Date: Mon, 26 Sep 2005 02:54:53 +0000 From: Tommy Evans Subject: Uriel and Jon Chapter 3 After we had our breakfast, my parents invited us to watch a movie with them. We had this really cool movie room that we never used. It was in our basement. My dad had asked me to design it actually. I designed it myself with the help of one of my technician friends. Well he dreams of one day become this really cool tech guy. He's into tv's, radios, computers, cell phones, anything with chip inside basically. So yeah we designed this awesome movie room and I had only used it about 5 times in the whole year living in this house. I couldn't really say no to my parents because they hardly ever had a chance to actually spend time with me, let alone with me and my really close friend. We watched a very funny movie. We talked and joked about everything. "So how's your brother doing Uriel?" my dad asked. "He's okay. He's working a lot again. And when he's not working he's with his girlfriend, and when he's not with his girlfriend, he's with Aaron" Uriel answered. "But we haven't seen him lately" my mom added. "Well, that's because it's been a long time since he comes. We mostly hang out after he gets out of work I guess" I jumped in. "Well that's good. Well guys, we have a surprise for you." My dad was really happy when he said this. "What?" I asked. I was sure it was something stupid like `we're taking you out to a movie' or `lets go out to the arcade' type of thing. "Your mom and I decided to take the family to Disney World" my dad said almost holding in his excitement. "You have to be kidding me! When?" I asked. I was totally in shock. "In two days!" my mom yelled. "Woah! Wait, no. what about..." I began to say. "Uriel is coming. I already called his mom and she said that it was okay. Just to make sure he went back tonight to pick up some clothes and say bye" "What? Seriously? No, that's too much I can't go" Uriel said. "Don't worry, you took Aaron camping twice a while back" my mom tried to make Uriel feel better. "But that was only camping, we didn't pay for him really. Disney is like expensive" "Yeah but you're Aaron's best friend right? I know he wouldn't go without you" "Yeah plus remember I promised you that I'd take you to Disney? Well here you go. Promise has been completed" I joked. "Well I guess it's okay" Uriel agreed. He was excited I knew it, but he was just worried about the cost. "O yeah, and I talked to Jon's mother. I knew Ryan would want him to come and since he's always with you, he's coming too" my mom added. "Mom you are the bomb. I mean I thought you didn't like Jon" "I just hated you and him making a mess. But I know you guys are close and I know how much you care about him" "Thank you" I said. This was the first time in forever that I felt really good about my parents. I mean I loved them but things had been a little shaky before between us. "Alright, well go enjoy your excitement and we have to go shopping. Lots of things to buy. Plus we have to make sure the house we got is available" my dad said. We went to my room and we lay on the bed. "I can't believe we're going to Disney World" I said. "Ummm. How do you think I feel. I came here expecting to just be with you for a weekend. And now I get to go to Florida with you" "Yeah, and I guess everyone's coming!" "Yeah, even Jon" Uriel said this with a weird tone. "Hey, what's up with you?" "Well, you got so excited when your mom said Jon was coming" I forgot about that. I got so caught in the moment that I almost forgot about what had just happened a few hours ago between Uriel and me. "Enano, Jon is my little brother. He cares about me and I for him" "Yeah, well I think..." "You think what?" "Nothing. I don't want to sound like your girlfriend" I laughed when I heard that. It was true, he was acting like a typical girlfriend. "Don't worry, we'll have fun you'll see" I put my arm around him. We were both just lying there staring into the ceiling when all of a sudden my cell rang. I knew who it was because of the ringtone, it was my other baby. "hey Aaron, what's up" I heard his angelic voice. "Nothing, did my mom tell you?" "Yeah! She told my mom. At first she was like NO! then your mom convinced her. And I guess I convinced her too. I told her I would stay with you all time so that you could watch me and stuff." "Awesome" I could see Uriel staring at me from the corner of my eye. I could also guess that he could probably hear Jon. "Yeah, and well I can't wait to get there. I want to hang out with Ryan and you and well is Uriel going?" "Yeah ain't that cool?" "Super! Well, I also have to talk to you about something, okay?" "About what?" "About what happened. You know, well I'll tell you that when I see you. Maybe tonight after my baseball game" "Ohh.. okay then give me a call" "Yeah" "Bye" "Bye" I hung up and I barely figured out what he was talking about. "What happened?" Uriel began his usual interrogation. "Nothing" I answered. "He said something happened, what happened?" "Ahh,,,, he was talking about a plan we had to prank Ryan. But something happened and it was cancelled" I knew Uriel would probably doubt me but it was sort of like a test to see if he really was jealous and if he really trusted me. Which is unfair because if he does trust me, it would mean I totally broke his trust. "Right... well I don't worry, I don't think a 10 year old can like you anyway. They are into other stuff" "Didn't you like me when you were 10?" "No... I said I felt something funny. I didn't know exactly what" That's when it hit me. Maybe Jon was just feeling that something funny and didn't really like the fact that I kissed him. It was just something funny to him. Something that he had never felt before. "Well, let's just forget about that. Want to play a soccer game?" Uriel asked. "Sure" So we started playing a soccer game on my ps2 and we just relaxed. I still kept thinking about Jon though. I really like him. I feel as if I was falling into a hole. I hope that nothing goes wrong. I hope that I never have to choose between Jon or Uriel. I would never be able to. I was really spaced out throughout the game though. I kept scoring on Uriel but I didn't really even think about it, I guess it was just something natural I guess. After the 6th goal Uriel basically slammed the controller on the couch and he looked right at me. "Okay,, you're going to tell me what's up" he said. "What do you mean?" I asked. "You are just out of it. You're not even talking to me. And you haven't even mentioned what happened a few hours ago. I mean we're here all alone and nothing is going on. What is up with you?" "Okay, first of all, I'm not going to use you as a sex toy okay. I love you and stuff but we have to make sure that is what we both want." "Aaron, I don't mind." "Okay, well I think it would be a great idea to wait a little bit because, well it's too early" "Okay I agree, plus I don't know, I think I'm not ready" "What