Date: Thu, 12 Jan 2012 07:49:01 +0000 From: Tommy Evans Subject: uriel and jon:growing up chapter 29 That night I spent with Jon was quite fun. We talked up til the late hours of the night. Nothing weird happened, and I am glad I didn't have to face something like that. Max never came into the room too check up on us or anything like I thought he would. Turns out he's not even worried about his brother taking my friendship from him. A week passed by and I kept my regular friendship with Max but also Jon was texting me more often. They were starting school this coming Monday and Max was really bummed out about this. On Friday night we decided we were going to go out to a movie. Max wanted one last night of amazingness as he calls it. At the theater we had a blast. As usual we bought tons of snacks and watched 2 movies. "Aaron, dude, have you realized we haven't had sex?" he whispered as we were leaving the theater. "Do you really have to bring that up now?" I asked. "I guess I don't have to, but I did. So what now?" he asked. "well nothing. Yeah I realize it. But its because we both have been busy" I said. "True. Hey so you and Jon back to being friends?" he asked. We got to my truck. He jumped on and then looked at me. He didn't look like he was worried about this, but I was surprised he brought it up. "yeah I guess. I mean, we're not like you and me are, but he does text me and keeps in touch" I said. "Yeah, he's been acting strange and nice to me at home" he smiled. "Yeah?that is strange" "You think he's up to something?" asked Max. "I hope not" I said. The drive home was a normal one. Small chat and random music until Jon called me. Max urged me to put him on the car speakerphone. So I did. "What are you doing?" Jon asked me. "Driving home with your brother" I said. "O where did you go?" he asked. "To the movies" I said. "Can he hear me?" he asked. I looked over at max who shook his head no. "No why?" I asked. "Just wondering thought you put me on speaker phone" "No, you're on my Bluetooth. Why?" "NO?nothing. Hey, what you guys doing tonight?" "It's 11pm Jon" "Yeah I know can I come over?" he asked. "Uh?.can I ask why?" "To chill. We have school Monday again, I wanna chill before I go back to school. It sucks" he said. "uhh?I see" I said. Max looked at me and shrugged his shoulders. I didn't see a sign of rejection to the idea so I guess it was okay with him. "Yeah, uhh can i?" he asked. "Yeah dude why not. Just don't here too late" I said. "Well how far are you from home?" he asked. "Not too far." "Okay I'll start walking meet me at the park?" he asked. "Sure give me 7 minutes" I told him. "Cool meet you there" he hung up. "Dude?that is weird. Why does he want to hang out with us so much now" asked Max. "Hey don't forget Jon and I were friends before you and I were. Sometimes, things like this happen." "Yeah the fighting and the making up. I think its stupid. But that's just me" he said. "O max. you're just a simple boy. That's why. You don't complicate your life with stupid stuff like he does" I told him. "right. Well that's how it should be" he smiled. Minutes later I pulled up to the park. He wasn't there. We waited for a little bit. "Where is he?" asked Max. "No idea man" I said. I was beginning to get mad. Did he blow us off like he used to? Mad I'd be real ticked off. But then out the corner of my eye I saw him. He was surrounded by 4 guys. And I think I saw shane. They seemed to be arguing. Jon saw the truck from a distance and I have no idea but we met eye to eye. I felt weird. Was this a set up? Had he wanted me to come here and see this? Did he need my help? Then I felt Max tap my arm. "You better go check on that. I think he needs help" said Max. "Uhh?lock your self in here okay. And hide in the back" I said. "Be careful bro please" he said. "Will do. Now go hide in the back" I said. He shook his head yes and then jumped in the back. I got out of the truck and locked it. I was having mixed feelings about this but by the time I could be negative I saw them start pushing Jon. The shouting started. "I told you to trick him. I told you to let me surprise him. What do you do? You become friends with him" yelled shane. "Dude, he's been my friend since I was little" said Jon. "So what. He's not your friend now. I wanted payback" said Shane. "Dude its not cool. Just?" but Shane punched him. Jon fell back. I clenched my fists?here goes the repeat of what Jon usually gets me into. "How about you get your pay back now?" I said