Date: Tue, 29 Jan 2013 06:01:49 -0800 (PST) From: Tague Micheals Subject: When Boys Love IV This story is true. It is condensed from the original which was posted on Nifty 3.25.06 as The Unspoken Nature of Friends. If you, the reader, are a boy who is going through the trials depicted in this story, please take heart in knowing that you are not alone and there are many boys out here just like you and many others who understand. Hugs, Tag_m ****************** ********************** ********************* It happens. It happens a lot. It's happened a lot in the million plus years that boys have been inhabiting the planet and it's gonna continue to happen for another million or so years. Assuming that the race lives that long. You grow up together, becoming friends in early to mid childhood, drawn together as much by the things that you have in common as those that you don't. Often, you take on a characteristic, hobby or thought that you find appealing in your friend, and even while maintaining your own identity and sense of self, you create a deeper bond. You argue, you have fights, sometimes don't speak to each other for a while, but you always come back together because you're best friends and that's what best friends do. You each make new friends, hang out with them from time to time or invite them to cruise it with you, but it's always your best friend that you're closest too, that you're with the most, your best friend that you share your secrets with, your fears, your dreams and disappointments. You miss him when you're apart, your belly sometimes tingles when you know you're going to see him and hang out together, doing all the different things that boys do. You don't know it but what you're feeling is love. A pure form of love that people strive for but rarely achieve after puberty hits and colors one's feelings and perceptions. It's a love that for the most part isn't even remotely close to being sexual. But some times the friendship does become sexual. Boys will be boys after all d with a best friend it's normal and safe to explore that part of life with each other. Lots of times it's not sexual at all, while other times the desire to be sexual is present but neither boy acts on that because after all, you don't want to be thought of as being a fag, of being gay and you're worried that if you make a move, or even suggest one, your best friend won't be a friend any more. But the fact is, that when you've shared all your secrets and fears, the only thing left to give is your body and because he's your best friend and you truly love him, you're willing to go there, despite the fact that socialization has taught you that only fags do that sort of shit. The real big problem comes at puberty. All those urges and surges are slamming through your body; your cock seems to be hard all the fucking time whether you want it to be or not and while a boner is just about the greatest thing since sliced bread, and therefore almost always welcome, it isn't welcome in the middle of math class when you're called to the board to work out a problem. Or when you're in PE and naked in the locker room along with a dozen or so other naked boys where some poor bastard-usually the same boy-always gets a woody. It isn't even really welcome when, for some reason or another, you're undressing in front of your friend and your traitorous cock stretches out to greet him. You're caught in a huge dilemma because there's a remote possibility that he's hard to, that maybe he's been wanting to do stuff but on the other hand you don't want him to see that you're aroused because if your wrong... So you're having all these changes along with new and intense feelings; getting hairs, your cock is getting bigger and you carefully measure it at least once a week. Your balls are getting bigger too and they're dropping, like eggs hanging in your sac and not held up tight to your body like a little boy. You get unfamiliar tinglings in your belly and sometimes your balls. Sometimes it seems like the entire area between your belly button and your knees is afire with feelings that you will eventually associate with the overwhelming need to cum. And of course the ultimate change, now you can make sperm. You discover jacking off, spending countless hours experimenting with positions and techniques as well as various personal challenges like; how far you can shoot, how much cum you can make, how many time a day you can squirt and man oh man when you cum it's the most intense fucking feeling you've ever felt in your entire young life and you wish it would last forever. You try out various fantasies too, finding those things that really get you hard or help take you over the edge, making you squint your eyes shut and buck your hips in the air as every nerve in your young body seems to be located in your rock hard cock as your sperm blasts out onto your heaving torso, sometimes hitting your chest but often turning your belly button into a little puddle of white goo. Sometimes all you can do is lay there afterwards, your whole body almost shaking from the feelings. Then somewhere along the line two things happen. There isn't a certain time that they happen and there isn't any order to them. Its not like one always happens first or anything, but one of the things that happen is; you discover that you don't really like girls. They're okay for friends but for sex, they don't do it for you. You can't imagine putting your cock anywhere near them, don't want to hold or suck on those globs of fat they call tits and looking at a picture of a cunt in a stroke book almost makes you want to throw up. You don't get what guys find so appealing in that scraggly bush with all its holes and folds and stuff. You find yourself thinking more and more about that cute blonde boy in English class, or the sullen skater boy with pants so baggy you can see his Joe Boxers most of the time and if you're lucky, sometimes you'll catch a glimpse of his butt crack or a little frontal fuzz. Or maybe it's the high school jock, the football captain with those big muscles and firm butt or the kid on the swim team that makes you drool every time you see him in his very full Speedos. You even consider joining the wrestling team because there's a good chance that your face will end up in some boy's crotch then you give up the plan for the obvious reasons. You discover that, finding a particular male teacher is really hot isn't reserved just for the girls either. You find yourself jacking off as you visualize one of the nicely cocked boys in your PE class or the locker room at the public pool, hoping that at least one of them feels the way you do but knowing that they don't. Sometimes you don't think about it or question it, this new fascination with other boys, but in this day in age its really hard not to because it's all around you and you do think about it, you question, why me, because you do know what it is. Gay. You figure out that you're a gay boy, maybe a bi boy. And either way that just scares the living shit right outta you. The other thing that happens is that you fantasize about your best friend. Maybe you've seen him naked, maybe you haven't. Not all best friends take the liberty of allowing each other to see their growing boyhood charms. But if you haven't seen his cock, you want to, and if you have seen it, you want to see it again. You find yourself sneaking little glances at the front of his jeans and when you spend the night together at one or the other's house and it's time to crash you hope he's wearing briefs and not boxers because boxers hide everything. Sometimes you wake up at night and risk looking "down there" in hopes that he has a boner or maybe you can see something sticking out. If you're really daring you might even touch him or lift the loose leg of a boxer to peek up inside. You start wondering what it would be like to suck his cock, to see him cum, maybe even taste his creamy sperms. You wonder what it would be like to kiss his perfect lips and have him kiss you