do you mean?" "No lets not talk about that. You tell me why you're not even like next to me, or why you're not even holding my hand and stuff. You usually try to be next to me" "I thought you didn't like stuff like that. That's all" "Well, I don't like it when people are watching. I don't think I would mind now. I mean it used to make me mad because I didn't know what I felt, but now I do" "I'm so sorry Uriel. It's just that, so many things have happened, so many things have changed. I don't know what's going on with my head" "Well, if makes you feel any better, I don't know what's going on in my head." "Hey yeah, usually you never really tell me anything, and you never really ask my anything." "It's because I was trying to act like I didn't care as much before, I mean I wanted to let you know I cared but not like so much. It was just something stupid I guess" "Uriel?" "What?" "When did you realize you felt something for me?" "Well, I guess in Mexico. Even before I left for Mexico I realized that I kept getting mad when I heard you talking to your girlfriend. I mean I knew you hadn't told me for a reason. But I also already knew. It was kind of obvious. Also, I didn't like the fact that you barely spent any time with me. And when you did, you basically ignored me" "That's because you ignored me!" "I did not!" "Yeah huh!" "Well whatever, the point is that after I left, I met this guy over there. He was pretty cool. He was 15. He was there when I got dared to do that stuff with the girl. After he saw what happened he talked to me one night. He told me that he understood what happened. He told me that I was different. I mean I didn't really want to do anything with the girl. He was telling me that I already felt something for someone else but I just didn't know. I didn't believe him. Then, when that girl kept flirting with me, I remembered you. I remembered how you told me to always think things through before doing them. So..." "So?" I asked. "Well, I just kept thinking about what you were doing. So I kept asking Jesse to call you but he never did. Anyway, when I came back. I guess I acted like I didn't care if you came or not. But I wanted you to be there when I got there. You always used to be there when I was gone and came back. if you didn't' come that day you would come the next day. I felt sort of mad when you weren't there. That's why I called you. But also, I talked to Jesse about you. I asked him if you had been hanging out with him and he told me that lately you were hanging out with a kid named Jon. He told me that he was like your little brother and that just made me mad" "I'm sorry" "It's okay" I hugged him and I suddenly felt an urge to kiss him. So I did. "Aaron?" "Yeah" "Why do I feel like something is wrong?" "What do you mean?" "Well, even though we kissed and I know you love me back, I still feel like there is something wrong" "Really? What could be wrong?" I asked. but I knew that if he was feeling something it was that I felt something else. I do love him, but I'm wondering if what I feel now is just an obsession, like the song. "I don't know." "Maybe it's the fact that we feel a little weird hugging and kissing. We're just not used to it. At least I'm not. Are you?" "No. I've never kissed anyone..." "Really?" "Well, like 2 girls. But that's it. It's not like I felt anything" "Right. Uriel, I don't want you to feel like you HAVE to kiss me. Or that you have to be holding me. I want it to be special. Only when you really feel like it" "Yeah same for you" "Cool" "Okay deal" "So... you up for a swim?" I asked. "Uhh no. How about we go to visit my cousin Louis." "Sure I guess. What time is it?" "It's probably only like noon" "Cool" So we changed out of our pajamas and then we washed our faces and stuff. Just the usual. Well actually, Uriel had just recently started washing his face before he left somewhere and doing his hair. Before he didn't really care I mean he was just a little kid. I guess he's growing up. We walked to my garage and when I was getting into my car I saw one of Jon's friends coming over. "Hey Aaron what's up" he said. "What's up" "Hey my brother said that he saw you and Jon at the park the other day and that you guys were making out" "You always giving me shit man. Why do you think so wrong" I knew that wasn't true because Jon and me never kissed outside. But I knew Uriel wasn't too happy to hear that. "I know man it's funny. It's just odd. You're 17 and he's only 10. Anyway dude, next week a couple of friends and I are going to baseball camp. My brother needs help chaperoning. Since Jon is going I'd figured you'd like to go with us." "You're 12 right?" I asked. I didn't know. His name is Oscar. He's also Mexican and he's pretty cute. I thought he was like 13. He was pretty tall and filled in. "No, I'm 11 turning 12 but still man. So can you do it?" I wanted to say yes like in an instant because I would do anything to watch out for Jon. But I knew Uriel would probably kill me. I looked at him just to see his reaction. "Yeah Aaron that'd be cool. I'm sure those kids need your help" Uriel told me. I didn't know if he meant it or not. "Uhh... yeah I guess. I'm about to leave for a trip but I should be back. when is it?" I asked. "It's in about a week and half... I'm not sure. I'll tell Jon to tell you" "Okay" I agreed. "Okay see ya Aaron. Tell Jon I said hi" "Wait, didn't you just come from his house?" "NO... I just came from another friend's house. Jon isn't home. His mom said that he went to the store with his dad" "Oh, well I'll see you around" "Bye" So I opened the car and Uriel and I jumped in. I put the top down because it was really nice outside. Uriel was too quiet. "What's up?" I asked. "Nothing" "Are you mad at me?" "No. Why should I be mad?" "Are you sure? You don't care if I go to that camp right?" "NO. As long as you don't mess around with those boys it's alright I guess" "Why would I do that?" "Because you're a sick perv" he smiled when he said that so that was my cue that he wasn't mad. It was a big relief. But when I thought about it I realized that if he wasn't mad he probably felt sad that he wasn't going to spend that time with me and that I was going to have fun with a lot of other people except him. "Hey.. don't feel bad. We're going to spend a whole week together. Right?" I wanted to make it up to him. "Aaron, it's okay. I understand. It's not like my whole life revolves around you" When he said that I felt bad because it was true. Just because we cared for each other it didn't mean we had to live for one another. We both had our lives and I'm sure that when school starts he's going to be busy doing a lot things. Hanging out with friends, playing soccer, and stuff like that. Just then I felt like holding on to him so I put my arm around him. He just looked at me right in the eye. Then he turned on the radio station and he tuned it to his music. He liked listening to Mexican music. I