as I reached them. His three friends looked at me. Then Shane turned around. "Oh, so he accidentally set you up?how perfect" said Shane. "no Aaron go. Run!" screamed jon. He got kicked. I snapped. I jumped at Shane. I got a good punch at him but his three goons pulled me back and threw me on the ground. I got up. Tried to fight them off. Dodged a few hits and managed to hit them and knock them down. One by one I picked them off. The training I put myself through did help, until they just all came at me at once. Then things got tough. As much as I tried and as much as I over powered them at times, 4 on 1 is not a good number. Eventually I ended up on the floor. "You just don't give up do you?" asked Shane. He did a swollen eye though. That was my damage. And a bloody lip. I was in pain, couldn't talk. The taste of my blood was making me boil up inside. I tried jumping up at him but was thrown back down. "Shane please don't hurt him. I'll do anything" said Jon as he tried to pull him back. He got slapped in the face. Shane looked around. "Jon you're retarded. You said you hated Aaron. Now you want me to stop hurting him" yelled shane. "No I don't hate him man. He's like my brother. Chill the fuck out" said Jon. One, two, three then four kicks came at me. I tried to block as much as I could but I was no match for them. I felt like a failure. I was completely done though. I had just enough in me. "Beat me up. Come on. Rape me" said jon. Shane chuckled. His friends laughed. "Come on guys lets teach him a lesson" they turned their attention to Jon. I had enough time to get up. I ran up and kicked the bigger guy in the back of his knee so hard I heard a pop. Then I pulled the other guy's head back and pretty sure I hurt his neck. They fell to the floor. I thanked my defense class teacher for those moves. Best 500 dollars I ever spend on a class. Shane looked at me.i did feel like a bad ass action movie hero right now, but at the same time I was scared. "come at me yo" I said. While his other helper was trying to help the injured two to their feet Shane walked up to me. "You think you can take me?" I asked. "I know I can" he said. "Come at me bitch" I said. I taunted him. He swung, he missed. Then it was lights out for him. His other friend ran off, I heard police coming. I was on top of Shane about to punch his face off when I was pulled off. The rest was just blurry. I heard screaming and shouting and I felt pulling. Eventually Jon explained to the cops what had happened and my dad was called and it all got messy. I had to go "downtown", explain what happened, then had to go get patched up. Hours later we were at my parents house. I was yelled at for not calling the cops in the situation like that, but Jon had my back and Max did as well. "I saw it from far away and I have the video in case things get crazy. But dude, I was so scared at first until Aaron basically kicked all their asses. Like goku style" said max. "Honey, I understand you're proud but aaron should have not done that. He could have really got hurt, or even worse he could have killed one of them" said my mom. "Guys, I know all that really left you shaken up and everything, but the lesson of the day is always call for help always have the cops deal with things like that." Said my dad. "But just between us, I'm proud of you son" he said as he patted my back. "yeah it was stupid of them to even think they can beat up super man" said Max as he hugged me. "Plus they deserved that anyway" said Jon angrily. He was really angry. I could tell there were lots of things going on in his head. "Well go lie down honey." Said my mom. Max and Jon followed me to my room. We lied down on my bed. "This is my fault" said Jon. "No don't say that" said Max. "Yes it is. Its my fault. AGAIN. It always is my fault" said Jon as he sat up. "Jon, just relax. Aaron saved you" "that's the problem. Shane knew aaron would do that. He tricked me. and he wanted to hurt aaron bad. And its all because of me" said Jon angrily. "Bro Chill out. Its all good. After the first?.you know?.i trained myself for something like that. It was my main goal. I needed to be able to defend myself" I said. "Yes. But it wasn't needed. You shouldn't have to deal with my problems all the time. i got to go" he said. He stood up. "No. you two stay here. I'm locking you in here so you can talk" said Max. he hugged me and then walked out of the room. I heard him lock the door before he got out. Jon lied back down. We both stared up