Date: Sun, 15 Jan 2006 22:43:07 -0500 From: Dwedno Smith Subject: Tunnel Chapter 58 Here is the latest chapter for those of you who don't like to check Padded. Hope you all enjoy it and as soon as I can there will be another chapter. Thanks, Dwedno. Chapter 58. A lesson is learned as winter settles in. I dozed off to sleep with Shawn in his usual spot but the only difference was I didn't sleep long. Staying in bed all day yesterday really killed any chance for needing rest now and an hour later I was awake. Now I was sitting up and Shawn was sleeping five feet away. At this hour it wouldn't be fair to wake him up even though I know him and he would probably want to be with me if I needed him. I sat up and put my feet on the floor. I can't do much the snow has me sorta stuck here and plowing would wake the dead now or tell anyone who might be around the area we are here which is even worse. I got out of bed and went into the bathroom. Guess I will take a leak. I flushed and washed up some and turned off the light and went back into the bedroom. I thought about a Jacuzzi which would probably put me out but I didn't want to fall asleep in there and become a prune and I also wasn't in the mood to get wet at the moment. I sat on the bed and thought about what to do. "Tommy...a groggy voice spoke out. Are you okay?" I turned and looked over at Shawn. "I'm sorry love I didn't mean to wake you up." "I reached out for you and you weren't in bed that did it, not you making noise." "Well sorry anyway. I can't sleep so I went to pee." "If you are awake then I will stay up with you." "That isn't necessary cutie its appreciated but you can go back to bed if you want to." He moved over behind me and leaned on my shoulder with his body. "I am right where I want to be right now." I turned quickly and grabbed him and pulled him over my back and before he knew what I was doing I had him facing me in my lap. "Whoooahhh. That was just weird and scary." "Sorry but I wanted you in my arms." "Its okay now but I didn't expect it and when I went in the air it was scary." I leaned over and kissed him. "Sorry love." I said afterwards. "Can you do that again?" "Flip you over my back, sure." "No, NO... once was plenty for that I meant kiss me." I leaned in on him and our lips met. He seemed to want it for some reason and the only thing that came to mind was he was trying out the boyfriend thing now. Normally I get a quick kiss and he stops but this time he hung in for a bit. "What was that all about?" "Nothing, I just wanted to kiss you." "That was more then a kiss, you actually kept it going and you usually don't like long kisses. What gives?" "Nothing." "Shawn???" "Okay I just wanted to see what a boyfriend kiss was like." "I see and why is that? Are you still thinking about wanting to be more than just my lover in bed?" "Yup, I think I might want to be your boyfriend." "And you think you can handle all the things that will happen and deal with me asking you to leave a few times?" "I don't like that at all but I will do that for you." "Sorry Shawn but I need some place to talk to the boys and the hall just doesn't do it for privacy and it doesn't happen that much." "Yeah I know I didn't say I wouldn't do it I just don't like doing it." "What about the other things?" "TJ don't care about any of it I just want to be with you as your boyfriend." "Okay then as long as you can deal with the others busting your balls about being so young and having a sixteen year old as your lover." "And as you said what is the difference between that and what we do now?" "The difference will be a commitment which means you could tell them you are with me instead of them just thinking you are around me a lot." "Oh, I didn't think of that." "Does it matter?" "Not to me. If they say too much about it you will just beat them up for me." I laughed. "Sure I will beat the whole house up just so you don't get insulted." "Yeah why not." "You are a funny boy." He punched me. It accidentally hit my jaw and it stung. "Owwww." I yelled out. Not that it hurt that much it was just the shock. "What did you do that for?" "Because you were making fun of me." "Look Shawn if I were making fun of you, you would know it." He was still in my lap and I helped him up after that. No more lap for him now. "Yeah but I thought you would always protect me." "I will but not from yourself." "Huh? How can I need to be protected from myself?" "Know what Shawn, do me a small favor get back in bed and don't worry so much about it." "No I want an answer Tommy." "Shawn its 4am and not a good time to have an argument, just get back in bed and go to sleep you don't need to be protected everything is fine." He stomped around to the other side of the bed and got in and turned his back to me. I watched as he acted like a five year old for the first time in a long time actually as long as I can remember. Maybe he was just tired and cranky. That's a fair guess. Anyway I ignored him and lay back down myself. I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep. I thought I heard him sniffling and maybe crying but if he was he'll get over it. He knows where I am if he wants me bad enough. I felt bad for a few minutes and then I though...he hit me why should I be upset? I finally dozed off to sleep a bit later. I awoke after sleeping the rest of the night without any problems and I looked over at the clock and it said 8:10. I rolled over and Shawn was gone from bed already. I sat up and went to the window when I finally got out of bed. Chase and Chance were out there playing in the snow and appeared to be having fun. I watched for a while and Shawn was also out there too. They were playing and just having a good time. I decided to dress and head downstairs. I felt better mentally today and decided to make them something warm because I know well enough if they come in and see me the first thing will be I am cold what do you have to warm me up. I made a coffee pot sized container of hot chocolate. While I was doing that the twins came downstairs. "Hi Tommy, I haven't seen you in a few days is everything okay?" "Hi Jordy, yes its okay I was just having a small problem and its over with." "Probably had to do with someone not wanting to suck your dick." Zack said under his breath but loud enough for Jordy and me to hear. "Zack!" Jordy yelled out. I looked at him. "Zack do you have a problem with me?" I walked over and stood over him as he sat at the table. He looked up at me. "Nope, no problems here!" "Then I would expect you to have a little bit of common sense when you say something. I mean if you have something to say it's great to have the balls to open your mouth and just say what's on your mind but its been almost two weeks now since you and your brother have been here and I figured by now I earned some tiny bit of respect from you for if nothing else keeping a roof over your freakin head!" Jordy looked at me like he was sorry for what his brother said. "Don't you worry about it Jordy you didn't just insult me." He looked at his brother who has been silent since his comment. "So? You gonna say anything to him?" "Why should I Jord, I said what was on my mind and that is that!" He looked back at me and just didn't know what to say. He had a puzzled look on his face. I went over opposite of him and sat at the table. I looked right at him but he wouldn't look me in the eye. "Do you want to have it out with