didn't really like. Until this song came up. At first I hated it, but then Uriel started singing it. I sort of felt like he was singing it to me. I listened to the words and it was awesome. It talked about a guy loving someone so much that he calls it his "belief". The whole song talks about how much the guy loves this person. Uriel was singing this song so passionately that I started to like it. It took a while for us to get to his cousin's house because he lived across town. I used to live in this town years ago. As I pulled up in the neighborhood I started to get looks because of my car I guess. It was pretty sweet, but there were a lot of these cars around. I guess they just didn't expect someone so young driving it. I pulled up to the driveway and Uriel and I got out and we sat on the porch to wait for Louis to come out. Louis is really cool. He's 13 and he's the funniest person you could ever hang out with. He was really sweet too. Many times I would joke around with him and hug him and stuff and he would just play along. I have to say that I liked that. He never really freaked out, until Uriel started to pay attention and then told Louis that it was sick. But anyway, when Louis came out we instantly started talking about whatever came to our minds. We plaid pool and drank some really cool sodas. We have this thing where we just mix all sorts of sodas to make a super soda. We come up with really great flavors. We were talking about whatever came to our heads. Until Louis started talking about this girl that lived near him. He said that the girl had been talking about Uriel. I guess that before Uriel left to Mexico he spent 2 days with Louis and he'd met this girl. Louis was telling us how she kept asking for Uriel and stuff. I felt really weird listening. I knew Uriel tries to be this really cool dude when he's with other kids his age. And at the time he was probably still trying to pretend he didn't feel what he feels now. I just joked about it and kept telling Uriel to go for it. Louis said the same. "Why don't you go for her Louis?" Uriel asked. which surprised me. "Because man. She likes you not me. Besides I already have Aaron" Louis chuckled. I knew he was kidding. So I put my arm around him. "Yeah baby" I laughed. "That's just sick guys" Uriel said. "Want to see us kiss?" Louis asked. "No" Uriel said boldly. "Jeez, you party-pooper" Louis barked at Uriel. "Okay, so what exactly did Uriel do to make this girl think he likes her?" I asked. "He told me she was hot and I told him was going to tell her and he said he didn't care. So I told her" Louis answered me before Uriel even opened his mouth. "I see" I just looked at Uriel like I was mad. But I wasn't. I think it would be a great idea for Uriel to have a little girlfriend. It would make it easier to cover up anything. "Well, Louis I think we got to go man. Aaron and I have to go to my house to talk to my mom and stuff. " Uriel said. "Ahh man. Okay. Well I'll see you guys later" Louis said. "yeah bye man" Uriel said. "Louis, don't I get a hug?" I asked. I was actually just kidding. "O yeah" he said as he walked to me and hugged me. I just laughed and he did as well. But I could see Uriel gave me dirty look as he got in the car. When I turned the car on and I started to drive off, he punched me. "What the hell" I said to him. "That's what you get for flirting" he told me. "I was not flirting. You know that's how me and Louis are. We just mess around. You just never noticed it as much before" "No I did. And it made me mad. It actually made mad just to think that I was getting jealous." "Besides, Louis isn't gay or anything right?" I asked. "No. Well actually, he's never had a girlfriend." "Really?" I said with a lot of interest. "Don't even think about it!" "Al right jeez grumpy" "Shouldn't you call your mom and tell her we're on our way?" I asked. "Oh yeah" he answered as he took my phone. "Uriel, I still feel weird with this whole thing. Try to act like we always do okay. Nothing too fancy because your sister will pick up the signals really quick" "O yeah, about her" "What did you tell her?" "Well, a couple of times I told her about how when I was asleep I felt someone touch me and that you were sleeping with me. She told me that you were probably dreaming or something but that it was normal since we trust each other" "Is that all?" "Well, when I was younger I did tell her that maybe you were doing it on purpose" "You dumb ass, how long ago?" "A long long time ago. It was when I was like 11 barely. I didn't know exactly what to think" "Because you didn't think at all you dork" "Shut up, it's ringing" So he told his mom we were on our way and she kept talking to him about some other things. I think she was telling him that he needed some things. "Okay, so what are we going to do today?" Uriel asked me. "Well, we're going to pack some things at your house and then we can go to the mall or something to get some extra clothes because I don't want to wear my old swimming shorts" "Okay sounds cool" "Uriel I know this is out of the topic, but why did it take you so long to let me know what you felt?" "Aaron, I don't know. I just didn't want to be you know, I wanted to be normal. I thought that maybe I was just acting stupid. That maybe I was just confused and stuff. But I kept getting mad and jealous when you hung out with other people. I just didn't know. Plus you kept talking about girls and flirting with girls, I thought that you couldn't be like that" "What made you realize I was?" "Nothing, I didn't know. I just had this feeling that I needed to tell you" "So all of my little hints didn't even spark an idea? Well not really. I thought you were just doing that to be nice and to prove that you cared about me" "I wish we could always be together." "Aaron, I think we'd get sick of each other" Just then I parked in his driveway. I knew someone had to be over because I saw a car that wasn't there usually. "Who's car is that?" I asked. "I have no clue. No one in my family has that type of car. I really don't know" Uriel answered. So we got out and as soon as we were getting off the car his aunt and his cousin walk out the door. "What's up Uriel. I just came to see if you wanted to go camping with me this weekend" he asked. I could see that Uriel's mom didn't tell the poor kid that Uriel was going to be gone for a week. I could also see that Uriel was getting nervous because he didn't want to say why he couldn't go. He looked over at me and I gave him an assuring look. I wanted him to just let it out. "I'm sorry man, I'm going with Aaron somewhere this weekend. Maybe next time alright," Uriel finally said. "That's cool man, yo Aaron, is that your ride?" "Yup, like it?" "Heck yeah man. You must be winning a lot of dough. Where are you working now?" "My dad has a business now dude. Didn't Uriel tell you?" "Nah, you know he doesn't tell me shit" "I know, he's forgetful." "Well, I'll see you