Danny seemed to be holding up pretty well after his breakup with Trey but I couldn't help but think that deep inside he was missing his lost love. We visited Tony the next week after the breakup and found he wasn't alone. His old girlfriend had come back around and apparently they were back to together again. Tony returned to school that following Monday and I had a chance to talk with him and fill him in before the rumor mill caught up with him.

"Damn, I hope it wasn't because of me," Tony said frowning, "I feel awful for them."

"It might have started with you, but I think it went deeper than that. I mean they had sex and everything at the sleepover and we thought everything was cool...then..bam...they broke up."

"I hope Danny doesn't think that I...you know, want to take Trey's place..cause truthfully...Mandy Williams and me are back together."

Mandy was Tony's old girlfriend, but they had broken up before the accident and I wondered if she didn't come back because she felt sorry for him now. I didn't say anything though, it was his business and as long as she didn't hurt him it was cool. But if she did....I'd ruin her.

"That's awesome, we sorto of figured that out last time we were over," I said giving him a fist bump, "You gettin any?"

He grinned and looked around to see who was in ear shot, then whispered, "I got some great head and I fingered her in my room with Granny asleep in the next room."

"Dog," I laughed, "well...I guess you're back to girls again then."

"I'm not swearing off boys, just goin with the flow. Not sayin I won't want some 'aesss' next time it gets waved in my face," he chuckled.

"Best of both worlds," I said as Bastion joined us.

"So what's up with the modeling thing?"

"I have a new shoot I'm starting Friday after school. It looks like I'll be working all weekend," he said giving me a worried look.

"That's cool lover boy. I could use a rest after last weekend," I teased. Truth was I was disappointed, but I didn't want to make it any rougher on him than I had to. He had enough to worry about."

"So...what's new with you Tony?"

Later at lunch we discussed Tony's sudden return to females. He was busy basking in the attention of his homies at another table while Bastion and I sat near the back of the cafeteria near the window.

"So do you think Danny will be upset?"

"Naw, I'm pretty sure he's over Tony. I think Tony was just his way out of the relationship with Trey even though I don't understand all of it...yet."

Bastion nodded and took a bite of his apple, "How is Danny? Is he doing okay now that he and Trey aren't a thing...and how did he explain it to your mom and dad?"

"He's fine, but so far he hasn't told them. They probably won't figure it out for a while."

"I'm sure they will be as surprised as we were, but also supportive."

"I don't know, mom thought of him as her fourth son...you being her third," I chuckled.

"Well, I think of her as my second mom."

"So...what's this new gig you're doing?"

"It's an underwear ad," he said so softly I almost didn't hear  him.

"What? An underwear ad. Whoa, you mean every guy in this town is gonna be able to see your hot bod in nothing but undies?"

"It's for a national chain, so....there will be a few more people seeing it."

I didn't know how I felt about that but what choice did I have but to go along with whatever he wanted? "Great....maybe it will even lead to a movie deal or something. Once they see your hot little bod Disney is sure to want to jump on the Bastion wagon."

"Don't be upset Cody..please."

"Who's upset? I'm happy for you....for us. I think it's great....I really do."

He sighed, "I know you too well, you're upset. I should have discussed this with you first, but they sort of pulled a fast one on me and before I knew it I was committed."

"Okay, so maybe I'm a little upset at first but it's not so bad. What kind of underwear is it anyway?"

"Boxers and boxer briefs. Nothing too sexy."

"Huh, you'd be sexy in a flour sack love," I chuckled.

"Thanks, well at least I'm not modeling Speedos," he teased.

"Not yet," I said tragically, "not yet."

When I got home that day Danny was sprawled on the couch talking on the phone. He nodded when I came in and I went in to fix myself a snack. He wandered in a few minutes later and grabbed a handful of chips from the bag I'd dragged out.

"What's up bro?"

"Nuttin, just talking to mom. She's gonna be late and said we should call in pizza."

"Cool, not that she's late but that we can have pizza. I guess dad is working late too?"

"Yep, so...did you see Tony today?"

"Yeah, he came back today. Bastion and I helped him in the classes we have together, but the rest of the day he had someone else to help him."

"Cool, did he ask about me?"

"In a way, I sort of told him about you and Trey breaking up."

"Oh, that's okay. What did he say?"

I told him about our conversation and finally about Tony's girlfriend coming back into the picture. Instead of him looking upset he looked relieved.

"That's good, really good. I was afraid he might be upset when I told him I didn't want to mess around any more."

"Oh? Well, no need to worry about that. She even gave him  a beejay," I said feeling much better myself.

"Cool," he said giggling, "I bet her jaws were tired when she got done."

"You seem pretty happy today. No more trouble with your bully I guess?"

"Naw, I took care of that myself," he said without explaining.

"Well, if you ever need any help, I'm here for ya."

"I know. Hey, you wouldn't be interested in....umm...doing something since we're all alone?"

I laughed, "Like what, playing a video game, watching a movie?"

"No, don't make me have to say it," he whined.

"Sorry bro, don't know what you're talking about. You'll have to explain it to me."

"Okay, forget it," he said stomping off to his room.

I was shocked that he couldn't take a joke and it took me a minute to recover enough to go after him. When I found him he was laying on his bed face down with his head buried in his pillow and  his cute butt in the air. I gave it one look and walked over and began tugging on his pants trying to get them down.

"What are you doing?" he giggled.

"Something," I laughed, "you asked if I wanted to do something.

He raised up enough for me to get his pants unbuttoned and the zipper half way down and then i skinned them off dragging his underwear down enough to expose his cute ass. I was horny as f... by then and once I got his pants off I practically ripped his undies off and tongue dived into his ass.

He was sweaty back there but not dirty and his ass tasted awesome. He arched his back and pushed his ass into my face and moaned loudly as I reached under him and found his hard cock.  I worked it as I continued to rim him and when he was plenty wet and loosened up I pushed my pants and undies down and moved up behind him.

I lined my wet cock up with  his hole and pushed as he grunted and opened up for me and I slid in easily. So what if Bastion wasn't available? I had a live in fuck toy that I loved me almost as much as my boyfriend and he was willing and ready to go anytime I wanted him. I sighed as I bottomed out and slowly began to pull out then push back in till my balls tickled his ass.

I kept up a slow even rhythm for about ten minutes before I finally began to give it to him hard.

"Oh yeah, that's it Cody. Fuck me hard," he grunted as if he'd been waiting for this all along. So...I gave the boy what he wanted.

Ten minutes turned to twenty and I knew he had to be getting tired of maintaining his position on the bed so I pulled out and flipped him over and pushed his legs up and planted my dick back in his wet hot ass. I braced myself and began jack hammering him for all I was worth and about a dozen strokes later I felt my balls pull up as my head flared and my boy juice went a flying.

"Uhhhhh....so much cum," Danny mumbled.

"All for you baby brother, now you're gonna have my love child," I giggled.

"I'll name it Dody, get it..Danny and Cody...Dody."

"Or Canny," I giggled.

I pulled out and let his legs fall down then attacked his cock and didn't let up till he shot a nice load in my mouth. I moved up and kissed him and we shared his jizz as we kissed then I fell down beside him and snuggled up to him. He was soft and warn and before I knew it we were both snoring softly.

I woke up just before five and looked over at Danny who was still sleeping peacefully. I nudged him gently, "Hey, better wake up and get cleaned up."

He sighed then his eyes opened and  he yawned, "I'm too tired," he whined.

"Come on," I said pulling on his arms, "I'll help you get up then I'll wash your little butt for you in the shower."

"The little butt you filled with cum?" he said allowing me to pull him up.

"That's the one. And may I say..it's a nice butt to fill."

"So I've been told," he said as I led him to the shower.

I turned on the water while he peed but I saved mine for the shower. Oh come on, all us guys pee in the shower. After all it all goes down the same drain. I washed Danny first and when he was fully awake he returned the favor. We finished up and dried off and when we were dressed I called in the pizza.

We watched TV and ate pizza and sipped our sodas and talked and had a pretty good time. I told him about Bastion's new gig and he looked excited.

"So he's gonna wear nothing but  underwear for the pictures?"

"Yep, boxers and boxer briefs. Thankfully no bikinis."

"Man I want autographed copies of all of them," Danny said rubbing his hands together.

"I'll see what I can do," I said sarcastically.

"You don't seem too happy about this. I guess it's hard to think about your boyfriends half naked picture plastered all over the place."

I sighed, "Sometimes I wish he'd never been discovered, but I know that's selfish. I should be happy for him. I guess I'm not as good a boyfriend as I thought."

"Naw, you just miss him. I know deep inside you're proud of him."

"Well..yeah, I really am. I just wish he didn't have to work all weekend."

"You see him every day at school, that's something anyway. Why don't you start going over there after school a couple of times a week?"

"Hey, good idea. We could get our groove on and I could go about my way," I chuckled.

"Or just talk and kiss and hold hands, all the things you miss the most."

I studied Danny with interest. Was he saying he missed those things too?

"Yeah, that is the best part. I mean the sex is...well, awesome, but I really like the other stuff a lot."

"Yeah, I know,"  he sighed.

"Missing him already?"

"What did he say today on the bus? Did he ask about me?"

I nodded, "He said he almost called you like a dozen times before he remembered you weren't his any more."

Danny looked sad, "He can still call me. We're still friends."

"Or you could call him," I suggested.

"Yeah, I guess I should. Maybe I will...later."

"Yeah, you should."

Mom came home around seven and dad made it home by nine and we chatted a while before Danny and I headed to bed. I was brushing my teeth in the bathroom we shared when Danny wandered in and sat down on the pot.

"Tell Trey to call me tomorrow when he gets home from school...okay?"

"Sure," I said with a mouth full of toothpaste.

"Don't forget."

"I won't."

"I know. Thanks. Can I come lay with you after mom and dad say goodnight?"

He hadn't done that in a while, but I was always willing to cuddle with my baby brother. "Yeah, that would be nice. "If I'm asleep just poke me."

"With what?" he giggled.

"Whatever you want."

Mom was alone when she came to say goodnight and she said dad had a headache and was already in bed. She kissed my forehead and pulled the covers up around me and gave me a knowing look. 

"Everything okay? You seem kind of down."

"Yeah, it's all good. It's just....well, Bastion got another gig that's all."

"Ah, I see. Well, he will still find time for  you. You know that right?"

"Yeah, it's just that..this time they got him modeling underwear."

Mom smiled and looked like she was ready to laugh, "And you don't like the idea of everyone seeing him that way?"

"I know, it's stupid," I said blushing.

"I think it's sweet. You don't want to share that part of him with anyone do you?"

"I guess not, but I don't really have any choice in the matter. It's what he wants so I guess I'm gonna have to live with it."

"Have you discussed it with him?"

"Sort of,  he says he was kind of tricked into this one."

"But he's already committed to it?"

I nodded, "Yeah, he starts Friday."

"I'm sorry son, but I'm sure it will all work out just fine."

"I guess," I said tired of discussing it.

"Now, not to be nosy or anything, but...what's going on with Danny?"

Moms,  you can't hide anything from them. "Well, I think you should ask him mom."

"Okay," she said patting me, "I think it's sweet that you boys are so close and loyal to one another, but if it was ever anything that might be...dangerous..you'd tell us...right?"

"I promise you this mom, if it's ever more than we can handle I'll get your help."

"Fair enough. Well, goodnight. I love you."

"Love ya too, night."

Danny waited about five minutes and then scooted into beside me and pressed into my side with one arm over me and his cold feet against my leg.

"Damn, your feet are cold. Where have they been?"

"I was in the bathroom waiting for mom to leave. I heard  her ask about me. Thanks for not telling her about me and Trey."

"I think you need to..sooner or later. She's gonna figure it out when you don't go around singing his name every day."

"Yeah, I know. It's just that I'm kind of sad about it now."

I pulled him closer, "You miss him, don't ya?"

"Yeah, a little."

"A lot," I corrected him, "That's why you wanted to play today and why you're here now, isn't it?"

He sighed, "Is that okay?"

I kissed his face, "Sure. What's a brother for?"

He sighed and was quiet for a long time and then I realized he was asleep. I didn't have the heart to wake him and send him back to his bed so I just snuggled up to him and let myself drift off.

I awoke to the sound of movement in the hall and rousted Danny up and half pushed half dragged him to the bathroom. We peed and headed out to breakfast just like normal and no one was the wiser.

On the morning bus ride to school I hinted to Trey about Danny's missing him, but Trey didn't seem to pick up on it. Instead he talked about going to his aunt's house next weekend and how much fun he was going to have with his cousins. When I told him Danny wanted thim to call him, he said he would, but I wasn't sure he meant it.

At school I told Bastion about Danny's confession and he smiled knowingly. "You don't just get over someone you loved that much over night. Think about how you'd feel if we split up."

"Don't ever say that," I said becoming agitated, "I'd die most likely."

"No, you wouldn't die but you would feel bad for a long time, then you'd get over it and move on."

I gave him the stink eye, "Are you thinking about breaking up with me?"

"No! Of course not, I'm speaking hypothetically. I would never break up with you. I have thought about what I'd do if you ever broke up with me though."

"That will never happen," I said rolling my eyes.

"Then I guess we are stuck with each other forever," he laughed.

"Yeah, forever." I leaned across the lunch table where we were picking at our chicken nuggets, "Do you think we'll ever get married?"

He laughed, "What? Well, it's legal in most states now and by the time we're old enough to get married I'm sure it will the accepted norm."

"So who wears the bridal gown?" I joked.

"Two tuxedos, no gown."

"And who gives who away?"

He laughed, "We'll figure it out when the time comes."

"Yeah, I guess." 

We finished our lunch and walked back to our lockers and  grabbed or stuff for next period and as we  closed our locker doors Tony came crutching up with this kid named Josh who was carrying his books.

"Hey bros, what's up?"

"Nothin much, you doin okay?"

"Not bad for a cripple," he said laughing.

"Any word on the new leg?"

"Waiting for a donor," he joked, "any volunteers?"

"Mine would look funny on you," I said grinning.

"Oh, why cause it's lily white?"

"No, because it's more muscular and hairless," I said sticking out my tongue.

"Good point, well I'll see you guys later."

I watched as he and Josh went on down the hall then punched Bastion, "Notice anything funny about Josh?"

"Yeah, I sort of got a vibe from him."

"Did you notice the way he was looking at Tony?" I giggled.

"Yes, I guess that's the first thing I noticed."

"Well, it's good to know we're not alone. Come on let's get cracking. Can't wait for this day to be over."

After school I called mom from my cell and asked her if I could ride  home with Bastion and stay till dinner time. Once I had her approval I piled in with Bastion in the back of the car and Maria gave me a wink.

"Good to see you again Cody. Will you be joining us for dinner?"

"No, I wish, but I have to get home. My dad is actually going to be home for dinner for a change."

"Well, it was nothing special tonight anyway, just chicken and rice." she said, but I knew anything she cooked was awesome.

Once we were at Bastion's we took our snack to his quarters and finished it off quickly so we could have some fun. We mostly kissed and cuddled and held hands, but I finally got down on my knees and gave him one of my famous beejays and he returned the favor when he was rested.

Afterwards we cuddled on the couch and talked about nothing in particular and then he brought up the modeling thing again.

"I am so nervous about Friday. So far I've been fully clothed but this will be so different."

"Yeah, hope they have heat there," I teased, "otherwise you might get goose bumps."

"My biggest fear is I might get an erection. I wish you could be there to help me out before I start."

"Oh, like give you a beejay before you start the shoot?"

"Yes, that would be wonderful."

"Well, can't you make them provide a mouth for you to use," I teased.

"Not just any mouth would do. It would have to be  yours."

"Would I get paid?"

"Yes, I'd make a deposit when I was done," he joked.

"Oh, got jokes huh? Well, I'd do it for free any way. Danny and I want autographed copies of all the pics. Think you can handle that?"

"I'm sure I can provide them, even if I have to buy them."

"Good and maybe I can take a few later without those pesky underwear."

"Oh, you can do that anytime...as long as they're for your eyes only."

"Of course. And maybe the Inquirer after you're famous," I joked.

At five I had Maria drive me home and on the way Bastion and I held hands and kissed a little. The car had dark tint and Maria was cool with us so we had fun. At my house Bastion walked me to the door, said hi to Danny who had heard us drive up and then hugged me goodbye and climbed in beside Maria. We waved as he drove away then went inside.

"Dinner is at six," mom called appearing in the dining room door, "Meatloaf and apple pie for dessert."

My mouth was watering. My mom made the best meatloaf I'd ever eaten. I mean Maria's came close, but mom's was still the best.

Danny followed me to my room and talked as I changed. "So did you and Bastion have fun?"

