Date: Tue, 16 Sep 2003 19:22:19 -0400 From: ED Subject: tanned boy ch3 This story is fictional, but does reflect some of my youth. If you don't like gay fiction with teen boys loving each then leave. Ch 3 Dad pressed his large hand to my genitals to slow the bleeding as he carried me downstairs. My mom had a towel waiting, when dad took his hand away blood began to squirt from the cut at the base of my dick. Mom pushed the towel into my groin, and said, "Billy hold that real tight to him to try to slow the bleeding." Dad carried me out to the car. Billy opened the door to the backseat and slid me into the car. Billy jumped in and knelt on the floor so he could press the towel into my groin. It was eight miles to the hospital and I think we made it in five minutes. I hadn't ever ridden in a car going that fast. When we got to the hospital dad carried me into the ER. He didn't stop to check in he just stormed right past the nurse and took me to a bed. A nurse followed us. After my dad set me down he bellowed, "my son needs a Dr. right now!!!" "What seems to be the problem?" asked the nurse. "His penis and scrotum have been cut badly by a pair of scissors, he need a surgeon to sew him up before he loses them." The nurse took one look at the blood soaked towel and asked, "do you know his blood type?" "No" answered dad. The nurse rushed back to her office and returned with a bag with a tube attached to it. She put a needle in my arm and began to run the stuff into me. "This is type O which is universal and it works with anyone." Then she took the towel away from my groin. I was still bleeding but not as bad a before. I was leaning back on my elbows and could see my dick and balls were a bloody mess. The second nurse came over and said Dr. Concord is on his way he will be here in five minutes. The Dr. arrived and got ready to sew me back together. The scissors had cut the blood vessel feeding my dick, but hadn't severed it so my dick was still getting some blood. It took the Dr. a half hour to sew that up so that everything was back the way it belonged. Then they put a bunch of pillows under my hips and had dad and Billy hold my legs toward my chest, so the Dr. could sew up the bottom of my scrotum. I felt him lift my little bag and then he asked me, "how old are you son?" "Fourteen sir." I answered. I felt him tugging on my balls and it hurt a lot, so I screamed. He looked at my dad and said, " Mr. Ashtree I need to speak to you alone." They left and walked to the office. "What's the matter?" "It is your son's testicles, they atrophied, it appears as though he must have sustained a bad injury to them some time ago; because now they appear to be dying and when things are that far gone there is nothing that can be done. That is why your son's penis is so undeveloped for a boy of fourteen. If we leave his testicle's in him there is a very real chance they will turn cancerous, and he could lose his life." "Do you mean, you want to castrate my little Eddie?" "Not want to, but have to in order to save his life. I'm so sorry." I had been watching my dad and the Dr. and I was getting really scared. Billy was holding my hand and kept telling it would be ok. Dad walked over to me, there were tears in his eyes. "Eddie did you ever hurt your balls real bad?" My face turned red and I nodded my head. "It's ok your not in trouble just tell me." "When I was nine I went into the barn alone when I wasn't supposed to be there alone. The week before you had caught me in the barn and gave me a spanking for being there when you weren't. Anyway I want to pet the new calf that was born that morning. So I went in the barn and starting petting the calf. The calf was drinking milk from her momma and I put an arm around the calf and was kneeling right beside her. All at once the momma kicked me right between my legs. She kicked me so hard that I flew up to her front legs. My balls hurt so bad that I couldn't walk for a few minutes. Finally I went back to the house and went into the bathroom. I looked at my balls and they were all swollen up and starting to turn black and blue. I didn't want another spanking so I didn't tell you or mommy. It hurt real bad for about a week and then it got better and I never thought anymore about it." "Eddie when that cow kicked you is damaged your balls real bad, and they have been dying ever since than. The Dr. says if he doesn't remove them there is a big chance that they will become cancerous and that could kill you. We can't take that chance the Dr. is going to take you into the operating room and remove them so you are safe. Do you understand what I'm saying?" "Does that mean I'm going to be a girl now?" I cried. "Of course not, you will always be a boy." "I'll be like those men in the bible the eunuchs. Please daddy don't let them take out my balls." "Eddie I'm so sorry but we can't take the chance." "Eddie listen to me it wont change anything between us I will love you just as much. You know my balls are just like yours. I hurt mine when I was nine too. I got hit with a baseball. I will have to see what my father says tomorrow but if your have to come out than might have to come out also, and we