guys later aight. Have fun Uriel. Bye Aaron" He got into his mom's car and they drove away. "Mom why didn't you tell them that I was going away for the week?" Uriel asked. "Because baby, that would be mean. He looked really excited, I thought it would better for you to tell him" she answered. So we talked to his mom for a little bit. We kept talking about what we were planning on doing and on how much clothing he should take and stuff. I figured that he should probably take a bunch of boxers, 2 shorts, 2 pants, 5 shirts and sox. The rest we could either buy there because my family hated flying on plane with a lot of bags. After that we went to Uriel's room and we started to pack his things. We locked the door in the room so that no one would come in and make a mess of what we had already folded nice and neatly. "Aaron, this is going to be awesome" "I know, I can't believe we leave tomorrow night." "I know, but you know what else?" "What?" I asked. "We're locked inside. No one can hear us because of the music" "SO?" I didn't really know what he meant by that. "You loser" he said as he pushed me down to the bed and began to kiss me. He kissed me like he'd never kissed before. He was all on me and we were eating our mouths out while our hands wandered our bodies. "O Aaron, I love you" "I love you too" We started to kiss even more passionately. We kept making out until he eventually started going down and down until he got to my zipper. He looked up at me. "No Uriel please. Not yet, we're not ready" "Aaron, it's not going to hurt" "I know but we're not ready just yet" "What do you mean?" "We're just not ready. And besides how you know it's not going to hurt?" "I've seen it on TV. It's not like guys scream because some one gives them a bj." "Well no but look Uriel, if we do that it's going to lead to something else and then something more and I think that we're both unsure of what we want" "I know what I want. But I knew it, you didn't mean what you said. I know you just told me you liked me to not hurt my feelings. You probably like a girl or maybe even Jon" "Don't say stuff like that Uriel. Of course I like you. I love you. It's just that look first of all you're only 13, I'm 17. Our bodies are different. I mean just a couple of weeks ago you were embarrassed of me seeing you naked" "Yeah, but that can change. Plus you told me that it's okay if I look different, I'm only 13" "Yeah, but I just think it's not right. Especially in your room with your mom a couple of feet away. Don't get me wrong, I want to be with you as much as you want to be with me, I just think it's not the right time" "Okay I guess, who would have thought that I was going to be the one wanted to do things huh?" he asked. "Yeah, who would have thought" I said as I put my arms around him. I stood right behind him so that his ass and my dick were really close. He automatically pushed back as much as he could as we just talked like that. "So, Aaron, how is the room thing going to be?" "I have no idea. Most likely all of the boys, you know like my nephews, Jon, you and me will be in one suite" "Oh" he said. I hated when he said things like that. I knew that he didn't like the fact that we weren't going to be alone, let alone the fact that Jon would be there. I didn't feel too happy with that either because the way things were turning out, I would probably have a hard time dealing with both Jon and Uriel at the same time. They both expect me to be with them I guess. But there is only one of me and 2 of them. Then we heard a knock on the door and we instantly separated and I sat down on the bed pretending to fold more things. When Uriel opened the door, his older brother came in. "Hey Jesse" I said. "Hey, so what is this about my brother going to Florida with you?" "Well, my parents had this weird crazy idea to hang out at Disney World for a week. And they just told me this morning. So they told me invite Uriel. I was going to invite you but I realized you were working." I didn't know what to say. I mean I wanted to invite but I knew he wouldn't go anyway. "Oh it's okay. I'm working and have other things to do. It was just weird, Uriel was gone all weekend and then he still leaves a whole week. I haven't even seen him" "It's not like your home anyway" Uriel said. "Okay guys, well lets leave that discussion for later" I jumped in. I knew it wasn't heading the right direction. "Uriel can you go out and wait for me in the car. Take your backpack, say bye to your mom and wait there for me." I told him. As he left, Jesse closed the door and sat down. "I thought we made a deal that we would both take him to Disney when we had the money" he said in an irritated manner. "Yes and we also said that we would spend as much time as we could with him" I backfired. "Aaron, I'm busy, you're busy. And besides the little time I have to spend with him, he's either with you or with another friend" "Well, what do you want me to do, not see him just so that you can see him?" "That is no the point" "Well then what is it?" "He's my brother, you have your own. Or don't you have enough with Jon?" "Don't even go there. You know what, cool down and I'll see you in a week" I said as I walked out. He just sat there. I couldn't help to feel bad but the way he was acting made me extremely mad. I said bye to Uriel's mom and she told me that to call her in case of an emergency and she thanked me for inviting him and she also told me to make sure he behaved. I knew that wouldn't be a problem though. When I walked out of the house and I looked at the window of Uriel's room where Jesse was probably still sitting, I felt bad. Little by little the best friend I had always had, was turning against me. It's not like I planned to leave him out of this, and it's not like I've been trying to take his brother away, if only he knew what was going on. As soon as I got into the car, Uriel turned to look at me. "What was up with my brother?" has asked. "I have no clue, but he'll be alright, when he sees he's girlfriend he'll forget about everything" "Yeah I guess" he said. I noticed he seemed sort of sad. I didn't like this, most of time Uriel would feel as if it was his fault that Jesse and me didn't really have a good relationship. But bottom line is that Jesse just changed too much. "Don't feel bad, it's not your fault, nor my fault. It just didn't turn out like we planned. He'll be alright, and you'll be alright. We're together right?" "Yeah" he answered. So we turned the stereo on and we were just jamming to the songs that came up. After about 5 minutes of just listening to music, Uriel turned the volume down and he seemed to be thinking about something. "Aaron, what if my brother suspects something about you and me?" "That's not possible, how could he?" "I dunno, maybe well you know how when we sleep together we hug and stuff?" "Well yeah, but he knows that already, I mean he knows we don't mean any harm it's just a trust