Date: Fri, 18 Jul 2003 21:53:53 +0200 (West-Europa (zomertijd))
From: davtan_5@hotmail.com
Subject: The Butterfly Lover

It's all beginning a long time ago..... Hundreds of years before B.C, and
it weren't happen on earth; it was happen in the heaven where all gods,
goddess, fairies and angels are....

There were two angels, a male angel and a female angel, secretly they fall
in love, it was forbidden for any one to fall in love in heaven, they can
have EVERYTHING they want but only falling in love is not allowed! and the
GOD come to know about this, the two angels have to be punish, and the
punishment is they have to become human on earth, and they have to live
seven life here on earth, each life they have to fall in 'LOVE' but they
can never be together, will never end together.... many sad life they've
suffered, and this story begin... both of them was reborn again... in their
fifth life, but this life, there was a mistake, they was not born as male
and female, they was both male... boy I mean at the time things happen....

Liang...a 16 yo, slim and tall, very handsome boy from a poor family, and
he is attending a school not far away from where he live, he have to work
part time there to earn for his study in that school, and he work hard on
his study... during that time in China, people study for two reason, one is
to get a job as an officer for the King, after certain examination, they
either got a job as an in charger for a city, town or village depend on how
good their result was, and the second is for rich family to send their
child there so they will be an educated person, people who can read and
write...

Chu... is the boy of that second reason who attends the school for, and
this is his first day here, at the age of 14. Chu is a very shy boy, and he
have a look of an angel,(he was an angel after all) never leave the family
to stay out on his own, and his father think this is the time for him to
learn, he have a tutor in the family all those time, but now he have to
come to this school, to stay here on his own with others students, to
become 'man'... to be independent.

The teacher was not really a friendly kind of person, he never smile... not
in front of his student anyway. 'Sit'... is all he say to Chu, and Chu
wasn't know where to sit, all the student was sitting on the floor with a
table, (those time in China, this really happen) and for Chu, he did not
see any empty table available, nobody dare to move in the class, not with
this teacher around anyway, suddenly Chu see someone move, and wave at him
to go over... and with head hang low... he walk toward the boy who move
aside to make place for him. Now the teacher realize that wasn't any vacant
table, 'Tomorrow I will send for a table!' is all he said and turn around
to get ready for his teaching of that day.

Chu sit down beside that boy who offer him the half of the table... yes,
that was Liang, and Liang give Chu a warm and friendly smile while Chu sit
down, Chu was even too shy to return him a smile, all he do is keep he head
low. But in his mind, he is thankful to this boy, curiously, he peep at the
boy beside him... at the same time Liang was looking at him, at that
moment... when their eyes met, something... something that's not right yet
was so right happen within them, neither of them can explain how, or
why... they froze there, looking at each other, no word, no expression, no
smile, they just look at each other and felt something... as if they have
known each other from some where some place.

And don't know for how long they have been starring at each other, 'BANG' a
slam on their table that bring them back from where ever they was, 'Did you
hear what I asked? Liang?' the teacher was standing in front of them
asking, 'and you, Chu, this is not a place for you to day dream my young
fellow, out of the classroom both you, standing outside since you two
wasn't in here anyway.' The teacher send both boys out of the class room.

Standing out side this two boys are, Chu was embarrass and almost feel like
crying, Liang saw this and held out his hand to hold Chu's, and something
happen again... it's like magical shock, some electrical shock between
their touch, and this scare Chu a lot, he pull back his hand
immediately. He was feeling so scare of the feeling yet so good, scare yet
so wonderful, he just don't know what to do next... but he can't move his
eyes from Liang, and again, they just look in each other's eyes... look
deep in each others soul, searching for answer, but what was the question?
They not even know...