"Lots of it, but mostly tame stuff..kissing and cuddling."

"Cool. I kinda miss the kissing more than the sex," he said  poking out his bottom lip.

"Yeah, well...like you said you guys are still friends and no reason friends can't kiss," I laughed, "So did he call you?"

" Yeah, we talked a little. But I've been thinking maybe I could find a girlfriend," he said causing me to stop what I was doing and give him a look to see if he was kidding.

"I didn't think you liked girls that way."

"Girls like to kiss and hold hands and let's face it, most of them don't want sex..soo.."

"I dunno, wouldn't that be kind of like just using her. I mean there would be no future in it for her."

"Most girls my age don't want a future. They just want to be able to say they have boyfriend. So in a way they use the boy too."

"God, you been thinking about this a while haven't you? Is there some girl that's been chatting you up or something?"

"Well...there is this one girl. We're already sort of friends. Her name is Shelly and she's really cute. She almost looks like a boy...not much in the booby department and her hair is sort of short. She's really nice and funny...."

I laughed, "Well, you know maybe you should give it a shot. Who knows you might turn out to be straight or at least bi," I said not worried for a minute that he wouldn't still want boy sex. He was too much into it.

"I might. Well, I'm gonna see if mom needs any help. See  ya at dinner."

I thought about what Danny had said I sort of envied him. I hadn't explored that world because once I found Bastion that was all I needed, but who knew what might have happened if we hadn't met.

Dinner was great and it was nice to have dad home for a change. He always told the funniest stories and after dinner he spend some time with me and Danny just doing nothing but having a good time any way. It was times like this that made me happy to just be a kid and to appreciate what a great family I had.

Danny didn't come cuddle that night, but he did come in and say goodnight and when he leaned down to kiss me it turned sort of passionate. I felt my dick get hard, but he didn't offer anything more than the kiss so I didn't try any thing.

"Wow, you must be missin the kissin," I chuckled.

"Yeah, well..goodnight. See  you in the morning. Gotta go take care of something."

I could see the something tenting his sleep shorts but I figured if he needed help with it he'd ask. Anyway I was pretty tired so I let it go. As he bounced off to bed I noticed his perky butt and almost called him back. A few minutes later I was asleep.

The week passed pretty quick and on Friday Bastion left school before last hour gym class and I didn't even get to say goodbye. I rode the bus home and Trey was all like...man I can't wait to get to my aunt's house and see my cousins....and I was like...rub it in. 

"Hey, my cousins are very cool. There's two boys one my age and one two years older and a girl who's one year younger but so sexy looking. She's a total slut and let's anyone fuck her that wants to."

"You gonna fuck her?" I asked suddenly interested in his cousins and his trip.

"I might...but I like her brothers better. The whole group is like sex crazed. The oldest one, Clay is sixteen and has his own car so he can take us places. He said we might go up to the lake and have a cookout and drink some beer and get crazy."

"Wish I was coming with you," I sighed.

"Aww.....you don't mean that. You have Bastion and you shouldn't be doin that stuff...but I'm free now," He said smiling, "I can do what I want."

"Well, remember...sex is fun, but love is better."

He looked a little sad for a minute before replying. "I got lots of time to find love, right now it's just sex...sex...sex."

When I got home Danny met me at the door and was grinning ear to ear. "Hey, guess what?"

"Ummm...you won the lottery?"

"No silly, I'm too young to play. I got a date with Shelly tomorrow. We're going to a birthday party for this friend of hers named Julia. Mom's gonna take me to get a gift for her later. Wanna come?"

"To the party or to buy the gift?"

"To buy the gift silly. You don't even know these girls."

"Yeah, I know. What's for snack? I'm starved."

I settled for an apple and some cookies and washed it down with a glass of SunnyD. As I was changing out of my school clothes I was reminded of how I used to always rub one out when I got down my undies and I immediately got a boner.

I reached inside my undies and grabbed my dick and gave it a good rub and it felt awesome. I walked over and closed my door and latched it but didn't bother with the one leading into the bathroom I shared with Danny. I wasn't worried about him catching me like I used to be. 

I fell down on the bed and pushed my undies down and began to slowly stroke my cock as I pinched and rubbed my nipples until they were hard as pencil erasers. I let my hand wander down to my balls and squeezed and rubbed them as I sped up a little. My dick was wet with pre-cum now and as I stroked it made a soft wet slapping sound and I could smell my sexy odor. I stopped long enough to bring my hand to my nose and sniff it then licked it clean tasting my pre-cum and moaning softly.

As I returned to the task at hand I was aware of movement and Danny appeared in the doorway to our bathroom and just watched for a minute. Neither of us said a word but pretty soon he lowered his sweats and began to stroke his own dick never taking his eyes off of mine. 

I rolled my head to the side and began watching him as I stroked and my cock seemed to get even harder if that was possible. I felt my balls churning and I slowed down to let Danny catch up.

"Come lay by me," I sad softly.

He pulled up his sweats long enough to waddle over to the bed and stretched out beside me then pushed them back down and continued. We never touched each other the whole time, but there was something so sexy about jerking with another boy. I finally had him flip around so we could see each other's junk better and that's how we finished up.

I came first squirting high in the air before it came down and landed on my chest then Danny shot and because of the angle he was holding his dick it hit him square on the lips which he quickly licked clean. We squirted about four more times before we were done then just sort of oozed until our hands were covered in goo. 

I watched as Danny licked his hand clean, but I decided he needed help so I rolled over a bit and began licking  his tummy and chest clean. He took the hint and returned the favor and pretty soon we were pretty much clean and both had a tummy full of each other's cum.

We laid there a few minutes recovering then I suggested we take a shower and get cleaned up. We showered quickly and didn't fool around since we were already pretty spent then got dressed and went in to wait for mom. She came home around 5:30 with a bucket of chicken and the three of us ate while we discussed our days.

Dad was at work and so was Bastion I thought feeling a little sad. I knew it was silly to feel lonely when I had mom and Danny right there with me, but when you love someone..really love someone, you just miss them when they're not around.

We went to the mall later to get the gift for Danny's friend and while they were shopping I checked out the new video games at Video World. There was a cute blond boy there that looked a little younger than me and he kept looking at me and smiling so I finally went over and said hi and started talking to him about the video game he was holding.

His name was Chase and he was 12 and went to a different school than Danny. He was even cuter up close with baby blue eyes and dimples and sweet soft looking lips and I felt my dick start to swell a little just looking at him. He really opened up once we started talking and he said he had an older brother and that he was bi, but it was cool and even his parents said it was no big deal.

I wondered why he was offering that information but I suspected that maybe Chase was gay or bi too and hadn't come out yet. I considered telling him I as gay, but I mean I'd just met him and even though I'd probably never see him again, it wasn't something he really needed to know.

Danny found me then and said mom was sitting on a bench resting near the fountain. I introduced him to Chase and I could see Danny do a slow appraisal of him. He might want to try girls, but the way he was looking at Chase told me  he still liked boys.

They seemed to hit it off really good and I sort of felt left out so I wandered off then realizing I needed to pee I headed to the mall bathroom. I passed mom on the way and filled her in on where Danny was and then made my way down the corridor to the men's room which was sort of hidden away. I liked this one best cause it didn't get as much business as the one by the food court but I had also heard that gay guys liked to hang out there and do stuff though I had never seen any of them there.

I pushed open the door and stepped inside and headed to the urinals. It seemed like I was the only one in the place but then I heard a cough come from the row of stalls and figured someone was taking a dump.

I peed and was just shaking off the last few drops when I head footsteps coming from back where I'd heard the cough and I craned my neck and looked to see who it was. I was surprised to see it was a hot looking teenage boy about 16 or 17 I guessed.

He was wearing a black hoodie and baggy jeans and  red Chuck Taylor high tops that were untied. He gave me a quick look and a smile then stepped up to the urinal next to mine and unzipped his pants. I thought that was sort of weird considering he's just been in a stall and could have peed back there, but then I was sort of naive about this kind of thing.

"Hey, he said peeking over the divider and staring at my dick which I still hadn't put away, "Nice one."

I was speechless at first then I sort of uttered, "Thanks and started to put it away."

"Check this out," he said stepping back before I could get my junk stowed and when I glanced his way I saw this huge hard dick peeking out of a nest of dark kinky hair.

 I was nervous, but it was a nice dick and I didn't see any harm in looking. Obviously the guy was gay or bi or whatever and liked dick too so I let him check mine out too. I stepped back a little and gave mine a rub or two and it sprung to life as he stared at it.

"Very nice. You ever had a beejay?" he asked glancing toward the stalls at the other end of the bathroom.

"Uh, yeah...but I don't have time...." I stuttered.

"Aww..too bad. I could hurry...I'm pretty good."

"Uh, thanks but I gotta go." Truth was I wanted to stay and let him blow me and even more to blow him, but somehow this didn't seem right, especially since I couldn't talk to Bastion about it.

"Aww..come on," he said reaching for my dick. But I was too fast and pulled away and managed to stow my junk which had gone down some and zipped up my pants.

I was out of there in like a minute and a half and didn't look back till I was out in the mall. Mom and Danny were sitting on the bench and I joined them making Danny scoot over. I stared at the corridor but the dude never appeared and I figured he was probably too freaked to come out till he was sure I was gone. For all he knew I might have alerted mall security or something, but I'd never do that unless I thought someone was a rapist or something. I had sort of led him on and truth was if things had been different I would have taken him up on his offer. I felt bad for him and all I wanted to do was get home.

We left shortly after that and I was quiet all the way home, but Danny did enough talking for both of us and mom didn't seem to notice. When we got home I went to my room and laid down and played with my phone, checking out my FB page and hoping Bastion would call.

It was almost ten when Danny showed up, but he knocked on the door first, just like old times.

"Come in squirt," I said grinning, "did you make a new friend today at the mall?"

"Who? Oh...Chase, yeah we swapped numbers but he lives kind of far and I don't know if we'll really get together or anything."

"But you'd like to..right?"

"He's cute, but I'm not sure he's gay."

"So, does he have to be gay to be your friend?"

"No, of course not. I just meant...oh never mind."

"He was cute, wasn't he," I sighed, "those dimples and big blue eyes."

"He said his brother is bi," Danny offered.

"I know, that was like the first thing out of his mouth. It was like he was testing me to see what I'd say."

"Yeah, I got that too. So I told him I wasn't sure what I was exactly and that I liked both."

"Well, that's sounds safe. What did he say?"

"He said he sort of felt the same way...so maybe he is gay. I don't know, but I got the feeling he was sort of interested in me."

"Well, who wouldn't be you little stud?" I said poking him.
"Yeah, well...I'm going to go to bed now. Goodnight."

"Night bro, give us a hug."

He gave me a hug and a peck on the lips then bounced off to his room and I felt lonelier than ever. I tried reading a story at Nifty (yeah I had discovered those cool stories there) but I couldn't get into it and after a while I started looking at videos on YouTube. 

Around eleven I got a text from Bastion saying if I was still awake to call him. 

"Hey, I'm glad you're still awake."

"Who could sleep? I was waiting to hear from you."

"Oh, I'm sorry but I just got home. It was a long and grueling night. First the lights wouldn't work then one of the cameras quick working. We wound up cooling our heels for about an hour while they got things fixed."

"Aww poor baby. So how did the undies part go?"

"Well, it was sort of embarrassing. I had to change behind a screen on the set so we could do it quickly. But no one there seemed to care. I think it's pretty obvious that there aren't any perverts on the crew," he laughed.

"That's good. I'd  have to kick some ass if they were oogling my boyfriend."

"So what did you do tonight?"

"Went to the mall so Danny could buy a gift for this girl at school. He was invited to her birthday party and guess what..he has a date with a girl."

"That's wonderful. No reason why he should limit himself at his age."

"Yeah, do you sometimes wish you would have tried girls?"

"I did, and it wasn't for me. I know now that I'm gay and thanks to you I am comfortable and happy with my life for the first time."

"Aww me too. I mean I like girls in a friendship way, but pussy doesn't turn me on."

"Do you think Danny wants to try...pussy?" I almost laughed. I'd never heard  him say that word before.

"Naw, he just wants to kiss and hold hands. He says girls like that stuff and most don't want sex so it's pretty good for both of them."

"He's a very perceptive boy. I hope that works out for him. I suppose he still has you for sex though."

"As long as you approve." I said feeling as if he were testing me. I think that's when I decided not to mention what had  happened in the mall. I planned on telling him eventually, but not right now.

"I don't think of Danny as competition," he said sounding sincere, "I love him as much as you do and I see no harm in the two of you loving each other that way."

"He loves you too."

"So are you going to the party too?"

"Naw...I wasn't invited." Then I told  him about Trey's visit to see his cousins and about how sex crazed they were and he seemed interested.

"Oh my, sounds like Trey is bouncing back quickly. I hope this doesn't mean he and Danny won't reconcile. I would like to see them back together once they get their exploring out of their systems."

"Dunno, I think Danny misses Trey more than Trey misses Danny. We'll see how it goes. Maybe Trey will get jealous when he finds out Danny has a girlfriend."

Bastion laughed, "That sounds so strange for some reason....girlfriend. Do you know the girl?"

"Naw, but Danny says she has small tits and short hair and looks like a boy," I laughed, "so what does that tell you?"

"That he still likes boys I suppose. Well, I hope it works out. I'm sorry I called so late, but I'm exhausted. I'd like to talk more but I'm nodding off as we speak."

"It's okay, wish I was there to rub your back and snuggle with you. What time do you go to work tomorrow?

"Nine, and then there's some sort of affair tomorrow evening and I've been invited along with my parents. I'm not sure what that's all about, but my agent said I really should attend..so, I guess I'm stuck with going."

"I hope it's not one of those wild parties you hear about all the time," I chuckled, "don't let me find out you were swinging with a bunch of other model boys."

"Never, I would never do that..no matter how cute they were."

"Okay, well...goodnight..I love you and I miss you."

"Aww...I miss you too and I love you more than words can express. Thank you for being so understanding and supportive. It really means a lot to me."

"You'd do the same for me. I may not always understand and be happy about what you have to do, but I do want you to be happy and if doing this makes you happy then...I'm all over it."

"Oh, I could just cry. You are so sweet. I wish I was there to show you how much I love you right now."

"Well, you'd never make it to work on time if you were cause I'd wear you out. Sweet dreams, goodnight lover."

"Goodnight Sweet boy. I will call you when I get a chance tomorrow."

After we hung up I felt a little better, but worried at the same time. His modeling seemed to be taking up more and more of his time and this party had me worried. What if he did find someone..another model or someone and fall for them? No way could I compete with that.

I thought about the hot guy in the mall and fantasized about what it would have been like to have sex with him. I imagined us in the stall and me bent over and that huge hard cock of his sliding in and out of me while I moaned softly. I grabbed by dick and began stroking it but that just wasn't enough. I needed someone warm and soft and sexy to help me get off.

I knew he was probably already asleep but I just had to try. I slid out of bed and walked into the bathroom we shared and peed hoping the flushing of the toilet might wake him if he was asleep. I washed my hands and dried them and slowly pushed open the door to his bedroom. The only light was that of the night light we kept on in the bathroom but I just make out his form under the covers and as I pushed the door open wider he rolled over and sort of sat up.

"Cody?"

"Yeah, it's me," I whispered, "Sorry if I woke you. I just....I need...." I couldn't even say it, but fortunately Danny was on my wavelength.

He turned back his covers and motioned me over, "Get in. I wasn't asleep. I have so much on my mind."

I slid in beside him and felt his warm soft body against me and I sighed happily, "Sorry, you must think I'm a total wuss."

"Noooo...never. I know how you feel. It's about Bastion, isn't it?"

I nodded, "I'm just so confused." I told him about the boy in the mall bathroom and he listened without comment.

"You shouldn't do stuff with other boys," he said finally, "look what happened to me and Trey. If you need sex, you have me," he said simply, "Bastion doesn't care about us..right?"

I nodded, "It's not just sex," I said trying to convince myself that I wasn't just some horny dog wanting to get my nut, "I miss snuggling and holding hands and kissing."

"We can do all that stuff and more and it doesn't hurt anyone, okay?"

I nodded again and buried my head in his clean soft hair, "I'm so lucky to have you," I cooed.

"And I'm lucky to  have you too," he said pulling me closer.

Soon we were kissing and our hands began to roam each other's bodies as if they had a mind of their own. He felt so soft and warm and so familiar. It was almost as if it was my body I was touching. He was rock hard and as I scooted beneath the covers he sighed contentedly. I took his cock in my hand and raised it so I could lick his nuts and he shivered beneath me. I worked his nuts for a long time taking first one then the other in my mouth before taking his cock in my mouth and going to work.

