Date: Wed, 06 Jul 2005 22:42:11 -0400 From: Dwedno Smith Subject: The Tunnel Chapter 43 To ALL: Again I cannot thank all of you enough who have decided to hang in there during the delay, write me e mails and continue to offer contributions to my story. I haven't had time to get to all e mails just yet because I so desperately wanted to get this chapter finished and out to all readers. The good news is with the passing holiday weekend I was actually able to work on two chapters and finish this one to get everyone something to read. With any luck the next chapter could be out in a week or less. You will notice something a little different this time, in the past the story has pretty much gone day to day but since I have taken so much time off I decided to add that effect in to the story line and get us ahead a few months towards winter where I have some interesting things planned that can't really be done properly with let's say freedom to roam the town and leave it at that so I don't give anything away. At the rate I was going I could have actually kept things where they were and probably caught up with summer already here and the story near summers end but that isnt how I want this to go right now. Anyway please enjoy and I will have more out shortly. This time I know its true because I am already well into chapter 44 as I write this small forward to all of you. Again, thanks for waiting and enjoy the chapter and note my e mail address at the top and bottom of each chapter incase you care to write------ Dwedno. Chapter 43. Time marches onward. Time has passed now since we last talked and now I will bring you up to date on everything that has happened since then. Its late October now and besides the fact that summer turned to fall and there is a chill in the air we have a few birthdays coming up that we will celebrate soon. I will speak of everyone as you catch up with all of us in this chapter. Most important is the up coming birthdays of my brother and the sweetest boy in the world. This Monday is Shawn's birthday and the following Monday is Kyle's. Shawn is having a surprise party and so far everyone has kept it a secret by threat of death if the word got out. This so ordered by Kyle who is planning it. Later today (Saturday) we, Kyle and I are going out to pick up a bunch of presents and birthday stuff to decorate the house with. The plan is that I am taking Shawn out for a day alone just him and I. I promised this to him last week after he started moping around the house. When I asked him what was wrong he blurted right out that I wasn't spending enough time with him so I agreed that we would have some time together in a few days and that brought an instant smile to his face which had been lacking lately. As for Kyle since he is doing most of the work to surprise Shawn on his tenth birthday he hasn't said much about his own. The big one as far as I am concerned he will become a teenager. Thirteen! I am planning something special for him and as smart as he is I just hope I can get away with it. MY only problem is getting him out of the house long enough to set it up. I think I am going to have him take Ben out for a driving lesson and have Ben ask him so there isn't an idea planted that something is up. The rule is someone has to be with you if you leave the area unless you carry a gun. Well since Ben is driving now and still refuses to carry he isn't allowed to go off the block with anyone, that is, and this will be a perfect reason to get him and Kyle out of here for a bit. I hope! Anyway more about that later. Right now it's just after 2am Saturday morning and I am alone for a change in my room. I went to bed very early tonight after I had a bad day. I didn't feel that well so I came in and rested. No one bothered me tonight knowing I wasn't one hundred percent so that is why I am alone. So far! It also gives me time to catch everyone up with the past few months. We are now into early winter which is called late fall every where else. We get cold here fast. This starts around here as soon as early November sometimes. We have already had snow flurries once about three days ago. This always means winter isn't far off. It didn't last long but it was kewl especially since it happened while I was in the pool with Jon at the time. We just watched and smiled as they covered the ground after falling for about ten minutes. Just as fast as they came they went and an hour later the sun was out melting what had fallen. It was still sweet though as both of us hopped out of the pool and stood there at the door dripping pool water all over the floor and watching in the warmth of the pool room as the snow fell just outside the door in front of us. It hasn't snowed since then but we had a few mornings when we could see our breaths while we were outside and we also have had a few days when we could still wear shorts too. Eventually we will lose that though because when winter hits it stays cold for a while and I have been told that even up at this level on top of the hill they seem to get a little more snow then we get below at the old house. Guess we will find out now. The garage is full of supplies now and so is next door where we loaded up their garage too. We kinda have adopted the house next door as our own too but mostly just the garage part. About a month or so I thought I was seeing things. I looked outside and swore I saw someone walking around. Older like an old man or someone who was definitely an adult? It happened so fast I really couldn't tell anything. I haven't told anyone yet since there isn't a fear when I can't prove anything. That would be interesting though if we were to find someone old. Anyway by the time I ran outside and to the area I thought that person was at no one was around and it was midday so there wasn't any darkness tricking me. But the guys loaded up the garage with anything we could find at the hardware store and the home depot and anywhere else we looked too. We just brought it all up in quite a few trips over the past few weeks. I got the fire truck up here too, the one that I used in the old neighborhood back when the fires were burning. That has stopped too. I haven't seen smoke over town in a while now. Between my truck and the one Ben has we should be fine. But just incase I got a tow truck with a plow attached which was real fun. I just hope we hooked it up right. With that and the fire engine parked next door in the driveway we should be fine. The greenhouse next door is going really well. Luke spends a lot of time there and told me that we should have some fruit and vegetables soon. He also told me that next spring after the thaw he is going to grow a bunch of stuff outdoors. While we were at the hardware store we found a ton of seeds and brought them home one day. There were peas and corn, sunflower seeds and tomato and lots of others. Luke saw it and told me that with this he has enough to feed us for a long, long time if not for ever. We might run out of meat and canned goods one day but as long as we have Luke it seems we will have plenty of something to eat. Luke has spent a lot of time in the water. Some with me and some with Benjy and now is to the point where he can pretty much swim the whole pool. The day he cleared the deep water was awesome. The smile on his face wouldn't quit. He just shined as he got out of the pool and ran back over to Jon and me, just made the cute bugger even cuter as he came over soaking wet with a huge ass smile on his face. I even got a hug which shocked me and Jon afterwards. As for anything happening between Luke and me, well let's just say nothing good has happened but there is some kind of chemistry and I think one day we could get touchy feely on one another without any fear of he running away. He has definitely grown on me for sure. Can't pass up that cuteness! Ben has been in and out of the water too as has Danny with Christian. Ben hasn't shown signs of anything sexual and must have a good time with his left hand quite often or he is quietly seeing someone and I don't know about it. Why did I say left hand? Because he uses it to adjust himself whenever he gets a wedgie or he adjusts himself and thinks no one is watching. Always reaches with that hand first. I almost caught him once, he was in the pool alone and I walked in quietly while he was floating. His hand moved towards his bulge and he touched himself but he must have seen me out of the corner of his eye because he stopped right away and turned away from he while he adjusted himself. I would bet he had a hard on and was hiding it! Whatever else he does with his private time is just that, private. I don't see a lot of him for periods of time. Danny has been quite too himself, mostly taking care of