thing between you and me" "I guess. Well then what's his problem" "He's just jealous that you and me are really close. He just wishes he could be closer to you." "But he does talk to me every night, and he hangs out with me when he's home, well a little" "Yeah, but I guess he wants to have that relationship you and me have. Like always trusting each other, and we never really get mad at each other" "Yeah I guess" he said. So he just turned the stereo on again and he jammed again. We really love music I guess. There's so many nice songs out there. Plus we have the advantage of listening to two languages so we always have something to listen to. When we got to my house, the regular kids were hanging out outside playing games. Jon was playing with his friends and as soon as they saw me pull in they all went to my driveway to greet me. All I could hear as I pulled in was `hey Aaron', `waz up', and such things. Jon just said `Waz up Aaron' and when he saw Uriel he just nodded his head the way guys do when they don't want to talk to the person but they don't want to be rude. "Hey, Aaron, who's this?" I could hear some kid asking. "He's my best friend" I answered. I could swear I saw Jon look down and he sort of just separated from the group a little bit. This really worried me because I loved him and I didn't want him to be sad. But I didn't know what to do because Uriel was still with me so I had to think fast. "Well, guys I have to go do some things so keep playing. Oh and Jon come around in a little bit I need to talk to you okay?" I said. "Uh sure" Jon answered. He looked at me straight in the eyes and I just wanted to go and hold him. But I decided to just get out of the car and get Uriel's things out and ready. I started to head inside and I looked back at Jon who was paying close attention to Uriel and me. "Man you really are known around here" Uriel commented. "I guess, it's just that I know Jon, and they all know Jon. It's like a little chain" "Aaron, no one's home right?" "I don't think so. My parents' car was gone. Why?" "Nothing, it's just that no one is ever home around here" "Well usually I'm around with Jon" "Yeah, I know. Aaron, why do you hang out so much with him?" "Uriel, he's like a little brother" "I thought I was your little brother" I could tell he was getting a little frustrated. "You're big now. Now you're my best friend slash lover" I giggled. "Right, well I don't want to be your lover now. I see you replaced me because I'm old now huh" he said. I dropped his bag and I just jumped on him and pushed him to the couch where I got on top of him. "No because if you were still my brother I couldn't do this" I said as I started to kiss him. It was awesome, just to kiss him whenever I felt like it. He returned the kiss as he opened up his legs so that I was right in between. He seemed to like this position a lot. But after a while, I had to get off because I could see Jon coming from a near window. But before I got up, Uriel started to mess around and he made motions as if I was humping him. I started to laugh and then I finally just got off and I told Uriel to go put his bag upstairs so that I could get a chance to talk to Jon. When Jon walked through the door, I was on the couch watching tv and Uriel was coming down the stairs. But I saw him back away and he hid. I guess he was trying to spy on me, but I saw him. "What's up" Jon said as he slowly walked in. he closed the door behind him mainly because I kept telling him to always do that. "Nothing, what are you up to?" I asked. "Nothing" I could hear his voice was different. "What's wrong?" I asked. "Nothing" "Tell me" "Well, remember you promised I was your only one?" "Yeah" but then I realized this was not a good topic to talk about with Uriel spying. "Well look Aaron" he started. "No, Jon hold on. We'll talk about this later" "Why?" "Because right now we don't have to worry about that, right now let's worry about the trip, and that only" "Okay, well your mom told my mom we were leaving tomorrow really early in the morning, so my mom said I could sleep over today." Jon said. He wasn't too exited though. "That's awesome, we could all hang out" "Yeah, I guess" "Hey, why are you like this. You always wanted to hang out with Uriel and stuff" "Yeah, but now, it seems like, you care about him more" "NO, don't say that. Look you know I care about you." "Yeah, but you've been with him all weekend" "Jon, come on" I said as I hugged him. "You'll always be my little brother, you know that" "You promise?" "Yes, I promise" "Good" he said. Then I heard Uriel running down the stairs. "Hey" I said. "Hey" he answered. "You know Jon right?" I asked. "Yeah" "Okay, so Jon do you have your stuff all packed?" I asked. "Umm yeah, most of it, I just need help with some little things. My mom said she'd help me later." "Here, I'll go help you so you can finish faster. Uriel do you want to come with us or do you want to wait here?" I asked. "I'll just wait" "Are you sure?" "Yeah" he didn't seemed bothered, maybe he was feeling better after seeing that Jon and me are just brothers. "Okay we'll be right back" I said as we stepped out the back door. We started running to Jon's house, I guess it was just an old habit. When we got to his house we immediately ran to his room and I saw a bunch of clothes lying around. I guess he was having trouble deciding what to take. Since his mom was doing the laundry I closed the door to Jon's room and I locked it. "Okay what's the matter, why were all sad?" I asked. "Aaron, do you like Uriel?" "What do you mean?" "Do you like him better than you like me?" "Of course not. You know I love you" I did love. The problem is that I loved them both. I didn't know who I loved more, but I wasn't lying. I do love him. Then I held him again and I gave him a little kiss. "Then why are you always with him?" "Jon, we've talked about this. Uriel is my best friend. I don't say anything when you spend the night at your friend's house do I?" "No" he said as he put his head down. "Hey look at me" I said. He picked up his head. "I love you okay. I will always love you. Don't forget that. Now help me get your stuff ready" He gave me a hug and he smiled. We quickly finished packing the rest of his boxers and shirts and then we even picked up the room a little bit. "Okay well let's get going before Uriel gets mad, tell your mom you're leaving. Say your good bye, you'll be gone for a while" I said. "Okay" he answered as he ran downstairs. When I caught up with him down the stairs I saw him giving his mom a hug. "Well take care baby, listen to Aaron, and I don't want you sleeping anywhere else but with Aaron. Got it?" she said. It's not what it sounds like I guess. It's just that Jon gets scared sometimes of the dark and he'll start to panic a little. And since his mom knows that Jon really trusts me she knows I'd watch out after him. "I'm sorry if it bugs you but you know how he gets sometimes