As I sucked I worked my wet finger into his hole and he raised his butt up to make it easier. By the time he finally came I had two fingers in him working over his boy nut and when he blasted it was hard and hot and yummy. I licked him clean and moved up to kiss him and share his taste as my hard cock rubbed against him.

He  quickly took over, raising his legs and guiding me into his spit slick hole and as I sank in all the way we both groaned. He felt so hot and tight inside, a perfect fit for my cock and I had never loved him more as I gently made love to him that night. He might not always be there for each other, but for now when we had no one else we had one another and that was worth all the gold in the world.

I slept in Danny's bed that night slipping out just before seven to pee and return to my own bed before the rents woke up. I felt rested and happy and looked forward to the day. Danny's party was at 2 o'clock and he said he'd be home by 4 so we had made plans for the evening.

Mom was going to drop us off at that mall to see the new Star Wars movie at 6 then eat in the food court afterwards. It took some convincing on mom's part but I finally got her to give in saying that the mall was a pretty safe place with the security guards and all and she finally agreed. She had called dad first though, but I knew he wouldn't give us any trouble. He was always talking about how when he was a kid he used to ride his bike everywhere and no one worried about getting abducted and stuff.

I woke Danny about 8:30 and went in to see what mom was cooking up while he got dressed. He came in a little later looking fresh and clean and explained that he had taken a shower so he wouldn't have to take one later for the party. I almost laughed, considering he probably had jizz all over him after last night, a shower was an excellent idea.

We ate waffles and bacon and Danny and I cleaned up while mom did some laundry. Dad was already gone and so we just hung out till it was time to drop Danny off at the party. The house was on the other side of the highway but still in our school district and a pretty nice looking place. 

I got introduced to Shelly and Danny was right, she did look like a boy. In fact if he hadn't told me she was a girl already I might not have figured it out. She was cute though and she seemed nice, so I guessed he had made a good choice.

Mom drove us to DQ and we had dip cones and we sat in the van and ate them and talked. She asked me about Bastion and I told her what I knew and when I got to the part about the party she looked interested.

"Sounds like they're having Bastion do some networking."

"Uh, what's that?"

"That's when they introduce a star to different people who are in the industry and get their reaction to them. The more exposure Bastion has to industry people the more likely his career is to progress."

I frowned, "So if he's like popular with these party people he might get more gigs and stuff?"

She nodded, "It's this kind of exposure that makes stars."

"Oh brother, if he becomes a star I'll never see him," I moaned burying my face in my hands.

She laughed, "He will find time for you. I know you miss him, but it's not like you don't see him at school every day and when he's free on the weekends."

"Which will be never if he gets any more gigs."

"You want him to succeed don't you?"

I nodded, I really did, just not at my expense. Selfish..huh?

"Sure, I think it would be awesome, but I guess I just didn't see all this coming."

"I'm sure it will all work out, Bastion is very grounded and he may not want to be a star of the highest magnitude. He may be content to be a local celebrity and do the modeling."

"But he's really good. He deserves to be an actor."

"He's certainly talented, but it really depends on how far he wants to go."

I certainly had some thinking to do after talking to mom. Sure I loved Bastion and wanted him near me, but did I have the right to hold him down and keep him from being the star that he deserved to be? It would hurt to lose him, but could I live with myself if I knew I was the one who held him down.

Well, there went my happiness. I moped around the rest of the afternoon and then Danny called from the party and said the party was still going and he probably wouldn't be done till five. That would be cutting it pretty close for the movie, but mom said she could just drop us off at the mall when we picked up Danny and we'd have plenty of time.

Then at 4:30 Danny called again and asked if he could spend the night at this girl's house. I was crazy mad and sure mom would say no, but then she talked to the girl's parents and it turned out Danny knew the girl's brother and he was spending the night in his room so mom said okay.

I was so mad I went into my room and slammed the door (something I hadn't done since I was like ten) and fell down on my bed and cried like a  big old baby. I guess mom saw how upset I was but she didn't bother me till I calmed down a little.

She knocked on my door and I wiped my eyes and told her to come in. She sat on the bed beside me and brushed the hair back out of my eyes and kissed my forehead.

"I guess I should have said no," she began, "I just wasn't thinking. Danny made plans with you and  he should have honored them, but it was my decision and I'm sorry. If you still want to go to the movie, I'd be glad to go with you...or if you want to go alone...."

It was five thirty but the mall was only ten minutes away and the way I was feeling being and on my own sounded really tempting. 

A few minutes later we were on our way and I had pretty much calmed down. I was mad at first, but I sort of understood how Danny felt. He had me anytime, but this was something new and maybe fun and he deserved to have some fun once in a while, we both did. I'd make the best of it and who knew, maybe I'd run in to one of my buddies there. 

Mom dropped me off at the movie theater and I barely got to my seat in time. This was one of those new mega screen places with rocking recliner seats and wide aisles and surround sound and all that stuff so it was gonna be pretty awesome. I had popcorn and a soda and some candy stuffed in my pockets and while I waited for the show to start I looked around to see if I saw anyone I knew.

There were lots of kids there of course and some families, or a dad and son, that sort of thing. There were nerdy looking teenagers right in front of me and they kept talking about the movie so it was obvious this wasn't their first time seeing it.

I was just taking a sip of my watered down Coke when this guy came into the aisle and took the seat one space away from me. At first it didn't register who he was, but he did look familiar. I guess it was his shoes that finally tripped the switch in my head and when I looked up at his face I was staring at the hot teenage guy from the mall bathroom.

He recognized me too and his face went red and he looked scared at first. Then I smiled and nodded and I could see him relax.

"Hey," I said letting him know I was cool with what happened.

"Hey," he said back, "mind if I move down there by ya?"

"No, come on down," I said moving my drink to the other side so he's have room.

He got up and scooted down and sat back down and offered his fist to bump, "I'm Ryan," he said grinning.

"Cody," I said bumping his fist.

"Cool little dude. Sorry about yesterday..."

"Hey, no problems. Have you seen the movie already, seems like most of these guys have."

"Naw, this is my first time. I was supposed to go with my little brother last weekend,  but he had plans.

"What? No way," I laughed, then I told him about Danny and he laughed too.

"Crazy wild, huh? Know what I mean?"

"So, how old is your bro, mine's like 12 almost 13."

"The same, I wonder if they know each other."

I asked him what school he went to but it wasn't Danny's so I guessed they didn't know each other after all. Then I asked his name and got the biggest shock of my life. It was Chase, that boy we'd met at the video game place. And this must be the older brother..who Chase said was bi. Boy wasn't that a coincidence? While Chase was checking out the video games, Ryan had been checking out the bathroom.

I didn't know if I should tell him I'd met Chase or not. I mean maybe he'd be mad if he knew his brother was going around telling strangers that his brother was bi. I finally decided just to keep quiet about that and just see how things went.

The movie began then and I offered Ryan some of my popcorn. He grabbed a handful and gobbled it down so I offered him a drink of my Coke and he took a big gulp of that making a noisy slurping sound. We turned our attention to the screen then, but of course first there were all the ads and coming attractions so we ate popcorn and shared my drink till the real movie began.

The movie was awesome and Ryan kept touching my arm and making comments and by the time the movie was about half over we were pretty comfortable with each other. I had the popcorn bucket in my lap and once he reached in to get some and started pressing the tub against my dick and pretty soon I was hard. I didn't think it was on purpose till he looked at me and grinned and whispered in my ear, "Popcorn surprise."

I didn't know what that meant, but he made it sound sexy so I grinned back. When the popcorn was gone I sat the tub in the seat next to me and finished off the Coke, offering Ryan the last slurp. He took it then sat it down in the floor by his feet and his hand went to the armrest between us.

After a little while his arm drifted over a bit and was touching my mine and it felt warm and gave me tingles. I had been aware of his scent ever since he sat down, a sort of spicy, musky odor, but now there was a new scent mixed in with it. I guess it was those things called pheromones, you now the stuff that attracts mates, but all I knew was he sure smelled good and I wanted to do stuff even though I knew I shouldn't.

Then his hand sort of drifted down the chair arm until it was touching my leg. At first I thought it was an accident but when I looked over at him he was watching me to see my reaction. I looked around to see if anyone was watching us, but everyone on our row seemed to be deep into the movie. Even if anyone had been looking I doubted they could see much considering how dark it was in the theater.

His hand felt good on my leg and even though I wasn't sure we should be doing this stuff, I didn't try to stop him. I figured it was no big deal, it wasn't like he was touching my junk or anything and I wasn't touching him so maybe it was no big deal. Maybe he was just being friendly. Right!

I waited for him to do more, but for a long time his hand just rested on my leg then he began to make little circular motions with his fingers and I felt my cock jump as goose bumps covered my body. I had to admit it felt good but I knew I was playing with fire. He was older and horny and if he wanted me to do stuff it would be hard to refuse him without making a big fuss. The question was...did I want him to stop or did I want to do stuff with him?

Eventually his fingers found the hard lump in my jeans and I squirmed as he began rubbing it gently causing me to shiver. 

"Uhhh...what are you doing?" I whispered then feeling really stupid. I knew what he was doing and I liked it, I just felt the need to protest for some reason.

"Sorry, I'll stop," he said pulling back.

"Uh, that's okay," I said wishing I'd kept my mouth shut.

The rest of the movie he kept his hands to himself but finally I couldn't take it any more and I reached over and grabbed his hand and put it square on my cock. He looked at me all crazy at first then he smiled and started to rub my hard dick causing me to squirm. I moaned a little and  he let his hand drift up to my tummy and he slid it under my shirt and then down into my pants. 

It was a tight fit but I sucked in my tummy a little and then I felt his warm hand on my cock and I almost came right then and there. All this time I was looking around to make sure no one was noticing us and I missed most of the ending of the movie, but it was worth it.

When the movie ended the lights came up and Ryan jerked his hand from my pants and pretended nothing had happened, but I noticed he brought his hand to his nose and sniffed it as he pretended to be yawning. Did he like my scent as much as I liked his?

"Is your mom picking you up right away?" He asked as we stood.

"No, I'm supposed to call her when I'm ready to go," I volunteered.

"Cool, wanna go set in my truck and talk some more?"

Talk? I didn't think it was talking he had on his mind, but I was cool either way. "Sure, what kind of truck do you have?"

"It's really my dad's. It's a F150, but it's pretty cool. He lets me use it sometimes. He has an Explorer too and he usually drives that."

He led me out into the mall then down to the far exit door, the ones near J.C. Penneys and out into the night air. I guess I had some second thoughts a couple of times, but he seemed nice enough and I was pretty sure I could handle myself if things went too far. Problem was...I didn't know what too far meant.

His truck was parked at the far end of the lot and there were no other cars nearby and that kind of worried me at first then I decided if we were going to do some stuff at least I wouldn't have to worry about getting caught. Of course it also meant I'd have no one to yell to for help either...lol.

The truck was sort of jacked up but fortunately it had running boards and I was able to climb up and get in without help. Ryan was already in the drivers seat and had the key in the ignition.

"I'm gonna start it so we can have some  heat, don't freak..okay?"

I nodded and when the engine turned over I looked around the cab. It was one of those extended cab things and had a big bench seat in back, and the front ones were those kind that look like buckets, but when you put down the center thing  it's a bench seat too. 

"Scoot over a little," he said grinning, "I won't bite ya...unless you want me to."

"Oh, okay," I said scooting over almost against him.

"You're really cute, you know that?" He said patting my leg gently.

"Thanks, you're pretty...umm..cute too," I said blushing.

"Thanks, so...do you have a girlfriend or anyone?"

"Uh...actually I have a boyfriend," I confessed then felt awful about being there.

"Whoa, cool. So you're gay? That is so cool, cause I'm bi, I like both."

"Cool," I said wondering how to get out of this without hurting his feeling and making an ass out of myself.

"He hot?"

"The hottest," I said smiling then I began to tell him all about Bastion, everything..how we met, what had happened with Miguel, Christmas, his modeling..everything.

"Oh, man, he sounds like a really nice guy. Do you have a pic?"

"Yeah," I said pulling out my phone and showing him some of the PG pics I had of Bastion and a few of us both together.

"You really love him, don't you?"

I nodded, "I...I'm sorry about this...." I started, not sure what to say next.

"It's okay," he said gently rubbing my leg, "I don't blame you for anything."

"I sort of led you on," I said feeling really bad.

"It's okay, we're both guys. Sometimes we think with our little heads instead of our big one," he chuckled.

"I feel awful though. I guess I wanted to get even for Bastion spending so much time away from me..but that's stupid. He loves me and I love  him and I shouldn't be messing around with other guys."

Ryan sighed, "God, he's a lucky guy. I'd kill to have a bee eff like you."

I smiled, "Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure little dude, any thing."

"Uh, it's pretty personal."

"Shoot, I don't care. I'll answer anything you ask...honestly."

"Uh, okay...how big is it any way?"

He laughed, "About 8, why does that scare you?"

"It's pretty fat, that's all. You weren't gonna...ummm, you know..put that in me were you?"

He blew out a breath then rubbed his eyes, "I wouldn't have raped you if that's what you mean. But boys, even boys younger than you have taken it and liked it. I don't know, I just have a way of doing it without hurting them and they always like it...know what I mean?"

"Really? That's cool. Ummm..do you ever..ummm, you know do stuff with your brother?"

He laughed, "Could you resist a kid that cute?"

I smiled, "No, and my little brother sure thought he was cute. They swapped number."

"Cool, he used to have a bee eff, but they broke up. He's a sweet kid, but way too intense sometimes."

"So...you're not mad...about not getting to do..umm, some stuff together?"

"Well, not mad, but I got the worst case of blue balls in history." He said grabbing at his crotch.

"Sorry...umm...if you want to like jerk it or something, I'd be cool with that."

"You sure?" he said sounding excited.

"Sure, it's no big deal. In fact if you want I'll jerk with ya, that's okay. It's not like we're having sex. My little bro and I do that sometimes. You know two guys jerking together."

"Cool, as long as I can watch you and see your cute face when you blast."

So that's what we did that night, in the cab of  his dad's F-150. Leaning against the doors facing each other we lowered our jeans and slowly stroked our cocks as we watched each other. His cock looked even bigger that night and was wet with pre-cum. I couldn't help but wonder what that big cock would feel like in my little butt and that made the whole thing seem even hotter. 

His cock was leaking pre-cum like crazy and I wondered if that was why he was able to fuck all those boys and make them like it. Maybe his pre-cum was like a local anesthetic or something, or maybe it was just super slick. I wondered what it tasted like and it was all I could do not to find out first hand. It would have been so easy to just lean over and take his cock in my mouth. I mean no way could I get all of it in there, but I could still make him moan if I wanted to.

I wondered what he was thinking and if he was really as cool with just jacking as he'd said. I wondered if he could smell me as much as I could smell  him. His scent was strong and so different than any I'd ever smelled and it was turning me on as much as the sight of his hard teenage body and that big dick of his.

As if he could read my mind he moaned softly. "Oh God, you smell so sexy. I can smell your ass and It's making me sooo hot."

"I took a shower," I teased and  he laughed.

"It's a good smell...like cinnamon and earth and a beautiful spring day all rolled into one. I would so love to taste you there....."

"I...thanks, but I guess this is all we should do...for now."

He nodded, accepting my decision and closing his eyes as he sniffed the air in the truck. It was heavy with the smell of sex and I wondered what his dad would think when he got in it next time. Then as if we had planned it all along we both began to feel our orgasm coming and we moaned almost in harmony. 

We locked eyes as our hands flew along our shafts and then with a final grunt we began to come almost simultaneously. It was a big one too, my vision went sort of black and my asshole kept clenching like it was trying to talk. I shot so far some of it hit Ryan's cock and his hit me square in the face.

Well, I had wanted to taste him and what could I do except to lick my face clean? He moaned when he saw my tongue flick out and lick his cum from my lips and for one minute I thought he was going to come across the seat and start licking the rest off. Instead he brought his hand to his mouth and cleaned it off then went back down for more.

 I was soaked in my own cum by then. Boy, I hadn't thought that one out at all, but fortunately Ryan had it covered. "In the glove box..wet wipes," he said sounding tired and far away.

I pulled out the wet wipes and grabbed a couple then threw the package to him. As we cleaned up I began to feel sort of guilty, guilty for doing this and guilty for not doing more.

"That was amazing," Ryan said making me feel a little better, "who knew jerking with a hottie like you could be almost as good as fucking?"

"Thanks, it was pretty good for me too, but I really need to call my mom and get home."

"Think she'd let me take you home?"

I frowned. I knew mom trusted me and if I said Ryan was the brother of a friend she'd be cool with so I decided to risk it.

