Date: Sun, 22 Jan 2006 08:37:16 +0000
From: Tommy Evans <tommy199212@hotmail.com>
Subject: Uriel and Jon 8

Luis and I were watching TV in my bed when my mom came in the room.
"You guys in bed already?" she asked.
"We're tired. We've been partying too much" I answered.
"Why didn't Jon stay?"
"He stayed with his friend I guess...are his parents still here?" I asked.
"Yeah, they're really nice people. I should have met them sooner"
"Yeah, I could have told you that" I said.
"Well...good night boys...hope we don't make too much noise"
"No problem" Luis and I said in unison.
My mom said goodnight and then she left the room.
"So, what a little jerk" Luis started.
"Who?"
"Jon, why would he leave us like that"
"I really don't know dude. I'm really tired of it. Sometimes he's my really
good friend, and sometimes he doesn't give a damn about me"
"Yeah, that sucks. But isn't that how you and Uriel used to be?"
"Well...yeah in a way. But it's different now. I guess we're really good
friends now"
"Yeah...well I'm sure things will get better with time"
"Yeah, I hope so"
"So...want to watch a scary movie?" he asked.
"Like what?"
"What scary movies do you have?"
"I really don't know. Look in the shelves" I said.
He got up and started looking through my collection of movies. To be honest,
I really didn't know what movies I had. My friend who works at Best Buy
sometimes gets me movies. He sold me a whole box of new movies for like
$100.
"Dude, you have IT. Let's watch it" he said.
"Clowns freak me out" I confessed.
"Yeah, me too. It'll be cool. We'll both get scared" he said.
"Okay" I agreed. I got up and I took the movie from him. I popped the DVD in
the player and turned off the light. I also locked the door because I didn't
want anyone to walk in and ruin any scary moments.
I jumped back in bed but I didn't get in position to sleep, instead I lied
on my side facing the end of the bed. Luis lied on the bed next to me but he
was lying on his stomach. The opening of the movie was pretty scary, well I
really get freaked out with clowns. I think it's mostly because when I was I
kid, probably around 5, my older brothers who were probably in their teens
back then watched it and I came by at one of the bloody scenes. Ever since
then I haven't even attempted to watch that movie. So after the scene where
the clown kills a little boy who loses his boat, Luis jumped back. Now he
was lying on his side too and he was almost right on me. He grabbed my arm
and he put it around his stomach. He then snuggled back so that we were
spooning and facing the TV. I didn't really want to make a big deal out of
this and I figured he was just scared. He is only a boy. As the movie went
by we got accustomed to each other and it was very comfortable to hold each
other like this. Neither of us said anything about it and neither of jumped
anymore at any scene, we just held each other tight. After the first part of
the movie ended I had to get up to flip the disc over, I thought he would
move. He didn't, instead he just positioned himself back where he was and
this time he really placed his ass in front of my dick. I started to get a
boner. I didn't even try to hide it for some odd reason. I mean he obviously
wanted to be like that and he didn't even care. I was sure he felt it. The
movie went by and I realized it wasn't as scary as I thought it would be. In
fact in some parts I even laughed at the stupid clown. I mean he wouldn't
stop tormenting a couple of now grown up kids. I was actually enjoying the
movie and I was laughing at one part but then I felt Luis hand move over to
my leg. He started to massage my leg, so I thought maybe he was tired of not
moving his hand. I didn't give it much thought, then later he started to
lower his hand down in between my dick and his ass. He left it there for a
little bit. I didn't say anything, but I was sure that this was going to go
somewhere else. Seconds later,  I felt his hand touch the tip of my dick. It
instinctively jumped. Little by little he caressed it and then he just held
a grip of it. then he just left his hand on my dick for the rest of the
movie. I didn't even think about returning the favor because I was confused
enough already with Uriel and Jon. When the movie ended I just got up to
take it out and I went back to bed. This time I actually got in bed and got
inside the covers.
"I'm tired" I said.
"Want to go to sleep now?" he asked.
"Yeah, I mean we could talk and then we can fall asleep" I added.
"Alright" he said.
So now we were back in bed and it was around 3:30am. We couldn't hear any
more noise but I knew some people were still here because the backyard light
was still on. I placed my arm around Luis stomach and he snuggled with me.
"You know Luis, I never thought that we'd be friends like this"
"Neither did I. I always saw you with Uriel and stuff and I thought you were
a cool guy. I mean we played together and stuff. But I never really thought
I'd be like your friend instead of being Uriel's cousin you know"
"Yeah, but here you are."
"Aaron, so want to do this again sometime?"
"Sure, whenever man. we still have to swim in my pool. We were so busy we
didn't even do that"
"Yeah, hey maybe on Tuesday. My mom doesn't go to work that day so she can
stay home with my brother"
"Sure, can you wait 3 days though?" I asked.
"Yeah, I can wait. I hope I can" he laughed.
"Alright, well I'm tired" I said.
"Yeah...me too"
"Good night Luis"
"Good night"
I only stayed awake for like 10 minutes thinking about what Luis had done.
Maybe it was just him being curious. Maybe he just wanted to know how big it
was. I really didn't think he did it because he wanted it to go farther
because he didn't even mention it when we were in bed right next to each
other. I held him so close to me and I could feel his body heat. It was a
really cool thing to have him there but I didn't really see him as a turn
on. I guess he's so cute that I really would like for him to be like my
personal teddy bear. I like that he can be funny, active, competitive, even
problematic, but then at the end of the night he was so sweet. I stopped
thinking after the 10 minutes and I knocked out.
The next morning when I woke up I looked at the clock and it was 10:30am.
Luis was still sleeping and I noticed I was hugging him like I hug Uriel.
His behind to my front. Then I felt his hand holding onto mine, that was
okay I guess. I lied there for a minute and then my cell phone rang.
It was Luis mom, she asked for my address because she said she was going to
go visit an aunt and she might as well pick Luis up. She said it would take
too long for us to get there anyway. I gave her the address and she said to
tell Luis to wake up and get ready.
I felt weird talking to his mom but she seemed to be a very nice person and
she would save me the time of driving all the way to Luis' house anyway.
I let Luis sleep for a little bit more and then I felt his ass start to push
back even more. I hadn't even noticed but Luis had a nice ass. It was nice
and round and filled in. his crack was almost eating up my boner and I
couldn't help it. I woke him up softly.