me in private Zachary? Because you have two choices if I hear something that stupid come out of your mouth again. One, leave this house or two expect to have a rather quick discussion in my bedroom with me and possibly my fist or my hand." "I am sure you would like that wouldn't you." He finally barked out at me. "Zack why are you being such an ass to him. Knock it off man before you get hurt!" He looked at his brother. "Just butt out Jordy. I'll say what I feel like saying it's a free world!" "Yeah, he said back to him but this won't be a free house to live in if you keep acting like a jerk off." "Screw you Jordy! Why are you sticking up for that homo you like it when he touches you don't you!" He shoved at his brother and got up and stomped out of the kitchen. Jordy got up to go after him but I gently stopped him. "I'll take care of this and please forgive me in advance if he gets a beatin!" "Do what you have to Tommy he is being an ass." I headed out of the kitchen and watched Zack as he went upstairs to their room and slammed the door shut. If anyone was sleeping they are probably awake now. I slowly walked up the steps and over to the door he just slammed and opened it. "What do you want get out of my room faggot!" I walked over to him and grabbed him by his shirt collar and yanked him up and out of his room and pretty much dragged him to my room. At least in there we have a buffer of Shawn's room and I won't wake anyone if they are still asleep. I opened my door and shoved him and I followed and shut and locked my door behind me. "What are you going to do now that you have me locked in your room Tommy beat the crap out of me?" "I don't know yet Zack I am thinking about a few things I might do!" I walked over to him and he stood there looking big and defiant. I thought about two things I wanted to do but neither of them would be pleasant. First thing that came to mind was a punishment like I gave Danny back when and he wasn't even this bad. That would probably make him flip out though. The other thing is to smack him around some and let him know he is out of line. I sorta like the spanking thing more I think I am gonna do that especially since its more gay than anything! "Tell you what Zack you have earned yourself a present." "Yeah I bet." "Let's start by you taking off your pants and underwear." "Ha-ha! Fat chance so you can get those homo hands on me!" I reached out and smacked him across the face. Not too hard but hard enough that he would realize I am not playing anymore. He immediately grabbed his face and turned away. I grabbed him by the shoulder and spun him around. "Do it now or the next one is in the nuts!" A sudden look of fear came across his face when he realized he was really in trouble. His tone changed dramatically. "Look Tommy I didn't mean to be so stupid can we just sorta call it even with what you already did? I mean that did hurt a lot and..." "DO what I said now or I will do it for you!" "His eyes teared up some." "You really aren't going to hurt me are you?" "DO IT!" With great hesitation he lowered his pants and stepped out of them. He looked at me and there was a good deal of fear in his face. Now I was getting somewhere. The only question left was how far do I really go with this. There is a fine line between discipline and resentment. He reached down for his underwear and looked at me the whole time. He grabbed them and lowered them a few inches. "Please Tommy don't make me do this." "Now!" I pointed down at the ground. He pulled them and they fell to the floor and he stood there with just his shirt on and nothing more. "So am I still a faggot?" I asked him. He wouldn't look at me. I reached out and grabbed him by the arm and walked him over to the bed. "You thought stripping in front of a gay guy was bad. Imagine what being spanked by one is going to feel like." "No you wouldn't! Please Tommy I will do anything you ask. I will never be rude to you again just don't do that to me." He began to whimper. I sat on the bed and spread my legs to prepare for him to lay over them just like I did with Danny that time but as I said for hardly the right reason. This time I am probably still wrong but at least he provoked it a hell of a lot more than Danny did. I regret doing that to him now but I am so pissed off at Zack right this moment I don't have that same regret or feelings at all at this moment. "Come here and lay down over my legs you are going to find out what it means to be rude to me in my house." "No Tommy please. Haven't you embarrassed me enough, please I am standing here half naked and my face hurts from the smack you gave me. Don't give me a spanking too! Please..." he pleaded. "Zack you are twelve and as far as I am concerned that is still young enough to deal with you this way now get over here or else." "Or else what Tommy how can you embarrass me any worse than spanking me?" "I can either do it in front of your brother while he watches or in front of everyone later in the game room. Now I can't imagine now horrible you would feel stripping in front of the entire game room of boys and getting spanked while they watch." He sorta turned pale and looked like he was going to faint. He walked over to me a broken boy who was about to learn a huge lesson. I steadied him as he did his best to lie over my legs. Now I can either make my point and give him one good smack or I can do to him what I did to Danny. Not lost in all this was the fact that I was staring at his cock most of that whole heated exchange which was the least of his problems. It couldn't be more than two inches soft right now from what I was looking at. I was now staring at his ass cheeks. I raised my hand and lowered it one time giving him one soft smack across both cheeks. He jumped but said nothing. The second one was a little harder and he reacted with a whimper from it. I raised my hand once more and came down harder. It made him jump and left a slight hand mark. "Please no more!" He begged. "Tell you what Zack I won't give you anymore if you tell me why you are being such a rotten jerk to me." I gave him a chance but for some odd reason he remained quiet. I spread his ass cheeks with my hands. I put my finger between them and he yelled out NO! to me. I touched his pink hole with the tip of my finger. "You gonna talk to me or am I going to give you something you will never forget in your life?" "Okay, okay anything just don't go any further if you do I will just die!" "Now tell me why such an attitude towards me?" "Because you took advantage of my brother and played with him sexually and when you did that you hurt me." "Hurt you? Don't you think he has the right to make that decision? How dare you decide what is right for him and not right for him." I pushed a little and the tip of my finger entered. "Ahhhhhh no! Please don't!" "Then tell me the truth, last time or I push my finger all the way in!" He was silent I started to push. "Noooooooooooo Wait!" I moved my finger from his hole and let go of his cheeks. "Okay I trust you to tell me. You can get off." "No I really can't." "Why not? You have been practically crying for me not to harm you now you can get up and you don't want to. What gives Zack?" He got off me slowly. When he did his two inches were no more. He was a rock hard four or five inches now. The little bastard got off on what I did. "All that crying about faggot and you have a hard-on? What