back, to do all those things to you that you dream about doing to him. You wonder what it would be like to have his cock shoved up your tight little ass, or your cock shoved in his, shooting your sperm deep inside his body or his into yours, the symbolism somehow making you even closer than you were. Fuck, it hurts so much, the feelings that you have and oh man; you want to be with him in the worst way. You jack off thinking about him and you're dying to do things with him but you can't and you won't. You know in your heart that he's just as straight as you are gay. You just know it so you try to be really careful, you try not to do or say anything that might give your gayness away. You know in your heart that if he found out, he wouldn't like you any more, that you wouldn't be friends any more, let alone best friends. You don't take the time to consider the fact that, no matter what he did, he would always be your best friend and you would love him no matter what, so why couldn't he possibly feel the same way about you. That never occurs to you cuz you're gay and you know the whole world hates gays so why not your best friend. In fact, he's probably made comments about gays, about this thing or that being gay, about that geeky fag kid at school or some man who stares at you when you're out and about. All the more proof that you need to hide cuz why would he want to be friends with a gay kid, a fag, a cocksucker? There is one further complication that bears mentioning. It seems that a lot of the time he is better than you are, at everything. He's cuter, has a perfect complexion and straight white teeth and has an awesome hairstyle while your hair just seems to be ratty and unkempt and you can never get it to do anything. He's in better shape and has a body that's better than yours because he excels at sports, or almost anything he decides to try. No matter what he wears it always looks cool on him. His personality is the most aweseomest in school. Everybody likes him; he's friends with almost everybody, he can talk to anybody-even teachers- about anything and always has a snappy comeback whereas you always seem to be at a loss for words and if you speak it sounds lame and you feel self conscious around people except geeks and nerds. He can be a tough guy. He doesn't seem afraid of anybody or anything and will fight when necessary. You will fight too, if you have to, but it seems like you always get the shitty end of the stick. He's the leader and you're the follower. He's always willing to take a risk, often skirting the law, goading you into taking risks with him. God, how you love him. And you want to tell him so badly. But you don't. And so it was with Brian and Chaz, Chaz being short of course for Charles and infinitely more cool than, say, Chuck or Chick or Chicky or even Chuckey. If the names had been reversed Brian just knew that people would have called him one of those lame nicknames or maybe even plain old Charles. That's just the way the world seemed to work. The boys had known each for what seemed like forever and in each boy's eyes they were buds, pals, best friends. Chaz was just so fucking cool in Brian's eyes and the boy's feelings for the cute young teen harbored on, if not actually were, adoration. Brian knew that he loved Chaz in every sense of the word and in his heart he knew that Chaz loved him back but while Brian would have had no problem telling Chaz his feelings if it came down to it, he knew there was no way Chaz would actually say to Brian that he loved him. Chaz was too macho for that. He was all boy, from the tip of his wavy brown haired head to his perfect toes, and he projected that image in almost everything he did. The two young teens did virtually everything together. They shared some of the same classes at the inner city school they attended, spent at least one weekend night at one or the other's home, often both nights. When one boy's family did something special the other boy was always invited to attend, although Brian's family only consisted of a working mom so they didn't really do stuff. Both boys loved to skate and spent most of their free time rolling the city streets. Of course Chaz was the better skater, learning new tricks and mastering them rapidly, encouraging Brian to be better than he thought he could be. The one thing that Brian excelled at was drawing. What Chaz could accomplish in physical activities Brian did on paper. He could draw almost anything and he did so with an uncanny accuracy that put Chaz in total awe of his talent. "Fuck I wish I could draw like you do B," Chaz told Brian on more than one occasion. Brian had retorted once that it was the only thing that he could do whereas Chaz could do everything well. Chaz surprised Brian with his answer, delivered in a quiet voice. "It's only stuff that I can do B. It doesn't mean anything. You have a real talent and I'd trade what I can do for what you can do in a heartbeat." Brian was pretty much taken aback by Chaz's statement, not so much for the content, although it meant a lot to Brian, but the way Chaz said it. It made Brian want to strive to be better than he already was. About twelve years and some months old, puberty was getting cranked up in the boys. Brian was discovering that he was gay and Chaz's straight boy persona was developing. The problem, at least for Brian, was that Chaz was growing into a little hottie and Brian's feelings for his best friend were changing into a sexual attraction. It was the gay version of the childhood sweetheart's thing. Now, it must be said that, while Chaz was a hottie, Brian verged on beautiful, something Chaz would eventually say to his best friend. Brian's hair was black as night, so much so that it looked fake. It wasn't. He wore it cut asymmetrical, longer on one side that the other and razor cut so the ends looked almost raggedy. Brian's face was almost perfect, slightly high in the cheek bones and narrow at the chin. His black eyes were huge and framed by thick black brows and long eyelashes. His lips were perfect, his teeth crystal white, his skin smooth an supple and without blemishes other than a dark mole on the left side of his upper lip about a quarter inch from the end. While not a complete vegan, brain ate very healthy because of his mother, a yoga instructor who taught her son the practice. As a result Brian had a body to envy; lean with all the crevices and lines heavily defining muscles and joints. He had abs to die for and an ass that perhaps the most incredible boy butt ever known. Brian didn't really realize how beautiful he was which only added to his laid back demeanor. Chaz had dark brown hair, and while not exactly curly, it had wave and body to it. His face was slightly more angular than his best friend. His eyes were dark and equally large. Where Brian was more lean, Chaz was more stocky but nowhere did the boy have fat on his body other than where he was supposed to. Because of his athleticism his 14 year old body was tight, defined, and slightly muscled. As they moved into teenage hood, Chaz never gave off any indication that his sexual interests were in line with Brian's. As they rounded the corner on fourteen years old however, Chaz would toss of a remark, or do something that acknowledged that both boys were sexually mature and sometimes those things were, if not gay, then at least gay tolerant. Of course, it may have been that Chaz felt safe in his best friend's company. Maybe Chaz felt he could goof off and be his playful self without the kind of backlash that he might have experienced had he been in the company of boys that were considerably less than his best friends. Or maybe he just plain had balls which would be all Chaz. Once, after the boys had spent a Saturday afternoon on their boards, they were lying on the grass in a park, just resting and soaking in the warmth of a spring day. Brian had got to thinking about a story he'd read on the nifty website about a boy like himself having sex with a college student and suffice it