"Hey, sleepy head. Your mom is picking you up. She said you were going to
your aunts house. So wake up" I whispered in his ear.
"What" he said very sleepy.
"Wake up honey" I joked.
"Ahh...ten more minutes babe" he answered.
"Well...your mom is coming and she'll probably be here in 15 minutes."
"Ahh well I guess" he said.
He opened his eyes and he held my hand again. We stayed like this for a
while and then when in noticed that his mom should be here any minute I told
him to get up. We both got up and he was so sleepy.
"Hold me I'm falling" he said as he fell in my arms.
I held him there for a while. I didn't even notice how long it was.
"Hey you really have to get changed. Your mom is going to be here any
minute" I said.
"Yeah Yeah whatever." He said as he hurried up to get changed.
I noticed that when he took his pants off that he still wore
whitey-tighties, they made his ass look even better.
He changed into his pants and he just got his shirt on when the doorbell
rang. My mom answered it and seconds later I heard her call us down. we ran
into the bathroom where I quickly got some hair gel and in no time we were
running down the stairs. We walked down just when Luis mom was telling my
mom that our house was beautiful. My mom invited her to come by anytime and
stuff. They talked for like 15 minutes while Luis and I watched morning
cartoons in the kitchen.
Then Luis had to go home and my mom made me some breakfast. I sat down and
ate with her.
"Where's dad?" I asked.
"He has a hangover, not coming down for a while"
"This is so weird, first big party we have and you turned into like the
coolest mom. What's going on?"
"Nothing, I just don't' feel like I have to clean anymore. My house gets
cleaned by other people, of course I help out and stuff...but mainly I just
want to enjoy life now."
"Well do it, but can we not have a party every weekend, it's sort of
annoying" I was irritated of all the partying, every once in a while yeah,
but not every weekend.
"Well, I'm just trying to be a better mom. Hey, did you have fun with your
friends?"
"Since when do you worry about my friends?" I asked. I didn't want to be
mean but she never really cared about it.
"Honey, I just want to know if you're happy"
"I am mom. It jus weirds me out that you care so much about my life now"
"I understand. Hey why didn't Jon stay?"
"I don't know ma. I really don't know what's going on. I've been trying to
be the best big brother to him and the best friend. I guess he just doesn't
need me as much anymore"
"Don't worry. Kids go through that. you went through it. I'm sure he'll
realize he misses you. But hey, I gotta go clean outside" she said as she
dropped her plate in the sink.
"Yeah, thanks mom" I said. I couldn't believe my mom was changing so much.
I finished eating and went back to my room. I cleaned up the mess and then I
took a shower.
The rest of my day was okay. I went over to Nikki's house and we swam in her
pool for a while. Then we made out and watched TV. I was getting used to
hanging out with her. Her parents even came home and talked to us. She
introduced me as her boyfriend and I freaked out. I thought they were going
to get pissed but I guess they didn't care. I asked her about it and she
told me that they do care but that they are just happy it's me and not some
other jerk. I felt good about that but then I felt bad because I didn't
really like her as much as she liked me. We ended up going out to the
movies. It was fun to hold her and be part of the other teens who sit in the
back to make out and be together. It was a great time. I dropped her off at
7pm and drove back home. When I got home my mom and Andrew's mom greeted me.
They were talking on the front porch. That was odd. I realized that Andrew
was probably inside. I wasn't mad about that but I did feel nervous. Things
were just moving way too fast in my world now. I walked in and I found my
dad and Andrew's dad sitting on the couch watching a soccer game. That was
normal. Then I walked in the kitchen and I literally bumped into Andrew. I
jumped back and sat down on a stool.
"Hey, what's wrong?" he asked.
"Nothing really. I just came back from hanging out with my girlfriend"
"Well, then what's wrong. There's something wrong. What can possibly be
wrong in your perfect world. You're rich, you're cute, you have Uriel and
your girlfriend"
"I don't know Andrew"
"Call me Andy"
"Okay, Andy. I just don't know. Can we not talk about that here?" I asked as
I looked down at the countertop.
"Want to go to your little cushion room?" he asked.
"I guess" I said. I wasn't too sure about it because the last time we went
there he kissed me.
We walked past our dads and then we walked upstairs. I walked into the room
and I closed the curtains. I sat down and he sat next to me.
"Okay, what's up Aaron"
"Nothing Andy, I'm just mentally tired."
"Why?"
"Well, I'm with Uriel. I think I love Jon. Nikki loves me. I don't love her.
I think Luis might want something and then you kissed me yesterday. That's
just way too much for me to handle"
"Okay, buddy hold up. Look...I think that first you should focus on Uriel and
Nikki. You might not love them now, but you do feel something special for
them. I know you feel something for Uriel."
"Yeah, I do. it's just not as special as Jon though"
"Well...Jon doesn't seem like he loves you or will love you. So just see him
as your little brother. If it's too hard, then little by little stop seeing
him"
"It's just too hard. Part of me already started doing that. I started to
push him away yesterday at the party because he had his stupid friend Oscar"
"Yeah I noticed. But then the Luis thing, you have to set your mind right.
Do you or do you not like him?"
"No I don't. I want him to be my friend. That's it. but I don't know what he
wants"
"Well, don't tell him in words but little by little let him know that you
don't like him. Pretend you are super straight and then he won't try
anything"
"Yeah, okay I'll try. But..." I started, but he cut me off.
"And me...don't worry about me. I understood that you're not for me. I already
had my share of time with you. And trust me, as long as you're happy, I
makes me happy"
"Okay...but can we please not kiss again?" I asked.
"Of course. Never again." He said as he put his arm around me.
"Cool" I said.
"I'm going to be your big brother" he said.
"Yeah okay. I already have some" I joked.
"Yeah, but hey...I'll be the one who listens to you and I'll even play with
you"
"Okay I guess" I sat back and I relaxed. I felt as if maybe Andrew could be
a cool guy. He was turning out to be a very understanding person. And he's
the only person I can talk about my problems with. That's a big bonus for
him.
He sat there and held me for the longest time and then out of nowhere, his
hand went down to my legs. I froze. My world stopped once again.
"I just wanted to see your reaction. Don't worry" he said.
I breathed again.
"Okay" I said.