at nights. I don't want him to worry your mom. I know you know how to take care of him that's why I tell him that" she said. "Oh no it's okay. I don't want him away from me, I know how he gets plus if he's with Ryan he'll never let anyone sleep" I said. "Well Jon, listen to Aaron okay. Bye guys have a lot of fun" she said. Jon gave her one last hug and then he walked out with me. I guess this was his first time being away from home, at least without his parents. "So, if Uriel is going too, where are we sleeping?" he asked. "Probably in a huge bed, don't worry, I'll make sure you are nice and warm" "I know you will. You always make me sweat, you hug too much" "So you don't like it?" I asked. "O no I didn't say that, I just said you hug too much" So we kept running, of course I couldn't run too fast because I had his bag on me but I could still put up a fight. When I walked inside, Uriel was watching TV and my parents were getting their stuff ready. I told Jon to go watch TV with Uriel and then I went to talk to my parents. "Mom, are we all leaving tomorrow in the morning?" I asked. "Umm, no your sister is leaving later at night because she has to work, but they'll be there later in the night" "So, I have to sleep with Jon, he gets scared at nights, plus I don't want to leave Uriel alone, is there going to be enough space in our room?" "Yeah, your room has one big bed, and a little one. You can sleep with Jon in the big one and Uriel can sleep in the other one" "So we're going to a house, not a hotel?" I wasn't sure, I don't quite remember. "It's a house like this one, pretty big, for everyone. It has more rooms though" "So, Ryan and his brothers are sleeping in another room?" "Yeah, I guess" she answered. She seemed busy so I just went to watch TV with Uriel and Jon. When I walked into the family room I heard them talking and laughing. "You guys having fun?" I asked. "Yeah I guess" Jon said. "Yeah" Uriel said. "May I sit with you?" I asked. "Sure" Jon moved over and he told me to sit. I sat in between so that I could be in the middle of my two little boys. But I felt awkward because I felt as if I was betraying them both. I knew Jon was too young to understand what was going on, all he knows is that I love him and that he likes being with me. He doesn't really know anything about jealousy, at least the bad jealousy, sex, and probably has no clue about couples. So I didn't think he realized that him and me were sort of like a couple. Uriel on the other hand knows about all those things and he knows what to look for, so I can't be too close to Jon or else he'll start noticing things, and that would not be good at all. We watched TV for a very long time. We were watching this really cool show on TV called `The suite life of Zach and Cody'. I thought those boys were so funny. We laughed and joked and everything. I was even liking the chemistry between all of us. Of course Uriel was a little more careful about his actions because he did not want anyone to notice anything. But Jon on the other hand was normal. I could hug him and touch him and everything. well not everything but I was pretty much acting normal with Jon, because he didn't know anything else so he didn't know it was that wrong. Only some things he catches but mostly nothing. When we got a little tired, it was about 8:30pm. We were quietly watching a movie about this boy who was poor and this boy who was rich and how they became friends. I hated this kind of movie because Uriel uses this stuff to make me feel bad. I don't really care anymore whether I'm rich or not. At first I was really excited because it was something new. As time passed by, it just seemed like a normal thing. Sure I can still remember my regular life as Uriel calls it, but now things are different. Anyway, I was thinking about how much things have changed and how Uriel must be feeling weird hanging out with me now that basically I got everything I wanted. I'm not like Bill Gates or anything, but I guess my parents do have plenty of money now. but that took a lot of hard work and a lot of risk taking. Then I saw how Jon practically grew up like this and this is all he knew, his dad always being gone, his mom being busy with the house and her brothers. Sometimes I think Jon is so close to me because no one else really pays attention to him or listens to him. Uriel on the other hand, thinks that because I have money now, I'm going to change. I'm still the same down to earth person, I'm just enhanced with money now. A felt someone little by little put their head on my shoulder and I noticed it was Jon. So I put my arm around him and I was playing with his hair, it was something I always did. I did notice Uriel look at me, but I'm pretty sure he realized Jon was only 10 and he needed things like this. Plus Uriel and I were practically holding hands. Then I heard my mom coming down. "Hey, what are you guys doing?" she asked. "Watching TV" I answered. "Do you guys want to go out for dinner?" she asked. "Do you guys want to?" I asked. "I guess" Was Uriel's answer, which didn't surprise me at all. "If you go I go" Jon answered. "I guess so mom, but where?" I asked. "Well, let's go to our restaurant, I have to pick up some stuff anyway. Get ready, wait in the truck for us" she said. "Okay let's go guys" I got up and I pulled Jon with me. We turned off the TV and headed for the garage. We got into the truck and I turned it on so I could turn on the DVD and the TVs. "There you go again with your little toys" Uriel made fun of me. "Well I don't want to be bored" I said. When my parents got on the truck we started to dose off to sleep. We were a bit tired. When I woke up, Uriel was still asleep and Jon was right next to me. Since my parents couldn't really see below our chests from the front, I grabbed Jon's hand. I loved holding his little hand. It was nice and warm. When he felt that, he put his little fingers in between mine and we just held hands. We didn't talk or anything just held hands. We were just kind of enjoying the moment, I really liked when this happened. It happened only once before, we were in the car and I was showing him how my best friend Jesse drives. He always drives holding hands with his girlfriend, so basically he uses one hand. So I was showing Jon how that worked, but I just didn't let go of his hand. so I guess he likes that feeling, I have to say I love it. It makes me feel like he totally trusts me and he likes being with me. Eventually he just looked at me and he giggled because he saw this funny car. We held hands until we were right in the parking lot and I felt Uriel begin to stir, that was the clue to let go and pretend like we were just talking, I knew Jon did it because he thought that maybe Uriel would get freaked out. I don't blame him for that. Besides we had to get off the truck. When the truck stopped we all got off and of course Jon was a little out of it because he hadn't really