at the ceiling. We stayed like that for minutes until out of nowhere he broke out crying and turned around to hug me. he held onto me tight. I held onto him. I massaged his hair like I used to. Even though he was bigger and was 15, I still felt like he was the little Jon that cried and hugged me when he needed me the most. "Dude, I'm so sorry" he said in between his sobbing. "Shhhh?relax bro. its okay. Everything will be fine" I told him. "Why can't we be normal. Why can't everything just be normal" he said. "Because it would be too easy.thats why. Were too cool for that" I said. I tried to make him laugh a bit. "No Aaron. No. you know how its all my fault. I always get you hurt." "No, its not your fault. Its both of ours. Mostly mine. For thinking you would be able to handle such a big problem. I should have thought things through better way back in the day" I said. "No. that was the best part of my life. When I was with you when I was young. I'm stupid for letting it fuck up. I fucked it all up." He said. "no no. just relax" I said. Just then I got a text from max. I read it quickly. -Aaron, take care of Jon. I'll be at home. Pick me up tomorrow. He needs you more- it said. "is it my brother" asked Jon. "yeah, he wants me to make sure you're okay" I said. "really? He does? Why? Since when does he care about what happens to me" "Well if you're not okay, who else will he fight with?" I said. "I guess you have a point." "Jon, no matter what life has put us through, we're still standing here, where things started" I said. "Yeah I know?and I wish I would have kept them the way they were" "Yeah well everything changes. Everything" I assured him. "Well I wish we hadn't changed. Dude we were happy" he told me. "We still can be. We have plenty of time to change" "No. shit already got messed up before. What else can we fix. I mean I'm already changed. I'm ghetto and that won't change" he said as he stood up and walked to the mirror in the bathroom. I followed. "You know that can change in a second" I said. "No its already in me. I cant change something I've been for the past years Aaron. I'm not as easy to change as you. You change all the time" he said. "What do you mean dude" I asked. "I don't know. Sometimes your classy, sometimes your sporty, sometimes you're normal, you look good even in pjs." "Jon you look good in anything too." I said. "No what I'm saying is, I can't change. You can." "Can you at least stay away from the bad influences" "Yeah that I can do, well at least try" he smiled. I almost froze when he smiled. It was heart warming. Its amazing when a simple thing as a smile from someone you care about can seem to make everything better. We looked at each other in the mirror. There he was. The little Jon I had left behind a while ago. I was staring right at him through the mirror. I saw through the layers of protection he had built up. I saw through the mean things he would say, I saw right through him. I missed him. He stared at me, then he turned around. We looked at each other eye to eye. In that moment I think we both saw flashes of what it used to be. Then he completely shocked me. he put his arms around me, looked right at me, and kissed me. the kiss was a little long and there was tongue action involved. He pulled himself back. "Sorry. I didn't mean to" he said. "Its okay. It was great" I said "No but I mean, it wasn't supposed to happen. We're straight remember" "yeah, i remember" i said as walked towards my bed. he followed me. sat next to me. "are we staying here?" he asked. "Are you implying we go to my house right now?" i asked. "Well?we could. i mean its private" he winked. "Jon?what are you trying to do?" i asked. "Nothing nothing. i mean, i don't know. its just weird. cuz we have?memories here. you know what i mean" he said. "yeah i know what you mean. but i'm kind of tired. and i want to stay here" i said. "I guess so. lets get some food?" he asked. "I guess that part of you doesn't change does it?" i asked. "No. never" he giggled. even though he was growing, and he was changing, he still had a baby face. he still had that special something to him. i can't really put my finger on it. it could be his cute nose, his amazing eyes, his soft skin, or his amazing butt. either way, he was still a magnet to my attraction, and no matter how much i tried to block it out i couldn't. We got down to the kitchen and my mom was sitting there thinking. we sat down with her. she put her arm around me and hugged me. "you two are