Date: Fri, 08 Oct 2004 01:38:51 -0400 From: dwedno smith Subject: Chapters 27 & 28 of the Tunnel. Chapter 27. Target practice. So off we headed to the mall all 700 of us. or so it seemed now. Boy I am starting to lose track. Danny, Billy, Joey, Christian, Jon, Trevor, Shawn, myself and now Kyle. One more and we will run out of seats in this thing and it's huge. A short ride and we were pulling into the mall lot and I parked right in my spot. Kyle laughed as we got out. "Nice spot bro." "Yeah I kinda like it myself. Three feet from the mall door." We laughed and entered the mall. It was eerie quiet this time and I looked at Jon. "You okay?" "So far but why is it so quiet this time?" "The music stopped. I said. Guess something happened to it." Kyle came up to me and pulled me aside. "I don't like this Tommy it doesn't feel safe." "Why not Kyle?" "I don't really know but this place gives me the spooks!" "What are you worrying about your packing and Jon was the one who was attacked in here so stop worrying. I am sure its fine." "What does packing mean Tommy?" Asked Shawn, I looked at Kyle. He just shrugged his shoulders. "It means he has his gun Shawn." "Oh, okay." That seemed simple enough until Jon came over and asked to see it and then the others asked why he was allowed to carry a gun and so on and all of a sudden it became a free for all question and answer session. "QUIET!!!" I yelled as it echoed the whole mall. "Well if someone is here they know we are too now." Said Kyle. "Funny, stupid!" I said to him. Again with the bombardment of questions. "Who's here?" "What did he mean by that?" "Tommy are we safe here?" "Will you all hush?" I said in a softer tone. Finally silence. "You. stop making trouble!" I looked at Kyle pointed my finger and said sternly. Then I turned back to the group. "Now yes, we are safe, and Kyle is carrying his gun because he asked me if he could and he is a better shot then I could ever be anyway so why not. Any more questions?" None popped up. "Good, so now we can shop in peace." "Shawn you have your phone?" "Yes sir." "Good, Billy?" "Yeah I got mine too," "Jon?" "Yes but I am not leaving your side so it doesn't matter." "Okay. Now then. Who is going where?" No one said a thing. "Okay good then we all stay together for now." We started walking the mall as a group. "Here's a store with clothes Ky, wanna check it out?" "Yeah sure it looks good." We all entered and Kyle started looking at shorts and stuff. So did I there really was some nice stuff in here. I dropped my shorts right where I stood and tried on a pair of shorts I found and liked. "Ummm Tommy why are you stripping naked in the mall?" "I am not naked Kyle I have my boxers on and everyone here has seen me naked at one time or another so your point is?" "Everyone here has seen you naked? I haven't even seen you naked in a few years." I shook my head yes to his question. "You want to now?" I asked as I was about to drop my boxers. "NO! But. Why? How, when did that happen?" he said as he began stumbling over his words. "It's a long story you know most of it but not all of it and if you really need to know I will tell you back home in private okay?" He shook his head yes. "Good now if you don't mind I want to try these on. Go find some for yourself Kyle." He just shook his head and headed over to the other rack and checked out what he liked. Shawn was with him and Kyle was using Shawn as he fashion consultant. I stopped what I was doing and watched. Kyle would hold up a pair of shorts and Shawn would give it the thumbs up or down. It was hysterical and cute. Then Shawn found a pair he liked and did the same asking Kyle. I found a few I liked and walked out with three and Kyle had about seven or so pairs. Shawn took a few too but I didn't check with the others to see what everyone took. We headed to the next store for shirts and they did the same thing again. I laughed as I picked out a few shirts and then watched them shop for a bit. Jon got a few things too as did the others. We were cleaning up this time. After all who cares what we take. We shopped for about an hour getting more stuff to fill up the already somewhat full house with more clothes. For the first time and probably due to the eeriness of the quiet mall everyone stuck together. We all looked around and suggested more places to go for more stuff and so on until a few hours had passed and we all appeared shopped out. My watch read 3pm. We grabbed shopping carts once again since the stuff was getting heavy and loaded our stuff into then freeing our arms of the weight. I for one was glad I didn't have to carry anything else. I was starting to get the `look' from them. I guess it was time. "Ice cream anyone? I asked. I didn't have to ask twice as Kyle grabbed my arm and started dragging me towards that store. Or the direction he thought it was. He was right but we were on the other side of the mall so it was a little longer walk to get back there. It went quickly but we could only go so fast pushing carts full of clothes. Kyle spotted the store first which I avoided earlier so no one would ask right away for ice cream. He smiled and said `there it is' as he ran over to it. He got there first and yelled to us to hurry up. I know it's been a while since he had ice cream but he seemed a bit anxious even for him. As we have in the past I lined them up and began to scoop what was asked for but this time starting with Kyle who deserved first dibs after his arrival yesterday. "So what will it be Ky?" He smiled at me. "You know what I like." "Pistachio?" Teasing him. He looked at me. "Not funny. I want my butter pecan." "Cup or cone?" "Cone of course I want it to run down my hand like always." I scooped his and then everyone else's then finally my own. As usual I was sitting while the others were finishing. Kyle came over and sat next to me and showed me his sticky hands. "Don't even think about it!" I said to him but him. I got to eat a little more before him being the smart ass he was he grabbed my arm with his hand making it a sticky mess. He got up and ran away before I could do anything but grab for air missing him by a bit. I got up anyway and headed for the bathroom which was just a short walk away and I met him inside. He was smiling as I entered. I saw him in the mirror as he looked up. I went over and washed my arm and hands and then I took a handful of water and totally soaked him. Well as much as a handful of water could soak anyone. "Hey all I did was make your arm sticky!" "Yeah and all I did was make you wet! Your point?" He just gave me the `look' as he grabbed paper towels and tried to dried off as best as he could. I grabbed some and helped because it was mostly his back and you really can't reach it without some help. After I dried him off I reached around and gave him a hug from behind. "I hope you enjoyed your ice cream I'm glad you are here to make me sticky and I was more then happy to make you wet." I said in his ear. I laughed as I hugged him. The giggles shaking both our bodies. He hugged back and we didn't say anything. I just held him for a little bit and then let go and lifted his shirt to dry off his back some more. "You feel better now?" "Yeah." "Okay let's go home. See I told you it was safe in this mall." "Yeah I guess so but after the past week I don't trust anything anymore without seeing it Tommy." "It's okay Ky, I understand. Come on, let's go home." We walked back to join the others. "Everyone ready?" I said as I grabbed the rest of my ice cream and started towards the exit. "Yeah, why are you wet?" Jon said to Kyle. "We had a little fun in the bathroom." "Yeah I see Tommy. Got him too?" "Well Jon if you were in there you would have got wet too