been with me with Uriel around. Uriel was used to always having someone around us. When we entered the restaurant most people knew who we were so they started to stare at us. I don't know why they do that. Since the restaurant closed at 10 we only had about an hour. But we still have a lot of people who decided to come in 20 minutes before closing time. Anyway, the host of the place put us in the biggest booth we had. I liked this booth, it was in the corner so it was pretty big. My dad immediately went to the office while we ordered what we wanted. Uriel was acting funny because he hadn't been in the restaurant many times. If I'm correct he had only been here once before, and that was before it opened. I ordered the usual and Jon did as well. My usual was the Mexican sandwich called a Torta, and Jon's was a jumbo hot dog, which is a regular hot with fries and a secret spice. Uriel ordered the same as me because he didn't' feel like looking through the menu. The waitress knew that Jon and I love the drinks they made, without alcohol of course. It was pretty cool. I hadn't really had dinner with my friends here. I've eaten with Jon, and maybe Jon and Ryan. But never with Uriel. Uriel is different when we go to restaurants, if he feels comfortable, he'll laugh and joke around with us. Here he knew we couldn't' possibly be kicked out so we were laughing and joking around. Even Jon was louder than usual, which was a surprise to my mom. I mean he can be loud at home, but when we went out to places he was always real quite. Anyway, just as our food was arriving I had to go help out the cashier because the computer was acting up and this old man was being an ass and he couldn't wait. So I went up there and I fixed it. As I was fixing it, I saw Andrew and his family walk in. This time he had a kid with him. Well not really a kid, it was about around the age of probably 15. He looked straight at me. Just then I realized that it was around 9:30 so I told the host to close down in 10 minutes. I didn't want any more ass holes coming in. This is when I like being the son of the boss, I get to tell the workers what to do, in a nice way though. I was getting some things ready since I was at the counter anyway and I saw Andrew walk up to me. "Hey kiddo" he said. "I'm not a kid" I answered. I didn't even bother looking up at him. "I didn't know rich kids like you had to work so late" "I'm not working, I'm here to have dinner, I came to help. The question is what are you doing here. There is a sign that says no dogs allowed" "Very funny, I'm here with my parents, we come here a lot. I guess we like your food" "Okay, well I'm busy so bye" "Hey hold on Aaron, why are you so bitchy? I'm just trying to be nice" "Why don't you go sit and have your food?" I asked. "Aaron, I know you. And I see the kid from the other night, but who is that other little boy, he looks a lot smaller" "It's my cousin, now leave me alone" "Okay Mr. Bitchy, I'll see you around" "Whatever" I answered. I didn't like him at all. Just the other night I had flashbacks about what he made me do. I guess my mind tried to erase it, but it came back. When I sat down with Jon and Uriel to eat, we started talking about stupid stuff and before we knew it was 10:20. The place had closed down but there were still about 10 tables in the restaurant. "Aaron I have to go to the bathroom" Jon said. "Um,, want me to take you?" I asked. "Sure, I don't know where they are" "Okay" so I got up and he went with me to the bathroom. I waited for him by the sinks and then Andrew came in the bathroom. "I see you don't even let him go pee on his own" "Leave me alone" "Aaron, look at what I have here" he showed me a knife he had in his pocket. Probably a hunting knife. "What about it" I tried to act tough. "If you don't give me what I want, and soon, I will make sure both your cousin and your little friend have fun with my little knife" "You touch them and you die" I was losing my temper. There is no way I would let him hurt them. I was beginning to feel mad because this was the first time someone was actually stupid enough to pull a knife on me. " I will hurt you Aaron, you know that." "I'm not afraid of you. Specially if you need a weapon to fight" Whatever Jon was going, I sure hope he took longer, I didn't want him to see this. Just then Andrew got closer to me and put the knife right by my stomach. "One wrong move and you get slashed right here and right now" "You are seriously stupid" I said. Why would he hurt me in my own restaurant? When Jon got out of the bathroom I just walked away from Andrew. He looked mad. I knew he couldn't hurt me. So Jon and I just went back to the table where Uriel was waiting for us. "Geez, you took forever" "Yeah, Jon took forever" I said. "I know, my stomach hurt, so I just decided to take a number 2" Jon said. We stayed there talking and laughing until about 11when the whole place was empty. Jon was really excited about the trip, Uriel was too but he pretended like it wasn't a really big deal. My mom and my dad were busy in the busy getting some paperwork ready and stuff. They had never left the business alone, like without them being near so that if anything went wrong they could just go down in a couple of minutes. And this was going to be our first family trip. That was the part that I liked the best. Not only is my best friend Uriel going, but Jon as well. That was really cool to me. Anyway, when my parents were done and they helped out close the restaurant, they told us to go to the truck. I felt as if for the first time in their life, they were cool with me having friends. Even though Jon is only 10, they know that he's like a little brother to me. Uriel has always been around, ever since I was 14 so they are used to him being around, but they weren't really as nice before. On our way back home we were all talking. My mom was talking to Uriel and Jon asking them if they needed anything. I told my mom that I needed some swimming shorts and that maybe they needed some other things. "Well that's okay, we'll stop by a mall over there, so that we can get everything we need. I didn't really pack a lot because I plan to buy a lot of it over there. Maybe it's nicer over there" she answered. It felt really weird her saying that. I don't know why. Anyway she told us that we needed to wake up at 6 sharp so that we could be on our way at 8. We need to be at the airport at 10. "So that means you go to bed early. In fact it's already late. Aaron, make a bed on the floor of the empty bedroom." She told me. "Okay ma." When we got home, they went to the bathroom and stuff. We changed into our pajamas which consisted of shorts and shirt. The three of us joined forces to finish the bed on the floor in 5 minutes. That was a new record. By 12 we were ready to knock out. It was rather weird for me because I was in between the two people I love. On one side I knew Uriel would probably feel odd if I