My parents called us down for dinner and we had Chinese food. It was pretty
cool to be able to laugh with my parents and be next to my new brother I
guess. It was really nice to have someone who cares about me and listens to
me. Then we watched a movie and talked. At like 10pm Andrew went home and I
returned to my cave to think. Of course my cave is my room. I sat on my
couch for what seemed to be forever. I thought and thought and thought some
more. Later at night after watching TV I went through my usual thing of
calling Nikki and talking to her until late at night. We talked about pretty
much anything. We really enjoyed each others company at nights even if it
was just through the phone. I fell asleep just after hanging up with Nikki.
The next morning I woke up at 9:30 and I sat up on my bed to watch TV. I
really had nothing to look forward to this morning. Nikki was going to go
away for 2 weeks. Her dad was taking her family to Wisconsin. I couldn't
complain, I did enjoy the free time. It seemed like I almost never got any
time for myself. But now that I'm getting it, I don't think I like it. I sat
on my bed watching, well staring at the TV for about half an hour. After I
couldn't find anything good on TV I got up and made my bed. I had a lonely
breakfast since my parents were both off to work. It seemed like I hadn't
talked to Jon for centuries but it had only been one day. I was mad at
myself at how attached I had gotten to the kid. I decided to clean the pool
since I had nothing better to do. I took out the leafs in the water and then
added the chemicals to clean the water. It took me about an hour and half. I
was done with it so I turned the heater on so that the water would be just
the perfect temperature. I remembered that Luis wanted to come over and swim
so I called him.
I talked to him about it and he said he wanted to but he wasn't sure his mom
would let him. I called Uriel after that and he told me that he had to ask
too. So I sat on a chair waiting for both of them to call. I closed my eyes
and relaxed. The sound of the water moving and the birds almost put me to
sleep. My phone rang and Luis said he couldn't come because he had already
asked for permission to sleep over on Thursday. I was sad but I guess I
could wait a little longer for Uriel to call. 5 minutes later Uriel called.
He said his mom said okay but only for a few hours because his family was
coming over at 8 for dinner. He said that he was going to be dropped off
because his mom was going to the store anyway and it was near my house. So
then I went inside to change into my swimming shorts. I was feeling better
after I knew Uriel was coming, I guess I just don't like being alone. I
watched TV and made some dip for chips. Once in a while I would walk by the
back window in the kitchen to see if I could catch a glimpse of Jon. I
didn't see him at all though. When I saw the mail man walking by I walked
out to the front to get the mail. When I got it I saw Jon's friend Jake
walking by.
"Hey what's up" he said.
"Whattup Jake"
"Hey, have you seen Jon?" he asked.
"Not really. Why?"
"I don't know, I was supposed to hang out with him today. But he didn't even
call me."
"O I don't know dude." I said. I guess I had an idea of where he was. He'd
been hanging out with his friend Oscar a lot.
"Isn't he always with you?"
"No, well not anymore"
"Aren't you guys like best friends?"
"Well..." I was interrupted by the sound of Oscar and Jon riding their bikes
down the street.
"There he is" Jake said.
"Yeah...with Oscar"
"Thanks anyway" Jake said as he ran back home. I guess he too was mad at Jon
for ditching him.
I started walking back through my garage when I noticed Jon was riding his
bike after me.
"Hey" he said.
"O hey" I said turning. I was expecting to see Oscar too but he was waiting
for Jon at the corner.
"What's up" he said.
"Nothing really."
"Why were you talking to Jake?"
"He was asking me a question. I guess one of his friends ditch him"
"Oh" he said looking down.
"Yeah, but whatever."
"Aaron, are you mad?"
"Why should I be?"
"I don't know. You've been weird lately."
"I have? In what way?"
"I don't know. You just don't act the same"
"Well I'm sorry. I guess I just got tired of looking for friends. I got my
friends, I shouldn't be looking for more. Some friends aren't really friends
I guess"
"What do you mean?"
"No nothing. You should go your FRIEND is waiting for you" I said pointing
at Oscar who was waving his hand at Jon.
"Yeah..." Jon said as he looked back at his friend.
"Aaron, maybe we can hang out later. Watch a movie or something"
"I guess so." I knew he wouldn't show up. Whatever he did with Oscar was
obviously more fun than what he did with me.
"Really dude. So you're not mad?" he asked.
"Jon, stop playing dumb. I'm not mad, I'm just tired of this."
"Of what?"
"Of you being so freaking young. You don't understand things."
"What things?"
"Jon, look...really just go with your friend. Forget about me okay?" I said as
I walked away.
"What...why?" he said.
"Because, you obviously don't care."
"I do"
But just as he said this Oscar rode his bike into my driveway.
"Come on dude. Lets' go. This dude is boring."
"Yeah, okay" Jon said as he looked and he rode away.
Just then Uriel's mom pulled into the driveway and he got out of. I waved
bye to his mom and Uriel walked over to me.
Jon was still within eye's view so he turned back and saw me and Uriel
walking into the garage.
"Was that Jon?" Uriel asked.
"Yeah, him and his stupid friend" I answered.
"What's up with you?"
"I don't know, ever since that dude's been hanging out with Jon, Jon's been
changing a lot. He barely talks to me."
"Dude, he's just a little kid. He'll come around. Besides dude, you have me"
"Yeah, I know. But he's really my little brother" I said.
"Aaron, relax okay. I'm sure things will be alright" he said as we walked
through the garage door. He dropped his backpack and we started kissing. We
kissed like this until we fell on the couch. We stopped after about 10
minutes and then we walked outside. We started throwing a football around
and then we started playing this game were one of us throws the ball into
the air and the other one dives into the pool catching the ball. It was fun.
We played this game for about half and hour and then we just chilled in the
pool. We would swim as far down into the pool as we could and start fighting
underwater. After we got bored of messing around in the water we sat on the
chairs.
"So, what did you do with Luis?" he asked.
"When he stayed over?"
"Yeah"
"Nothing much. People came again so we just hung out basically. We played a
couple of games but then we watched IT and went to bed. We didn't even get
to swim."
"That's cool. So how long have you not been talking to your little brother?"
"Well, since that day he came to the party with Oscar."
"Yeah, he was being a little different"
"Too different. I didn't like it at all"
"Aaron, do you think that...maybe...Oscar and Jon have something going on? That
would explain why Oscar tells him what to do all the time"
"I really don't want to think about that because it's practically
impossible"
"Aaron have you not learned yet that almost nothing is impossible now"
"Well yeah there is. Dude lots of things are impossible, Jon being like that
is one"
"You don't know that. isn't that the same thing you thought about me?"