we just had a little fun, that's all. Come on let's go." I said to him. We all headed out of the mall and loaded the truck and then piled in with Kyle now up front and Jon in the back seat. I started home. We made it home in no time and unloaded our new stuff. "Kyle we'll go shortly and get you a play station for your room." "Good. I want a new TV too." "Anything else?" "Yeah when can we go shooting?" "Before or after the TV?" "After I guess." "Okay. He said. I gotta pee now anyway." He headed up to his room or the bathroom. I wasn't about to follow to see. I went up with Jon to my room to put down my new clothes. He put his away as did I. "You and Kyle going to go shooting?" "Yeah I think so." "Can I come and watch?" "I don't know Jon only because bullets can ricochet around and I don't want you or anyone else getting hurt." "But what are the chances of that?" "Small I guess." "Then I should be able to go." "If you want to go Jon you come just remember you have been warned about it." "Okay." "We'll be back after we go get Kyle a TV and play station. He said he wasn't able to play on the TV downstairs so he asked if he could have his own." "Billy and Joey still hogging the play station huh?" "Yeah Jon you could say that. But at least we will be able to have another one in the house." "Okay well I'll be here when you get back just let me know." "Sure Jon." I went over and gave him a kiss before I left. Still in my room. "What's that for?" "Because I love you and haven't had a lot of free time for you lately." "It's okay I know Kyle is back and you want to be with him. We will have lots of time together." "Yeah we will really soon. My balls are really aching for some fun!" I smiled at him and shook my head in agreement as I said that and turned towards the door getting ready to head out. Kyle met me at the top of the steps. "Ready?" "Oh yeah!" "Good, let's go then." We walked down and headed out as I said good bye to the others. "We'll be back in a bit." Shawn and Danny waved to us as we left. We got into the truck and I took off. "Thanks for taking me bro." I smiled at him. "Glad I can Ky." "I know Tommy, I know." We got to the local store and I parked. We got out and started looking around for what he wanted. There were a lot of choices for TV's and games as I glanced at the TV section before he yanked me towards the games for the play station and he went a little crazy picking them. All totaled he had well over 20 titles and the play station in the car before we even looked at TV's. After we carried them out and loaded the truck and went back inside to find a TV for him. We looked at everyone over and over before he picked the biggest freaking TV there was and I had to tell him to go smaller since we weren't strong enough to carry a TV that size alone. I didn't even think it would fit into the truck anyway. Finally he settled on a 30" TV and we carefully and barely loaded it into the back of the truck. My hands were killing me afterwards with the plastic bottom cutting into my hands. Not cutting me mind you just making marks from its weight. We got back into the truck and I started it. "One more stop bro." "Where at?" I smiled at him. "It's a surprise." I took off and headed for the gun shop. We needed ammo if we were going to practice and I wanted to look around and see what else we might be able to use to shoot with. I pulled into the store lot and he saw the store and he yelled out `awesome'! "Now you know where." "Yeah! This will be fun." He hurried out of the truck and towards the store. Instinctively I yelled to him to stop just as he was about to enter. "What's wrong?" he said with a brief look of concern on his face. "New store.unchecked bro. Take it slow, we don't know if it's empty or not." He grabbed his gun out of his shorts as he now cautiously entered. He went one way and I went the other and in a matter of seconds we found it clear and began to check out the merchandise. He was practically drooling at the new guns as he picked up one after another and pointed them firing some dry and just admiring others. Finally he had two new ones picked out as did I just making sure we never had a problem in the safety area. We went and loaded up on ammo taking all of it. Well for our own guns models. We had quite a stash now and he seemed to be more relaxed for some reason. I still wish he would talk about whatever was on his mind but I am sure when the time is right he will tell me whatever it is that might still be bothering him. We got back in the truck and it was just before 4:30 as I glanced at my watch out of curiosity. "You happy now?" "Oh yeah!" He said smiling to me. "Good let's get home and set up some targets before it gets too late." We got back into the now fully loaded truck so it seemed, between the TV, games and so on and headed home to set up his TV and then some targets for shooting practice. As we pulled up Shawn, Danny and Joey came over to see what we brought back. Jon and the others weren't outside but met us at the door as we carried the heavy TV in with some help this time. Four sets of hands made it a lot easier to carry this big thing. Now we were at the bottom of the steps and had a small problem. The four of us couldn't carry it up because the steps weren't wide enough. I took the back and Jon took the front since he was the second strongest and we slowly began to climb the steps. Kyle was at the top waiting, he actually came down behind Jon and was helping to guide him step by step since he couldn't see what step he was on. We were getting close and I was losing my grip and I yelled for anyone behind me to move just incase. I had two more steps to go as Jon planted his feet at the top. Suddenly he jerked to get his balance and the TV moved abruptly and slipped from my hands. I barely got out of the way as it sailed down the steps bouncing one step at a time making a shit load of noise. It hit the bottom with a thud and the picture tube blew out with a loud almost deafening bang and lots of dust and smoke. "Everyone get away from that smoke I yelled. It's not safe to breathe it in!" Danny ran and opened the door and I yelled for everyone to get out of the house. We stayed upstairs waiting for the smoke to dissipate. The house was now a mess and so was the TV. I looked at Kyle and he just shook his head. I started to laugh and he looked at me like I was nuts. "What are you laughing at? That was a nice big TV." "Yeah so? There are plenty more out there all we have to do is find another one in another store." "Yeah I guess so. But I liked that one!" "Hey it didn't ruin anything and it only caused a small mess so it's not a big problem. As long as no one got hurt who cares Ky?" "Okay, okay I understand. Can we go get another one now?" "Sure we can but we might not get back in time to do a lot of shooting." "That's okay if I have a TV I can play all night I can't shoot all night and I can always shoot with you tomorrow right?" "Sure you can." "Good let's go now then." "Well first we need to clean up the mess." "Oh yeah right." "Don't worry about the mess Tommy you go with Kyle and find another TV. Its partly our fault you had to get another one in the first place." "Thanks Billy, that's real nice of you. Just take whatever you can carry out and throw it next to the house and DON'T breathe in the dust whatever you guys do. We'll be back in about an hour." Off we went again to find yet another TV to make Kyle happy. I tried the local appliance store and after a small search Kyle seemed to be happy with one of the TV's once again, of course another 30" TV. With a struggle we loaded it into the truck and took off for home. We got there and were once again greeted by whoever was outside. Jon