gives...wait a minute you liked it didn't you?" "No." he said quietly and shyly. "Zack you promised you would tell me I let you go." "Oh all right! Yes I like it. Okay you happy now! I am a faggot! I admit it!" "Come here Zack. Put your underwear on and come here." He got dressed and came over and sat next to me on the bed. I looked at him. "All that yelling and calling me names so you wouldn't have to admit you like boys?" He lowered his head in shame. "Yes. I am sorry I called you those things Tommy. He sniffed back tears. You might as well know everything now. I liked you a lot from when you saved us and I wanted to be with you before Jordan did and when you got to him before I could be alone with you I got jealous and mad. I wanted to be the first brother with you and I wanted you to show me what it was like to be with an older guy. When Jordan beat me I lost it and just got mad. I think if you didn't threaten me I never would have admitted it. I don't even think Jordy knows and we have fooled around some." "I see. It all makes sense now." "I am sorry Tommy I never meant any of those words to you. I think I am the same thing you are just younger." "Then what was up with me touching your hole before?" "That's easy. I wanted it to be special for whoever I picked not just you to stick your finger in there. Even Jordan never got that close. With us it was only jerking and sometimes sucking." "I see." I didn't know what else to say. I couldn't say I know. That would totally blow him away. "So are we okay then Zack?" "Yeah I guess. I didn't like being smacked in the face but the butt thing sorta was different." "Different?" I asked. "Yeah, different and I don't want to say more okay?" I laughed. "Sure. What about when you were with Robert? Didn't he violate you there?" "No thankfully for whatever reason he didn't. I think it might have been one of the other boys that he wanted to butt fu.. I mean screw." I reached out and gave him a hug, "I am sorry I did that to you. Forgive me?" "I will not right now because you embarrassed me so much but I promise give me some time and I will come see you and tell you I forgive you." "Okay, deal! I said to him. Finish dressing and we will go back downstairs." "Okay, I bet Jordan is gonna be shocked when we go back down together." "He doesn't know any of this?" "Nope I never told him. It was private and I kept it to myself, he thinks I just fool around with him and I am otherwise straight boy is he gonna flip." I laughed. He was dressed and I went to wash my hands and then we went downstairs together. The kitchen was full of the brothers and Shawn who were in out of the snow now and Jordy was with them as they all sat together and were drinking hot chocolate together. Jordan saw us and came running over before we met up with the other boys. "Is everything okay Tommy?" He looked at Zack. You could tell he was crying if you looked closely. I was sure his brother could tell easily. "Everything is fine Jordy." I said to him. "Yeah bro we worked it all out and later I will tell you what happened. He looked at me and then back at Jordan. I'll tell you what you need to know not WHAT HAPPENED..." Jordan didn't seem to care he was just happy his brother was back and he didn't see any damage. Zack went ahead to get a cup of hot chocolate and join the others. Jordan thanked me for whatever I did and went back over there too. I walked in and Shawn looked at me and then looked away. I guess that will be the next issue I deal with. No one noticed how he is reacting towards me just yet. I think if Kyle was here he would have though. It was a very cold look and it kinda stung. It actually hurt to see him ignore me like that for the first time ever. It hurt a lot! I made the first move and went over to him. "Leave me alone Tommy!" He blurted out and he walked out of the kitchen. The other boys looked stunned by his actions. It almost looked like a big hush of shock went up the way he blew me off. They looked at me but no one said a thing. I turned and headed upstairs. I felt horrible. I went into my room, locked the door and retreated like the other day all over again! Only if felt worse this time because it was Shawn. I thought about things and if I should really hide for a while and there was a knock on my door. I ran over to open it thinking it was Shawn and everything was okay all of a sudden. It wasn't and I accidentally gave Jordy a dirty look before I turned and went back to my bed to sit again. "Can I come in Tommy?" "Yes of course, I'm sorry just a little upset." "Who could blame you we all saw how Shawn just treated you. After you left Kyle came in and Chance went right over to him and told him what just happened. Kyle left the kitchen and when Chance yelled to him where he was going he said after Shawn. I figured I would come tell you because I owe you that." "You don't owe me anything Jordy." He looked at me. "Tommy I owe you ten times that. You are awesome and if Shawn doesn't see that I want to be with you." He smiled at me. I was speechless. He came over and gave me a hug then just sat with me as I thought about what to do next. Back downstairs... Kyle was looking for Shawn. He searched his room and the upstairs and then headed down to the game room. When he walked in there Ben and Luke were playing a game and Shawn was alone on the couch. He went over and sat next to him. "What's up bud?" He looked straight ahead. "Nothing, just watchin them play for a bit." "That's kewl. So what's with you and TJ?" That made him look at Kyle. "What makes you think something is wrong?" "Shawn... I live here and who do you think everyone comes to when TJ isn't around? Me...silly. How long did you think this would go on before I heard?" "Who told you?" "Is it really important?" "Yes. I want to know who has a big mouth so I can shut it for them." "That isn't you Shawn. You are not a bully or a loud mouth. Talk to me, I thought I was your friend." "That isn't fair Ky; you can't use friendship on me!" Kyle reached out and pulled on Shawn's arm. The other two were so engrossed in their game they didn't even know what was happening which was good. "Shawn?" "Please Kyle don't make me talk about it." "Did Tommy hurt you Shawn?" He paused a while before looking at Kyle. "Yes." "What did he do to hurt you, he loves you to death." "I don't want to talk about it." "Shawn..." Silence between them for a good minute. Shawn went to get up and Kyle got up and stood in front of him. "Please move Ky." He moved. Right up to him and put his arms around him. Shawn hugged back tightly and began to weep some. If the other two were watching now no one was paying attention to them so it didn't matter. "Let's go talk some place private Shawn okay?" He nodded yes. They left the game room together and headed to Kyle's room. They went in and shut his door then went and sat together on the couch. "This couch is getting a work out lately." Kyle said to Shawn. He looked at Kyle. "Yeah I hear you and Jon must be the ones working it out." Kyle laughed. "TJ told you huh?" "Of course he did. He tells me everything... He grew quiet. Well he used to tell me before I hit him." "You did what Shawn? You hit TJ?" He lowered his head but said nothing. "It was an accident, honest! He said with tears in his eyes looking at Kyle. I didn't mean to we were having this half serious half stupid talk this morning and I was in his lap and I went to