"Sure, let me call her."

She insisted on talking to Ryan and getting his cell phone number, but he didn't hesitate for an instant which pretty much made me feel better about the whole thing. As we drove to my house he talked about his folks who were both lawyers and I thought how similar his life sounded to Bastion's. His folks were always busy too and he had turned to his younger brother at first for companionship then when he discovered that he liked boys he had begun to look around and find new companions.

He pulled up in our drive and I thought that was that, but he insisted on walking me to the door and  meeting my folks and I thought that was really cool. Mom fawned over him and dad shook his hand and thanked him for bringing me home then went back to his TV show.

Mom asked Ryan who his folks were and I began to squirm a little but once she heard they were lawyers I could see her relax and the interrogation ended. Ryan finally said he needed to get home and I walked him to the door.

"It was nice to meet you Mr. and Mrs. Graham," he said smiling and winning even more brownie points.

"It was nice meeting you too. Thank you again for bringing Cody home."

I left him at the door and when I got back to the living room mom told me what a nice boy Ryan was, blah, blah, blah and I just smiled. If she only knew just how  nice.

I went to my room and started undressing and stared at my phone willing it to ring or at least give me a text notification, but it just laid there being all quiet and technologically proper. I took a long hot shower and thought about how hot it had been jerking with Ryan. I closed my eyes and pictured his hot hard teenage body and my hand went to my hard cock. Wetting a finger I began fingering my butt pretending it was Ryan's big cock ramming into me. What was it about us little gay boys that made us want to try bigger and bigger dicks just to see how much we can  handle?

I had no doubt that Ryan had been telling the truth when he said the boys he had fucked liked it. What gay boy wouldn't? That hot hard cock driving in and out of my little b-hole, over and over until he blew his nut inside me and filled me up....uhhhhh. I came really hard as my ass clenched around my finger then pushed it out. I collapsed against the shower wall and panted hard as I quivered and shook with one of the most intense orgasms of my life. I finally recovered enough to finish showering and as I was drying off my phone chose that instant to start ringing.

I ran to the bedroom naked and wet and slid to a stop and grabbed my phone, "Good evening, Graham residence, this is Alfred the butler how may I help you?"

Bastion was laughing so hard he could barely answer then still giggling he managed to squeak out, "Is Master Graham available? We met at a party a few weeks ago and I'm pregnant."

Then I lost it and we were both giggling like little kids, "It's...not...mine," I choked out, "I'm sterile."

"Oh, my mistake, what ever will I do then?"

"Well, if you're cute I might be willing to marry you and give your little bastard a father."

"You're such a gentleman. Oh, my it feels good to laugh. So...how was your evening. Did  you and Danny enjoy the movie?"

I filled him in on the real deal, but I wasn't quite ready to tell him about Ryan yet. I wanted that to be in person and not on the phone. I did sort of burn Danny for standing me up, and Bastion sounded sympathetic.

"I can't believe he did that. He is usually so thoughtful and loyal to you. This girl must really be getting under his skin."

"Yeah, or maybe he's getting some pussy," I smirked.

Bastion  chuckled, "That's an image I can't quite process, but I could see how it might happen."

"Well, I hope he doesn't come home smelling like fish," I joked.

"Couldn't be much worse than the smell we boys put off."

"Ewwww..gross, girls smell yucky, boys smell good."

"So was the movie as good as they say it is? I wish I could have gone with you, maybe we can go next weekend I have free."

"Yeah, it was awesome. I would definitely go see it again and if you were with me it would be even better." Especially considering I missed part of it while Ryan was rubbing my dick.

We talked for a while longer but I could tell Bastion was tired and I finally let him go, pretending it was me who needed to get some sleep. He did have some good news though. He had Sunday off and suggested he come over to see me since I'd been over to his house last time.

I was all smiles as I hung up. Tomorrow I'd tell him about Ryan, but for now all I wanted to do was sleep and get ready for his visit.

Danny snuck in around 11 the next morning and gave me a nervous look before heading off to his room. I waited a minute then followed him in and closed the door behind me. He was bent over pulling something from the bottom drawer of his dresser and when he heard the door close he jumped like he'd been shot.

"Oh..hi," he squeaked.

"Hi, have a good time last night?"

"Oh, you know...nothing special."

"Really, so you stood me up for nothing special?" I said putting the heat on.

"Look Cody..I'm sorry. What I did was rotten. It will never happen again. I don't know why I did it, it was just...that..well, she begged me to stay...even got her brother to beg me and I knew I shouldn't but I...I just gave in finally...."

"Well, did you at least get some?"

"Some what? Oh...no..he he..not that, no way. I spent the night in her brother's room on a blow up mattress. It was actually pretty lame."

"You're not helping things," I said falling down on his bed, When I thought you were having a good time and maybe getting some pussy I understood why you'd blow me off, no pun intended, for some girl, but now you're telling me you didn't even  have a good time."

"I..I didn't say that. I had a good time. I just didn't have sex. Does it always have to be about sex?" he said getting a little agitated.

My eyes grew wide and I began smacking my open hand with my fist just to see what he's do. He looked like he was ready to shit his pants or take off running to mommy. I almost laughed, but it was kind of mean so I decided to ease up a little.

"Well, no big deal. Mom let me go alone and I met a guy there and we had some fun....watching the movie I mean." No way was I going to tell Danny about Ryan at the moment, maybe later, but not now.

"Oh, cool. Any one I know?"

"Nope, pretty sure you don't, but you kinda of know his brother."

He frowned, "Who?"

"Kid name Chase that you met at the mall yesterday."

"Oh, so was it his gay brother that you met?"

"Yeah, Ryan is his name and he's bi for the record."

I could almost read his mind as he stewed on that for a minute, but I didn't offer any thing more. He lasted about a minute before he asked what was on his mind, "So....did you guys..do anything?"

"Yeah, we shared some popcorn and a soda and watched the movie."

"Oh," he said giving me a knowing look, "you wouldn't tell me if you did mess around cause you're pissed at me, right?"

"Why do you think that?" I said playing it cool.

He sighed theatrically, "Coooodddddy...I said I was sorry. What do you want me to do to make it up to you. I'll do anything...anything."

"Hmmm...I'll have to think about that," I said getting up and starting for the door.

"Cody please, don't be mad," he said sounding like the scared little kid I used to lord over.

"Not mad, just hurt," I said turning to face him, "but I'll get over it." I added and then I left him to think about that.

Bastion arrived around 12:30 and we went for a bike ride and I didn't invite Danny. I don't think  he thought I was being mean. He probably thought we just wanted some time alone and that was half right. We rode to the park and climbed up on the monkey bars and just talked for a long time. 

I told him about what I'd said to Danny and he gave me a worried look. "That was sort of mean Cody....considering the way things used to be."

"He deserved it," I said defensively, "it won't hurt him to suffer a little. It's not like I'm gonna pound him or anything."

"I guess you know best," Bastion said giving in almost too easily. I could tell he didn't agree, but that his heart wasn't into arguing about it right now.

"I have some news..from the party," He said after a few minutes.

I looked over at him and he looked worried, "What is it?"

"Well, there were some executives there from one of the networks and...they said they liked the work I had done so far and they would like me to come to LA and read for a part in a new series."

"What? Really? That's great," I said trying to sound as excited as I knew he wanted me to be.

"There's no promise I'll get the part, I might totally blow it," he said quickly, "but my parents want me to try out anyway just so I'll have the experience of a screen test. Oh, Cody...I'm so torn. On one hand I want to do this and on the other....I don't know what it will mean for me...for us...." he said sounding near tears.

I wanted to say it would be okay, I really did, but this was too much. First Danny and now this..I just needed to know that someone loved me enough not to let me down. I stared at him for a minute trying to decide what to say, then it came to me. I remembered some song or some poem that said if you really love someone you have to be willing to set them free. I loved Bastion with all my heart and soul and if this was really what he needed I would make it as easy for him as possible.

"No way!"  I said doing a bit of acting myself. "That is soo cool!" 

He looked at me strangely then laid a hand on my leg, "Did you hear what I said?"

"Sure, you might be a big star. That's what you wanted wasn't it? I mean who wouldn't want that? I know I would. All that money and fame and the groupies, don't forget the groupies."

"But..what about us?"

I shrugged trying to act as if I didn't care, even though my heart was breaking. And the award for feeding the biggest line of shit goes to...Cody Graham.

"It's not like we won't see each other and when you're rich and famous if you still want me around you can take care of me and I won't have to work," I laughed.

He sniffed back a tear, "Are you sure you don't care..because if you want me to I will tell my parents I've changed my mind. They might be a little upset, but after all it's my life. I could always tell them I've decided to be a doctor after all...."

"What...no, not a doctor. An actor is way cooler, and if you ever grow out of it you can go into producing or maybe even be a rock star or something."

"Then you don't care if I audition?"

"I'd kick your ass if you passed this chance up," I said trying my best to keep it together.

"Oh...well, if you think I should...." he said sounding a little shaken.

"Yeah, of course. I bet Danny and my folks would tell you the same thing." After I have a talk with them, I thought.

"I must admit...I'm a little shocked...I thought you might be upset that I was going to LA. I thought you might...miss me."

"Oh, I'm sure I will, but you can call me or we can Skype everyday. And in no time you'll be back and we'll make up for lost time."

"Cody...." he said looking ready to cry.

"Yeah."

"You're not just saying this to spare my feelings are you?"

"Heck no, you know me better than that. I'm a selfish bastard, but this...this is the shits. I'd be so proud to say my boyfriend was a fucking movie star."

"Then I guess I'll tell them yes." he said eying me as if I might suddenly jump up and say "Gotcha, I was only kidding."

"When will you go?" I said hoping we had at least one more chance to make love before he left.

"I fly out next Friday then fly back on Sunday night. My parents are very excited. They have friends there and are going to visit them while we're there."

"Wow, sounds great. Wish I could come, but I know that's impossible."

"I take you if I could, you know that."

I nodded, "Hey, I gotta go pee, wanna come hold it for me," I said grinning.

He smiled and patted my leg almost touching my dick, "I'll do more than that if you like."

By the time we reached the bathroom we were both hard and we wasted no time getting after it. I pulled him to the stall and ignored the smell of shit and piss and went to work on his dick like it was a lollipop. When he came I kissed him deeply and let him taste his jizz on my lips then I spun him around and bent  him over and began rimming his sweet ass. 

When he was good and wet I stood up and lined my boner up with his hole and glided right in. I tried not to think about what lay ahead or if this was the last time I'd be with him and I just loved him as if we had forever. I came hard and when I pulled him to me I felt tears sting my eyes. I was stronger than I thought but if I didn't get us out of there quick all my hard work and lying was going to go to hell.

I kissed his neck and shoulder then pulled out and cleaned up as best I could on toilet paper. We zipped up and walked back to our bikes hand in hand not caring if anyone saw us. We rode back to my house and spent the rest of his visit  in my room talking and playing video games. 

Neither of us mentioned LA or the screen test again and when it was time to go we hugged at the car and I watched as Maria drove him away. I felt like I was going to die at that moment and I just couldn't let anyone see how upset I was. I grabbed my bike and rode like the wind until my tears were dried and I was so tired I couldn't ride anymore.

I skipped dinner that night and went to bed early and no one came to ask me why. I wallowed in my self pity, telling myself that no one cared about me and eventually cried myself to sleep.

Monday came and went, Tuesday was a blur, Wednesday I went over to Bastion's after school and we messed around for a while, but I was so sad inside that I didn't enjoy it much. Oh, I acted like I did, I was becoming as good an actor as Bastion, but deep inside I was dying. 

As we lay cooling off on his bed he began to talk excitedly about his upcoming trip and felt a little angry. But I held my rage inside and turned it into self pity and put on a happy face. I made him promise to bring me back a souvenir and to try to get an autograph of some famous star for me. He said he would Skype with me every night and we could even jerk together if I wanted. I was enthusiastic about it on the outside, but inside it sounded dull and mechancal after all the love we'd made since we met. 

Maria took me home around 5:30 and on the way Bastion and I held hands and kissed but I felt like I was just pretending. I hoped he didn't sense it, but let's face it we're closer than brothers and sort of feel each other's feelings. I guess the only reason he hadn't picked up on my true feeling so far was because he was so excited about the trip that he wanted my lies to be the truth.

I ate supper in a daze, and missed most of what was said but no one asked me what was wrong or how my day went. I was beginning to feel like no one cared and that I had no one to talk to. Then I remembered Ryan. I had his cell phone number and he was older, so maybe he would listen and have some advice for me.

After dinner I went to my room and locked both doors and fell down on my bed. Ryan answered on the first ring (or whatever his ring tone was).

"Hi, what's up Cody."

"Not much, you busy?"

"No, just babysitting a neighbor boy. Why?"

"Oh, I don't wanna bother you then...."

"No, it's no bother. He's busy playing a video game and then it's bath time. What's up?"

I took a deep breath and unloaded on Ryan and I was amazed at how easy it was to tell an almost stranger what was happening in my life.

"Oh, man...I'm so sorry. I wish I was there I'd give you a big hug."

"Me too," I said feeling a little better. I was so cool that Ryan understood that I was the person being screwed over here.

"Hey, what are you doing tomorrow after school?" he said sounding really worried about me.

"Nuttin, much. My mom's working late and my dad is almost always at work and my brother, well..he could care less what I'm doing now that he has a girlfriend." Of course I didn't realize how unfair I was being. I was too much into my own pity party to see things clearly.

"Cool what if  I swing by and pick you up? You can call me or something."

"Uh, how about if I meet you at the park by my house." I guess deep inside I thought this was weird and there was no need to advertise that I was going some place with an older teenage boy. He said that was cool and when I told him which park he said he knew exactly where it was.

When we finally hung up after about 30 minutes I felt so much better and when I met Danny in the bathroom as I was brushing my teeth I actually said hey and he said hey back. Then I piled into bed and thought about what would happen tomorrow. I was glad now that I hadn't told Bastion about Ryan. He probably wouldn't have approved and maybe with good reason, but I needed someone to tell me I was okay and to make things better and I hoped Ryan was the one.

I rushed home after school and threw my books down and dashed out the door before Danny could get close enough to question me. I turned to see him staring out the door at me with a weird look on his face and I laughed, let the little shrimp worry for a change.

Ryan was parked near the bathrooms with the engine running and when I climbed in he gave me a big smile and offered his fist to bump.

"Hey bro, how's it going?"

"Good," I said between breaths. I had run most of the way and I was cold and a little winded. The truck was nice and warm and before too long I was actually getting too warm so I shucked my jacket.

"You look good," he said grinning, "Cuter than I remembered actually."

"Thanks," I said blushing beneath his stare. Then his eyes moved down to my crotch and I could see something in his eyes that caused my dick to stiffen. Except for Bastion and maybe Danny I had never really thought that guys thought I was hot or sexy but Ryan's looked like he could eat me alive....lol.

"So did you and your bee eff talk today?"

"Not really, he didn't bring it up and neither did I. He asked me to come over today after school but I told him I already had plans."

"What did he say?"

I shrugged, "He must've not really cared cause he didn't even ask what plans."

"Maybe he was just preoccupied with the trip and all. It doesn't mean he doesn't care."

I gave Ryan the stink eye and sighed, "Are you on  his side or mine?"

"What? I don't even know  him. I do know you and I like you a lot..so...yeah, I'm on your side all the way."

I nodded, "Good, so where can we go?" I said suddenly realizing what I really wanted.

He looked a little surprised but recovered quickly, "There's no one home at my place...if you want to see where I live...I mean....we don't have to do anything...just hang," he said eying me for my reaction.

"Cool, let's go to your house then. I have until 5 then I need to be home."

His house was across the river in the Needlebrook Edition and all the houses there were like ginormous and had three car garages and swimming pools and when he finally pulled up in the circle drive of this big white two story house I almost shit my pants. I had never seen a house that big or that nice and I suddenly felt sort of weird about things. I was just a poor kid compared to Ryan, so why was he wasting  his time with me?

"Come on I'll introduce you to Chase...oh, wait you already know him don't ya?" he said grinning.

I followed  him inside and into a huge foyer with a hallway going off in two directions. From a stairway at the end the boy from the video store appeared looking as cute as that first day and all he was wearing was a pair of cotton sweats.

Damn he was hot, his chest wasn't what you'd say buff, but he was fit and smooth and sooo cute. I felt my dick take another jump and then he was down the stairs and hugging Ryan like he hadn't seen him in ages. When he finally pulled away he looked over at me and the look of recognition came over his face.

"Oh, hi...I remember you...and your brother. Did he come too?"

I shook my head, "No just me. Hi."