to say he copped a woody but it was warm and he was half asleep so he didn't bother to even try to hide it. "Dude you better hide that thing," Chaz said with a chuckle. Brian opened his eyes and saw what Chaz was talking about and responded, "Naw, no need to." The boys were laughing about it and Chaz says, "Dude, look," as he looked down at his own groin and when Brian looked he saw that Chaz was just as hard he was. And to top it off his best friend looked like his was bigger than Brian's own six inches of boy cock. Then Chaz says, "Dude, I'll do you if you'll do me." Brian's little heart did flip-flops. His best friend was talking about sucking each other's cock. His hot best friend, who he loved more than anyone in the whole world, who he dreamed about being sexy with was saying he'd suck Brian if Brian would suck him and even if he was just goofing, it was still a significant statement from a boy who was supposedly straight as an arrow. "Don't say something unless you mean it," Brian told his friend the rolled toward him. "Kiss me," he said to Chaz who responded by reaching out and affectionately grasping both sides of Brian's head then head butting him. The boys began a wrestling match during which Brian was made well aware that his best friend was still hard as a rock. They finally gave up and rolled apart and nothing more was said regarding their inflated appendages but that night Brian jacked off thinking about the experience while wondering if Chaz was doing, or had done, the same thing, hoping that he had. About a month and a half later, after another day of skating, they stopped at a sidewalk magazine stand and Chaz picked up something with Hayden Christensen on the cover. "Shit, is that the kid from Star Wars? I'd do him." Brian was, if not shocked, about as surprised as he could be. They looked through the magazine, finding the collection of photos of the young star and one in particular was fairly revealing; a leather pant no shirt sort of thing. "Fuck I'm not even gay and I'd do him," Chaz remarked and of course Brian chirped in with, "Me too, I'd do him too." It would be fair to say that the boys could have gone a little further in their conversation and maybe Brian would have gotten Chaz to say even more stuff but unfortunately that wasn't to be. The owner of the stand heard him and rudely told the boys to leave. Once again, later that night, Brian jacked off thinking of the conversation and wondering how Chaz would look with a cock in his beautiful mouth and sucking on it with the same intensity that Brian would if given a chance. Life went on as usual; school, skating, sleepover's and just generally screwing around. From time to time Chaz would make a comment about sexual acts between boys like "doing someone" or something like that. Brian didn't place a whole lot of thought or hopes on it because that was just Chaz's way. It was just the way he talked. Despite any hopes on Brian's part that Chaz would actually "do" something, Brian just knew that his best friend never meant any of the things that he said. Chaz was just goofing, he was being Chaz. Another idyllic month passed without anything of paramount importance going on. One day the boys had been out skating and for whatever reason had gotten fairly muddy. The had gone to Brian's so that he could change clothes then afterwards they were going to Chaz's so that he could do the same. "I'm gonna take a shower and get some of this mud off Chaz," Brian said as he started to take of his shirt. "You gonna put on a show for me," Chaz asked with a shit eating grin. Brian decided to play along; taking his time and doing a pseudo strip show and being all sexy for his best friend. For his part, Chaz was clapping and encouraging Brian to continue, saying things like, "Oh baby, take it off" and "Show me what you got" and "You hot thing," and similar words of encouragement. By the time that Brian got down to his briefs his fourteen-year old cock was young boy hard, his flesh pressing against the thin cotton fabric of his Jockey briefs. He had his back to Chaz and he was scared. He didn't want to take his underwear off and have chaz get all freaked out cuz Brian got a boner from the whole thing but on the other hand he was dying for his friend to see it and maybe, just maybe be willing to do something, anything sexy. Either way Chaz wasn't having it, he wanted the whole show. "Dude, you gotta do it I paid good money." So Brian decided what the fuck and turned while dropping his briefs, his hard young cock bounding out like a puppy dog to greet Chaz. His friend's response took him by total surprise. "Whoa duuuude, nice one." Both boys just stood there for a moment then Chaz said in a soft voice, "Are you aroused by this?" Brian nodded his head. "Yeah, sort of. I just sorta got hard dude. Sorry." Brian got his second shock because Chaz said, still in his soft voice, "Bri, it's okay. Look, I got hard too." Chaz smiled then said, "Nooooot" and jumped on Brian and they began wrestling, Brian naked and hard, which at first didn't seem to bother Chaz. Brian could tell that his friend was just as hard as he was, could feel Chaz's hard cock pressing against him as they wrestled. It only lasted about twenty seconds because Chaz stopped all of a sudden as though he realized what he was doing and what he was feeling and seemed sort of freaked out by the whole thing. "I'm gonna go home and change Bri, meet me at my house," and all of a sudden he was gone, leaving Brian in a very confused and still highly charged state. He thought that Chaz had been into it, he knew that his friend had gotten just as turned on as he had, he'd seen it and he'd felt Chaz's hard cock inside his friends jeans. His confusion didn't stop him from jacking off however, shooting cum clear to his chest as he relived the memory and fantasized about what Chaz's cock really looked like. What Brian didn't know was that Chaz had been turned on as well. Seeing his friend do the strip show had put a lot of life into the 8 plus inches of teenage cock that was hiding in the boy's pants. Seeing Brian's hard cock, seeing that his best friend was just as hard as he was made the boy even hotter. Confused, but hot. Wrestling with Brian, feeling Brian's naked body and hard cock pressed against him was too much for Chaz to take. He had to cum. He had to jack off and release the incredible tension that made his whole body as tight as an over wound clock but there was no way he could tell Brian that. Brian would think it was too weird and Chaz simply couldn't risk that. In his heart he would have loved to strip off his pants and lie along side Brian on his bed and make love to his cock, watching Brian do the same thing. Like Brian, Chaz would have been driven to one of the best spermings he'd ever had. But he lacked the courage to do it. Was freaked out at how Brian might respond, what Brian might think. And he was freaked out over the fact that he'd gotten turned on by watching another boy strip and seeing another boy's hard cock. So, he raced home, stripped naked and jacked off, standing in front of his bedroom mirror and humped his hips into the tightened fist that held his thick boyhood pride and joy, and watched in awe as his swollen cock head spurted his sperm out all over the floor. Neither boy said anything about the incident cuz most boys just don't do that. It's okay when you're in the middle of it and the air is thick with testosterone and sex but man, when you're out and away from it, you keep your lips zipped cuz after all, how embarrassing would that be. And how gay? School was soon out for the summer and both boys were excited as all hell. Chaz's dad was taking them on a camping trip for ten days. So it was that the first day of their summer vacation the boys headed off for a week of life in the out doors. Because shower facilities were as scarce as privacy, Brian finally got to see Chazzie full on naked, something he'd dreamed about and jacked off thinking about for days before they left. Brian