed, "the one you like idiot." Braydon flushed, "I'll get Jason to beat you up for calling me an idiot. He said that he'd protect me from your evil ways." Alicia laughed, "oh god my little brother is in love, its sickening." She stopped them before they went into the house and said, "just promise me that you'll be careful okay? And if he does do something that you don't want to do..." Braydon flushed and said, "I know, I know!" Then they headed into the house. Chapter 3 The next two days passed with Jason not sure how to fully act around Braydon. The two of them did hang out a few times but Bray's family took him and his sister out somewhere on the lake. It was on that third day since meeting Braydon that the younger boy and he was walking downstairs when he saw a woman that he had never seen before. She sort of looked like Braydon's older sister, Alicia, with the same features but older and more mature. She was sitting with his mom at the breakfast table as Jason came down from upstairs. Again his brother was already missing, having gone somewhere. Apparently David had met someone from in town and was hanging out and around with them every day. As Jason walked down into the kitchen area his mom looked up and said, "Morning, did you finally decide to get up?" Jason shrugged and headed towards the kitchen to get some orange juice to drink. "I guess I was just tired." "Braydon does the same thing. Boys just seem to want to sleep in more." His mom agreed, "indeed, Jason this is Sylvia, I believe you know her son and daughter?" Jason nodded, "Yeah," Them mentioning Braydon was making his dick start to stiffen as it had been happening more often lately. "Braydon and I have been going swimming most every day. Alicia joined us yesterday for a bit." Jason was pretty sure that Alicia had started staying around them on purpose the past few days. Protecting her little brother and all of that. Jason did want some more time alone with Braydon but he honestly was a bit afraid of being alone with the other boy as well. So in a way he was glad that Alicia joined them each time. Though it didn't stop him from playing games with Braydon and talking with him as well. "Well Sylvia invited us over for lunch in a little bit and I have decided that I want to take her up on the offer." "Cool." Jason headed back towards the stairs and said, "umm I'm going to get ready for lunch then." Upstairs in his bedroom Jason wondered why his mom wanted to go to lunch and meet Braydon's parents. His mom usually didn't like meeting others and she surely didn't have lunch with them right after meeting them. Then again it wasn't like there was a lot of stuff for her to do at the moment so maybe that was why she wanted to go out to lunch. Jason looked at the photos on his phone. Yesterday when they had been relaxing down on the pier after swimming the younger boy had insisted on taking a few pictures with Jason's camera on his phone and then Jason had taken more than a few pictures of Braydon for awhile. The younger boy was very sexy and stopping at one of the pictures of him with his glasses on, some curls of hair falling in front of one of his eyes and no shirt on made Jason start to stiffen. It was the same picture he had jerked off to last night. Jason closed his phone and sighed, leaning back on his bed, feeling his dick huge and throbbing. He wanted to do more than just hang out with Braydon but he had no idea how to make that happen. He rolled onto his side and looked at his phone again. He was surprised when a text popped up on it, "my mom said you're coming to lunch, sorry about that." Jason smiled and texted back, "its cool, I can't believe that my mom actually wanted to do it." "Well I'll see you soon," Braydon texted back. Jason added a photo of the boy's face to his contact and closed his phone again. He slipped from bed and put on a new pair of shorts and a tee-shirt before heading back downstairs. He watched tv for a bit and then his mom said that they were heading over. Jason knew that there was no reason to be nervous or anything like that but still as they walked across the way and over to the cabin that Braydon's family stayed in he still was. As they walked up he could smell burgers cooking and that was when he got the first sight of Braydon's dad and could see sort of where Braydon got some of his features, his sky blue eyes and sandy brown hair both came from his mom, his softer facial features from his dad. The older man was good looking but looked a bit worn down and tired. Something was affecting him and it was the same something that was affecting his wife as well. Jason had pieced together enough to know that it was their daughter, Alicia, that was affecting them. Just from snippets of things that Braydon had told him and how she acted he was pretty sure that Alicia was knocked up by someone older than her back at her high school. His mom was cordial with the parents, sitting down and talking with the mom. Jason saw Braydon sitting with his sister and he walked over to where they were. Braydon had on a faded superman shirt and some shorts. He had a necklace around his neck made with rubber-bands that was a multitude of blues and purples and of course the usual three or four on his wrist as well. Jason had seen Braydon put them back on the other day after they had gone swimming. Jason had asked him about them and Braydon had insisted that he was going to make Jason one. Jason wasn't so sure about it. He sat down with the two of them and as he did Braydon looked up at him and the younger almost eleven year old flushed a bit briefly "Hey." Jason responded back with the same, "Hey." Alicia said, "Bray was thinking that you weren't going to show." Jason shrugged, "Its cool. I Mean my mom did kinda drop it on me." "Yeah ours too." Braydon said his flush fading away. About ten minutes later the were all called over to get lunch and then sat down to eat. As they were eating Braydon looked up at Jason a few times and Jason found that his eyes were on the other boy more than once. Jason was eating some chips when Braydon said, "what's a firefly?" Jason looked down at his tee-shirt, "and you claim to like science fiction!" Braydon flushed, "I DO!" Jason shrugged, "I doubt it if you don't know what Firefly is! Its only the best science fiction show of the past decade." He pulled out his phone and continued, "you ever heard of Joss Whedon? I bet you don't even know who that is!" Braydon flushed again. "I Do so, he's the guy who directed Avengers and is doing Avengers 2 as well." Jason smiled, "Ah I see you do know him. Well he created Firefly. Here, this is what its about." He handed Braydon his phone and the younger boy took a look at it, reading for a bit. "So its like a western set in space?" "its more than that! There's a lot more to it than that like evil corporations and sadistic killers, but yeah it is a western set in space." Alicia sitting next to Braydon groaned and said, "boys...scifi and toys that's all you want to talk about. I think I need a break." She got up to go get some more to drink. Jason's mom was talking with Braydon's parents as well. Jason moved, sitting down next to Braydon and said, "here we can watch the first episode if you want." Braydon agreed and Jason loaded it up using a cup to rest his phone against so that they could both watch it. Jason turned it up some and also turned on subtitles just encase they couldn't hear something and it started. They were watching it for awhile with Braydon leaning against him and Jason calmly resting his hand on the younger boys' shoulder as they watched the show. It was nearing the climax. Braydon's dad at one point said, "you boys watching tv over there, its a perfectly sunny and warm day I think you should be doing something more productive." Jason and Braydon both flushed and Jason turned off the show agreeing that they would go do something else. As they got up Braydon said, "We could go down Mullan Trail. Its just a bit away from here and it takes about an hour to walk it." Jason turned to his mom and said, "is it okay if we do that mom?" "Sure, its okay with me." Braydon said the same to his dad, "yeah dad would that be cool?" "Sure, you two just be careful and stay away from any dangerous animals." "umm dad there aren't any dangerous animals out here." Braydon pulled at his hand and Jason followed the younger boy grunting as he did. Braydon's dad only chuckled and let them go. They walked down the path heading deeper into the woods and heading up away from the water as well. "The trail used to be one of the only ways down to the lake on this side. It actually leads to another trail which leads to the water fall that comes from a river that flows into the lake. But that trial is a lot longer to walk." Jason nodded and they walked for a bit, as they did he felt the younger boy's hand against his own. Jason wasn't sure what prompted it but he took Braydon's hand in his own and softly squeezed it. "Well tell me what you thought?" "About?" "Come on you know what about!" Braydon flushed and softly said, "It was pretty cool, that Mal guy is pretty crazy, he's on a show my mom watches now." "Hmm yeah, its called Castle, its not a bad show. But he'll always be Malcolm Reynolds to me." Braydon didn't say anything for awhile He reached into his other pocket and said, "oh yeah I forgot, I told you I was going to make you one." the boys younger higher voice seemed a bit afraid and softer as he spoke. Jason took the bracelet It was made with light greens and blues. "it uh goes good with your eyes." Jason stopped, taking a look at the bracelet and then slowly pulled it onto his wrist. "So you've noticed my eyes huh?" Braydon kicked at some of the dirt on the ground, "a bit yea. I know its dumb but you have really pretty eyes...." Jason smiled, "so do you." They walked again for a bit in silence, neither of them talking. The trail was moving up further away from their camps. "I'm surprised your sister didn't try and follow us." Braydon shrugged, "She's worried about me cause you're older than me, and she thinks that you might hurt me." Jason stopped walking as they arrived at one of the benches off of the trail and walked over to it sitting down on it. The birds sounding throughout the woods were really relaxing in a way and as he sat down Braydon sat down next to him. "Are you worried about that?" Braydon shook his head, "no, I uh don't think that you want to hurt me." Jason felt his cheeks heat and he also felt his dick starting to rise thinking about kissing and holding Braydon again. "I don't want to hurt you. The truth is what I feel for you is kind of confusing. That might be because I've never felt it before." Braydon nodded, "Yeah me either. Well I mean I've uh wanted to kiss other boys before but I've never actually umm had a boyfriend." Jason looked down at the bracelet on his wrist and played with it for a bit, "boyfriend huh?" Bray flushed deeply red, "umm yeah..." The younger boy shocked Jason, he moved a bit to re-arrange himself and as he did he flushed even more realizing that Jason saw him. Jason could feel his own desire. "Maybe your sister is right to not leave us alone." Braydon shrugged looking down and then back up. "maybe but I like being alone with you." Jason flushed this time. He struggled, he wanted to lean down and kiss Braydon on the lips deeply at that moment. He touched the younger boy's cheek, running his finger down to Braydon's chin and the younger boy flushed a bit and smiled a bit as well showing off his dimple. Jason started to lean down and kiss him but that was when someone spoke, "oh my god kiss already!" both of them jumped and turned to see Alicia not too far away walking up to where they were. "You're the two most boring-est gay boys in the history of the world. Ah maybe she's worried about you hurting me," she said imitating Braydon, "eh maybe she should be," she went on imitating Jason. Both of them were shocked, too shocked to do anything. She sat down on the bench between the two of them and put her arms around them. She was surprisingly taller than Jason, but only by a few inches. "I wasn't worried about you hurting him, or anything like that. I just wanted to make sure that my little brother was in good hands. Truth is you're a sweet guy Jason and you and Bray have a lot in common. I'm not going to bug you anymore I swear. Honestly the only reason why I was out here was I wanted to see if you were going to finally really kiss one another. Then it became obvious that it was never going to happen. B-o-r-ing!" Jason sighed and Braydon said, "you didn't give us a chance! We were looking into each others eyes and getting lost and....umm.." The nearly eleven year old flushed deeply and looked away. Jason flushed as well. Alicia stood up and said, "well mom wants you back at the house, I figure you've got about ten minutes before you need to start heading back." She kept walking away and Jason turned back looking at Braydon. The younger boy flushed again and looked down. "S-sorry about my sister." Jason put his hand on Braydon's shoulder, "were you really umm getting lost in my eyes?" Braydon looked up at him, his eyes smiling with his dimple, "maybe....yes..." Jason stroked the boy's cheek again, and did it. He leaned in and down, lightly touching Braydon's lips with his own. At first that was all that it was. He stroked Braydon's shoulder and as he did he leaned in further, his tongue brushing against Braydon's lips. Braydon hesitated, opening slightly and as he did Jason felt the younger preteen boy's tongue against his own. Braydon seemed to gasp a bit and Jason pulled back realizing what he was doing. The taste of Braydon was still in his mouth, softly he said, "Sorry about that." Braydon with flushed cheeks said, "umm no..that felt nice....for me." Jason agreed, "yeah for me too. I've never had a boyfriend before." Braydon smiled, "Do you want one?" The boys dimple was infectious. Jason shook his head, "I can't be your boyfriend." Braydon looked down disappointed, "oh..." "See I uh well I hate to tell you this but I already have one, see he gave me this bracelet....and..." Braydon looked up at him and said, "I gave you..hey wait a minute!" He tried to hit Jason playfully on the chest but Jason grabbed his hand and lightly kissed the younger boys knuckles before pulling him in closer and kissing his cheek once. Braydon flushed, "so I am your boyfriend then?" Jason took his hand and the two of them stood. As they started to walk back towards the cabins he said, "you are, but I don't know how our parents are going to take it...I mean..not just because we're of the same sex. You are three years younger than me." "Yeah but its only three years." Jason shrugged, "yeah but you're going into sixth grade and I am going into ninth, that's a big difference." Braydon didn't speak for awhile then still holding Jason's hand he said, "am I too young for you though?" Jason shook is head, "no I think I might like dating younger guys...but not too young...and umm well I don't know...I didn't even realize that I felt this way until I saw you for the first time." Braydon thought about that for a moment, "Wait...so I was your first?" Jason laughed, "yeah I suppose so." They arrived back at Braydon's cabin and the boy's sister was sitting on the front porch. When they showed up she stood up and headed inside. Braydon turned looking at Jason and said, "want to hang out tomorrow? We could go swimming again." "Sure." Jason sort of hugged him once briefly and then Braydon headed off into his house. Jason walked home and into his own cabin finding his mom sitting on the couch. As he walked in his mom said, "The McNeil's seem pretty nice. A little stressed out but then again when you have a teenage daughter that gets knocked up by a college student its not too surprising. Luckily I don't think they have to worry about her brother getting a girl pregnant when he's old enough to do that." Jason shrugged, "Umm yeah sure mom...I guess so..." His mom patted the couch, "come here for a moment." "come on mom I think I want to go watch a show or something." "You can do that later, come sit down." Jason sat down and sighed as he did his mom put her arm around his shoulders, "you know your dad and I just couldn't make it work. It has nothing to do with you or your brother." "I know that mom and I know that David blames you for all of it." "Well your brother is having a difficult time of it. He's a senior and has always loved his father more than anyone else. He's blind to your dad. That's not what I wanted to talk about." She stopped for a moment and then said, "He's a little younger than you." "Who David? Umm mom hes..." "Not David, Braydon. The cute boy that you're obviously close with." "we're just..." "Attracted to one another, I know. Only a blind person or parents who don't want to believe it would be unable to see it. He is a cute boy, I can see that, but he's younger than you." Jason felt shocked, it rushed over his body. His mom was saying that Braydon was younger than him, but more than that she was glossing over something bigger, the fact that he was interested in another boy. "Umm mom...y-you know how do you know I didn't even know?" His mom smiled and put her arm around his shoulders, "I was never one hundred percent sure and neither was your dad, but there have been signs. Things that you probably never even noticed or thought of as strange. So you like other guys, big fucking deal." "MOM!" His mom laughed and said, "sorry didn't mean to cuss although it got my point across. The only thing is this boy, Braydon, he's younger than you." "Only three years." "I know but three years is a lot of years when you're as young as you and Braydon are." Jason sighed, "so...you don't want me to see him..not because he's another boy but because we're three years apart in age." His mom sighed as well, "no...I don't want you to stop seeing him. Its obvious that