Date: Sun, 06 Feb 2005 22:40:09 -0500 From: Dwedno Smith Subject: Tunnel Chapter 40. Hi all, For those who don't know the obvious yet, I haven't posted a new chapter in three weeks, this is obvious. Between being sick and a miserably busy work schedule I haven't had time to rub two nickels together more then type a new chapter. This weekend I got to finish chapter 40 and write half of chapter 41. Depending on how this week goes with work I hope to be back on schedule for a chapter a week now. To those of you who have waited patiently I thank you very much and hope this chapter was worth the wait. To everyone else who send e mails worrying about me or when the chapter was coming out I proudly say here it is and thanks for writing to ask. No one was really rude or out of line while waiting. I hope everyone enjoys it and feel free to send all comment and ideas along as always to the above e mail address. Until next week, I hope... Take care and stay healthy, Dwedno. Chapter 40. Checking out the neighborhood. It was just about 6pm and I was bored so I decided it was time to see what the neighboring houses had to offer. "Luke, I yelled upstairs, I went over to Kyle's door and banged on it. Kyle came out. One second Ky, I am waiting for Luke to come down." "Sure no problem." I yelled up again and he finally appeared at the top of the steps looking like I woke him up. "Were you sleeping?" "Yeah I was tired from before and I wanted to rest." "I can understand that. You interested in showing me where Sal used to live?" "Yeah! When?" "How about now?" "I'll be right down." I turned to Kyle. "You up for some neighborhood exploring?" "Sure sounds better then what I was doing." "Which was.?" He made a motion with his hand. "You keep doing that and you will go blind. Besides since when is `THAT' not better then anything else?" He just gave me an `I'm not gonna answer that' look. "Funny BB you probably do it more then me!" "Smart ass!" "Yeah I am but you still love me." I smiled at him. Luke was coming down the steps now so we stopped our brief sex talk. "Okay Tommy I'm ready." "Good we have about an hour or more before dark so we can't stay too long but I want to see what you were talking about. Maybe his house has some goodies in it. Jon!" I yelled upstairs. "Yeah Tommy?" He yelled back apparently from his room. "I'm going out with Luke and Ky for a bit. Anything happens call me I have my cell." "Okay Tommy." I heard his door shut. "Okay guys let's go." We headed down the driveway and started walking up the road. "Ky, you packin?" "No I forgot. Damn it!" "Well go get it. We'll wait here." "Okay, be right back." He trotted back up the driveway. "So Luke how you feeling?" "Much better Tommy, thanks to you I have more respect for myself now. At least down there." As he pointed towards his crotch. I smiled at him. "Good for you kiddo." I messed his hair. Kyle came back out and down the driveway as he used his hand to put it back into place some. "Okay, ready now." We turned and headed up the block. The sky was clear now as the sun was starting its slide down to the horizon. I looked its way some as we walked in silence for a while. "It's just up ahead. Luke said breaking the silence. Up there on the right." I sure hope so I thought there aren't any houses on the left side just a sloping cliff. We had walked past two other houses but with so much property to each house it was more like a few blocks. Finally he pointed at the house and we headed up its steep driveway. We got to the front door and it was locked. "Well we got here and already we have hit an obstacle." "Its not a problem Tommy they usually keep the garage door open." We walked over to the twin garage doors and in between was a single entrance door. I jiggled the handle and it was locked too. "Any other ideas?" "Might as well try the back BB." Now we walked to the rear it was a sliding door with a screen in front of it. The screen slid fine but the door was locked. "Guess this place is secured so we are out of luck." "Let's try one more thing." Luke said. We followed Luke back to the front door and he started looking for a key. "If I remember they hid a key out here. But I don't think I know exactly where." We all started looking for a key. I was about ready to break in. "I got it!" Yelled Kyle. He tried it in the door and it opened. We entered with guns drawn and started checking the place, elegant room by elegant room. There was no doubt this house was done up right. We finished this floor and in all ten rooms found no one. Lots of goodies but no one alive. "Up or down?" "Up." Luke said. We headed up and searched another five huge bedrooms. Each with its own full bath. All empty. Once again a bunch of nice things and so on but no one around. We went down and did the basement with the same results. After we were sure everything was okay I followed Luke to Sal's room. We started going through Sal's stuff and found some interesting goodies here too. The kid even had condoms. I checked under his mattress and found some girly magazines. Some of the pages stained. Yuck! Little cocksucker squirted all over his dream girls. Fag! I went into the parent's room with Kyle as Luke stayed behind to look through Sal's room a little more. I