Form that day on, they become good friend, together when ever they can,
studying, eating, and manage to stay in the same room after Liang many try
and begs from friends, Liang show Chu all places around, teaching Chu on
his school work, and CARE so much for this young friend of his, care was
not exactly what Liang feel inside, but he dare not to admit, or even show
the real feeling he have for this young friend, as for Chu, he was like
kind of attach to Liang, he just feel so right to be there with him, and he
didn't doubt anything that's wasn't right, he just feel he belong with him,
and it was a wonderful... beautiful feeling that he ever feel for anyone of
his young life. They can spend all day talking, and like they have known
each other all the while. Chu sometime wanted the feeling of Liang's touch
he felt on his first day, but Liang was keeping a small distance, not to
have any skin contact, not because he doesn't like it, but his heart jump
too fast for him to handle, and this confuse him.

One evening, Liang was with Chu as usual, and Liang was having a harp with
him, he tell Chu "I wrote a song, I want you to hear it" and Chu was
delighted, and sit beside him, paying full attention to Liang's playing on
the harp... seeing his fingers move on the strings, making beautiful sound
from it, yes the music was so beautiful indeed; beautiful and sad, and Chu
have tears appear in the corner of his eyes while listen to it. Finally the
music end, "the song calls Butterfly Lover" Liang says. "It is so
beautiful... I love it very much" Chu answer.

"Oh ya? Then this song is for you, my little mate..."  Liang smile and tell
Chu this.

"Really!!?? Aww gee, thanks..." and Chu was over joyed, he hug Liang
without any thinking. THAT feeling!! Again... both of them stunt! When Chu
about to pull back, Liang grabs him back... and hug him... tight! Their
heart jump so fast, and they can feel each other heart beat, not only the
heart beat... something else happen to them, thing that happen every
morning when they wake up, but only this time, it feel good... so good and
none of them ever feel this way before, so good that both of them do not
want to let go, so good that both of them moan lightly...

After sometime, they realize what they have been doing, shyly they apart,
both blush, but say nothing, Liang play the tune again... looking at Chu
this time, and all this while, Chu have not move his eyes from Liang...
after the song done, their eyes just lock at each other, no words spoke, no
movement made... and suddenly, 'ahem!' someone at the door, 'both of you,
you are late for your class!' is that teacher of them, standing at the
door, look angry. This make Liang & Chu panic, and rush to get their thing
for the class, both of the run to the class with that teacher walk behind
them.

This incident...  which bring tragedy to Liang and Chu, the teacher wrote a
letter to Chu's father, telling him something is going WRONG with his son
and his classmate, and Chu's father is very upset, he send some servants to
the school to bring Chu home, Chu was surprise for things happen, without
asking anything, he pack and ready to go home with those servants, but in
his heart, he do not want to leave, he felt he have left something very
importance behind, Liang come to help him pack, without words, both with
tears in their eyes...

'Can I walk you home?' finally Liang ask.

'Yes... please, I want to be with you a littler longer as I could' Chu
answer.

So Chu begin his journey home, this is about 50 miles away from the school,
both of them walk, and talk, they make promise to each other that they will
meet again no matter how, no matter what happen, and they took a longer
path way home, they take a hill side way home so they can talk longer...
with those servants follow behind... But Chu want to be just alone with
Liang... he tell those servant to go home them self, he will be home soon
after them, those servants have to obey, he is their master after all, so
Chu and Liang are alone at last... they keep walking, talking... without
realize they hold hand while walk, this time they just feel it's a very
natural thing when they doing this...

Suddenly... the sky darkens by the heavy clouds... soon heavy rain
follow... both of them was in a small hill... so they run to find shelter,
it took sometime and finally they end up in a small cave, socking wet and
freezing, Liang make a small fire in the cave... still freezing and Chu non
stop shivering, 'We should take off our wet cloth.. ' Liang suggest, 'or we
will get ill for this' and Liang begin to take off his, shyly... Chu
follows, till both of them near naked.

Chu sit in the corner by the fire but still shivering, seeing this... Liang
put him arms over Chu, try to make him feel warmer... not only warmer that
Chu felt, so do Liang, that feeling in their room again, only this
time... they are near naked, and with the physical reaction, it's very
noticeable, both with the fastest heart beat they ever felt, hold on to
each other tight, and wish to stay that way... forever.