hit him in the chest and I slipped and hit him in the jaw." "Was he hurt?" "I don't think so Ky, he is a bull." Kyle laughed. "Tell me about it!" he said thinking about the last time he tried to get away from Tommy. "I know Kyle... not everything about you and him but enough that I will say he is strong! TJ tells me stuff in confidence but he doesn't say all the details because he knows some things have to be private so I am sorry if that slipped out my mistake." "As long as its you Shawn it's okay otherwise I would give him a piece of my mind." "No Kyle I do know him and he isn't like that." "I do too Shawn. Don't worry about it we are close enough that it's okay if you know stuff?" Now they both sat there awkwardly looking at each other. "I guess I need to go find him and apologize huh?" Kyle looked at him. "What do you think? You broke his heart Shawn." A tear rolled down Shawn's cheek. "I know. I just don't know how I will make it up to him." Kyle grabbed Shawn by the arm. "Yes you do silly boy. You go to him and look at him and say you are sorry and he will melt in a billion pieces and grab you and hug you." "I don't know if that will work this time. After what I did in the kitchen he was pretty down." "Yeah I am sure he was but you see you still have something going for you." "I do? What?" "He loves you." He smiled and laughed. "I would believe you normally but this time I just don't know Kyle." "Go give it a try, what is the worst that will happen?" "He kills me?" "Oh yeah that is it Shawn, he kills you! Tell him you love him and he will melt. He usually does right?" "That's usually Tommy all right, I just don't know this time." "Give it a try and see Shawn. Don't be foolish I almost was last night and that was bad he cares about us and that is why we love him so much!" "Yup and that's why we love him isn't it Ky?" "Uh huh!" They got up and headed out. Kyle went back to the kitchen and Shawn headed upstairs. Back in the bedroom... "So Tommy are you just going to sit here all night and wait for something to happen?" "Nope I am going to strip you naked and make you very happy because you are such a cute boy and want to be with me for no good reason." Jordan smiled at me. "There is a reason Tommy, I like you a lot and if you did that I think that would be awesome!" "I thought you would like that. Thanks Jord, you are pretty neat to be around too." We were both smiling. There was a knock on the door. "Tommy its Shawn can I come in?" I looked at Jordan. "Rain check on that offer?" "Huh?" "Can I do that for you another time?" "Oh, sure that would be awesome I can't wait!" "Me too, now chill out I am gonna let Shawn come in." "Okay." He said. "Come in!" I yelled. It almost seemed funny yelling to him to come in to a room he is sleeping in now. He opened the door and walked in. He definitely was surprised to see Jordan sitting next to me on the bed. I could see it in his face. "Ummm, hi Jordy." Jordy waved to him. He looked at me. "Can we talk?" I looked at Jordy. "Yup I know, see you later." I patted his back as he got up and left the room for me. Shawn smiled at him when he passed him and he walked out and shut the door. "So Shawn what can I do for you?" "You know." "I do?" "Yeah, you know why I am here." "I might know but why don't you tell me incase I am wrong because I was wondering where you were going to sleep tonight up until you finally came in to see me now. After I got that reaction from you before in the kitchen and you blasted me in front of the boys I felt pretty down, I mean really down." He looked like he wanted to cry. "I don't know what to say to you Tommy. I guess it was my fault. I did hit you but I didn't do it on purpose." "Shawn it wasn't that you hit me it was how ridiculous you reacted afterwards, in the bedroom and then downstairs. I almost wanted to just leave this place for a few days, if the snow was gone I would have been gone too! That is why I am upset not to even mention how foolish you looked in the kitchen before when you acted that way in front of everyone." "Yeah but..." "Shawn...tell you what lets go downstairs and talk to the other boys who watched you act like a butt hole before in the kitchen and see who they think was wrong." "No we can't do that because they will pick me!" "Why Shawn, why will they pick you?" "Because I was wrong!" "Exactly." "But what do you want me to say TJ? We were fooling around and I hit you. It was an accident." "But what did I say Shawn, it wasn't that you hit me it was what happened after that." "Ohhhh... yeah well." "Yeah well what did you say? What happened that made you so mad that you had to tell me I wouldn't protect you? It wasn't like we were talking about someone threatening you. You were babbling about me beating the whole house up if they noticed we were closer and started talking about it." "Yeah but all I said was that you could beat them up to make them stop saying it." "And how wrong would that be? The first time say...Kyle came over to you and said to you wow I see you and my brother are boyfriend now...what should I do go over and beat him up for saying it?" "No of course not he is your brother." "Well what if it was Joey that said it should I pop him once in the nose for saying it?" "No. I don't want you hitting anyone." "Then why did you say anything about me protecting you?" "Because I could. Because you care enough about me that if something happened no matter what you would always protect me TJ." "I will always protect you Shawn but not from yourself. If you open your mouth and accidentally or on purpose say something foolish to another person and they go off on you should I protect you for being stupid?" He was quiet. "Shawn answer my question please." "I guess not. It would be my own fault and I should watch what I say or not say it." "Exactly, Thank YOU!!!" "So now what happens TJ? We had our first big argument. Now what?" "Now you come over here and I spank you for being bad." "Really? You have to spank me?" "Yup. Drop your pants and come here, get on my lap and prepare for five smacks on your butt for being bad." He looked at me but couldn't tell if I was serious or not. So far I was doing a great job of keeping a straight face. He walked over to me and stood in front of me. "Come on drop em!" He dropped his pants and stepped out of them. "Okay now lie across my legs and prepare for five hard smacks on your ass for being so bad." "But Tommy I..." I cut him off. "Just do it and it will be over with quickly!" He got on me and over my legs. I was staring at his cute ass and I began to snicker. He couldn't see me so he had no idea. "What are you waiting for Tommy go ahead and punish me." He was totally breaking my heart. I grabbed him by the shoulder and lifted him up and turned him over so he could sit on my legs. "What? I thought...ohhhhhhh you were kidding weren't you?" I smiled at him. He reached out and we hugged. "I'm sorry TJ I love you so much." "I love you too cutie." I held him for a bit and then finally I told him to get down. "Okay love I am done busting your balls. Go get dressed, this is over with and we need to put it behind us." He smiled at me. "Yay!" he said. As he got up and moved away he turned back to me. "Ya know I was almost going to enjoy you smacking my butt because I know you would never hurt me and I wanted to see what you were going to do to actually punish me." "Huh?" "You always told me you