met us at the truck this time and grabbed one side while Kyle and Danny took the other two free sides. We walked it up to the bottom step again and with a little luck and a prayer started climbing one step at a time with Kyle once again guiding Jon at the top. This one seemed a bit easier because we made it up with very little trouble. Now we were right back at the top where the last accident happened. Jon warned me he was going to settle on the walkway and I was ready this time. It all went without a problem as I took the last two steps and we easily made it to Kyle's room after that. He told us where he wanted it and we put in on his dresser and were finally done, this time without any blow up's. Kyle went right to work with the setting up of the play station as Jon and I watched him. Five minutes later the TV was on and he was testing out one of his chase and kill games with great success. Mission accomplished. "Come get me when you're ready Kyle I will be in my room with Jon." We left his room and I patted Jon's butt all the way down the hall. "Horny aren't we?" "Good guess!" We entered my room. "Strip boy!" I commanded He looked at me. I smiled and he dropped his shorts. I locked the door and went up to him as he stepped out of his shorts and gently pushed him backwards onto our bed. He fell and bounced without bracing himself and as soon as he was settled I moved in and got down on my knees and grabbed his boxers and slid them down. For the first time in a long time I had actually caught him soft and it almost looked weird seeing my boy without a hard cock. "Wow Jon guess I will have to do a little work this time." "Well you did catch me off guard and I wasn't actually thinking sex when you threw the idea at me." "You want me to stop?" "Hell no! I want this now more then anything." He was right because before I could even touch him he began to grow. I spread his legs open some and took hold of his now growing member and began to stroke it and play with his loosely hanging balls. I got close and took in some of his sweet scent as I started to enjoy my latest chance to make him happy. He let out a soft moan and let his head flop back onto the bed. He grabbed a pillow and set himself as he continued to grow. It had been a few days since I had been able to make him happy with Kyle back. I had practically ignored him with the understanding that it was only Kyle being back that was why he wasn't being satisfied. He knew and understood but in that same time I hadn't had any either and I was close to the edge as it was. Right now a strong wind might make me squirt if you get my drift! I began to speed up my stroke and now within a minute Jon was hard. I gave his balls a nice gently but firm grip as I tugged them down and away from his body as he continued to harden. He was now as hard as he usually got so I took him into my mouth and began to suck and lick him up and down his cock and occasionally onto his nut sac. Then with every passage down his hard cock I took each nut into my mouth and sucked hard enough to make him gasp but not to hurt him. I so wanted to stick a finger into his ass but he is still healing from his attack and I don't dare risk injury to him yet. Besides he was getting plenty of action this way. I began to taste precum now as he was starting to flow nicely. I took my tongue and slide it in and out of his piss slot taking ever drop of his sweet nectar onto my tongue. He was ripe for the sucking I guess you could say as he began to squirm some with my tongue licking away at his most sensitive piss hole. I knew from before that this would slowly drive him insane if I continued to just do that and nothing more. I went down on him all the way and tightened my lips as I lifted off him again tugging on his balls softly pulling them away from his body. Another moan escaped his lips as his now throbbing cock started to show its vein on the underside. I ran my tongue up it and licked the big drop of precum off the top of his cock that had formed. His awesome cock was begging to blow its load now as I stopped to examine every inch of it while still softly and enjoyably tugging on his balls. His beautiful five or so inches were stretched to their max as I looked closely at the awesome bulbous formed head of his cock and brought my lips to it once again. I flicked my tongue all around it knowing he wouldn't last much longer. I began to play with his balls a little rougher now as I ran my fingernail from the bottom of his shaft straight up the underside and to the top of his now begging to cum cock. "Tommy, he panted I'm gonna cum now!" I took heed to his warning and took his cock back into my mouth and sucked as hard as I could, this caused him to blow his wad into my hot mouth. Squirt after squirt of his hot seed hit the roof of my mouth and back of my throat as he let out another moan, louder this time. I let go of his balls and sucked him for all he was worth until his heavy breathing subsided and he began to relax. I let go after milking out the last drop of his juice and watched as his tightened eyes began to loosen up and eventually open. "Damn that was fucking awesome Tom! I waited two days for that and it was worth every second I waited!" I smiled as he sat up. He leaned in to me and gave me a strong kiss on the lips. "Thanks Tommy now it's your turn." I got up off my knees and stood in front of him. I was semi hard from enjoying his excitement as he grabbed my shorts and boxers all together and yanked them down leaving my cock standing almost straight out at him. He took it and began to slowly stroke it while still naked which was rare for him but apparently this time not caring one bit. He stopped and we changed places and he went back to stroking me. It felt so good after two days of almost total ignorance of my own cock. The only attention it has gotten since Kyle got home was the few strokes it got every time I took a piss. I didn't even waste time in the shower getting my usual jerk off. I wanted to be around Kyle so much. Then when I had time to pleasure myself I was so tired I just zonked out fast asleep. But anyway I was now rock hard and Jon leaned in on me and was just putting his lips on the head of my cock when Kyle knocked on the door and yelled he was ready to go. "If you two love birds are done in there I am ready now Tommy." Jon stopped and looked at me like he was being cheated out of something. "Yeah well don't give me that look imagine how my blue balls are going to feel while I walk away from this." "Sorry Tommy but brother calls!" "Ha, Ha very funny." As I sat up and smacked him upside the head softly. "You owe me Jonathan and after we shoot outside I want to come back in here and shoot in you!" "I'll be right next to you remember I am gonna watch?" "Oh yeah. Well let's go." We walked out of my room and I gave Kyle a dirty look. "What did I do?" "Nothing, come on lets go shoot." In the back ground I heard Jon laughing but I chose to ignore him. "Don't worry about it Kyle he just gets that way when." I stopped and looked at Jon. "JON!" He stopped what he was saying and Kyle now began to laugh. He wasn't stupid and I think he now knew what he interrupted. Then three of us headed down and out of the house. I left the gun and ammo stuff in the truck along with our regular guns so we didn't have to drag it in and back out again. I really didn't need another round of questions about the guns from everyone. I opened the truck and we loaded up and headed out back quite a ways from the house not wanting to be too close to it incase bullets did ricochet around and to keep an audience away if possible. I found what looked like a pretty good spot and we began setting up the bottles I