left Ky checking out that room and quietly headed back to see what Luke was doing all alone. He was going through Sal's draws. He was pulling out underwear and looking at his tighty whities. This kid might have had some interest in other things that he has kept private so far and could become really interesting to be around if he this keeps up. He looked around and I got out of sight just in time and he brought Sal's underwear to his face and took a sniff of it. At least he smelled the clean ones. I have a feeling Sal and him did more then just hang out together. I cleared my throat and walked in on him. He jumped a little and didn't turn around when I walked in. He sniffed and I got the feeling he was crying. "Luker, you okay?" He slowly turned to me still holding the underwear I saw him take a whiff of a few seconds earlier. His face was red and tears were rolling down his cheeks. He ran to me and held me tightly in a hug that was pretty strong. I was a little shocked and definitely in the dark as to what was wrong. I just held onto the cutie and waited for him to get himself together. A few seconds later he let go of me and wiped his face. "I'm here Luke when you want to talk I am here." I put my hand on his shoulder. "Give me a minute, okay?" "Sure." I turned and headed out of the room for a bit. I walked back in where Kyle was snooping in another room. "There is something really wrong with Luke." "What do you mean?" "I was watching him in Sal's room and he took a pair of his underwear and sniffed them and then started crying." "That's messed up. Do you think he was in love with this Sal kid?" "I don't know what to think Ky, not everyone cries over losing a friend, a loved one yeah but there is something we don't know going on with him. He must have been closer to this Sal kid then he is letting on." "You really think so?" "I'm not sure just playing a hunch. Maybe he'll tell me we kinda got close last night." "Ohhhh, another trophy for your mantle?" I gave him a look. "My mantle? Did you think hard to come up with that one? Next you gonna ask me if it's another notch on my belt too?" We both started laughing. "Seriously bro, I don't know what's up his ass on this thing but he was sniffing his underwear, they must have been closer then just friends." "Sounds like it. Tommy." "I don't know what else to think." "How deep do you want to take this Tommy?" "I'm not sure I want to even know anymore but we can't have a kid living with us that has problems we don't know about. I mean we all have problems but he is new to our family bro and I don't want him in the house if he has a major problem unless we know about it." "So how are you going to handle this?" "Handle what guys?" Luke walked in on us. Apparently he didn't hear anything else. Or did he? "We were just talking Luke." "Yeah I know. About me right?" "How did you know?" Kyle asked. "No it wasn't about you." I said at the same time as Kyle made his comment. "Come on Tommy I'm not stupid and didn't you promise me you wouldn't lie to me last night?" "Yeah I suppose I did." "Well?" he said. "I looked in on you while you were in the bedroom. I saw you. I saw you with the underwear. I was just worried something was wrong. Are you okay?" "I guess it's my turn to be honest now." "I'm not. we aren't going to make you say or talk about anything that you're not comfortable with Luker. So it's up to you." "Thanks but I don't mind, not after how you treated me last night Tommy." "Take your time and when you are ready we will listen to anything you have to say." "Sal and I were close. I slept over a few times and I guess we got a little carried away one night. Gee, this is a little more embarrassing to talk about then I thought. he paused and took a deep breath. But one night we were in his room and it was late. I was on the floor and he was in his bed. Eventually they got me a cot to sleep on but this was the second time I stayed and a sleeping bag was all they had. But anyway he was in his bed and I was on the floor right next to his bed. He leaned over to me and whispered asking me if I was awake. I was half awake, I was just really tired that night so I didn't answer and I kinda fell right to sleep. So after that the next thing I knew I felt his hand touching me. It was dark and quiet in the room then suddenly his hand found my dick and he started rubbing it. It felt good so I decided not to move and he kept going. I got hard and felt really funny after a while so I started to move. He immediately moved his hand thinking I was asleep the whole time. Anyway to make a long story short it felt good and I sat up and asked him what he was doing to me. He seemed startled at first then he admitted he never touched another boy and wanted to see how someone else's `dick' as he put it, felt. I told him if he wanted to he could do it again and he said again? Then I told him everything that I felt what he did and so on. He got all embarrassed and apologized for days after that but he never touched me again that night. "I see." I said to him. I didn't know what to say but my cock was sure talking as I tried to hide it in my shorts. I looked at Kyle and he just looked kinda numb. "I got a chance to go back about a week later and was really