"Umm...honestly I always had a little doubt in the back of my head. So I
didn't think it was all that impossible"
"Aaron! Stop making up excuses. Look maybe he is. You can't get mad about
it! Look at us. We're happy!" he was getting frustrated. I could tell.
"Okay, chill out." I didn't want him to get too mad about this.
My parents came home and they were relaxing inside. They called us in for
dinner and by that time we were already dry, yet my mom told us to eat
outside. We didn't mind because we could have privacy to talk. It was only 5
so we still had 2 hours to do whatever. We were tired of swimming though.
After we finished eating and we convinced my mom that we were dry, we went
up to my room. I knew Uriel was very much into the new things we discovered,
but I really wasn't in the mood to do stuff. I sat on the couch while he
used my laptop to watch clips of soccer games.
"Aaron, what's wrong dude. You're sitting there staring at the wall. Don't
worry it's not going anywhere"
"Funny...I don't know dude. So many things on my mind. Uriel..."
"What"
"I have a girlfriend"
"Okay, so?"
"I think I'm starting to like her"
"WHAT?" he closed the laptop.
"Well...dude. Yesterday when I was with her, I felt very comfortable."
"Aaron, I think you just feel very close to her. I don't really think you're
like falling in love with her"
"I know, but what if I do. what if I fall in love with two people?"
"Well, she's a girl, I'm a boy, you have what you want. I'll probably end up
doing the same."
"You don't think it's odd?" I couldn't believe I was asking this to a
12-year-old.
"No not really. As long as you don't forget about me because of her"
"Cool" so at least we got that out of the way.
"Hey lets play a game" he said.
We started playing FIFA. He is really committed to one day beating me at it.
I keep telling him to dream on. But then again, nothing is impossible. We
played for a while and then we decided to take another dip in the pool
before he had to go. It was awesome to just have fun doing whatever with
him. I also felt good about not feeling like I HAD to do something with
Uriel just because we had the chance and we were all alone. Time passed by
really quickly and before we knew it his mom called my mom to tell Uriel
that he should get ready because she'd be here in 20 minutes. My mom called
us in and she told Uriel to go get ready. We dried off and ran up to my
room. I locked the door in the room and I grabbed out stuff. He knew what
that meant. We both got in the shower stall and started rinsing our bodies
off.
"So, do you feel better now?" he asked.
"Yeah, I guess so. I just wish I wasn't so attached to Jon"
"Dude, stop thinking about him. Looks like you love the boy"
"What if I do?" I was taking a big chance.
"Then you'd be in trouble" he replied.
"With who?"
"With me" he said as he kissed me.
"O really?" I challenged him.
"Deep trouble" was his reply along with another kiss.
We shut up now and started to mess around. We knew we didn't have a lot of
time so we hurried up. He gave me a quick blow and I to him. Then he soaped
up his asshole so that I could do him quick. But I didn't really feel like
it today.
"Hey, dude not today, here I'll do something new" I said as I rinsed off his
little hole.
I moved him so that he was bending a little bit so that I could get a good
open hole. I started massaging his hole and he was loving it. I had seen on
the computer that sometimes guys lick each other's hole and stuff. I figured
since he had just rinsed it with soap it was clean so I slowly started to
get closer.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
"Shut up and open up your hole" I said. He used his hands to pull his butt
cheeks apart.
I slowly started to probe his hole with my tongue. I realized it was an
amazing feeling. The tissue in his hole was so soft and pink. At first I
couldn't really taste anything but after a while, and after going deeper I
started to taste something sweet. It was amazing. He was gasping for air and
I knew he was loving this. I also felt so turned on by the fact that I had
my face deep in his ass. I guess I had discovered the wonders of eating out
a boy.
I noticed we were taking too long and I stopped what I was doing. He turned
around and looked at me surprised.
"Dude, that was amazing!" he said.
"I know dude. You taste so fucking good"
"What do I taste like?" he asked.
"I don't know...sort of sweet I guess"
"Sweet? My ass tastes sweet...did it smell bad?" he asked.
"No dude, you had just washed it."
"So did it taste like soap?"
"No dude, it's hard to describe, it was just sweet leave it at that" I said.
We finished up and in no time his mom was downstairs waiting for him. My mom
knocked on the door and I told her we would be down in a minute. We said our
goodbye and he said he'd call me sometime in the week. We walked downstairs
and he left. I had a small meal that my mom saved for me and then I went to
the "cushion" room. I opened the window and looked out. It was such a nice
day outside. Just as I was contemplating about the good friendship Jon and I
had I saw him walk out to the backyard. He was alone. That surprised me. He
looked around and it looked like he was making sure no one was watching. He
started walking into the tree area next to our houses. I had to figure out
where he was going. I ran downstairs but not before grabbing a green sweater
I had. I wanted to at least be a little invisible. I ran as fast as I could
to follow Jon. I slowly followed and every now and then he would look back
to make sure he was alone. He walked pretty far into the forest and then he
stopped.
"Oscar dude, you there?" he whispered.
"Yeah" I heard Oscar.
"Okay, so why do we have to meet here?" Jon asked.
"Because it's the only place we can be alone"
"Why be alone?"
"Dude, I got to ask you something"
"What"
"Do you like girls?"
"No dude, that's sick." I wasn't surprised that Jon would say that.
"Okay, so how about boys?"
"Um...I don't know" typical Jon.
"Come on dude, I'm your best friend. Tell me"
"I don't think I do"
"What if I told you that I do"
"You do!" Jon was surprised.
"Okay, well no not really. But my cousin does. The one that hangs out with
us"
"Oh okay. So what?"
"Okay, so he wants me to ask you if you like him"
"No"
"He says that if you play a game with him, he'll give you 100 bucks"
"That's bogus dude"
"Dude, if you do I'll do it. We could buy so many things with that money"
"Oscar, dude. He's bigger than us"
"So what. You hang out with that dork Aaron and he's bigger than you"
"He's not a dork."
"Whatever...my cousin says Aaron is stupid. You shouldn't be his friend"
"Why not?"
"He doesn't even care about you all that much."
"Yes he does."
"Jon, I'm your best friend, not him"
"Okay, but let's not do that with your cousin."
"Jon, think about the money. That would be 200 bucks!"
"What game is it?" Jon was falling in and I couldn't do anything.
"Well...he kisses you, then he...sucks your dick..."
