Date: Wed, 08 Mar 2006 19:39:53 +0000 From: Tommy Evans Subject: Uriel and Jon 11 Short Recap of Chapter 10. -------------------------------- "I don't know..." "Want to go home and play a game. Or we could go have an ice cream" "Yeah, let's go have an ice cream" When said that I found his hand with my free hand and I held it. I really liked doing this. He never objected to this. I loved feeling the warmth of his hand and the warmth of my hand compacted together. I noticed that lately he was actually holding onto my hand rather than only holding onto his. It made me feel as if he too enjoyed this and wanted to show that he cared. We were having a really cool moment but then his cell phone rang. He answered and I guess it was his mom. He told her to hold on and then he turned to look at me. "Should I go home and go to a party with my mom, or should I stay with you...she says I can stay with you if I want" "Well it's up to you buddy. I don't mind, you know I love hanging out with you" "Yeah...ok" He answered again and he told his mom he was just going to stay with me. I guess she was telling him to behave and to have a good night and stuff because he kept saying `yeah ok' and then he said `me too'. I was still holding onto his hand and he never let go. We went to Dairy Queen and had some really good Oreo Cookie blizzards. We really didn't talk about much there. We pretty much only talked about games and plans for what we were going to do. It all revolved around playing games and watching movies. While we were talking my mind kept going in circles. I didn't know what was going to happen now, I mean now I knew Jon was with Oscar but he didn't know I was Luis, but I guess he suspects it. I was afraid of what was going to change in Jon. So far everything was fine except for the weird looks we share and the looks he gives Luis, but they can be regular jealousy looks. After we finished eating our blizzards we got into the car and again I held onto his hand. I Still kept wondering how this night was going to be. I guess I just had to wait... Chapter 11 We were in the car and on our way to my house when his phone started ringing. I wasn't really worried about it because well...he had already told me he'd sleep over with me and well his mom said yes already. It could just be his mom reminding him about something. Then when I heard Jon talking I realized who it was, Oscar. Jon kept asking why, and he kept saying he was busy and stuff. Then he finally said, OK. He looked over at me. I knew my plans with him were being dumped out. He looked straight into my eyes. "Aaron, Oscar invited me to go his cousins party. It's going to be really cool. It's going to be at an awesome arcade" "That's cool" I said, but not very enthusiastically. "So, I was wondering if I could go instead" "Uh...sure." At this point I was boiling in the inside. It just seemed like I wasn't destined to ever be with Jon. "Are you sure, you're not mad?" "Jon, I'm not mad. It's something else than mad, but if you want to go, then go. Don't stay back because of me. I'm just your brother" "Aaron, I don't have to go. I can stay with you" "Jon, don't do this. Look, it's not up to me. Its' up to you." "Okay, well...can you drop me off at his house please?" "Sure" I said. By now I wasn't holding onto his hand. I was too mad. I mean I know it's a party and all...but he had already said he'd spend the night with me, like the old days. I didn't know how to hide my anger, I wanted to scream and yell and ask why Oscar was always more important to me, but then I just gave up. I kept driving, turned the stereo up and pretended to be in another place. I noticed Jon was avoiding my eyes and he was probably thinking about why I had gotten mad. I tried to ignore the fact that I loved him, because well...he didn't love me and I kept driving. 10 minutes later we were in front of Oscar's house and when I pulled into the driveway Jon slowly opened the door. He turned around and looked at me. "I'll see you later" he said softly, almost as if he was scared to say it. "Yeah, whatever" I said. Then he got out and he pretty much slammed the door on me. This was probably the first time I had seen him sort of mad. He walked into the house and Oscar waived hi to me, I faintly waved hi back. I'm not sure, but he seemed like he was doing it to shove it in my face that once again, Oscar won the tug of war over Jon. I drove back home and when I got home I went directly into the cushion room. I sat there in the dark. I thought about what was going on. I started thinking about what was happening to me. I really fell in love with someone who will never belong to me. Who was I kidding! Jon was too young to fall in love with me. To him I was nothing more than a friend, I very much doubt he really sees me as a brother, nevertheless a best friend. I grabbed my CD player and listened to some music until I fell asleep. I awoke at 8pm. I had nothing to do. I went to my room to play a few games. There was nothing else on my mind. For the next 3 days I heard nothing from Jon. I still talked to Luis every night. It was really cool I guess. We talked about everything, but he just hadn't been able to go anywhere because his little brother was sick and he had to stay home and watch him. We talked almost every night from 9-11pm and it was mostly about soccer, games, and well our "friendship". We had to be very careful about what we said though because his brother was always around to hear. It was now Thursday and I still hadn't heard anything from Jon. I started wondering if he had really gotten mad at my reaction. Or was he being brainwashed by Oscar, I doubted that though because Oscar had been nice the night the stayed at my house. But I have been betrayed before, and by Oscar himself. My days went by so slow, I was so bored at times I even went to work for long hours. Late Thursday night I was surprised by Uriel. He called me at 7pm and well he's really not the type who calls unless he wants to do something, and that's very rare. "Hello" I answered. "Hey, Aaron, what are you doing?" he asked. "Not much, I'm sitting around my house" "Jon's not around?" "No, I'm not really talking to him" "Why?" "Not important, what's up Uriel?" "Well, I was just wondering if you could do me a favor" "Uh...depends on the favor" "Well...I know I haven't talked to you in a while. I'm sorry. But, I've been real busy. Anyway, tomorrow I want to see if Luis and I can spend the night at your house" "Yeah, sure. But why didn't Luis tell me yesterday when I talked to him" "Well this is what happened. My mom invited his parents to a party and well Luis' brother is going to his other cousin's house and Luis was coming to my house. But my mom doesn't want us to be alone and everyone else is going to be gone so my mom said to ask you if we could sleep at your house" "Yeah, sure dude. Are you going to need me to pick you up?" "Only if you have a chance" "Yeah, sure" "Cool, should I take anything?" "Uh...this is weird, the last time you slept over...well...never mind..." "Don't sweat it Aaron, things are still the same. You're still one of my best friends" "Yeah, you too" "So, tomorrow what time should I be ready?" "Be ready