you and he have a whole lot in common. Its just I want you to be careful. Promise me that you'll be careful? I don't want you to get hurt and I don't want him to get hurt either." Jason leaned back on the couch, "Okay mom I promise...now can I go take a shower?" His mom laughed, "yes you can." He stood up his mom said, "I am not surprised after meeting him that Braydon was the one that made you realize you like boys. Those big blue eyes of his, that curly hair, and the fact that he likes the same things you do just all ads to it. Just be careful please." "O-Okay mom." He stopped for a second and then turned back looking at his mom as he said, "um do you think that Bray's parents know?" "His dad knows, I was thinking that it might make the man uncomfortable but apparently he's already made his mind up about you." "W-what do you mean?" His mom waved her hand, "Just that he said that he's never seen Braydon make a friend so fast and that its obvious that you and he had a lot in common and that he wouldn't shut up about you or the fact that its obvious that I raised a son who is kind and wouldn't hurt anyone else." Jason flushed a bit, "I couldn't hurt Bray..." "I know you couldn't. Just remember what I said." "I know mom." Jason headed off upstairs and grabbed his pajamas before heading into the bathroom. In the shower his thoughts went to Braydon and the kiss earlier. HE came pretty quickly while stroking his dick. That night he had a dream of kissing Braydon and woke up almost cumming in his boxers.... Chapter 4 The sound of thunder made it obvious to Braydon that he wasn't going to go swimming today. That was okay though, he had texted Jason a bit earlier and the older boy had suggested that he come over and they would watch some more Firefly this time on a bigger screen. Just thinking of laying down or sitting on the couch next to Jason was enough to make him stiffen. He wondered if Jason had the same problem and then he realized that of course Jason did, Jason was fourteen and as a teenager he probably got stiffies a lot more often than Braydon did at just shy of eleven. Though Braydon was finding himself having dreams that woke him up with stiffies a lot more lately. He knew enough to know that it was perfectly natural thing that was happening to him. It was just strange to realize that it was happening even more now as his dreams were often about Jason. Braydon slipped out of his bed, the young boy slept in just a tee-shirt and a pair of his boxer-briefs that were a bit tight and clearly showing off his erection when the young boy looked down at it. He pulled the tee-shirt over his head and walked over to the dresser that his clothes were in and pulled out another tee-shirt and put it on along with the same shorts that he had worn the day before. The shirt was one of his favorite Star Wars ones. He had worn it for a couple of years and it was a bit worn, but originally it had been a lot bigger on him than it was now. One day he would grow out of it. Braydon put on his sneakers and tied both of them though he knew they'd probably come untied. The young nearly eleven year old (only a few weeks left now!) stopped in the bathroom to go pee before heading out and also brushed his teeth. His hair was a bit messed up but he just ran his hands through it for a few seconds before shrugging and heading out. Downstairs his mom was sitting on the couch reading a book, his sister wasn't around. "Hey mom I'm going to go over to Jason's is that okay?" His mom looked up and said, "sure dear, have fun. Just be careful, it looks like its going to rain." "I will be mom." He headed out and as he stepped out from the porch with its covering he noticed that the rain had already started to fall a bit lightly. Braydon headed off running through the woods towards the other cabin. The rain was starting to come down a bit more as he arrived at the back door to Jason's cabin. He knocked and the older boy opened the door a few seconds later. Jason was dressed in a plain shirt and a pair of shorts, his cut short hair was combed and it almost looked like he had taken a shower recently. Thunder sounded again and Jason led him into the cabin. It was similar to the one that Braydon's family stayed in. As they walked in Jason said, "umm I uh hope its okay that its just us here. I mean should we go over to your house?" Braydon felt his cheeks heat a bit, "W-what do you mean its just us? Where's your mom or brother?" He had only seen David briefly a few days ago and hadn't really liked the way that David looked, all sullen and depressed. "My mom went into town to get some groceries and David wanted to go with her and told her he'd get a ride back up here later in the day. I don't know when my mom is supposed to get back. She didn't argue with David though I could tell that she wanted to." Braydon shrugged, "well you're moms only going to be gone for a few hours, I think we'll be fine I mean...we're uh both old enough to be alone for a few hours." Jason agreed, "right. Well want to watch some more Firefly?" "Sure." "Want some popcorn and something to drink?" Braydon agreed and they made some popcorn and got some Gatorade to drink, "sorry no Soda." Braydon shrugged, he wasn't a big fan of the stuff anyway and said so. They headed back into the living room with their drinks and popcorn. Jason started up the television and sat down on the couch. Braydon sat down with him and as they finished up the first episode of the season he moved in closer to Jason. When Jason put his arm around Braydon's shoulders the younger boy leaned in more and rested his head on Jason's shoulder, close to Jason's own head. Sitting down they weren't that much different in height since most of Jason's height came from his legs. Braydon was still smaller than the older boy and it felt more comfortable that way, being smaller than Jason. After watching the second episode Braydon said, "Umm what happened to this show?" Jason shrugged, "It was canceled after just ten episodes. They made thirteen but Fox only aired ten or something like that. No one was watching it cause Fox put it on Fridays and aired the episodes out of order." Braydon thought about that for a moment, "but this is the guy that made Avengers right?" Jason laughed and hugged Braydon a bit, "yes it is but that was ten years after this show was canceled He's also the guy that made Buffy the Vampire Slayer." Braydon had heard that name before, he thought for a moment, "haven't seen that either." Jason shrugged, "its pretty cool, a lot different than Firefly, not scifi really, more supernatural." Thunder peeled across the sky again and the lights flickered a bit. Jason got up and walked to one of the windows and whistled, "wow its coming down now." Braydon got up following him and looked out. "I-is that the lake?" He pointed a bit to one side and Jason looked out there as well. "Wow it really does flood easily out here." Jason agreed and then thunder sounded again and as it did the lights went out. They came back on a few minutes later and Jason said, "Umm maybe we should see if your parents want you to go home." Braydon didn't want to go home but he could see the worry in Jason's eyes. He called his mom who answered on the second ring. "Umm mom Jason was wondering if I should come home cause of how bad the storm is." His mom on the other end said, "no, stay there, its too bad for you to be out in this. Its supposed to stop later tonight around midnight, if Jason's mom is okay with it you can just stay the night there." Braydon hung up the phone and said, "my mom said its not safe for me to leave. Ummm she said if it was okay with your mom that I could just stay here." Jason dropped the curtain and walked over to his own phone. He called his mom who answered on the second ring. "Hey mom, where are you?" "I was on my way back but the road is washed out. I am now with your brother at his 'friends' house. Her parents seem like decent folks but your brother is not happy at all. I don't think we're going to make it back till tomorrow. How are you?" Jason sat down on the couch, "We're fine. Umm Braydon is here." "You two be careful okay? Call his parents and see if they want you to go over there. It might not be safe for you to do that. You're both mature enough to stay there by yourself and remember Jason, Braydon's parents trust you." Jason agreed and hung up the phone as he did he said, "Um well it looks like you're staying the night here and we're going to be alone." Jason saying that made Braydon flush and the young boy felt himself getting stiff. The thought of being alone with Jason, cuddled up with him was very attractive. They were actually alone. Something neither of them would have ever thought was actually possible. Jason sat back down on the couch and said, "Well how about another episode?" Just as he said that the lights went out again. Jason laughed, "well I guess that's out!" Braydon laughed as well and the two of them just sort of sat there for a moment. Lightening lit up the sky outside and thunder rolled across the clouds quickly. Jason pulled up something on his phone and whistled. Braydon looked at it as well, the weather app was showing the radar of the storm, it was huge and didn't look like it was going anywhere soon. Braydon moved in a bit closer and said, "so now what?" Jason got up and said, "I've got an idea!" He headed off and Braydon wondered where he was going. A few minutes later Jason came back with a few blankets and some pillows. "We'll have a camp out right here!" Braydon shrugged and Jason laid out the blankets and pillows. After they had laid down on the makeshift bed on the floor neither of them seemed to know what to say or do. Laying down this close to Jason felt nice and Braydon could feel his penis stiffening again. HE turned looking at Jason who looked back at him. "So lets see, you like science fiction, what all do you like?" Braydon shrugged, "I dunno what do you mean?" Jason smiled, "well see its just about the only thing that my brother and I ever really got along about was watching tv shows. He didn't use to be as bad as he is now. He's just angry and sad and all of that cause of what happened with our parents. He introduced me to a lot of science fiction though and well lets see. I know that you've seen Avengers and probably all the comic book movies since they're readily available and you're right at the right age to have seen them all." Braydon flushed a bit, "you're saying I'm young." Jason smiled, "you are, but not that young." He continued, "have you ever seen Battlestar Galactica?" Braydon shook his head, "nope, but my dad used to watch it. He always said that I was too young to watch it. He likes taking me to the comic book movies, says that he was very relieved that he had a son who liked the same kinds of stuff as him. My sister's not a big fan of the stuff." "yeah I could see that. I know you've seen Indian Jones right?" "Yeah, those are some cool movies. Indiana's afraid of snakes, I don't get it. Why would you be afraid of snakes." Jason laughed and said, "well what are you afraid of?" Braydon shrugged and flushed a bit, "umm not snakes." "Oh? Well then...." He moved a bit and said, "what are you afraid of huh?" "Not snakes!" Jason smiled and attacked before Braydon realized what was happening The older boy tickled him and Braydon felt his giggles escape as Jason tickled the sensitive skin of his stomach. HE squirmed and they moved until Jason was on top of him. The older boy was heavier but because most of his height was in his legs they were stomach to stomach with their faces meeting. Jason stopped tickling him. Braydon could see a change in Jason's eyes. The older boy leaned down, his fingers lightly touching Braydon's face as he felt the older boy kiss him. Their tongues slowly started playing, which Braydon was a bit unsure of at first. The light play though of tongue on tongue as he felt Jason' stroking his cheek felt nice. He was so stiff and he realized that when Jason moved a bit he could feel something in Jason's middle area. Jason broke their kiss and Braydon noticed that the older teenager was flushed just like him. Jason grunted a bit and said, "S-sorry." He sat up and Braydon laying there on the makeshift bed looked up at Jason. He hadn't wanted Jason to stop kissing him. "You didn't have to stop." Jason's eyes ran over his body, and as they did Braydon felt his cheeks flush deeper as he realized that the fourteen year old was taking in all of his body. "yeah I did. I was going to uh well, its not important." Braydon still laying there said, "You were uh stiff huh?" Jason moved laying down beside him as he said, "perhaps." Braydon flushed, "I'm stiff...." Jason swallowed, Braydon could see it. "We shouldn't be talking about stuff like that." "We're dating though right?" Jason turned onto his side resting his hand on Braydon's stomach, softly stroking him there under his tee-shirt. "We are...but...we're....I mean..." He stopped and started to move his hand away. Braydon put his hand on top of Jason's. "Don't stop. I like feeling your hand doing that." Jason didn't move his hand away this time. "We shouldn't do anything more than just kiss. We're just...too young to explore more." Braydon didn't agree, he wanted to touch Jason's penis, to see it. It was obvious that the older boy was bigger than him and he was curious how much bigger. Braydon rested his hand on top of Jason's and said, "we're not, and I trust you Jason." Jason's cheeks heated a bit more and he softly said, "I do want you Bray. I never considered just how much..and I felt it too when I was kissing you...i could feel that you were stiff as well." Braydon flushed at the mention of his still stiff penis. "we could just umm see each other's willies once." Jason laughed, "willies huh?" Braydon flushed again and softly said, "well...dicks." "Ah so you have heard the grown up words for a penis." Braydon agreed that he had, "sure I just...I dunno, I've never actually used them." Jason nodded and laid back on the makeshift bed. "You really want to see it huh?" Braydon sat up on his side like Jason had been and put his hand on the older boy's stomach much like Jason's had been on his. "I-I do....I umm well last night I couldn't stop thinking about what your uh w-dick would look like and umm well what it would feel like to touch it cause I know its bigger than mine." Jason looked at how close Braydon had moved his hand down towards the older boy's shorts. "You really thought about it huh? I've thought about it as well I have to admit." Braydon flushed, "I've uh wanted to see another boy uh since my friend Melissa's birthday party when I first realized how much I wanted to kiss Alex, I uh also realized I wanted to play with his will-err dick." Jason put his hand on top of Braydon's. "You're a horny little guy huh?" Braydon flushed deeper and looked away, "I...might be...umm is that bad?" Jason laughed, and pulled Braydon down so that he was now on top of Jason. Their eyes were looking into one another. Jason's eyes looked almost green at the moment. "I have no problem with it." He leaned up and kissed Braydon again. This time the older boy's hand was on Braydon's hair, running through it holding his head. Braydon felt the older boy's other hand slip down, running down his back and then over his bottom. The ten year old boy grunted in surprise at how nice it felt having Jason's hands all over him. They kissed for a little bit more and Braydon could feel just how stiff Jason was. He pulled back breaking their kiss and sat up on Jason so that his bottom was resting right where Jason's stiff dick was. The older boy pushed up a bit and Braydon giggled. Then Jason reached out and put his hands on Braydon's shorts. He undid the button as he did Braydon said, "W-what are you doing?" "Well if we're being honest, I want to see you as well." Braydon felt his cheeks heat and Jason said, "if you don't want me to..." Braydon shook his head and said, "n-no I do..." He watched as Jason finished undoing the button on his shorts and then the older boy pulled down the zipper, once it was down he put his hands on Braydon's stomach again and surprised Braydon by tickling him. He lifted him and tossed Braydon back down onto his back. Jason stopped tickling him and looked into his eyes. He leaned down and lightly kissed Braydon again, their tongues playing and as they did Braydon felt the older boy's hand on his shorts, pulling at them, dragging them down and off. The younger boy flushed deeply as Jason broke their kiss and looked down at Braydon's boxer-briefs His stiffy was obvious. He thought about hiding it but it was there already, his boyhood package obvious and stiff. Braydon pushed at Jason making him lay back as he said, "now I get to undo your shorts." Jason didn't argue with him as the younger ten year old undid the older boy's shorts and pulled the zipper down as well. Jason wore boxers, not briefs and as Braydon pulled down the older boy's shorts his eyes got wider. HE had felt it against his stomach and middle area a few times in the past few minutes but actually seeing it was different. The tent that it made in Jason's boxers was obvious, it was huge, a lot bigger than Braydon's own little one. He swallowed, taking it in and as he did Jason said, "we don't have to go any further." Braydon nodded, "yeah I know....umm don't you want to see it though?" * Jason could feel his dick throbbing, he was so close to cumming and nothing had even really happened. The fourteen year old boy had never imagined that something like this might actually happen between him and Braydon. He had thought for sure that the two of them wouldn't actually ever get some time alone with one another for this to happen. He studied little Braydon. The boy's boxer-briefs made it obvious that he had an erection. It was a lot smaller than Jason's own five inches, probably just two inches in length. He swallowed and