"O...no dude that's not cool"
"Jon, it feels really good"
"SO"
"You're so lame dude. I thought you were my friend"
"I am, but I don't want to do that"
"Okay, we won't. but can you at least sleep over tomorrow night. He's going
to be there. He just wants to talk to you. I'll tell him you don't want to
do that"
"Fine"
"Okay, and don't tell anyone. Especially NOT Aaron"
"It's okay, he's not talking to me"
"That's good, he never cared about you. he's too old to care"
"Maybe you're right" When Jon said this my heart broke into a million
pieces. He was letting his stupid friend get to him. I can't believe Oscar
would do that, he pulled off a very good nice person act.
"Okay, so I got to go" Jon said.
"Bye dude, remember dude, 200 bucks" Oscar said as he ran home.
Jon walked to his house very slowly and I don't want to accept it but I
guess he was thinking about it. I was so mad because part of me wanted to
jump out and tell him to not do that and to not listen to Oscar. But I felt
bad because now I knew Jon wasn't like that and he would never love me. I
needed to do something before tomorrow night, but what? I slowly crept back
to my house after watching Jon walk inside his house. I went back up to my
cushion room and I was thinking of what to do. If I tried to tell Jon to not
hang out with Oscar he would probably get mad at me and if I tell him not to
go sleep over he's going to go anyway. Plus I'm going to have to tell him I
spied on him and I don't think he would like that. I was thinking so hard I
couldn't hear my mom knocking on the door. I opened it.
"Someone is here to talk to you" she said.
"Who?" I asked. I knew it wasn't Jon.
"I don't know, some boy. He's outside waiting for you" she said.
I ran downstairs as quickly as I could and I opened the door. It was Oscar
and I guess his cousin.
"Um...hello" I said.
"What's up Aaron" Oscar said.
"What's up" I wanted to punch the kid so bad.
"This is my cousin Ivan."
"Whattup" I said. I wanted to punch both of them.
"Okay so Aaron, I was just talking to Jon and he wanted me to tell you
something" Oscar started.
"He told you to tell me something?" I knew it was all a lie.
"Yes, look. Jon doesn't want to be your friend anymore. He thinks you try to
tell him what to do too much. but he's too nice to tell you so he wanted me
to tell you. he says he never really wanted to be your friend but he was
lonely"
"Really?" I was just going along with his stupid game. Did he really think
his stupid 12-year-old mind was more advanced than mine? I would understand
it if it were Uriel, he's smarter than a normal 12-year-old, but Oscar?
"Yeah, dude he even told my cousin"
"Yeah, Aaron. I really care about Jon. If you bug him ever again I'm going
to have to pound you" Ivan said. He wasn't all that big if you ask me. He
was fat, but he wasn't all that tough. I could plow through him like
nothing.
"You and what army?" I said.
"Aaron, dude, my cousin could kick your ass any day" Oscar interrupted.
"Whatever, all I'm saying is that if you two do anything to hurt Jon, I will
make sure all the bones in your body are broken. Got it?" I said as I looked
Ivan in the eyes.
"I'm not scared" Ivan said as he walked over to me.
"Well me either" I wasn't buying his stupid tough guy role. All I knew is
that he was trying to take advantage of Jon and I wasn't going to let that
happen. It's sad that he has to pay to get some.
"Are you guys done attempting to scare me. And if you go and try to make
some stupid bull shit up to Jon about me I'll really get mad and hurt both
of you. especially the big fat guy, just cuz I hate fat assholes" I said as
I walked away. "Oh and do get out of my property before I call the cops" I
said when I walked inside.
I watched through the window as they walked away. I ran back upstairs to see
if they were going over to Jon's house but I saw that they weren't. now I
was really mad. Those dumb asses were the reason Jon and I got mad...well I
got mad. I had to do something about it. I tried to beep Jon with my walkie
but he never answered. Then I called his cell, but he didn't' answer. I was
desperate. I went to my room and I lied on my bed. I couldn't believe it.
How could I tell Jon about what his friend is trying to do. I couldn't
believe Ivan would do that to his cousin. Buy him off. I in total darkness
now and I looked out the window. The moon was lighting up my backyard and it
looked really peaceful outside. Then I saw the door open again and I saw Jon
again. This time he was heading towards my house. Towards my window. I
waited so that I wouldn't seem like I was desperate to see him and then I
heard tiny rocks hit my window. I waited till about the 3rd rock hit and I
got up and looked outside the window. I saw him and he waved for me to come
out. I was happy and mad at the same time. Why didn't he tell me all of this
before!
I walked down the stairs and my parents were in their room getting ready for
bed. I went out through the back door and he was standing there. He looked
sad.
"Aaron, can I talk to you?" he said.
"You actually want to talk?" I wasn't being an ass, but he never liked to
talk.
"I have to tell you something"
"Okay, what's up"
"I can't be your friend anymore" when I heard this I froze. "Here's the
phone you bought me."
"Jon, I don't understand"
"I've been thinking..." he started.
"No you haven't. Your stupid friends have been thinking for you. Jon, I love
you. you know that!"
"Yeah, I know. But still, you care about other people more than me"
"That's not even you talking, it's Oscar talking. In fact it's Ivan talking"
"You know Ivan?" he said surprised.
"Yes, he just came to visit me. He told me that YOU told him that you didn't
want to be my friend anymore"
"I never told him that"
"I know"
"So...they lied to you?" he asked.
"Yeah, and to you. Jon tell me, what do you do with Oscar?"
"Play games. We play WWE on his trampoline"
"Is that all?"
"Yeah"
"What about Ivan? What do you do with Ivan?"
"Ivan just hangs out with us when he comes over. He sleeps with us so that
we aren't scared sometimes. He takes us swimming"
"But Oscar has a swimming pool"
"Yeah, but we like the water slides"
"Jon, why did you go into the forest today?"
"I didn't"
"Jon, don't lie."
"Were you spying on me?"
"O my god dude, I can't believe it. you're turning into a little jerk. Hell
no. I was watching over you. I'm sorry for caring about you. in fact you
know what do whatever you want. you want do mess around with Ivan for 100
bucks go ahead. I don't care."
"I wasn't going to do it"
"Well, you sure bought their stupid game"
"What?"
"You fell for their stupid trap"
"What trap?"
"Jon, they are trying to separate you from me so that they, well Ivan, can
do stuff with you. stuff you don't like"
"Like kissing?" he asked.
"Yes" I said.