at...what time are your parents leaving?" "Like at 6 in the afternoon" "Okay, I'll be there at 5" "Cool...see you tomorrow at 5" he said enthusiastically. "Yeah...see you tomorrow" I hung up. I sat back on the couch to think about had just happened. I felt this odd feeling. I was happy to see Uriel, but I felt sort of, embarrassed to be around him. After what we did and the long friendship we have. Like, how are we going to be able to put that in the past and live on? Especially if he knows nothing about Luis and what is going on between him and I. I relaxed for the rest of the night. I was still not used to not hearing from Jon and every once in a while I glanced over at his room to see his lights on. I wondered why the hell he wouldn't call me, but then I remembered I wasn't calling either and well...honestly, I wanted to see how long it would take before he called. Later in the night I went to cushion room again to relax and because the window in there gives me an awesome view of the night sky. It helps me relax and forget about my problems. The sky is just amazing, it makes me wonder about so many things and it lets me forget about my problems. Then while I was looking out into the sky I saw Oscar walking to Jon's backyard and then I guess he called him. Jon peeked outside his window, then looked over at my window, I ducked, and then he ran downstairs. He went outside but not before checking his mom's window. It was closed. They sat in the wooden swing Jon has and they seemed to be talking about something. I would give anything just to hear what they were talking about. At one point, I saw Oscar reaching over to Jon and grabbing his hand. He pulled him to get up. They seemed to be talking about something important I guess. They kept looking over to make sure no one was watching them, but of course they couldn't see me. Then Oscar moved in to kiss Jon, but Jon sort of backed away. Oscar looked at him, let go of his hand and started to walk off. I guess Jon called him back and this time Jon gave him a kiss. When I watched this happen I instantly fell back onto a cushion. I literally felt as if someone had punched me really hard in the chest. Oscar then happily walked off to his house and Jon sat back down on the step in front of his back door. He sat there for a couple of seconds looking up into they sky. I had taught him a few days ago the cool things about the sky, he was probably thinking about the things I said to him. He looked over to my room again and then he walked back inside his house. I felt like crying. Part of me was really angry because long ago I promised myself I wouldn't ever cry over someone and here I sat feeling awful. Instead of breaking down to cry, I pulled any energy I had in me and started to think of ways to forget about Jon. I was clearly the loser of the triangle and I guess I might as well forget about the love I feel for Jon. I guess I could try to be his brother and only his brother. I mean I already had Luis. Luis called me at his usual time and I was still feeling a little down. "Hello" I answered weakly. "Hey, what's wrong" he asked. "Nothing, I'm just tired" "Aaron, something is wrong." "Luis, nothing is wrong" "Okay fine. Did Uriel tell you?" "Yeah, you two are sleeping over tomorrow" "Yeah, are you going to invite Jon?" "No" "Why not?" "He's not talking to me" "O...so that's what's wrong" "No Luis, it's just lame. It'll pass. And if it doesn't, I don't need him. I have you and Uriel" "Aaron, don't say that, you care about Jon. Why don't you call him and talk it out" "No, it's not worth it. Let's just focus on tomorrow okay?" "What's there to focus on, we're going over. That's all there's to it" "No, what time am I picking you up?" "I dunno" "Exactly. I'm picking you up at 5" "Okay, so that's it" "Luis, answer something. Why do you love me?" "Aaron, I can't talk about that now. We'll talk tomorrow" "O yeah, I forgot" "Yeah, and it's because you are caring and loving to me" "Have I ever messed up and hurt your feelings?" "Not a lot, but sometimes yeah" "I'm sorry" "Don't worry about it. Now tell me, why is Jon mad?" "I don't know." "Aaron, I thought you hated those words" "I know, its just well...Oscar." "O yeah, well look, Jon is small still. He doesn't know what he wants. I'm sure he cares about you. You're his big brother. But sometimes he needs to be with his friends" "Yeah, but Luis, can we not talk about that please?" "Sure" So from there on we talked about what we were going to the following day. We focused mainly on how to act around Uriel. Of course it was harder for me because Luis doesn't know what had gone on between Uriel and I. Uriel also doesn't know what goes on with Luis and I. Basically there was not to be excessive body contact between us and there was no kissing or anything until Uriel was 100% asleep or out of the room. Luis and I talked until about 11 about random things and then I went to bed. I was still thinking about Jon. As much as tried to forget about it, it came back. Why was Oscar better than ME! what did he have that I didn't! The more I thought about it, the more I became angry. I finally fell asleep at 11:36. I woke up the next morning at 10. I was mentally exhausted. I lied in my bed for a while. I thought about how I had met Jon and how we had an awesome beginning and well everything was so great. It wasn't until Oscar's cousin came that things got really fucked up. In the beginning I was beginning to teach Jon about kissing and loving, and then Oscar came along and snatched him away. I got tired of thinking about the same old thing and I decided to get up. I cleaned up my room somewhat and then went to get the cushion room ready. I decided we were going to sleep there since it was really comfortable and it had a good view. I dropped off a couple of covers and pillows there and then I got changed. I was really bored so I decided to go to the restaurant to have breakfast. I was turning at the stop sign near my house when I saw Jon and Oscar walking. Jon looked at me and I looked away. I stepped on it and burnt some tire. Every time I saw them together I felt as if someone had literally stabbed me in the back and it got me furious. I was at the restaurant until 4 because I got caught up doing some paper work and then helping around. My parents were really getting curious because I was coming to the restaurant more often and staying longer every time. I headed out at exactly 4:25. I told my mom Uriel and Luis were coming and she said the usual thing, don't make a mess. I popped the top down of my car, cranked the music up and I was on my way to pick up Luis. His house was closer than Uriel's so I figured I'd pick him up first. It took me less than 15 minutes to get to Luis' house and it was either because there was no traffic, or because I was speeding. When I arrived his mom thanked me and stuff and then she told Luis to behave and well...sometimes this made me uncomfortable because they trust me with Luis, and here I was making out with him among other things. We got into the car and a block away from his house he grabbed onto my hand. "Aaron, are you sure you're okay?" he asked. "Yeah, why do you ask?" "I don't know, you seem