hug him in front of Jon. On the other had, Jon wouldn't' really mind. I hope he wouldn't he never does no matter who's around. To him it's just something normal. So at first we just talked for a little bit and we were talking about what we were going to do. Of course Jon was mostly basing his fun around my nephew Ryan who is going to be with us. But Jon has to sleep in my room, Ryan is going to be in a another room I think. Eventually we were all quiet. When this happened, I turned to Jon and I put my arm around his little stomach. He put his little hand on top of mine. I loved when he did this. I knew Uriel was already asleep, he falls asleep very fast. For the first time in the world I didn't feel like touching either of them. I just wanted to hug Jon. I don't know why I liked holding Jon more than Uriel. I mean I like Uriel but when I have to choose between them which one to hold, I'd choose Jon. As long as Uriel was asleep I didn't mind. Then, I felt Uriel turn towards me and he hugged me. So now, I was hugging Jon, and Uriel was hugging me. I guess it was perfect for me. It felt awesome because I was spooning with Jon and Uriel was spooning me. I fell asleep in that position. When I awoke at 6, Uriel was still hugging me and Jon was now facing me, almost kissing me. I gave him a little kiss and he stirred a little. "What are you doing?" he asked. "Waking you up" "That's how you wake people up?" "NO, dummy. Just you" "O okay. Isn't it funny how Uriel is hugging you. And you're hugging me?" "You think that's funny?" "I guess, it's just weird. Aaron, what are we? You and me." "What do you mean?" "Well, I saw on TV these two guys hugging and kissing, they were boyfriends. Are we boyfriends?" "Haven't we talked about this before?" I asked. "I dunno, I guess I forgot" "Well, we are whatever you want to us to be. But boyfriends don't care if people see them. I know you don't want anyone to see us kissing do you?" "I don't think so. It would be sort of embarrassing" "Yeah, so then we are just really good friends. We love each other but we are going to keep it a secret from everyone else. That way it will mysterious don't you think?" "I guess" He answered. "Yeah, so go take a shower. I'll take your clothes in right now." I said. He slowly got up and went to the my bathroom, it was across the hallway in my room. I heard the door close and I heard the water turn on. Then I turned to Uriel. I gave him a kiss and I tried to open his mouth with my tongue. "What are you doing?" he said. "Can't I kiss you?" I asked. "Not by force" "I wasn't kissing you by force." "Technically it's rape when I'm asleep" "Shut up and wake up." I put my arm around him. I held him like that and I was looking right at him. "You know I never thought things would turn out so great." I told him. He was looking straight into my eyes. "Me either but honestly, I feel a little weird about it. Why do you hug Jon so much?" "Uriel, you know he's like a little brother. I've told you before" "Yeah, but you hugged him all night long." "I thought you didn't mind. You were hugging me anyway" "Yeah because I'm used to that. Aaron I'm not sure this thing is going to work out. I love you but how can we keep it a secret when Jon is all up in your face." "What does that have to do with keeping it a secret?" "Never mind, let me go take a shower. Where do I take it?" he asked. "The door right next to my room is a bathroom. Hurry up" I said. So he went to the hallway bathroom and I went to get Jon's clothes and went to my room. When I opened the door to my bathroom Jon was about to get out of the shower. "Aaron, can you get out so I can get changed?" "Jon, it's okay don't be shy. We're like brothers remember." "But..." "Here come on" So I opened the door to the shower and I handed him a towel. Of course I got a really good view of Jon's little jewels but it was no bid deal. Then as he was drying himself I took the towel and began to dry him myself. "Here I'll do it" He just looked at me funny. But I just kept going and I dried every little inch of him. I even dried the inside of his little but. And when I got to his little soldier I made sure I dried it really nice. He began to get hard. "See you like it" I said. "Well my body does, but I don't know" I hugged him. It was awesome to hold him while he was still naked. "If it bothers you I'll stop and I'll never do it again." I said. I didn't want to force him to do anything. "No, it's fine. It feels good" he answered. He hugged me back. this made me feel a whole lot better. I didn't like to feel as if I was just brain washing him to let do things with him. "Okay let me take a shower. Get dressed here and brush your teeth. Wait for me so that I can do your hair" I said. So I just got naked in front of him because I figured it would only be fair. He had his eyes locked on me. "Wow, your thing is big" "It's not really, most guys my age have bigger ones" "I think it's big." "Thanks" I said as I stepped into the shower. I tried not to take too long and I finished in 7 minutes. I didn't want Jon to be desperate. So I put on my boxers and I did his hair. I went to get dressed while he went to watch TV. Uriel and I met in my room and we were getting dressed when my mom knocked on the door. "Are you guys almost ready?" she asked. "Yeah" I yelled. So we hurried up and then we ran to the other room to pick up the bed. We were done in no time. The three of us had the same color on, Jon and I picked the same shirt color and then Uriel just decided to wear that color too. And then to top it off, we all did our hair the same wait, downwards and we flipped the top up. Jon and I both had black hair so I guess we looked more identical than Uriel and I did. Uriel has brown hair. Then my parents hurried us to get our baggage in the truck and stuff. We had a quick breakfast and then we were off to the airport. On the way there we kept telling each other that it seemed unreal that we were actually going on vacation together and to the coolest place in the world. I guess Disney World is still a cool place to me, I had only been there once before, and I had no one else except my older brother and his little kids with me. None of my friends were there. This time it was going to be awesome. After about an hour of waiting in line and getting checked and crap like that we finally got on the plane. My parents right next to us, and the three of us in one section. I had window seat. "Wow, I can't believe we're actually going to be there in just 4 hours" Jon said enthusiastically. "Yeah" Uriel added. "Can't wait to be there" I said. I hope you guys don't think I'm dragging on. I just don't like jumping into things, but the story gets better. I know most of you think it has no action, but there will be, soon enough. There will be plenty of action. So stay `tuned' for the next chapter. I will be working on it. And again, comments are really helpful so feel free to email me. Aaron.