growing up so fast. just yesterday i was cooking breakfast for both you. Jon you were super little, and Aaron was still chubby. now look at you. getting into fights, fighting with each other, getting drunk, driving into a pool, its just, you're growing up and i can't control you anymore" she said. i could tell she was having growing up issues. "Mom, you can still take care of us. as a matter of fact, we're hungry" i said as i hugged her. "O boys. can you at least try not to fight so much. you need each other. you both lose your path when you separate. You guys are brothers, maybe not by blood, but you guys are brothers" she said. Jon hugged me. "I guess so. I do miss my big bro sometimes" he said. "See Jon, growing up doesn't mean acting like you don't need help. in fact you need more help when you're in that stage. look at the friends around you. they make you who you are." she told him. "Yeah i guess you're right" he said. he has always beens shy around adults and confrontation with them so i could he was getting nervous. "I love you both." she said as she hugged us. "We love you too. so?whats for snack?" i asked. "Hmm?" she said as she got up and went to the pantry. "Its going to be a bit." i said as i patted Jon on the back. "Dude, why did my brother leave?" he asked. "Because i guess he thought we needed to fix our problems" i told him. "Yeah i guess. well good thing he left there more food for us" Jon said. we both started laughing. we kept small talk for a bit. we didn't my mom listening to our problem conversations. Eventually we were eating nice treats and milk and cookies. it was quite amazing. we had a fun time laughing with my mom with old stories of us. eventually she sent us on our merry way to my room. it was late and she was going to clean up and go to bed. Back in my room Jon and i sat on the bed and then lied down. we turned the lights off and just sat in the silence for a while. "Aaron, thanks for being my friend. and my brother" he said. "Your welcome. I'm glad we met. no matter what. even if you've said you hated me a million times" i said. "I was mad bro you know i was" "Yeah doesn't mean it dint' sting" "Well?good. you sometimes deserved it" he said as he smacked my side. "Yeah?you deserve way more than a smack" i said. "Don't beat me up. i know what you can do to people" he said with a giggle. "Yeah thats right. be afraid" i laughed. i still couldn't believe this was jon i was laughing with. its been such a long time of fighting and evading problems and just hell. and right now we are in my bed just laughing? it was almost too good to be true. "Aaron, what do you and my brother do?" he asked. "We talk. we play. we act stupid. we sleep, we eat" i said. "You?sleep?" "not together. he has his own room now" "Doesn't mean you can't?." "DOnt go there." i said. "But its possible." "No. he's my little brother" "So was i" "Different situation" "how?" "He's not like you" "You mean?he won't have sex with you?" "i haven't asked. but if i did he wouldn't cuz he's a normal boy" "he's?a weird boy" "Why are you so worried about him doing that?" "Cuz he's my brother. i don't want him having sex with you. thats like sharing a dick" "uhm?wow dude" "too much?" 'Yeah?too much" i said. "Well its true" "No cuz u and i aren't doing stuff. so its not sharing" "wow so you are doing it" he said angrily. "Woah. i sense jealousy. but chill. we're not" "not jealous. i had you first" he said. "Woah?but ur not like that" "Shut up" he said as he jumped on top of me. "What are you doing"i asked. 'Just shut up and go alone with it" he whispered. "But dude?we said?" i began to speak. he put his mouth on mine so i couldn't finish my sentence. We made out. we tasted each other. our hands roamed our bodies. my hands ended up squeezing his amazing ass. he was slowly humping me. Our breathing became heavy as if we were working out. It was an amazing and intense make out session. he even started kissing my neck and almost sucking on it. but then, it struck me. Max. i couldn't do this. it wasn't fair. I stopped. "Stop Jon. stop" i said. "Why? am i doing it wrong?" he asked. "No you're doing it perfect. thats the problem. this isn't supposed to happen remember!" i said. "why not?" he asked. "cuz we promised this wasn't going to happen anymore. you said you were straight. i'm straight" "aaron stop it. you know thats not true. if anything we're both bi" he said as he tried kissing me again. I wanted to give in to what he wanted. truth is i wanted to know