couldn't hurt me so I wanted to see how hard you were really going to hit me." "I'll hit you. Get over here!" He came over and I jumped up and he jumped at me and I hoisted him up into the air. It was all momentum and I had him over my head with ease. With a little more work I had him around and on my shoulders and he was riding piggy back on my shoulders. We walked to the door and I opened it. He ducked and we walked out and then I shut my door and walked downstairs together with him on my shoulders all the way to the kitchen. Kyle and a few others were in there as we entered. After he ducked and we went in Kyle looked at us. "Looks like the fight is over." He said. "You could say that Kyle. Shawn said. I let him down and he went over by Kyle. But he got me really good he told me I had to be punished for what happened and he made me get on his lap to be spanked and I actually did it." He looked at me. "Then what did he do Shawn?" "Started laughing and I caught on." "So he got you." "Yeah big time." The others in the kitchen started laughing as he told the story to Kyle. Kyle laughed too. "Sometimes Shawn you make it too easy don't you?" "Yeah I guess so." Kyle messed his hair and went over to sit at the table. It was lunch time and a few guys were eating. He was feeding them. "Taking my job bro?" "You can have it anytime you want." "Actually I like watching you feed them, why they can't get off their own butts and do it themselves I don't know but if you want to spoil them be my guest." "It's only PBJ's!" "Oh good then I will have one." He looked at me. "Yeah so you are making them it would be nice to have someone make something for me for a change." He gave me a look but turned and made me a sandwich. "Shawn pass the milk please and someone get me a clean glass. I feel like being served for a change." It might have just been PBJ's but having someone else make it made it taste all the better. I sat and for a change just ate with the boys and Kyle waited on me for the first time in a while. He even made a second sandwich and brought it to me. He turned to walk away. "Hey bro?" He stopped and turned back. "Yeah?" "Come here." He walked over and stood next to me. I motioned to him with my finger and he bent over. I went to whisper in his ear as the others watched and I gave him a big kiss on the cheek. "Yuck! You got peanut butter all over my cheek!" Everyone started laughing. "Thanks Kyle that was great!" "Yeah for who?" As he was wiping his face off with a paper towel. He was laughing but it was priceless. Finally he made something for himself and came over and sat next to me. At the table were Kyle, Shawn, Jordan,Jeremy, Chase, Chance and Zack and Jon. Just about everyone was chowing down on PBJ's except Chase apparently he didn't like them or didn't want them he was eating a bowl of cereal. Luke and Benjy walked in and looked at us. "Where is ours Tommy?" Luke asked. "Don't ask me I am being served today. Kyle made it for me." They looked at him. "Don't even go there!" he said between bites. Everyone laughed again. "Ben you know how to cook, you make them for both of you." "Gee thanks Tommy." Luke took a seat with Ben's prompting and he went over and made four sandwiches. Soon he joined us at the table and we all ate. As we were finishing Danny and his brother came in and I looked at Benjy as he was just finishing making those four sandwiches and he just said NO! That made the others giggle again. "I'll do it. I'm done eating anyway." Kyle said. Kyle got up and Danny sat next to me where Kyle was and Christian next to him at the end of our side of the wooden bench we could fit a lot of butt's on the bench but not everyone at once. If we squashed everyone in we could get six butts on each side. Just about everyone was done now as Kyle fed Dan and Chris a sandwich each but no one was leaving because it was just a great atmosphere and everyone was enjoying themselves for a change. Joey and Billy came in shortly after that. "Hey what's going on in here?" Joey said. "We all just ate and you missed it Luke yelled out." They looked at me. "Don't look at me neither of you have broken arms and you're both old enough to make a sandwich." They looked at each other and finally Joey decided to make the food and Billy came over and sat across from me. "So what have you and he been up to lately?" I asked. "I would tell you but there are too many young ears at the table." That brought on a bunch of snickering from those old enough to get the wise crack and Joey turned around and told him to shut up. "Say anymore and you can make your own sandwich big mouth!" "Okay, okay sorrrrrie!" Billy said to Joey. We were all laughing again at Billy's expense. Finally he came over and they sat together to eat. The brothers were gone now. All of them got up together and actually cleaned their spots off. Zack looked at me and smiled now that we are friends again. Before he left with Jordy stopped and whispered something in my ear so none of the others could hear. I whispered back what I had in mind and he said yes. I am going to meet him at the pool for some fun in a little bit. If no one shows up we are going to have a good old time in the water. He took off to go get ready. I guess... I went back to what was happening at the table. Kyle and Jon took off after Kyle waved at me. Jon still hasn't said anything to me but it's obvious now that they are together. Danny was finishing up and Christian looked like he had more peanut butter on his cheeks than he ate. Luke took some peanut butter and spread it on a piece of bread. "Is it okay Tommy if I bring this to Patches?" "Of course." "Thanks and Tommy I am going to need dog food soon if you don't mind." "Sure kiddo, next time I got I will get a bag for you." "Thanks Tommy." He left with Ben shortly after that. I was sitting with Shawn, Joey and Billy now after having everyone in the kitchen before for the first time in over a week. "Shawn do you want to come back and play a round of play station with Joey and me? Asked Billy. He looked at me. "Go ahead have a ball." "Yeah that would be great!" he said. "Good, said Joey sarcastically, I need a good ass beatin at that game and it's not like you don't kill me enough Billy!" They both laughed at Joey and that freed me up to go see Jordan. Everything was working out nicely for a change. They finished up as I got up and Shawn, Joey and Billy helped me clean the table before we went our own ways. They took off to the game room and I headed to get my bathing suit. I walked out of the kitchen and Jordy was sitting at the top of the steps. "What are you doing sitting there?" He took out his bathing suit and waved it at me. "I need a place to change Tommy." "What's wrong with your room?" "Zack is in there." "Oh, let me guess...you snuck out with your bathing suit." "Yeah exactly because if he saw it he would want to come too and I just want this to be you and me." "We can only do so much Jordy because the pool is open to everyone and if someone decides to come in or hears us we will have to stop." "Yeah I know but we can try right?" "Absolutely, I want to do more than try I want your suit down and floating in the water as soon as we get in the pool." He smiled. "Come on lets go change." He followed me into my room and I shut the door. "You go change in the bathroom so we don't get distracted and when you come out I will be ready." "Sounds good to me." I