was enthralled with his best friend's boy parts, at least 8 inches of cock with a nice little nest of black hair at the base of his flat belly and large balls in a smooth sac. He also got a chance to see a naked adult male, a first for the young teen and all in all, Brian spent some time hiding the woody's that he kept popping. The sleeping arrangements were equally communal, a pop up camp trailer being the bedroom of choice. Chaz's dad was on one side and the boys on the other without a heck of a lot of room between them. One night toward the end of the trip Brian was laying there, half awake, when Chaz rolled over and put his arm across Brian's waist and pulled the two boys together. Brian felt Chaz's stone hard cock pressing into his butt. Brian's thoughts were that Chaz was so deep in sleep that he didn't know what he was doing but that of course didn't stop Brian from springing a bone, a really hard serious one. He pushed gently backwards into Chaz, reveling in the feelings of having his best friend's large cock pressed into him, as close as you can get and only a short step from having that cock up his tight little ass, another of Brian's frequent jack off fantasy. Chaz finally rolled away from Brian who immediately rolled onto his back, tugged his shorts down and began stroking his swollen cock. Just as he was getting into it Chaz seemed to wake up. "Dude, are you wanking it?" He asked. "Yeah, I just had too," Brian whispered back. "I got one too dude, I'm so hard," Chaz responded, to which Brian replied, "That's cool, then just do it." Brian shoved their blanket down and Chaz didn't need any more invitation than that and tugged his own shorts off, freeing up his big cock, much to Brian's infinite delight, and started stroking it in earnest right from the start. There was just enough outside light coming through the rayon camper sides to see by, allowing both boys to watch each other, which they did. A fog of hotness quickly enveloped both of them as feelings of sexiness roared through their bodies, neither of them realizing that they could have been sharing this experience for months if they'd only let themselves trust each other all along. Of course Brian would have dropped his pants at the merest hint from Chaz that his friend was willing, that is if Brian could have recognized a hint for what it was. As for Chaz, well, the idea of jacking off with another boy may or may not have entered his head but, given his macho all boy attitude. Generally, for boys like Chaz, the idea of jacking off with another boy doesn't occur to them except in the moment, like when Brian was stripping for him, or then, in the camper's dim light, both boys horny with the need to cum. On the other hand, they were best friends and even straight boys sometimes have sexy thoughts about their best friend. They came at the same time, both sets of boy sperm makers giving up the nectar of life, blasting out from their cocks in thick ropey strands, their bodies stiffened from the feelings, butts raised slightly off of the bed of the camper. Brian was in a rapture. This was close to his most desired dream come true, to see his best friend, rock hard cock in hand, totally immersed in the throes of a teenage orgasm, his warm young sperm pouring out onto his heaving body. Chaz moaned at the feelings and no wonder. This was about as hot as it ever got for the cute young teen; watching his best friend jack off and then cum, knowing that Brian was feeling the same things as he was. And that was the crux of it, associating with what your friend was feeling. They cleaned themselves up and went back to sleep. The next day Brian was upbeat while Chaz on the other hand was somewhat subdued, leaving Brian to think that his friend may have been freaked out by the whole thing. Brian finally said something about it. "Dude, you know, it was really hot what we did last night." "Yeah, you think so?" Chaz asked tentatively. "Yeah, I do," Brian replied. Chaz seemed somewhat relieved at hearing Brian's revelation and began acting more like his normal Chazzie self. The rest of the trip was uneventful. Life and the summer plodded on with nothing much going on except skating. One night Chaz snatched a couple of beers from his dad and the boys drank them, both of them getting somewhat tipsy because they weren't drinkers. Brian was kind of hoping that something might happen, even if it was only jacking off together but the night passed on without anything coming up. The 4th of July rolled around and Brian and his mom spent the day at Chaz's, had a barbecue and of course the obligatory fireworks. Friday appeared without fanfare and Brian was at Chaz's for the night. They'd been out on their boards all day until Brian managed to injure himself. Doing a crazy stunt and not paying attention he ended up pulling a groin muscle, which hurt like a bitch. Chaz's mom gave Brian a muscle relaxer and not being a druggie, the cute young teen got loaded. So, Brian was spaced on drugs and Chaz decided to swipe a beer from his dad. He knocked it back pretty quickly and took another, which followed the first one in the same manner, quickly. Brian was on the computer, chatting with a friend of his, Micah, an adult dude that he'd met through another friend and who knew well the world of boys. Brian had processed quite a bit of stuff during the six or seven months that he and Micah had been emailing, the boy gaining some understanding of life, of his own life, of being gay and of course, the feelings that he'd had for his best friend. Micah had offered to email with Chaz as well in order to feel the boy out and get some idea of what he was about. Micah was convinced that, given the information Brian had provided, Chaz would be willing to play, even if that only meant jacking off together, which of course had ended up happening. So Chaz emailed Micah and they were in the get to know you stage, Chaz asking lots of questions about Brian which of course Micah wouldn't answer, telling Chaz that most of those questions should be posed to Brian. For Micah, the dialog with Chaz pretty well pointed to a boy who was fairly macho, loved his friend, might be interested in pursuing something a little more intimate but was scared to death that all those feelings made him gay and for Chaz, being gay didn't seem to be an option. "He's back Micah," Brian typed, "standing behind me. He doesn't have a shirt on." Then Chaz typed in a hello to Micah, saying that he was leaning over Brian, feeling a little tipsy from the beer. Micah made a comment about Chaz rubbing his bare chest against Brian's head to which Chaz commented about things getting hot. "Oh man, Brian's got a boner," Chaz typed, then added, "It's cool." "Now you need to get one Chaz," Micah typed "Wait, he's getting up, I'm gonna sit." Chaz sat down and he and Micah engaged in a short dialog wondering what Brian was going to do with his boner. "Fuuuuuck," Chaz typed and when Micah asked what, he said "B just leaned over and kissed me on the neck." More dialog ensued about the fact that the drugs were probably working on Brian and whether Chaz was okay with Brian kissing him and he replied, "He can do whatever makes him feel better." When asked if it was okay Chaz replied, "I don't want to say it's okay but, it's okay." "I feel whacked," Chaz said. Micah asked him about what he said in a recent email to Chaz about love and thinking that Chaz most likely did love Brian and Chaz replied that he did but "It's not gay though, right?" Micah assured the boy that it wasn't. "I'm gonna go get another beer," he wrote then all of a sudden Brian was back at the key board. "It's Bbbbbbbbbbbbb boy," he wrote. They talked a little bit about Brian's kissing Chaz on the neck and Brian said that he just had to do it. "I want to kiss other things too Micah," he added. They talked about Chaz seeming to be okay with Brian kissing him then Brian said that Chaz was going to get him a beer too and Micah told him that was not a good idea at all considering he