excited about it. I wanted more to happen that last time but it didn't and I was hoping this time something would. I really liked Sal not because they had money just because he was nice to me and really cute too, especially when he walked around in just these." He lifted the underwear he still clung to. I thought to myself. Yeah I bet he was! "So that night I got the cot. I was up on his level now and I moved my cot as close as I could and sure enough after lights out he reached over to me and found my dick again. I was already hard from thinking about it all night before lights out. He felt the outline of it I guess he was looking for it not that it was hard to find that night, and then he started rubbing it. I let out a soft moan and lowered my underwear and PJ's so he had total freedom to my stuff so he could really feel it. The next thing I knew everything happened so fast he was moving closer to me and he had his face right by it. He asked me if he could taste it and I told him as long as he didn't hurt me I didn't care what he did. That was what started all that between us and it happened every time I went over after that. Eventually I started to play with him and then suck him too but it never got past playing and sucking. Damn I missed that so much after that comet hit and I miss him even more now just telling you guys. He was really close to me. I cared so much for him and he even told me one time he thought he loved me. We were around eleven when this started and we were the same age too so I was really kewl with it." A tear rolled down his face again. "I loved how his underwear smelled the first time I got really close to his dick and that is what I guess you found me doing when you walked in on me before. I was hoping the same smell was there so I could remember him better." I don't know about Kyle but I felt horny and sad at the same time. And a little weirded out by that smell thing but to each his own I guess. "I'm so sorry you lost your lover and friend Luke. I wish we could bring it back but at least there are pictures of him here and you can take that back with you and I guess some of his clothes." "Really you guys don't care if I do?" "Luke you take anything you want to its fine with us." Kyle said. "Thanks guys. You know we were supposed to meet the weekend after the comet again and he said something about taking it to the next level, I guess I'll never find out what that meant now." "Sorry Luke I guess not." Luke went into his closet and started looking for things to take. I saw the cot in the corner as I watched him search and imagined how much fun those two must have had on it. Luke had the closet door wide open so I moved in behind him. I looked up and there were things up there too. "Luke did you look up there for anything yet?" "No I couldn't reach; I was going to get a chair in a bit." I grabbed hold of a few things on the edge of the shelf and pulled them down. A book fell to the floor. Luke bent over and picked it up and opened it. He read it intensely for a few seconds. "Awesome! This was Sal's Tommy he kept a diary." He went through it for a bit. "He wrote everything we did in here from what I can tell. Geeze some of this stuff. it's embarrassing to read. I think I'll save it for private reading later. It's even up to date with the last day being when the comet hit. I bet he wrote in it just before that happened!" "Luke it's yours now and you have every right to read it in private." "Thanks." "So why don't you tell us a little more about Sal, Luke what he was like, how he looked. I mean I see his picture but from your eyes how was he?" "Wow, he was almost like my twin in so many ways. We were the same age only months apart and had the same birth date. The 17th. He was pretty smart in school and had a younger brother named Mark and a sister who was two years older and her name was Ally. The sex part you pretty much know about but he was bigger then I was by about an inch in his pants. I loved that and so did he. He smiled widely remembering that part. He parted his hair down the middle and it always smelled great like he shampooed it a lot or something. He loved the mop or mushroom look and his hair was so thick it just stuck perfectly to his head. It was the darker blonde and brown mixed look; he kinda wished he was totally blonde he told me once. He said blonde boys probably get more cock. We laughed about that a lot. He was very open with me once we got past the beginning when it was just weird. He was able to cum early, way earlier then I was able to. That made me jealous of him but it was the only thing he had besides money that I didn't have. It didn't matter he would have gotten me anything if I wanted it but all I wanted was him. It was so awesome when we were together. Matter of fact Tommy, I was with him the first time it happened. It was about two weeks before his twelfth birthday I think. I was jerking him off and we had noticed that he was getting wetter the usual before cumming for about a month and then that night he just let out a loud moan and all of a sudden white stuff started coming out and I was like Sal I think you're cumming man! It was so killer awesome we wanted to celebrate but what did we know then? Oh yeah he