Moments pass... Liang & Chu feel more then hug in their desire, they begin
to explode each other body with hands, and Liang can't resist it any
longer, he kiss Chu gently, begin from his hair, to his forehead, to his
cheek, to his lips... both moan, wanting more, they hold on so tight that
almost make two of them become one, Liang keep kissing, moving down to Chu
neck; shoulder; chest... and found something that so inviting, he chew on
it lightly, LOUD moan from Chu, letting Liang know he like it so much,
after sometime, Liang move to the other side and did the same thing, Chu is
in ecstasy, and his whole body crave up, shaking, moaning... all this make
Liang even more exited, he keep kissing, moving down, to the part he notice
that he never seen others but his himself, and it was throbbing like his
now... Liang reach out to it, hold it so gently as if it was the most
precious thing on earth, and gently... kissing it... VERY LOUD moan he
heard from Chu, and he sees Chu breath so heavy... eyes close...

'Are you alright? Did I hurt you...' Liang ask... with worries in his
voice.

'Noooo... I... felt... so good...' Is all Chu can answer...

Liang smile... he is so please that he make Chu feel good, and he want to
make his little angel feel even better, he went down to Chu again, this
time, he lick the part that soaking wet with precum, the sweet taste of
this angel of his, he wanted more, so he put the whole thing in his mouth,
and suck on it, gently in the beginning, funny sound came from Chu's
throat, moan and moan and louder moan... this make Liang to suck on it even
harder, and Chu moan even louder... louder then the sound of the rain and
storm outside the cave... warm all over their bodies... fire burning
within... Chu with eyes half close... sees Liang doing those most
wonderful... most beautiful thing he ever felt in all his life, ahhh... he
is like floating in heaven... and he want Liang to have the same feeling he
feel right now... he reach out to hold Liang's, this make Liang moan with
Chu's in his mouth, and louder moan when he feel Chu's wet lips was on
his...

Both of them are in ecstasy, and both try to make the other feel the BEST,
harder and harder they work on each other, suddenly... Chu say...
'Something ... Ahhh... something is... happening... argggggggggg...'  With
that, he shoot a big load of cum into Liang's mouth, and he wasn't know
what is happening... so do Liang... surprise but he love the juice his
angel have offer him, he sallow hard and took every drop in... and Liang
feel so good inside and he can't hold on any longer... he shoot too, on Chu
face... for Chu still not recover from his strange feeling that he was up
to heaven and not yet land on earth... and Liang give a loudest
MOAN... 'AHHHHHH...' he is in heaven too...

After don't know how long, the heavy rain storm outside the cave have clam
down, so do inside the cave, and two of them still hugging on each other,
never want to let go, both have experience the most beautiful feeling they
have ever in their life, and this is from each other they have given the
other that most intensive feeling they not even know a person could have.

'Promise me you come and look for me...' Chu say in his bagging voice.

'I will, I promise you even without leg, I will claw to you...' Liang
answer passionately.  'I can't be anything without you, Liang...' with
this, Chu begin to cry.

'Shhh... my love, don't cry for I will be with you, and I want to be with
you for the rest of my life.' Liang hold Chu closer and kiss every tear
drop that roll down from Chu's eyes...

The sky outside is begin to darken, and Liang have to send Chu home before
night arrive, so they just hurry... for the rest of their jouney... Chu
feel so sad yet so good, cool yet warm, and he can't stop looking at Liang,
the boy he feel so much in love with, and Liang did the same, every each
time their eyes met, they give each other a bitter sweet smile, the closer
they get to Chu's house, the more they can't take their eyes from each
other... without any word spoken, and that was not necessary for they know
what they have for the other in their heart...