had taken muscle relaxers. A few minutes later Chaz returned to the room, standing in the doorway with a shit- eating grin on his face. "My cock went down a little bit but now it's back to being hard again," Brian typed. When asked if Chaz knew, Brian said that Chaz was standing behind Brian reading what was being said. "Oh my gosh Micah, Chaz has a hard cock too." There was a pause then, "And he just kissed me on the neck." Pause, "He's kissing me on the shoulders now." Micah suggested that Brian turn his head so that Chaz would have a shot at Brian's lips. "Holy fuck. He's laughing so hard, he said he can't believe his first kiss was a dude." Brian related that Chaz did in fact kiss him on the lips. Micah suggested that they take of their pants and Brian asked what about if Chaz's dad came in but the parents were in bed, it was after one in the morning so the chances of the boys being caught were pretty nil. "He said B show me your cock." Micah suggested that Chaz take his out as well and as it turned out Chaz was reading the screen. Chaz's response was, "Anything for Micah." "Oh man Micah, his cock looks so sweet." The boys changed places again and Chaz was typing. He couldn't believe what was happening. He was typing while Brian was standing next to him, playing with his own cock then he took hold of Chaz's cock and began squeezing and slowly stroking it. Chaz was in seventh heaven. Brian's hand on his cock felt so fucking good to the horny hot young teen that he was afraid that he would shoot sperm out all over the fucking place. Brian's cock was almost sticking in Chaz's face, "It looks like a lolli-cock," the boy typed. Chaz was having a little bit of difficulty with the whole scene. He was hot as all hell but still clinging to the gay thing. He managed to resolve it by asking Micah to tell them what to do. So, Chaz took Brian's cock in his hand, and following Micah's directions and covering his teeth, he took his best friends cock into his mouth. He didn't really suck it or do anything else with it because he had no experience to relate it too. Of course, just having it in his mouth wasn't the same as sucking it either but he liked it just the same. He reveled in the texture, the softness of Brian's skin yet the hardness of his rigid shaft. All too soon it was over and he took the cock out of his mouth. Micah suggested that Brian then suck Chaz's cock but Brian was balking, feeling a little shy. He had dreamed of sucking on Chaz, tasting his best friend and now the opportunity was there. He finally asked Chaz if it was okay if he did it, sucked on Chaz's cock. Needless to say Chaz was one hundred percent in favor of it. "Ooohh god," Chaz typed. "He's on the floor, oh God that feels good. He's done this before Micah, he's so good at it, I just know he's done it. His lips are so soft." Brian finally stopped and stood up, his cock all but poking Chaz in the face. Following directions, Chaz took Brian's cock in his mouth again and this time sucked on it. He liked it, he liked how it felt in his mouth, and of course he was so hot that he wasn't feeling any concerns about being gay or not gay. Chaz was in the moment, a sexually charged young teen who was ready to splatter the world in his cum. Brian said, "Let me sit in your lap CJ" CJ being another nick-name that Chaz went by. A small discussion ensued as to what Brian had in mind, just sitting there or actually having Chaz fuck him. What Brian had in mind was having Chaz fuck him. He'd wanted his friend for so long, and now that the door had been opened he wanted to go all the way, to have Chaz stuff his big cock up Brian's butt and fill him with his sperm, making them as close to brothers as two boys can get. Chaz wasn't ready for that quite yet. What he wanted more than anything was to cum. He needed to squirt badly, to empty his heavy sperm filled balls. Before anything else could be done or said, Brian was back on the floor and took Chaz's swollen cock back into his mouth. "Oooh god, he's sucking me again. Oh man dude, I'm gonna cum. I'm gonna cum, oh yyyeeeeeeeessssssssss," he typed out. Chaz came like he'd never come before, unloading jet after jet of his warm cum into Brian's mouth and Brian, being a trooper, swallowed every single drop of his best friend's offering. Brian finally stopped and stood up, once again his hard cock all but poking Chaz in the face. Chaz didn't need much encouragement but took brain's cock into his mouth and began sucking it, actually sucking and moving his lips around and everything. "Oh shiiiiit," Chaz typed, "he took his cock out of my mouth and shot his cum all over my chest. Kool." Micah told him to be quick and take the cock back into his mouth so he could taste Brian's sperm but he was too excited over the fact that he sucked on Brian's cock cuz he typed it a couple of times. "Interesting, he's licking his cum off my chest." There was a pause, some minor dialog then Chaz said, "I'm gonna be mad at myself in the morning." Chaz was feeling the straight boy aftermath of gay sex, coupled with the fact that he was getting sick to his stomach, not from the sex but from the beer. Micah counseled him a little bit about needing to feel okay with what happened then all of a sudden Brian was typing. Chaz had gone into the bathroom and from Brian's perspective Chaz didn't look so good. They talked a little bit, Brian relating how cool it was that he'd finally had a mutual sexual experience with Chaz but worried because Chaz was thinking Brian might be gay cuz of how good he sucked on Chaz's cock. He told Micah he was worried that Chaz might be really sick because he wasn't coming out of the bathroom and he had a concern that sucking Brian's cock might have made him sick. Micah assured Brian that the beer is what was making Chaz sick, not the cock sucking. They discussed the fact that Chaz wanted sex with Brian as much as Brian wanted sex with Chaz, although Brian contended that he probably wanted it more. Chaz finally came out of the bathroom looking totally like shit, having puked his guts out. It was decided that both boys need to get to bed and thus, they picked up their clothing and headed to Chaz's room where they fell into bed, both still naked, and fell asleep. In the morning, Brian was still very groggy while Chaz had a splitting headache. The talked very briefly about what had happened and to Brian's surprise Chaz kissed him on the lips and hugged him really tight, both boys still naked and both boys rock hard. Brian told Chaz it was cuz of the substances and Chaz agreed with him but also told him that it was cool, he was okay with it. "But we're not gay right?" he asked. Brian agreed with him because after all, he couldn't bring himself to tell Chaz the truth, not yet. He was still worried about losing him as a friend cuz he sucked Chaz's cock so good and swallowed his sperm. Chaz hugged and kissed Brian again then went back to sleep. Brian got up and emailed Micah right away, telling him what had transpired then signed off saying he was all hard again and was going to go take a shower and jack off. Later in the morning Chaz emailed Micah as well, partially because Brian said it was a good idea but also because Micah knew that Chaz was most likely going to have second thoughts about what had happened. Micah was surprised that Chaz was not only up beat about the experience, he liked it and couldn't seem to get it out of his mind. He admitted that he had wanted to do more with Brian and for Chaz that only meant one thing, fucking his best friend, and he wanted it badly, even in the daylight without, alcohol clouding his judgment. He also told Micah that it was hot having Micah there, telling the boys what to do and almost seeing it happen. The biggest problem, and one that Chaz would continue to deal with was the gay issue. He was clear about still liking girls and he was having a very difficult time seeing that his behavior and feelings about and toward Brian were a fairly normal and loving thing as opposed to a gay