Chris and himself. He is around a lot but mostly to eat and use the pool. I still think he has something going on with Kyle although I can't prove it. Kyle is very sneaky and Danny is very quiet when they are around each other. I know they play video games mostly in Kyle's quarters and since he has so much room to himself anything can be going on in there and I wouldn't ever know. He did a pretty smart thing by moving into the maid's quarters. He only comes out to mingle and eat. Mostly he is in there alone or playing some game with one of the kids. Shawn spends a lot of time with him too but I don't have to worry about Shawn. I just don't see those two as butt buddies. Shawn prefers me and I don't think Kyle is into Shawn past him being his best friend. Shawn doesn't speak of much between them either which is okay, after all if he had a big mouth everyone would know a lot about him and me too so I guess I have to just deal with what goes on behind Kyle's doors and let curiosity reign. Christian is doing well but moving at a slower pace in the water. He has his swimmies off now and splashes around in the shallow end but still hasn't gotten over the fear of the deep end. He is really chummy with Ben though since he is usually the one who teaches him to swim the most. We really haven had too many time where everyone has been in the pool at once so playing any kind of stripping games hasn't happened in a while. Sometimes late at night Jon and I or Shawn and I will go skinny dipping for an hour or so. I actually had Shawn jerking me off under the water a few weeks ago. It felt so awesome with nothing on and his hand whacking my cock under the water that when I came we watched it float around for a while. It was funny and kinda gross all at the same time. Good thing it seemed to disappear by the next day. I guess the filter took care of it. Jon has been taking care of the pool and so far it's been nothing but great having it indoors. Especially now with the cold weather setting in. Trevor and Kyle have become close, mostly because they play that killer game on play station so much together. At least it has brought Trevor out of his room for something other then food. I still haven't been able to tell if Kyle is fooling around with Trevor or anyone else here. He seems to keep things quiet and the camera hasn't picked up anything when I have had time to view it. I guess Ky picked the perfect spot for his room. It's very hard to catch anyone going in and out unless you camp outside his door and that just brings suspicion and Ky is way to smart not to figure that out. I did find out the Trevor spends so much time alone because he is a reader. He has asked me for books and more books and I have taken him to the library several times and come back with a dozen or more books and magazines. We haven't had a problem with Joey since the `incident' that made him into a temporary druggie. I guess his solitary confinement and all the bitching he got really paid off. He has kept his word and at least as far as I can tell not had anything to do with drugs around me. No one else has said anything either so I have to believe he is clean. Billy has all but recovered from the burns. I still put on salve occasionally but for some reason he got lucky. He has dry skin where the burns were the worst but otherwise he seems to be back to his normal self and now spending a lot of time in the pool and just being Billy. He doesn't play a lot but I have seen him in the green house with Luke a few times. Could he have a green thumb or green cock? Ha, ha! Something to think about that's for sure. After all Billy loves the cock too. Maybe Luke is more then a hornyculturist to him. As for Jon and me.. Well now that is something that has got hot and steamy. Well at least hot! The kid has turned into a fucking anal horn dog. It's to the point that anytime we have sex he wants me to just fuck his ass. Of course we do the other normal stuff but geeze I swear the other day I was giving it to him in the ass and he almost seemed to ask in a round about way if I was inside him yet. I was all but two inches up his ass and about to plow him when he asked that. I think I broke him. Don't get me wrong there is still some kind of pressure when I enter his ass but sometimes when I get going good I wonder if he even feels anything. I haven't asked him about it just because I didn't think it was proper and I am pretty sure he knows what is happening when I fuck him, but the kid loves to be fucked in the ass now all the time or most of the time it seems. Sometimes I think I spend more time inside him then sucking him off. But it's what he asks for. I do have to admit though it does feel totally awesome when he tightens his butt cheeks around my cock as I pump him. I almost blew my load a few times just off that happening. He hasn't asked me to fuck my ass yet. I am waiting for that day. Shawn and I haven't missed many sessions either. I am way more gentile with him though. He is still the sweetest loving boy I know and one thing has happened, he can definitely suck a mean cock now. I swear that kid has some set of lips and lungs! I haven't gone inside his ass though I am still worried about hurting him after his rape so long ago. It's still hard to explain how much of a difference there is between Shawn and Jon when they are in my bed. All I can say is Jon is there to fuck around and Shawn seems to be there to make love with me. I don't even have to ask most nights one or the other is there like they have a schedule made out. I have never heard any fights or anything when it comes to sharing my bed and occasionally neither will show. Tonight was different but most nights one of them is with me. That pretty much catches you up although I am sure I have missed a few things it won't be that difficult to get to the rest as time goes by incase I did miss something. I got up to take a piss it was now close to 3am. As I left the bathroom there was a knock on my door followed by it opening and Danny poking his head in. I waved to him and he walking in. "Hey Danny you look upset, what's wrong?" "Sorry to bother you Tommy but I just had a nightmare and I can't believe you didn't hear it or I didn't wake up the whole house. Christian slept right through it too." "Come on over and sit with me." I got back into bed and he came over and sat right on the bed next to me and then in a surprising move put his legs up and leaned on me. "Is this okay Tommy?" "Sure pal. You want to talk about it?" "Not right now, I just want to feel safe for a little bit okay?" "Sure Danny, no problem." I put my arm around him and he buried his head into my chest as he got comfortable. I had two pillows behind me propping me up as he put just about all of his weight on me getting comfortable. It was shocking as much as anything to see this usually strong boy this vulnerable. Yet at the same time it was awesome having him in my bed and even more him using me as his pillow at the moment. I began to rub his back not even thinking about what I was doing. I caught myself and stopped immediately thinking this was Danny not Shawn or Jon. "Why did you stop Tommy that really felt good." "I didn't think you wanted that from me Danny." "Please keep going." "Sure Dan." I went back to it running my hand up and down his back and without even thinking too long about it I began to go low enough to touch his ass. It was just habit with Shawn and I carried it over to Danny. I realized it all of a sudden but Danny didn't say a word. He has been quiet for the entire five minutes I have been rubbing him. "You feel okay Dan?" "Yeah fine, your hands feel great on my back. I think I should have come to see you sooner." "What do you mean?" "This isn't the first time I have had nightmares but it's the first time I had the nerve to come to your room after one." "Why haven't you come sooner?" "Because you usually have Jon or Shawn in here and I guess I got lucky tonight." "Sorry Danny. Anytime you need me you just knock okay?" He nodded his head yes as I continued to rub him up and down his back going a little lower with each down stroke. I was now touching his ass without any comment anytime I wanted to. This wasn't the Danny I knew that didn't want my hands on him anymore. This was all new to me. I leaned over and placed a kiss on top of his sweet smelling mop of hair. Again he didn't complain. This was awesome I thought to myself. At the moment he was glued to me and appeared to be quite satisfied with where my hands were. Even though I shouldn't have I decided to try something. I slid my hand under his pajama bottoms just a little and felt the top of his butt crack. He jumped but didn't say anything. I pulled away as he moved and went back to