"Cody called me cause he's having a little bee eff trouble and I'm trying to help him figure things out," Ryan said putting his hands on Chase's shoulder and hugging him from behind. I wondered if Chase could feel his big ole dick against him, but I guessed he was used to that.

"What you guys gonna do?" Chase asked craning his head to look up at Ryan with excitement in his voice.

"Just gonna chill and talk. Right Cody?"

I shrugged, "Yeah, I guess," I said hoping there was more but not wanting to sound too anxious.

"I'm gonna show Cody around, why don't you grab us a bottle of water? Talking is thirsty work."

Chase bounced off and I noticed just how cute he was from behind. No wonder Ryan had fucked him, with a butt like that who could resist?

Ryan took me on a short tour but he didn't seem too excited about his house or the cool things in it, even though I was practically drooling. We finally wound up in his room and it was as amazing as the rest of the house. It was about twice as large as my room and had it's own private bathroom and a little balcony with French Doors. He had a huge flat screen TV, a desk top and lap top computer, a Wii and an Xbox and more games than the video store.

His bed was big and pretty high off the floor, but there was a love seat and a chair near the window and we sat down on the love seat facing each other. Chase brought the water a few minutes after we got there but he didn't hang around. I don't know if Ryan had some sort of secret sign language that said "I need privacy" or if Chase was just used to this sort of thing.

"So, do you want to talk or get right down to business?" Ryan asked grinning.

"What, uh....business?"

"Oh, you know. You're kind of down so I thought maybe you needed someone to make you feel good. You know. I mean it's totally up to you. Maybe you just need someone to hold you and make you feel safe for a change," he said scooting a little closer and taking my hands in his.

Before I knew what was happening we were kissing and well, things moved along pretty fast after that. I was tugging at his clothes and  he was tugging at mine and so we finally just stood up and got naked. We were both rock hard and his cock looked even bigger than it had that night in the mall parking lot. I gave it a squeeze and pre-cum covered my hand and I licked it off as he moaned.

He nuzzled my ear and whispered, "You like that dick, don't ya?"

I nodded, "What do you want me to do with it?" he whispered softly giving me goose bumps.

"Ummm...dunno, it's so big," I said wanting it in me, but fearing what it would do to me at the same time.

"I promise I won't hurt you," he cooed, "I'll stop if you tell me to."

"I....guess we could try," I said knowing there was no trying, it would happen whether it hurt or not.

He started by rimming my little hole till I was moaning and pushing back into him trying to get all of his hot wet tongue up in me. He was moaning too and panting and swearing and telling me how sweet my boy hole was and that if this was all he could have then that was enough, but I knew he wanted more and so did I.

"Fuck me," I moaned softly and I had never wanted anything more in my young life.

He smiled as he came up and one look in my eyes was all it took to see that I was serious. I was drunk with lust and I wanted his big old dick in my ass more than anything in the whole world at that moment. He got up and walked to the nightstand by his bed and I watched with interest as he pulled out a little foil package and a small brown bottle, lube I guessed, but what was the foil thing? Oh, a condom. I guess that made the whole thing seem a lot more serious to me. I mean with Bastion and Danny I didn't need condoms, we were all clean and disease free, but I didn't know who Ryan had fucked or if he was healthy or not and I sort of started to get worried.

"I usually don't use these, I'm clean and I get tested regularly, but out of respect for you and your bee eff I'm gonna make an exception. Besides it won't be so messy, since you have to go straight home," he said as he opened the rubber, "Wanna put it on for me?"

So I learned how to roll a condom on a hard dick and it was sort of sexy. I had never thought about using a condom before but now I was beginning to think they might me nice to keep the mess down when I did it with Bastion or Danny. Then I felt kind of sad. Would Bastion ever want to do it with me again when he found out I'd been fucking with Ryan?

I was too far into it to back out now, my dick was rock hard and my asshole was twitching like it was eager to get poked. Ryan took the small bottle of lube and greased up my hole and his fingers and began fingering me making lazy circles and prodding my boy nut making me moan and feel like I could come any minute and pretty soon I was gaping open.

He smiled as  he placed the tip of his slick latex covered cock against my hole and then leaned down and kissed me to distract me while he slipped the head in.

"Ohhhhh," I moaned into his mouth.

"You okay baby?"

"Uh huh, fine..feels good, just big."

He chuckled, "Big is good, you'll see. I can touch places no one else ever did."

It took him almost ten minutes to get all the way inside me, but not once did it hurt so bad that I had to make him stop. He was right, he really knew how to throw a dick and make a boy like it. By the time he was ready to start fucking I was practically begging him to do it.

He pulled back almost all the way and I could feel my ass lips pull up with his dick then he pushed back in and I moaned as he slid across my prostate. My cock was rock hard, which I guess he took to be a good sign that I was enjoying myself, and when I reached for it he pushed my hand away.

"Don't. I'll make you come, you'll see."

I nodded and closed my eyes and just concentrated on the feeling of his big dick sliding in and out of my poor stretched hole and across my boy nut and soon I felt like I was getting close. I opened my eyes at one point and to my surprise saw Chase standing there beside the bed naked and jerking his cock. I had no idea how long he'd been standing there, but I didn't mind. He was even more beautiful naked and his cock was perfect and the most beautiful thing I had ever seen and I had to  have it. Motioning for him to come closer I grabbed it and tried to get it in my mouth and when  that failed he climbed up on the bed and knelt beside me and fed his hard cock to me as his brother fucked me harder and faster.

I knew Ryan was getting close when I felt him speed up, grabbing my legs and pushing them higher as his cock slid in and out of me like a piston in a well oiled sleeve. Chase was getting close too, whimpering and driving his dick in and out of my mouth almost in time with Ryan's fucking.

Ryan cried out just as I felt his cock expand and contract and I knew he was unloading into the condom. He rammed it in deeper and shook and moaned as he is cock expelled his baby batter and there was so much of it I wondered if the condom could hold all of it back. 

Chase came next filling my mouth with his sweet tasty boy seed and I gobbled it all down greedily. Despite all the action my boy nut got I still hadn't come but when Ryan finally pulled out he took care of that. Grabbing another condom he rolled it onto my hard leaking dick and moved aside while Chase straddled me. He was grinning as he lowered himself onto my dick and it was obvious from how easy he took it all in that he was well broken in. I mean how could he not be with Ryan's big dick opening him up almost daily?

It didn't take me long to explode into the condom and it felt weird but not in a bad way. In fact I sort of liked it. The rubber had slowed down my orgasm and I got to enjoy Chase's hot ass a bit longer instead of just poking it and blasting off in two strokes.

When Chase pulled off he fell down on the other side of me and the three of us swapped kisses as we cooled off. I glanced at the clock by the bed and noticed it was almost 5 and panicked.

"I gotta get home," I said jumping up and grabbing my clothes."

"Okay, no problem, let me pee and clean up a bit then I'll drop you off."

Chase walked us to the door and gave me a shy hug and said he hoped I'd come back again and maybe bring Danny, but I wasn't sure I wanted Danny to know about any of this. I had Ryan drop me off a block from my house and I made it with one minute to spare.

Danny met me at the door and gave me a worried look, "Did you go to Bastion's?"

"Nope, another friend's."

"Who...I mean..do I know him?"

"Nope, you don't. What's for dinner?"

He shrugged, "Okay, if you want to be mad, then be mad. I don't care any more." he huffed as he started off to his room, but I knew he really did care. I just wasn't ready to forgive him yet.

Mom looked up as I came into the kitchen and then motioned me over for a hug. I really needed that but I wasn't sure I deserved it.

"What was that for?"

"Because I love you and I feel like I've been neglecting you for the last few days. I'm sorry if I seemed distant, I've had some things on my mind."

Oh shit, and I thought it was just me. I'd been so full of myself that I couldn't see that mom had some worries of her own. Shit, what if she and dad were  having problems? I'd die if they split up, but I'd def want to stay with dad...or mom, oh shit....I didn't know what I'd do.

"It's not...uh..you and dad aren't getting a divorce or anything are  you?"

"No, of course not," she chuckled, "your father and I are more in love than ever. "It's just something I have to work out on my own."

"You're not sick are you?" I asked fearing the worst.

"No, I'm healthy as a horse according to the doctor, a prize mare he called me," she laughed.

"Well, okay..but if you need someone to talk to..."

She pulled me into a hug and kissed my face, "Oh sweetie you are my little man and I love you so much," she said as tears formed in her eyes, "Thank you for the offer. I'll keep that in mind if I can't work things out on my own."

I nodded. I had to get out of there or I'd break down and cry like a baby so I excused myself to go to the bathroom. And it's a good thing I did. Even though I didn't have any of Ryan's jizz in me  he had stirred things up down there and I sat down just in time. I felt a little better after the dump but my hole was still a little sore and I knew I wouldn't be putting anything in there for a while.

I went to my room and changed out of my school clothes and decided to take a shower since I'd taken a dump. Also it would wash off any smell of Ryan and Chase, just in case anyone got close enough to smell me. Then I thought about mom  hugging me earlier. Had she smelled sex on me? Naw, she probably didn't even know what boy sex smelled like...right? Yeah, right.

When I got out of the shower I slipped on a pair of sweats  and a tee shirt and went in to see how dinner was coming. Mom looked up from a pot of chili on the stove and smiled. "Chili and Mexican cornbread. How does that sound?"

"Good," I said hoping the chili wasn't too spicy, cause coming out it was gonna burn my little b-hole..he he.

Danny wandered in and sat the table without comment and mom watched us both as if she were just figuring out that something was wrong between us. I tried to act as if nothing was wrong, but it's hard when Danny and I were barely speaking. 

We ate our dinner in near silence but when we were finished mom pushed back her bowl and sighed, "Okay, we need to talk boys."

"Uh, okay," Danny said looking as uncomfortable as I did.

"What's up mom?" I asked trying to pretend I didn't know what she was talking about.

"I think you know what's up and I feel like it's my fault."

"What? No, it's not...."

"Just  hush and listen," she said giving me that look that has shut kids up since the cave men roamed around.

"I made a very bad decision the other night when I allowed Danny to break his promise to you and spend the night at his friend's house. I just wasn't thinking straight at the time, but now I can see that it was wrong. You can blame Danny if you want Cody, but it was my responsibility to say no. He may have been counting on me to say no in fact. Sometimes kids want a parent to say no. He might have been disappointed for a moment, but he had the movie to look forward to and would have gotten over it quickly."

"They begged me to stay," Danny said sighing, "I told them you'd say no, but they wanted me to call any way. I was surprised you said yes, but I it was really my fault. I shouldn't have asked. I should have told them I already had plans with you Cody. I'm sorry Cody, I really am."

I nodded, they both made sense, but I wasn't ready to forgive so easily....not until I let them know how I felt.

"I was really hurt bro," I said trying not to cry, "and no one seemed to care that I was upset. Not even when I didn't come to dinner that next night. I felt like no one cared and then...well...then Bastion shit on me, sorry mom, and told me he's going to LA and he doesn't know what they means for him...for us...and oh...God..." I said finally letting go of my tears.

"Oh sweetie," mom said moving around behind me to hug my neck and kiss my hair, "it wasn't that we didn't care or notice you were hurt, we just thought you'd work it out like you always do. And I was so busy with my own thoughts and worries that I sort of forgot that you might need some help."

"It's okay, I don't blame you. I don't blame anyone," I said sighing, "I just felt like I was all alone and forgot what a great family I have."

"I'm really sorry Cody," Danny said once again, this time with tears in his eyes, "not just about the movie, but about Bastion too. I know how that must hurt."

"I don't worry about Bastion for a moment," mom said trying to sound upbeat, "he loves you and no matter what he will find time for you in his life. You just need to trust him and let him try new things. He'd do the same for you, wouldn't he?"

I nodded, "I know, I know. I just feel like my world is changing so fast."

Mom laughed, but not at me, it was sort of like she was making fun of life. "Life is like that. One minute you feel so safe and happy and then bam, life knocks you down and you feel like things will never be good again. But guess what? The good usually comes back around..if you're patient."

"I guess I understand, but I still have some thinking to do."

"I trust you to make the right decisions, but if you need any help you know I'm here for you and so is your father."

I nodded, "Thanks, but I need to figure things out on my own."

"All right. Why don't you boys go play a video game or watch TV and talk. I'll do the dishes."

I wasn't sure I was ready to talk to Danny yet, but I didn't want to disappoint my mom so I agreed. Once in my room I felt the tension between us build up like a dark cloud. I set up the game and handed a controller to Danny and he slid down beside me with a soft "thanks".

We played like enemies for the first game then I began to ease up on him and we were laughing and having fun for a change. I was hurt, but not mad, and I still loved Danny as much as ever, I was just stubborn and needed a push.

When the game ended Danny threw down his controller and jumped me. I was surprised at first but when he started tickling me I fell apart with laughter. I turned the table on him and rolled him over and covered him with my body and held his arms above his head as I pretended I was going to drop a loogy into his face.

"Ewwww...don't Cody," he said giggling.

I made him think I was going to do it, but at the last minute I bent down and kissed him. He was surprised at first then he began kissing me back and it turned wet and passionate after a few minutes. We were both breathless and panting by the time were broke it off and our cocks were hard as rocks as we pressed together.

He looked into my eyes with longing and I nodded, "Not here...too risky," I whispered, "tonight, come see me after they go to bed."

He nodded and we kissed once more then sat back up and started playing video games again. Around nine Danny went in to take a shower and by then dad was  home and I visited with him until bedtime. After the usual round of kisses and goodnights I settled into bed and waited.

About a half hour later Danny tip toed in, dropped his shorts by the bed and slipped in beside me.

"Hi, sorry it took so long, mom wanted to talk."

I nodded, "S okay," I said rolling into him and patting his tummy. Then we began kissing and I wondered what I'd ever been mad about. 

Kissing led to fondling and fondling led to other things and pretty soon I had his legs up and was rimming his sweet ass. I thought about how Ryan had rimmed me and how good it had felt to have him fuck me and I was on fire with lust. As soon as I had Danny good and slick I pushed my hard slick cock into him and leaned down and began kissing him as I fucked him slowly and lovingly. 

We fucked and kissed and sucked and basically wore each other out that night, but it healed any wounds either of us had and the next day things were back to normal. I knew at some point I would have to tell him about Ryan and Chase, but for now I didn't need the grief that might cause so I kept quiet.

Friday came and no Bastion. I was worried at first then I remembered he's told me his flight was at noon and he might just take the whole day off instead of leaving early. I was lonely and miserable and by gym class I was ready for the day to be over. Trey and Tony found me lacing up my sneakers in the locker room and fell down on either side of me.

"We heard about Bastion's screen test. You must be crazy proud," Tony said patting my back.

"Yeah, imagine having a boyfriend who is famous," Trey added.

"Yeah, it's great," I said sarcastically, "only thing is when he becomes famous he won't have time for a boyfriend."

"No way, Bastion loves you. He will always find time for you," Trey assured me.

"Hey, the brother is right. That guy's as sprung as anyone I've ever seen. I can see it in his eyes," Tony laughed.

Well, I know that was supposed to make me feel better, but after what I'd done with Ryan I felt like I might be trying to sabotage my relationship with Bastion. Maybe I really didn't think I deserved him and it was causing me to push him away....or something like that.

"So, cheer up. You got any plans for the weekend?"

"Naw, but I'll find something to do."

"Well, of course I'm going to my cousins' house and gonna have some big time fun. I'll fill you in Monday," Trey said looking smug.

"I thought that was last weekend," I said looking at him curiously.

"Naw we had to reschedule it."

"I gotta date for Saturday night, but I'm free tonight if you wanna hand bro," Tony offered.

"I'm afraid I wouldn't be very good company, but thanks. You guys are okay for losers," I teased.

"Losers huh?" Trey said attacking me on one side while Tony attacked me on the other side.

"Security!" I yelped between giggles.

"No help for you here Graham," I heard one of the guys say as he was laughing his ass off. Coach had to go to the office for a minute. You're on your own."

"Oh, you are both so dead," I said pulling away and dashing toward the gym floor.

Trey ran after me but Tony couldn't move as fast and without Tony Trey was no match for the Codster. I had him down on the nearest mat and pinned in a heart beat. Someone was counting one...two...three...then I heard coach clear his throat.

"Boys are you planning on going out for wrestling or are you just making out?" he joked.

"Just teaching Trey about leverage," I said grinning.

"Good job, okay everyone gather round...."

We split up into skins and shirts and played b-ball till the period was almost over then coach let us cool down before we showered. I took my usual place but the empty spot next to me where Bastion usually stood made me feel lonely and I didn't linger. 