will still be twins." "Son I'm really sorry about this, but it has to been done. We're going to take you into surgery in a few minutes. The procedure will take about forty-five minutes. There is one thing that you need to decide. When this happens to boys sometime we leave their scrotum in place it is just empty. But it shrinks up and looks rather odd. Instead I can pull the skin tight and make you look smooth there. Which way would you like?" "Make me look smooth if my sack is still there it will be a reminder of what I'm lost." I cried. I was taken into the operating room an hour later I was in a hospital room. Billy told me later that I sleep for several hours. He told me I keep saying his name. I finally woke up about 10am dad had gone home to milk the cows and tell mom what had happened. Billy was sitting in a chair beside my bed. When I opened my eyes his head was laying on my bed and he was asleep. He was still holding my hand. As I lay there thinking I felt sadder than ever before in my life. Tears were running down my face and I must have groaned; because Billy woke up and saw what was happening. He climbed into my bed and wrapped his arms around me and just held me until I had cried myself out. Finally I turned to him and said, "Billy I'm never going shoot cum out of my dick, I will never have children, I'll never be a real man." "I know but I will love you just the way you are. Since your balls weren't working before then you should still be able to have orgasms like before and they were good enough to make you faint then that should be pretty good don't you think." giggle, giggle. Soon we were both giggling. "Billy maybe when you start to shoot cum I can borrow some of yours?" giggle, giggle. Just then a nurse walked into the room. Billy started to get off my bed, but I held him tight. "You can't have your friend in bed with you." said the nurse. "First off Billy isn't just my friend he is my boyfriend." I turned and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Second, if you were fourteen and had just had your balls and scrotum removed and you had a boyfriend you would want him in bed with you so you wouldn't be scarred. So he stayed put right where he is. Are we clear on this?" "He is your boyfriend." the nurse scowled. "Yes, and if you have a problem with that please get out of my room and don't come back!!" I barked. "Queers," she grumbled. "GET OUT OF MY ROOM YOU BITCH, GET OUT NOW!!!!!" I yelled. The nurse turned and stomped out of my room. Billy and I gave each other a hug, then he said, "I can't believe you called her a bitch." "Me either I've never said that to anyone else." A few minutes later an older nurse came into my room. Her tag said Mary, Charge Nurse . "Young man I know you have been through a very rough time, but I can't have you calling my nurses bad names young man." "I'm really sorry for calling her that name, but she called us 'queers'. "She called you queers?" "Yes, she told Billy he couldn't be on my bed and then I told her that Billy is my boyfriend. Then I asked her if she had a problem with that and she called us queers." "Son I will have a talk with her and she will give both of you and apology. Billy you can stay on the bed as long as you want if it makes Eddie feel better." She said with a smile. A few minutes later Billy's parents came into the room. Billy ran to his mom crying. Dr. Bill came over to my bed and wrapped me in his arms. He hugged me and gave me kisses on my head. Then Billy came over to my bed and said, "mom, dad I want you to meet my boyfriend and soulmate, Eddie Ashtree." Billy and I told them everything that had happened to us. Billy explained how he had hurt his balls when he was nine. Dr. Bill had Billy lay on the empty bed and then examined him. When he was done he turned so I could see his face and there were tears running down his face. I knew that Billy must have the same problem as I had. "Bill, what is it, what is wrong with Billy?" asked his mom. "His testicles are in the same condition as Eddie's they have to come out." he groaned. Billy was crying on the other bed, I tried to get up and go him, but Dr. Bill pushed me back on my bed and then picked Billy up and put him in bed with me. We held each other and cried together. Dr Bill went out to talk with the nurses. A while later Dr Concord came in with Dr. Bill. First they both examined me, Dr. Bill said, "that's a good job the scares will be hidden by Eddie's leg creases." I wanted to see but they said not until it looked better. Then they examined Billy. Both Dr's agreed that Billy's testicles had to come out. Billy told them he wanted to look like me. Two hours later Billy was taken to surgery, Dr. Bill did the surgery with Dr. Concord. They brought Billy back an hour later, he was still sleeping from the anesthesia . Dr Bill told me that one of Billy's ball had a growth on it that looked like the start of cancer, so the operation was just in time. Billy's parents went to get some lunch, so I took the bag that was collecting my urine and carefully moved to Billy's bed. I slid under the covers and wrapped my arms around Billy. I must have fallen asleep, because the next