what he would be like to have sex with, but at the same time i didn't want to cheat on Max. "Jon stop ok. please. i'm dating someone" i finally said. he froze. he sat up. he stared at me. "Who?" he asked. "Don't worry about it" "Who!?" he raised his voice. "someone" "Is it?someone i know?" he asked. "maybe?." i said. "Is it a guy?" he asked. "Maybe?." i said. "dude its adrian. right?" "Dude adrian moved away a while ago." "Doesn't mean you can't date still" "Well?its not him" "Umm?is it" "No. its not any of the past people" "So who the fuck is it" "Why does it matter Jon. what matters is that i don't wanna cheat anymore" "Fuck it" he said as he got on me again. "You won't cheat. i will just rape you" he said as he started to kiss me again. he pushed me down on the bed. he was heavier than me now, and my same height, so weight wise, he had me. i pushed back as much as i could, but being the pain i was, i couldn't really fight him off without physically punching him. i don't know why, but i let him take over. he kissed me and kissed my neck. he worked his way down to my dick. eventually he lowered my sweat pants and engulfed my dick in his mouth. he made those slurping noises and i tried to act as if i wasn't liking this, but i really was. he bobbed his head up and down and sucked my dick so good. i moaned and he moaned as well. it was ecstatic. he kept it up for a while until out of nowhere he sat up. "You're going to just lie down. i'm going to sit on you" he said as he stood up and began to take his sweat pants off. "no dude" i said. "Shut up" he said. i lied there, motion less. he had never taken this kind of control, and well i was beat up, so struggling with something that i am enjoying just didn't make sense. i saw his amazing ass again. it was a tad bigger now that he put on a few pounds. his dick was bigger. well i couldn't see very well, it was a tad dark, but from what i saw, he was about 5 inches long and semi thick. either way he was amazing. not the 3 inch anymore, although i love his body any way. "So?u have grown i see" i whispered. "Well not that much. but yes." he said as he shook his dick at me. "It see?well its real nice" i said. he was still hairless, which made him look so cute. he had soft light hair on his body but nothing major. his pubes were just right around his dick, thats it. it was cute. "want to suck it?" he asked. "um?." i didn't have an answer. but before i knew it he was straddling my chest. he basically rammed it into my mouth so i opened u my mouth. i had never had a dick that size in my mouth so it was weird. he was moaning and was trying to push his dick into my mouth farther and farther. at one point i almost gagged really loud. i made him pull out. "What? you can't take it all?" he asked. "No?i'm not used to it" i said. "Fine" he said as he moved and went back to work on my dick. "do you have rubber?" i asked him. "for what?" he asked. "for sex stupid" i said. "No?since when do we use rubber?" "Dude?since u been sleeping around" "I haven't been sleeping around" he said. "O yeah you weren't sleeping..just fucking" "Ugh no. i wasn't" he said. he went back to sucking tho. i stopped him and reached in my drawer. i always kept a condom or two in the bottom of the socks drawer just in case. i pulled a condom out and then ripped it open. i put it on. he just winked at me. "I know where this is going" he said. "yeah in your butt hole" i told him. "Yes!" he said happily. as soon as it put it on he pushed me down on the bed. He spit into his own hand and then massaged it into his butt hole. "What are you doing silly?" i asked. "lobbing it up bro" he said. "I see" i said as i made myself comfortable. He straddled on me like a cute cowboy would, and then positioned himself right on my dick. He slowly aimed my dick at his hole, and lowered himself. "OH FUCK." he said with pain all over his eyes. i felt his body twitch. "keep it down stupid" i said. "O shit. o fuck. i forgot this hurts. o fuck" he said. "Shh?.if it hurts then stop" i said. "No." he said in pain. He plopped all the way down and leaned back. He was breathing really hard and i could tell he was fighting the pain. He was kind if twitching all over. I had never seen him like that. "Does it hurt that bad?" i asked. "Yeah, it does. fuck did your dick grow?" he asked. "i think a little but not a lot" "O shit. man?okay its starting to feel good. slowly" he said. I was enjoying this, i liked his new body on me. it was definitely a different experience