watched the cute twelve year old saunter off to the bathroom door. He sure has a body to die for! I went to the draw and took out my bathing suit and quickly dropped my sweats and underwear. I was pulling my suit up as he came back out. "Damn you are quick boy." "I know but all I had on was these." He waved his sweats at me. "No underwear?" "No I forgot to wash and honestly I am not really sure how to do a load. Last time Zack did them he knows how but I would really like to learn if you will teach me Tommy." "I'll teach you that and more you good looking boy!" He laughed after I said that. "Gee Tommy thanks; I never had another guy call me good looking." "Come on lets try to sneak down to the pool." "Tommy if anyone catches us can we go some place else?" "Sure. You really want to have fun today don't you?" "Yeah I do I haven't played with it since yesterday in the shower and I really want to shoot." "Okay I got ya. I know what its like to be twelve and want to have your pecker played with." "You do? You mean you had boys that would play with you when you were twelve?" "A boy. Even before the comet he wasn't around anymore but this kid was someone that not a lot of kids liked so I took advantage if that and became his friend. After a week I told him that I couldn't hang around him anymore because I had needs." "Really you just put it that way?" "Yup I kinda knew I could get away with it. I mean he wasn't too cute but he wasn't ugly either more like the class nerd." "Oh yeah I know what you mean. So how did he take it?" "He asked what needs I had. I was a little scared but I said boy needs." "Did he know what you meant?" "Not right away. At first he said boy needs. I said yeah, what are boy needs he asked me. I figured what the hell and just said it to him." "Really what did you say?" "I said this boy needs to be played with." "No you didn't. Not at that age. Come on Tommy what did you say." "You are pretty smart not believing me." "It didn't sound right for someone that age to be that way." "Ya know you might be cute and smart too Jordy." He smiled widely at me. "Thanks Tommy." I think I embarrassed him some he seemed to turn a little red. "Actually I told him that I wanted to know if he knew any place were we might be able to find someone we could fool around with." "What did he say?" Fool around how? So I told him I like it when someone touches me down there and he got quiet. I told him I would see him later I turned to go. I walked about a block away and he came to get me. He yelled wait. So I stopped and waited just to see what he was gonna do. He said to me that he really didn't know if he wanted to do that kind of thing but he liked me and would think about it." "Really?" "Yeah his name was Danny Martel. The next day I saw him he looked at me but didn't come over right away so I figured I lost him as any kind of friend. Two days later he saw me and came over. He told me if I could find a secret place I would think about trying something with me. We went over to an old shack I knew about on bikes about three miles out of town." "Wow that was a long ride." "Yeah I know but I didn't want to get caught after all I was only your age. He followed me and when we got there we went inside. It was really small but no one was around. I asked him to pull down his pants and he did for me the only problem was he hadn't showered and he was a little stinky so I didn't touch him. He had a nice dick about four inches soft but that time he turned me off so I told him straight up that if he wanted to play he had to be clean. He got all kinda red faced and pulled his pants back up." "Did he do anything to you?" "Yeah I took down my pants and he was mad because I wouldn't touch him so I grabbed his hand and put it on my dick." "Really, wow." "Yeah as soon as he touched it I felt a shock go up my back and he felt it for a bit and then I told him to stroke it. He pulled it twice and I started to get hard. That was it that time. I'll tell you more about him sometime but if we don't go we are probably gonna get caught." "That was a neat story Tommy. You made mine grow a little from it." I smiled at him and went over and gave it a quick feel through his bathing suit. "That feels good. He said." "It sure does. Come on lets go." I opened my bedroom door and we headed out. We went downstairs and quickly around the corner and down the hall to the pool. My cock was beggin for some attention now after I told him the Danny story. That was true too. The next time we met he was clean and we fooled around too. Guess you will have to wait to hear more too. I opened the pool room door and we were alone. I shut it and ran over and dove in. Jordy followed. We were both wet and I swam over to him. "You ready to have some fun?" "Yeah you bet." I reached out under water and grabbed him by the crotch and gave him a light squeeze. "That just feels weird especially under water." "Well take them off and leave them in the pool incase anyone comes in." He reached under and tried to pull them off. "I can't get them Tommy the water is making it hard to pull them off." "Go over to the shallow end and try." "Okay, good idea." I watched as he swam over to the shallow end and then when he got ground under him he reached down and pulled off his suit. The lower part of his body was just under water so I couldn't see anything. He knew I was watching so he went up on his tippy toes and showed me his half hard cock from across the pool. "That looks sweet. Don't come back over just walk out of the pool and over to me." I swam closer to the shallow water and watched as he left the pool and came around. I couldn't take my eyes off his sweet four inches of boy meat. He was now standing over me. "Now what?" "Sit down." He bent over and sat on his ass and put his feet in the water. "Move in closer to the edge." He did as I asked and his hard-on was just inches from me now. I was standing so it wasn't a problem and I had about six inches to give where we were in the pool before any water would hit my face. I leaned in and spread his legs as wide as I could and took a good look at his hardness. I looked up at him. "You have a nice cock Jordy." His red face got even redder. I reached out and felt it and he almost fell backwards. He was now using one arm to support himself as I slowly played with the head of his cock. I was running my finger over his piss slot and stroking him back and forth in between. "Oh Tommy that feels awesome." I reached out and pulled him closer to me. His ass was on the edge of the pool now. I went between his legs and all I could smell was the chlorine. I took his cock into my mouth and began sucking him. "Ohhhhhhh, wow! That is awesome!" he said. I just sucked his hard cock for a few minutes and then I looked up at him. I could tell he was barely holding on by the look on his face. I reached down and touched his balls for the first time and he jumped a little. "Wow you scared me! My balls are like super sensitive when someone else touches me Tommy sorry." "Who else has touched him?" "Just my doctor and my brother a few times." "I bet you didn't get hard for him did you?" "Almost. I mean the doctor not Zack. If he would have did it a little longer I was getting close to getting hard. When the doctor was done I quickly pulled my pants up and left his office with a little hard-on in my pants. My mom almost saw it too. That was the first time I ever got