thing I knew my mom was shaking me awake. She helped me back to my bed. We talked for quite a while, I told her that I loved her and dad but I couldn't ever live them again. I would always be afraid that Sonny would finish what he had started. "Where do you think you are going to live if not at home?" "I want to go and live with Billy's family, we love each other and after what we have been through we need each other." Just then Billy's parents came back into the room. I introduced them to my mom. The three of them stood talking, I got back into Billy's bed it was easer this time. Billy woke up and I held him. "Billy I'm scared to go back home I want to live with you and your family, do you want me to live with you?" "Of course Eddie there no way I'll let you go back where he can hurt you again." "Mom, Dad, Eddie needs to come and live with for good, there is no way to keep him safe at the farm. He loves his parents, but we need each other there is no way we can deal with what has happened to us without each other." "Look Billy we will talk it over with Eddie's parents and try to figure out what is best to do." The rest of the day Billy and I spent in his bed. Billy could only have jello for supper, but I got something they called food. After that we watched TV and went to sleep in his bed. The nurses tried to get me to sleep in my bed, but we both said no way. The next morning after breakfast we took a bed bath then cuddled together back in his bed. After lunch both of our parents came to see us at the same time. They had been to lunch together and had made some decisions about what to do about us. "We have talked it over and Eddie we are going to let you go and stay with Billy until the end of the summer. By then things should be ok for you to come in time for school." "What if things aren't ok, then do I get to go home with them? I asked. "We'll worry about it then, not now." Billy and I spent the rest of the day cuddling and making out. We keep having to stop when we popped a boner because it hurt to do that. We slept together again that night. The next morning Dr. Bill came and took us to the Hotel. We weren't allowed to go swimming for ten more days after our stitches were taken out. That afternoon Dr. Bill took us shopping for clothes for me. Billy helped me pick out everything. He said I looked real hot. That night we played Monopoly with his parents. Dr. Bill changed our bandages and let us see what we looked like. We were still swollen but we could see what we would look like once we were healed. Without a ball sack it made our little dicks look bigger. We both were quite black and blue in our groins. After we got to our room, Billy said, "when we are healed if you want we could try sucking on each other, I think it is called 69ing ." "Wow, I can't wait it sounds like it would feel great." The next ten days passed quickly every day Billy and I got closer, ever day our love deepened. Finally the day came to remove our stitches. Our groins still looked a little gross, but we were having much pain anymore. The next morning we got to take our second shower together. We started washing each other and got really turned on. We reached out and started stroking each others dicks while French kissing. Time seemed to stand still as we kissed and stroked. Our minds and bodies melded into one and as our bodies rose to a climatic crescendo, which shook us from our toes to our hair. Our legs buckled and we slid to the bottom of the bathtub. Kissing all way down. Then we both started giggling. "Well I guess that answers the question if our dicks still work." I giggled. We finished showering each other, and then dried each other. We decided that taking a shower with your boyfriend was way cool. We slipped on a pair of shorts and went to say goodnight to his parents. Billy was right his dad gave me a big hug and a kiss on my cheek just like Billy. After we went to our room undressed and got into bed I giggled and asked Billy, do you want to try that 69ing?" "You better believe I do." We got into bed and began to kiss and rub our bodies together. I starting kissing Billy's beautiful face. Then I moved down to his neck and began to leave my love marks on his neck. At the same time I decided to try rubbing on of his nipples to see if he liked that. As soon as I started rubbing and tweaking his nipple he began to groan. I knew he must like what I was doing so I increased my attention to his nipple twisting it gently and then pulling on it and then rubbing my rough farm hands across his hardened nipple. All of sudden I felt his body shudder below me and then he arched his back and moaned thru an explosive orgasm. Realizing what I had done for my boyfriend, I decided to see what sucking on his nipples would do. I attacked his nipples with my tongue, lips, and teeth. It was less than five minutes since his last orgasm when Billy's body began to shake, his arms and legs were bouncing on the bed. All of a sudden his body gave a great buck throwing me off, the only part of his body on the bed were his toes, and the back of his head. He collapsed back onto the bed, his eyes were rolled completely back into his head. I lay