Soon after Chu have reach home, his father send for him, and with a very
angry tone, he ask Chu, 'what have you done for I send you to get some
knowledge?' Chu dare not answer, but he don't feel any guilty in his heart,
he LOVE Liang, and it is so beautiful, so wonderful, so right, he did not
feel ashamed like he should be, but still, he keep his head low... very
low... not answering any question his father asked. Finally, the father
announce, 'You are getting marry to a girl in the next city next month!' a
thunder strike in Chu head, 'what... I ... I can't...' is all Chu can
answer... softly...

His father left after the announcement, leave Chu in the hall, and he feel
the house is spinning, he can't stand still and fall on the floor, his
mother get him up and ask 'Chu, you should be happy, you gonna be a
husband, and maybe a father soon...'

'NO! ...' Chu shout... the very first time he ever shout at his mother, and
this shock his mother very much, 'What happen to you!! You are the only son
I have, and this is the best for you...' 'NO!' Chu shout again before his
mother can finish the sentence, and he turn and run to his room...
crying...

Soon Chu enter his room, he want to pack something and want to get away
from this house, but his father was ready for him to make this move, he
order the servants to lock the door, and seal every window... now he is a
prisoner, lock in his own room, he shout, he beg, he cried out loud, and
nobody dare to open the door for him... then he try to break the door down,
it's wasn't easy for a weak boy like Chu, and he fail... lying on bed he
cry and cry, for days... no drink, no food, and he wrote a letter to Liang,
but who gonna pass this letter to Liang? He don't know, but he write it any
way, telling what have happen and he will never want to marry to that girl,
he want to be with Liang...

One morning when the servant send some food to him, this is the servant
that go to fetch him home from school, he have seen Liang, so Chu beg him
to deliver this letter to Liang, The servant dare not to accept this
mission, and Chu cry to beg him... finally the servant agree to deliver the
letter next day...

Chu waited for another day, he wish Liang get his massage, he need Liang to
get to him, get him out, and run away together... Liang did get the massage
the next day, and he is in shock... without any delay, he rush to Chu's
house, and as soon as he step foot in Chu's house, he was stop by a
servant, and he was brought to see Chu's father, this really annoy Chu's
father and not even want to face Liang, he just give order to all servants
to bit the hell out to Liang, and the servants did, with stick and wood,
they bit hard on Liang for they are angry too for what Liang have done to
their Master Chu... and after the biting done, they throw Liang by the road
beside the farm. Liang is very badly beaten, he not even able to stand up
any more, thanks to a kind farmer who see him and send him home...

Chu come to know that Liang have arrive but was only to get bitten, this
make him almost go mad... he bang the door, the windows with his bare
hand... with little strange he have left, he fainted finally...

Don't know for how long Chu have pass out, he open his eyes and see his
mother sit by his bed side looking at him worriedly, he start to cry
again... begging his mother to let him see Liang, of cause the mother
wouldn't agree but he make a deal with Chu, 'if you eat and drink, take
those herbs I have prepare, I will go to see Liang and I will send him some
herbs too, he will need them' without any option, Chu agree... at least he
will get some news from the one he love... 'and, the wedding day is close,
I want you to get better soon... or else no deal for any those I said' all
Chu can do is nodded his head to agree...

To Liang's house Chu's mother did, but she have another planed in her mind,
she arrived in Liang's house greet by Liang's mom, she pass those herbs to
Liang's mother saying that will help Liang to get better fast, and she want
to talk to Liang, Liang's mother do not know what have really happen to the
son. Thought this kind lady was coming to help, lead her to Liang's room,
Liang see Chu's mother and try to get up, but he is too weak to do that, he
is really badly injured, so Chu's mother walk to his bed side, shake her
head look at this young man in this condition... but still, she have to do
what she come here for, so she tell Liang, 'you know my son is getting
marry in two week, but I don't understand what and why he still do not
realize that he have a very big responsibility to carry on our family next
generation, and you are a smart young man, I'll need your help, to convince
him to get marry and be what he should be...'  'no...' is all Liang can
say... Weakly and softly...