As Trey and I walked to the bus I wondered if Bastion was in California yet and what he was doing. If only I could have gone with him, maybe I wouldn't feel so bad about the whole thing. Trey rattled on about his cousins and how much fun he was going to have so I didn't have to talk much on the way home and that was a good thing.

At home Danny greeted me at the door and he must've sensed my mood because he was especially nice to me. He fixed me a snack and poured my SunnyD and we sat and ate in silence.

"You okay Cody?"

I shrugged, "I guess. I need to tell you something though."

"Is it bad?"

I shrugged again, "I'm not sure yet. Maybe....well..it didn't seem bad at the time....but now I'm not sure."

We went to my room and I began to tell him about Ryan, about the night at the mall when I was supposed to be with him, and about that night at Ryan's house. He listened attentively frowning at some parts and looking excited at others. When I was finally done I sighed and waited for him to speak.

"Well...first of all...you can never tell Bastion about this," he began and when I started to protest he put his hand to my lips and shook his head, "Just listen okay?"

I nodded and be continued, "I understand why you did what you did and part of it is my fault, but Bastion will never understand. If you tell him about this you will break his heart. He may forgive you but things will never be the same. Do you understand what I'm saying?"

I nodded as tears ran down my face, "I really fucked up this time, didn't I?"

He frowned, "I'm sorry Cody, like I said part of it was my fault, but yeah, this was a bad thing to do."

"I'm not sure I can keep a secret like this from him. We've always been honest with each other, if I start lying now he will never believe me...ever again."

"You may be right, but I'm telling you if you do tell him, things will never be the same. I think I know that better than anyone after what happened with me and Trey."

"It's different with us...."

"Is it? Cheating is cheating Cody. We're weak and we do it and we think our boyfriends should just forgive us and go on, but the truth is some things are best kept a secret."

"But if he ever found out then he'd hate me and it would definitely be over...."

"That's a risk you may have to take. I can't tell you what to do Cody, but that's my opinion."

"I...I'm gonna have to think about it. I'm not sure I can lie, I'm not very good at it...."

"Keeping a secret isn't exactly lying, but I understand what you mean."

I sighed, "Would you be upset if I wanted to be alone right now?"

"No, if that's what you want, that's cool. But not too long, okay. We have the whole weekend to spend together and I asked mom if she would take us to see Star Wars tomorrow night and she said yes."

I smiled, "I missed most of the ending. Yeah, that would be cool."

"Want me to call ya when dinner's ready?"

I nodded, "I'm gonna take a little nap."

He kissed me then as he was starting out the door he looked back at me and smiled sadly, "I'm sorry this all happened, but we'll make it all right....I promise."

He seemed so much more mature than me at that moment and so sure of himself. Maybe he was right, maybe some things were best left unsaid. But if I chose to keep Ryan a secret I was afraid it would haunt me the rest of my life. I was torn about what to do, thinking so hard my head hurt, but soon I worried myself to sleep and Danny didn't wake me till dinner was on the table. 

I peed and washed my face and went in to dinner and to my surprise dad was home. I jumped in his lap like I was a little kid and he kissed my hair, "Well, if I'd known I'd get a welcome like this I'd have come home sooner."

"It's just good to see you dad. I wish you were home for dinner every night."

"Me too son, me too, but I'm here tonight and after dinner I thought we might drive over to Sports World and play some miniature golf and hit the batting cages. Never too early to get some batting practice in."

"Yeah!" I cheered, nothing like dad/son time to perk up a little gay boy who was having bf trouble.

Dinner was soup and sandwiches and didn't take long to eat. Mom put the dishes in the sink to soak and we were out the door a few minutes later. Sports World was busy and I saw a couple of the guys from last year's ball team there and went over to say hi before we went out to play miniature golf. 

Mom won the golf game and I came in second with Danny next and dad...dead last...and boy did we give it to him. He said it was because he was tired and he'd get us next time.

The batting cages were full and we had to wait, but it was worth it. I loved hitting the ball almost as much as I like eating and I was pretty good at it. I was hitting 60mph balls left and right and when it was Danny's turn he did pretty good too. Boy I could hardly wait for ball season.

After the batting cages we played a few games in the arcade while mom and dad sat in the refreshment area and drank bottled water at a dollar a pop. Boy what a racket.

Danny and I played a two player game then he saw someone he knew from school and went over to say hi and I was playing a game by myself when someone walked up behind me and just stood watching. As soon as I had a chance I sort of turned my head to see who it was and came face to face with Chase, Ryan's little brother.

"I thought it was you," he said grinning..

Hi, uh...is Ryan here too?" I asked turning to look behind me.

"Naw, he's with Russell, his best friend. They're double dating with some girls tonight."

"Girls? Oh, yeah," I said suddenly remembering that Ryan was bi.

"I'm here with my friend Jake. That's him over there," he said pointing at a cute black boy playing air hockey with another black kid.

"Cool, he's cute," I said then blushed.

"He used to be my bee eff," he said quietly, "but we broke up cause he likes girls now."

"Aww..too bad he didn't like both."

Chase shrugged, "It's okay we're still friends though."

"Cool wanna play me," I said stepping aside.

"Sure."

Eventually Danny wandered over and started watching us play, well mostly watching Chase play..he he, and when the game was over Chase turned to  him and said hey.

"Hey, how's it going?" Danny said sounding so shy and cute. I think the boy had a major crush already and they'd only met a few days ago.

"Good...really good. How come...um, you didn't call me?"

Danny blushed bright red, "I thought you were just being nice. I figured if you really wanted to talk to me you'd call me."

Chase sighed, "Are you always so shy? I wouldn't have given you my number if I didn't wanna talk to you. I like you Danny, you're cool."

Well, Danny blushed even deeper and stared at his shoes then he looked up and smiled, "Cool, so...can I call you tomorrow?"

"Yeah, or even tonight if you want. I stay up late when there's no school."

"Yeah, me too," Danny said grinning.

Mom and dad wandered up about then and of course we introduced them to Chase. Before I thought I spilled the fact that this was Ryan's brother, but they didn't seem bothered by it. Sometimes they were a little too trusting.

Once we were  home Danny went off to his room and I went off to mine. I hadn't been in there long when my phone rang. It was Bastion.

"Hey, are you there? How is it?"

"Boring so far. I haven't seen anything but the inside of the hotel, which is pretty nice, but not very kid friendly."

"So when is the audition?"

"Tomorrow afternoon at 2, I am so nervous I just know I won't be able to sleep tonight. That's one reason I called. Do you think we could maybe help each other out over the phone?"

"What? Oh, phone sex? Yeah, that would be cool. But first let's talk some."

It was wonderful just hearing his voice and it was nice that he was thinking of me and wanted to have phone sex. I really felt guilty now, but I still hadn't decided what to do about my cheating. Was Danny right, or should I follow my own instincts and spill my guts and ask for forgiveness?

We talked for like thirty minutes then I got naked, he was already naked, and we started. We described what we were doing and even put the phone up close to our dicks so we could hear each other fapping. We talked dirty and we were almost there when Danny wandered in, took one look at me, and dropped his shorts and joined in.

"Danny is  here too, can he join us?"

"Yesss...tell him to come lay by you so I can hear both of you."

Before too long Bastion was telling us to do stuff together like jerk each other and kiss and then he had us 69 all the time he was beating his meat over a thousand miles away. When he told me to fuck Danny's feet I knew he was over the top and neither of us laster long once I started that. I spooged all over Danny's feet and legs and he was right behind me shooting all over his cute tummy and chest and describing what was happening to Bastion. Bastion moaned into the phone and began blasting at the other end of the line and when he was cooled down a little he snapped a pic and sent it to us. He was covered in jizz from head to crotch and he looked so tired he could barely hold his eyes open.

Eventually we said goodnight and I love you and I miss you and I was left with my thoughts again. Danny hung around to talk and as we lay there on my bed he told me about his call to Chase.

"I really like Chase, it's a shame he doesn't go to my school."

"Well, you can still be friends. I bet Ryan would be willing to bring him over to visit sometime. And mom would take you to see him. Just go with it bro, if you guys hit it off, don't worry about the rest."

He smiled, "Thanks, so....you already fucked him...how was it?"

"Amazing, Ryan has him broke in and he's a natural. And...he has a nice cock and sweet cum too."

Danny looked flushed and I noticed his cock was rising again. "Whoa, you gettin hard thinking about him aren't you?"

He laughed, "Maybe, or maybe it's you, you big stud," he said poking me playfully.

"I'll show you what a stud I am," I growled as I rolled over on top of him.

"Okay, put your money where your mouth is..or my dick," he giggled.

So I gobbled down his tasty cock but just long enough to get it good and hard and wet then I straddled him like Chase had done me and lowered myself on his boy stick. His dick was just the right size to feel good in my butt and I was enjoying it as much as he was. 

"Jerk me," I whispered as I threw my head back and rode him a little faster.

He reached up and jiggled my nuts then grabbed my cock and started working it slowly as I moaned louder. It was a good thing my door was locked and I was pretty sure the rents were asleep by now.

"When you start getting close jerk it faster so we can come together," I gasped.

"O...ookay," he said under  his breath, "Getting close..."

I was getting tired, but I knew he wouldn't last much longer so I sped up and clenched my butthole to put more pressure on him. It must've worked because he gasped and started jerking my cock faster and faster until I was panting like a mad man. Pretty soon I felt his cock expand inside me and a warm rush and with one last stroke of his small soft hand my dick began to unload all over his face and neck.

I moaned as I felt the intense feeling at both ends of me as my butthole spasmed and milked him dry. I was exhausted and as soon as I was sure he was done coming I pulled off of him and rolled down beside him. He was licking my cum off his hand and lips, but he couldn't reach the rest so I took care of it. We kissed then went in and took a quick shower and went to our own rooms.

I checked the sheets but we'd been lucky, and all the jizz has gone on us. I guess by now mom was used to cum stains on our sheets, since she knew we jerked off, even if she didn't know we did more than that. I was beat and almost as soon as my head hit the pillow I was asleep.

After our phone sex I was really tired, but I still had some lines to go over and I wanted to make sure I had them down before doing the audition. The hotel was awesome and I even had my own room. My folks were just next door, but they said I needed my privacy and since I was already a celebrity I deserved the best. I really think they just wanted their own suite so they could come and go as they pleased. But that was okay by me.

I got bored after a little while and decided to go exploring. I rode the elevator down to the lobby and noticed the restaurant was still open. I thought maybe a cup of  hot chocolate might help me sleep so I  headed that way and found a booth and sat down. A cute guy who looked to be about 25 or so came over and offered a menu but when I told him I only wanted a cup of hot chocolate he seemed cool with it.

"Marshmallows or whipped cream?" he asked looking very cute.

"Uh, both I guess..if it's okay."

"Very okay, anything you want," he said making the anything sound almost suggestive.

I blushed and  he winked then headed back to the kitchen and I couldn't help but stare at his butt as he walked away. And what a nice butt it was.

He returned with a huge mug of hot chocolate with big marshmallows and whipped cream and a cinnamon stick stirrer. There was shaved chocolate on the whipped cream and it was very pretty. I didn't even want to think about what it cost, but it would be added to the hotel bill and paid by my parents so I didn't worry about it.

The cocoa was rich and thick and very good and soon I was starting to feel a little more relaxed. I sat and sipped it while watching the cute waiter fill salt shakers and zoom around checking on his customers, refilling glasses and occasionally bringing out an order. 

I guess I was sort of daydreaming and staring his way but suddenly I realized he was right there at my table. I missed the first few words he spoke...."...okay?"

"What? I said perking up, "Sorry I was thinking...."

"Oh, well..I just asked if everything was okay?"

"Great, really good. I was wondering if I could get a glass of water though...if it's not too much trouble."

"No trouble sir," he said smiling.

I laughed, "I'm not a sir, I'm Bastion."

"Bastion, like in the Neverending Story? He said smiling and tilting his head as if he were really interested.

"Yes , though actually I was named after a relative. But the first time I saw that movie I related to it because of my name. But, you don't want to hear all that and I'm keeping you from you duties...."

"No, I would love to talk some more. I know this might sound weird, but I get off in like fifteen minutes and if you're still here we could talk..if you want," he said sounding unsure of himself.

"I'll be here..if you're sure," I said wondering what I was doing. Was I crazy? He was twice my age and probably had a girlfriend or a boyfriend and there was no way he was interested in my life.

He brought my water and  another hot chocolate with the check and as I signed it he winked, "This one's on the house." I added a nice tip for  him and when he returned he sat down across from me. He was carrying a tall glass of milk and he took a sip when he got seated.

"Hey, still wanna talk? By the way, I'm Dakota," he said offering his hand to shake. 

I was sort of taken by surprise since most guys I met were into fist bumping, "Nice to meet you Dakota."

"So Bastion, are your folks movie stars or is it you who's the star?" he asked giving me a wink.

I blushed beneath his stare, "My parents are doctors, but we're here so I can audition for a role in a TV show."

"No way, what stuff have you done? Would I have seen it?" He asked sounding excited, "I've been trying to break into show business since I got here. This gig is just to pay the bills...you know, I got a couple of roommates and we split the rent."

"So far all I've done is some modeling and a few commercials for a local car dealership. I'm sure no one out here has seen them."

"I would like to see that," he said raising an eyebrow.

"So...how old are you?" I asked studying his face. Up close he didn't look as old as I had first thought. He had a little stubble on his chin, but otherwise he didn't have any facial hair.

"21 but I try to look younger. The casting agents like young hot guys, well I try to give them the young part any way."

"You're hot too," I blurted out then blushed, "I mean very handsome, I could definitely see you in a movie or something."

"Too bad you're not a casting agent," he laughed, "but thanks, you're pretty hot too. Oops shouldn't have said that..is it too creepy?" he laughed.

"No, I accept it as a compliment. I'm not vain but I do know I look good enough to do my job as a model."

"And then some, so you're like what..16?"

I laughed, "Try 14."

"No way, you're so...so buff. Do you work out or what?"

"Not really, not seriously anyway. I just seem to have a naturally healthy body. I used to train in marshal arts...when I was living here in California, but when we moved to the Midwest I never got around to finding a new instructor." Of course the biggest reason was because I had met Cody.

"It shows, so what's this part you're trying out for?"

We talked for almost an hour before I finally excused myself because I was getting sleepy. He walked me to the elevator and said to be sure and stop by and tell him how the reading went. He said he'd be on duty tomorrow until 4. 

"Or you could call me," he said blushing, "I mean if you want."

We exchanged numbers and I promised to let him know how things went and then I went inside the elevator and pushed the button for my floor. As I rode up I wondered why I'd given him my number and why he'd care how the reading went. Was he gay and interested in me, or just a fellow actor cheering me on?

Interested in me? That was crazy. He was an adult and I was a kid. I mean I was smart enough to know that some adults liked boys, but I always thought of them as old creepy guys or dad types, not young studs like Dakota. Still I shouldn't be that surprised I guess, California was a weird place and it was hard to put people into categories.

I took a quick shower to relax and piled into the luxurious king size bed in my room and set my phone to wake me up at 8am. I wanted to go over my lines again in the morning and have time to prepare myself before the audition and maybe eat lunch in the restaurant since I knew Dakota would be on duty.

I had breakfast in my room as I went over the lines then went down to the gym and worked out to relieve some of my stress. I was just finishing up when I spied a boy about my age coming in wearing only a pair of tight gym shorts. His body was amazing and his face was that of an angel. His chest was well developed and with a little more work he'd have a full six pack. He had a swimmer's body with smooth strong legs and arms and lips that just cried out to be kissed.

I made my appraisal in all of three seconds and then grabbed my towel and was about to leave when suddenly the boy called to me from one of the machines. 

"Excuse me..dude, do you now how to use this thing?"

I turned to see him messing with the controls and hurried over to where he stood. "Yes, this one sets the speed and this one starts it. If you let go of it it will stop automatically. That way it doesn't drag you off the end," I said smiling. He was even cuter up close.

"Hey, thanks," he said offering his fist to bump, "I'm Cody, by the way."

My eyes must've shown my surprise but I recovered quickly, "Sorry, my best friend is named Cody. It's not that uncommon a name but it just took me by surprise. Oh, and my name is Bastion."

"Bastion, that's a cool name. So...you one of the boys trying out for the new series?"

"Why yes, how did you know?"

"Huh, I'm trying out too, but not for the lead. I think I'd make a good Micky though." Micky was the lead character's best friend and a bit of a scamp.

"That's wonderful. I wish you all the luck in the world. I don't think I really have a chance of getting the part but my agent wanted me to have the experience of a screen test."

Cody looked me up and down and grinned, "You got the bod for it, you any good at acting?"

"I don't have much experience, but I've been told I have some natural abilities."