different. Your hand even feels different" "It's nothing, I've just been a little sick lately" "Aaron, is the whole Jon thing still bugging you?" "No, I'm through with that. I just felt a little sick, that's all" "Positive?" he asked looking straight at me. "Yeah, now stop giving me that look, it makes me nervous" "Fine, but only if you promise to kiss me" "Ok" I kissed him at the next stop sign. Honestly, I didn't really feel like kissing anyone, but I didn't want him to feel rejected. We didn't talk about much on our way to Uriel's house and when we arrived there Luis gave my hand a little squeeze as to remind me of what we couldn't do when Uriel was around. We both got out of the car and walked into Uriel's house. He was sitting on the couch talking to his mom when we walked in. His mom greeted us and she too thanked me for taking the boys with me among other thanks. She told them to behave and well the usual junk and then we were on our way. We were out the door as soon as possible and I didn't even know what was the big hurry. Both of them were busy calling shotgun and it came down to rock paper scissors game which Uriel won. I have to admit that I did feel very odd and I guess I can say tense sitting next to him. It seriously reminded me of what had happened between us and well, I got mixed feelings. Uriel and Luis had a conversation about soccer and soccer teams and their usual jumbo and I sat there thinking back on the past. I realized that I had seriously messed up. I mean I had Uriel, I honestly had him. He was the one person I swore I loved and well, I was wrong. I always dreamed of that one day when Uriel and I held hands made out. I thought it was a day that would never come, and yet, it did. Not only did I hold his hand and make out with him, but I made love to him. That is something I will never forget, I can seriously say that it was one of the greatest things that has ever happened to me. It amazed me to think back on how in the beginning of the summer I was solely thinking about Uriel and about how much I would miss him being gone. I was still deep in my thoughts and well driving when Uriel hit me. "Hey I asked you a question!" he yelled. "O sorry, what?" I answered. "I asked you if we were going to swim tonight or if we were going somewhere?" "I think we can manage to swim, unless you guys want to go somewhere, so I guess it's up to you" "Are you okay?" Uriel asked. "He's been like this for days." Luis jumped in. "Are you going through midlife crisis?" Uriel asked. "Shut up. I'm just a little tired" "Haven't you been going to bed early? That's what you told me" Luis said. "Yeah, well 11, if you call that early" "That's way too early for me" Luis replied. "Well...let's just get home, we'll talk about it there. I don't feel too safe questioning Aaron while he's driving, at least not in the state of mind he's in right now" Uriel said. So they sort of excluded me from their little chat and well we were nearby my house anyway so it didn't bother me. When we pulled up at my house they both jumped out of the car before I even opened the garage door. They ran into my garage and when I opened the door to go inside the house they raced to my room. They were competing on who could change faster and get down into the pool. I slowly walked up the stairs and I watched Luis jump in the closet and Uriel jumped in the bathroom. Uriel ran out first and started running down the stairs. He ended up tripping and Luis was a couple of seconds behind. Uriel ended up winning but not by much. I watched all this through my window. After I saw that both of them splashed into the pool I went to my closet to change. I couldn't handle it though, most of my swimming trunks were the same one's Jon had and well I got depressed again. I chose some really old one's that I bought when I went camping for Uriel's 11th birthday. I slowly walked down the stairs and grabbed a couple of soda's and took them to the outside fridge just in case we got thirsty. "Aaron you are acting really goofy today? Are you going to be okay?" Luis asked. "Yeah dudes. Nothing's wrong. I'm just not all hyper today. It's just my off day I guess" With that I jumped in the pool and we started playing the usual pool games. Water basketball, water soccer, and eventually we were competing on who could do the coolest jumps into the pool. These games really took my mind off of my problems and I managed to have a great deal of fun with Uriel and Luis. For a while I forgot about the whole thing with Uriel and once again we were acting like the best of friends. I was pretty happy with how things were going so far. I expected to feel very odd. We laughed and played for a long time, even when we were out of the pool drinking our soda's we were laughing. I was enjoying my Sierra mist when suddenly I looked up and I saw Jon and Oscar walking towards us. At first I felt this unusual anger. Again I felt that stabbing feeling in my back. I noticed Jon's face wasn't too happy but Oscar's was. Oscar seemed like he really wanted to have fun. Oscar walked up to us. "What's up guys" he said. "Hey Oscar" Luis said. Uriel didn't know him so he just nodded his head in approval. "Hey" I simply said. "We noticed you guys were playing and we were wondering if we could play with you guys" "Yeah, sure why not. It's not like Aaron cares" Luis agreed. "You don't care right?" Uriel asked. "I guess I don't" I answered. I noticed Jon was avoiding all eye contact with me. He wasn't even speaking. "What's wrong with you Jon, mouse got your tongue?" Luis asked. "Or was it Oscar?" Uriel joked. I don't think he realized how much that didn't help at the moment. "I'm just messing" Uriel added. "No sweat" Oscar said. "But really what's wrong with you?" Luis asked him. "O nothing." Jon answered. but I could tell by the tone of his voice that he was not feeling too comfortable at the moment. I handed Oscar 2 Sierra Mist's and he handed one over to Jon. Luis, Uriel, and Oscar started talking about random stuff. It was mostly Luis and Oscar, they seemed like they were turning into good acquaintances. I simply sat there and occasionally shared looks with Uriel. They were sort of weird. I didn't know if he was trying to tell me something but it didn't bother me. I mean it's simply looks we used to give each other since we were younger. As soon as we finished drinking our soda's Oscar and Jon took off their pants and they had shorts underneath. They were ready to swim. I noticed that Jon did have sort of a sad look in his eyes. It broke my heart but my anger and my jealousy was still blocking the nice side of me. I walked inside quickly saying I had to pee. Uriel said he wanted to pee too. He followed me inside. "Aaron, tell me something" he said. "Sure, what?" I answered. "Oscar bugs you doesn't he?" "No, what makes you say that?" "Well, the way you changed when he came around. And don't even think I didn't notice how quiet Jon is. He hasn't said a word to you" "Yeah, I know. We're not talking right now. We had an argument" "You sound like a couple geez." "Uh...well we're not. I just really cared about him" "Cared?" "Yeah" "Aaron, what do you feel right now?" "Nothing pretty much" I answered. but