just rubbing his back. A few minutes later I moved my hand back down there again and he didn't say anything once again. Not wanting to turn this into a sexual thing but curious to see how far I could go I slid my hand under the waistband of his pajama bottoms again and felt the top of his ass crack. I began running a finger up and down just a little and he moved a little but didn't ask me to stop. I went a little further down and was inches away from his butt hole when he finally cleared his throat but didn't complain about what I was doing. I took my hand out of there and just went back to running it over his back and ass but outside his clothes. I got as low as I wanted to without him complaining once. After about ten minutes of this he sat up and looked at me. "What's up Dan?" "That felt great! All of it!" I smiled at him. He got out of bed and stood up without saying a word and faced me. I was lost at what he was doing until I saw his boner jutting out of his pajama bottoms. I looked at it and then directly into his eyes. Not being one to let something this special pass I opened my mouth. "Looks like you really did enjoy my rubbing." "Yeah more then I thought I would but you really do a good job and I forgot what it feels like to have special attention paid to me. I am always thinking about Christian that I guess I haven't had any time for myself." I was just smiling at him and taking all this in. "So what does that mean Danny?" "I dunno Tommy. I don't really know if I want to have anything special with you but you really make me feel good and I guess I am just so tired of being alone." He didn't say anymore he just dropped his pajama bottoms and got back into bed with me with just his tighty whities and his hardness and laid with me. I went back to rubbing his back and down on his ass. After no more then a minute he cleared his throat and without saying anything he reached out and took my hand and placed it right on his hard cock. I slowly began rubbing the head of his cock through his underwear and he quickly let out a gasp. "That feels awesome Tommy." Was all he said. He took a deep breath and was silent as I continued to rub my hand over the head of his cock and do nothing more. After a few minutes of this he was rock hard and I felt a little wetness. I moved a little and noticed he was leaking probably some precum my guess. "You getting close to cumming Danny?" "Guess so? I don't really know I haven't had much of that kind of thing happen yet." I positioned him on the pillows and moved around to where I could see and do more. Slowly I took hold of his underwear and started to slide them off. This wasn't the first time I had seen him at all but it was the first time we ever did this for pleasure. Last time was punishment and was his butt not so much his cock. I lowered his under pants without any comment and as they slide past his hardness it pulled down with them and then his stiff cock sprung free and hit his upper groin and stood straight out like a virgin cock reaching for the sky. It looked totally magnificent. I pulled off his pants and threw them aside. After looking into his face to make sure this was okay I reached out and took hold of his hard four or so inches and he jumped just a bit. I began to slowly stroke him as he closed his eyes and let out a deep breath and slight moan. His eyes remained shut as I continued to stroke his member. The tip was wet and it wasn't hard to tell he was oozing precum, this left little doubt he was able to cum now even at his age. He had a few strands of pubic hair just starting to form so he was just going through or had just gone through his change to manhood as far as I could tell. This wasn't the time to ask such a question. I sped up my strokes on him and focused on the moist head of his cock. He seemed to be close or getting close to blowing his load now but since it was my first time with him I really didn't know what to expect. I don't think he did either. A few more strokes and he was spewing what looked like the beginnings of cum or precum or whatever it was. It wasn't quite thick at all more like a watery paste of prepubescent cum. He let out a pretty good moan and I let go of his hard cock and watched as his face contoured from normal to almost something to laugh at and then after a minute back to normal. I don't know if that was his first major orgasm but it was certainly his best as far as I could tell. A few minutes later he finally opened his eyes and looked at me. He immediately smiled. "Wow! That was awesome. You are awesome Tommy!" "Guess it was good Danny, huh?" He nodded yes and looked down at the small mess all over his soft cock and groin. "Was that the first time you even came like that?" "No I have been able to do this for a few weeks but that was the first time I ever felt something so totally awesome like that. Whenever I jerk off alone it never feels or felt like that." He was still smiling. "Go wash up in the bathroom." He got up and I got to see his totally cute ass as he waddled into my bathroom. I have seen it naked before but never under these circumstances and it was pretty close to a ten as butts go. A few minutes later the water stopped and out came a still smiling and still very naked. Danny went from my bathroom and got right back on my bed where I was laying and got right up next to me. "Thanks Tommy. I thought you hated me but I guess I was wrong. You were great and really nice this time. Maybe I can pay you back sometime now that we are friends again." He said that to me as he snuggled his naked body up against me. Apparently he doesn't have a problem with being naked all of a sudden and that combined with what he just said really threw me for a long hard knock out blow. Now I really needed to know why he thought I hated him. This wasn't good. The naked eleven year old next to me was awesome but what he said really wasn't! "What do you mean hate you Danny? I never ever hated you I swear!" He sat up. "But the way you acted towards me. Sometimes you yelled at me and then the way you hurt me and put your finger in my butt. It really embarrassed me and kinda stung a lot when you did that. It made me think I was bad and that I wasn't welcomed like I was an outsider in your house and you were just protecting me for Christian's sake. Almost like if he wasn't around I would be welcomed here either." As he said that he became teary eyed and one ran down his face. He wasn't close enough to grab and hug but I so wanted to take his pain away especially since I caused it. He continued. "I always thought you kept me here because of Chris so he would be safe. I just thought I wasn't welcomed." He was crying now and I got up and went over and held the naked boy as tightly as I could. He grabbed me back as a tear ran down my face too. I placed a few kissed on his head and we just stood there for a bit and let things happen quietly. After a minute or so I broke our hold and grabbed a small blanket and threw it over him so he didn't seem totally vulnerable still standing there naked. He wiped the tears from his face as I had wiped mine while I was holding him so it didn't show as bad and I could pretend to remain a little stronger. I wasn't looking to fool him just not to slobber on him since I shed quite a few tears too. Both our eyes were red now and I didn't have anything to say at the moment. I was letting all this sink in about how badly he made me feel and for the most part he was right. I had ignored him. I realized that now but he always had this front up too and it made him appear strong and if he was hurting he did a great job of hiding it until now. I sat on the edge of my bed and he came over and sat right next to me. He leaned on me and I put my arm around him and just held him with the blanket around his shoulders while neither of us spoke for sometime. There were no erections, no sex thought and no happy thoughts in the room right now just sadness and lots of misunderstanding that had built this wall between us that was now slowly dissipating. "You feel any better Danny?" I asked finally breaking the deadly silence in the room. "Some." He said and nothing more. "You want to get dressed?" "I don't care. Being naked in front of you doesn't bother me anymore." I got up and went into the bathroom to wash my face so I would feel a little better. When I came out a few minutes later he was laying on my bed on top of the covers with the blanket slightly off to his side. I was confused at what he was doing he had plenty of time to dress or get under the covers but he just laid there looking at me totally naked. I was dressed to a point but this wasn't about me. He really made me feel uncomfortable for the first time in a while but he didn't seem phased