He laughed, "Do you always talk like that?"

"Sorry, I learned to read at a very early age and didn't have much exposure to other children so I guess my speaking is rather formal."

"It's a hoot, but cool. I think you'd make a good Tyler (the lead role). He's a rich kid with lots of education. Are your folks rich?"

Boy this boy was bold, but I liked him. In some ways he reminded me of my Cody. "My parents are both doctors, we're not mega-rich but we are not middle classed either."

"Cool, my folks are divorced, but my dad owns a bank, so he pays my mom alimony and child support and we do okay. See this is one reason my mom wants me to try out. If I got the part I could make some serious money."

"It would be nice if we both got a part. We could work together and perhaps become friends."

"What kind of friends?" he asked giving me a looking over.

"Uh, the regular kind I suppose," I stuttered. This boy was making me more nervous by the minute.

"Cool, cause I aint gay if that's what you think."

"Why would I think that?" I asked blushing.

He laughed, "You were looking me over like you liked what you saw, that's why?"

I sighed, "I apologize if I made you uncomfortable. I was just curious...."

"About what was in my pants?" he chuckled, "It's cool, just bustin you balls. I'm cool with that stuff. Even though I like the ladies, I'm down for some boy fun if the boy is hot enough...and you're pretty hot."

I blushed deeper, "I should go, I have to take a shower and have lunch before the audition."

"Hey, wanna have lunch together?" I can skip the workout, it sucks anyway."

"Well, if you'd like. We could meet in the restaurant say 11:30?"

"Perfect, see you then. Oh..and Bastion just so you know...6 inches."

"What? Oh!" I said blushing again. "I'll see you at 11:30," I said making my getaway.

As I showered I thought about the boy in the gym, the new Cody. How odd was it that I should meet another Cody and hit it off so well with him? And to get caught checking him out. What was wrong with me. I had only been gone one day and I was already looking at other boys. Still it wasn't like I was sizing him up for sex, I was just interested in him because he was a fellow actor. But of course I didn't know that  until I had chatted him up.

I washed away the sweat and decided maybe I should relieve myself as well. No need to go into an audition with a lot of pent up sexual tension. I took my time rubbing my penis as I inserted a finger in my rectum and soon I was nearing release. I thought about Cody, my Cody, but the images blurred until I was thinking about Dakota and then the new Cody. I reached orgasm with a vision of all three of them kneeling before me as my ejaculation sprayed onto their faces and ran down to drip onto the floor.

When I recovered I was exhausted and shaky. What was that all about? I wondered. Was I losing my mind? I rinsed off quickly and dried off and got dressed. I slipped on a pair of shorts and a polo shirt and slipped on my boat shoes and checked myself in the mirror before heading downstairs to the restaurant. I had talked to my parents earlier and I was to meet them at their suite at 1 pm so we could take the limo to the studio.

As I exited the elevator I saw Cody sitting on a couch in the lobby. He jumped up when he saw me and headed my way.

"Hey stud, you hungry...for food..not me," he giggled.

"Not especially, but I suppose I should try to eat something. I don't want my stomach growling while I'm reading."

"Yeah, well...I'm starved. Nothing bothers me. I'm not even nervous. I could eat a pot of beans and go to a reading and fart the lines," he laughed.

I was beginning to really like this new Cody, he was so full of life and funny..not unlike my old Cody.

When we got to the restaurant Dakota came over all smiles and showed us to a booth near the window. I thanked him and took the offered menu and introduced him to Cody.

"Good to meet you Cody, so are you an actor too, or just one of Bastion's groupies?" he teased.

"I'm his co-star, if I get the part. He's gonna get the lead role for sure, just you wait and see." 

I ordered a club sandwich but only ate half, however it didn't go to waste, Cody finished it off as he sucked down a chocolate shake. He had ordered a hamburger that looked as large as his head and it came with a plate of fries but he had eaten every bite of it and then ordered the chocolate shake for dessert.

"My you are a big eater, aren't you?"

"My mom says I have a hollow leg, whatever that means. Only hollow leg I got is my middle one," he laughed, "'So this other Cody is he your boyfriend or what?"

Well, this Cody certainly cut to the chase. 

I sighed, "Why would you assume I have a boyfriend?" I said trying to sound offended.

"Well, not once have you mentioned any girls and you practically ignored those two cuties over there," he said pointing to two cute blond headed girls about my age, "I mean you're a nice looking dude so if you don't like girls then that only leaves one other choice, so putting two and two together I get gay and boyfriend," he said grinning.

"Yes, as a matter of fact he is my boyfriend and I am gay. Now, are you happy?"

"Happy, but not gay," he joked, "Anyway like I said in the gym, it's no big deal. Heck if I get too horny I might let ya help me out, if you know what I mean."

"Lucky me," I said sarcastically.

"Hey, don't be mad," he said frowning, "Boy my mom says I come on too strong. She always says, Cody Wayne Dexter, tone it down a notch."

"It's okay, I'm not mad. I was just busting your balls back," I laughed.

"Awww..you got me.  Good one Bastion. So you ready for the audition?"

"As ready as I'll ever be. I know the lines by heart and I practiced immersing myself in the character until I was satisfied I had it right. But, I'm sure there will be some very talented young actors there. Like I said, I don't think I have much of a chance."

"You kidding, they love new faces and yours is not only new but cute and sexy too. And you know what they say? Sex sells. I wouldn't be surprised at all if you landed the part."

"Thank you Cody, that's very sweet...uh nice of you."

"Yeah, I'm sweet all right. Wanna taste me?" he giggled.

I smiled and gave him a warning look, "You're awful," I said shaking my head.

"Awful sweet," he said keeping the joke alive.

"Well, since I already have a boyfriend named Cody, I don't suppose I'll ever know."

"So what's this other Cody like?"

So I told him all about my Cody and even how we met and most of what had happened between us, leaving out the sex parts and the other players in our little sexcapades. He seemed interested and even asked to see a pic which I gladly showed him.

"He just looks like a normal boy, not gay or anything," he said looking surprised.

"What did you expect, earrings and a dress?" I asked laughing.

"Noooo, but I thought he might look softer or something since you're such a stud." He said grinning.

"He's more a stud than I am," I said blushing.

"I guess I just don't understand the gay stuff yet, but I'm learning. Like I said, I'm cool with it, but it's not for me. I like the ladies too much."

"I think that's wonderful," I assured him, "If there weren't boys interested in girls the race would eventually die out," I laughed.

"Yah, us heteroes gotta keep making babies. So what are you doing after the audition?"

Dakota came over then with the checks and refilled our drinks. He was looking very  handsome today and seemed very full of energy and happy. I caught myself staring at him and when he walked away, Cody turned to me and grinned.

"Put your eyes back in your head. He's hot, but you have a boyfriend..remember?"

"What, no..it's not like that. He's just very nice and last night when I couldn't sleep he kept me company."

"Yeah, I bet he'd like to keep you company all night...in your bed, if you know what I mean."

"It's not like that," I sputtered, but truth was I got that feeling too.

"Okay if you say so. You ready to roll?"

"Yes, and this one is on me, let me just sign it and leave a nice tip for Dakota."

I left more than a nice tip, I left twenty dollars and I as we were walking away I noticed Dakota gazing at the checks then smiling and turning to look at us. We locked eyes for one moment and he nodded his thanks. 

I left all thoughts of Dakota and the new Cody behind as I went to my room and brushed my teeth and primped then to my parents suite and knocked on the door. They were ready to go and when they answered the door we headed on down to the limo and were whisked away to the studio.

Despite all my preperation, I was shaking like a first grader the first day of school and it took me a few minutes to calm down. I was told to wait in a room with six or seven other boys, some of whom looked familiar, perhaps from their roles in movies or TV shows, and as I waited I begun to feel even more unsure of myself. 

I was ready to give up and just walk out when I suddenly remembered what Cody, my new Cody, had said to me about the casting agents liking new faces and I was suddenly renewed. I held my head up high and when my name was called I marched into the reading as if I owned the place.

The reading was simple, a few lines exchanged with the main character's best friend (the part Cody was trying out for) and some minor physical acts that I had practiced over and over until they felt natural for me. All in all the audition took ten minutes and when I was finished the four men and one woman sitting on the other side of the table looked at each other and at once said, "We've found our lead!?"

I swear that is exactly how it happened and no one was as surprised as I. Before I knew what was happening my parents were called in and commitments were made and promises of a contract and my head was swimming so fast I could barely understand any of it.

When my parents finally guided me to the limo I was still in shock. The ride took only a half hour and when we arrived at the hotel my parents insisted on taking me to the restaurant to celebrate. It was almost four by then and since I hadn't eaten all that much for lunch I was starved.

Dakota was off duty much to my disappointment, but I soon forgot about him as I ate my food and discussed what was ahead. My parents seemed very pleased and continually praised me and my talent and told me how proud they were of me.

Then the reality of it hit me. If I was to star in a weekly TV program that meant I would have to move to LA and leave Cody and all my friends behind. I knew that was a risk going in, but I had never really thought I had a chance of landing the part. I came only for the experience of auditioning, but I came away with a whole lot more.

When we finally headed back to our rooms I excused myself to take a nap, but what I really wanted to do was be alone and think. I had barely made it to my room before my phone rang. I feared it was Cody and I didn't know what I would say to him, but fortunately it turned out to be the Cody I had just met.

"Congrats, told ya you'd get it," he said sounding happy for me.

"How...I mean I guess it's not secret, but I didn't expect the news to get out so quickly."

"Well, they had to tell me...your co-star didn't they?" he said beaming with pride.

"Oh, that's wonderful. I'm so happy for you," I said trying to sound as excited as I should be.

"What's wrong? You don't sound very happy for someone who just landed the leading role in a TV show."

I sighed, "I know, I'm sorry, but it's just that...I never expected this and now...now, my whole world will be changing....again."

"Oh yeah, your boyfriend. I forgot. Damn what do you think he will say when he finds out?"

"I don't know. He was already upset with me over all the time I've been spending doing the modeling and TV commercials, and if I take this job I'll have to move here and leave him behind. I'm just not sure I can do that."

"What? No way should you pass up this opportunity. I mean I  understand you..uh, love him and all, but man this is the opportunity of a lifetime."

"I know and my parents are so excited for me...and for the first time in a long time they seemed...proud of me."

"Damn, you want some company? Someone to talk to about this stuff?"

"Maybe later, I just want to be alone and think right now."

"Hey, I have a good idea. How about we go for a swim later. The inside pool is bitchin, I went for a swim last night. How's 8 o'clock work for you?"

He was taking control and right now I needed that, "All right..8 sounds fine. I'll meet you there."

"Wear your sexiest swimwear," he teased, "gotta show off the stuff," he added laughing.

"I have my Speedos, that's all I ever wear," I assured him.

He wolf whistled, "Boy I bet you'll get lots of stares then. Okay, see ya at 8. And for what it's worth, I think the casting dudes picked the right boy."

I thanked him then hung up and changed into my Speedos and a loose pair of shorts and a button up Hawaiian print shirt. It was barely six and I had two hours to think about what I was going to tell Cody, my Cody, but I had no clue what that would be. It was almost as if he had known that this would happen the way he was being so supportive and letting me go so easily. Or...was it possible he was hoping I'd get the part so he could move on? No, that was silly, he loved me, I loved him..end of story. Still he hadn't protested very much. Of course being the sweet boy that he is he might have just been letting go so I could be happy and pursue my dreams.

There were other concerns other than my relationship with Cody to consider as well. For instance since my parents had their practice up and running they couldn't just pick up and move back to LA with me. I had already decided to ask them to let Maria move here and be my guardian while I was doing the series and I was pretty sure they would agree. Maria was like a second mother to me anyway and my parents trusted her without question. 

Maybe I could fly Cody out during Spring break and for the summer. I wasn't sure exactly how many months we'd be shooting the series, but surely we could find time to be together somehow. If only I could convince Cody's parents to let him move here with me until season's shooting was over. That was certainly something to consider and maybe I could even get Cody a bit part in the series, as an extra or one of the main character's classmates.

Yes, I was beginning to see how this might work and to feel better about it and once I was passed the worrying I began to feel the rush of excitement that comes along with stardom. I didn't feel any different than I did the day before, I was still the same grounded and average boy, but suddenly I was embarking on a journey that few boys my age ever got to take. Even if the series was a flop and bombed after the first season, I would forever have that credit to my name and even if I never acted again, I would still have that moment of fame.

Yes, I owed it to myself, to my parents, and yes..to Cody to pursue my dream and I was confident I could make things work. I had been so engrossed in my thoughts that I hadn't noticed the time and when I looked up it was almost 8 o'clock. Grabbing my phone and room key card I headed down to the pool.

Cody was right, the pool was bitchin, and he was already in it and looking quite cute in print board shorts. His cheeks were rosy from exertion and when he climbed out I noticed the water running down his sculptured chest and found myself feeling rather light headed. He was a beautiful boy, there was no doubt about that, but I think what made him more appealing was the fact that unlike most of the other boys I'd been attracted to, this one was straight or at last professed to be.

"Hey, what happened to the Speedos?" he called out as he swam up to the edge of the pool.

"Under these," I said quickly skinning off my shorts.

He wolf whistled drawing the look of a few other swimmers and I blushed bright red. Wanting to get out of the limelight quickly I dived in splashing Cody who came up sputtering.

"Hey, you did that on purpose," he laughed, "but seriously, nice bod in those Speedos. You could turn a straight boy gay with that butt," he teased.

"I'll take that as a compliment, but you didn't have to draw attention to the fact that I'm the only one in a skimpy swimsuit."

"Sorry, I was just having fun. Don't you like fun?  Are you always so serious? You gotta loosen up man and live life. That's what I do and I don't sweat nothin. Like that part, I could have cared less whether I got it or not, but since I did I will give it everything I have, but I'll still have fun. So watch out on the set, cause I love to prank my peeps," He said grinning.

I smiled, there was something infectious about his devil may care attitude and I found myself liking him more by the minute and was looking forward to working with him, pranks and all.

"So what did you decide? Gonna give up acting or the boyfriend?"

"Neither, I plan on having both. Somehow I will manage to have my cake and eat it too."

"Oh," he said raising an eyebrow, "is that code for what you guys do..eating cake?" he giggled, "is that chocolate cake or vanilla?"

"Both," I teased back, "front and back."

He looked shocked then laughed, "I bet you two burn the sheets up when you're together, don't ya?"

"And the dining room table, the couch, the hot tub...need I go on?"

"Holy crap, you're causing my willy to get stiff," he giggled, "all six inches of it."

I was floating near him and I looked down through the bluish water and sure enough there was a definite tenting of his board shorts.

"I can't be responsible for your perversion," I chuckled, "If you didn't like what I said, you wouldn't react to it so intensely."

"Hey, I never said I didn't like that stuff, I just said I'm not gay and I like the ladies too. Between me and you the best bee jay I ever got was from a dude at a casting call. Little red haired gay dude that I met in the bathroom. He practically begged me to let him suck it and so I dragged his ass back to the last stall and fed it to em."

"And what did he get out of it?"

"A mouth full of my delicious spunk. He said it was the best he ever ate," he said grinning.

"Lucky him," I said sarcastically, though deep inside I was sure it probably was the best.

"Why you bustin my balls over this stuff any way? You mad at me or something..or do you like me? Oh, that's it, isn't it? You like me but you already have a boyfriend so you're..what the word...conflicted, yeah, that's it isn't it?"

"You're crazy," I said as I swam away. I couldn't take the truth, not right at the moment anyway.

We swam for a while and he dove off the board a few times just to make a splash. I was content to stay immeresed since I felt rather out of place in my Speedos.  After a while the other guests began to leave and eventually it was just Cody and I and a small group of teenage boys and girls who were lounging in the deck chairs and talking and laughing.

Cody swam up to me and grabbed my neck and was using me for a flotation device, "Think they'll go back to their room and fuck?" Cody asked staring at the teenagers.

"If the girls are lucky," I said surprising him, "those boys are very cute and from the looks of their bulges, very well endowed."

"So what you're saying is...you'd do them, right?"

"If the opportunity arose and I wasn't already committed to someone...yes, I would."

"What about me, if you weren't committed would you do me?"

"I guess we'll never know, will we?" I said breaking free and swimming away.

He was laughing, but only half-heartedly, "Why you...you, cock teaser," he squealed, causing the group of teenagers to stare our way. A couple of them laughed and I heard one of the girls say, "Little gay boys" and then all of them laughed.

I felt like punching Cody in the face, but instead I climbed out and grabbed a towel and my shorts and left before he could react. As I was headed toward the elevator I heard wet feet pounding down the hall and knew he was following me. I ignored him but he caught up to me at the elevator.

