Date: Fri Nov 16, 2012
From: Cody <email@example.com>
Out of the Frying Pan & into the Fire and/or How to save our Bacon?
Twinergy and the Boys of Clear Lake (18.3) by Cody S.
Disclaimer: This story involves homosexual acts between two or more under-age boys. If this offends you, or is illegal for you to view, or you are too young to read it, leave now and do not return. This story is entirely fictitious, and any similarity to persons living or dead, or to actual events is entirely coincidental.
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Chapter 18 Pt. 3
And the confidence and self esteem I could see and feel that he was building from this, dwarfed any superiority, or pecking order that I felt I was due. In the grand scheme of our rendezvous, his well-being and confidence trumped my status of being a little older and superior within our group. And therefor I gladly accepted the more passive role, and took a backseat for his state of mind.
We continued to carry on like this for quite some time. And we were both lost in a love and passion that was so urgent and so deep, that we lost sight of anything other than our need for one another.
The rain had begun to come down in buckets. And the center of the storm was close, and perhaps right on top of us. As the lightning flashes were almost constant, and the thunder was ear-shattering, and occurred almost immediately after the lightning flashes. The wind blew the door to the balcony wide open as it slammed against the wall. Through the flashes of lightning you could see the rain through the dark, blowing into the room and coating the hardwood floors with a slick sheen of water. And while all this was happening, I couldn't determine which storm was more intense, the one outside our room, or the one taking place under our covers?
Tanner came up for more air, breaking our kiss as we were both beginning to sweat like crazy. I took the opportunity to catch my breath again as Tanner said, “why'd ya get me all dressed up in all these clothes Nika, if you planned on getting me right back outta them and working me out like this?”
I replied, “I had no idea we'd be going here Tanner. I thought we were gonna just talk and sleep,” as Tanner was removing his sweatpants and sweatshirt from under the covers. He then said, “Common Nika, please get em off too.”
So I pulled off my shorts and jersey from under the covers and threw them on the floor right atop Tanners. Without missing a beat, he rolled back on to me and began to kiss my face, neck, and lips, breathing heavy and making little noises as he frantically mapped out my entire face.
I could feel the pent up emotional love and passion that he had kept locked away his entire life. And I have to say, that it was awesome seeing him like this. I reached my arms around him and caressed his wet, smooth white back as he began to kiss me again. I also couldn't help but feel his stiff midsection meet mine as he urgently pushed himself against me, freeing me from having to do any work at all.
But I knew one thing for sure, and that was he was having an affect on me that I couldn't control, or prevent. And I was just about to scream out to him to please slow down, or stop. When I felt him freeze and his body go stiff. Then I felt that all too familiar warm wetness engulf my midsection just before he went limp in my arms, and fell silent atop me.
That warm wetness of course sent me over the edge as I too lost my fight with my control. Tanner sensed this and held me close, taking into account that it was my venerable moment, that he was lovingly and patiently waiting out. As it was my turn to freeze-up and go rigid, the whole time looking into my eyes, as I looked into his. Both of us sharing a sense of love, and a lost innocence that was once again found.
Actually seeing what each other looked like and and how each other felt, at the point of our most private and special time, was most beautiful. And held a certain intimacy that we will now share for all time, regardless of what happens from here on out, and can never be taken away.....it was breathtaking! A few seconds later, after I was spent, I too went weak and laid back into the mattress, underneath my special friend.
We remained like that for a few minutes, catching our breath as Tanner looked as if he were about to fall asleep. His breathing was very shallow, and the top of his head was just below my chin, as he rested it on my upper chest. I was thinking it may be best if I just let him go to sleep like that, but truth be told, he had been atop me for quite some time. He was beginning to feel pretty heavy, as I was feeling very uncomfortable.
So I reached around his head and petted his soft silky hair with my hand and said, “Tanner.” Then a little louder, “Tanner buddy?”
That woke him as he looked down at me and said, “Yah Nika?”
I replied, “Can you move, or roll over, your squishing me.”