tired to regain control, but Braydon was right he did want to see the little boy's penis. In fact his desire to see little Braydon's dick surprised him. He knew though that if Bray and he were the same age he'd still want to see the boy naked. He didn't want to see Braydon just because he was a little boy but because he was genuinely attracted to the younger boy. He answered Braydon, "yes I do want to see your dick." Braydon flushed and said, "I want to see yours too." Jason nodded, "Okay we'll just quickly pull them down and take a look." Braydon agreed and giggled as they both pulled at their own underwear and their dicks popped out. The ten, nearly eleven year old boy's dick was smaller and thinner than Jason's own. It was uncut as well, the head barely exposed with the boy stiff. Jason's own was cut and large, throbbing with his heartbeat. He wondered what it would be like to suck on Braydon's dick. That thought passed through his head and he was pretty sure he'd not get the chance to do that. Braydon's eyes were on his dick and the younger boy said, "wow its so much bigger than mine. I knew it would be I mean, you're older and a teenager and all that...umm can I touch it?" Jason tried to hold it together, "uh I don't know if that's a good idea if you touch it I might...umm cum." "What's that?" "Uhh its what happens when umm well..my dick will squirt." Braydon flushed, "oh you mean you'll shoot out baby stuff?" "Yeah." Braydon said, "well I still want to touch it, I don't mind if you uh cum." "Um okay...." He really didn't want to fight the boy on it. He swallowed as he watched Braydon reach out. The young nearly eleven year old boy's hand was small and warm as it circled around his dick. The fact that the boy had played with himself more than once became obvious when Braydon started stroking him. "Ohh...don't.....here it...." he couldn't stop it even if he had wanted to. His seed shot out, squirting out of his dick, the load big and hard, sending his dick jerking quite a lot. He finished after a few intense squirts and realized that his tee-shirt was covered in his semen. HE sighed and sat up a bit pulling the shirt up and off. His dick had softened a bit but Bray's hand was still on it and it started to rise again. Braydon after having watched that said, "wow, you had a lot of stuff huh?" Jason laughed, "yeah I suppose so. Can I touch yours?" Braydon flushed, "Umm sure but I can't uh squirt stuff yet." "Can you have good feelings?" "OH yeah...I get those." Jason nodded and Braydon laid back on the makeshift bed. The ten year old boy's penis was a lot smaller, and Jason could easily circle his fingers around Braydon's penis. He stroked it a few times, and as he did he pulled the skin back revealing the head of the boys dick. He was pink and soft looking. Jason swallowed and said, "Okay I've got to try something..." Braydon shrugged and Jason moved, going on his legs between the boy's. He leaned down and lightly kissed Braydon's soft stomach, the boy giggled a bit as he moved down with his kisses. He ran his tongue over the length of Braydon's two inches of boyhood. The little boy grunted in surprise and Jason ran his tongue over the boy's ball sack. It was more firm than his own, the boy's balls hadn't yet "dropped" as the saying went, though he could clearly feel them in the sack. He kissed it a few more times and then pushed his mouth down over Braydon's dick. He sucked on it, pulling all of it into his mouth. The little nearly eleven year olds dick in his mouth felt wonderful. He pushed down further, sucking the boy's sack into his mouth as well. Sucking on him. Braydon gasped and groaned, pushing a bit upwards and Jason knew that the ten year old was cumming. He kept sucking and thinking that he shouldn't be doing this. He could feel his own dick throbbing as he kept sucking on Braydon. He pulled back and off of the boy's dick even though he could feel Braydon pushing up into his mouth and the boys hands on his head. He sat up and said, "Sorry.." Braydon shook his head, "No it felt so good...umm. You're leaking a bit." Jason looked down at his own throbbing dick and said "Umm yeah....sorry about that....you're just....you...make me...." Braydon sat up as well and reached out, putting his hand on Jason's erection. "me too!" Jason put his own hand on Braydon's stroking it and as he did Jason felt it building again. He came, squirting again this time a lot of it landing on Braydon's shirt. The younger boy giggled noticing that he was cumming and his own little dick was jerking and moving in Jason's hand. When it passed Braydon pulled his shirt off and without speaking both boys put their underwear back on. They wanted to do more but both were too afraid to do it just yet...just playing with one another like that had been enough for now. They lay back down in just their underwear and Jason pulled a blanket over both of them as they lay there. He let Braydon lay against his side, the young boy using his chest as a pillow. He softly kissed the top of Bray's head. HE knew what was happening to him, what had been happening since the moment he had first met Braydon. He was falling in love, no really he had already fallen in love. "Where do you live?" Jason was surprised by the question. "Umm San Antonio." "Oh." Jason hadn't thought about that, really he hadn't. He had never considered what happened after this summer and now suddenly he realized that Braydon was thinking about that Their young love for one another was fragile and summer was here for two more months but that was it. "Where do you live?" "Fort Worth, you know its close to Dallas. Uh that was stupid, you know that." Jason laughed a bit and softly stroked the boy's back, "yea its okay....its not that far...." He didn't know what to say, and neither did Braydon. Instead the younger boy changed the subject. "I can hear your heart beating, its so cool..." Jason smiled, "yeah, it is huh? "Is your dick still stiff?" Jason laughed, "well that's a strange subject change." Braydon shrugged, "I was just curious." Jason kissed the top of the boys head and they didn't speak for a while. Then Braydon yawned a bit and said, "when you sucked on me...that was amazing so many things went through my body, uh it felt so wonderful. I didn't want you stop and then you started sucking on my umm balls and uh that felt even better." The boy describing it made Jason's dick start to throb as his thoughts went back to it. "It felt good for me to having you in my mouth. I probably shouldn't have done it so soon though." Braydon shrugged and yawned again, "Yeah...." He snuggled in a bit more and said, "I liked it though." Jason could tell that the boy was falling asleep. He could feel himself falling asleep as well. They woke up a few hours later and got some food to eat while Jason threw Braydon's cum covered shirt into the wash. The power had come back on and they decided to start watching firefly again. They snuggled back up down on the floor under the covers and had a bit of a burping contest for a few minutes giggling together and Jason tickling Braydon a few times. The attraction was still there but for now just playing and being close with one another was enough. They fell asleep again at some point. When Jason woke up next it was the morning and the sun was back up and out. He could feel someone looking at him. He sat up slowly, looking over to see Braydon asleep on the other side of the makeshift bed, one of his legs sticking out from under the covers and most of his chest exposed as well. Jason looked over at his mom who had gotten home. "the two of you managed to stay safe last night?" Jason flushed a bit, "yeah we did mom..." "I thought we talked about this...' Jason shrugged, "we just sat up all night and talked and watched movies. Nothing else happened mom." His mom nodded and stood up but Jason knew that she didn't believe him. She shouldn't have because he had done more than just kiss Braydon last night. He had actually given a ten year old a blow job. More than that he had learned that he was probably in love. He shrugged it off and pulled his shorts on. He let Braydon sleep as he went to his bedroom and got a new shirt. When he came back downstairs Braydon was up and sitting at the kitchen table eating some breakfast, his shorts and tee-shirt back on. Jason sat down as well as his mom put down a bowl of cereal for him and said, "I imagine you boys are hungry." She walked back towards the kitchen and Jason noticed his brother David sitting at the other end of the table. David looked up at him once briefly and then grunted before getting up and walking out of the kitchen. As he left Braydon said, "You're brother is pretty quiet huh?" Jason shrugged, "I'm just glad he's not picking on me." After they finished eating Jason's mom said, "I think you should take Braydon home, I am sure his parents are worried about him and cell service is still out." Jason agreed and after they got their shoes on the two of them headed out on the short walk to Braydon's house. As they started walking Jason picked up a stick and tossed it a bit as he said, "I guess that we're only going to get this summer huh?" Braydon shrugged, "I Dunno I guess so unless you're going to come back next year too." "I don't know if we will or not. My mom's not exactly on board with me and you uh having alone time...." "She doesn't like that you like uh other boys?" Jason shook his head, "no she's fine with that, she knew before I did....its our ages." Braydon nodded, "yeah, but does it...do our ages make you uh uncomfortable?" Jason put his hand on the younger boy's shoulder and when Braydon looked up at him he said, "no our age difference doesn't matter at all to me anymore. At first yeah it did, but then I realized that I'm not attracted to you cause you're umm still a preteen, but I'm attracted to you because you're umm well you're Braydon. If you were the same age as me..well I'd still want to be with you. Truth is if I was eleven and you were eleven I would probably have realized at eleven that I was gay..." They didn't talk for awhile after that. Braydon's house came into view. Braydon looked back at Jason and said, "we've still got six more weeks here...how long are you staying?" "Four more weeks...then my mom has to get back to work. She took all of her vacation time." Braydon nodded, "both of my parents are teachers so they're off all summer...umm....will I see you later today or tomorrow?" Jason looked around and pulled Braydon closer to him hugging him once quickly, "You'll see me again tomorrow or later today...I'll text you." Braydon nodded and flushed and the two young kids experiencing first love were separated.. Chapter 5 Jason sat down on the bench by Braydon putting some ketchup on his burger before closing the bun. Somehow two weeks had passed pretty quickly with the two of them finding very few times to be alone with one another. Jason still wasn't sure if Braydon's parents were aware that they were dating and he didn't want to push the issue. They had more than a few times kissed when they were sure that they were alone. A few times in the water while swimming Jason had even felt Braydon's erect preteen dick and the same went with Braydon feeling his. That though was just part of them having fun and playing around while in the water. They had gone for some walks and talked a lot as well. They had somehow made it through the entire thirteen episodes of Firefly and then the movie as well. Braydon had loved all of it as Jason had known that he would. Today was Braydon's eleventh birthday, the boy was officially that age now, not just saying he was. Sitting at the table by Braydon, Jason briefly touched the younger boy's hand and Braydon flushed once. Braydon had gotten some nice gifts from his parents and his sister as well. Jason really hadn't been able to get Braydon anything but that was mainly because he had not had any idea he would be meeting the boy, let alone falling in love with him. Maybe they were both too young for love? Jason wasn't sure, it really was difficult for him to say for certain. As they were eating Jason went back to three days ago. Both of them looked young, it was obvious when looking at Braydon that he was younger than Jason but when people looked at Jason they could see a boy who was only a couple of years into his teenage years. He looked like a high school freshman, maybe younger still. Braydon's sister had told them that they should just have fun as much as they could. That afternoon they had been down by the pier alone after swimming. They had started kissing and playing with each others tongue. That had been when his brother had appeared. "Awww look at the cute young lovers!" Jason had pulled back looking at his big brother David, "Leave us alone..." His brother had been with a girl who had said something to David but David had just shrugged and said, "you could do a lot better kid." He had directed it at Braydon. Braydon had stood up and said, "Jason might not say it but you're an asshole." David had lunged at Braydon suddenly though the girl with him had tried to stop him. He had tired to hit Braydon but Jason had gotten in the way stopping him and getting hit himself. "Don't!" David just laughed again and turned off leaving, as he left Braydon had sat down next to Jason and said, "here let me see..." Jason had pushed away from the younger boy and said, "its okay..." "Jason..." Jason had then looked into Braydon's eyes and let the younger boy take a look at his face where he had gotten hit. They hadn't talked for awhile after that, just sitting there. "at least he didn't call us fags." Jason had laughed then for a long while, "He's not that big of a jerk." That had been three days ago. His brother was again gone, staying out late with the girl that he had met. She hadn't really calmed his rages of late down. Before the divorce David hadn't been the nicest of boys, but now after it he was worse. As they were finishing their burgers Jason said, "so do you still want to stay over tonight?" Braydon nodded, "yeah, my mom and dad said that it was okay." Jason's mom had agreed that it was okay as well. They were going to watch some movies and just have some fun playing games and such before going to sleep. That was what he had told his mom, but in reality both of them wanted to sleep together again. They weren't going to do anything crazy but they wanted to have some real alone time together again. He had a feeling that his mom knew that, and she was okay with it in a way. He wondered if she was just trying not to think about it. After they had lunch and hung out with Braydon's family for a bit the younger boy got a bag of stuff for the sleepover and as he left to get his bag Jason was a bit surprised when Braydon's dad pulled him off to the side. "Look, Jason, you really care about my son right?" Jason flushed a bit and said, "umm yes sir...he's really great and um we've really got a lot in common and all, its' nice to have a friend out here." Braydon's dad nodded and said, "yes, believe me we're glad that he found someone to be friends with. The past few summers Braydon's been pretty lonely up here. My point is, I guess what I am trying to say is, don't hurt my son." Jason swallowed and said, "I wouldn't. it-..well..it would be like hurting myself...sir." The man put his hand on Jason's shoulder, "you really are a nice kid Jason. You two have fun tonight." He walked off and Jason realized something, Braydon's dad was well aware of his sons predication's. The man was well aware that his son was gay and had no problems with it. Braydon came down a few minutes later and the two of them headed back to Jason's house. His mom saying she would be back over in a little bit as she was talking with Braydon's mom about recipes As they walked into the house Jason said, "what ever happened with your parents and their fight about your sister?" Braydon shrugged, "they worked it out. My mom was just terrified because Alicia is so young and my dad just had to clam her down. They fight, I guess all people fight huh?" Jason agreed, "yeah they do, but my parents couldn't ever seem to get past the fighting." Jason took the younger boys hand, "come on, lets go up to my room." They walked upstairs and down the hall to Jason's room. He closed the door and said, "you can put your bag down anywhere." As Braydon put the bag down Jason said, "I couldn't really get you a present for your birthday..." The younger boy turned back looking at him and said, "I don't need anything from you..." Jason interrupted him, "I know you don't need anything but I still wanted to get you something." He pulled out the folded up shirt, "its one of my favorites and I Want you to have it." Braydon took the shirt and opened it. He looked up at Jason, "I couldn't, I mean its far too big for me....and its...well I mean you really like the shirt, you wear it all the time." "Wear it to bed...and its okay I want you to have it Bray..." He stepped closer to the younger boy feeling his dick start to rise as he stroked one of Braydon's cheeks. "You're the first person that isn't family that I've fallen in love with and I want you to have anything I can give you..." Braydon flushed, "me too...I love you too..." Jason leaned down and lightly kissed Braydon's lips but the kiss while light at first didn't stay that way. Jason's tongue started playing with Braydon's and they moved to the bed, Jason sitting down on it and Braydon sitting down on him, facing him. The kiss became harder more intense. Their tongues teasing one another. Jason stroked a hand through the boy's curly sandy blonde hair as his other hand gripped the younger boy's bottom holding him. They fell back onto the bed. Braydon's hands on Jason's shoulders, his little tongue darting in and out quickly. He giggled, "you taste like ketchup." Jason smiled, "and you like mustard." "Maybe together we're one burger?" Jason laughed and kissed the