Date: Tue, 27 Jun 2000 18:38:18 -0400
From: author@suprax.net
Subject: Taylor 2

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Don't read if your underage. Sorry for the delay, I was in Cancun :)
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I walked into school the next day only to find Blake and his friends
chatting. Blake looked up smiled. "Hey, Taylor", he yelled. I acted like he
wasn't there, and headed in the other direction. Than he did the thing that
I knew he would. He ran after me. When Black caught up to me, he placed his
arm on my shoulder and spun me around. "Sup Taylor", he asked.
	"Not much", I squeezed out with a smile.
	"You feeling better?"
	"Yeah, um, I'm ok, uh, thanks for the help." I said. I than noticed
that his hand was still on my shoulder and he was stroking it. I pulled
away from him and started to walk away. He asked if there was anything
wrong but I just kept walking.
	The rest of the day was ok, and Blake free for that matter. I
wanted him so much, but I was just nervous or something. I walked into my
house and was greeted by my mother. One thing about my parents was that
they were very loving. They knew I was gay, and even let me indulge in XY
if I pleased. We moved because the kids at my other school found out that I
was gay, and beat me up numerous times. One day I came home with a broken
ankle, and my dad flung his arms in the air and said pack your bags. I
never made any friends where we moved, at the moment Blake was the closest
thing I had to a friend.
	"I have a surprise for you honey", my mom said and kissed me on the
nose.
	"Oh, boy", I said sarcastically and my mom giggled.
	"I invited that boy that helped you and his parents over for dinner
tonight." My heart jumped. Blake was coming over. I was scared and
thrilled. I didn't know if I could control myself.
	"Is that ok with you honey?"
	"Um, yeah, its ok", I said. My mom smiled and ruffled my hair. This
was the first time that I actually wanted to see Blake. Maybe it was just
the fact that it would be a little more private at home than at school.
	Blake and his family arrived at 6, right on time. My heart was
pounding as I opened the door only to find that smile that I wanted so
bad. After everybody was introduced my mom escorted everyone into the
dining room. My mom had made a punch and I suppose that she decided that
she didn't like where it was, and tried to move it and was struggling when
Blake offered. He picked up the punch bowl with ease, and his muscles
flexed through his shirt. I closed my eyes and shivered getting that
all-familiar queasy feeling in my stomach. Dinner was boring. The average
small talk and of coarse the thank you from my parents to Blake's, I
considered it all unnecessary. Blake and I were done first, and my mom
noticed this and asked if I wanted to take Blake to my room and show him
around. I figured it couldn't hurt. Blake and I got up, and I lead him to
my room. He took notice to all the guy posters that I had hanging, but
didn't seem to think too much of it.
	"You wanna check out my computer", I asked.
	"Sure, you have an internet connection?"
	"Yupper." I sat Blake down and got him all connected. He logged
onto his AIM screen name and seemed ok.
	"Ill be right back, ok? I have to use the bathroom."
	"Ok, I won't go anywhere", Blake said. I headed off towards the
bathroom. I didn't actually have to go; I just sat on the toilet debating
weather I should jack off or not. When I remembered that I had a few links
to my gay sites on the desktop. I jumped up and flew out of the bathroom,
but when I entered I was too late. Blake had found himself the nifty
archive. He noticed that I had come back and turned around with a grin on
his face. I knew what happened last time someone found out that I was gay,
and by instinct I ran out of my room and down the stairs and out the front
door. I ran and ran. I eventually ended up in the park. I sat on a swing
and thought about what was going to happen now that Blake knew. He would
tell everyone. I would start to get beat up again. I sat and cried for
about half an hour when I felt a strong hand on my shoulder.
	"Taylor?" It was Blake.

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Send me an e-mail and tell me what ya think. author@suprax.net