had these real sweet eyes too that I used to love to look into they were green. It was really weird I never saw that color on anyone before that. We talked about it once and he said something about his mom's father had some Spanish background and their eyes were hazel or greenish too. But anyway. it fit him perfectly and now he is gone and I miss him so much. He put his head down and looked like he was gonna cry again. Damn! I felt like I wanted to after he told us all that too. I looked at Kyle and he just shrugged his shoulders it didn't seem to faze him. I got up and sat next to him and tried to comfort him some. "I'm gonna go check more of the house bro." "Okay Ky thanks." He didn't have to go but I know he hates the mushy stuff unless it's directed at him or from him. I did too until I found out I got to hold the person who was upset. Then it got good! I am such a perv! Luke wasn't having a lot of the `I'll comfort you' stuff as he got up about thirty seconds after I put my arm around him. I guess it's too soon or he isn't into it. "I'm okay Tommy, thanks but let's just finish checking the house and go if it's all right with you." "Sure, no problem." I got up and started looking around outside of Sal's room I left Luke a lone so he could gather himself. I found the usual stuff that was in peoples homes but not much more. Some cash, house linens and so on. Downstairs there was plenty of spoiled food in the kitchen that reeked of stench, and the fridge had about the same, old food with expired dates on it. There was some stuff we could use so I grabbed a bag and filled it. I had seen enough. I was ready to go as Kyle came into the kitchen. "You find anything worth while?" "Nope, just crap, rich people stuff and the usual clothes." "I got some food here I want to rush back and into a freezer you want to do that while I wait for Luke to finish up?" "Sure, where do you want it?" "Any freezer in the garage, then meet me outside of the house next to ours I want to check it out before dark okay?" "Sounds good. I'll meet you there." Ky took off with two rather bulky bags of frozen food and as I watched him leave he was barely holding it with the weight from it. I called back and got Jon on his cell and told him to meet Kyle at the bottom of the driveway. He told me he would and hung up. I went to find Luke and we met in the front foyer. "Okay Tommy I have all I want, he said to me with his arms full of stuff. We can go now." We headed out and back down the street. I grabbed some stuff from him and we walked the ten minutes back to the house in silence other then an occasional comment about something or a question Luke had. we had just reached the house next to us when Kyle came running up the block to us. "Boy that was fast!" "Jon met me at the door so I told him where to put them." "Oh, yeah I called him for you." "I know he told me." "So where did you tell Jon to put those frozen goods?" He looked at me for a second. Then it hit him. "Very funny BB." "Thank you I thought so." "Knowing Jon he probably would do that if I asked." "Really Ky, I didn't know he jumped at your command. He doesn't at mine." He smiled evilly. "Ohhhh, I see. I said back to him. You have him in your control." Luke just looked at up like we were both out of it. This place we were going to was even bigger then the house we lived in next door. I cant wait to see what is inside. It's been driving me crazy since I looked at it closer from outside the other day. We took the long walk up this even longer driveway and up to the front door. This house was unlocked. I cracked the door open and entered with Kyle at my back and both of us with guns drawn. He went left and I went right. This place was a maze of rooms it too a bit to walk and check them. I yelled out to Kyle a few times and he answered as we checked the floor. It was clear as I expected. I met Kyle in the rear as we found an unbelievable room in the back. "A greenhouse bro! This is awesome we can grown anything all year round." "Yeah Tommy this will help us a lot won't it?" "If you two are done, I have something to tell you." "Sure Luke, sorry what's up?" "This is what my mom did for a living before the comet hit. She was a horticulturist." "Wow easy there with that word Luke, you could hurt yourself with such a big word!" I said to him. He laughed. "It means a gardener or scientist of plants and vegetables depending on the level of training you have and ya know stuff like that." "Yeah I know Luke I was just playing with ya." I said. "So you can really do some of that Luke?" "What? Grow food and plants Kyle?" "Yeah can you like grow us food and stuff?" "Sure can, and with this place we can do it all year round. This place is awesome, it's big and from the looks of it well stocked with a lot of seeds. He said as he looked around. Mom would have loved it. Mom showed me all the time how this works and how to plant and cultivate stuff." "Whoa, easy with the big words there Luker, I don't want you getting hurt or something." "Sweet! We have a real hornyculturist here bro!" I looked at Kyle and totally lost it. So did Luke. "What? What did I say?" After the tears stopped running down my cheeks from laughing so hard I caught my breath and told him what