I noticed he came closer to me. "Really?" "Uriel, what are you doing?" "Nothing, look Aaron, I'm done with Angel. I realized I don't really care about him" "Ok, I could have told you that but whatever" "I think I still care about someone else" "Really? Who might that be" deep inside I was having mixed feelings. It would be cool for him to say yes, but then again, I have Luis. "This...one guy" Uriel continued. "Ok..." "He's...older than me" "Oh, is he?" I started to panic. "Yeah, he's in 8th grade going to 9th" when he said this I sort of felt relieved. "That's cool. But why did you say you STILL care about him, when did you care about him first?" "Back then before I left for Mexico. He was on my soccer team" "You guys did stuff?" "No, I just felt weird around him. and he always hugged me for some odd reason. It wasn't after I realized what happened with you that I noticed I felt like that with him too" "O...well good luck with that" I said. I was a little disappointed but I wasn't taking it too hard since I shouldn't even be feeling disappointed. "But Aaron, can I have one last kiss?" he said as he came and put his arms around me. "Uriel, why?" "Aaron, I just want to see something" "Uriel, really. I care about you, but I don't think that would be a good idea, not now." "What could happen, they are outside playing" "Uriel, you do realize we promised to be friends/brothers from now on" "Yeah, we also said we could have fun together even after we weren't `together' remember?" he had a point. "Yeah, you're right, plus you still turn me on" I don't know why I said that. "And you still turn me on" he said very softly. I slowly moved closer to him, I put m arms around his waist and then we came very close. I looked into his eyes and I found the same look I got from him the first time we did this. He slowly moved in and we started a deep kiss. I realized this kiss was something different. In my head I was enjoying every second of it, but I have to accept that it wasn't the same as with Jon. I did enjoy the kiss though. Halfway through the kiss I felt his tongue go really far into my mouth and then I moved my hand down into his pants and felt his nice butt. Just as I was doing this I opened my eyes...I nearly had a heart attack. There standing a couple of feet away was Jon. He was looking straight at us for a couple of seconds and then he went back outside. I instantly pushed Uriel off and he looked at me funny. "What's wrong?" he asked. "I just thought someone was coming, but I guess they're not. Let's go pee and then we'll go back outside, they might start to wonder something" I said. I knew it was a long shot but I walked into the bathroom with him. We both pulled out or dicks, one bigger than the other, and started peeing. "Aaron, I really liked that" he said. "So did I, we just have to be very careful, no one, absolutely no one can see us doing stuff like that" I said. "I know" he said. I looked down at his little dick and he looked at mine. I know that we both remembered that wonderful day in Florida when we had our first sexual encounter. "Aaron..." he started. "Uriel...let's talk about that later" "Okay" he pouted. We both walked back out to the pool and the only thing on my mind was to talk to Jon. I had to explain or try to explain what he had seen. I knew it was going to be very hard though. I got back in the pool and Uriel did a very fine job of acting normal. I found Jon's eyes every once in a while but they always ran away from me, he was in no plan of talking about it, not even with our eyes. At one point we started wrestling in the water and Jon seemed to be very angry. He was now talking to me, but he was not saying nice things. He was saying stuff like: I'm going to kick your ass, you're going down, you suck, and other things. He was also hitting me pretty hard. I was really thrown off because I had rarely seen him like this. After playing this for a while and well after my parents got home, we got out of the pool. We were sitting at the outside table drinking soda and eating chips. By now Luis, Oscar, Jon and even Uriel were keeping a good conversation. I didn't now if this was a good thing or if this was a bad thing. We then started kicking a soccer ball around the back yard until my dad brought out some hard tacos for us to eat. He was really being cool right now. When we sat down to eat outside he brought us some of his homemade lemonade and then he looked at me. "Since Uriel and Luis are staying with you, why don't you guys camp out?" he asked. "O YEAH!" Luis said. "Great idea!" Oscar added. "I don't know" Jon said. "Come on dude, we'd have a great time...plus you can't be scared, we'll be in Aaron's yard and he'd be with us" Oscar added. "That could be cool I guess" Uriel agreed as well. "What do you say Aaron?" Luis asked. "Um...sure I guess" I answered. "Ok...I'll tell your mom, hopefully she takes the news well" my dad laughed on his way back inside. "So what do you think your mom will say?" Luis asked. "I don't know, she's been really cool lately, but I don't know." "Hey, Aaron, if we do sleep outside, how will we sleep?" Uriel asked. "Well...we'd get my huge tent out here, use one room as hang out, the other for a bed." "What about the third room, doesn't it have 3 rooms?" he asked. "Yeah, well we could leave that alone or leave it as a closet" "Man, you have big tent. I guess it should match your big house" Luis joked. This chat about me having a big tent and what we could do in it lasted for about half an hour, and it wasn't over until we were finished having dinner. Jon was totally avoiding me and let me know he wasn't ready to talk to me by sitting the farthest away, and closest to Oscar. At one point during the talk I realized Jon and Oscar were holding hands under the table from time to time. I guess they were grabbing each others' legs. I don't know if Jon was doing this because it was something they usually do, or because he really wanted to let me see them do this. When my dad came out with the tent we realized my mom had agreed to it and well he even told us she was making us some cookies and brownies for the night, that to me was just too much from her. I let it pass by though because I had too many things on my mind as it was. My mom came out during the time we were setting up the tent, which was really giving us a hard time. She came over to talk to me. "Aaron, remember all of you have to take showers before you go in the tent" she said. "But ma, all of us, it'll take forever." "There's 3 bathrooms available to you guys, I'm sure you won't take longer than 20 minutes, now go" she said. When we were finished my dad stepped back and reviewed his work. He grinned at me and I really felt out of place now. "What's wrong?" I asked. "I don't know, this really reminded me of when I was a kid and used to camp out" he said. "O...that must have been a while ago" I said. "Yeah, but hey. Have fun guys, and well I guess you better take showers before my wife kills you" he laughed. "Yeah" I added. "Cool...so are you guys taking a shower here?" Luis asked Jon and Oscar. "Yeah, I guess" Oscar didn't even wait for Jon's opinion. Oscar grabbed a backpack and then he and Jon followed us