beside him gently stroking his face, slowly he came back to me. He gave me a little smile and said, "u, u, unbelievable if that happens with you just sucking on my nipple then I might die if you suck on my dick." giggle, giggle. "I don't think anyone has ever died from getting a blow job." I giggled. "Maybe not, but how bout I try it on you first then." Billy giggled. I lay back on the bed smiled at my boy lover and said, "I'm ready to try if you are sweety." Billy looked at me and suddenly jumped on to of me, trapping our two dicks together between our bodies. He began kissing all over my face and licking, and nibbling on my ears. Then all of sudden he sat up with my little dick stuck right between his cute little ass cheeks. He wiggled his butt back and forth on my stiff dick as he bent down and began to tickle my boy pits. He didn't stop until I begged. Then he began attacking my nips, he grabbed them between his thumbs and forefingers until I bucked in an orgasmic high. He continued to sit on me giving me a chance to catch my breath while mouthing 'I love you' and blowing kisses at me. When I had recovered he slid down my body kissing and licking down. He gave each of my nips a quick lick starting my engin revving again. Then he slid down so he could lick my legs, he pushed them wide apart and licked from one knee up to where my scrotum used to be, and down the other leg to my knee. I found out that the skin below my dick must still have a lot of nerve endings; because when he licked there I went into overdrive. All of a sudden he giggled and then plunged my 31/2" dick into his mouth. He attacked it with a vengeance slashing it all over with his tongue at the same time applying a vacuum to his mouth just as if he was trying to suck up a thick milkshake thru a straw. I was bouncing all over the bed. But, Billy had wrapped his arms around my hip so I couldn't get away. He pulled his mouth back a little so he could lash the head of my cock with his tongue. He keep up the suction and tongue lashing as I rode into my orgasm higher and higher than I had ever been before. I was overloading sensory impulses and tried to buck Billy off of me. He was having none of that however and only increased the ferocity of his attack on my dick. Billy told me afterwards that he keep me up like that for two minutes. I was having a continuous orgasm. It just went on and on one wave following another until my eyes rolled back in my head and I screamed "YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS". Dr. Bill heard my scream and came knocking on the door. "Billy is everything ok with Eddie I heard him scream." "Yea, dad he'll all right in a minute ok." "Let me in so I can make sure." "I can't right now dad." "Well what happened then?" "Well lets just say he fainted from some oral attack sensory overload," giggle, giggle. "Ok son, just keep the noise down." Dr. Bill laughed. I came to a little later, Billy had moved behind me and was holding my head in his lap. He was gently stroking my face. After I was back in the land of living we kissed each other and then cuddled together and went to sleep. The next morning we were eager to go to the beach for the first time in two weeks. We were also anxious to wear out new bathing suits. When we went shopping for clothes Billy had wanted to get us each a set of flippers, mask, and snorkel. So we went to a sporting goods store and found what we were looking for, while there Billy and I decided to look and see if they had any swim suits that we liked. We went to the boys section and suddenly got excited; they had some suits from France that were even smaller that the underwear that Billy's mom buys for him. The front was just a pouch there was straps that ran around to the back piece which was only about four inches wide. There were gold buckles that snapped together on each side. The tag said that they were made of stretch nylon, and they were very shiny. We each picked a pair of size 12 and went into the changing room to try them on. We slipped them on and then looked at each other. The pouches started just above our little dicks, if we had hair it would have shown. The back had a seam right up the back the was made to fit into our butt cracks. The rest of the back covered about an inch and half on each side of our cracks. We walked out into the store and showed Billy's parents our suits. His mom shook her head, but his dad only laughed and said, "You two look hotter than a pistol." We were walking down the stairs to get our lunches to take to the beach when coming down from the other stair was another boy. He looked like he was around 16 or 17 he had long blond hair and was very muscular. We said, "Hi." "There is supposed to be a beach somewhere that we can go to. Do you know where it is?" "Yea, that is where we are headed in a few minutes. My dad is driving us and we are taking a lunch from the kitchen so we can spend the whole day. If you want to come with us put your suit on before you go and get the kitchen to fix you a lunch. I'll ask my dad to wait for you. Oh I'm Billy this is my boyfriend Eddie." "Wow, you guys are boyfriends that great I like boys too. I'm John."