had saved and cans we found on the ground around the area. It wasn't totally clean here anymore but in a way it helped us as useful targets. After we set we stood behind Kyle as he took aim at the bottles and cans about 50 yards away. We set up twenty in a row and he began to fire his gun. Six shots five bottles broken. He only missed once and that was rare for him. "A little rusty bro?" I said to bust his balls some. "Yeah it's been two weeks ya know!" He reloaded his gun and took aim at the next set of bottles and cans. Bam, bam, bam, bam, bam and bam. Four broken bottles and two cans with holes in them. "A little better I see." I laughed. He turned and smiled at me. "You know it!! Your turn." I took aim at the next set of bottles and fired away. Six shots four broken bottles. Just about average for me. I wasn't perfect but I was okay. I looked at him and then Jon. "Pretty normal bro." "Yeah I know." "Good shooting Tommy." "Thanks Jon but I have done better. Done worse too!" All of a sudden the whole group came running to us wanting to know what was going on. I thought we were far enough away but I guess the gun shots rang out and probably scared the piss out of them. "What's going on? Shawn yelled out?" Followed by a ton of questions from the others. "Relax guys we are just taking target practice." Almost a group gasp of happiness went up when they found out everything was okay. "Now I want all of you far enough away just in case something goes wrong." They all backed away but stayed close enough to see. I was on my second set of shots as I aimed for the next set of four cans and two bottles. There were two left and while I was explaining Kyle went over and added more to the lineup. I fired off my six shots and this time I nailed all six targets. I got an ovation from the boys as I did that. It felt good but it was rare I got all of them. There was only four bottles left as Kyle took aim and nailed then like it was nothing and again got a small ovation from them. "Okay now we have to find more targets." I said. With that everyone took off looking for things to shoot. I yelled out to just get bottles and cans and soon we were getting plenty of things to shoot at. We took turns over the next hour practicing and finally it was growing dark and I had enough. Kyle wound up missing about three out of the thirty or so bottles he aimed at and I missed about five. Not that we were counting, ha-ha. It was fun and I would say an over all success considering we were both a bit rusty. "Ready to go?" "Yeah that was fun; we'll have to do it again soon." "We will. After all we have plenty of bullets left. We'll probably run out of bottles first." "Well now we can drive around and start picking up bottles and cans for practice." Shawn went over to Kyle and told him how awesome he was to have such good aim. Not that he hadn't watched him shoot before. Kyle was beaming at the praise and I was quite happy to see him smile. Danny came to me and told me the same and I felt good too. So did Jon. It was fun! We headed back all smiles as dark set in and so did my appetite. We entered the house and I made an announcement that dinner was up to the individual tonight since I wasn't in the mood to cook and Jon didn't appear to be either. Besides we have tons of TV dinners and just about as much cereal and other food. How much longer we will I don't know but we might as well enjoy it while we can. I ate a TV dinner as did a few others and headed upstairs. Kyle was in his room playing Combat Bullies on the play station and I crawled on his bed and watched him kill the bad guys for a while. After about thirty minutes I grew bored and Kyle stopped for a bit and started to rub his neck. I got up to leave and he looked at me. "Where you going?" "I'm bored I was going to go to my room." "No, please stay I want you to." I looked at him with great concern in mind and for the first time I was worried I told him too much when he came back. Chapter 28. Kyle finally talks to me. "You okay Ky?" "Yeah but my neck is a little sore sitting this way." "Well what is so important?" "My neck, will you do what you used to for me?" I was a little relieved but still felt weird after admitting to him I was gay now. I went over and sat behind him on the floor and began to massage his neck and lower back some hoping it would feel better. After ten seconds he dropped the remote lowered his head and just let me rub him. I grabbed his shirt and pulled it off over his head and had free access to his back now as I had so many times before. He was so tight in his neck and even his upper back. I did this for about ten minutes until my hands were tired and then I told him I had to stop. After I stopped he leaned back and lay on me and I put my arms around him and held him. I brought my head up to his and whispered into his ear. I knew my question might not go over well with him but I was going to ask it anyway I was worried about him. "Kyle are you sure you are okay after your walk home and you are not telling me everything?" "Yeah Tommy I'm okay, honest but I really wish you would rub me some more that felt good." "Okay in a bit my hands are still a little tired." He grew quiet and leaned back on me for support. I love holding him since he has been back it makes me feel so secure now that I have a family member back. I leaned him forward and began to rub him again. This time I went a little lower but not close to his butt. I was half way down at best for those of you who think I am going to do something with my brother. It's not even on my mind! Then I began to rub up and down and all over between his shoulders and mid back. I even ran just my nails over it for a little bit. I saw the goose bumps on his arm as I must have given him more then I should have and I stopped with my nails and went back to just rubbing him. "Why'd ja stop? That felt awesome!" "Because you seemed to be enjoying it a little bit more then I want my brother to be enjoying something I am doing and I don't want it to be anywhere close to something sexual." He turned and looked at me. "Just because you confessed to me and told me your gay doesn't mean I am suddenly going to think you are taking advantage of me. Tommy please don't think you have to change who you are around me I would hate that. You used to do this to me when I was lying on my bed in just my underwear remember?" "Yeah so?" "So. now you tell me your gay and suddenly I get goose bumps because it feels awesome and you think you have to stop because something is wrong. Please don't. I really do love you bro and I trust you to do what is right just like before I really knew your truth. If you want me totally naked and want to do this I would do that for you because I trust that you wouldn't go too far or do anything wrong. Okay?" "Sure Kyle. Just remember this isn't totally easy for me. I don't mean doing this to you; I mean you knowing what I like now and us doing this." "I'll tell you what. I will be totally honest with you, you rub me again and if I feel uncomfortable at anytime I'll make you stop okay?" "Ummmm, sure." I said with hesitation in my voice. I still thought and felt this was WAY wrong! But he spoke his mind as he always did. He got up and just to apparently make a point he stripped down to his underwear and lay on his belly on his bed. I got up now feeling very uncomfortable even for me and crept closer to him. I felt way weirded out by this. that instead of getting a hard on I think my cock went inside to hide. I had to reach down into my shorts and pull it back to normal. "Come on what are you waiting for?" I moved closer and got on his bed with him. I began to rub him like I had so many other times all the way down to the