to fuck an older, bigger, less fragile Jon. He was definitely wilder than he used to be. I have to say i loved the way his amazing butt felt on my dick. I will say he wasn't as warm or as tight as he used to be, but he was still amazing to fuck. He slowly began to move around. His grunts were kind of turning me on too. "Here goes nothing" he said. He began to ride my dick and making sure it went all the way in him. "O fuck Jon that feels amazing" i told him. "uh yeah i know. fuck" he said in pleasure. He sat up a little and i could see how he bit his lips gently with every thrust he pushed against my dick. He got a big rougher and was slamming himself all the way down and up and down, he was slamming pretty hard so we could hear our bodies smacking. it was definitely one of the hottest turn ons. He was panting, i was too. We moved around so that i was kind of sitting up, we were fucking in a closer position with his legs on top of mine. His hole was wide open. we fucked like this for a few minutes, slowing down, then going hard again, we built up a good pace. after a bit neither of us spoke, just kind of moaned. then we moved to the old missionary, eventually i just put him on his back and raised his legs up to his shoulders and plunged in. This was probably the most painful to him. "O fuck AAron. fuck the fuck out of me so fucking hard" he whispered. I pushed his legs as far back as i could, looked down at his open hole, then at the way his balls looked as i slammed into him, it was amazing. He was in a different world, this was not like it used to be. this was just fucking. this was no longer love, what had we come to? either way it was amazing. i felt his hole begin to squeeze my dick, then his cum hit him in the face and he licked his lips. i pushed inside and i came. i probably spilled out the most cum i had ever spilled. i fell on top of him, he wrapped his legs around me and we kissed. "thanks aaron. i missed you" he said softly. "i missed you too. and your ass" i said. We laid there tangled in each others bodies, my dick still inside of him. I looked right at him, i had committed the crime again. Why. why couldn't i be loyal. i felt like shit again. i moved off of him and went to the bathroom. i flushed that damn condom, and then went to wash my hands and my face. I stared at myself in front of the mirror. i stood there for a few minutes until he came into the bathroom. i saw his amazing body stand next to mine. "Are you feeling guilty too?" he asked. "Yeah?more than you" "Probably. since you're dating someone?but then again, i was the other one. i helped you cheat" "Dude what the fuck. why didn't we control ourselves" i said. "Cuz we were horny as fuck. but dude you can't say that was the best fuckin sex" "It was man. i hadn't done that ever." "you made me cum on my self. lets shower" he said. "Uh?i don't know about that" "Dude we already fucked. this will be just a shower" he said. "I?i guess" i said. we jumped into the shower stall and as we stood in there, i had flash backs. Yes, i was with my little jon. but he wasn't little anymore, and he wasn't mine. no matter what just happened, we had drifted apart from each other. We showered in silence for a bit until we were switching sides and we accidentally turned the same way. Jon ended up pushing me against the wall. He looked right at me, boy it was weird for him to be my same height. He kissed me, and kind of bit my bottom lip as he looked straight into my eyes. I kind of moved away from him before things got heated up again. "Dude. whats wrong?" he asked. "Why now?" i asked. "I don't know man. I just had to grow up i guess" "But dude, after all this shit. really?" "I know its crazy bro. don't think about it. just enjoy it. tomorrow we can go back to being normal or whatever" "Uh thats the problem. we are not going to be fuck buddies" i said. "Okay we don't have to be" he said. "okay then" i said. we finished the shower but not before having another weird silent moment. We dried up, got back into our pjs, and then went to bed. "no matter what, i still think you're never going to change" i said. "I know i won't. sorry. but thanks for the fuck session" "Your welcome i guess" "Aaron, i do care about you, don't forget" "I kind of did a while ago" "Shit. well that stung" he said. "I never forgot about you though" i said. "didn't think you would" he said. "Well?good night bro" "Night Aaron." "Night Jon" We fell asleep rather fast. I mean after that kind of session who