one bit by any of this. I got on the bed next to him. "You sure you don't want to get dressed?" "No, why? Am I bothering you being totally naked?" "No of course not Danny not more then a few minutes ago I was making you cum why would you think you being naked on my bed would bother me?" "Just the way you said it I guess." "Nah, I don't have a problem with a hot boy lying totally naked on my bed. Hell I wish I could have that everyday." "I thought you did between Shawn and Jon?" "How do you know so much about what Shawn or Jon does in here?" "I don't or didn't I was only guessing but I guess I was right by your answer." And I guess he got me too. "Well they might spend time in here naked but you are the cutest eleven year old I have even had totally naked on my bed." He smiled and giggled. "That's because I am the only totally naked eleven year old that has ever been on your bed. Nice try Tommy." Now I was laughing too. He broke the ice for us this time and made it a little less tense in the room. I leaned over and started tickling him as I assumed like any boy he was probably ticklish on some level. I got him good though because he practically squealed as he tried to get away and all I did was grab him by the ribs and squeeze a little. It was a sight. I was waiting for the whole floor to come running into my room to see if I killed a pig. No one came in but Danny was beat red from the little amount of tickling I gave him and had a slight hard on from it too. Apparently he enjoyed some of it. "You like that?" "No, yes. kinda." "Well if I had to guess I would say you liked some of it." As I pointed to his semi hard manhood." "Yeah so what if that made me hard?" Now I was getting the tough boy eleven year old act. "Oh I don't know, I said to him. But I guess if it did we should do something about it." I leaned over and ran my fingers up and down his hardening cock. He didn't stop me this time either. He just took my heart and melted it the way he was laying there without any care at all and totally naked with a hard on and wanting all the attention I could possibly give him. Once more I ran my hand over his hardness and up his chest straight to his chin. I leaned in without thinking and gave his sweet tender lips a peck and he didn't pull away. There was something going on with him and I didn't know what it was but it sure was going to be fun trying to figure it out. He was giving himself totally to me without stopping me from doing anything and this wasn't the boy I knew and lived with for the past six months. I kissed his lips again and this time I didn't back away after a second. He kissed back but closed mouthed either not knowing anymore or not wanting to go any farther. I lie right next to him and put my arm around him as I reached out with my right hand and started rubbing the top and sides of his hard cock once again. He didn't say anything as I did what I wanted to him. I wasn't being abusive I was just giving him some level of pleasure and he was taking all of it like a new sponge to water. After a few minutes I stopped and went to get up but he grabbed me and pulled me back to him. "You don't have to go Tommy I was really enjoying what you were doing to me very much." "I know you were and I am glad but I don't get it. Why the sudden change Danny? Don't get me wrong I am very happy to be able to enjoy you but you never acted this way before and it seems to be a little odd." "I always wanted to be with you especially since I had a good idea Shawn and Jon were doing something sexual with you and I wanted to so bad too. Now I can and we are friends and I am loving this so much I don't want it to end." Sounds like a messy reason but who cares I guess "It doesn't have to end Danny but I want you to think real long and hard if this is what you really want from me. When you wake up and realize what we just did now will you feel okay or guilty? That is what I want you to think about. Not what I did, what you did. If you can do that and not have a problem then we are fine. If this is going to bother you tomorrow then we should stop right now before you start to have regrets." "I feel great! This is totally awesome!" He practically yelled to me. I got the point and didn't push it any farther. I was tired now and it was getting close to 4am. We had done a lot and time had proved it. I stripped down totally naked in front of him and I thought I was sure he knew how I looked but the way he watched me and examined every inch of my body before I got into bed I wasn't totally sure now. I turned out the light and said good night to him. He said the same back and cuddled close to me as we both dozed off to sleep. There would be no more sex tonight. Just comfort, sleep and probably a rude awakening when Christian woke in the morning to an empty room and started screaming for his brother. Guess we will see. That was the last thing I thought of as I fell asleep. As usual morning came quickly and I awoke and remembered what we did last night. I looked at the clock which read 8:13 and then rolled over to see how Danny had slept. The bed was empty and I was quite surprised the he not only left but left without me knowing it. Guess he thought about Christian finding him here and decided to sneak back into his room sometime during the night. I got up and wandered into the bathroom and took a piss and then washed the sleep out of my eyes. There was a knock at my door and Shawn came in and found me drying off. "How ya doing?" "I'm okay cutie, thanks." "Good because last night you didn't seem well." "I wasn't I didn't feel good at all." "Yeah I kinda figured that so I left you alone and went to bed all by my self." "Awwww, poor widdle Shawnee." I laughed at him. "I opened your door early this morning and saw someone in bed with you though Tommy. So I just shut it and went back to sleep. Who was that? It was too dark to see anything else." "It was Danny. He had a nightmare and asked me if he could stay with me." "Wow? Really? Danny slept with you last night? Did anything happen?" "Geeze Shawn one question at a time." "Sorry I was just surprised that he would do such a thing." "Huh? I said to him. Why would that be such a huge surprise?" "Because he never seemed to act that way to you." "Act how Shawn?" "Ya know, like you would be someone to talk to if he had a problem. It didn't look like you and him were close, like we are." "Oh, yeah that's true but last night we got closer. It was okay and he felt better too. Just do me a favor Shawn, don't mention this to anyone because I don't want Danny feeling like I tell everyone my private stuff okay?" "You know you can trust me Tommy right?" "Yeah cutie I know but I just want to make sure for Danny's feeling okay?" "Sure TJ." I looked at him when he called me that. "TJ? Since when do you call me that? No one calls me that," "I know but I told you a long time ago I wanted something special to call you and I really hope you don't mind but I want to call you that since no one else does." "How did you think of that in the first place?" "I heard Kyle busting your balls once and he called you that." "Then you must have heard me tell him I don't like it." "Yeah but come on Tommy, please? For me?" He gave me the puppy dog eyes and a hug to boot. How could I say no? "You realize that once you start not only will Kyle ask me why everyone else will call me that too." He smiled at me and clasped his hands together in prayer. "Please TJ? I want something else to call you but Tommy, please?" "Okay cutie, only you could get away with that. But now I have a feeling I am gonna hear it a lot." He smiled. "I'm hungry `TJ' can we eat please `TJ'?" He had a smart ass look on his face as he busted my balls with the initials. I faked a leap at him causing him to let out a screech and run several feet away he knew what the punishment would be if I caught him. "Come on TJ I am hungry TJ" He said from a bit farther away purposely busting my ball. I could tell on some level he was looking for it. I gave him the evil eye as I approached him. He was pretty much trapped unless he could fly across the bed and then make it the ten feet to the door. I knew he couldn't and by the look on his face he suddenly realized it too. "I'm in trouble aren't I?" he said jokingly. I shook my head yes as I slowly crept up on him. He backed himself up against the wall as I got closer. He slid down the wall landing on his butt on the floor as he tried in vain to cover up every inch of his body in a ball knowing when I reached him he was going to get a tickle torture from me. I was now standing over the ball of boy below me on the floor as he covered or tried to cover any spot that was exposed to my hands. I didn't touch but I reached out with one hand and he