tip of his briefs this time. Again he got goose bumps and I stopped and immediately got off him. "Kyle I am sorry I can't do this." I headed for the door. He sprung up and grabbed me by the arm as I was about to open the door. He turned me around and gave me a big hug. "Please do this for me Tommy it feels so good when you do it and nobody can do it like you." "Kyle?? I backed him away from him. Do you have a hard on?" He turned red and suddenly I realized that this was getting him hard. When I did it apparently embarrassed him. He went over to his bed and sat facing away from me. Now for sure I didn't know whether I should leave or confront what I thought was this new feeling he suddenly had. I never noticed anything like this and I had done this to him a hundred times. If I leave then we will both have walked away from this without talking it out and if I stay I am so afraid that I might find out something I don't want to know. "Kyle, you want to talk to me?" He shook his head no. "Well eventually we are going to have to get this out in the open bro." Dead silence. "Okay Kyle I am going to go. This is no longer fair to me or you and I don't want to hurt you anymore then I just did." I opened the door and headed out. "No, wait please Tommy." I stopped and swallowed hard as I shut the door, I really didn't want to confront this with him now or later but I knew we had to talk it out. "What is it Ky?" "Come over here please?" I walked over to the other side of his bed. He still faced away from me. "I'm here bro, its okay man we can and will get through this I promise." He turned and looked at me. He had tears in his eyes and my heart broke in two when I saw that. I walked around to his side of the bed and sat next to him. Now I was big brother again and the sexual tension was gone for the moment. I put my arm around him and held him. He grabbed me tightly and didn't say anything. We just sat and I waited for him to start talking. After a few minutes he cleared his throat, let go of me and wiped away whatever was left running down his cheeks. "Tommy I don't know what to tell you or how I feel. When you told me you were gay I felt like things would be so much better now between us that I could tell you how I felt and it would all be good but I can't say it. It's just too had to tell you." He started to cry again and I held him. "Its okay bro, I said as I kissed the top of his head. You don't have to say anything if you don't want to. This is just you and me here and I don't have any problem with that." We were silent for a while after that but he didn't move away or apparently want me to either. I tried to get up and his arm tightened around my waist. "It's okay Kyle I won't go if you don't want me to." "I don't want you to go but I don't know how to explain anything to you. I'm scared and confused." "Well take your time and when you are ready just start talking." He took a deep breathe and sniffed. He looked at me with tears still in his eyes. "I don't know where to start Tommy but I will try to tell you. On the way home I did find a few people. They were dead and looked horrible. They scared me. I ran, hid and cried. I yelled for daddy, I yelled for you. No one came. Finally I got up the courage to come out of the place I was in and I couldn't go look at them again so I ran. I ran for what seemed like hours but probably was just a few minutes. I stopped when I was out of breath and called for someone to answer me. When no one did I started walking again." "So no one touched you at all?" "No, not then." "Not then?" I said. "Please let me finish." I reinforced my hold on him and again he sniffed and wiped his nose on his arm and then rubbed his eyes. I reached over and handed him a tissue, he blew his nose and cleared his throat again. "I started walking and like I told you I thought I was lost. About a day or so later I heard something and I didn't want to go look but I thought if someone was alive and I didn't do anything I would never forgive myself. So I went towards the moan and looked. It was an adult with his back to me. I yelled out and he moved but didn't turn or roll over. I was so scared but I had to do this. I got closer. Everything looked fine until I looked at his face. It was so gross and he was alive Tommy. I wanted to run but he yelled and I stopped. He begged me to help him but I didn't know what to do. I got up the courage to get closer to him. I stopped when I got too close but he waved me over. I didn't go at first but he begged me to come and try to help him up. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't even tell if he was an old man or young guy. I got closer and he reached out for me. His hand was normal but his face was.he stopped and swallowed hard. Tommy he smelled like rotten eggs or something. I couldn't get closer and he lunged for me and grabbed me. He was stronger and he pulled me closer to him but only so that he could stand with my help. I swear he didn't do anything to hurt me or touch me anywhere else. I was scared and he stunk so badly that I wanted to get away from him but he wouldn't let go. I walked him to a bench and he sat and finally let go of me. He tried to speak but his words were slurred. He kept saying help me but I didn't know what to do or how to help him and I couldn't look at him because his skin was hanging off his face and his eye was." He stopped talking. "It's okay Kyle. You said enough. You are okay now and I understand why you want the gun with you. You're with me now and no one will ever hurt you again." "I know Tommy but the man. I felt so bad. I was so scared I just turned and ran away from him while he yelled for me, screamed something I couldn't even understand. I wanted to help him but I was so afraid of him.I stopped and threw up." He broke down again and cried. He buried his face in my chest and started wailing. I did all I could to hold him and comfort him but I knew he just had to get this out somehow. After about five minutes be wiped his face and calmed enough to talk again. "Tommy I feel so bad I left him. Would you. can you help me go find him again. I won't be so scared now with you there and I feel so bad I left him that way." His eyes pleaded with me and the fright was now out of his face not like before when he looked like he wanted to go hide somewhere. "But where Kyle? How far away were you and do you even remember how many days or miles you walked after you met him?" "No Tommy I don't remember that but I do remember that there was a big red tower there because I saw it as I ran from him. Something was chiming like a church bell too. But other then that all I can tell you is I found the parkway the next day. Then it took me five nights to walk home after that." That almost sounded like the area I found Trevor in. Shit! He could have been right by me then and I didn't even know it, both him and that guy for all I knew. I think there were church bells when I was there too. I hate asking Trevor anything but he might know if anyone would. "I might know where you were Kyle. If I am right you might have been right by Trevor's house. I think when I found him I heard church bells and I drove about that far too." "You mean you could have been right by me then?" "It's possible Kyle. We might never know for sure. But if you want I can ask Trevor and we can go back and look for your man." "I don't know if I am ready for that Tommy but I felt so bad leaving him there I just had to tell you about it but I didn't know how to. So I asked you for the back rub and well you know the rest. I wasn't sure how else to get you to stay long enough and I figured if I asked you to rub me you would stay as long as I wanted." "But Kyle. the. I swallowed