thing. That particular point is an issue that most straight boys deal with. They have this longing, this intense sexual attraction to another boy, generally their best friend, and they can't believe that it isn't gay. It isn't in their wiring to understand or believe that straight boys have sex with other boys, straight and gay, every single minute of every day in every country in the world. It's about sex, getting off, cumming, and it doesn't have a fucking thing to do with sexual orientation. It's been going on for a million years, and it's gonna go on for another million. Assuming the race lives that long. While the relationship between Brian and Chaz was fairly common there was any number of ways that it could have gone from there and any number of outcomes experienced and most of it rested on Chaz's shoulders. As a gay boy, Brian would have been happy almost no matter which way it had gone. But you see Chaz was the straight boy so it was his comfort level that would direct where things went. Chaz could have ended things right then and there, the entire thing being too gay for his taste no matter what Micah told him. Or, being the straight boy Chaz could have viewed Brian as being submissive so could have taken over the relationship, literally dragging Brian along wherever he, Chaz, wanted it to go. Some boys might even refer to that as "making him my bitch," and treating the submissive boy, if not poorly, then casually and that could almost be worse. Regardless, at that point in time Chaz still didn't know that his best friend was gay. Chaz assumed that since he was straight and being sexy with another boy that Brian could be exactly the same way, a straight boy having sex with another boy. But Chaz also had some doubts, or questions and he related those to Micah. Although Brian hadn't told Chaz about the limited sexual experience he's already had, Chaz sort of felt in his heart that Brian had done that before, sucked another guys cock. He was just too fucking good at it. Despite being intoxicated Chaz clearly remembered just how good Brian had been, sucking Chaz's rock hard eight inches of cock like an expert and then swallowing every drop of Chazzie's sperm. No, it couldn't have been Brian's first time. And if it wasn't, then was it possible that his best friend was gay. The thing was that Chaz didn't care. He loved B. They were best friends, had been for years. No, if B was gay then Chaz would deal with it and stick by him no matter what. It all came to a head a couple of weeks after their cock sucking experience. Both boys had been emailing with Micah or chatting on line with him. Chaz kept saying that he really wanted to do more stuff with Brian and Micah kept encouraging Brian to go ahead and make some moves. Micah would never come right out and tell either boy what the other one had said so could only encourage both of them to just follow their hearts. Brian asked Micah if he would tell Chaz that he, Brian was gay and again Micah refused. "That isn't up to me, to tell others something that is so important about you B. You need to take the responsibility for that," Micah had written. "Besides," he added, "how you feel if someone else told you about your best friend instead of the best friend telling you?" Brian decided that Micah was right but it still made him very nervous. There were only two people in the world that knew that Brian was gay and only one of those knew him personally. Coming out to his best friend was scary even though he knew in his heart that it would be okay. They were in Brian's room when it finally happened. They had been chatting with Micah on msn chat. Chaz had asked Micah the question who passed the buck to Brian who also wanted Micah to tell Chaz. "Well B, are you? Gay I mean." Chaz asked. Brian hemmed and hawed then finally blurted it out. "Yeah, I am CJ. I mean, I'm pretty sure that I'm gay. Sometimes I'm not sure then other times I don't have any doubts at all," Brian told his best friend. They were sitting, Chaz on B's bed and Brian at his computer chair. Chaz got up and went over to Brian and pulled him to his feet then hugged him fiercely. "It's okay B. You're my best friend no matter what, he whispered into Brian's ear. Chaz had told Micah once when they were chatting that his cock was hard all the time it seemed. He admitted that he jacked off three or four times a day on a regular basis and that even talking about it had made him hard even though he'd jacked off only twenty minutes before. So, there was Chaz, in the middle of Brian's most intimate disclosure, with a hard on, the eight plus inches of fourteen year old cock rigid inside his jeans. That fact was not lost on Brian either and the gallant reflex took over for him as well, his six inches of boy cock firming up in less than a minute. "Fuck I'm so hard B," Chaz whispered, "and it feels like you are too." Chaz didn't wait for an answer but put his hand down between them and felt against the front of Brian's jeans. Chaz stepped back just a little then used both hands to unsnap his best friend's pants then unzip them and reach inside to feel on the rigid piece of boy flesh through the fabric of underwear. "Man your cock is really hard B," Chaz told him, "I want to suck on it B, I want to suck your cock." Brian put his hands to his waistband and pushed both pants and underwear down to his knees, letting his rock hard cock free to stand proudly in front of his taut slender body, his balls hanging freely between smooth thighs. Brian pulled his shirt up out of the way and Chaz took a moment to admire Brian's body; his pale flat belly with blue veins running up his pubic bone, Brian's boyhood pride and joy standing so strong and firm, the balls in their smooth sac so inviting. Chaz had to admit to himself that it all was a beautiful sight and he felt his heart beating like mad at it and the fact that in moments that piece of hard flesh would be in his mouth. Chaz took hold of Brian's cock and pulled it down, noticing how shiny the tip was because of all the precum that was leaking out. Chaz wanted to drink Brian's sperm this time, to taste the juices of his best friend's balls, to have that essential part of Brian inside of his own body. Chaz leaned forward and took the swollen head into his mouth just as his eyes closed. He held on to Brian's hard shaft with one hand, the other went to the boy's hip, while his tongue explored the soft cock head. "It's so satiny like and smooth," he thought as his tongue roamed over the entire surface and he wondered if his own cock felt like that to Brian. A low moan from above him brought Chaz back to his purpose and he slowly moved his head forward, taking about half of Brian's cock into his mouth. Using his hands, Chaz tried to encourage B to fuck into his mouth and Brian, being the astute boy he was, knew just what his best friend wanted and began to do just that. Brian was in seventh heaven. He'd dreamed about being with Chaz like this forever and now here he was, his very best friend in the whole world, a boy he had loved since he could remember, on his knees in front of Brian with B's cock half way down his throat. He looked down and Chaz must have sensed his gaze for he opened his pretty blue eyes and looked up and B and smiled and he moved his head, sucking on Brian's cock. Fuck it was so hot seeing Chaz like that; the tough boy on his knees with B's cock in his mouth. Brian had dreamed of it but never in this world had he ever expected it to happen. Like most fourteen year old teenage boys, Brian didn't have a great deal of control over his orgasms. Oh, he could stave off an impending sperming when he jacked off, all boys learned to do that, drawing out the feelings and making it last until their young bodies could hold out no longer and they came with a vengeance, their warm young cum blasting out of their smooth bodies like liquid bullets from a gun. But when it was real time sex and their hard young cock was being manipulated by another's hand, a mouth, or a tight