I saw that had an opposite effect on him than I had hoped for, and immediately saw a concerned look in his face, and his eye's in particular. He looked down to the right and said, “Yah, sorry Nika.”
I immediately took my hand to his chin and lifted his face to eye level again and said, “It's just that it's starting to hurt Tanner, nothing more than that.” Then I said, “Here,” and rolled him off of me to the side. So that we were still connected and in an embrace, but lying on our sides instead of him atop of me. He said, “Ok,” and laid there with me motionless, not knowing what to do next. It was an awkward moment for sure, made more so because of his delicate condition. I decided to go fishing, and said, “So Tanner, whatcha thinkin?”
Tanner: “I don't know Nika. Are you mad at me?”
Nika: “Haha, are you kidding? For what?”
Tanner: “For doing what I just did? That's twice now.”
Nika: “Why would I be mad?”
Tanner: “What about Cody?”
Nika: “What about him Tanner?”
Tanner: “Well, he's your boyfriend....isn't he?”
Nika: “Yah, and he still is! So, what's your point?”
Tanner: “Won't he be mad?”
Nika: “Why don't you leave that to me Tanner. Don't you worry or concern yourself about any of that.”
Tanner: “Are you sure Nika?”
Nika: “Was he last time Tanner?”
I saw Tanner looking down and off to the side again, afraid to look me in the eyes. And I knew that this was my moment to act. And that I was the perfect person, in the perfect place, at the perfect time for Tanner to have his first “real” intimate encounter with. As I knew exactly what he was thinking, and how he was feeling right now.
You know the feeling, you've all been there at one time or another? There's your first cum, either wet dream, or masturbation. And your first gay/bi encounter, and first act of making love. And as a newbie to those things, you sometimes experience, or feel some guilt, or shame. Like maybe you did something wrong, or were “dirty!”
I knew that's what was going through Tanner's head at that exact moment, only it was probably multiplied by ten because of the guilt and loss that he was already feeling before our act of love. So I was in the perfect position (no, not talking about the physical one at the moment) to rectify that way of thinking, and turn something maybe not so good into something great.
So I decided he had just come a long way in taking the chance he just took with me, and he even gained back some confidence and pride in himself. So now it was my time to act, and make sure that he not only salvaged that, but maybe even add a good bit more to it than was already there. I lifted his chin with my fingers once more, so that we were again looking directly into one another eye's. Then I said, “Tanner?”
Tanner: “Yah Nika?”
Nika: “I wanna have a talk with you right now.”
Tanner: “I knew it, I fucked things up worse.....didn't I?” As he looked down and broke our stare once again.
So I yet again lifted his chin so that we were face to face, but he still wouldn't look me in the eye. So I said in a loud voice, “Tanner!”
He jumped a little as he looked ever so hesitatingly at me eye to eye. I said, “Don't ever look away from me when we're talking Tanner. And don't you ever again be ashamed of who you are, or what you've done. At least in my presence! You got that?”
He just nodded his head yes, as he was starting to tear up. And he started to look down and to the side once again as he broke our stare. But he caught himself just in time, and looked back directly at me. I reached up with my hand real fast to wipe it away, as a single tear went sliding down his cheek. But I may have moved too fast in fact, as he cocked his head back to shun away as if I we're going to strike him. He said, “No Nika, please!”
The Dakota effect I am sure. I realized what I had done and said, “No Tanner,” as I wiped away the single tear with my finger and kissed him gently on the lips. Before pulling his face into my chest and petting the back of his head, and that fine silky hair with the palm of my hand. I let him cry a little as I said to him, “I'm sorry I scarred you Tanner, I just wanted to wipe the tear away.”
He gave me a muffled, “That's ok Nika, thank you.” As I continued to pet him. Then I decided to try a different approach, as I said to him, “Thank you Tanner. Thank you soo much for tonight, you don't know how much it means to me.”