hard. The hard on? What is that all about?" He turned red again and pulled away from me a little. "I don't really know how to explain that Tommy. I was enjoying what you were doing to me and I guess it turned me on some or I just got so relaxed that you got me hard. I mean it hasn't been that long since I have reached puberty. I didn't have the nerve to tell you but now it doesn't matter. It happened about a week before the comet hit and I wanted to tell you so many times but I felt embarrassed and I wasn't sure even how to say it." "That's okay Kyle I understand now. I guess since you hit puberty the normal rub I used to give you just got you hard now. Its normal bro!" I wasn't sure if it was but I wasn't about to embarrass him even more now since he practically just bared his sexual soul to me. "You weren't turning me on by what you were doing Tommy, honest. it was just that it felt so good I guess I got hard over it." I smiled at him. "Its okay I understand. and thanks Kyle for telling me the whole story. I know that couldn't have been easy for you." I hugged him and he held me tight. "So you understand that I am not attracted to you and." "Yes Kyle its okay you don't have to say anymore. Its totally normal and I understand." "But if I ask you to rub my back again will you?" I smiled at him. "Of course, anytime you want. We'll just have to deal with your new problem if it happens again. Of course you can always go jerk off first and then ask me to rub your back. But I don't know if it will help much. At your age you might just get another hard on. I know when it happens to me I have to wait just a little bit before I can. well you know. before I am ready again." Now I was embarrassed talking about it with my brother. He just smiled at me this time. "Wow my brother actually got embarrassed. Your face is red Tommy." "You are such a wise ass!" I grabbed him and he fought to get away all I had was his short and I got hold of his underwear since he was still half naked there wasn't much to grab. I started to give him a wedgie and he screeched. I had his boxers about half way up his ass when he yelled. "I give, I give! Please stop your crushing my balls!" I let go and laughed at him. He got up and adjusted himself and then hit me for laughing. "That hurt you jerk! Remember now that I'm a man I am very sensitive down there." Now I laughed. ""YEAH! Now you know exactly how I felt the few times you used to punch or kick me there when we were playing." "Sowwie! Now I guess I do know how it felt." "Okay, okay no puppy dog eyes! You know how I hate that." He smiled. I was about to get even with him in the worst way now. "Besides next rub down maybe you will get so worked up you will just blow your load in your pants while I am rubbing you." He gave me this real dirty look and punched me in the arm. "Ouch! That hurt! I guess no more back rubs for you if you can't hold it." Ohhhh another bad zinger! He just gave me another look and swung again but I moved this time and all he got was air. "Remember Kyle I am your OLDER brother, I have been thru everything you are now going thru and I know how it feels. Plus I don't get this many chances to get even with you. Usually you aren't fazed one bit by my comebacks!" "Yeah I know but this is serious Tommy. Come on I just told you my deepest secret and you're busting my balls over it." "Okay, okay I promise no more sexual ball busting jokes! But everything else still goes! Right?" "Yeah it does." I got up and headed for the door. "Tommy?" "Yeah bro?" "Thanks." He came over and gave me a big hug. I kissed his head and returned the hug. "Anytime bro. anything for you." "Can we go look for that man?" "Yeah I guess but not till tomorrow after I ask Trevor a few questions. If he will answer." "Oh he'll answer you or I will beat the living crap out of him!" "Kyle Nicholas Burke! Since when have you ever thought about resorting to violence?" "Well Thomas Justin Burke, since I so badly wanted to get this done." "Alright, enough with the full names, you know how I hate it when you use my middle name." "Yeah I do but I still don't see what is wrong with Justin. I wanted to call you TJ so many times growing up but when I did you just gave me the look of death." "Never mind that Kyle. Let's just forget about that for now okay?" He laughed, probably at me. He knew I wasn't crazy about my middle name and I never told him why. Anyway I needed answers and I knew where to get them. I think. "I am going, see you a little later." "Okay, thanks." I walked downstairs and asked if anyone knew where Trevor was. Then out of no where I was shocked. "I'm in here." A voice from the kitchen that sounded a lot like Trevor who swore he wouldn't come back in my house anymore. I walked over and sure enough he was in there and eating something too. "You're back?" "Yeah I guess so, you okay with this?" "Yes I suppose as long as you behave." "I will, I don't want to live alone anymore." "Good, now I have a few questions for you." "Really about what?" "Where you used to live, where I was when I found you." "Oh okay, sure what do you want to know?" "Stuff about the area you used to live in." "Like what?" "The buildings and stuff. Any red churches around?" "Yes there is why?" "Because Kyle said on his way back he ran into someone near a red church and I thought you might remember if there was one where I found you. If I went back with Kyle would you come with us?" "I guess but what do you mean he ran into someone there?" I could hear the concern in his voice. "I don't know a lot more then what I said to you Trevor only what Kyle told me." "Okay. I need to do something." He took off upstairs like his ass was on fire. I assumed he was going to ask Kyle about what I just said. I'll wait and see what comes from this when he gets back downstairs. I waited for a bit and neither of them came down. Now I was growing curious as to what they could possibly be talking about. Then out of no where they both came storming down to me. "Tommy!" "Easy Kyle what is so important that you look like you suddenly saw a ghost or something." "Trevor, the red church, it all makes sense and he thinks that. we need to go there." "Slow down a few miles per hour bro, what are you saying?" "I looked at Trevor and he had a positive look on his face for the first time since I brought him here." "What are you talking about and why does he suddenly look happy?" "We were talking in my room about what you and I discussed before. the church part, ya know?" "Yes but I am still lost." "Trevor thinks that I might have been two blocks from him when I found that guy and he thinks if might be his father by the way I described him." "Really? The guy you said was all." "No Tommy don't!" "Huh? What Kyle? Don't what?" "The guy was all what?" Trevor asked. Kyle pulled me aside. "Tommy I didn't tell him how the guy looked." Oh shit! I almost. well this is going to be a whole lot of fun isn't it? "You mean you talked about finding a person and his looks didn't come up?" Trevor walked over by us. "Please Trevor give us a minute we need to discuss something in private." This time we walked outside to finish the talk. "Kyle what did you two talk about?" "More than I ever expected to. He asked me about the person I found and I told him a little and he thinks it might be his father." "The disfigured guy?" "Maybe Tommy. But what if it is. How could I possibly show him a guy that looks that bad?" "I don't know bro, I don't have that answer." "Yeah and now he wants to go look for this guy too, Tommy I am afraid if we find my mystery man and it is his father that Trevor might freak. I did!" "Great! You still want to do this?" "I have to Tommy." "I was afraid you were going to say