into the house. We all cleaned our feet and made sure they weren't dirty and then we ran to my room. IT was sort of awkward because of course Jon wasn't talking to me and well Oscar hadn't taken a shower in my house before and Jon wasn't really saying much. Luckily for me, Luis helped a lot. "Well, Aaron, which bathrooms are we using" he asked. "Mine, the one in the guest room, and the one in the hall" I said. "Cool, so three of us take a shower and then the other 2" he said. "Ok" Uriel agreed. "Okay, so I'll take one in the hallway" Oscar said. "I'll take one in the guest room" Jon jumped in. "I'll take one here I guess" Uriel said. Just then my mom popped in. "Aaron, I guess two of you can take a shower in my bathroom, there's 2 separate stalls in there. That way you can all finish at the same time, or close to the same time" she said. This was really surprising me, my mom letting two people in HER bathroom. "Okay, thanks ma" I said. "Okay, just careful, don't get it too dirty" she said as she left. "So I guess Aaron and me will take a shower in his mom's room" Luis said. "Ok" the other three said in unison. As we were walking out, I finally caught a glimpse of Jon's eyes, they gave me a very dirty look. This really hurt and to be honest it started a lot of anger in me. He sort of smacked Oscar's ass in front of me and laughed. I was so angry at the moment and now I wasn't even angry at Oscar, I was angry at the way Jon was acting. I went to my mom's room and Luis followed. I went in and locked the bathroom door. Luis stopped. "WOAH! This is huge! It's the size of my living room!" he said excitedly. "Calm down" I said as I cupped his ass. The anger was making me act weird. "Want to take a shower together?" Luis asked. "Yeah" I said quickly. We both took off our clothes really quick. When we were both totally naked I turned on the water and let it hit the floor. The shower stall in the room was awesome. It had glass and it had little seats you could relax in. It was obviously made for more than one person so it was spacious. Luis stopped for a second and looked at me, I looked at him. "So let's go" he said. We stepped in and let the water hit us. We were both very horny and both had boners. I started to wash my hair and he did the same. We washed our bodies about 3 times before we actually turned to face each other. I guess we were just waiting for the right moment. He looked at me. "Aaron, want to do it?" he asked. "Only if you're sure about it" I answered. "I do" he said as he walked to me. I sat down on the little edge to be at his level and he kissed me. Since I was sitting down, his little boner met mine. We entered a whole different world when we were kissing. The anger that had built up in me along with jealousy was really taking its toll. I was kissing Luis like I had never kissed anyone. I was pushing my tongue really far into his mouth and he was answering the same way. Then I grabbed soap and started to massage his ass with it. Little by little I began to let the soap enter his butt crack and then I started inserting my finger inside to lather it up. Every time my finger entered his ass hole he sucked on my tongue hard. He would also make this cute gasping noise. This was really pushing me to my limits. Then when I started sliding in 2 fingers in and out with ease I pulled back and looked at him. "Are you ready?" I asked while I played with his hard dick. "Yeah" he said. "Okay, sit on me with your legs around my waist, make sure you open your hole" I said. As soon as I finished saying that he was climbing on me. Then I got up, held onto him by his ass, he held onto me, and I sat on the shower floor. This caused his hole to come in contact with my dick and we both felt a jolt go through our bodies. We settled in position, I kissed him again and then I pulled him in and he pushed causing my dick to go straight into his ass. I felt the instant warmth and tightness of his virgin hole. Since this was only my 3rd time doing this it was still a little hard for me to not shoot my load quickly. I relaxed and let my dick probe his young virgin hole. His dick was poking my stomach and it was now limp because of the pain but it still felt very good being pushed into my body. He closed his eyes shut, let out a slight scream and then hugged me really hard. I felt his ass at the base of my cock and I knew it was all the way in. "It hurts!" he said in my ear. "Shh...relax...it will feel better in a little while, just hold onto me" I said. "Ok" he said. We sat like this for a while until he finally looked at me and smiled. "We don't have all day so let's keep going" he said. "That's my boy" I said. I kissed him and he opened his mouth. We were embraced again, our tongues sharing saliva searching our mouths and then I started to slowly hump him. He started to meet my thrusts and we sped up. I noticed his dick came back to life again and it was now poking my stomach hard. We went faster and faster until I couldn't handle it anymore, I pulled him to me as much as I could and I pushed my dick as far as I could inside of him and then I unloaded the army men. Stream after stream of my cum hit his insides and this caused his little sphincter to start up and he too was now having an orgasm. I was in the clouds for a few seconds until I opened my eyes. We were both panting real quick and hard. I signaled him to get off and we both stood up. I looked at him, hugged him, and he kissed me. "Aaron, that was awesome." He said. "Yeah, it was" I said. Then Jon's picture came to my head again. "Aaron, we have to do that again tonight, I don't know how but we have to. I can still feel your cum inside me and it's awesome." "Yeah, you should probably try to make it come out or it will come out later and that will be a problem" I said as I cleaned my dick. "Ok" he said. We finished showering in a few minutes and we gave each other one last hug and kiss before we actually stepped out of the shower. Then we dried and changed into our pajamas. When we left my mom's room we noticed Oscar and Uriel were sitting in my room and Jon was just coming down the hallway. Luis had a huge grin on his face and he was still walking a little funny. I smacked his ass to let him know that he was being a little obvious and he tried his best to act natural. Jon sat next to Oscar and Uriel moved over to give them more space. When we entered the room Uriel looked at us. "About freaking time. You guys took forever. What were you doing? Chit chatting about your problems?" he said. "Yeah, something like that" Luis joked. "Homos" Uriel retorted. "Hey, what can you do" Luis joked again. "Alright let's get ready" I said. "Okay, so what are we taking?" Uriel asked. "My mom already set up sleeping bags and covers in the tent so pretty much just extra pillows and those are in my closet. There's this huge one in there go find it Uriel" I said. "Okay" he agreed. "The rest of us will go get some drinks and snacks and games" I said as I grabbed monopoly and a few other games and handed them over to Oscar. Oscar, Jon and Luis followed me down to the kitchen where we grabbed chips, drinks, and napkins for the outdoor event. Then I sent them out to set up the stuff