so embarrassed I was just glad no one knew." "What about Zack?" "He just touches me for a bit we never go deep into it." I laughed. "Yeah well now I am gonna play with them and suck you off so I am sure you are gonna feel something you haven't felt before." I started with him again and he leaned back on both arms as I started sucking him. He was as hard as could be now and I wasn't sure but I thought I detected a little taste of precum now. The chlorine was so strong it was hard to tell. I played with his nut sack and sucked him for about another minute and me let out a loud moan that echoed off the walls. I almost laughed but I wanted to finish before anyone came in. I gave him a good squeeze and sucked harder and he shot into my mouth. I backed off of him quickly and watched the next shot of cum fly past me into the pool and then the third shot dribbled down between his legs onto the side of the pool. He was having trouble holding himself up with the pleasure he was experiencing from the orgasm. I suppose it was good enough to give him plenty of pleasure because he cock stayed hard for a little while. I reached out and grabbed it and squeezed the last bit of cum out of it and he jumped from the touch. "Oh Tommy I am so sensitive now. Please be careful." he said. I took his last bit of seed and licked it off my finger. When he was totally back from his pleasure he jumped off the side and into the pool. "Wow that was so awesome Tommy. Thanks. You did it way better than I could ever do with my hand." "You mean the orgasm you had from me topped anything you ever did jerking off?" "Yeah by a lot." Guess the kid isn't that good alone! "Glad to hear it Jordy. You were worth it!" "Do you want me to do anything to you Tommy?" "Sure if you want to. I am gonna go sit on the step and you can jerk me off till I cum okay?" "Sure that sounds like fun." I went over to the step and sat down he watched while I pulled down my bathing suit and smiled when he saw my almost hard cock spring out. "Tommy you are so big man. I can't wait to see you cum." "Yeah I bet. Maybe I should shoot in your mouth!" He gave me a look of a little fear, "Please Tommy is it okay if I just jerk you off I think if you did that you might make me choke." "Yeah Jordy just jerk me off." He reached out hesitantly and grabbed me. He seemed lost at first. "Just stroke it like you do to yourself." He began to jerk me off and finally got some rhythm going. It's a good thing he got me close while I enjoyed him because he sucked at jerking off. Every time I got close he lost his rhythm and I lost the feeling to cum which just made it go on longer. "Jordy just stroke it steady and quicker. Come on man I was ready to cum twice so far and you slowed down and I lost the feeling." "Sorry Tommy I am getting tired." "Then switch arms." He switched from his left to right arm and was much faster. Why he didn't use it to start I will never know. I was finally close now and ready. I opened my eyes and looked at him. "Any second now Jordy as soon as I shoot the first wad just let go I will take it from there and you can watch." "Okay Tommy." A few more seconds and I was there." "Gonna cum!" I yelled out. I shot my first load and it hit him square in the chest. If I wasn't in my happy place I would have laughed. He let go and I grabbed my cock and jerked out the next two blasts that flew right at him. I was aiming for his face. The first one I shot hit him in the chest right by the other and the last one I shot got him right in the face. "Ewwww that's gross!" he yelled out. He turned and dove under the water. Chicken shit! I relaxed and enjoyed the rest of my orgasm as he came up from the water. I left a little on the end of my cock for him he was going to get a lesson in tasting whether he liked it or not. "Come here Jordy." He came over. "Put your mouth on my cock and lick off the little bit of cum that is left." "No way! Are you serious?" "Yes. It won't hurt you and I want you to see what it tastes like." "I won't even taste mine I am not gonna taste yours." "Look Jordy its not gonna hurt you don't be a wimp." "Please Tommy don't make me do that I am afraid." "Okay fine but if you don't we will never do this again and no more stories or fun with me! I'll go see Zack and we can play together I bet he will taste my cum!" "You know that isn't fair! You can't make me do that to you please Tommy!" "No I won't make you do anything but just remember what I said." I reached down and squeezed out the last few drops onto my finger. "Last chance?" "Ewwww gross!" he said. "Okay no problem." I lifted my hand to my lips and licked it off in front of him. He looked like he was gonna throw up. I laughed. "Guess you will never be a cock sucker Jordy you cant take a little cum. Sorry to see that it was fun being with you and by the way I swallowed all you shot at me and you tasted great!" He looked ill. I jumped into the water totally naked and swam around when I got to the deep end I took a quick leak and came back over. I put my suit on as he watched and got out of the pool. "See ya." I said as I walked away leaving him alone. "Tommy!" he yelled to me as I was about to leave the pool. He came running over. "Please don't say anything to anybody about this. Please?" "Jordy I don't talk about anything I do with anyone so don't worry. As for doing it again I am sorry but I can't be with someone who is afraid to try things especially when they won't be hurt by them. See you later." "Tommy please wait I want to tell you something." "Okay Jordy what do you have to say?" "Look I am sorry but Robert made me suck him off and I didn't like that either so I did it so badly that he finally let me stop but before I stopped he cummed in my mouth and it was so horrible Tommy. He held my head down on him and just shot one after another into my mouth and wouldn't let go. I almost couldn't breath. Please don't make me do that again!" He began to cry. Sure now he made me feel bad. No wonder he was so horrible when he tried to jerk me off. I reached out and held the cute boy and after a little bit he stopped bawling. "Wipe your face Jordy. Next time tell me everything so I won't hurt you. I'm sorry but I didn't know." "Me too. But I was scared and embarrassed I didn't want anyone to know not even Zack!" I put my arm around him. "You will be fine Jordy. He can't hurt you anymore and I won't either." "You didn't hurt me Tommy just scared me. He hurt me that fucking bastard!" I pulled him to me and tried to hug away some of his pain. He was calming some as he talked it out. I walked him over to one of the lounge chairs and let him sit. I grabbed one and sat opposite him. "Look cutie you have to tell me things like that I really am sorry but I didn't know or I never would have been so rough on you." "Thanks Tommy but its okay. I appreciate you wanting to help me but I have to get past it myself. You are right if I can't taste cum I will never be able to enjoy doing what you just did to me and I really loved it too. I want to be able to make you happy if we ever do this again." "Then next time just take a little and put it on your lips when you cum alone. That can be how you start." "Okay maybe I will. Thanks Tommy. Thanks a lot for not laughing at me when I was so hurt." I grabbed his leg and gave him a good squeeze. "You're gonna be fine you just need to heal." I didn't know what else to do or say to him. "Come