he said. He just put his head in his hands and shook it. "My bad!" Kyle said. "Actually, Luke said, that was pretty funny!" We watched Luke as he explored the area and smiled every so often. Darkness had set outside of the room we were now in and the inside lights were all we had for him to use now. I looked out at our home's direction and I could make out a few lights from one of the rooms but nothing more at home. Then my cell rang. It was Jon. He wanted to know when we would be home because he was getting bitched at about kids beginning to get hungry. "Jon, tell them we are busy and to have cereal or just wait. We're gonna be another half hour or so we have found a lot here and I want to look further." "Where are you?" "Next door now Jon." "Oh yeah I forgot. Tell Luke his dog has been barking occasionally and Joey opened his door once and yelled for you." "What did Joey want?" "Something to drink, I gave it to him and he went back inside peacefully." "Good. I'll talk to you when we get in and fill you in on everything we found here." "I am going to finish looking over the house. You stay here with Luke okay?" "Sure bro." I took off and started looking behind doors we hadn't checked yet. I found their indoor pool and it was just about the same size as ours only they had a hot tub next to it. My room has the hot tub back home. I checked it out briefly, it wasn't anything special almost the same exact build as ours. I started searching other rooms downstairs and found maids quarters like we have just a little bigger. A huge living room and kids stuff so I assumed there were kids here too. I headed upstairs and there was a long hall just like ours too but only six doors. At one end was a master bedroom and then there were three boys bedrooms and two girls bedrooms. All looked like their kids were old enough to have gameboys or PS II's. They were filled with the usual big beds and tons of clothes in the closet and toys in the closet on the floor. Various designs lined their beds. Mostly sports for the boys and pink for the girls. I was upstairs for about thirty minutes, which flew by as I heard Kyle bellow for me. They were coming up. "Find anything good?" "Nope just normal stuff." "There is a basement and a double garage too." "They will have to wait to be searched we can check real fast but it's getting late now." We headed downstairs and gave the basement a once over and it was only one floor so there were no hidden surprises that I saw. Then we checked the garage and found a car and storage space and another room off it with a generator. I have a feeling this place was built similar to ours because there are a lot of things that are almost the same. Just bigger rooms here and not as many. "Well nothing unusual here lets head home we can always come back tomorrow or in a few days." "I'd like to come back soon Tommy; there are a few things I want to plant so we can start having vegetables and some small fruits too." "Sounds good to me. Remind me tomorrow if we aren't busy we can do that for you." We shut the door not locking it since I didn't have a key and headed down the long driveway in the dark and walked the five minutes home. Jon was kind enough to put on the outside lights and I have to admit the place is pretty bright at night with them on. You can even play basketball over the garage it's so bright out here. We entered the house and I turned all of them off as soon as we got in. being on the hill I don't really want to advertise with too much light just incase someone is around. I don't want visitors. Especially ones looking for trouble. I heard yelling inside and headed into the kitchen to see what the fuss was. It was a mess with food all over. "Jon I said they should eat not make the place a disaster." "Sorry Tom everyone decided to make their own thing and this is what happened." "Did you feed Joey?" "No I didn't know I was supposed to. I thought he would yell if he wanted to eat." "Okay, no problem I just wanted to know." Just then Patches came running downstairs loose. Quickly followed by Luke who was chasing him. "Sorry Tommy he got loose." "Hey that's fine. Look everyone is paying attention to him. If you want you can leave him off the leash now that he seems healthy again." "That's great we can make him the house dog then." said Shawn. Luke looked at me and I said fine. He smiled and it was set. Patches could now roam the house anytime he wanted to. I guess it would be okay. I just have to get used to a dog again. I hope it doesn't take too long. Luke grabbed him finally and told me he was going to let him out back to take a leak. I was fine with that and I went and made myself something to eat with Shawn who I hadn't seen all day now following me around like my own puppy. "Shawn why are you following me?" "Because I haven't seen you all day and I want to spend time with you." "Okay that sounds like a good idea. Want to go for a swim after I eat?" "Yeah awesome." Apparently others heard and before long we had a line of boys apparently wanting to go for a night time swim. So much for privacy but it did bring out an idea. Maybe with everyone or almost everyone in the pool we can play a game. I have just the right one in mind. Strip water ball or in other