"But you and me did that. You even..."
"Yes I did, I'm sorry. I told you that will never happen again. But I did it
because I love you. Not because I want to get in your pants!"
"Aaron, Oscar and I are really good friends. Don't' tell me to not be his
friend. I won't do anything with Ivan. Trust me. But can we please be
friends, you and me. I miss you"
"Jon, why? Why are you so blind."
"I'm not dude. Can we please just be like before."
"Like before?" I didn't know what he meant.
"Yes, you be my big brother and my best friend"
"I don't know, will Oscar be okay with it?"
"Yeah, I guess."
"Well, then I guess so"
"So I got to go home now okay?" he said.
"Yeah, good night. Keep your phone" I said and I handed him the phone.
He turned around to look at me again and he hugged me.
"I missed you too" I said. I hugged him and then he ran back home.
I was happy that he still wanted to be my friend, but I was mad because he
still believed Oscar and not me.
I went back inside and I went up to my room. It was still only 9:45. It was
really early. I was so bored and I was in no mood for being alone. I didn't
know what to do. I picked up my phone and I called the one person I know
would come and comfort me, Andrew.
As soon as I told him I was depressed he said he would be over in a few
minutes. he also asked me if it was okay if he stayed over. I said I would
have to ask my parents when he was here but I was sure it wouldn't be a
problem. In a matter of 15 minutes the doorbell rang. I opened the door and
he hugged me.
"What's wrong kiddo?" he said.
We walked to my room and I kept the lights off. I sat on the couch and he
sat with me.
"Everything is messed up. Today, I found out Jon's best friend Oscar has a
cousin. His name is Ivan. Ivan is this big fat jerk. Well Ivan convinced
Oscar about talking Jon into having a threesome with him. Ivan knows that as
long as I'm in the way it won't happen and so they are trying to pull Jon
and me apart. Then Jon came over a little while ago and he told me he wants
to be my friend but to not try to separate him and Oscar. Even after I told
him that Ivan and Oscar weren't good people. It's just not fair, I love him.
And then even before Jon came, Ivan and Oscar came to try to scare me. I
want to beat the crap out of Ivan so BAD!" I said in tears. I was actually
crying. Andrew was just holding me and massaging my hair.
"Aaron, you have to be strong. You tried your best. Jon doesn't want to
listen to you. he has to make his own mistakes"
"But he'll get hurt. The guy is 3 times his size. He'll suffocate him"
"Look, just relax. Jon is a smart kid, he's your friend. you've been
teaching him. He knows when things are not right"
"I'm scared though, Jon didn't do anything when I touched him."
"Probably because he trusts you that much"
"Yeah, so if he trusts Oscar that much too, he'll eventually give in"
"Aaron, relax, you can talk to Jon as time goes by and little by little show
him what a true friend is"
"Yeah okay" I said. I was enjoying his comfort. I didn't realize he had his
hand on my leg until after I got up. I didn't say anything about it though.
"Hey, are you sleepy?" I asked.
"A little, but I want to make sure you feel better" he answered.
"I do"
"Okay, so want to go to sleep now?" he asked.
"Yeah, are you going to sleep in that?" I asked.
"Nah, I brought shorts underneath"
"So...want to sleep on the couch or on the bed?"
"Wherever you feel comfortable kid"
"Well, I'll be better for your back if you sleep on the bed, don't worry I
don't bite" I said as I changed into my pajamas.
He took off his pants and he was wearing shorts.
Then I jumped in bed and he got in too. He was real cautious as to not freak
me out, but I wasn't freaked out anymore.
We walked about what I did for fun and my friends. He wanted to know if I
had friends my age and stuff. Then we started talking about the trip to
Florida and how much fun I had and stuff.  It was great remember the good
times, well they weren't all so good, but better than what was going on
yeah.
Eventually he got me talking about Nikki and what I felt for her and he told
me that it was good. If I get to know her real well I'll be able to really
get to know myself. It was sort of tricky but hey whatever it was a good
talk. I noticed he was beginning to sort of put his arm closer to my body.
It was then when I realized this was too soon and too risky. Andrew couldn't
have changed so fast. Practically over night, but then again, I would like a
second chance if I were in Andrew's place. Sure, people make mistakes,
sometimes they try to force things to happen.  I learned that the hard way I
guess. I was quiet for a few minutes because I was thinking of all this.
Suddenly I felt his arm go around my stomach. He pulled me closer to him.
"What are you thinking about?" he asked.
"Andrew, please don't do something else. Look, this is really weird. I can't
forget what you did. I'm sorry...I just can't"
"What do you mean?"
"Look, just don't get too close or anything. I hope you're not getting
really friendly just to get real close to me. I really can't take another
hit..."
"Aaron, I love you. I wouldn't hurt you."
"Why would you love me. You just really met me, I've changed. I'm not 7 or 8
anymore. And I really can't love you back"
"I know...but just being your friend and being here with you is enough" he
said as he held me.
I looked up at him.
"I just..." he put a finger on my lips to tell me to not speak.
"Don't be afraid to give anyone a chance, after all, you got chances from
Jon and Uriel"
I felt really weird. I was the little boy now. I was seeing him as Jon
probably saw me. I looked into his eyes and I felt as if maybe it was okay.
Maybe it would just this once. I mean he's older than me and he lives a
different life. He's in college and he owns a really cool car, and he cares
for me. I saw as he came really close and he kissed me. At first I didn't
return the kiss, I didn't even open my lips.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"Nothing"
"Don't you want this?" he said as he started to massage my stomach.
"No, not now. Please don't push me." I was somehow getting scared.
"Okay, I won't make you do anything you don't want to do. Let's go to sleep
now okay?" he gave me a kiss on my forehead and started massaging my head.
"Yeah" I answered. I drifted away a few minutes later. That feeling I get
when people massage my hair really knocks me out. I slept very warm that
night and I was happy when I woke up and he was still in the same position.
I got up and went to the bathroom. It was 8am. I was surprised I woke up so
early, I guess I really had a good night sleep.
I turned on the TV and sat on my couch to watch it. Eventually I went
downstairs to get a glass of milk and when I went back to my room Andrew was
sitting on the couch.
"Good morning" he said.
"Hey"
"Awww...you still drink milk every morning?" he asked as I sat down.