let out a screech before I even laid a finger on him. This is gonna be fun! I reached for his side knowing it was the most sensitive spot and he quickly went to cover up as I faked him out and reached above his arm getting a good poke at his upper ribs. He immediately yelled and started flailing his arm trying to fight me off in what will shortly be a total losing battle for him. I was still using just one hand as he started chanting `TJ' while he was covered up on the floor. There was little doubt now that he was looking for a beaten! I played along for a bit not grabbing at anything but faking jabs up and down his body without contact. This had to be the most annoying part since he had nothing to scream about since I was only teasing so far. Finally tired of standing over him I dropped to my knees and laid into him with both hands at the same time. He immediately turned to jello as my hands both found his ribs and without much pressure at all turned him into a spiraling, swirling mess. He was trying as hard as possible to cover up but losing faster then anything. I picked up his weary body and threw him on the bed. He was red as could be as he laughed out loud as I went back to attacking him up and down, left and right. Finally I stopped fearing he would have trouble breathing. He just lay there beet red breathing hard and trying to catch his breath. The squealing had stopped now and finally he sat up and looked at me as the tears ran down his cheeks from laughing so hard. "I think you made me pee myself." I started laughing when he said that. I moved back over him as he just lay there on his side on my bed. I turned him over and looked down at his crotch. There was a small wet stain there and I reached out to touch it. I place my finer on it and pushed gently. "Yup widdle Shawnee peed his pant." He gave me the finger after I sarcastically said that. I grabbed it and leaned in on him. "Guess TJ is going to have to change you since you messed yourself." He smiled as I let go of his finger. I leaned in close and kissed his tear stained face a few time before I stood back up and grabbed the bottom of his short and yanked them off. In one pull they came off and I let them fall to the floor. He just watched as I undressed him not caring one bit. I took hold of his underwear and looked into his eyes. He nodded and smiled as I gave them a tug. A second later he was now naked from the waist down on my bed with his wet underwear joining his shorts on my floor. I reached down and grabbed his cock and played with it for a second before he stopped me by sitting up. "Not now TJ please? I really am hungry." "You must be if you are turning down sex." He shook his head yes as he got up and I watched his sweet ass as he peeked into the hall and then scooted into his room for a change of clothes when he was sure the coast was clear. I grabbed his soiled clothes and threw them at him as he opened his dresser draw for clean ones. "Damn boy you sure have a cute ass." He smiled at me as he pulled his underwear up over his ass cheeks. He turned back to me after that. "Maybe after we eat you could find out how cute." "I already know how cute that butt is smart boy. How about if you want to eat I get to see it right now before we leave this room?" He looked at me and came over. When he got right up to me he turned around dropped his underwear and bent over waving his ass in front of me then he stood back up pulled them back up, turned back at me and I smiled at him as he walked back over and finished dressing then he walked past me to go downstairs. I placed a good solid but light smack on those cute buns as he passed. "Hey, nothing more for you until I eat! That should get me food real fast!" I laughed as I followed him downstairs. I wasn't in the mood today to cook for the clan and it had nothing to do with Shawn or his butt. I do it practically every day and today I just felt like letting them get their own. It's also a good way to remind them that I do make a lot of their meals because they seem to be forgetting more and more lately. I made breakfast for both of us which was bacon and eggs and as we sat to eat Kyle and Luke showed up wondering where theirs was. I pointed to the refrigerator and they got the idea. We finished eating as Kyle sat and poured milk on his cereal and passed the box to Luke who apparently decided cereal was a good idea too. "Why didn't you cook for us too?" Kyle asked. "Because I cook just about every morning bro and I wasn't in the mood to today. Seems like all of you expect me to do more and more around here lately and guess what. I am tired of it. I am not the maid and I am tired of kicking boy's clothes into a pile late at night and tripping over sneakers because someone came in and just left them in the middle of the floor. I think its time to have a meeting and remind everyone about their responsibilities." "Go for it Tommy, I haven't forgot what you do but I guess if you are this upset someone has." I looked at Luke and he just put his head down and scooped another mouthful of cereal into his face. I guess he is one of the guilty ones by that reaction. I decided Shawn's butt will wait as more and more came down to breakfast I hung around in the kitchen and waited for the rest. Danny showed up with Christian at his side not knowing I was on the clean up war path. He smiled at me which was a first in a long time thing for him to do in front of the others. Apparently I did leave some impression with him last night. Finally everyone was awake and in the kitchen. Some had finished and others were just beginning as I cleared my throat and silenced the semi-loud room. I now had everyone's attention. "Boys. as you can see nothing was made for breakfast today and that is because as I said earlier I am spending more and more time cleaning up around here lately. It seems some of us have forgotten that we have choirs and responsibilities around here. I am also tired of tripping over sneakers and kicking boy's shorts and jeans into a pile almost every night because someone decided to strip off their pants to get comfy and not to pick them up after that. This will stop immediately or there will be a bunch of naked boys walking around this house. Instead of cleaning I will go around and take everyone's clothes and burn them in the middle of the street if I see one more thing where it doesn't belong!" I looked around after that announcement and by the look on some of the faces I could tell I made my point. "So does anyone care to be the first to strip down naked and give me their cloths to pile in the middle of the street?" No comment or takers. "Good then I don't need to have this chat with everyone again. That also goes for dishes in the sink, and cleaning the bathroom. We have a dishwasher and if you soil the toilet clean it! Oh and one more thing speaking of toilets... I don't know which of you is too lazy to flush the toilet but if I find out who is taking a shit and not flushing the toilet afterwards I will personally stick their face in the water and flush it myself!" Without another word I walked out of the area. Someone made a comment and a gasp went up in the kitchen after I walked out. I didn't hear what was said but I heard enough to know it wasn't nice. I turned and came back in and looked at all of them. No one had the nerve to look at me but I will find out what was said and who said it eventually. I turned and walked out of the kitchen and back upstairs alone. I went into my room and slammed the door shut for effect only. A few minutes later Shawn was at my door knocking and entering before I could say come in. He shut my door and announced in a very low tone that he knew who said whatever it was after I left the kitchen. "No that's okay Shawn that is too easy. I don't want you becoming a tattle tale because no one will trust you if you squeal on everyone. Besides it's not how I want to know. Eventually someone will slip and I will find out. Thank you though cutie I appreciate the thought." I walked over to the bed and sat then I motioned to him to come and he sat on my lap. "I don't want you to become an outsider here or someone who the others can't trust. If you tell me every little thing then no one will talk in front of you or worse someone might smack the crap out of you for having a big mouth." "You really think someone would hit me?" "I would hope not cutie, because if they did they would have to answer to me and that would be after I beat them within an inch of their life for touching you." He smiled at me. "But we aren't going to go there anyway. I will find out eventually." "Okay TJ I understand. Wanna see my butt now?" I laughed. "Sure, go lock the door and then you can strip down for me." He got up off