words bomb the boy with the ball. Catch it or strip off your suit. We'll see if it goes over. Probably won't but around here ya never know. I choked down a sandwich wanting to see if anyone would bite at playing my game. I made the announcement that the pool was open and headed up to put on a bathing suit. I came out with a towel and Shawn met me as I headed back downstairs. Just then Joey opened the door and yelled for me. "Bad timing Joe." "But I am hungry now." "We ate a while ago and everything is finally cleaned up." "Please Tommy, just something simple." "Okay I'll bring you up a sandwich." "Thanks." He shut his door. "Shawn you can go to the pool if you want I have to make that for Joey now." "No its okay, I would rather help you. It's no fun in the pool unless you are there." I made Joey a sandwich and ran it up to him and headed for the pool with Shawn intact or so it seemed. I heard all the splashing as I entered and it was already well after 9pm now. Guess we will be up late tonight, who really cares as long as we are having fun. I jumped in and Shawn followed. I rose to the top and counted heads. Everyone was in here except for Benjy and Joey. Ben was sitting and watching us on a lounge chair and Joey was in his room for another day. I decided against the game with everyone here because I didn't want to give Danny a fit with Christian in the water. I swam up to Jon and we talked for a bit. Finally Shawn gave me some breathing room. He was over on the other side of the pool with Kyle. I looked up and could see the full moon lighting the entire sky tonight as it shined brightly above. "Looks like Shawn finally gave you a break." "You noticed I see." "Yeah he was really clingy tonight." "He told me he missed me." "Guess that probably means he will be in your bed?" "Don't know yet. He hasn't asked." "Well if he isn't let me know so I can be." "Sure Jon." It's nice to be wanted. Too bad there has to be a line sometimes. We all hung out in and out of the pool for a few hours just having a good time. Someone grabbed the ball and it went flying around the pool just like I wanted but without the stripping, sadly! Every time it left the pool Benjy would run and get it. I haven't quite figured out why he hasn't come in since he does have his bathing suit on but that's up to him, not me. He was a good ball retriever though. I like the big bulge he has in them but I would love to see what he is packing inside even more. I wouldn't doubt him being bigger then me from what he is showing. Can't tell by guessing though I tried that with Luke and wasn't even close. Finally I had enough as the usual pruning of my skin got the best of me. The clock on the wall said 10:35 and that was plenty of fun for me. I had enough ass grabbing and throwing of the boys into the deep end anyway. I headed for the ladder to get out and started to get yelled at by almost everyone to stay in a bit more. "Thanks guys but I had enough. Its late and you can all stay if you want but I am going to my room." I turned to leave and the ball went flying by me. "Gee thanks. I said. I guess I can't go?" I picked the ball up and threw it back in and reminded them that no one stays alone in the pool as I headed out. I went up to my room after toweling off and started the shower. I got in and before I could grab the soap there was a knock on the door. Either Jon or Shawn. I thought. "Come in!" Shawn. "Can I join you?" "Sure Shawnee, come on in." He stripped off his bathing suit and ran to the door and into the shower with me. I immediately got a hug. I love Shawn hugs! Even if he is too clingy at times. I love them even more when he is totally naked and I can feel his body against mine. It almost give me an instant hard on. "So what will it be tonight? You sleeping with me or do we play in here?" "Both?" "Both? I said. Are you horny tonight?" "Nope just want as much time with you as I can get." He grabbed the soap and began washing me. "I love you Tommy but I don't like the taste of the pool water when I suck you off." He soaped me up thoroughly front and back sending chills up my spine immediately completing the task of making me rock hard which he started before. I rinsed off with his help as he used the shower massage to make sure he got all the soap off me. Then he let go of it as if flopped around while it dangled spraying water at my feet and ankles. Shawn got on his knees and immediately took my hard cock into his mouth and began sucking me off. It felt totally awesome as usual. He was giving me head and running a finger between my cheeks at the same time getting me real close really fast. Then another knock rang out at my bathroom door. Shawn stopped as Jon poked his head in. "Come in! I yelled not that it slowed him any. We really need to lock doors! "Sorry to bother you two but we were playing in the pool and Christian went under and swallowed some water. Danny is panicking but the kid is breathing. He wants you to check him out." "Tell him I will as soon as I get out of the shower. How do you think he is?" "I checked him and he had a big coughing fit after he came up from being under the water but he seems okay. I don't really know Tommy." "Okay Jon, keep an eye on him just to keep the peace with