wouldn't. The next morning i woke up before he did. I stared at him. He did look happy. he hadn't looked happy in a while. But i wasn't happy. i needed to talk to Max. i needed to tell him what i did. but how would he handle it? i mean its his big brother for goodness sakes. I sat there on my bed thinking and thinking. I thought about all the possibilities, all the things Max could say, i could loose him. I hated myself. Why did i risk it all for one night with Jon. Jon, the most erratic, random, and confused person. I would never be able to have what i have with max with Jon. not ever, not again. Eventually Jon woke up. He smiled at me. Boy, i melted, and i knew i shouldn't be melting for him. "Fuck. what time is it?" he asked. "WHy?" i asked. "I'm supposed to go with my dad somewhere." he said. "Its like 11 am" i said. "Fuck i gotta go!" he said as he jumped up. He grabbed his things, looked at me, then ran over to me to hug me quickly. "I'll text you alright?" he said. "Sure thing" i said. He walked out of the room fast. I heard him say bye to my parents. In a matter of seconds i saw him running, or trying to run, to his house. He had physically changed, but i knew he was still the same unstable Jon. I decided to go for a light jog. I had to find a way to clear my mind. I worked out hardcore for the next 2 hours and then eventually headed home. That afternoon i saw in my living room. I was eating some healthy snacks when i heard Max walk into the room. He jumped on the couch next to me and hugged me. "Sup bro" he said. as happy as i was to see him, i was hurting. I betrayed him. "Hey.." i said. "Whats wrong?" he said right away. he knew me. it took one small word for him to know something was wrong with me. "Nothing" "O?i see. okay don't tell me" he said. he got up and went to the fridge. "So how was the night with Jon?" he asked as he sat back down. "Good. we talked. a lot" "I see. You guys good again?" he asked. "I think we are making good progress" "I'm glad" "Thanks. but don't you hate him?" "I dislike him. But he needs someone to help him don't you think?" "Max. i don't know." "You care about him stop lying" "yeah?but ugh?i got to tell you something" i said. "Okay tell it" he said simply. I couldn't believe how easy going he was. He trusted me. And i had cheated. "Well?sit down" i said. "I am sitting" he said with a giggle. "Okay?uh?dont hate me" "I won't" "I?had sex with Jon" i said. i had to let it out. no explanation. just said it. "okay? and? how was it?" he asked. i was stumped though. he said it so care free. how was it? thats it?" "What do you mean?" i asked. "Was it good?" "Max?i just told you i had sex with your brother" "Yeah so? i knew it" he said. "What how?" "You really think i didn't realize it? he had to hate me for a reason" "You're cool with me doing that?" i asked. "You used rubber right?" "Duh" "Well, i kinda knew you guys used to do that. i heard you sometimes" "You did? why didn't you tell me?" "Cuz i knew you try to protect me and stuff. either way, was it crazy?" "Yeah?but i felt guilty. i thought about you" "Shut up really?" "Yeah. dude. its weird. i really wanted to be loyal" "Aaron, i let you fuck robbie. i'm not a protective freak" "O yeah?" "I don't think we're like a couple. i mean we are, but we're not married i mean, i haven't had sex with anyone else. and i know you don't plan on it. but i kinda knew Jon needed that" "You think he needed sex?" "Yes.. i do. cuz when he has sex with you, he changes for a while. he stops being stupid" "Okay. i just fell more in love with you. you just sacrificed me having sex with jon, to help him out" "I guess. But you're on sex watch. no sex with you until the jon germs fall off" he giggled. i couldn't contain myself. i pushed him down on the couch and kissed him. " eww jon germs" he said as he pushed me off. "O shut up. i showered and brushed my teeth" "So?who's better?" he asked. "Uh?i fucked him. i make love to you" i said. "I want to be fucked too. no fair" "Maybe when you're older" i said. "Fine. But you love me more right?" he asked. "Of course little man. You're my number one" "Good" After that small chat, we sat there, then we both got up. we went to get changed and swam for a while. I had the best little bro, lover, and best friend ever. I was still in shock he took the news so easily. He was honestly a gift. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- thanks for reading. now i'll wait for your email responses eagerly. tom. tommy199212@hotmail.com