my lap and locked the bedroom door and then immediately dropped his shorts and stepped out of them. He went to drop his underwear and I stopped him. "No, don't I want to do that, come here." He walked over and stood in front of me. I looked his awesome body up and down as he stood there with just his white undies on. I grabbed his shirt and pulled it over his head. He got closer to me as I looked into his eyes I grabbed his shorts from the bottom and slowly lowered them. I didn't look away from his eyes the whole time. When they were low enough I let go and they dropped to the floor and he stepped out of them. Without looking away I grabbed him by the hips and turned him around. I took my hand and placed them at his neck and ran both of them down his back slowly and when I got to his ass I started to rub it around and around. "That feels so good." He said. I went up and down his back running my nails over his skin from top to bottom, then I did the same from side to side causing him to squirm just a bit as I hit the tickle spots. This gave him goose bumps and probably more even though it appeared to tickle some. I couldn't see the front of him so I could only guess he was hard or getting there. I started playing with his cute ass and totally enjoying every second of it while I would occasionally lean in and place little kisses on his back. I ran my hands under his ass and cupped his cheeks then ran a finger between the crack of his ass before finally grabbing him and turning him around. He had this totally relaxed look on his face as I started doing the same to his chest. He had a little bit of a hard on and was standing a little erect but not totally. I started running my nails over his chest playing with each little nipple and I got to his belly and he started to laugh. "You're tickling me." "Sorry." I went lower and lower until I reached the jackpot and I started playing with him. I pulled him to the bed and had him lay down with his feet touching the floor. I spread him as wide as I could and got down on my knees in front of him. I moved in closer and was just inches away from his still semi soft cock. I could smell his boy smell from probably not showering yesterday, was my guess. After all he is just a kid and he probably showers when he is with me mostly. He still had a sweet musky smell to him definitely not a stink of any sorts as I got within inches of his member. Then I backed off and I placed both hands on his legs and ran my hands up until they met at his balls causing him to jump just a bit. From there I placed one hand on his swelling cocklet and with the other I began to fondle each of his sweet oval little balls as they just hung there. I moved in close again and took him into my mouth. I could still taste a little piss when my tongue touched his little hole but that quickly went away. He let out a gasp as I sucked it and pulled away from his body stretching it to its limit before letting go with my lips. I did that a few times before I reached under and took each of his loosely hanging balls into my mouth one at a time and did the same to them. If I was reading his body language right he was off somewhere in another world by now. I slowly suckled each testicle into my mouth and let go gently letting it fall back into place one after another until it because tiring. He was now rock hard and I went for the kill. I took him into my mouth again and started bobbing up and down on him as quickly as I could while applying as much pressure as I could to his little cocklet without hurting him or me for that matter. My lips were getting tired. I took one of my hands and started playing with his ass crack sliding a finger up and down it and occasionally in it reaching his hole but not penetrating him at all. I did this for all of a minute or more not counting and he suddenly shuttered, took a deep breath and let out a long moan and then stopped all movement and got really quiet. I watched his short blonde hairs on his belly as it rose and fell quickly and then slower as his orgasm passed. Occasionally I would look at his face, watching his eyes as the changed from tightly closed to a relaxed state before he finally opened them. All the time I sat with my face inches from his softening penis as I watched back and forth. His little tool slowly growing soft and falling back into place above his still hanging balls. Finally I stood up over him now on my knees and placed my hands at his side while I place my weight on him and leaned on his lower body as his little member pressed into my upper chest some I placed my chin on his belly. "Did you like that cutie?" "Uh huh!" "Good, glad I could make you feel good." "You didn't make me feel good Tommy, you made me feel awesome. I can't even explain how good it felt. All of a sudden I started shaking and just like the other times this powerful feeling come over me but this time I don't know what happened it was so much stronger then the other times you made me feel that way. I almost lost my breath and I felt something shooting up my body and into my head. I thought my head was gonna explode or something it got so strong. Then I just layed there and relaxed until it went away. Tommy whatever you did felt so awesome I can't tell you anymore then that." I got off of him and he sat up. I was back on my knees and he was sitting on the edge of the bed. "That was your orgasm and it was giving you all that pleasure." "Yeah I know Tommy but I never felt one so strong before. You really did something this time because I thought I was gonna pass out or something." I smiled at him he was a bit taller then me since I was on my knees and he was on the edge of the bed so I scooted up and sat next to him putting my arm around him. He leaned on me as I caressed his shoulder and anything else I could reach. "I love you so much Tommy. Thank you for making me feel so good and loved." He turned some and put his arms around my belly and buried his face into my chest and gave me a tight hug. I held him for a bit before he let go and pulled away from me. He had tears in his eyes as I leaned in and placed a kiss on his lips. "I love you too sweetie. More then I could ever explain or put into words. You are the best thing in this world and I don't know what I would do without you." I took hold of him and pulled his naked body to me. He sat on my lap and put his head on my chest and we just sat there for a while as I rocked back and forth and enjoyed the best thing in the world in front of me. It appeared neither of us was in a hurry to let go or move as I just hugged him for a bit longer. Finally I let go and fell back onto my bed and he rolled off to the side, turned over and came up next to me placing his head on my chest while the rest of him was on the bed. "Want me to do something to you now Tommy?" "Nah that's okay cutie. I just wanted to make you happy. You don't have to do anything this time." "Its okay, honest, I don't care I just want to make you feel the way you made me feel before." "Thanks cutie maybe later okay?" "Sure." "Are you really sure Shawn? I don't want to hurt your feelings." "Nah it's really okay. It can wait till later. I am just gonna lay here for a bit if that's okay I want to think about what happened again. It was so awesome I want to remember that for a long time!" "Sure you take your time Shawnee, I don't mind having a naked boy on my bed and you are sweet on the eyes. I'll just sat and enjoy having you with me, okay?" "Un huh, sure, I would like that." The room grew quiet as we just hung out. A few minutes later there was a knock on my door and Shawn sprung up and got to his feet. He pointed to the bathroom and headed in there shutting the door behind himself. I went to open the door and see who was bothering me. "Joey? What's up kiddo?" "I just wanted to come up and see if you were still mad. You left in a bad mood before and the comment that Trevor made wasn't right." "I didn't hear who said it or even know but thanks for telling me. I knew I would find out who said it even though I don't know what he said. I just know he made everyone else gasp." "Yeah well it wasn't nice and after you walked away Kyle really layed into him about it. He really got in his face and gave him a real bitching at. Finally Trevor got up and walked away without saying anything else but he knew he was wrong. We heard his door slam a few minutes later. Then Kyle looked at the rest of us and told us we knew what we had to do and then everyone got together and we cleaned the whole house for the past hour. Guess you were busy huh? I didn't see Shawn so. as he tailed off I pointed to the other room and he shook his head okay. I got ya." He said. "I'm gonna go but I just wanted to tell you that I still