I felt him freeze for a few seconds and could tell that he was confused and thinking. So right on queue he lifted his head, watery eye's and all, and looked me directly in the eye's with a questioning, confused look on his face. I could tell he was studying me for a good few seconds looking for some kind of indicator as to what I was up to. He was definitely no idiot. Emotionally and sometimes physically abused to no end, but no idiot.
So he finally took the bait, and with that still confused look on his face, said, “For what Nika? What on earth do you have to thank me for? I've done absolutely nothing for you. I'm the one who should be thanking you. You've sacrificed everything for me!”
In my best Academy Award attempted response, I replied, with a giggle as if intending to make his remark sound sorta stupid, “Are you kidding me Tanner? Don't be sooo dramatic!”
Still confused, Tanner said, “What do you have to thank me for Nika?”
I replied, looking directly into his eye's again, and with a look of love and want on my face, “Do you have any idea how long and how bad inside I have wanted to do that with you Tanner? Do you really have no idea about how you look and how much attention you get from people? Do you really believe you just forced, or tricked me into doing something I didn't want to do?”
He just laid there still looking at me, but you could see the wheels turning inside his mind. There was that war again that was going on within his soul. The one side telling him, “He's fucking with you Tanner, you're a nobody! You're nothing. Don't believe him!” And the other side saying, “Don't listen to that shit Tanner, Nika's right. You're a full-on hottie, and what's more, people love you!”
As usual it was a stalemate, but fortunately he had come far enough to ask the question. The magic question, that in this case, he had built back up just enough courage to ask, despite the fact the wrong answer would have been devastating. But he did have enough left in the tank to ask it just the same. Allowing me the tiebreaker, “Nika?”
I replied, “Yes Tanner?”
Tanner: “You really mean what you just said? That I didn't do anything wrong and that you wanted to do that with me for a long time?”
Again being very careful and choosing my words just right, I replied, with my own questioning look thrown in for good measure, “Hell yess I meant it Tanner. And you can't be responsible for doing anything wrong anyway!”
Tanner: “Why's that?”
Nika: “Because for starters, you didn't do anything!”
Tanner: “I didn't? How so?”
Nika: “Because “WE” did something Tanner. You were just one party as to what took place. It takes two people to make love Tanner, and both have to be willing. And from what I saw both of us were more than willing.”
Tanner: Are you sure Nika?”
Nika: Hell yah I'm sure dummy. You didn't force me to do anything I didn't wanna do. You didn't make me, manipulate me, or trick me. I responded to your kiss the same way you responded to mine. And it lit a fire neither of us could control. I told you how much it meant to me and thanked you, cause it's been slowly driving me crazy, and I've been thinking about it for a long, long time.”
Tanner: “So you promise your not mad then. Or worried what Cody will do to you if he finds out?”
Nika: “Why would I be mad Tanner? And if I was, then why would I be mad at you? Why would I be mad at anybody but myself? You didn't make me do anything I didn't already want to do. It wasn't as if you drugged me, and tied me up and........ya know, come to think of it, I did have this dream one time about....? Umm, never mind, we can talk about that another time. But it was all fun, and I loved it....ever second of it”
Tanner: “And Cody?”
Nika: “You leave Cody to me, that's not your concern. Besides, it's covered.”
Tanner: “It's not that easy. If something happened to you two Nika, and you broke up, then I'd feel partly responsible no matter what you say. And I knew you two are in love and boyfriends before I did what I did anyway!”
Nika: “Listen Barbie,” as I pulled his head so as my mouth was at his ear, “Cody already knows Tanner.”
Tanner: “What, how? We just did it?”
Nika: “Because, he and I have talked about it already. More than once. He knew the possibility that this situation may eventually come up. And if it did, we both had the green light.....just like last time Tanner.”
Tanner: Then it doesn't bother him? Or you?”
I replied frankly, "We both love you Tanner, and we both made a decision in regards to your situation and preference. And we both agreed on that decision and what all is involved."
Tanner, with a confused but inquisitive look on his face, "And what all does that mean?"
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