"Not really, I just had a craving for milk I guess"
"You know, I don't want to freak you out but I loved holding you while you
slept"
"Um...yeah try not to tell me those things. They...do freak anyone out dude"
"Aaron, I have to get going, I have to get back to studying because I have
to write a really long paper"
"Yeah, that's okay"
"I still want to be here with you. I really love being with you" he said as
he put his arm around me. He pulled me to him and he was holding me.
"I'm trying to not spill milk here" I said as I drank.
"Aaron, you're really nice. I can't believe you gave me a second chance"
"Well...everyone makes mistakes. Just don't make another one"
"I won't. But can I ask you a question?"
"Yeah sure, knock yourself out"
"Do you like when I kiss you?"
I thought for a minute. I didn't really know what to say.
"Look, I don't think I do. Don't get the wrong idea. You're my friend that's
it. Don't try to kiss me again okay"
"Yeah, I understand. Jon and Uriel are very lucky to have you"
"Yeah, I guess they are. But I'm lucky to have them too"
That conversation ended at that. We talked about minor things for a while
and then he got dressed and made the bed. At like 9:30 he left. Once again I
sat alone in my room. All of the thoughts about Ivan came back. I really
wanted to hit that mother fucker. I wanted to make him pay for trying to get
in between Jon and me. I went down to the basement where my dad kept his
work out machines and I started lifting some dumbbells. I also worked out on
my stomach and ran a little bit on the treadmill. I was sweating out my
anger. I probably worked out for about 45 minutes and then I felt really
tired. I took a shower and I sat in the family room. Life was beginning to
get really boring. I flipped through all of the channels on satellite about
three times, now that shows how bored I was. I got up every once I a while
to walk around the kitchen and do my usual inspection of Jon's window. He
was either still either sleeping or he wasn't home. I was really bored.
Since I couldn't find anything else to do I decided to wash my car.
I finished washing my car in an hour and I sat on my front porch to relax.
Time was going so slow it was barely 11am. every once In a while a kid
passed by and every time I heard a bike I looked over to see if it was Jon,
but it wasn't. at one point I saw one of Jon's friends walk over to my
house, well more like run.
"What's up Jacob?" I said.
"Aaron, dude, I saw Jon walking to the forest part behind your houses and I
think he was in trouble" when I heard the word trouble I jumped up.
"What? What do you mean?" I asked.
"Well dude, I don't know. He walked into the old tree house, you know where
Oscar and Jon hang out. I heard like voices. Like someone was fighting and
well I guess someone is trying to beat Jon up or maybe they were just play
fighting"
"What the hell...dude thanks. Just go home and I'll go check on it okay?" I
said as I started getting my shoes on.
"Yeah" he answered.
I ran so fast across my yard and into the forest. It wasn't that big of a
forest but there were a lot of tree branches on the floor and I had to
constantly jump. When I saw the tree house I heard voices. I only waited a
second or two and I realized it wasn't Oscar's voice. I started to climb up
the ladder and when I was at top I slowly crept up to the window. I saw Jon
on the floor almost crying and Ivan had his hands in Jon's pants.
"Jonny, relax okay. It feels good. Doesn't it?" he said.
"No...Ivan please, I said only 5 seconds" Jon said holding back his tears.
"Stop being a baby, what did your `brother' Aaron not do this to you?"
"No, he never did. And if he did it's not your business"
I didn't feel like waiting any long and I busted through the thin wood door.
Jon and Ivan both looked over at me.
"You messed with the wrong boy" I said as I walked over to Ivan and punched
him continuously. I lost it. I really don't know how hard or how much I hit
him but I know that when I got up and looked down at him he was a bloody
mess. Jon was really crying now and he walked over to me and hugged me.
"I'm so sorry I let this happen" I said as I hugged him.
I looked at my hands and they were bloody, I had lost control. I couldn't
believe it. I looked down at Ivan and he was unconscious. Guilt ran through
my body quickly and Jon's cries weren't helping. I felt so bad and so good
at the same time. I slowly walked with Jon out of the tree house and we
walked to my house. Jon cried all the way and when I entered the house he
sat on the couch. I washed my bloody hands thinking only in the worst. What
if I killed him? I kept asking myself. This was the first time I had hit
someone so hard. what if I got turned in for murder and went to jail? I
pulled myself together and walked over to Jon. he was still crying.
"Jon, I'm sorry okay"
"F...for what?"
"I let that happen to you. I should have protected you. What else did he do
to you?"
"Nothing else...he just put his hand in my pants. Aaron, I was really scared.
I thought he was going to rape me. I tried yelling but he said that if I
yelled he would cut my ..dd..thing off"
"Oh baby, well he's never going to do it again. I promise from now on I'll
protect you from everything."
"Aaron, what if he's dead? What if you go to jail? You can't go to jail!" he
said as he hugged me.
"Calm down, I'll never let that happen, I'll stay here to protect you.
Always...but tell me...where was Oscar?"
"I don't know. Ivan told me he want out somewhere."
"Jon, tell me. did Oscar ever tell you anything about Ivan. Did Ivan do that
to Oscar too?"
"Yeah, Oscar told me that Ivan did stuff to him but he gave him money. Oscar
said it was only once."
"Why didn't he tell the police?" I asked. I knew it was a dumb question.
It's his cousin.
"I don't know. Aaron I'm scared."
"Let's go to my room. You need to rest" I said. I helped him get up and then
I looked at him. He looked devastated. This was when I realized that maybe
he felt this way too when I touched him. what if he was traumatized
now...could it be partly my fault? I hugged him and as I did this I picked him
up. He wrapped his arms and his legs around me and I carried him up the
stairs. I gently put him on the bed and he continued crying. I hugged him
and he cried on my chest. I was literally breaking into millions of pieces.
Guilt was still in my mind. I tried to not cry myself and Jon cried for half
an hour. Little by little his breathing slowed down until he fell asleep in
my arms. I pulled a cover on top of us and I watched him sleep. I noticed
his pants were still unbuttoned and I fixed them. I also felt very bad about
touching Jon, I didn't know he didn't like it that much. I guess I was just
too close to him for him to freak out on me. I couldn't take the guilt
anymore and I decided to go see what happened to Ivan. I slowly moved away
from Jon and made sure he was tucked under the cover.
I locked my house and ran quickly over to the tree house. When I went up
there I found nothing. Blood was on the floor but he wasn't. I slowly walked
through the trees and then I felt something hit me in the back. It was very
strong and my vision went black for a few seconds.