Danny and I'll be out to see him in a bit." "Okay Tommy. Sorry I bothered you two; it looks like the fun was just beginning." I didn't answer smart ass, I just pointed to the door and he retreated immediately. "Do you want me to finish Tommy?" "I do but I don't need Danny in here next screaming about his brother so why don't we.. (I HATE SAYING THIS) wait and see if we can finish later okay?" "Sure Tommy I don't care if I have to take another shower or not." I rinsed off the soap and got out and dried off. Shawn did the same but I rushed out and threw on some shorts and went to find Danny and Christian in just shorts and messy hair but nothing more. They weren't in their room so I went down to the pool and they were there with Benjy. Everyone else had left but Jon and Benjy and it looked like it was under control. "Okay I am here!" "Sorry Tommy, but I wanted you to look at Christian." "Its okay Dan I understand, maybe YOU can finish the blow job I was getting from Shawn after this is over! I whispered into his ear so Christian didn't hear, But I really do understand Danny!" He just gave me a look which to me meant `don't count on it' as far as I could tell. I checked out Chris and he seemed okay. Benjy told me he checked him too and that he did life guard stuff for two years. This was good to know so now I don't have to worry as much knowing he has some experience and can help. After we determined Chris was okay Danny took him back up to their room. "Thanks for helping Ben. Its good to know you have some training." "Sure. You're welcome Tommy, I do have some training. It comes in handy sometimes." "How come you didn't come in the pool earlier?" "Old habits die hard I guess. I am so used to watching over the pool I didn't think about enjoying myself." "Well next time I want you in with us too okay?" "Sure Tommy, I can do that." "Good because we can still have fun and watch the boys. It's not that rough in the water." "Sure, I got ya. Next time I will come in with everyone for sure." I parted ways after giving Jon a smack on his wet bathing suit that echoed throughout the entire pool and then I ran. Ben laughed but I didn't have time to enjoy it since I was too busy running away from Jon. He was last seen rubbing his ass as I got away. I am sure I will pay for that one way or another! I headed back up to my room and Shawn was in his towel on my bed just laying there waiting for me to return. "Hey sexy little boy, waiting long?" He got up on the bed when I shut the door and did a strip tease for me with his towel. He always finds a way to amusing me one way or another. He did his tease and then finally dropped the towel to the bed and started playing with himself while he stood there in the middle of the bed. I moved closer and waved him too me. He was right at my level on the bed and he walked right up to me. He still smelled of pool some since he didn't get to wash with soap before we got interrupted but I took hold of his sweet cocklet and started playing with it and his balls while he stood there in front of me. "That feels sooooooo good Tommy." "Good lets go finish this in the shower!" I let go of him as tough as it was to do so and he jumped off the bed with his cock flopping some in its semi hard stage while I watched as he landed on the floor in front of me and then he followed me into the shower room. We will try this once more tonight. Hopefully without interruption this time. The door is locked now! I started the shower one more time. At least we should have a fresh supply of hot water again since it had time to refill with us being out of the water for about twenty minutes or more now. But now I wasn't just horny, I needed to blow my load badly and I bet Shawn was too since I started him going out there on the bed. I started the shower and adjusted the water as Shawn stood behind me and played with my ass just giving my hard cock more reason to stay erect and of course start to show precum on it. I couldn't take it anymore he was now starting to tickle and I had to turn and push his hand away which of course made him start to giggle. He knew exactly what he was doing. DAMN COCK TEASE! I stood in front of him with my cock at attention and waved it at him but didn't allow him to grab it. I got in the shower and he followed immediately grabbing my cock and not seeming to care about anything else but that. "Damn boy you really need that thing! Maybe I should put it up your ass so you can find out how it really feels inside you." He smiled at me but didn't say anything. It was something I have wanted to do but since his rape that horrible night I found him I felt terrible and never pushed anything. I always left it to him when it came to choosing anything sexual. I have always been afraid I might do something to hurt him since he is so small and tight back there. Whenever I use fingers on him when we play I have trouble getting more then one in. Plus he seems to wince if I try two fingers but he never complains. It's almost like he would do anything to please me even if it hurts him and if I ever hurt him I would die. Anyway my mind is wandering now and he just got my attention by grabbing my balls. "Hey! I said. Careful that's sensitive territory!" "Sorry Tommy I