that." "What are the chances that could be his father Tommy?" "I don't know Ky, what were the chances you were alive?" "Yeah I got you. And what are the chances this mystery man is still alive too?" "I don't have that answer either Kyle, probably not good though. So I guess we will go tomorrow and try and find him. If that is even the right place." "I'm sorry Tommy but I have to do this, you understand?" "Sure." "Okay so what do we tell Trevor?" "Nothing Ky, we can't be sure and we can't get his hopes up any higher then you accidentally did already." "Yeah I know but how could I know." "You couldn't and we still don't know anything, so don't beat yourself up over this Kyle okay?" "Sure, I won't Tommy." "Come on he is at the window watching us we should get back inside." We went back inside and he immediately started with questions. "Easy Trevor, we aren't sure of anything until tomorrow when we go." "Can I go with you guys; I know the area Kyle is talking about, please? Besides if that is my dad and if he is alive I want to see him so much." "Okay Trevor I guess so." Kyle looked at me like I was nuts. Trevor walked away and I pulled him aside. "I have an idea so don't worry it will only fail if Trevor acts stupid." "I sure hope so I would hate to see that kid if he saw what I did and it was his dad." "Yeah I know what you mean Ky but what else can we do. If we say no then we are the bad guys." "I know Tommy but I am just saying it. I have you and you have me but he doesn't have anyone and he doesn't even like it here. How sad is that?" "Just as sad as it is for Billy, Joey, Shawn and Jon Kyle just as bad but without the possibility of making it worse by seeing your dad looking like a warped burnt up person if that's what you say it is, minus the fact that they might feel wanted here of course." "Well tomorrow we will worry about it tonight I am going to take some time alone with Jon so Kyle I will see you in the morning or later okay?" It was getting on in time anyway and not that I was tired but I was horny. I didn't get very much last time I was with Jon and I am tonight, that's for sure! "Jon? Jon? I yelled for him. Where the hell is he?" "Up here Tommy in the bathroom." Oh well that is understandable why he didn't answer. I headed up and stood outside the bathroom door. Kyle walked past me and went into his room I am sure he is going to play more games. He came back out and yelled for Shawn who came running up immediately. They both went into his room and I heard the noise from the TV and right after that as the game started up. I walked down to his room and opened the door. "Hey you two have fun but turn it down some please. The neighbors are complaining!" Shawn looked at me with a puzzled face. "Neighbors? What neighbors Tommy we are alone." Kyle started laughing so hard that he fell over onto the floor from the Indian style sitting position he was in. I just stood there watching Kyle and waiting for him to piss himself. He always seemed to when he laughed that hard. Finally he gained control and sat back up. The whole time Shawn was sitting looking totally confused still without an answer to his whopper of a comment seconds earlier. I didn't think it was that funny but Kyle was one of a kind and sometimes the weirdest thing set him off and other times we would laugh and he might look totally confused. "Did you piss yourself this time?" "No but that was good!" "What was Kyle? All I said was what neighbors." He smiled. "Shawn sometimes you are a piece of work. What Tommy meant was to just keep it down because we had the TV too loud and he heard it. Not the neighbors." "Oh well okay." He got up and turned the volume down and Kyle just shook his head and looked at me. "He's your best friends Kyle you deal with it if he doesn't get it." I turned to leave and almost ran Jon over who almost scared me into wetting myself. "Geeze you could have at least said something you ass hole! You scared the piss out of me!" "What was all the laughing? He said totally ignoring the fact that he just took years out of my life sneaking up behind me like that. He reached down and felt my crotch. Your dry don't worry about it!" Then he started laughing as did Kyle. Either Shawn missed it or didn't care what was happening with the game in front of him. "I'll give you dry!" I grabbed him by the back of the neck and led him to my room with my arm. I heard Kyle's door shut as I shut mine. "Owww, that hurts jerk off!!" He said as he grabbed the back of his neck and pulled my hand away. "Yeah well you scared me so tough! He stood there rubbing his neck. "You gonna strip so we can screw?" Gee I wasn't too blunt. "No, matter of fact I am leaving. Go screw yourself! My neck hurts." He turned and opened my door. "Wait.I'm sorry. Please?" He walked out and shut the door leaving me standing with hopes diminished and a semi hard on. I ran to the door and opened it and he was standing a few feet away waiting for me so I assumed. "You better be nice to me if you want something or else you are gonna use your hand tonight!" "Okay, okay I'm sorry I was so rough on you but you scared me and I just reacted." "Like an ass hole!" "Yeah like an ass hole! Okay?" He shook his head yes still holding his neck and walked back in with me. I shut the door again and went over to him. He lowered his hand with his back to me and I kissed his neck where my hand imprint was still red on it. "Damn I guess I was a little rough. sorry!" He turned to me and grabbed a handful of my balls though my shorts and thankfully didn't squeeze. "Yeah and I can be a little rough too!" "No Jon please not my nuts. I want to have fun tonight and if you do that." "Yeah Tommy but you need to be taught a lesson." He had me and if I struggled one bit I was going to get nasty payback! "Okay, okay Jon anything you want. I promise! Just let go before I am on the floor in pain." He squeezed a little and my knees buckled just as much. "Ahhhhh please stop." He smirked and let loose but not go of me. "You promise to make me cum like you did the other night Thomas?" "Yes sir anything you want sir." I knew he was playing but he still had my life in his hands and I had to respect that some. Even though he knew if he really hurt me he would just be dead so to speak. He gave me one more attention getting soft squeeze as I lost any last bit of what was my dignity and the semi hard on that I had too and then finally let go. Ahhhhh relief as he snickered one more time with his sudden new found feeling of power. "Damn I thought I was going to have to beg for a second Jon you play rough." "Tell that to my neck ball buster!" "No tell that to my balls, buster!" Now he laughed. I reached out to him and he moved out of my reach. "Come on Jon I'm done playing now." "So then you strip Tommy!" He didn't have to tell me twice. I ripped off my shirt and grabbed my shorts and lowered them, then I grabbed my boxers and he grabbed my hand. "Stop! Tonight I want to do that." Sweet! "Get on the bed!" he softly commanded. His tone was demanding but not yelling. Guess he is in charge tonight. This is different, might be fun too. I did as I was told. "Lay down and put your arms over your head." I did what I was told. He got on the bed next to me and went to my armpits. He took a finger and ran it over my right pit and through my pit hair. It felt weird but good. Then he took the same finger and ran it over the same spot again causing me to shutter from the tickling he was starting to cause but he continued and ran it down my side over my belly and onto my boxers. Then he continued over the boxers and to my soft cock. He ran it over and all around it as I began to grow. Finally he stopped as I was tenting up out of my