in the empty room. I went down to the storage room in the basement and grabbed a long extension cord, and two large floor mats. I took them outside and we set up a pretty nice apartment in the tent. The tent was designed pretty nicely. When you entered there was a middle room, this would be the play room. We put a floor mat here so that we weren't sitting on that plastic floor tents have. Then to the right was the bedroom which already had 4 layers of sleeping bags to make it fluffy, a long pillow, other pillows, and 2 covers. Just in case it got cold at night. In the room to the left of the play room we placed another floor mat and this is where we put all the food, backpacks, and other junk we brought in. It was looking pretty cool. Then outside by the entrance of the tent there was a little area protected by a mosquito net where we could sit down and enjoy the sky and nature. The tent was pointing to the side of the forest so when we looked out we actually saw trees and not houses. It took us a while to get set up but when we were done we realized how cool this place was. We had a boom-box, fan, and table and chairs inside the tent. Now if you ask me, that's really cool for a tent. My parents came out for a little while to camp out with us. They played a game of monopoly with us and then a game of cards. My dad was impressed with how we had set up the tent. He said it looked very comfortable. He also said we could leave it outside if we liked, and that he would come out tomorrow to put some rain protector on it so that the things wont get wet. My parents stayed out there with us until it began to get dark. Then they headed inside. My mom said good night and well gave us the speech about behaving and stuff. As soon as they went inside, we were back to our game of dominoes. "So, what exactly happened that night that you two got scared?" Luis asked. "Uh...we heard noises and we heard someone walking by" Oscar started. I noticed Jon wasn't talking, and I figured it was because he didn't want to remember because he was probably scared at the moment. "What if it was someone just walking by I mean it doesn't mean the person was trying to hurt you" Luis added. "How do you know the person was alive?" Uriel joked. Jon's face went blank when Uriel said this. "Because I just do" Luis went on. "Luis, remember the time we went camping and we heard and saw something coming and in the end it disappeared. That was freaky" Uriel said. "Yeah, I remember you hugged Aaron like a baby that night. You wouldn't let go of him." "Shut up you were hugging him too, in fact you were sleeping on him" Uriel backfired. "But you two were practically making out because of how close you were" "How do you know we weren't?" Uriel joked. "Okay, this is getting freaky" I jumped in. We changed the topic and soon we were playing monopoly again. I was pretty much used to Jon not exactly talking to me right now. But I did notice he wasn't really close to Oscar anymore. And our eyes met more often than before. During the game we started hearing cracking noises and I presume it was from the trees moving around, but Uriel being Uriel started trying to creep us out. "You hear that...it's someone trying to get us" he said. "Yeah, and you'll be the first do die!" Oscar laughed. "Hhm...maybe, but I'll make sure you die second" By now Jon was acting really weird. He kept looking behind him at the opened window and he kept moving in closer, plus he was real quiet. Part of me wanted to go sit with him and hold onto him, but after what he'd done, I chose to push him to his limits. "No, it's can't be that bad. What can a dead person do to us?" I added. "I heard once from my aunt that one night, while she was sleeping, she felt someone get on top of her. She couldn't breathe or move. She couldn't even talk. She almost suffocated and she said she could feel it but not see it. The thing went away when my cousin came in and turned on the lights because he was scared too" Uriel commented. By now Jon was really creeped out, I could tell. "Seriously? What else happened?" Oscar asked. "Well. Then I slept over at that house with my cousin and at night, like at 2 in the morning we heard someone walking in the kitchen, we slowly walked out to the kitchen and there was no one there. Plus we heard banging on the walls and doors"" "Wow, that has to be really scary" Luis said. "Yeah, imagine if that happened to us. All alone, out here" Uriel said with a freaky voice. "I'd pee my pants" Luis said. "Me too" Oscar added. "Would you Aaron?" Luis asked. "I would be freaked out but I wouldn't worry too much. Like I said, I don't think ghosts can hurt you. I think they are trying to tell us something. Or maybe they're not even ghosts, they could be aliens" I said. I kept glancing over at Jon's face and he was starting to look very worried. We kept talking about ghosts stories and legends while we played monopoly. Jon asked very few questions here and there but he was mostly sitting there quietly. I, on the other hand, was joking around and laughing. Occasionally I would throw in things like, `hey did you guys hear that?' and I just watched Jon's face freak out. We kept playing different games and talking about random stuff for a long time. When I checked my watch it was 12:30. We had been playing and talking for almost 4 hours. I can't say I spent the whole time worrying about Jon, I can honestly say I was having a good time with Uriel and Luis. Oscar wasn't that bad of a kid either, but I always knew I had to watch my back, he's two faced. Uriel stood up really quick. "Well I wanna go for a walk. I've never walked in the dark in this place" he said. "Are you crazy!" Luis almost yelled. "Yeah, sort of" "I'll go with you" I said. "Cool...anyone else?" he asked. "No, I'm straight" Luis said. "Me too" Oscar said. "Me three" Jon added. "Okay, so it's just you and me Aaron" Uriel said. We put on our shoes and walked out. Luis told us to be careful. He also said we didn't have to go just to prove something, but we said we really wanted to. We walked into the tree area until we reached the tree house, it looked really different at night. He wasn't talking much until we approached the tree house. "Aaron, Luis was just joking around about the bathroom thing right?" he asked softly. "Yeah duh" I answered. "Okay good" "But why would it matter?" "I don't know dude. He's my cousin, he's younger than me, I don't want him to get messed up" "Uriel, would I mess him up?" "No, but that's well...I don't want well never mind" "Are you um...what's that word...jealous?" "Maybe a little" he said. "Hm...why? Are you seriously done with Angel?" "No, see that was just an experiment. I think I never forgot you" "Uriel, as much as I cared and still care...I don't think we can try it again. Look, it's just...I'm trying to live a normal life" "With Jon and Luis always with you? That's normal?" "Uriel, you have to realize I loved you for too long, and when you finally came around, I was a little disappointed I'm sorry." "Aaron, it's okay, I understand. You probably have another boy." "No, Uriel, I don't" "Well then why don't we just try it again?" "Uriel, look, do you love me or do you just like to mess