boy's nose. Their tongues teased again as he stroked the younger boy's bottom, he could feel Braydon against his stomach. He knew the newly turned eleven year old was stiff in his shorts. "you're a silly kid." Braydon shrugged, "but you love me anyway." Jason smiled, "Oh I think its one of the reason why I fell in love with you." Braydon flushed and they started kissing again. Jason broke their kiss as he put his hands on Braydon's shirt and pulled it up and off of him. With Braydon still sitting up his bottom resting on Jason's crotch where his dick was stiff and throbbing, Jason sat up and kissed one of Braydon's nipples. He ran his tongue over the nipple, teasing it a bit as the younger boy's hand rested on his head. Jason moved to his other nipple doing the same. He ran his hands over Braydon's sides, lightly tickling the boy who giggled as Jason continued to rub his tongue over the nipples. Braydon took one of Jason's hands in his own and pushed it down, until it was on Braydon's' crotch. Jason rubbed him through the shorts he wore. He could feel the boy's stiff dick. The reaction to them kissing and playing with one another was obvious to both of them. Jason undid the button on Braydon's shorts. Braydon softly said, "Should we be doing this right now?" Jason shrugged, "why not? My mom won't be back for a few more hours if I had to guess." Braydon nodded and bit his bottom lip, "don't worry about it..I locked the bedroom door and umm we'll hear her I'm sure." He kissed the boys lips, "if you want to stop though we will..." Braydon shook his head, "no...I don't want to stop....I just don't want to get you in trouble." Jason smiled, "then we won't get in trouble." He pulled at the zipper and as he did Braydon looked down watching him. The younger boy had worn boxer-briefs with star wars on them. Jason could see the boy pointing up in them already. He pulled the boys underwear way from the soft skin of his stomach and studied the boy's erection. It was stiff and throbbing a bit. Jason closed the underwear back and rubbed against his erection through it. Braydon gasped a bit and then stood when Jason asked him to. He pulled the new eleven year olds shorts down to his ankles and along with them his boxer-briefs The boy's erection was still about two inches in length and the head was just barely poking out from the skin surrounding it. Jason stroked him with two fingers, pulling the skin back. He leaned over and lightly ran his tongue over the head of Braydon's boyhood. The younger eleven year old gasped and put his hand on Jason's head as Jason started sucking on him while he stood on the bed. His sneakers moving a bit as the younger boy pushed at Jason's' head driving him fully down on his boy dick. Jason sucked, his tongue playing with it as he drew in all of Braydon and his ball sack as well. The younger boy gasped again and said, "h-harder!' Jason sucked harder, pulling back and teasing the boy's little nut-sack with his tongue, running it over the sack and then up over the length of the boys' dick. Braydon started thrusting in Jason's mouth as he took the boy back in again. Jason bobbed his head on the younger boy's dick, sucking harder on him as Braydon gasped and groaned. The boys hands were on his head still moving as well and Jason could feel the rubber-band bracelets on the boys wrist against the back of his head as well. The boy came, his little peter jerking with his cum as it happened. Jason slowly pulled back, letting the little boy slip out of his mouth. He laid back on the bed and as he did Braydon slipped off of the bed and put his hands on Jason's shorts. * The feeling of cumming in Jason's mouth was still flowing throughout his body and Braydon realized that he wanted to know what it was like to make Jason cum with his mouth as well. The eleven year old with his shorts and underwear still at his ankles slipped off of the bed and shook them off along with his sneakers. He then undid the button on Jason's shorts and then the zipper. The older boy watched him, not stopping him. It was his turn to make Jason feel good. He pulled Jason's shorts open and saw how the older boy was sticking up in his boxers, making an obvious tent. Braydon pulled, dragging the shorts and boxers down to Jason's ankles and took in the older boys dick. Jason at fourteen was about five inches length and his thickness was obvious as well. He was almost too thick for Braydon to get his hand around him. The younger boy was pretty sure he couldn't get the whole thing in his mouth. Still...he wanted to try sucking on Jason. HE stroked Jason, his fingers twisting around the older boys' hard on and stroking him as he did himself in the shower sometimes (well a lot more lately). He liked the feel of Jason's warm dick in his hands, it was so much bigger and felt right in his smaller hand. He stroked him a few times and moved a bit more, his bracelets brushed against Jason's balls as he moved into position and leaned over. "You don't have to unless you want to Bray." "I know...and I want to." Jason nodded and Braydon moved and kissed the head of Jason's erection. He pulled back and a string of pre-cum came with his lips. Braydon giggled a bit and licked his lips. It was a bit salty but it didn't taste much like anything. He leaned over again and ran his tongue over the opening, like Jason had done to his own. Jason gasped, "careful..I'm really close to cumming." Braydon nodded and ran his tongue over the head again before running it down over the length. He licked Jason's balls, they were larger than his own and more obvious as well. He stroked them with his fingers a bit and then as he did that he pushed his mouth over the head of Jason's' dick. HE sucked it in and managed to get the entire head into his mouth as he sucked on it. He took in more, the first inch slipping in and then the second one. He had to open his mouth all the way but he managed to get the first two inches in without a problem. Jason grunted and Braydon felt the boy's hands on his head, running through his curly sandy blonde hair as Jason said "Oh fuck..fu-fu....Bray...I...." He grunted and Braydon felt it happen. Jason's teenage dick throbbed and jerked shooting seed into Braydon's mouth suddenly. Braydon shocked pulled up and off but stopped before the entire head was out of his mouth. He kept it in there, and swallowed. Realizing that he could do that. The taste he didn't mind so much at all. As Jason finished cumming Braydon slipped his mouth off and sat back on the floor, breathing a bit heavily. "Wow...' Jason sat up on the bed and Braydon could see the older boy getting softer, but then apparently seeing Braydon sitting on the floor his legs open a bit and his penis still sticking up was enough to make Jason start to rise again. "Oh wow...I am so sorry Bray..I didn't mean to do that. I just couldn't stop it from happening." Braydon giggled, "its okay Jason. I didn't mind actually. It felt really cool when you uh squirted in my mouth. I bet if I could squirt you'd let me do that too huh?" Jason laughed and moved sitting down on the floor next to him, "Yeah I probably would." Just then someone form down stairs said, "Jason, Braydon where are you?" Both boys flushed and quickly got dressed. They headed downstairs as quickly as they could as well. Jason's mom was at the sitars looking like she was about to come up as they headed down she said "ah there you boys are. I was going to ask what you two wanted to do for dinner later." "I was just showing Braydon my room." Braydon noticed a look pass on Jason's mom face, a look of concern perhaps? Braydon said, "yeah we were just talking about what movies we were uh going to watch." He flushed though he tried not to. Jason's mom nodded and said, "Well as long as you're both going to lie to me at least its consistent." She squeezed both of their hands once briefly and said, "now I was thinking that since Braydon is staying over that maybe we could go into town and get dinner downtown and go see a movie as well. I think there's a movie that both of you want to see isn't there?" Jason and Braydon looked at one another and both agreed that it was a good idea. Jason's mom took both of them out dinner and then after the three of them ate she agreed that she would pick them up after the movie was over. Braydon wanted to hold Jason's hand and the younger boy was really relived when Jason didn't fight him and they walked through the theater. They got some popcorn and a large soda as the combo was the best price and both of them agreed that they could share the drink. In the theater they took a seat off to one side towards the top. Jason lifted up the arm rest between them and Braydon was glad that the other boy wanted to snuggle him in closer. They sat together in the theater and Jason put his arm around Braydon's shoulder. As the movie started Braydon whispered, "this should be good right?" Jason shrugged, "sure." The trailers started and they ate some popcorn and drank some soda as well, though Jason had to give him the soda when he wanted a drink. The movie was a good one and they both got pretty lost in watching it but Braydon was glad that Jason didn't move his arm from around his shoulder or that the older boy didn't mind sharing the same straw. Though really why would he since they had shared saliva before. As the movie was coming to a close Braydon didn't want it to end, he wanted to stay here, close to Jason in his arms for longer. His mind filtered over what would happen when this summer was over. Neither of them was old enough to drive and they lived hundreds of miles apart from one another. After the movie was over Braydon walked with Jason still holding his hand back out of the theater. As they were walking out Jason said, "Not a bad movie, the company made up for the areas where it lacked a bit." Braydon felt his cheeks flush, "umm yeah." He saw Jason's mom waiting for them by the car. She smiled and waived as they walked over to where she was. The drive home was a bit quite and as they arrived at the house Jason's mom said she was going off to bed and told her son something. As she headed towards the back master bedroom Braydon said, "What did your mom say?" Jason shrugged, "that I'm the older and more responsible one. That we know what we should and shouldn't do." He smiled a bit and took Braydon's hand, "come on lets get in our pajamas and we'll uh put on a movie on my tablet and watch it in bed." Braydon shrugged and agreed as they walked upstairs and into Jason's' bedroom. Braydon grabbed the shirt that Jason had given him to us for his pajamas and followed Jason into the bathroom. They undressed from their clothes and as he saw Jason Braydon could feel it growing again. He could see that Jason's was growing as well. The older boy looked over at him as they brushed their teeth and he didn't put on a tee-shirt. Braydon didn't put his on either, following Jason out of the bathroom and back down the hall to the older boys' bedroom. Braydon flushed when Jason lifted him and the two of them fell back onto the bed together. Braydon liked laying on top of Jason. Feeling the older boy on top of him, their bodies joined together like this. They kissed lightly a few times and as they did Braydon could feel Jason's hands on his back, running down over his bottom, running under his underwear and rubbing his bottom. Braydon broke their kiss, slipping off of Jason laying beside him on the bed. He pulled his underwear down and as he did he saw that Jason was doing the same thing. "Here lets try something!" Jason had Braydon lay on his side and Jason moved so that they were in a position with each others heads close to the other boy's erection. Braydon flushed but knew what Jason was going for. He used his fingers to stroke Jason's teenage dick, before slowly pushing down on it, sucking him into his mouth. As he sucked on Jason, Braydon felt his own dick sliding into the older boy's mouth. Braydon grunted pushing against Jason and as he did he felt the older boy's dick start to throb in his mouth. Braydon sucked a bit more and as he did Jason grunted against the preteen boy's dick. Jason was about to cum, Braydon could tell as the older boy grunted a bit and pushed against Braydon's mouth again. He came then, squirting in the younger boy's mouth and Braydon felt his own orgasm arrive as well. The young newly turned eleven year old had never imagined that the pleasure would be this wonderful. He swallowed the last of Jason's seed and slowly pulled his mouth off of the head of the older boy's dick. Jason laid back on the bed breathing heavily. Braydon moved laying down beside him and Jason kissed his cheek before pulling him into his arms. Neither spoke for awhile as they laid on the bed with Jason holding Braydon as the smaller spoon. "Jason?" Jason stroked his stomach, "Yeah?" "Wh-what happens after this summer?" Jason didn't speak for awhile and Braydon could feel the fear that the other boy was feeling just as he was. Softly Jason said, "I don't know. Its not realistic that we get anything other than these next few weeks. I'd like to stay in contact. I just...I don't know." Braydon held the older boy's arm with his fingers. Braydon could feel a bit of tears in his own eyes but he ignored them, "yeah..me too but we're pretty far away from one another and who knows if we'll ever see each other again." Jason turned Braydon so that they were facing one another. "I want you to promise me something Bray." "Okay," Braydon said swallowing and a bit afraid of what was coming. "Promise me that no matter what happens in the future you'll always be happy about now?" Braydon felt a tear leave one of his eyes, "I will be... but we could still..." Jason wiped at the tear and interrupted him, "I know and I feel the same way but we both know that no ones going to believe that we already know what we know. Who knows maybe they're right about first love and we're not." Braydon shook his head, "they aren't." Jason nodded and kissed Braydon. The feeling of Jason's lips on his own was more comforting than Braydon could have ever imagined They didn't speak again about it, they just laid there on the bed, softly kissing one another. They held onto each other until they fell asleep. Braydon hoped that the summer never ended. Of course it did.... Chapter 6 Summer vacation did end far faster than Jason could have imagined. Suddenly it was here, his mom needed to go back to work and it was time to say goodbye to the best summer that he had ever known. It was also time to say goodbye to Braydon, the one thing that Jason had no desire to do. The following two weeks after Braydon's birthday became a quick blur that Jason had a hard time remembering any of. Both of them were young and full of stamina and hormones. So when they found times and places to be alone with one another they took advantage of them as best as they could. They worked towards spending all of the time that they could together both of them well aware that they were not going to have all that time together. The day came though when Jason's mom needed to return to work and the time had come for them to leave. That afternoon as his mom loaded the last of the things in the car Jason tried to deny that it was happening. He stood with Braydon down by the pier, not that far away from either cabin. Braydon stood there picking up a rock from the beach close to the pier and tossed it into the water. Jason saw him toss another one and said, "you know if you flick you wrist a bit you'll get to skip the rock..." "I don't care." Jason looked over at him and sighed. "You know if I could choose that I'd stay right?" Braydon shrugged and Jason rested his hand on the younger boy's shoulder. Braydon looked up at him and then stepped away a bit. "Bray...I don't want to go..." Braydon shrugged a bit, "yeah I know you don't, doesn't change the fact that you're going. We'll probably never even see one one another again." Jason sighed and felt like throwing something far bigger than a rock into the water. He felt like the world was working against him and against what he wanted. He would have killed to stay with Braydon forever. It was a stupid wish, they were both nowhere near being able to make decisions for themselves. It didn't mean that it didn't hurt all the same. "I don't know what to say." Braydon sat down on the grass close to the pier with his legs bent at the knees before him. He rested his hands around them and put his head on his knees. "There's not anything you can say." Jason moved leaning down a bit and resting his hand on Braydon's shoulder. He could see his mom up by the cabin looking down at him, letting him know that his time was up. "I have to go now." Braydon looked up at him and then stood, the younger boy pushed himself against Jason and Jason returned the fierce hug with one of his own. He ran a hand through Braydon's hair and the younger boy looked up at him. A few tears had escaped from his eyes. "I wish you didn't." Jason wiped one of the tears away, "I have to...I'll call you when we get back to the house." Braydon nodded and Jason leaned down, kissing the younger boy on the lips, hungrily with no desire to let go of him. Gently though he did, and as he did Braydon also let go. Their hands held briefly and then Jason turned away, not wanting to cry anymore than the tears that had briefly started in his eyes. HE wanted to turn back around, to hug Braydon again, hold him in his arms but he didn't do it. His mom was waiting as was his brother. In the car on the way home Jason put in his ear-buds and listened to music the entire time. He had no interest in maintaining a conversation with anyone. He did call Braydon when he got home, but as the summer came to a close and school started up with his first year of high school things became more difficult for the two of them. I will call, we'll keep in touch, I can't imagine not talking you. Well all of that is good