on lets go get out of these wet suits." I patted him on the butt after he got up and he seemed to be a little better but it was obvious he was still upset about the whole thing. All he had to do was speak up sooner and things would have gone differently. I feel bad but what can I do I am not a mind reader. At the top of the steps he went to his room and I went to mine. I got inside and stripped off my suit and went into the bathroom to wash. I hate the smell of pool water on me after a swim otherwise I love the pool. I started the shower water and heard someone yelling to me from inside. I cracked the door some and it was Zack. He let himself in like I didn't know this was coming. "I am over here Zack. What can I do for you I was just about to shower." "Can I come in Tommy?" "Sure." He walked over by me. "What is wrong with Jordy? He came in the room in his bathing suit and told me he was with you and then he started to cry." "Did you ask him?" "Yeah he said he didn't want to talk about it." "Sorry Zack but I have to respect your brother's wishes. All I can tell you is we went swimming together and he didn't get physically hurt." "What does that mean Tommy?" "He didn't get hurt at the pool. Something else is bothering him and I can't talk to you about it since it's personal." "How can he keep anything from me Tommy I am his brother but you know about it?" "I know its not fair Zack but it is his decision. So either you strip naked and come in and shower with me or I am going to go myself because I am standing here naked and the water is running." "Thanks but I don't think I am ready to shower with you just yet. I mean we came a long way today you and me but I don't think I can go from a spanking to a shower just yet." "No problem I just offered. Besides there is nothing like a nice warm shower and someone to wash your back for you." "That does sound good but I am more worried about what else you will wash." "Ha-ha, only your body. What's wrong you afraid I might get you hard and make you squirt in the shower with me?" "I really don't want to do there yet Tommy. I am gonna go check on Jordy. See you later." He turned and left. I almost had him! I got in the shower and soaped up. After washing the chlorine off me I got out and dried off. By the time I was done Shawn was back in the room sitting on the bed. I walked out with my towel around my waist and looked at him. "You're done already?" "Yeah we played for almost two hours Tommy it's like 4pm." I looked at the clock and sure enough it was 4:10. "So what are your plans now?" "Nothing if you would have waited I would have showered with you but obviously you had other plans. You could have asked me you know." "Sorry I wasn't thinking about you, you were busy playing and I went for a swim." "You went swimming too without me. That isn't fair." "Yeah Jordy and me went for a dip." "Awwww man that even sucks more you got to see him too didn't you." I smiled at Shawn. "Awwww crap! Did you two do anything?" "Just a little." "You suck! I wish I was there but no I had to go play a game with Joey and Billy." "Hey that's okay you got to know them a little better." "Yeah a little they kissed in front of me Tommy." "Really, why?" "It was a bet. Billy bet Joey he could outlast me at one of the games. It was getting serious too Billy only bet the kiss but Joey bet a blow job." "Interesting. I guess you were upset that Billy won?" "Yeah because he was gonna blow him right there. Now that would have been kewl!" "Yeah then I would have been upset." Shawn laughed. "So what are we gonna do now?" "If it wasn't so late I was gonna go plow because I think Chance wants to go home tomorrow." "Really? I didn't know that." "I am not sure but last I heard he was talking to Cameron and they were discussing how the roads and snow was over there. He said to me that they didn't get as much snow but at least a foot there." "Wow we got like six more inches up here then they did." "Yeah and I still haven't been out in it. If I don't go out soon I am gonna lose my mind!" "Then why don't you go plow or something?" "Because it's gonna get dark in five or so minutes and I don't feel like accidentally plowing myself off the side of the hill." "No then don't go I don't want you getting hurt!" "Yeah or worse Shawn." "I don't even want to think about that Tommy just stay here and we can be together and just hang out I think that is good enough for me right now I missed you while we argued and I don't want to anymore!" He came over and sat with me. "You smell good and are nice and warm from your shower." He gave me a hug and I dropped my towel and he undressed down to his underwear and we just got into bed together and snuggled for a while. Meanwhile downstairs Kyle and Jon were in Kyle's room talking... "So Jon when are you going to talk to my brother. You owe him that much." "Right now I am hurt from him dumping me even if you asked him to Ky. so I don't think I can do that yet." "Okay but don't wait too long because I hate seeing my brother hurt." "What about me Ky? You are supposed to be my boyfriend now; I mean we haven't done it yet but still..." "Jon don't go there okay. You can't expect me to pick between you and TJ. He is my brother and you know who will win that." "Yeah I know but I am still hurting." "That is understandable Jon why don't you join me on my bed and we can see if I can make some pain go away. Besides I am sure you can teach me a lot that I don't know yet when it comes to boys being together and so on." Jon smiled at Kyle. Kyle took off his shirt and got on the bed with just his pants and socks on. So far they have just kissed and neither has seen each other naked, advantage to Jon right now for sex and kissing he is way far ahead of Kyle even if Kyle has been with someone else in the house a few times. That secret is to remain just that way until possibly Jon gets it out of him soon. Jon took off his shirts and both boys were naked from the waist up and in Kyle's bed together. They got closer and both thirteen year olds began to make out. For the first time Jon's hand wandered south and found Kyle's crotch. Kyle stopped kissing for a second and looked down to see what Jon was doing but quickly their lips joined again. Kyle followed suit and his right hand found Jon's crotch. Both were kissing some now and exploring each other from outside their pants. "Do you want to go further Jon? I know you are still thinking about... " He cut him off. "Please just don't say it Kyle it makes me think I should be with you okay! Every time I hear his name I want him. I still love him Ky. I miss him a lot!" "Then go tell him. Shawn is just ten Jon if you want to be with my brother I can't help you only he can. When you told him nothing you pretty much said good bye to him. I think even if you fought a little you would have won and if you fought a lot you might be in his bed right now instead of Shawn who is probably there now." "Kyle?" "Yeah Jon?" "Just shut up and take off your pants." They both got up and dropped their jeans and got back into bed with lumps in their underwear. Both boys began to run their hands over each other and nothing else was said. It was clear though that Jon still lover Tommy but how long was he going to be able to pretend that Tommy's brother is a good enough replacement for the boy he really wants. Only time will tell! To be continued www.dwednomail.com www.paddedroom.us