around?" " A little of both" "No, be honest" "I don't know Aaron, I care about you. I get feelings I've never felt before. I get mad when Jon's with you, I get mad when Luis is with you. I don't know what's happening to me!" "Shh...calm down" I said softly as I hugged him. He looked up at me, and then it happened, we kissed again. We kept kissing for a little while until he started to go lower and he was lowering himself down to my dick area. He was about to open up my pants when I pulled him up by his hand. "No, Uriel, not now. Please" I said. He looked into my eyes, sort of with a disappointed look. "Ok" he said softly. I kissed him again and I held his hand as we walked back to the tent. We walked very slowly towards the tent and when we approached it we both looked at each other with a devilish look. "Should we?" he asked. He was asking if we should scare them, I thought about it, and I figured why the heck not. So we slowly walked to the tent but I let him go first and he slowly slid his hand across the tent. "O shit!" Luis almost screamed. Uriel and I slowly walked back and then I signaled him to duck behind a tree. I started throwing rocks near the tent and then smaller rocks at the tent. When I felt my phone vibrating I quickly ran as far away as possible and answered. "Hello" I said calmly. "Aaron! Come back please. Something is outside the tent. Is it you?" Luis asked. "Uhh...no. Uriel and I are at the tree house, that's far from the tent." "Aaron, please come back. Jon is really scared and I'm scared. O shit! Something is walking outside! Aaron please we need you!" Luis said quickly. "Ok calm down I'll be there as soon as I can." I started running. When I saw Uriel I signaled him to come over to me slowly and quietly and then we both ran to the front of the tent. We started panting as if we had been running from the tent to here and then we entered. "What's going on!" I said. "Yeah, what the hell!" Uriel added. "Aaron, seriously something was outside" Luis said worriedly. "Something like what?" I asked. "I dunno, we just saw and heard and felt something slide across the tent. Then it threw stuff at us and then it was walking behind us. Aaron, Jon's really scared." Luis said. "Aaron, we're not lying, it happened." Oscar joined. "Well I was just outside with Uriel, we saw nothing" I said. "Yeah, nothing" Uriel added. "Aaron, it was out there. Why would I lie!" Luis was impatient now. "Ok Ok! I'll check." I said. "NO, what if..." Luis started. "It kills me? yeah right!" I said. I got up and started heading out the tent. Jon literally jumped up and ran to me. "Aaron! No, please big brother, don't leave me" he said looking into my eyes and hugging me. I could tell that the other 3 were a little surprised by this. I mean they weren't as scared as Jon was. "Nothing's going to happen to me, I swear" I said. I tried to be a little indifferent though, at this time I felt as if Jon didn't deserve for me to be there with him. "No, please, Aaron, just stay with us" he said. "I have to find out what that was, Uriel want to come with me?" I asked. "Um...sure. I'm not a little pussy" he said. He got up and walked out with me. Jon was standing by the tent zipper and he watched me close it. His eyes were tearing up and for the first time I actually saw that Jon really needed me. But then I realized it was only because he was scared, not because he wanted me there with him. Uriel walked with me around the tent. "I see nothing" I said. "Nothing at all" Uriel added. "You guys were imagining it" I said to the kids inside. "Wait Aaron, what is that?" Uriel said. "O shit...I don't know." I said. "A crap dude let's go inside!" Uriel said as he pushed me. We both ran and jumped into the tent and zipped it up. We even put the little lock on the tent zipper. Jon started panting hard saying, NO, NO!. Luis started freaking out asking what it was and Oscar was doing the same. "I don't know...It was like a shadow coming to us...but it disappeared before it hit the tent" Uriel said. Uriel was proving to me how good of an actor he was. I was really surprised. "Can we just go to bed and try to forget about this?" Oscar asked. "Yeah, we should do that" I said. "Yeah, bring some food though, I'm hungry" Uriel said. "You're hungry after what you saw!" Luis asked. "Yeah! I eat when I'm nervous, scared, happy, mad, sad, everything" Uriel said. "Okay let's go" I said as I got up and started to open the sleeping room. "Ok but I sleep next to Aaron" Luis said. "Me too" Jon added. "Um...what about me and Oscar?" Uriel asked. "I don't know. Honestly there's only two spots next to me. Unless you want to sleep on top of us" I said. "How about I sleep between your legs Aaron, that way I can hug you" Uriel said. "Uh...sure...but what about Oscar?" I asked. "I'll just sleep next to Luis, real close to Luis" he said. "Ok..." I said. I was surprised Jon had just said he wanted to sleep next to me. We jumped in the bed and I zipped up the separating thing. Then I got in bed and sure enough Luis and Jon were next to me. Oscar was next to Luis and then Uriel literally slept in between my legs. He was resting his head on my stomach. I didn't know if the other kids would see this as suspicious but I guess they didn't. "Uriel, that looks odd" Oscar said. "Fuck I'm scared, I don't care if it looks odd" Uriel said. "True that" Luis said. Luis was holding onto my arm and Jon was just next tome. He was pretty close but since I had Uriel holding me down I couldn't really hold onto Jon. Until I finally told him to sit up real quick and I slid my arm behind his head and now he was sleeping on my arm and I was sort of holding him. We started talking about what that could have been and well of course Uriel said that it was probably and evil spirit and that these houses were either built on a cemetery or someone had died in the forest nearby. Then Luis asked if it was possible that maybe it was an alien. He said aliens really freaked him out. I told him it could have been possible because aliens could possibly become invisible to the human eye and that's why we didn't see them. The talk kept going up until 2am when one by one they fell asleep. I was still awake and soon I found out Uriel was awake too. I knew Luis was in lala land because he was snoring and Jon was breathing deeply now. Uriel on the other hand began to pull my dick out of my pajama pants. I took my free arm and tried to stop him but he simply pushed my arm away and he started jacking my dick. When I felt this I just couldn't stop him. he slowly jacked me off until I was hard enough. Then he took it in his mouth and started giving a blow job. He was really good at this. I don't know but he was even better than the last time he gave me a blow job. He was taking it all into his mouth and bobbing his head up and down real quick. He was giving me the best oral pleasure I had ever received and it was so good I started moaning pretty loud. he was being wonderful. I couldn't keep my dick calm and shot after shot hit the back of his throat and he gobbled up every drop of my cum. Then he slowly got up and got on me. we started kissing. He was making humping motions as we kissed. After we made out for