orifice of any nature, well, cumming quickly was the order of the day. B was no different than any other fourteen year old boy and it took, oh, about a minute, maybe a little less. "Oh fuck CJ," he moaned and that was about all he could say. His cock thickened and in a flash his knees went weak as the nectar of his balls boiled up out of their holding sac and blasted into Chaz's mouth in forceful spurts, about seven of them as a matter of fact. Chaz stroked on Brian's cock as if encouraging it to keep releasing liquid but as with all males, it eventually slowed to a stop and to his credit, CJ didn't miss a single solitary drop. He took his mouth from the still rigid, throbbing flesh and stood up, arranging the front of his jeans since his own cock was young teen hard and had been more than a little uncomfortable. He pulled Brian to him and kissed him hard on the lips, forcing his tongue into his best friend's mouth while his hands roamed up and down Brian's back and onto the globes of his slender butt. "That was fucking incredible Chaz," Brian said as his best friend pulled his head back. "I hope I can do as good a job as you did. With his pants still around his knees, Brian dropped down and quickly undid Chaz's pants and tugged them down, along with his boxers, and freed up eight and a half inches of thick pulsing boy cock. God he loved that sight and especially the sight of his best friend. Without another consideration he took hold of large hunk of flesh, took it into his mouth, and proceeded to suckle it like a hungry babe to a teat. Like Brian, Chazzie was enthralled; every nerve ending in his body was lit up like a Christmas tree, and all the electricity produced by those neurons seemed to gather and focus in his stone hard cock. Brian however was much better at sucking cock than his friend and subsequently brought on Chaz's sperming even faster than his own had been brought on. Chaz didn't even get a chance to do anything more than moan before he spurted into Brian's mouth, soaking the back of his mouth and throat in fresh pumped warm boy cum. Like his friend had done, Brian managed to swallow every drop of Chaz's offering. Brian finally let go of Chaz's pulsing cock, reluctantly of course. He really loved Chaz's thick cock, and was hoping that Chaz would stay in a sexy mood and be willing to fuck him. Brian had discovered that when it came to fantasizing his dreams revolved more about getting fucked that fucking. Oh sure, he'd wondered what it would be like to have his hard young cock inside a tight spot but more than anything he dreamed of having a hard cock shoved up his tight little butt. He was dying to have his hole stretched out by the thick tube of another boy's cock. He wanted Chaz. His most recent and recurring dream had been to have Chaz stuff his eight inches of thick hard dick up inside of him and have Chaz fuck the shit out of him, to cum while Chaz rammed his cock in and out of Brian's butt. He'd wondered too if he would be able to feel when Chaz came, would he be able to feel Chaz's sperm as it shot out into his ass. With that in mind, Brian stood up and, still holding onto Chaz's cock, kissed the boy who responded by doing exactly the same to Brian, kissing him back and holding onto Brian's still hard cock. "Fuck B you do that so good," Chaz whispered after they broke off the kiss. "Thanks," Brian murmured then kissed Chaz again, both boys still holding onto and stroking the other's cock. "You're still way hard CJ," Brian observed and CJ answered by saying "I know." "Wanna do something else?" Brian asked. "Like what?" CJ responded, hoping that Brian was going to suggest what Chaz's dreams had centered on for months. Even before they had seen each other naked, before the strip that B had done for him, Chaz had dreamed of fucking Brian. Whether or not those thoughts or that act was gay didn't really enter into Chaz's thinking because he never ever thought about fucking another boy, ever, only Brian. For Chaz, it seemed as though fucking Brian was the most logical next step. Although his brain didn't formulate it, it was like; if it was a girl that Chaz felt this way about wouldn't fucking be the ultimate and eventual act? Why should that be any different with Brian, whom he'd known and loved forever? Chaz had been acutely aware of how drop dead cute, even pretty, that his best friend was. Although Brian hadn't been aware of it, Chaz had often gotten hard when they wrestled, and the boys wrestled a lot. They both loved the physical contact with each other but unfortunately in our society, there was no other way for them to legitimately express those feelings. Although they had wrestled and played physically together for years, they were boys after all, it wasn't until Chaz had entered puberty that he started getting a boner when they did it. He was a little weirded out by it at first but didn't dwell on it. Had he known earlier on that Brian was getting just as stimulated as he was, Chaz might have done things differently. As Chaz moved through his first year of puberty he became aware of sex and sexual acts. He also became aware of the physical and emotional cues associated with sexual attraction; facial beauty, hair, tits & ass, the tightness in his belly and sometimes his balls and the rapid beating of his heart, those sorts of things. In that awareness, some of those cues were transferred to Brian. In other words, Chaz became fully aware of Brian's almost girlish beauty, of the fact that his best friend had a dynamite ass; a dynamite body. And it wasn't that Brian seemed like a girl in any other ways. He was a masculine boy with a boys deepening voice, a boy who did lots of rough and tumble boy things. "How would you like to put this in me?" Brian said, squeezing CJ's cock for emphasis. "Are you sure?" Chaz responded quietly as his heart leapt, almost seeming to beat right out of his chest. "Yeah, I'm sure," Brian responded quietly. "Ok. Yeah, I'd like to do that." Chaz responded. Brain stepped away, causing both boys to release their grip on the other boy's cock, and kicked his jeans and boxers off. "I'll be right back," he said and headed out of the bedroom. Chaz shoved his clothes to the floor as well as he watched his friend walk away, his eyes all but glued to Brian's delicious little butt. Chaz's cock throbbed as he thought about having it buried between those magnificent cheeks and he absently stroked the stone hard piece of flesh that defined him as all boy. Brian returned a moment later, his rock hard cock bobbing in the air as he walked through the door toward Chaz, who had taken his t-shirt off as well and was standing fully naked in the center of Brian's bedroom, his thick cock sticking out of his body like a dead limb on an old tree. "Fuck he's so big," Brian thought to himself. He pulled his t-shirt off then popped the lid on the bottle of moisturizing lotion that he'd retrieved from the bathroom, poured some onto his fingers then handed the bottle to Chaz. While Brian smeared the goo in and around his hole, Chaz poured some on the pole sticking out from his waist and smeared it from the head down to his pubic nest. Brian wiped his fingers off on his discarded t-shirt then went to his bed and grabbed a pillow. He folded it in half and placed it on the edge of the bed then lay face down on it, his feet on the floor and his slender little butt propped up in the air right at the edge. Neither boy had said a word; it didn't appear that any words were necessary. They both knew the mechanics of what they were about to do, they'd both agreed that this is what they wanted. As Chaz stepped up to the bed, his heart began beating even faster. "I'm gonna do it," he thought, "I'm actually going to fuck Brian." He got between Brian's outspread legs and put a hand on one pale, bubbly orb and pulled it to the side, revealing for the first time, the pink puckered muscle of his best friends core. Chaz all but stared at Brian's hole as he moved in closer; noticing the sprinkling of black hairs