appreciate all you do for me Tommy and thanks." He gave me a quick hug and turned and left me. I shut my door and a still naked Shawn came back out into the bedroom. "Well now you know who it was and I didn't have to say anything." "Yeah Shawnee now I know." "What's wrong with Trevor Tommy? Why is he that way?" "I wish I knew. It could be any reason. He might miss his family; he might be lonely or even be doing it because he wants attention Shawn. I really don't know but I am going to try and find out. Why don't you get dressed, I hate saying that. but you get dressed and I am going to go down the hall and have a little chat with trouble." "Okay TJ, I don't have to get dressed ya know." "Yeah I think its time. I love having you this way and seeing your sweet body but let's not over do it. You get dressed and I will see ya in a little bit. Want to get ice cream?" His eyes brightened. "Yeah." "Okay, I might have to take Trevor with us but it will just be him and you unless he really throws a tantrum or something." "I guess that's okay Tommy, as long as you are there." "Okay squirt, go dress." He came over to me and touched me as he walked by. He picked up his clothes and went to peek in the hall and scooted naked into his room after checking if the coast was once again clear. I left my door open as I walked down the hall and stopped in front of Trevor's door. I knocked and he didn't say anything. I knocked once more and announced myself. He didn't answer me again so I let myself in. He was on his bed reading something and he looked over at me and went back to reading. I walked up to him and stood over him as he finally stopped and looked up at me. "Guess you are here to punish me?" "For what?" I played dumb. He paused. I could tell he was thinking and trying to figure out if I really knew or not. I repeated myself. "For what Trevor, why would I punish you?" Totally avoiding my question he shrugged his shoulders. "I am here to talk to you and find out what you said in the kitchen that made everyone gasp and why you said it. Yes I really want to know that and more." "I really don't want to talk about it Tommy." I grabbed the book out of his hands as my patients grew thin and tossed it on the floor. He attempted to get up and go after the book as my hands met his shoulders and pushed him back onto the bed. "Go ahead beat me if you want. If that makes you feel better! Want me to strip naked for you like your little boy toy did too?" "What the hell are you talking about?" "Come on Tommy I know you and Shawn just did it in your room." "Oh really were you outside my door spying?" He said nothing. I was pretty steamed and wanted to rip him a new ass hole right about now but I just bit my lip and waited for his next comment. He didn't answer me so I sat down next to him and he tried to move away. I grabbed him by the arm and pulled him back towards me. "Answer me!" I said still holding his arm. "Let go of me or." his demand faded away as he realized he had nothing to threaten me with. I let go of his arm. "Or what? You gonna beat me up Trevor or call the cops? I have been every patient with you since I brought you into my house and our family! I reached out and poked his chest with my finger. This is how you act? I have done nothing to you why are you acting like a total ass hole?" He muttered something I couldn't hear. "What?" "Nothing, leave me alone!" I pushed my finger into his chest and he let out a weak owww. "What did you just mumble Trevor?" I pushed harder and he yelled. I moved my finger and waited for his answer. "I said what did you say Trevor!" "I said your little fag is waiting for you." "Real nice! You must have a problem Trevor I certainly can't figure it out. I have fed you and given you a roof over your head. I would bet most of the clothes down stairs and sneakers in the middle of the floor are probably yours aren't they? What is your problem? Why are you such an ass hole to me after all I do for you and why are you even bringing Shawn into this?" "Because you are fucking queer and you take Shawn into your room and do things to him that a guy shouldn't do to another." "Oh but what your mother did to you was okay?" "You leave my mother out of this you faggot! She didn't play with other women she was playing." his voice trailed off to silence. "With you?" I finished his sentence. "You must really have a problem boy! You spy on me while I am in my room you make comments behind my back but you stay under my roof and live here. I don't hear you complain about that. You eat my food and wear clothes you take when you come shopping with us. I have never hurt you other then when we met and I touched you that one time. You came with me and made this your home and now all you do is hid in here and read and make stupid ass comments about everything and how I live? What is fucking wrong in your brain ass hole?" The room was dead quiet. I was sure my last tirade made it through the entire house I was screaming so loud. He didn't answer me but he was looking right at me. Finally he put his head down and stared into his bed. "Trevor I want an answer!" "I don't have one for you Tommy, why don't you just leave me alone!" "Because I want to know what is going on inside that pea brain of yours. All you do is read and pretty much stay in here alone. I see you when you eat or we go out for something as a group. What did I ever do to you that made you hate me so much?" Silence.if it wasn't daytime you could hear the crickets outside. I bet if I went to the door and opened it every kid in the house was glued to the steps or his door. "Trevor. I am going to give you one more chance to give me an answer and then we are going to have a big problem here." "Yeah and what are you going to do about it Tommy?" I had enough and even against my better judgment I went for the kill. "If you don't answer me Trevor I am gonna strip you naked, grab you by the balls and drag you out of this house and throw you in the street and you can go wherever you want to alone and totally naked once the pain in your balls stops." I guess I got to him because this look of horror came across his face. He cleared his throat. "I don't want to talk about it with you. He grew quiet and squeaked out.please." Finally some reaction from mister stoic. A tear ran down his cheek. "You can do anything Tommy but please don't strip me. I will leave right now if you want but if you take off my clothes I will lose my mind. I, I can't deal with you touching me with your faggot hands." He lowered his face into his hands and started crying. I got up and just walked out of his room slamming his door behind. I didn't know what to do and as much as I wanted to do what I said it was only a threat. I guess he won. I didn't get any answers and he was still here. I walked past the steps and looked down and other then Shawn everyone was standing there with a shocked look on their face. "You guys heard all that?" They shook their heads yes. "Does anyone know what is wrong with that kid because I almost lost my mind in there trying to get something from him?" No one said a word until finally Luke spoke up. "I spent some time with him once when he came over to the greenhouse Tommy, it was weird. He wouldn't say anything just watch me. I tried to talk to him but he didn't say much back. I even asked about his parents and he said he loved his mom and his father was good to him but he didn't say anything more and I felt really uncomfortable with him just watching me so after a while I left and decided to come back home and he left with me. We didn't walk together but he kinda stayed behind me some and walked the same way as I did. He didn't come in when we got back but I felt kinda. just weirded out by it." "Thanks Luke. I don't know what to do with him guys. I don't want to throw him out but if he continues to be this weird and act out we are going to have to come to some decision about him. I am not going to have him mess this place up because he has a mental problem. I don't know how much all of you heard but I probably went too far and some of what I said was kinda personal but he just pushed my buttons and pissed me off I didn't know what else to do." By now I was at the bottom of the steps I had taken a seat about three steps up from everyone as we discussed Trevor. We basically agreed on nothing except that we were all going to watch him like a hawk now because it seems no one trusts him anymore. I just wish he would open up and talk to one of us. Something is really bothering him and he is just striking out at us. "I am gonna go see if I can talk to him bro, we have talked before some." "Good luck. I have a feeling he isn't going to talk right now but give it a try." Kyle headed upstairs and we watched