Date: Fri, 7 Jan 2022 10:49:00 +0000 From: Andrew Passey Subject: The Wave Part Four (Young Friends) Where am I? What happened? Fuck my head hurts. Oh god I remember. That wave of water, that Tsunami hitting me and Jum as we kissed. Where is Jum? I don't have time to answer my question as sleep takes me again. I woke up sometime later to see him sleeping next to me. He looks so peaceful. Thank fuck he's alive, that I'm alive. How am I alive though? How did I get to this hut? I decide to try and stand up but that failed as I collapsed in pain. I looked down and realised my ankle was totally fucked. I wasn't going to be walking anywhere anytime soon. Where did the Tsunami come from? Assuming that's what it was. Thailand wasn't an earthquake place and there was no shaking of the ground or anything. Maybe it was all my fault? Maybe the sea was so disgusted at my behaviour that it vomited up a massive wave to punish me. No, that's fucking stupid. It would have to have been an offshore earthquake somewhere. But as for punishing me, well it would be justified. Why can't I stop being an arsehole? Why have I been such an arsehole to Jamie and Tim? I'd wanted to make amends over this holiday but somehow I've made it even worse, I always wanted to be nice to the boys, to help them become part of the family but everytime I try I fuck up. I sort of know why. Sam. Sometimes I get angry at them, feel like they are trying to replace him but I know they aren't really. But those emotions that are buried deep come to the surface and I want them to feel upset and pain like I do. I didn't used to be such a fucking arsehole, did it? No, when it was just me and Sam we were so close together. I remember that first time he sucked me, I was shocked when he crawled into my bed and took me in his mouth but it brought us close together. We'd suck each other as often as we could, him swallowing my cum, me giving him a dry orgasm. Then he died. Was it my fault? If I'd have been there with him on my bike as well would I have been able to save him? Am I responsible? I feel so guilty about it. That shame and pain that I feel, why do I feel the need to inflict it on my brothers? I can't just blame my hormones. That first time with Jamie. I'd gone in to see if we could have fun together but instantly nasty Matt took over and I blackmailed him into sucking me off. I could have stopped this weekly event at any time but I didn't. Not until this holiday. I wanted to explain to him how bad I felt about it all and apologise but I can tell he was avoiding me. Then I made things a million times worse! When I went into Tim and Jamie's room I only intended to check they hadn't left the door open accidentally. Then I saw Tim sniffing Jamie's pants and I guess nasty hormonal horny Matt took over again. Then Jum walked in and saw me. Fuck. Why had I been so horrible to him last time. I know why, the anger I felt at the world over Sam's death. When he touched me my mind recoiled, only Sam touched me there and I lashed out. I should have apologised, I should have explained but my pride and embarrassment prevented it. That was why I went to meet him on the beach that day, to apologise. To ask for a second chance. We ended up kissing before we entered hell as that wave hit. Fuck, I am so tired. I need to sleep.. "Matt, wake up!" I woke to see Jum there gently shaking me. The light outside was fading, I must have slept most of the day. "What happened?!" I asked Jum. "We were hit by a wave! I lost you but then I found you. I dragged you here above the water line in case another wave came. I think we're safe now." The realisation of what happened hit me, "Mum? Dad? Tim and Jamie? Shit, they could be...what happened to them, I need to find them!" I said, trying to stand again before collapsing. "You need to rest. We'll stay here tonight, I found some water to drink so we'll be fine. I don't know if everywhere is like this but if it isn't then they'll be sending people out to look for us. In the morning we can see how things are." "And until then?" I ask, my heart pumping adrenaline at the thought of what could have happened to my family. "We rest and we try not to worry about our families." He lay down next to me and held me close. We both cried gently, of course he was worried as well. I'd been selfish only thinking of myself and I was glad he was here with me. "I'm so sorry I messed up," I told him. "I forgive you Matt. Loving someone means you forgive them, you love them for the bad as well as the good." He loved me? Really?! Wow. I don't know if I loved him but I know I really like him. How could he love someone as fucked up as me?! We lay there cuddled together on the bed as the light faded to dark. We talked and talked and after a while I had an epiphany. This might be our only night together. It had been a nightmare and I wanted it to end on something life affirming, something we would always remember, "Jum...I want you to fuck me." "What? Really?!" He said, sounding shocked. "Yes. I think I love you too and who knows what might happen in the morning?! Who knows what the outside world is like? This might be our only opportunity?!Let's hide from the pain and suffering out there for one night" Jum looked at me thoughtfully then he leaned in and kissed me. He broke off and slipped his hand into my shorts. This time I didn't recoil and he smiled at me, "I would be honoured to but only if you fuck me too." "Deal!" I said with a smile as I moaned slightly as his hand rubbed my dick gently. He instantly sprung up excitedly, "We need something slippery!" I watched him walk over to the small kitchen area and rummage around before coming back with a grin."coconut oil will do!" "Aren't you going to let me see what I'm going to be getting!" I said to Jum as I pulled my shorts off to release my hard dick. He smiled shyly and took his clothes off. He was smaller than me dick wise but then I was a bit older. It looked beautiful though and I told him that. He smiled shyly as he got on the bed. "How do we do this?" He asked. "I guess I can't take any weight on my ankle so not with you on top, hold on let's try this," I said as I leaned back and lifted my legs by holding my shins, this showed him my hole, that most intimate places that nobody had seen or touched aside from me since I was a baby. He lathered the oil onto it and then his dick before he nervously got between my legs. "Relax, I want this," I said with a grin. He lined his now hard dick up and with a slippery squelch push he entered me. I gasped aloud in shock and a bit of pain but this was what I wanted. No, this was what I needed. I let him push all the way in and kissed him before he started ducking me properly. My hands went around to his bum cheeks and I clasped them tightly, trying to pull him in deeper. Our moans, grunts and groans filled the room and for this one night there was only us. Everything else, all the pain, all the hurt, all the destruction outside, it was ignored. There were just us two boys and with our bodies entwined. Finally with a cry of release Jum shot inside me. We kissed as he slowly pumped a few more times before he pulled out and got into the position I did. Shaking with nerves I oiled us both up and I pushed into that tight, warm, amazing place. Fuck, it felt amazing. My body felt on fire as I thrust in and out of Jum. I needed that release, I needed to feel one with him. I wanted it to last forever but all too soon I was having the most intense orgasm of my life. I shot inside him with a cry out of his name and that was it. I'd lost my virginity. He'd saved me in more ways than one. We kissed and I realised I felt reborn. I felt alive, the most alive I've ever felt. That night we made love pretty much all night long. Me in him, him in me, over and over again. Eventually we fell asleep and when I awoke I felt much better. We heard the noise of a vehicle so we quickly got changed. I looked at the bed, fuck, I hope whoever lives here forgives the mess we made! We kissed one last time in the hut, expressing our love for each other before we had to face the world. We had to face the reality and potential pain of our situation. I had to find my parents and brothers. Jum had to find his parents. Jum put his arm around me to help steady me and I limped outside, waving at the songthaew which we assumed were looking for survivors. Jum spoke to the man in Thai and turned to me, "it's bad Matt. Loads dead, loads missing, loads injured. He's going to take us to the hospital, you need that ankle looked at and we'll take it from there." "Please stay with me there though Jum. I don't want to be alone." He squeezed my hand, "I never want to leave you. I'll stay as long as I can." We got in the songthaew and it drove off as we held each other's hand tightly...