but in reality for two kids who live hundreds of miles apart its not that easy at all. Jason wasn't sure if he slipped up first or if Braydon did but then it went from once a day to once a week, before he knew it a month had nearly passed. School was intense and there was a lot of work to do in his first year of high school. Honestly Braydon was so far away it was just so hard to actually keep it together. Slowly the year passed on and as it did Jason started to find it easier, and that was when he met Richard another boy the same age as him with the same sexual preference with him. Their dating didn't last long before they were doing more than just talking with one another or seeing one another. He hated telling Braydon, and he tried for the longest time not to. Then it became unnecessary as Braydon did it first. Telling him about this boy he met, a boy named Chris whom he had started dating that spring. Jason let Braydon know the truth as well and it became apparent to Jason that this long distance thing wasn't working anymore. Even though he and Richard didn't last much longer after that. The fall of his Junior year of high school started on a high point for Jason, he had gotten selected to the potential to be the class president and he actually won it. He was popular despite being openly gay, or perhaps because of it. By then his brother was in college and not talking much to him or his mom anymore. It was after he was elected for president that Jason met Ivan. Ivan was a year older than him and in the student council for the Junior class. He was charismatic and very handsome. Within a week they were in bed together and Jason had his first full intercourse with another boy shortly after that. They spent a lot of time together but by the end of the year Jason could feel it, as he was about to turn sixteen and go into his junior year he felt something was wrong. He realized what it was almost immediately and regretted trying to find out. Yet there was the truth before him, Ivan sleeping with another guy. Jason found out more than that and became suddenly glad that he always insisted on a condom when he was with Ivan. It was the end of their relationship and he wanted nothing more than to wallow in his own misery but Jason knew his friends and he knew that they would never let him spend the summer alone and in misery. That was how Jason found himself in a van on the way to the very lake where two years earlier he had learned that he didn't like girls.... * After Jason left for his home in San Antonio all that Braydon wanted to do was sit on the pier at the lake and wish that he could be with Jason again. HE missed the older boys arms around him, the taste of Jason's lips pressed against his own. Their tongues playing with one another, their hands on each others bodies, even their dicks pressed together. Braydon would think about that and miss it, aching to have it back again. Yet he knew that it wasn't going to come back. As the next two weeks passed on the lake he started to recover a bit. Yes he still missed Jason but missing him wasn't going to bring him back. Instead Braydon found that drawing and working on his comics was enough to keep him entertained. One afternoon as he was working on something his stopped at the door to his room and knocked lightly on it even though it was still open, "Hey buddy, how you feeling?" Braydon shrugged "I'm okay dad." His dad came in further and sat down on the edge of his bed. "Look Braydon, you're mom and I just want you to know that you don't have to be afraid that we're not going to love you no matter what. It doesn't matter to us in the least that you're different than other boys." Braydon looked over at his dad sitting on his bed and the younger boy could see it in his dad's eyes, caring for him. He moved slipping over to where his dad was and sitting down next to him on the bed. Resting his head on his dad's shoulder. "You know the first girl that I ever loved was my friends older sister, I was devastated when she moved away before the summer had even started. We'd kissed a few times and I swore she was going to be mine forever. Then her dad went off and got a better job in another city. I cried for weeks. Your Aunt Amber made fun of me for a very long time." Braydon smiled a bit and said, "yeah that is something that Aunt Amber would do." HE was quite for a bit and felt his dad put his arm around his shoulders, "It hurts a lot dad...I...I...don't want it to hurt." His dad kissed the top of his head, "Yeah and I'd do just about anything to make it not hurt anymore buddy, but sometimes that's how life works. Just think about it this way, you had one incredible summer and found out for the first time just how wonderful love can be. I know its hard and its not going to get any better, but one day this first love of yours, it will be the one thing that you remember the most." Braydon sniffed a little bit and his dad continued to hold him, neither speaking for a while. After a bit his dad left him and Braydon laid back on his bed looking up at the ceiling. At some point his sister came into the room and laid down on his bed with him, holding him. It was easier with Alicia, usually it was. The last month of summer passed a bit slowly but by the end of it Braydon was feeling a little bit better. It had become a sort of dull ache of missing something that wasn't there anymore. Then it was time to head back, and time for school to start again. School was a good distraction and as it rolled on and sixth grade became more difficult Braydon realized that he was slipping on his promise to talk to Jason as much as possible. Then again Jason was slipping as well. The fall turned into winter and then by the end of winter and close to the start of spring he realized that he hadn't talked to Jason in almost a month. It still hurt not having Jason anymore but not as much as it had at first when it had been fresh. Then it happened. Late in the spring right before the summer break hit Braydon met someone that he had not expected. The other boys name as Chris and they met in the library. Chris had seen him drawing a character that he had made up on his own and asked him about the superhero and what his powers were. Before Braydon knew it they had been talking for almost an hour. Chris was older, more experienced and also well aware that he liked other boys. By the end of the week they had gotten caught kissing behind the school. It had gotten around everywhere Chris hadn't cared and Braydon had realized that he didn't care either if everyone knew that he was gay. Then summer hit and Braydon stayed at home for the summer. He knew that Jason wasn't up at the lake anyway. His sister was getting married that summer to the very same man that had knocked her up. Braydon invited Chris to the wedding and also by then had done the impossible and told Jason about Chris. A part of him still missed Jason, still wanted to be with him but he knew that it was impossible They lived in two different worlds, two different cities. Chris was here, close to him and wanted to be with him. As summer came to a close he and Chris did explore one another sexually and while it was fun and interesting it wasn't the same as it had been with Jason and the other boy by the end of winter was insisting that the needed to go all the way, something that Braydon just wasn't ready to do. Then as spring began to approach Braydon realized that Chris wasn't good for him. Of course by then it was too late, Chris ended it with him before he could with Chris. The older boy was going into high school, he didn't want some middle school kid as his boyfriend anymore. Braydon felt devastated but not as much has he had thought he would. Chris was just that, filler, someone to pass the time apparently. HE wasn't like Jason, he wasn't something special. If only Braydon had realized it sooner. The second summer since last seeing Jason arrived and that year Braydon's parents wanted to take the entire family up to the lake to stay at the cabin. Braydon wasn't looking forward to it, but then again he couldn't see the future that was waiting for him up there.... Chapter 7 The van pulled up around the corner and headed down another road before finally coming up to a small one story cabin that was sitting in the woods somewhere out on Ryder lake. Jason back in the back of the van looked out at the quiet night as Tim parked the truck and said, "well ladies and gentlemen we are here!" The van opened and they all started to climb out. Jason stopped for a moment looking out at Lake Ryder and his mind went back to two years ago for a moment. Someone touched his arm and he turned to see Aaron standing there next to him. Tim came up and put his arm around both of their shoulders, "well boys admiring the view or thinking about how much fun it'll be to dive into that water?" Aaron laughed, "I don't think I want to see you dive into anything." Tim sighed, "amateurs." As he walked off Aaron touched Jason's shoulder and said, "You're doing okay right?" Jason shrugged, "yeah sure, its not as bad as I thought it was going to be." Aaron squeezed his shoulder a bit more and then Shelia came up beside them and said, "Aaron you promised me that you'd help me with the bags." As she walked away Aaron sighed, "the work of a boyfriend is never done." Jason laughed a bit and followed him towards the van. Two months and it still hurt as much as it had hurt as if it had just happened. Jason's mind went back to the last year. For the first time in high school he had felt comfortable with who he was. His best friends all knew that he was gay and they all accepted it and didn't fight him on it. Aaron and Shelia were dating still why wasn't he still with his boyfriend? Jason sighed, well that was obvious Ivan was a cheat and an asshole that was why. Two months ago they had all planned on this trip out to the lake, they were going to spend the first month of the summer out here enjoying the lake. Tim's parents had a boat and a small cabin that was situated on the lake close to the town of Lyville which sat off of the lake. Driving through the town Jason had memories that came flooding back. Memories of a friend that he hadn't seen in two years, a friend that he hadn't talked to in almost a year. He didn't blame Braydon, the younger boy had met someone that he really liked and had a group of friends of his own. They hadn't talked more than in passing a few times and in the past two months since Ivan had taken his heart and ripped it up he hadn't wanted to speak with anyone at all really. As he walked into the cabin and put his stuff down in the third bedroom Tim came in and said, "hey I know you're lonely and all but if you come into my room tonight..." Shelia came up beside him, "you know Tim you can be a real asshole sometimes." Tim smiled, "yeah I know!" Jason smiled as well, "well at least I know which room to not go into tonight." Tim came in further and put his arm around Jason's shoulders, "Oh come on I was just messing with you. We'll get out on the lake tomorrow and you'll see you'll forget all about what's his name." Jason wished that something would help him forget about Ivan anything really. While it was true that Braydon had been his first real experience with another boy, Ivan had been the one that he had gone all the way with. He had thought that he and Ivan were the real thing, but he should have known better. He was only sixteen after all there was no way that he had already met the one that he'd spend forever with. Thinking about that Jason touched the bracelet that he wore around his wrist. The twist of green and blue was still as fresh as it had been two years ago. Shelia touched his arm briefly, "hey you really will be okay Jay." "Yeah I know, eventually it'll feel better right?" Its what you told yourself, it helped you feel better. Really though it was just to help ignore and get over the pain of the loss. About the only thing that really helped was realizing how much of a mistake Ivan had been. "It really will." She smiled and left him in the room. Jason sighed and laid back on his bed looking up at the ceiling in the room. It was quiet out here, and that felt nice. His mom had agreed that he could go on this trip but had made him promise that he would be careful and all of that. Jason had agreed that he would be and that he wouldn't get in any trouble. A few minutes later as the cabin was quiet he could hear Shelia laughing and knew what was coming next. Jason managed to ignore it and close his bedroom door. Somehow he fell asleep. In the morning he got up to the smell of bacon cooking. He came out from the bedroom and sat down for breakfast with everyone else. They headed out onto the lake after that and for a while Jason did forget all of his depression. It was fun out on the lake, they skied and found a small cove to go swimming in. They got too much sun and then they headed back. Tim wanted to play a game with cards but Jason said, "I'm going to take a walk." As he started to head out Shelia caught up to him and said, "Hey are you okay?" Jason shrugged, "better than I was I suppose. I Just want some alone time." Shelia nodded and Jason headed out not really having any destination in mind. He walked through the woods finding a trail and heading down it. As he came out from the trail Jason realized where he was. The cabin had more woods cleared up around it but he remembered it. There appeared to be people staying in it, and he knew what was up the road from it. Another cabin though he was pretty sure that there wasn't anyone there. Jason headed down towards the lake. More than a few times he had thought about what it would be like to come back here, now it was a week past two years since the last time he first got here. Summer had just started but really Jason wanted it to be over. The sun was truly setting in the distance, the sky becoming light reds as it started to go down. He leaned down on the beach finding a few rocks and started to skip a few of them. After doing that he moved towards the dock and looked out at the water. He should have brought his ear buds so he could listen to some music. Really he wanted to bring Ivan, that was the truth. He wanted to have Ivan back with him and the two of them enjoying this place together. Ivan had been too good to be true. Strong handsome features, good in pleasuring and a lot of fun to be around. Jason had known that the other boy had to have something and then there it had been. Ivan had been with him but at the same time he had been with two others, dating three people and not all of them the same sex. Jason had been grateful to find out about it and also grateful that he had followed his mom's advice and always had protected sex with Ivan. Jason tossed the last of the rocks he had carried with him out across the water and as he did someone said, "you know if you flick your wrist a bit more you'll get more skips. I had someone teach me how to do that...." Jason turned a bit surprised by the voice and felt as if everything had sort of stopped. He was taller, nearly five feet but not quite that tall yet. Of course Jason had gotten taller as well, just an inch over six feet in height. While He was taller he had not lost his skinny frame. The boy didn't look like he was nearly thirteen. His face was still too soft, his sky blue eyes still too big. His face was clear of acne as well and showed no blemishes at all. The boy was taller, but the boy was still there. His hair a bit long, almost to his shoulders, and still curly as before and sandy blonde with lighter highlights. He slightly smiled, it showed a dimple in his cheek as Jason remembered but it also show different colored braces. He no longer wore glasses either, opting instead for contacts. Jason shrugged, "yeah so I hear. I didn't think you'd be out here." Braydon stepped a bit closer. "my mom likes coming out here. There wasn't really any chance that I thought you'd be back out here. I mean there's a lot of lakes out there..." he sighed, "well that makes me sound like a walking cliché." Jason noticed the shirt that he was wearing then. The boy was taller, so the shirt was smaller than it had been, but still was a bit large. "Kept the shirt huh?" Braydon looked down at it and then back up, "well I see you still wear the bracelet" Jason played with it when Braydon mentioned it. "Yeah well, it feels right on my wrist....so how's your sister?" Braydon shrugged, "She's married, raising a toddler. Umm hows your mom doing?" "Dating." Braydon laughed a bit, "yeah I hear its contagious." Jason turned looking out at the water, "umm I'm sorry that I..." "Look I didn't mean to..." They both stopped talking when they realized what they were saying at the same time and then both of them laughed. Jason turned back looking at Braydon. "So is your boyfriend here?" Braydon shrugged, "I don't have a boyfriend." "Oh, umm girlfriend?" Braydon flushed a bit and said, "no...I uh still don't like girls. Though Melissa keeps trying..." Jason smiled, "yeah I don't either. Don't think I ever will, don't know if I like boys anymore either." Braydon stepped closer and said, "what was his name...Ivan? I remember you saying something about him but by then we hadn't really talked for a while. Didn't you date for a long while?" "Yeah a full year....he was a cheat. That's all there was to it. But I thought you were seeing someone seem to remember..." Braydon shrugged, "Yeah but it didn't work out, I mean when he went off to high school he decided he was too cool to be with a seventh grader." "Yeah sorry about that boys are assholes." Braydon didn't say anything about it and Jason turned back looking out at the water. "So how long are you staying for?" Braydon said, "A few months probably. They say time heals all wounds or something like that. You know standing right here, memories..." Jason felt the world around him pause for a moment. He looked over at Braydon