that surrounded the wrinkled bud of muscle, the small dark freckle that stood out against the pale flesh, just to the side of where CJ was guiding his cock, the smooth sac of balls that hung down, lying against the pillow. Chaz felt a slight jolt of electricity run through his body as the tip of his swollen cock head touched Brian for the first time. Holding the shaft just behind the head he pushed and meeting the natural resistance, he pushed harder. There was still resistance so he gave it a good push and in a flesh his cock head slipped past the tight ring of muscle and he was inside, his cock was inside of his best friend. "AAAggghhh," Brian cried out as Chaz penetrated him. "Stop CJ, don't move." "Do you want me to take it out B?" he asked concern evident in his voice. "No," Brian panted, "just don't move for a sec, k?" Chaz murmured and ok and just stood there, looking down, mesmerized by the sight of his cock sticking inside Brian's ass. The tightness around the head of his cock was incredible and Chaz worried for a moment that he was going to cum before he even got started. Brian finally seemed to adjust to CJ's invasion and told his best friend to go ahead and put his cock all the way inside of him. Not needing any further encouragement Chaz did as requested. Taking his hand from his cock, he placed it on Brian's other Lilly white cheek and pushed it open then watched, totally amazed, as Brian's asshole gobbled up every inch of Chaz's cock until his pubes were resting against Brian's ass. `I've done it," Chaz thought, "I'm not a virgin anymore." Of course he hadn't done anything quite yet but he figured that once in the door, it was good enough and he didn't even consider that it was a boy and not a girl that he was inside of. "Fuck CJ your cock is filling my ass up," Brian moaned. "It almost feels like I'm being split open." "Does it hurt B?" Chaz asked. Brian said that it did but thought that would change once Chaz actually started fucking him. Of course it hurt. Chaz was eight and a half thick inches long and at this point the boys didn't know the concept of foreplay or preparation of one's ass before fucking. "How does it feel for you Chaz?" "Fucking awesome," Chaz replied. With that statement the boy started the motion, started pulling back out about half way before pushing back in to the hilt. In no time at all he got a slow steady rhythm going and between the physical feelings and the actual watching of his cock moving in and out of Brian's ass, the boy was in the stratosphere in no time at all. "Oh God Chaz it feels so good now," Brian informed his friend after less than a minute's activity. "Go faster CJ, fuck me faster." Chaz picked up speed, not a lot, but enough to start moving Brian's body, pushing his little ass into the pillow beneath him. That motion of course subsequently caused Brian's cock to move back and forth across the pillow which, soft though it was, created friction against the young teen's raging hard cock. "Fuck me harder CJ, god fuck me harder," Brian groaned as all the familiar tingling started going off in his body. CJ picked up a little more speed and began slamming into Brian, ramming his thick teenage cock into his best friend's tight little ass. He too was in a fog of hotness and on the verge of cumming. "Ooh ooh ooh, aaagggghhhhhhh," Brian almost screamed out as he spermed, warm goo oozing out onto his pillow. His cumming caused his asshole to constrict on CJ's cock and that took Chaz over the edge as well. "Oh fuck B I'm cummiiiiiiiing," he moaned as he came, his cock thickening in Brian's hole and starting to unload a ton of sperm. He held Brian's hips tightly and ground his slender ass back and forth and in circles, somehow hoping to get even more of spurting cock deeper inside his best friend. After the initial few squirts he went back to fucking Brian, not quite as hard and fast but enough that the boy beneath him didn't complain but kept right on moaning as CJ's balls emptied jet after jet of warm teen cum into him. All too soon it was over leaving both boys panting at the exertion and the excitement of their first actual fucking. For Chaz, once the sperming was done, he was ready to pull out and as he started to do just that Brian stopped him. "No CJ, not yet please, stay inside of me for a minute." Chaz did as Brian asked and stayed, bottomed out inside of the boy. Tired of standing however he lowered his upper to lie on Brian's back. Had he been shorter cocked the move would most likely have pulled his cock out but he wasn't so was able to lie there, gently hugging his best friend as they both let their minds wander over this latest development in their relationship. It didn't take long before CJ's cock softened and both boys could feel it as it started to slowly pull out of Brian's ass. "No, no, not yet," Brian said with a giggle which caused his hole to constrict and all but shoot CJ's cock out of him like a watermelon seed, causing both boys to laugh as well as moan at the loss. They both rolled away from each other and Brian tossed the cum covered pillow to the floor then crawled all the way onto his bed. Chaz followed suit and soon the boys were kissing, holding each other closely. "That was incredible," Chaz said after they broke the kiss off. "I never felt anything like that before in my life." "I know," Brian said sleepily, "it was great having you inside of me CJ, I cummed without even touchin my cock. It was awesome." He was quiet for a moment then said, "God I'm so sleepy," and in almost less time that it takes to tell it, Brian's breathing evened out and he was out. Not so Chaz. The boy was amped, charged up over the loss of his virginity and not ready for sleep yet. He crawled off the bed and, wondering if Micah was still on line, went to the computer. The boys had been chatting with Micah when the subject of Brian's being gay came up and he'd encouraged them to talk about it amongst themselves. They'd left without another word and now, almost forty minutes later, CJ hoped that the man would still be on line. He was. Chaz started out by apologizing for having left so abruptly and then being gone so long to which Micah replied that it was okay, not to worry about it, that the boys needed to do what they needed to do. Chaz then went on to relate a very short version of what had happened and of course, his feelings about it all, which included wondering about his sexuality. While Chaz had never had any inclinations toward boys or men before, here he'd been kissing a boy, naked and holding one, sucking a cock and fully swallowing a full load of sperm, and then fucked a boy. The fact was that he'd loved every single bit of it and wanted to keep doing it with Brian. He was beginning to wonder about himself, wondering if he was gay. Micah told him that all of his feelings and even the behavior weren't all that uncommon in the world of teenage boys, especially with one's best friend. Chaz wasn't quite sure he was buying it all but the fact was that it had been awesome and he relayed that to Micah with not a little detail. "Fuck dude I'm hard again," the teen told his friend after a few minutes of relating the physics and feelings of his first fuck. Micah laughed and told Chaz that there was nothing stopping him from relieving the situation on his own since Brian was fast asleep. "Dude, I have to. I'm so hard it fucking hurts." Chaz proceeded to jack off, relating to Micah what he was doing, how he was feeling and using his recent experience with Brian to help move things along. It didn't take long before his young balls were offering up yet another tribute to Venus, the first spurt of his sperm shooting clear up to his neck, which wasn't all that surprising since his cock head was already half way there. Brian and Chaz would continue to have sex for the next 3-4 years, even after both boys started fucking girls, although for Brian that would be short lived. And they continued to love each other, maybe even more so. They were, after all, best friends.