called your name twice but you were out there somewhere." "Sorry cutie I was thinking." "About what?" "You, why?" "Me?" He suddenly perked up more then usual. "What were you thinking about me for?" "Because." "Huh? Tommy don't confuse me." "Sorry." "No, its okay just tell me what you were thinking about." Now this is just messed up. I tell him I was thinking about anal? I zoned out. Big deal. Its bad enough we are both standing here totally naked while the water gets warm now he wants to know why I zoned out. "Tommy what were you thinking about?" "You and your sexy body cutie." "You think I have a sexy body?" "Always have, I told you that." "No Tommy I don't remember you ever saying that. You told me you love me and a lot of things but I don't remember you telling me I had a sexy body." "Well you do, especially standing here totally naked in front of me like this." He turned red. I don't think I ever made him blush before. "Come here cutie." Hesitantly he approached me and I took him into my arms and held him. "Sorry I embarrassed you Shawn." I kissed his head. "Come on lets shower." I said. I got in but he didn't. This was weird. "Shawn you coming in?" "No Tommy, I don't think so." "Shawn what's wrong?" "Nothing, I just don't feel like another shower all of a sudden." He grabbed a towel and rapped it around himself and headed out of the shower room. Now I didn't know what to do. I got out and grabbed my towel and ran out after him. He was opening the door to leave my room when I caught up with him. "Shawn, please wait." He stopped. "Please shut the door and talk to me." "No Tommy I can't, not right now. Please. I have to go." Without looking at me he opened the door and left my room. I was totally floored. I didn't know what I did wrong. I know what I said but together we said and did a lot of things that were a lot more sexual then that comment. Damn it! If I can't talk to him about this who can? Kyle? Fuck!!! He is gonna go to Kyle now I bet! What just happened? I was hurt and confused. More confused then any other time I could remember. What did I just do? I went back inside and got back in the shower. I had to clear my head. I let the warm water run over my head and body as I began to cry. I hurt the person I care so much about how stupid could I be! The tears streamed down my cheeks mixing with the shower water as the shower washed them away. I thought about what happened but nothing stood out in my head except for the comment about him being sexy. What was the difference between cute and sexy? Maybe to him there was one. I wanted to die! The one that I love so much. who always seemed to know exactly what he wanted sexually even at his young age now seems like the most fragile of all. I always figured when it came to knowing what he wanted he just went for it especially when it came to playing around. This isn't about Jon or Kyle or any of the boys, this is about the one bright spot in my life. The one I can always count on to cheer me up or make me horny or anything positive! What did I do? When the water turned cold I finally turned it off never really washing. I got out and dried off and just went and lay on my bed totally naked. I was devastated. I dozed off and fell into a deep sleep and knew nothing about what was going on around me for hours. I awoke and immediately got slapped in the face with the reality of what happened when I fell asleep hours ago. It was 2am and I sat up and wondered once again what happened. I didn't have a clue. All I knew was I was alone in my room and felt very lonely and all of a sudden I felt like I didn't belong here anymore. I got up and got dressed grabbed my cell phone and truck keys and left the house. I slammed the door as I left feeling depressed and not caring if I woke the house up or not. I started the truck and peeled out as I left the driveway. About a minute later my cell rang but I ignored it. I wasn't in the mood to talk now. I took off down the parkway and the cell rang again. I looked at it and it was Jon calling. I was sure if I woke him I woke the whole house. He called once more and then the phone was silent after that for a while. About twenty minutes later I was still barreling down the highway and it rang again. This time is was Kyle and again I ignored it. I was farther away from home then I had ever driven now and I was starting to think about where I was going and if I should turn back. The clock on the dash said 3:00 now and I was wide awake and felt like hitting a tree or something just to end my despair. I saw a sign for a truck stop ahead and pulled in to fill up the truck. I wasn't even close to empty I just wanted something to do to take my mind off what kept going through it over and over again! I hurt Shawn, I hurt Shawn! I filled up the truck and got in and as I started to leave once again I was hit with a flood of emotions and lost it. The tears ran down my face and I just started bawling. I buried my head in the steering wheel as the tears began to soak my legs. I just sat there not moving or thinking about much of anything for a while and finally I regained some of my wits and wiped my face. I put the truck in gear, turned around and headed back home. To be continued.... dwednomail@hotmail.com