'NO!!?? look at yourself... and you should see how Chu look like, he is not
far better then you, he have not eat or drink since that day, he will DIE
if he keep on like that!'

This strike Liang badly, 'no... you tell... him... to ... to... take...
care... cough!..' Liang feel hurt to hear that Chu is in pain, and forgot
the pain he is carrying...

'You tell him!!' Chu's mother said sharply to Liang.. 'I think he'll only
listen to one person in this world right now, and that is you, I want you
to write him a letter, ask him to do the right thing, tell him it's all a
BIG mistake between you and him, tell him you was wrong and you NEVER love
him!!...'  'I can't... say... that...  that's... that's... not true...!'
Liang answer,

'YOU can't!!?? or you won't!!?? Chu's mother says this beside Liang's ear
like whispering but actually she is half scramming, 'if you don't... Chu
will die in a day or two, you want that to happen!!??'

'no...' again is Liang's answer... 'mom... get some... Paper... and
... ink... I need... need to... write a ... a letter...' Liang told his
mother who by his side, crying. And his mother gets the thing for Liang,
and he struggler up the bed... Holding a pen in his hand... shakingly... no
a word he could write, he just can't write those words, it's so wrong to
write those words that against his feeling. Tears in his eyes... no word
written, Chu's mother standing there impatiently... hoping for Liang to
write the letter she need to convince Chu.

Time pass, still not a word written, only tears that drop on the paper,
Liang feel weak, hopeless and giving up... blood spray out from his
lips... on the paper... on the table, and Liang fall... with the last
breath he say... 'I do love him...' and his eyes close, his mother cried
out loud for her son is GONE... Chu's mother has a shock too but quickly he
took the paper under Liang and hurry home.

When she reach home, she go to Chu's room, and show Chu the blank
paper... with blood stain, 'Liang is gone, he never wanted you, this is
what he left for you, so I have fulfill my promise, now it's your turn.'
Chu sitting there, look at the paper his mother brought, no sound, no
expression, no tears, for he can't speak, he have no feeling, and he have
no more tears to cry, sitting there, eyes open, looking at the paper...

Eventually, Chu's wedding day arrive, Chu is like a puppet, doing what
others want him to do, dressing what others ask him to wear, and in the
morning, he with a group of people that plying music horns, drums and a
carriage for the bride, all dress in RED and with Chu's face that look so
white on a horse, out they marching to the next city to bring Chu's bride
home, once they are out of the their city... with sudden move, Chu ride the
horse fast and leave the marching band behind without knowing what to do,
few run after Chu, follow where Chu is heading to.

Chu comes to where they burried Liang, and he jump down from the horse, run
to Liang's grave, crying and murmuring... 'Liang... look who's here,
see... I am wearing a wedding dress, I am marrying you,...' he kneel down
on Liang's grave, and suddenly he cried out Liang's name LOUD, tears roll
down on his pale looking face, after many days of crying Chu have done,
it's not only tears that drop, it's red, it's blood with tears, some
servant have catch up with Chu, shocking seeing what Chu is doing, Chu is
digging up Liang's grave with his bare hand... saying 'let me come to you
Liang, let me be with you where I belong...' At that moment... the sky turn
dark... thunderous... strong wind blows... earth move and the grave open
up... Chu seeing this... smiling and say, 'yes, you open your door for
me...' and he jump in the open hold, those servant shout and scream Chu's
name... but too late... Chu is inside and the grave close back... the wind
stop, the thunder subside, the sky brighten... everything go back to
normal, only with a person missing... and those servants still crying, and
they saw... two beautiful butterfly, flying and dancing happily, at the
place where Chu have disappear...


-The End-


Story was originally from a famous Chinese love story of a young man & a
young girl disguise as a boy in school... I just get the ideal maybe both
of them were boys... and I wanted to write this for past two years, but
wasn't capable of.. now I have done it, hope you enjoy reading it.

wellwell

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