boxers. It felt good so far, whatever he had planned. I felt him move closer and I opened my eyes to see him almost right on top of my tent with his face. Either he was taking in my odor or planning something that should be great I hope. He got closer and began rubbing his face on my shorts all around my hardness without touching me with his hand. It felt awesome so far. I didn't move a muscle. "Roll over!" I did as I was told. He started rubbing my back and reached for my neck. I was waiting for the pain but he was good. He went up and down it a few times and then started to run just his nails over it. I was in heaven. He went all the way down to the waist band of my boxers and then took his hand and ran it under the band but no further. I could feel by cock straining against the bed as it was trapped between it and me almost to the point where it hurt. I went to adjust it and was told sternly not to move. I guess I will have to suffer a little. Now he stopped and went directly to my ass and through my boxers he began to rub my ass one cheek at a time. He spread my legs a little farther apart and got in between them. I felt his hands again on my cheeks and then he ran a hand down between my legs but still over my boxers and it was such a shock I jumped as he hit my nut sack. I don't even think he knew it but the electricity that he had just produced almost made me cum and I was still dressed. I really needed it bad after losing my chance with him before. I could only imagine now how soaked my boxers were in the front from the leakage I had to be producing. I was close to pain now with my cock stuck down and hard as he applied weight to me from behind pushing my straining cock down even more into the bed. It was a total mixture of pleasure and pain with neither winning at the moment. If this went on any longer I was going to have to move whether he liked it or not. I'll give him another minute to do something to relieve my pain. Just then he reached down in between my legs and grabbed softly but firmly for my aching cock. I felt his hand on it which caused so many levels of relief and pleasure that I once again came close to blowing my load in my shorts. Whether he even knew it or not he just freed me from the pain I was feeling. His touch was short lived down there though as he ran his hand from my taint up the crack of my ass and then his nails went straight up my spine to my neck. Indescribable! My eyes were shut tight and I swear I was about to cum for the first time in my life without having anyone stroke me. He stopped just then like he could read my mind. "Roll back over!" he commanded once again. I gladly did as I looked at him and he gave me a straight faced blank look. He hooked his hands inside both sides of me and slowly slid down my boxers. I felt and heard the plop sound my cock made as he freed it leaving it to slap against my upper groin. It felt good, and I felt free but weird all at the same time. Now my boxers passed my lower legs and he pulled them off me and let go of them. He pulled my legs apart and got in between them. I felt him slid up and then grab my cock causing me to jump from the excitement since my eyes were still closed. He slowly began to stroke it. "Damn your wet Tommy. You must have leaked enough precum to wet the bed." He used it as he stroked me and I could feel the tingle in my body that so many times before told me I was seconds away from shooting my load. "You do that once more and I will not be able to control myself. That is your only warning Jon!" I put my head back down on the bed as he let go of me. I felt his hand run over my nuts and down between my legs. He spread my cheeks as best as he could from his angle and I felt his finger as he searched for my pink hole of glory. He found it and ran his finger back and forth over it. "Feel good?" I shook my head yes, not speaking. "I figured so considering you are dribbling out more precum then I ever saw in my life." He grabbed me with his free hand as he continued to play with my ass hole with the other. My toes curled as he did this and I couldn't hold back anymore. One more second of this torture and I was going to start firing all missiles at him. Again he let go of my cock and the feeling of blowing my wad faded a bit. The bastard knew exactly what he was doing and his timing was unreal so far keeping me from cumming! I was almost warn out now from his teasing but I had to give him credit for making what was usually an ordinary cum into something really special even after I hurt his neck like that. He really used his head this time! He wasn't touching me at all now and I felt like the feeling was starting to go away. I was just about to open my eyes when I felt his breath on my cock and then he took me into his mouth grabbed hold of my balls and started sucking me off like a vacuum. I knew I wouldn't last this time at all and immediately grabbed the bed with both hands as my toes curled up and my back arched up off the bed. I was so close that even the little stoppage he gave to me didn't kill my urges. My breathing sped up as I took a deep, deep breath and let out a loud moan while he squeezed my nuts and sucked hard on the head of my cock. "Ahhhhhhhh!!!" That was all I had in me. I felt the electricity again as it flew up my spine and hit my head like a thousand needles almost frying my brain and leaving me with one of the best feelings I ever had before in my life. My eyes were so tightly shut I felt the pressure from them as his lips ran over my cock head and tongue entered my piss slot sending me into the world of the unknown. All I could feel was his lips, the pressure of my cum starting to flow from my balls and his finger press against my ass hole. Nothing I could ever do or had ever tried to do before equaled the feeling going through my `heads' at the moment. I let out another sound that I couldn't even describe if I had to. He removed his finger from my ass as I started to fill his mouth with shot after shot of my love juice. I couldn't tell you how much cum flew out of me I was so out of it. All I remember was him letting go of me and saying something that I couldn't comprehend. just mumbling and then I think I passed out. Moments later I opened my eyes and looked at a smiling boy who had cum all over his face. "What happened Jon?" "I don't know Tommy I pretty much had you filling me with cum and you screamed and I think passed out for a few seconds. You shot so much at me that I choked and pulled off of you and got two shots from you in the face and chin. I never felt so much cum or pressure from you before it was amazing." "You should have felt it from my side Jon! I bet I passed out because that was the best fucking blow job I ever had before in my life. WOW!" He smiled at me. "You happy? He asked. I sat up and kissed his lips tasting my own cum. "More then I ever have been in my life after that feeling Jon. I thought the top of my head was going to blow off the pressure was so strong from you." Still smiling he got closer and our lips met again. We kissed for a while, time wasn't a factor anymore and I don't think either of us cared who knew, heard or even saw us. Not that we were disturbed out right. "I don't know if I can top that or even pay you back for how good that felt sweetie!" "Don't worry about it Tommy even with you busting my balls and neck before I owed you that and I enjoyed it just was much as you probably did." "I don't know about that I still feel weak from the orgasm you gave me." I didn't wait for him to say anything I just pulled him to me and started kissing him again. After a while we stopped and he layed on me a little bit. We both fell fast asleep, cum soaked and not a care at all.