a while and I got a taste of my cum from his mouth, he slowly and quietly got up and took off his pants. He took off his underwear and then he looked at me. I couldn't say anything. He lowered my pants and my boxers a little and he started to suck my dick again and he got it real slippery. Then, I noticed he moved Luis' and Jon's legs out of the way, waiting to see if they would wake up, they didn't. Then he found a way to sit on my dick. He just opened up and my dick popped into his ass. I was amazed. It seemed like Uriel had become a pro at this. He slowly moaned and panted, when I calmed down he started to slowly jump up and down on my dick. Since everything was so quiet I could hear the squishy noise my dick made in his ass. I could also hear the sound of my body coming in contact with his, sort of like a smacking sound. His hole felt a little different, not quite as tight as before, but it was still very good an warm and he sure knew how to work me. At times he went faster and then he slowed down, he was able to keep me from cumming for at least 15 minutes. Sometimes he would stop and let me calm down and then go at it again. I was beginning to feel a little sore and I started to hump him faster and faster and he met my humps until he reached his climax. His sphincter started to apply pressure to my dick and this made me shoot my load instantly into his bum. He leaned over into me and my dick remained in his ass until it was totally limp and now he was simply holding onto me. Eventually my dick slid out of his slippery ass and I felt some of my cum coming out of his bum and I told him to clean up real quick. He quickly took some napkins out of his pants and cleaned up. He pulled his pants up and then he kissed me. "You're the best" he said. "You are!" I said quietly. "Where did you learn that?" I asked. "Don't worry about it. We'll talk about it tomorrow" "Ok" I said. "Love you" he said quickly. "Me too...good night" I said. "Good night" He was still on me and he hugged me. I didn't really care if he slept like this. He seemed to be very comfortable. He placed his head on my chest and in no time he was deep asleep. I lied there thinking about what had happened. I just had sex with Luis and Uriel in the same day, well...sort off. As I thought about it I realized it would just get me worried and confused so I just paid attention to what was around me. I had Uriel sleeping on me, Luis next to me, and then Jon on the other side. I could easily start touching here and there. I realized I had Uriel's ass at hand's reach so I quietly slid my hand beneath his waistband and started to feel his ass. He had a really nice, squishy, bubbly and round ass. I massaged it and soon I was fingering his ass. It was still wet and slippery. My fingers slid in and out really easily. To my surprise his ass didn't smell bad yet. I mean he doesn't get a bad small cuz he's still a kid, but he had a really nice sweet smell right now. I left my hands in there for a little while and then I started to doze off. Then just when I was falling asleep I felt someone taping my arm. It was Jon. "Are you awake" he said softly. "Hm..." I said. "Aaron, are you awake" "I am now" "Why is Uriel on top of you?" "He's scared...why are you awake" "I can't sleep anymore" "O" "Aaron, I'm really scared...and sad" "That's nice" "I'm serious!" he started to raise his voice. "Hey, chill out, they are sleeping" "Can I talk to you?" he asked. "It's 3 in the morning" "So, I'm not tired" "um...ok...but we have to go to the other room." I said. I slowly moved Uriel over and he landed right next to Luis. He was a heavy sleeper so he didn't wake. He just turned and made himself comfortable. I slowly got up and Jon followed me. He was still a little scared I guess because he was sticking real close to me. When we were in the empty room, away from the others I sat down on the floor mat. He sat real close to me. "Ok...what's up?" I asked. "Aaron, I'm not mad at you anymore" "Ok...that's nice" I was still a little mad I guess. "And I'm really scared" he said. "Yeah, so is everyone else" "Can you hug me please?" he asked. his voice cracked and this meant he was real close to crying. His eyes were glowing at me with the light of the moon. He moved closer to me and I took him in my arms. I hugged him and tears ran down my face. I heard him sniffing. He let go of me and then he sat between my legs and I hugged him that way. He held onto my arms which were around his stomach. "I'm really sorry, Jon. I understand if you don't feel anything for me" "How do you know that?" "I just feel lit" "But you don't know that" "Jon, if you did feel it why are you with Oscar than?" "I'm not" "Jon, I saw you with him" "I saw you kissing Uriel" "About that...Jon, I was angry, it was a mistake" "No, it's okay. I don't really care. I know you don't love him" "You do?" "Yeah, you love me, right?" he asked as he held my hand. "Yes, I love, I'll always love you" I answered. "I'm sorry Jon, for everything I caused, for hurting you" "You never hurt me, you're the best thing I have" "Yeah, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me" I said as I began to turn him around. "Aaron, why did you kiss Uriel?" "We were playing a game of dare. It wasn't real. It was a game" "How do I know that?" "I don't know Jon" "Ok, well I don't care Aaron. Please lets not get mad anymore. I don't like being mad at you. I missed you" "I missed you to" I said. I completely turned him around by now and he was looking at straight at me. "Are you going to kiss me?" he asked. "Only if you aren't scared" "I'm not" "Ok then" I said. I slowly got closer and then I realized he moved in too and he met my lips. We kissed softly. Nothing too drastic, just a nice, sweet peck. I looked at him again and I hugged him. He hugged me back. "Te amo" I said. This means I love you in Spanish, and for some reason it sounds deeper in Spanish. "Yo tambien" he answered. It means me too. I kissed him again and we were hugging. I leaned back and I was on my back. he was lying on top of me and we were still hugging. We weren't kissing or anything, just hugging. We stayed like this for a while until finally he looked up at me and kissed me again. I looked at him, and hugged him again. "Okay, let's go back to sleep" I said. "OK" he said, but he still sounded scared. "Don't worry, I'm going to watch over you. As long as I'm alive, nothing will ever hurt you, you understand?" "Yeah" he answered. We got up and walked over to the bed. Uriel was taking up a lot of space so I had to move him. I lied down next to him and Jon lied down next to me. As soon as Uriel felt I was back he put his arm around me. Jon turned around and he got comfortable like he usually does. His nice ass facing my front and he grabbed my arm. I put it around him and he pushed back more and now we were really close. We fell asleep like this. I was so glad things were getting fixed. I just hoped the morning would be a lot better. I apologize for taking so long to write the chapter. I haven't started on chapter 12 yet but I promise I will post it as soon as I can. Again, comments are really nice to receive so again please comment on the story. I hope you enjoyed.