"Oh my God, I am soooo sorry. It just slipped out. I forgot about those teenagers. I was just playing. Oh, shit..don't be mad..please. I will do anything to make it up to you, anything."

"I just need to be left alone right now," I said as I stepped into the elevator, but he followed me in anyway.

"I, uh gotta go up to," he said meekly, "Look, I don't care if you're gay and neither does most of California. Those dudes just laughed cause of peer pressure or whatever. I give you odds half of those guys would be down for a dude giving em head. Those girls are just teases and most don't put out."

"Thanks, I guess, but I'm not used to being stared at or laughed at and I didn't appreciate the fact that you caused that to happen."

"I know, I'm really sorry," he said touching me gently on the arm, "I'm a jerk sometimes, but I'm cute enough to get away with it....most of the time."

I sighed deeply, "Perhaps you just need to tone it down a bit in public. What is said in private is fine, but there is no need to share it with the world."

"I know, so...can I come back to your room with ya?"

"What? Why?"

He shrugged, "Cause I'm bored and lonely and I was  hoping you were too."

The thought of being alone didn't sound all that appealing at the moment and Cody was fun to be around, even if he did embarrass the heck out of me so I finally gave in. He was like a little puppy after that, quiet and eager and when we entered my room he went straight to the bathroom and stripped off his wet board shorts and wrapped a towel around himself.

When he came out he must've noticed the strange look on my face because he grinned and said, "Don't suppose you have a pair of those Speedos I could borrow?"

I shook my head to clear it but walked over to dresser and pulled out a red pair of Speedos and handed it to him, "These are extras, they should fit you fairly well."

He took the Speedos from my hand and instead of going back to the bathroom to change he dropped the towel and used it to dry himself a little before pulling on the stretchy swimsuit. I didn't want to stare, but how could I not? He was right, his cock was about six inches hard and right then it was very hard. He was uncut which surprised me, but only added to his sexiness, and his balls were the biggest I'd seen on a boy his age. I could only imagine the volume of sperm he must produce and my moth went dry thinking about it. And as if all this wasn't bad enough (or good enough) at the last moment he turned to expose his hairless and pert butt causing me to let out an involuntary gasp.

He finished pulling up the tight swimsuit then adjusted  his package before turning back around, "Boy not much room for the boys in here, but it fits my butt nicely, don't you think?" he said swiveling around once again.

"They fit you well," was all I would commit to.

"Hmmm...yeah, I like them. I feel like a sexy mon," he said wetting his finger tips and rubbing his nipples like Fat Bastard in that Austin Powers movie.

I couldn't help but laugh, he was a funny kid, sexy and funny. What a great combination.

"So...now what?" he said nonchalantly, "what shall we do?" he said swiveling his hips and showing off his erection. Could he be more blatant in his attempt to seduce me?

"We could watch some TV, there are some good movies on cable."

"Any porn?"

"No, but I have my laptop and there's free wi-fi so I'm sure we could find some you'd like."

"Oh, I like all kinds," he said sitting down on the edge of the bed as I pulled out my laptop, "Whatever you usually watch is fine with me."

"Okay, but it's all guys...no ladies," I said grinning.

"S cool, I can deal with that, especially if there's sucking and fucking. Not much on the kissing, but like the sex part."

"Do you  like kissing the ladies?"

"Naw, not much on kissing at all. Just not my thing."

"Maybe you just never met the right kisser."

"Maybe, not turned off by it or anything, just don't spend too much time doing it. Usually just get right to the lovin, if you know what I mean."

"By lovin I assume you mean sex," I said rolling my eyes.

"Hey, I can be gentle and loving too. I'm not just wham bam thank you ma am."

"Or thank you man?"

"Yeah, that too. Look, are we gonna play here or am I wasting my time, cause I gotta three day load built up and if it aint gonna happen then can I at least jerk off?"

I laughed, "What are you asking? You will have to be more specific....spell it out for me."

"God, you are a cock tea......oops, I mean...okay, will you please suck my dick Bastion. I won't tell anyone and you don't have to tell anyone and I will even jerk you off or something. I don't smoke pole but I can jerk like a pro."

"Smoke pole?"

"Suck dick, I read it in a story once."

"Oh, well...I couldn't do anything without my boyfriend's permission. We could Skype with him and see what he thinks?"

"You serious, well...hell yeah! What do I have to lose? He can't kill me if he's a thousand miles away and he might say yes. Hey, maybe he cold jerk while he watches us?"

"It's about 11 there but I'm sure he's still awake. Let me try to reach him."

Cody answered my request immediately and he seemed very anxious to talk. He was shirtless, maybe even naked, and when he saw I was shirtless too he made a growling sound.

"I missed you lover boy, how did the audition go?"

Should I tell him now or wait till I could see him in person? A little white lie wouldn't hurt anything, would it?

"I should know by Monday, but I think it went well. How are you holding up?"

"Good, Danny's helped a lot," he said grinning.

"I have someone else here with me I want you to meet," I said pulling Cody over so he would be in sight of the camera in my laptop, "Cody, meet Cody," I giggled.

"What, hey...your name is Cody too?"

"Yeah, we met at the hotel, we both tried out for parts. He told me all about you."

"Oh really? Well, I don't know anything about you."

"Oh, not much to tell. Your average boy God with a  bitchin bod that the ladies can't get enough of. I'm smart and funny, but mostly right now I'm so horny I can't see straight."

My Cody laughed, "And what do you want me to do about it?"

Cali Cody looked at me and I looked at him, "Well, what we were wondering is if the three of us could Skype our way through release for all of us."

My Cody thought about that for a minute then smiled, "You could have just messed around then told me later, but yeah..if you're cool with it so am I. Heck it sounds like a lot of fun."

"I told him I'd jerk him, but I don't suck dick," Cali Cody said sounding excited.

"If he's fine with it, so am I."

"So, you're cool with your boyfriend givin me a bee jay?"

"Only if I can watch," my Cody said sounding very excited by the whole scene.

"That's why I Skyped you," I said coming back into view, "I don't want to do anything without your approval."

"Well, thanks," my Cody said, but he seemed troubled by something.

"Are you sure you're okay with this?"

"What, oh yeah...sure..no problem. Let's do it. I'm pretty horny myself. Let me make sure the door is locked."

He returned quickly and when he did he switched to an external webcam so we could see all of him. He was naked now and I could see he was rock hard and I practically drooled. I wanted my Cody's cock in my mouth and ass so bad that I could barely stand it.

"Oh, I wish I was there," I cooed as I touched the computer screen where his beautiful cock was, "I would do some very naughty things to you."

"Well, you'll have to do them to the other Cody while I watch and I'll have to take care of my own boner this time."

"Ummm...okay, what shall I do first?" I said getting my Cody involved and letting him take the lead.

"Okay, tell you what...." he sounded very excited at being in control and I was glad to let him lead. It would make it fun for all of us and that way I would be sure he was okay with whatever he had me do. 

"Okay, have him lay on the bed flat, yeah like that. Can you put the laptop a little further back so I can see both of you? Yeah, right there, perfect. Okay so Bastion go down and start licking his nads."

I loved it when he used slang like nads, it sort of made it sexier. I did as I was told and Cali Cody seemed to like what I was doing as he squirmed and moaned softly. 

"God, do you guys do this stuff all the time. I might turn gay if all this stuff feels this good," he panted.

I laughed and went back to his nads, taking first one then the other into my warm mouth and gently sucking on them.

"Oh shit...just officially went gay," Cali Cody cried out.

"Oh, if you like that wait till you see what's next," my Cody said sounding excited.

"Lift his legs up, yeah high like that. Sniff it first, if it's clean give him a good rimming."

I hadn't thought we'd go quite that far, but if my Cody wanted it then I would do it. I gave Cali Cody a little sniff and found him clean and actually very sexy smelling and then pushed his legs higher and began tonguing his perineal section (cody calls it the taint) and he nearly came unglued.

"Whaaaat...are you...do..ing..oh my God...are you gonna lick my butthole?"

"Do it now." My Cody ordered and I found Cali Cody's pucker and began to lick every little wrinkle of it as he nearly clawed his way through the bed sheets.

"Uh..uh..oh...shit..oh...God..no...never...stop...." he moaned.

"I think he likes it," My Cody said sounding amused. "Really drill that tongue in there Bastion, like you do to me..make him want it," he added sounding aroused.

I couldn't see him from this position but I imagined he was masturbating as he gave me directions. Then I strained my ears a little and I thought I heard a wet slapping noise that confirmed my suspicions.

When my tongue began to penetrate Cali Cody he nearly raised up off the bed then he began to push back trying to get more tongue in his rectum. It never ceased to amaze me that boys always reacted this way to their first rimming. It was if some primal urge is released by the touch of a tongue.

"I'm defin...ite..ly g...aaay," now he cried out sounding excited and amused.

"Naw, you're just a horny boy," my Cody reassured him, "all boys gay or straight like a tongue up the butt now and then."

"Tongue yeah, dick uh uh. My poop chute is exit only...except for your tongue Bastion...mmmm."

I heard my Cody laugh then he said, "Enough foreplay, time for the main course lovers. Okay, Bastion you may now begin the long slow around the world bee jay that you are so good it. You may skip his feet if he doesn't go for that, but keep all the rest."

I raised up and let Cali Cody's legs fall back down and he looked at me with glazed eyes, "Feet, what about feet?" he asked sounding excited.

"We like feet, but not everyone is into that," I explained.

"Like as in....?"

"Oh, you know licking them, sucking toes, that sort of thing."

"Count me in, it's no crazier than getting my b-hole licked and that was awesome."

"Okay, here goes," as I moved the lap top so my Cody could see all the action.

I found Cali's feet as cute and sexy as my own Cody's and I attacked them with gusto, licking the soles of his feet then sucking on each toe as he moaned and wiggled around occasionally grabbing his cock and giving it rub or two. 

"Save that for me," I said the last time he grabbed  his cock and he stuck his hands beneath his head to keep from touching himself.

When I had finished with his feet I kissed and licked my way up his almost hairless legs, but I wasn't really as much into it as I as pretending to be. What I really wanted was my Cody's body beneath me to worship, but if this was pleasing him then I could do this too.

I was unsure whether I should kiss Cali Cody or not, but my Cody left no doubt when he directed me the rest of way through the process. When I reached Cali Cody's face my Cody instructed me to kiss him deep and hard. I wasn't sure if Cali Cody was really into boy kissing after what he's said earlier, but he didn't protest and seemed to warm up to it after a few minutes. I have to admit he was a good kisser once he got started, but then boy lips are soft and wet and a pleasurable even under the worst of conditions.

"Okay, enough slobbering, move down and lick his junk some more then get to the main course. I'm laying here beating my meat and I need a good show to get me off."

I rearranged the lap top again so my face and Cali Cody's crotch was framed then began to kiss and lick his balls and run my tongue up and down his shaft.

"Uhhhh...oh..shit, that is amazing. You gay boys really know how to suck some dick," he moaned.

"Okay, Bastion show him how deep you can take it."

I grinned up at Cali Cody as I opened my mouth and flicked my tongue across his slit licking off a drop of delicious pre-cum then I swallowed his cock to the hilt until my nose was buried in his pubes.

"Awwweeeeee," he cried out almost making me laugh, "you...deep throated...the...whole...thing," he panted, "Get my gay card ready, cause I'm a goner for sure."

He was so funny and I was really starting to like him, maybe a bit too much, but I kept telling myself this is for my Cody and not for me. It's going to be hard enough to tell him about my moving to LA and I wanted to give him as much pleasure as I could.

"Okay, give him the slow wet one," My Cody said lustily, "I'm just gonna lay back now and fap and watch and try to time my coming with his."

I glanced over at the laptop and saw My Cody laying there with his eyes closed and his beautiful cock in his hand and I was inspired to greatness as I sucked and licked my way to Cali Cody's orgasm. I would occasionally glance over at the laptop and gage my Cody's progress and when I saw his speed up I followed suit and began moving up and down quickly on Cali Cody's cock as he clawed at the covers and eventually grabbed my head to guide me. 

I knew he was close and then with one final gasp his cock expanded and I felt the rush of hot boy cum hit the back of my throat almost choking me. I pulled up a bit and caught the rest on my tongue and savored his delicious flavor while peeking at the lap top just in time to witness my Cody's eruption.  His first volley shot straight up three feet or more and came down to splash on his flat washboard tummy and I wanted so badly to be there to lick it up. However I was busy dealing with Cali Cody's eruption and soon turned my attention back to him.

"Don't swallow it," I head my Cody say, "share it with him," he growled sounding spent but happy.

I wasn't sure how this Cody would react to being kissed with a mouthful of his own cum, but when I moved up to kiss him he offered no resistance. At first he seemed timid and reluctant to kiss as we had before, but I was persistent and soon he opened his mouth and allowed me to present him with his own tasty treat.

When we had shared his cum and swallowed it I pulled away and looked into his eyes and I saw a different boy than the one I had met at the gym. This boy had none of the self assured swagger that the other boy had, instead he seemed unsure of himself and perhaps a bit confused. I was concerned that maybe we had pushed him too far and now he was regretting the whole affair.

"Are you okay?" I asked softly.

He nodded, "Just...I don't know," he said shrugging, "I just didn't know...that's all..."

I smiled, "I'm sorry if we pushed you too far."

"No, it's not that. I wanted this to happen, but now I gotta think about things, that's all."

"If you need to go, I'll  understand."

"Huh, no..I promised you a hand job and I always keep my promises. I can think later. Just let me rest a minute. I gotta go pee. Be right back."

While he was gone I talked to my Cody and he seemed to think that maybe Cali Cody had been in denial before he met us. I agreed, but I was still concerned about him. I'd only just met him, but I was beginning to really like him and since we were going to work together it was important that we get along.

When he returned he seemed back to normal joking and laughing and grabbing at my hard penis. 

"I might even give it a lick or too if your boyfriend don't mind, but I can't deep throat like you do," he said staring at my cock as if he quite liked it.

"Go for it," I heard my Cody say, "as long as I get to watch."

So Cali Cody gave me the most amazing hand job accentuated with an occasional lick of my cock head and finally toward the end, as I neared orgasm he plunged his hot wet mouth down on my cock and despite his inexperience managed to bring me to a most outstanding orgasm. He pulled off quickly as my ejaculation began but he didn't gag or spit out what little had gotten in his mouth. He swallowed it down and licked his lips then wiped his mouth with back of his hand as he held my cock with the other one and watched until it began to just ooze a little.

"Wow, you came a lot," he said wiping a bit off his hand onto my thigh, "Gotta towel or anything?"

"In the bathroom," I said breathlessly as I panted and came back down to earth.

My Cody was watching me with loving eyes and when he spoke my heart broke, "I miss you so much," he said as tears ran down his sweet face. Hurry home to me," he said then he broke the connection leaving me to cry a little too.

When Cali Cody returned I said I was tired and really needed to get some sleep. I had to fly out tomorrow and the thought of facing Cody, especially after what had just happened had left me drained.

He didn't seem to mind and in fact seemed relieved. I hugged him goodbye at the door and promised to keep in touch. 

I took a long hot bubble bath and thought about what was to come. I was torn between giving up my dream of acting and my relationship with Cody and never had I been forced to make such a difficult choice. I kept telling myself I could have both and if this lasted eventually, when we were old enough, he could come live with me and be...be what?  My husband? I sighed, Cody could never live under my shadow. He was the man in our relationship and I respected that. In fact I loved it. I loved the way he took charge of everything we did, but this time...the choice was mine.

I dried off and fell into bed naked and thought about all the things I would miss if I lost Cody. I'd not only be losing Cody, I'd be losing my little brother Danny and my second set of parents who I loved almost as much as my own. I'd lose a life that I had come to love and crave. Before I met Cody I was no one and I had him to thank for everything I was now. In a way it was because of him and his confidence in me that I  had discovered my true calling.

There was no easy answer and I had no one to turn to for advice. No, this one was on me and no matter what I decided someone would get hurt, that was a given. Now I just had to decide who and how much.

Whaaat...a new Cody? And how about that hot waiter Dakota? Poor Bastion, I guess it's true, be careful what you ask for, you might just get it. Now that he has what he has dreamed of, will he be forced to leave everyone and everything he loves behind? And what about poor Cody, he is so torn up over Bastion's short absence how will he deal with a longer separation.? Will Cody tell Bastion about Ryan and Chase or take Danny's advice and keep it to himself? Or will it make any difference once he discovers he may lose Bastion anyway. Will their love be strong enough to weather the adversities? In the next chapter Bastion tells Cody his "good news" and the domino tiles begin to fall. 

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