and as he did he could remember nothing but that summer that they spent together. The sex play had been wonderful, and the discovery of how good it could be had been as well. It was more than that though, they had really had fun together. They had been inseparable and there had been so much that they had in common with one another Looking into the younger boy's sky blue eyes Jason realized just how much he had missed having Braydon in his life. "you know I missed you right?" Braydon flushed, "yeah well I missed you as well." Braydon turned looking out at the water, Jason turned as well looking back out as well. "Look I don't expect any.." "It was kind of hard..." Both of them stopped and laughed a bit. Jason sighed sitting down on the edge of the pier. "The place hasn't changed in the last two years huh?" Braydon joined him and said, "Nope it doesn't really change that much. You know last summer when I got up here I hoped...really did hope that you'd be here. I know it was stupid of me to hope. I know that it was stupid of me because of where you lived. I got here and then I saw someone was at the cabin and well it was this family with a couple of kids right in the same age as me. It was a pretty fun summer..." he paused and Jason could feel his eyes on him, "but it wasn't the same." Jason chuckled, "no blow jobs huh?" Braydon socked his shoulder slightly, "no no blow jobs. Although I think the sister might have been interested...if you know..." Jason turned to look at Braydon and tried to think of something to say. Something that would make the last two years all better. Maybe something that would make his own pain from that fall go away. There wasn't anything he could say. He put his arm around Braydon's shoulder and the younger boy didn't shy away. "So what happened with this older guy you were dating?" Braydon shrugged, "which one?" "Wait there was more than one?" Braydon flushed, "Well you and umm Chris." "Well you said he went off to high school and dumped you? That seems a bit harsh, I mean didn't he want to date you?" Braydon shrugged, "who knows I thought so too, but maybe I was just convenient or something. I mean I wouldn't do anything with him for the longest time and had just barely started to let him umm well do stuff and I guess he found someone else easier to convince to do stuff with him or something. Plus I think its a trend with me and my choices. I mean its obvious that I like guys a bit older than me. Maybe I should just wait till I'm in high school." Jason nodded and sighed, laying back on the deck. "I wish things were easier Braydon, really I do. Its not like we really chose to be what we are...or who we want to be with seems like we're all destined to make stupid mistakes." Braydon didn't respond to that, he picked up a rock of his own instead and tossed it out onto the water before speaking, "How long are you here for?" "A couple of weeks, came up with some friends of mine. Originally Ivan was going to be coming with us. We picked this lake because its one of the best places in the area for skiing and wake-boarding Are you staying all summer?" "Most of it, like usual." Jason sat back up and said, "want to come out with us tomorrow? I mean I know you can swim and I bet you'd have some fun. It'd help you forget what's his name." "Oh and its helping you forgot that guy Ivan huh?" Jason shrugged and looked at his watch, "I haven't thought about Ivan in about an hour now." Braydon took out his phone looking at it, "shit that's the time?" "Oh so now we cuss?" Braydon flushed, "I'm not a little kid and I blame you!" Jason laughed and lunged for Braydon to tackle him but the younger boy moved out of the way which sent Jason down off of the pier and into the water. HE came up sputtering and as he did Braydon was laughing on the pier "Oh yeah!" Jason grabbed one of the boy's legs close to his sneaker and pulled, sending the nearly thirteen year old into the water with him. Braydon came up sputtering water as well and said, "my mom is not going to be happy when I come back home with wet clothes." "I'll apologize" He said it before he realized it. Jason moved closer to Braydon, he could easily touch bottom and noticed that Braydon was just barely touching. His eyes met the younger boy's. He reached out and softly pushed a lock of wet curly hair back from the side of Braydon's face. Braydon heated a bit but didn't stop Jason. He leaned in and kissed Braydon's lips softly, the kiss was just that a light peck, but neither of them could leave it at that. It was like being with an old friend, it was as if two years hadn't passed. His lips lightly played with Braydon's and Braydon's tongue snaked out teasing his lips and then lightly Braydon bit on Jason's bottom lip before pulling back and flushing. Braydon looked away, "sorry." Jason shook his head, "no....I should be the one to..." Braydon shut him up the only way he could, he kissed him again. Jason responded by kissing back and pushing his tongue into Braydon's mouth. The boy tasted of peppermint and Jason could feel the difference in Braydon's kisses., he was more experienced and less hesitant. Jason pulled back slightly and ran his tongue over Braydon's braces, "when did you get those?" Braydon flushed, "about a year ago, dentist said my teeth weren't growing in straight." "Yeah nothing about you is straight." Braydon hit his shoulder lightly, "you're one to talk!" Jason shrugged, "yeah." They moved towards the shore climbing out of the water and as they headed back up to the shore Jason said, "I really should apologize to your parents for making you late." "Don't worry about it, they'll just yell at me for a bit. I'm pretty sure that my sister's gotten my niece down for the night and that should make it easier on me as well." As they started up away from the dock Jason grabbed his phone from where he had left it a bit earlier and said, "you will join me tomorrow?" Braydon didn't respond for a few minutes, "I don't think I can...I mean I can't...I don't want to go through that again..." Jason nodded and felt something deep in his throat, something he wanted to let out. His memories floated around that time, those first six months after they were separated "Yeah I understand. I...you have to believe me Bray it wasn't any easier for me than it was for you. I didn't even know who I was until I met you. It was you that....you were the boy that made me realize who I was...or that started me on the path to realizing it. You're....its...fuck....I wish...." "I know how much it hurt you too Jason. I just...don't want to go through it again...not with you...I don't think I could survive loosing you again..." Jason softly stroked Braydon's cheeks where one the younger boy's tears had escaped, "don't cry Bray." "I'm not going to you know that I'm right though." Jason could see the determination on the younger boy's face to not let his tears overcome him, or escape further than they already had. He was almost positive that the pain and desire mixed on Braydon's face was a match for his own. Jason felt more frustrated than he had when he had found Ivan in bed with another guy. He wanted to believe that anything at this moment was possible, that he could freeze time and keep just him and Braydon here alone, no one else in the world could interfere. "I don't know that you're right. We've got all this stuff now, these things that they say help people who are so far away from one another stay connected I Mean I can pull up a live chat with someone across the world and see them on a video. Yet I can't stay connected to you because we live less than three hundred miles apart from one another?" "We didn't make it last time..." Jason shrugged, "we were also both finding out who we were really for the first times. And neither of us could drive either. Its not true anymore. I can't imagine how I lived two years without you in my life and I sure as hell don't want to go two more years or longer...you feel the same way." Braydon looked out and away, the sun was almost full gone now. "I do...you'll have to give me some time to think. Where are you staying?" "On the other half of hollow trail. Here take down the cabin's address. We're going out tomorrow around ten. This is my new phone number as well...." HE let Braydon write it all down on his smart phone and then said, "just think about it." "I will," he turned to go and then stopped and looked back at Jason once, "I-if I don't come...don't hate me." Jason nodded, "yeah I could never hate you Bray...you're that one person in the world other than my family that I could never imagine ever hating. I'll understand, but I will also keep hoping that you'll be there. That you'll give what we feel for one another a chance...I know I want to...." Braydon nodded and turned walking away. Jason only hoped it wasn't for the last time forever.... * The walk back to the cabin was longer than the one that he had taken to get out to the pier. Braydon had been shocked, almost to the point of wanting to run away the moment that he had seen Jason. He had known though that he couldn't just walk away. The truth was while he had dated another boy and been pretty serious about it for the past year he had never really given up on wanting to be with Jason. He was taller, more mature, wider shoulders, more fit as well. It always seemed like he was taller, but Braydon knew that was because he was three years older than him. He was about to turn thirteen, but he was in the lower percentile of kids his age, still not over five feet, barely over four and a half. Yet seeing Jason it felt as if that didn't matter so much anymore. Then they had talked and played around. It had been like old times, like the first few days before they had gotten serious with one another. It hadn't lasted, he had wanted to, ached to, needed to kiss Jason and the kiss had come with a cost. He could feel himself wanting to give in, to go back to Jason right now and be with him. He wanted to stay up all night in Jason's arms, talking about the stupidest or most pointless things. It was not something he should be thinking about. It wasn't the right course to take. Jason was bad, he would just break his heart again. He wished that he could believe that, because seeing the pain in Jason's hazel eyes had driven home the fact that the older boy hated being separated from him as much as he hated it. Braydon stopped when he saw the cabin come into view. He should just erase Jason's number, forget about where Jason was staying and go on with his life as it was. Braydon walked up to the house and was surprised to see his sister sitting on the porch. Rachel wasn't in her arms so that meant the toddler was probably asleep. As he approached she noticed that his clothes were wet, "fall in the water? Forget where the pier ended?" "Ha ha very funny." He stepped closer and she stood up coming over to where he was. "Hey what's wrong little bro?" Braydon shrugged, "nothing much, just went for a walk, saw an old friend, got pulled into the lake, maybe made out a little bit." "Must be some old friend..." "It was, the best one...." He felt his cheeks heat despite the bit of heartache he felt he also felt pleasure and desire, and a need to make it all as wonderful as the first time. Alicia nodded and sat back down as he sat on the porch steps. "Jason's out here this year again huh?" "Yeah with some friends of his. He's older, taller, more...handsome..." Braydon felt his cheeks heat deeply as he said the last bit. "I'm sure he is that dark brooding smoldering kind of way that you like." Braydon sighed, "he doesn't brood. That was the asshole." Alicia laughed, "Yeah he sure was a brooding bore. SO what are you going to do?" "Get out of my wet clothes and go to bed..." He started to stand but his sister grabbed his arm and pulled him back down, "I mean about Jason. You can't do that to yourself again." Braydon didn't know what to say so instead he told her what he had seen what he had never been sure of until this night. "you know all that pain I went through in the months after we were separated?" "I remember..." "During all that time he didn't have anyone like I did. He had an asshole for a brother and a mom who worked long hours to support and make sure that both of her sons could go to college one day. I had you...and mom and dad...and Melissa. So he made new friends to get over it and then he started dating, but I don't think he ever really got over our summer..." Alicia sighed and put her arm around his shoulders, "neither did you little brother, neither did you. You know it could all end in heartache again." "I know...but...I think he might be worth trying...I think being with him, close to him, in his arms is worth the chance that I might feel that way again....maybe I'm stupid." His sister shook her head, "You're not stupid Bray, you're in love. Fuck it I say, go for it. You never know ten years from now you could be Mrs. Smoldering handsome fucker." Braydon laughed and hugged his sister, "who's says I'm the woman in our relationship?" Alicia smiled, "oh you definitely are. Its not a bad thing though. The only sad thing is the two of you...you'd make some really hot kids together. Shame neither of you is female." Braydon laughed again, "Yeah but if one of us was female we wouldn't be together. Remember we're both gay." He stood to go inside and as he did his sister said, "good night Bray." Upstairs in his bedroom Braydon looked at the phone number that Jason had given him. He programed it into his phone and then the address to where Jason was staying. HE wanted to call Jason tonight, he knew though that it would be better to just show up it would be more of a surprise. Plus he was still nervous that he might chicken out and he didn't want to hurt Jason if he did.... Chapter 8 Jason dropped the ice chest out on the front porch and said, "all I am saying is if he does show up the short jokes are off the table." Tim came out behind him, "oh please, how short is the kid?" Jason had told his friends a bit earlier that his friend from a few years ago might be coming to join them out on the lake. The only person of all of his friends that knew his full history with Braydon was Shelia. Shelia was his closest friend since after his parents divorce and that summer spent up on the lake. He had met her during the fall at school and she had been the first person at his high school that he had told that he was gay. It wasn't well known but his circle of friends knew that he was gay. "He's not that sh-" Jason stopped what he was about to say when he noticed Braydon standing at the edge of the trees looking at the cabin. The boy had on a baseball cap that was forward and had the Texas Rangers T on it. He wore a tee-shirt that was a bit faded and had USA on it and a pair of shorts that were probably also a bathing suit The boy's curly hair was obvious even under the cap, his sky blue eyes were obvious as well. Tim came from behind, "he's not that what?" he stopped as well, "oh he's that short all right." Jason looked back at Tim and sighed before heading down to where Braydon was. He tried to ignore what he was feeling. Braydon's sister was there he noticed, she smiled a bit and said, "I'm just here to make sure that he got here safely and that he's not going off with a stranger. Mom told me that you're supposed to come by for dinner when you guys get back tonight." Jason agreed and she hugged her brother once before heading off. Jason didn't notice where his friends were anymore. He smiled a bit and Braydon did as well, "um I decided to come." Jason laughed, "yeah I see. Well let me uh introduce you." He turned back and walked with Braydon towards where his friends were. "Guys this is Braydon, umm Bray these are my friends Tim, Aaron, and Shelia." Aaron and Tim both said almost together, "nice to meet you," and, "hey dude what's up." Shelia came over and said, "its nice to meet you Braydon, you look a bit different than your picture." She hugged him and the younger boy seemed surprised for a moment, "you're a lot cuter than your picture would make you believe. I think its the eyes...oh and perhaps your freckles." Braydon flushed and Aaron said, "Come on sweetheart you're embarrassing the boy." Shelia sighed, "Yeah, yeah...well lets get this on the road." In the van Jason sat next to Braydon with Shelia on the other side of the boy as they drove. "So Bray let me ask you a serious question, why is it that all the sweet and cute guys seem to be gay?" Braydon flushed and Jason said, "Don't answer her, its a trap..." "its not a trap Jason, its the truth. I mean if you'd been straight....there's no way that I would have ended up with that asshole up there...." "Asshole and proud of it!" Aaron said from the front seat, "and you dear sister ain't no peach yourself." "Oh please!" She sighed and leaned back. As she did Braydon said, "I don't think that all straight guys are all that bad. I mean umm well Aaron doesn't seem all that bad." Aaron turned back and held out his fist to be pounded. Braydon did and Aaron laughed, "See Shelia told ya I wasn't such a bad guy. Plus now how much more proof do you need, I mean I'm a hot good looking sweet guy who all the gay guys want." Jason rolled his eyes, "yeah in our dreams." Tim from the drivers seat said, "wait a minute, why have I gone unnoticed in all of this. Doesn't anyone want little ol'me?" Jason laughed, "doubtful. You're one ugly son-of-a-bitch." "Says you! What do gay guys know about what makes another guy attractive." Jason laughed again and Aaron said , "Umm Tim...do you even know what you just said?" "I know what I said asshole, shut up already." After a few seconds of silence Tim said, "so Braydon right?" Braydon nodded, "what's your deal. I mean how do you and Jason know one another?" Braydon shrugged, "we were both up here for the summer a few years ago. Became really good friends." Tim nodded and said, "yeah okay got it....bed friends huh?" Braydon