him disappear and then heard him knock on Trevor's door and open it without waiting for him to say anything. The door shut and it grew quiet. That was something at least. No yelling so far. By now Shawn had joined us after hearing everything I yelled. I looked at Shawn as he came down the steps and he just came to me in front of the others and gave me a hug. I looked at Jon who hadn't said a word thru all this and he just shrugged his shoulders as if to say go for it. It wasn't a secret that Shawn and I were together as much as it wasn't a secret that Jon and I were too. Just no one said anything other then Trevor and if it was a secret it wasn't anymore. Unless someone is deaf. "You okay Shawn? I asked him as he broke from the hug. "Yeah but Trevor is really whacked out of his mind." "I know but let's not say that okay?" "Okay TJ." That was the first time he called me that in front of the others and other then it catching everyone's ear no one said anything about it. Not out loud anyway. I looked around and saw the entire house clean and looking pretty good. At least something was. A few minutes later Kyle came back down and we all gathered once again waiting to hear what he had to say. "So Ky, what happened?" Luke asked him. "Nothing really. He didn't fight or argue with me but he wouldn't talk about things either. I didn't want to push him so I just said see ya later and he said okay as I walked out. It went okay I guess." He looked at me. "What are you going to do bro?" "Nothing for now. Let him cool off and when he comes down to eat later maybe I'll try again." The rest of the afternoon passed into evening and we had dinner without Trevor coming down. I made pizza and every slice went. He didn't show and he didn't eat. It was now about 9pm and Kyle decided after talking to me he was going to check back with Trevor and see if he was at least breathing. A few minutes after going down the hall Kyle came back downstairs where we were all together in the living room watching some of the guys place games on the TV. "He was sleeping bro. I didn't do anything except close his door and come back down." "Okay I guess that's something." "Yeah he is still breathing." Jon said. A few of us chuckled including me but I was really worried inside. Not that I care a whole bunch about him, more about what he might do if he loses it. I don't want him burning down the house or something bad in the middle of the night. I was a little worried but it soon passed when Jon came over and started talking to me. "What do you think Tommy?" "I don't know what to think Jon, he is like a loose cannon ready to fire off a round any second I think." "You think he is dangerous?" "Maybe, I'm not sure. But all I know is I don't trust him anymore and I wish I had some place to send him but even now after all this crap earlier today I would still feel guilty if he left." "I don't know why Tommy after how he acted and what he said about you and Shawn." "Yeah I know Jon. I put my hand on his leg. How much did that bother you? I mean the old Jon might have gotten jealous or mad but I can't really blame you if those feelings came back." "Nope, I am fine, I know you love me and you love Shawn and I also know how your cock feels in my ass and as long as I have that thought I will be fine." He said that quietly to me and I understood where he was coming from. I guess he has accepted that I am he butt buddy first and lover second. But that is only my thought on it. I leaned in close to his ear. "I love you lots and your ass too but I would rather love you for who you are first rather then for the way my dick is in your ass." "Its okay Tommy I know how things are and I can live with it now. I am just happy I have you and you didn't pick Shawn and leave me totally out." I leaned over and gave him a big kiss right on the lips. We were on the back couch so it was kinda private besides everyone was watching the guys play. We were sorta having a private chat back here. "No matter what you think Jonathan I do love you as much as I do Shawn and I don't ever want you forgetting that. I don't love you for your ass I love you for who you are." He smiled at me. "I know TJ." "Hey, who said you could call me that?" He smiled again. "Shawn did." "Yeah so?" "Well Tommy he doesn't have personal dibs on that. After all I tried calling you that a few times and you almost went off on me. Now you can't can you?" "Sometimes even as much as I love you Jon I want to smack you upside the head." "Why cause I am right?" "Yeah, cause you are right smart ass!" He giggled at me and leaned in and gave me a kiss this time. "You sleeping with Shawn tonight TOMMY?" "Okay stop busting my balls over my name." He laughed. "Yes I am you were in there last and last night no one was because I didn't feel well." "I know I was just checking seeing as you were playing with him all morning according to Trevor the know-it-all." "Never mind about Trevor, he should have gotten a red ass for that but he had me so messed up I just decided to do nothing about it." "So he really got to you?" "Yeah he pretty much fucked up my head today Jon. I wanted to kill him one second and just hold him the next because I felt to bad about how messed up he was. Only problem is if I touched him I think he would have yelled rape even if there is no one to do anything about it." "Yeah well I can tell you this, if you actually came out of his room carrying in by the balls like you threatened him you were gonna do, I think most of us would have opened the front door for you so you could carry him right out to the street that way." "That helps a little Jon knowing I had the group behind me but still it doesn't solve his problem." "If you would have carried him outside by the balls it would have!" "Yeah I know but how would I feel now?" "How about, safe tonight?" "Not really Jon, he can do as much damage outside as he can inside if he wanted to." "Yeah I know Tommy but he isn't totally stupid, I am sure he knows if he did do something that bad he would be hurting all of us not just you and he would have to take off because he would have ruined he chances of being with any of us after that." "Yeah I guess but what if he isn't thinking rationally Jon?" "I don't know Tommy, I just don't know." "Yeah. neither do I, my friend, neither do I." "Anyway its about ten and I really did have a stressful day I think I am gonna turn in." K, Tommy, I'll be up for a while with these guys. I'll make sure everything is okay before I go to bed." "Thanks love." I leaned in and kissed him good night on the lips and gave him a big hug before I headed up to bed. Shawn saw me and no sooner then I was hitting the steps he was calling out to me to wait for him. I did and we headed upstairs together. We entered my room and I locked the door just incase Trevor did have some stupid idea about getting even after I fell asleep. I just don't know what to do about him now. We got settled in my bed after a little bit of playing around and I got up because I had to take a leak. It was still relatively early but I was kinda tired and I had a feeling Shawn wanted to blow me after how well things went this morning. So I had half a hard on and almost pissed on the floor waiting for it to finish coming out. I thought I heard something outside and I went to the window to look. Again I thought I saw something but it was way too dark to tell. It could be human maybe even an animal that survived the comet. Who knows. I looked for a few seconds giving my eyes a chance to adjust to the outside darkness but I really didn't see anything. Finally I closed the window and locked it even though we are on the second floor I wasn't taking any chances. I went out into the hall and called for Kyle. He came to the bottom of the steps. "Do me a favor Ky, set the alarm tonight just incase Trevor has any ideas about anything." "Sure bro, anything else?" "Nah, I just will feel a lot safer knowing the house is secure tonight. Just check the pool area before you turn it on okay? Someone always seems to leave that door unlocked." "Sure Tommy, I'll go look right now." "Thanks Ky, good night." "Nite Tommy, love you." "Love you too little brother." I went back into the bedroom. Glad I thought of a reason to have him set the alarm without alarming him. It wasn't Trevor it was whoever could be outside that was bothering me. I rejoined Shawn back in bed mentally and physically. "You want to play around TJ?" "Not tonight sweetie, how about in the morning?" "Sure Tommy, that's fine with me." I turned off the light and got comfortable. Shawn snuggled up close. "Night Shawnee kid." I said as I kissed his head. "Night Tommy, I love you." "Love you too cutie, love you too." To be continued...... dwednomail@hotmail.com