"You had to ruin it! I had him!" I heard a voice. I felt something hitting
me in my stomach and the pain was too much to handle. I was also getting
very angry.
"What now...you're not so tough are you. Where's your boy, did you take him to
your house? Well...when I'm done with you...you'll be out of my way and Jon will
be mine!" I opened my eyes again and I saw Ivan's bloody face. I freaked
out. He had a log in his hands and he was about to throw at me.
"IVAN! Stop!" I heard a boy's voice. I couldn't be Jon.
I slowly moved my head and I saw Oscar.
"What...this bitch was in my way. He's getting in between what I want."
"You're going to kill him! What happened to your face?" Oscar asked as he
walked over and took the log out of Ivan's hands.
"This asshole. He came right when I was about to fuck Jon! I had him!"
"Ivan, Jon is my friend. I'm sorry. I'm going to have to tell your dad."
Oscar said.
"DUDE! I thought..." Ivan yelled.
"No dude...Jon's been my friend since we were little kids. He really cares
about Aaron...you are the one that's wrong. You better go home before I call
the cops"
I lied there, I hardly could move. I looked at Oscar and I couldn't believe
it. I guess after all Oscar is a good kid at heart.
"Oscar dude...come on...I thought you wanted it..."
"No...you want it. I don't. GO!" Oscar yelled.
Ivan walked away but not before looking at his little cousin with the
dirtiest look ever. Oscar walked over to me and helped me sit up.
"Dude...I'm seriously so sorry. Look we can call the cops and stuff...he really
shouldn't have done that"
"Uh...Oscar...I got to get home. go home and make sure your cousin stays away
from Jon. Please...and if he tries to hurt you...tell someone" I said as I tried
really hard to get up. My whole body was in pain. I felt as if they had hit
me with a giant hammer and all of the bones in my body were dislocated.
Oscar helped me up and when I was up on my feet he looked at me.
"How's Jon?" he asked.
"Shocked...I'm sorry I hurt your cousin but he really pissed me off. I saw him
with his hands in Jon's pants. I don't know what to do" I said.
"Yeah...well...go with Jon. I'll go see what happens with Ivan and well...we'll
talk later...tell Jon I'm sorry" he said and then he ran off.
I slowly walked through the grass and when I got home I found Jon still
sleeping.
I hugged him again and I fell asleep holding him. I woke up because my mom
was shaking me.
"What happened?" she asked.
"Long story..."I answered.
"Yeah...Jon's mom told me. She wanted me to tell you that Jon should stay here
for the night. They're dealing with the whole paperwork and stuff"
"WHAT!" I said.
"Oscar told Jon's mom. Ivan, I think his name is, is going to have to go to
juvenile jail for a while."
"Oh my...damn this really got messed up" I said.
"Honey, you did the right thing. Just protect Jon...I'll call you later. Make
sure Jon stays calm" she said as she gave me a hug and closed the door.
I couldn't believe it. So if I ever got caught doing something I would have
to go to jail too. I was really having a hard time, I didn't want to even
think what was coming. For one thing, I was sure Jon's parents would be more
careful about what goes on with Jon now. I held Jon for a while until he
woke up at 6pm.
"What happened?" he asked.
"Long story...look...dude...Ivan is going to have to deal with Cops" I said as I
hugged him.
"Really?...What about you? I don't' want you to go to jail Aaron. I don't care
if you touch me"
"Jon...he's going to jail. not me. but maybe I should have never touched you
down there"
"Aaron, I don't care. I just don't want you to go to jail"
"I won't. I promise."
"Yeah don't' go. I'll never tell you touched me. only he did." He said as he
held my hand.
"I know. Relax baby" I said.
"Okay"
I held him. we just held each other for the longest time. This was the first
time he held me on his own. He was holding me really hard I guess he was
still a little afraid. Then I heard someone at the door. I got up and Jon's
parents walked in.
"I'll be downstairs" I said.
"No...stay" his dad said.
They both walked to him and hugged him. His mom later got up and walked over
to me and hugged me.
"Thank you so much. You truly are Jon's brother. I don't even want to know
what would have happened if you weren't around"
"I'd do anything for Jon." I said.
"Are you okay honey?" she asked Jon.
"Yeah mom. Does Aaron have to go to jail too for hitting Ivan?" he asked.
"Of course not. He does have to talk to the police downstairs though" his
dad said.
"Aaron, I really thank you. I know my son really has a true friend in you"
his dad said. He gave me a hug and I felt really guilty now. I felt as if I
was going to explode. They trust me so much and I was touching their boy
too.
I heard someone at the door again and it was a cop. I walked out of the
room. Jon started crying. His parents were trying to calm him down. I walked
down to the kitchen. I was asked what happened and everything. I was really
nervous when they asked me if I had hit him. I told them I had and that I
really didn't mean to hurt him that much. they told me I was protected by
some law and that it was perfectly fine, I had done what had needed to be
done to protect Jon. Jon was asked questions too and when the cops came back
down they told me that I could go back upstairs. His parents were up there
waiting for me. They asked if it was okay for Jon to stay the night. I told
them of course. My parents accompanied his parents down to the police
station and stuff. I was to stay with Jon and make sure he was okay. When
they left I turned off the lights in my room and I got in bed with Jon. I
couldn't believe no one even thought wrong about me being in bed with Jon.
"Aaron, I'm so happy you're not going to jail"
"Yeah, I never want to leave you"
"Aaron, is it true Ivan hit you?"
"Yeah, he knocked me out" he started crying again. I couldn't stand when he
cried...I just couldn't.
"Baby, I'm okay. I'm here with you." I said as I hugged him.
"Yeah, I just..."
"Shhh...relax." I said. I held him so close to me.
Just then my cell phone rang. I didn't' know the number so I answered. It
was Oscar. He called to apologize and he wanted to talk to Jon. they talked
and Jon told him it was okay and that...he forgave him. I could really tell
they were friends. But I still didn't get the thought out of my head, what
if Oscar was...nah...impossible. He proved it wrong in a way. When Jon hung up
he looked at me.
"Aaron, I'm ready" he said softly.
I thought for a while.
"Ready for what?" I asked.


Okay so this chapter was very scary. It took a lot out of me to write this.
I had to go back and remember something I really didn't like. I hope you
guys don't get all freaked out. Things did turn out alright though. I'm
starting on the 9th chapter as soon as possible. Again, thanx for reading
and PLEASE comment on the story.