flushed and Shelia said, "Tim, stop being such an asshole." Tim sighed but didn't argue as they arrived at the water. They all got out and headed up to the boat and slipped into it before heading out. As the rode out Jason sat next to Braydon on the back of the boat, "Sorry about them..." Braydon shrugged, "They seem like nice people. I mean good friends...or something like that." Jason laughed and didn't argue with it. They all took some turns wake-boarding and also on the skies as everyone out there had done both before. Jason found that he liked looking at Braydon out there, the younger boy was pretty good on a wake board. Around one in the afternoon Tim took them all to a small cove where the water was clearer and things were more quiet. They ate lunch and after eating Jason decided he wanted to go for a swim. "Okay I'm going in." He stood and pulled his shirt up over his head before diving into the water. It was about ten feet here, but the boat was close by so he wasn't worried about not having his life jacket on. More than that though it was calm and no signs of undertows. He came back up and the others were coming in as well. Braydon stood on the edge of the boat taking his hat off and then pulling his shirt up as well. The nearly teenage boy still had that boyish not quite manly look as puberty hadn't hit him yet but Jason could tell that his more feminine features would always be there. They would just be more accented by his more handsome adult features when he got there. Braydon dived into the water and came up close to Jason. The five of them played a little bit in the water before all of them started to relax by slipping out of the water and back onto the boat. Jason sat down next to Braydon and was surprised to realize how comfortable it felt having Braydon back so close to him. Shelia sat down closer to them and said, "so why aren't the two of you just like gushing all over one another?" "Shelia!" Aaron said and groaned, "sorry about that Jason you know how she gets." Jason shrugged and said, "we're still trying to figure out what we mean to one another." Tim from the drivers seat on the boat grunted, "Please you can cut the tension with a knife. Just ask if any of us cares that he's three years younger than you?" Braydon flushed and Jason felt his own cheeks go a bit hot as well. Aaron from the seat next to his said, "fuck you're both the two most insensitive people I've ever met. Just leave them alone, they'll figure it out on their own." Jason thanked Aaron with a look. He looked back at Braydon as if to apologize but the younger boy's blue eyes spoke of no need to do so. Jason wondered how things would go that night with Braydon's parents.... * On the walk back up to his parents cabin Braydon was feeling a bit more nervous. When he had told his mom where he was going that morning she had not wanted him to go, but his dad had said that he could go and that he should go. His mom had then insisted that if he was going to go then Jason was going to have to come back here and have dinner with them. The truth was his parents really liked Jason, both of them thought the older boy was nice and kind. Plus he had been the first person other than his sister and Melissa that Braydon had actually made that was a friend. His mom and dad never asked him about how close they had actually been and he really had no desire to admit that he and Jason had done a lot with one another. As they walked Jason said, "Sorry about my friends messing with you so much today." Braydon shrugged, "They seem to really care about you." "Yeah they do." Jason chuckled, "They actually insisted on dragging me out here even though I didn't want to go. I just wanted to wallow in my depression for months on end." "yeah now you sound like the brooding type that Alicia says I like." "Oh, was Chris brooding?" Braydon shrugged, "A bit so yeah. I didn't even realize it until after he was gone. Alicia was always saying he was all dark, smoldering, and brooding. Or something like that. She just says that you're smoldering whatever the hell she means by that." Jason laughed, "she means that I'm good looking." Braydon flushed, "Yeah well you are... Jason reached out and took Braydon's hand in his own. The younger boy didn't move his away. "I think that you're equally as good looking if not more so. You've got that cute curly hair and those large blue eyes and trust me you've got the same sort of thing going for you. I can't imagine that someone wouldn't want to be with you." Braydon felt his cheeks heat hotter and he said, "yeah I dunno, I mean I feel a bit awkward and these braces don't help..." He touched them with his tongue thinking about them. Jason stopped him and waited till Braydon was looking up at him, "they just add to it as do your freckles under your eyes." Braydon looked down and away, "yeah." They started walking again for a bit and as they did Braydon said, "so do you think that three years apart is too much?" "What brought that up?" "Something your friends said in the afternoon." Jason squeezed his hand and Braydon wasn't worried so much about the answer. "No I still don't see our three years apart from one another in age as being a problem. Unless you do." Braydon shook his head and said, "no I don't...I Just...I won't always be this...I mean I'm going to get taller, go through puberty...what if I turn out I dunno..ugly." Jason laughed, "then your ass is getting dumped." "What?" Jason laughed again as Braydon looked up at him. He tired to pull away but Jason pulled him in closer, holding his hand tightly. "You're not going to be ugly Braydon. Yeah you're going to change, big deal...you're going to get taller, more mature looking, but you're not going to loose that....thing that is you. I can tell just by looking at you. You've got nothing to worry about. I have everything to worry about." Braydon flushed and softly said, "what do you mean?" "All the guys are going to want you....how do I keep you to myself for the next ten..twenty..thirty years and beyond?" Braydon laughed and pulled Jason's face down to his own. They weren't separated by that much, just a foot and most of it was in Jason's legs still. The older boy's lips were soft against his own. He could feel Jason's hands on his shoulders, holding him as they kissed for a bit. When Jason pulled back Braydon said, "by kissing me like that and umm...being you...." They started walking again the cabin coming into view. "were you serious about what you said. Staying with me that long?" Jason shrugged, "yeah. Its stupid huh? I mean we're going to have one huge test ahead of us in the next few years. I'd like to think that we pass it though." Braydon didn't know what to say to that so he didn't say anything. They walked up to the cabin and within moments they were seated around the dinner table, talking with his parents. His mom asked Jason what he had been doing for the past two years and then Jason got to meet Alicia's husband William and their daughter who was still awake for awhile. Watching Jason play with his niece made Braydon realize that he could sort of see Jason doing the same thing one day with their own kids. After dinner as his parents were cleaning up Jason said goodnight and thanked them for dinner. They headed back outside, the sun had gone down now. Braydon stood on a step above Jason and that put them at the same height. Braydon was smaller than Jason, he had been two years ago as well. Just like two years ago he knew ht he'd be smaller naked as well. Jason touched his cheek, "I want to see you again." "Tomorrow?" Braydon knew what Jason was talking about, he didn't mean just hanging out and Braydon realized that he wanted that as well. "yeah come to the cabin tomorrow if you can." Braydon flushed, "i can. W-what about your friends?" "They're going out for the day, I won't go with them. They'll know why but won't fight me on it." "Y-you're sure?" Jason in answer leaned over and kissed his lips a few times before saying goodnight. Upstairs in his bedroom Braydon tired to get some sleep but couldn't stop thinking about being alone with Jason again for the first time in two years. He knew that things would go forward but he didn't mind so much with Jason. It felt right for some reason. Chapter 9 Jason wasn't sure why the idea of being alone with Braydon was making him so nervous, but for some reason it was. His thoughts on the walk home and all night had been on what it would be like to be alone with Braydon again. His friends had not questioned him when he said that he was staying off of the lake today. Tim had just his his shoulder and said, "don't do anything I wouldn't do buddy." Jason had just shrugged it off and let them go. It was nearing eleven when he saw Braydon walking up to the cabin. The younger boy was dressed in the firefly tee-shirt that he had given him two years ago and a pair of shorts along with his sneakers. He was only about six inches taller than he had been two years ago but he hadn't yet hit his first real growth spurt. Jason knew that would probably happen later this year. He could tell that Braydon was going to be less than six feet in height, and Jason was already six feet so Braydon was always going to be shorter than him. The younger nearly thirteen year old boy flushed a bit as he walked up to where Jason was and Jason led him into the cabin showing him around. They both stopped at his bedroom and then Jason turned to look at Braydon standing gin the door frame together. The younger boy flushed, looking up at him and Jason stroked his cheek before saying, "we don't have to do anything other than sit on the couch and watch some movies." He put his hand on Braydon's own and pulled at the younger boy leading him back towards the living room. They sat down on the couch and Jason put on a movie after they discussed for a few minutes about finding one. As they watched the movie Jason started to relax and hoped that Braydon was relaxing as well. He put his arm around the younger boy's shoulders. Braydon relaxed against him, resting in his arm and feeling the younger smaller boy there that close to him was enough to make him start to stiffen. Jason stroked Braydon's shoulder a bit and after a few more minutes Braydon moved, slipping on his lap facing him. The younger boy's face was now even with his own. "What are you doing Bray?" Braydon flushed, "I just...well..this." He leaned over and kissed Jason, and Jason responded back, his tongue playing with the younger boys. He held Braydon in his arms, running his hands down over the younger boy's back. Braydon felt wonderful under his fingers. The younger boy's hand was on his chest, moving down over his stomach and when the younger boy brushed over his crotch Jason pulled back breaking their kiss. "We don't have to..." Braydon flushed, "I know...but I...want to. You don't?" Jason felt his own cheeks heat, "oh I do...I've thought about seeing you naked again pretty much since yesterday." Braydon looked down and Jason lifted him, it was harder to do, Braydon weighed more than he had two years ago but Jason could lift a bit more than he could then as well. He kicked the door to his bedroom closed and as he kissed Braydon they fell to the bed with the younger boy under the older. He could feel Braydon's braces and when he looked into Braydon's eyes he could make out the boy's contacts. He could feel Braydon's legs wrapped around his middle as the younger boy laid under him. Their tongues continued to play with one another and he could see that Braydon's face was still flushed. The younger boy's hands on his back was pulling at his shirt. Jason sat up breaking their kiss as he let Braydon finish pulling his shirt up and off. The younger boy sat up a bit and ran his tongue over one of Jason's nipples. Jason pushed Braydon back down against the bed and put his lips to Braydon's again kissing him. As he kissed Braydon he ran his hands up under the boy's shirts. He ran his fingers over Braydon's sides and the younger boy giggled a bit. "Still ticklish there I see." Braydon flushed and pushed up against Jason, his tongue playing with Jason's again to shut him up. Jason pulled at Braydon's shirt, dragging it up and off. He tossed it to where his own shirt was and he slipped down, moving his lips over Braydon's chest, loving the feel of the still preteen boys skin under his fingers and mouth. Braydon gasped a bit as Jason ran his hand over the younger boy's shorts, finding where his stiff dick was. He undid the button on the shorts, Braydon just watched with flushed cheeks. Jason pulled the shorts open and down Braydon's slender boy legs. Braydon wore boxer-briefs just like before and the almost thirteen year olds dick was obvious. It was stiff and moving a bit in the boys underwear. It looked longer than it had been and perhaps a bit more thicker as well. Jason ran his fingers over the length of it, tracing it, rubbing it. Braydon gasped a bit and Jason pulled at the boy's underwear dragging it down and revealing the boy's dick to his eyes. Braydon's balls were more obvious, they had clearly 'dropped' as it was termed and his dick was longer, about three inches or so in length perhaps a bit longer, a bit thicker as well but not obvious. There was no hair down there, no signs of it at all really. Clearly at twelve Braydon was just entering puberty. Jason stroked him with his fingers, pulling the skin on the head back and stroking him a few times. "can you squirt yet?" Braydon flushed, "Yeah...I uh started a few months ago..." Jason smiled, "it was incredible I bet huh?" Braydon flushed again but agreed. Jason wanted to taste the boy. He ran his tongue over Braydon's balls, as he did he stroked Braydon. Braydon laid back on the bed as Jason traced his tongue over the boy's stiff boyhood. It was longer but it was still far smaller than the one he had gotten accustomed to sucking on. He pushed down on the boy's erection, driving it into his mouth. As he sucked on Braydon the twelve year old gasped and put his hands on Jason's head, pushing him down. Jason began to move on the boy's little dick. Taking all three inches into his mouth and sucking on him. Pushing up and down on the boy, and Braydon began to move his hips, driving up into Jason's mouth. Braydon gasped, "oh I...here I'm going to....ohhhhH!" HE gasped and pushed up into Jason's mouth again and as he did the boy's sweet seed shoot out. Jason swallowed it loving the taste of Braydon in his mouth. He finished, licking the head clean a few times and moved laying down on the bed beside Braydon. The younger twelve year old had squirted but not quite as much as Jason had expected, but still even so after cumming Braydon was still stiff. The younger boy flushed and said, "sorry about...how quick it uh happened." Jason laughed and kissed his cheek, "oh please, Mine is probably going to happen just as quick. Umm if you...want to." * Braydon had forgotten how good Jason's mouth felt on his little dick, and now he realized how much he wanted to taste Jason again as well. His cheeks were flushed deep as Jason asked him if he wanted to. In response instead of answering Braydon started to undo the button on Jason's shorts. He wanted to see if the older boy had gotten bigger. It had felt on the couch and laying on the bed with him on top of Braydon as if Jason had gotten a bit bigger. Braydon pulled at Jason's shorts and the older boy didn't stop he just sat up a bit on the bed watching him with a smile on his mouth. Braydon pulled the shorts down all the way and saw that Jason's penis was fully erect in his boxers, making a tent. Braydon pulled at the boxers as well dragging them down. The older boy's dick looked as Braydon had remembered it and thought it would look. It was perhaps a bit longer, but not really any thicker. Braydon stroked him and as he did he pulled it it running his tongue over the head, "C-carefully." Braydon smiled, "Yeah I know." The younger boy flushed before leaning back down and running his tongue over the head of Jason's erection again. He sucked gently, drawing the head into his mouth making sure to keep his braces away as he sucked on Jason's erection. Slowly as he sucked on the head, drawing more of it in he ran hands over Jason's balls stroking them with his fingers. He liked playing with the older boy's balls and erection. He ran his tongue over the opening as he pulled his mouth back and Jason groaned. Jason pushed up into Braydon's mouth and as he did the younger boy could tell that his older boyfriend was about to cum. Jason groaned again and put his hand on Braydon's head. Braydon knew that it was going to happen and he didn't mind. He sucked harder as Jason gasped again and rested his hands on Braydon's hair. HE came, squirting in Braydon's mouth, his seed shooting out. Braydon had to suck and swallow it as more and more of the older boy's seed shot out. Finally it came to an end and Braydon slowly slipped his mouth off of the older boy's erection. He moved up onto the bed laying down beside Jason. Jason sat up a bit looking down at Braydon. He turned to the side and rested a hand on Braydon's stomach, softly rubbing his stomach. Braydon flushed a bit and turned sideways as well so that they were facing one another. Jason kissed his lips and Braydon felt the older boy's hand slipping down and gripping his erection, stroking it. Braydon did the same for Jason, stroking his as well. The two of them rubbing one another with their hands, as they continued to kiss. Braydon could feel it about to happen. He pressed harder against Jason, rubbing the older boy's erection even more as he felt his own jerk and his seed start to shoot out. As he finished Jason pushed him onto his back lightly and moved on top of him, rubbing the head of his erection against Braydon's own and then his stomach. Jason grunted and squirted as well covering Braydon's stomach with his older seed. HE fell onto the bed beside Braydon breathing heavily and after a few minutes the two of them got up and got into the shower quickly cleaning before getting dressed and getting some late lunch. They talked for awhile and then headed outside. As they sat down on the porch next to one another Jason put his hand around Braydon's shoulders. Braydon looked out at the forest and said, "What I told Chris is still true even though its you." Jason ruffled his hair a bit, "you mean about penetration?" Braydon flushed a bit, "yeah...I'm....not sure I'm ready to uh try that..." Jason shrugged, "big deal, its not all its cracked up to be. Its more important that I'm close to you Braydon. When you're ready for full penetration that's when we'll try it. I've only ever done it a few times...twice to Ivan and well he's did it to me as well...if you want to try with me..." Braydon shrugged, "I don't know...Chris suggested that as well I just don't know if I'm..." Jason interrupted him, "then don't worry about it. When you're ready Bray, that will be enough for me." He moved his hand from around Braydon's shoulders and took his hand pulling him up, "come on lets go for a walk, we'll talk some more. I want to know what you've been doing besides dating. Have you still been drawing?" As they started to walk and talk Braydon did relax and did realize pretty quickly that Jason was serious, he really didn't care that Braydon wasn't ready for full penetration. They walked over to the pier where they had first met and as they walked down to the edge of it Braydon wondered what the future would hold for them. "Jason, do you really think that we have a chance of still knowing one another ten years from now?" Jason shrugged, "we have a really good chance. I can't promise it but I want to believe." He turned looking at Braydon before saying, "I would hate to not have you with me. I know that most people don't meet that one or the right one but I think that I did. Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't think I am, do you?" Braydon shook his head, he agreed with Jason. "I think you're right. My parents and sister think that you're right as well...its just...I get scared." Jason nodded and squeezed his hand before kissing his knuckles. "You're not alone there. What do you want to do tomorrow?" "We could go out on the lake again with your friends." Jason thought for a moment, "if you want to see me without my shirt on you don't have to get me out on the lake." Braydon flushed, "yeah but its not like we can spend all day jerking each other off or sucking each other off...." Jason smiled, "well okay we'll go out on the lake again with my friends, but after that I want some more alone time with Braydon." Braydon flushed but agreed that it was a good idea. The summer was shaping up to be a really good one. Chapter 10 Jason pulled up before the stop sign looking down the street wondering if he really should be here. He hadn't seen Braydon in a month. They had talked on the phone, done a lot of video calls and even watched one another masturbate. It had all been a lot of fun and they did talk every day. But he wanted to see the younger newly turned thirteen year old. He wanted to hold Bray in his arms again and be with him. That was why he was here, and why he was glad that Braydon was willing to take this risk as much as he was. The house that Braydon's family lived in was a small two story that sat situated between two other two stories and on a stretch of street that had nice well maintained lawns like all the other suburban houses out in these kinds of places. Jason looked up at the house as he climbed out of the car. Braydon's parents had left for the weekend, and his sister had agreed to check in on him as she lived just a few streets over. Alicia was well aware that Jason was coming over today, though he knew that Braydon had not told his parents about his visitor for the night. Jason was slightly nervous, thinking about seeing Braydon again after nearly a month of neither of them seeing one another. Summer was drawing to a close, only a few weeks remained before it would be over and they would both be going back to school. Braydon to the eighth grade and Jason to eleventh. Jason walked up to the front door and rang the bell. It was answered a few seconds later by Braydon. Perhaps a bit taller, but still Braydon as Jason remembered him. The boy flushed a bit seeing him and Jason felt his dick starting to rise as he took in the beauty of the younger boy. Braydon softly said, "I was getting worried that you might not make it.." Jason shook his head, "when you said I could come up and stay the night there wasn't any way that I was going to miss it...or miss spending time with you." Braydon flushed again but led him into the house. It was a nice house, with a living room and a game room off to the side from it. The kitchen was large with an island and a dinning room connected to it. They walked through the house and Braydon stopped before the door to the last room which was obviously his bedroom. He opened the door and Jason looked in. Braydon had some legos on his dresser and the rest of his room was well maintained with a desk in one corner with a nice computer on it with a graphic moving around on it. Jason walked into the room with Braydon looking around, walking over to the window to see the street below. He touched the mouse pad by the computer and was shocked to see a picture of him and Braydon. "When was this taken?" Braydon shrugged, "sometime three years ago. I just found it the other day, forgot I had it on my hard drive." Jason looked at the picture for a moment and then looked back over at Braydon who was looking at Jason. The fact that he had taken the picture back out and had it there on his computer said a lot. It said that Braydon like him was to that point where he wanted to put everything into this. "What do you want to do tonight?" Braydon flushed deeply and said, "I want us to make love..I want you to be my first...I mean...if you want to be..." Jason took one of Braydon's hands in his own and softly said, "you're sure about that? You're sure with what it means? What will happen?" Braydon flushed again. "Yeah I'm sure I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I want more than just touching and sucking....I want you inside of me if you want to be inside of me?" Jason felt his dick start to throb as he took in what Braydon was saying. The younger boy was still flushed as Jason leaned down to kiss him. Their kiss was long, tongues playing with one another. Jason sat on the bed and Braydon sat on his lap facing him. This put the two of them at the same height as they continued to kiss. Braydon tasted of bubblegum and Jason didn't want to stop tasting him. He could feel Braydon's hands on his back and his own hands were on the back of the boy's head, holding him in place while the other one ran down Braydon's back, stroking him. There wasn't any reason to rush, they had the whole afternoon and evening. Braydon pulled back from their kiss and pulled at Jason's shirt dragging it up and off. Jason did the same to the younger boy, they pressed together again kissing once more. Jason could feel Braydon's hot smaller body against his own as his tongue played with the boys. He ran his hands over Braydon's legs, softly stroking them and the younger boy broke their kiss, looking down. He leaned back a bit as Jason undid the button on the boy's jeans. He pulled at the zipper and ran his hand inside, rubbing against Braydon's erection. He rubbed it and Braydon groaned a bit, nuzzling at Jason's neck. The younger boy's hands were on Jason's pants, undoing the button. Jason leaned back, watching as Braydon undid the zipper and pushed his hand into the boxers, stroking and rubbing at Jason's erect dick before pulling it out. The younger boy slipped off of the bed and Jason watched as Braydon ran his hand over the length a few times before pulling it down towards his mouth. The boy sucked on the head as Jason leaned back on the bed, trying not to explode from the feel of the new teenager sucking on his dick. The thirteen year old knew how to tease and play with the sixteen year olds dick. He sucked gently on it, dragging it in further and Jason grunted. He pulled Braydon up and off of his erect dick and had the boy stand. HE pulled Braydon's jeans and boxer-briefs down, revealing the little boy's erection. Despite the fact that Braydon had recently started squirting the light haired boy didn't have any hairs around his dick yet. Braydon pulled at Jason's underwear as well and dragged it off. Jason scooted up further on the bed as Braydon moved on top of him. The younger boy turned, laying down on top of Jason but not facing him. They went into a sixty nine position and Jason dragged Braydon's erection towards his mouth sucking on the younger boy's erect penis as his own was sucked as well. He played with Braydon's balls his fingers running over them. Braydon sucked harder on his dick and Jason could feel his seed building. He came squirting in Braydon's mouth just as the little boy came in his own. The boy's seed tasted wonderful as he sucked it down, swallowing it. He could still feel Braydon's erection in his mouth as Braydon slowly slipped off of him. Jason pulled Braydon in his arms the boy resting against him. They kissed, their tongues playing with one another again as their bodies pressed against one another. Jason broke their kiss and said, "you really want to try this?" Braydon flushed a bit, "yeah...umm I read up on it and..." He got up and walked over to his dresser. Seeing the boy walk, his little erection still throbbing a bit and moving with his walk was enough to make Jason's dick truly harden to full erectness again. Braydon came back to the bed with some lube, "See I uhh..got this..." Jason laughed and took the tube. "well its a good idea, and the right thing...you're sure?" Braydon flushed again and nodded that yes he was. "I want you to be my first....maybe we won't be together forever...but us being together now well its something that I would never forget and I don't want to forget us being together." Jason stroked Braydon's cheek and they kissed a bit. "I don't want to forget it either." He put some of the lube on his fingers and had Braydon lay on his stomach as he lubed the younger boy up. He pushed a couple of fingers in and Braydon gasped a bit as he said, "did that hurt?" Braydon shook his head, "not really...it felt a bit good and....tight...is your penis going to fit?" Jason nodded, "yeah its going to be tight...you're sure you want to try this?" Braydon again insisted that he did and Jason knew that he wasn't going to win this, plus in reality he did want it as much as Braydon did. He finished lubing the younger boy up and then did his own dick before laying back on the bed. "I want to leave you in control of this." He arranged the pillows so that he was sitting up a bit and Braydon moved slipping on top of him. He helped the younger boy guide his bottom down towards Jason's erect cock. The feeling of the cheeks surrounding him was wonderful. The younger boy pushed down on him and Jason rested his hands on the boy's waist. Braydon's eyes got wide, "Wow its huge...but the head...its starting to....ohhhhh!" He grunted with it and Jason could feel it as well, his dick slipping into Braydon. The newly turned thirteen year old was smaller and tighter than he had expected, but at the same time he opened up relaxing as Jason pushed in. Slowly they started working together as Jason slipped in a bit further. He reached down between them and stroked Braydon's erection with his fingers as the younger boy leaned over and kissed him. Their lips playing with one another. Braydon's' tight bottom surrounding his dick along with what they were doing was just about too much for Jason. He managed to hold back though as he let Braydon ride him a bit longer. The little boy was getting close to cumming as well, his face flushed, his eyes meeting Jason's "here....I need to slip out now..." Jason slipped out and had Braydon lay back on his back. Being out of the tightness of the younger boy's bottom made him miss it but Jason wasn't quite ready to actually cum in Braydon just yet. He rubbed throbbing six inches against Braydon's smaller three inches and then stroked both of them at the same time. The younger boy's hand circled around them as well, helping him stroke. Braydon grunted and started squirting against Jason's own dick. Jason came as well, his seed shooting out onto Braydon's stomach to join the boys. * The feeling of Jason inside of him had been more amazing than Braydon had imagined it would be. The older boy knew how to do it and how to be gentle about it. Braydon was actually relieved that he had been in control the entire time. It had helped him remember to relax and not tighten his anus as he rode the older boy. The feeling of Jason in him had almost sent him to cumming a few times as the older boy stroked his dick as well. He had missed it when Jason had slipped out of him but at the same time he liked the feeling of Jason's dick pressed against his own. The older boy stroked both of them until they came together as Braydon helped him stroke their dicks. Jason rolled off of him and laid down on the bed beside Braydon. The younger boy could see Jason's penis getting softer, it was still big but softer and more gentle looking. When he rolled over and rested against Jason he was not surprised at all that Jason's dick started to rise. The older boy stroked his back and Braydon said, "umm Jason...c-could I try putting mine in you?" Jason smiled, "yeah if you want to we can try that." Braydon flushed, "I do want to." Jason helped him lube up his bottom and the older boy suggested that they do it doggy style as that would help Braydon get more leverage. Moving behind Jason and taking hold of his boy dick was enough for Braydon to know he wanted to try this. He pushed between Jason's cheeks and found the older boy's hole. He pushed in and as he did he felt it, the tightness of it surrounding his little dick. Jason grunted a bit but moved against Braydon as he pushed in deeper. The younger boy knew that the older one was liking it as they started moving together. Braydon could feel it about to happen, he was going to cum. "I...I should pull out." Braydon said, "No way...go ahead and do it Bray..." Braydon didn't argue as he continued to push into Jason. He groaned and felt it happen, his little dick exploded, his seed shooting out. After ti passed he slipped out and off of Jason. Jason moved, slipping onto his back and pulled Braydon into his arms. They kissed for a bit and then both agreed that they needed a shower. As they slipped into the warm water of the shower Jason picked up a wash cloth and as he started to rub Braydon's shoulders he said, "how do you feel?" Braydon flushed and said, "Umm not bad...my butt hurts a bit..." Jason nodded, "Yeah it will for a few days I'm sure. We probably should wait on trying that again. First time is always the worst." Braydon agreed with him but said, "I really liked it though..I mean feeling you in me was...amazing and then being in you...sorry I came so fast." Jason was stroking Braydon's erection with the cloth, "eh its not big deal, you were just excited." He dropped the cloth and went on his knees before Braydon, "and see your little dick is still stiff and still wants more." Braydon couldn't argue with that, his penis did seem to stay hard all the time lately. Jason sucked him in and Braydon gasped, pushing up into the older boy's mouth as Jason played with his balls, his hands stroking them while he sucked on Braydon's dick. Braydon could feel it getting close to cumming again. Jason continued to suck until it happened. Braydon came, his seed squirting into the older boys mouth. As he finished cumming Jason stood and rubbed the head of his dick against Braydon's stomach. He came was well his seed shooting out over Braydon's stomach but most of it going away by the water. They cleaned up again and slipped out of the shower, both dressing in just their underwear. They went downstairs and got an early dinner before heading back upstairs. In the bedroom they laid on Braydon's bed and held one another, talking, catching up on everything that was happening. It felt good being with Jason like this. They slept together both of them knowing that they needed one another. This was enough for now, thinking about the future, well that would come later. This time they would try harder, they wanted to stay with one another. Maybe they would even make it, maybe they were those one in a thousand that actually met while still in grade school who ended up together. It wasn't impossible. People did marry that first true love, and maybe they would be those kinds of people. Perhaps it was their destiny. For now though just being in each others arms, holding one another, believing that it was possible was enough. END - - - This was my first attempt at boys with boys, parts of it I feel really do work, other parts I feel like I've gotten better at just as I have at other kinds of erotica that I write. Under my old pen name I have been writing for twenty plus years in this genre, mainly boy/girl or straight erotica. I came into the realization that I was bisexual later in life and decided to try writing some boy/boy stuff as well. To me the magic the thing I enjoy writing is young love, generally I write young teens and late preteens learning about their first times, adults rarely enter into my stories as anything other than catalysts for the rest of the tale. If you enjoyed reading this I do plan on releasing another story I've been working on and posting elsewhere that is a bit more involved. My goal on putting this here on Nifty was the same as it was putting it out there: to get more people to read. You can always let me know what you think, what you liked and didn't like. Thanks for reading! -Chaosmode.