Date: Tue, 4 Mar 2014 06:41:24 -0800 (PST) From: Tague Micheals Subject: When Friends Trust III There comes a time when a story must end, especially a coming of age story, which this one is. It would be nice to carry it on for some time but then it would demean the characters and story and completely lose the point. So, this story ends here. Of course there is always a possibility of another chapter of further adventures but don't count on it. Please, just enjoy the few chapters that you have. Comments are always welcome but please at least be polite. ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dean wanted to get cleaned up and the rest of us felt like a shower as well after being in the pond. I was grateful that my dad had built my shower the way he did because all of us fit in there easily. "This is pretty neat Kellen," Slits said and got agreement from Dean. Kieran had both seen it and used it before. We got the water going, got rinsed off when Dean asked if we'd ever washed someone or been washed and of course neither Kieran nor I had been. He gave Slits a little nod then suggested that he and Slits give me and Kieran a little demonstration. Kieran and I were both up for it and the breakout went the same as before; Kenji with me and Dean with Kieran. I think that Dean had the hots for Kieran but I wasn't jealous about it. He and Slits shared the bar of soap then started to work on our backs, massaging our shoulders. Kieran and I were facing each other each resting our arms on the other's shoulders in a "brothers in arms" position. I knew that the "washing" was going to lead to more sex and Kieran knew it too because he sort of leaned his face toward mine. I did the same and in a flash our mouths were pressed together. We only broke apart when Slits put his hand between my legs and began rubbing soap on my asshole. "I want that part really clean Kellen for when I put my tongue down there," he said in my ear. Kieran inhaled sharply and I knew that Dean was doing his hole in the same manner. I reached down and found his cock which was full boned, wrapped my fingers around it and began stroking him. "Really," I moaned as his fingers kept pushing against the underside of my nuts. Kieran had taken hold of my cock as well and was stroking it until Slits and Dean started washing our fronts while standing behind us. I could feel Slits' boner pushing up against my butt, lined up with my butt crack. I wondered if he wanted to fuck me and I wondered if I would let him if he asked or if even hinted at it. I was totally open to Kieran fucking me even though his cock was bigger. Kieran was my best friends and to have him love me, to have him fuck me, seemed like the most complete and right thing to do. I knew that it was going to happen before the weekend was over, maybe ever before the day was over and as I realized that a sense of calm went through my body. I can't explain it at all. "Fuck you're so hard Kellen," Slits said softly as he stroked his soapy hand back and forth over my swollen cock head causing me to moan loudly; as loudly as Kieran was moaning. I looked down and saw that Dean was doing the same thing to my friend while his other hand, tugged on Kieran's soapy balls. They finished at the same time, got us rinsed off then said it was our turn. I looked around a little and felt a thrill at the fact that I was showering with 3 other naked boys, boys whose cocks were as hard as mine. Seeing their wet shiny bodies with full on boners made my heart leap a little. It was a beautiful sight, truly. Kieran and I both followed the same procedure that our friends had done for us starting with a shoulder wash and massage then working our way down. Slits had a tight little butt and I enjoyed moving my hands on it. I didn't hesitate to go between his thighs and work on his hole and because I knew he liked it, I pushed a finger inside and fucked him with it ever so slightly. The boy moaned and sort of pushed his butt backward into my hand. Next to us Kieran and Dean were experiencing the same things and it was as hot to watch as it was doing it. "Do you want to fuck me Kellen," Slits asked, loud enough that Kieran and Dean heard him. I looked at my best friend who grinned, shrugged his shoulders then nodded his head. "Okay," I croaked; my belly a jumble of butterflies. "Do you want to get out and go to the bed?" Slits shook his head. "Just pour some conditioner on my asshole and on your boner and put it in me, okay?" Well, what could I say to that but okay. I had Kieran shut the water off while I quickly smeared my cock and Slit's puckered hole, slipping a finger through the muscle for good measure. I held my cock down and stepped up to him, put the head against his butthole and pushed. Of course it didn't just go inside him so I pushed harder and Slits pushed his butt back into me. A second later my cock went inside of him. "Oohh yeah, but hold up Kellen." I didn't move but my eyes were glued to where our bodies were connected. It felt weird on my dick but a good weird. Kieran was right next to me, rubbing on my butt and my belly. "How does it feel Kellen," he asked. I could only nod my head, grin and say great. Dean asked Slits how he was doing and the Asian boy said he was fine then told me to go ahead put my cock all the way inside him. I did as he asked and watched, amazed, as his body gobbled up inch after inch of my cock until my hairs were against his butt. I could feel my balls getting excited about letting my sperm out. "How does it feel Kenji," Dean asked and the boy said that he felt filled up. "Cuz his dick is bigger than mine. Do you want your cock sucked while Kellen fucks you?" Slits nodded his head and Dean asked Kieran if he wanted to do the honors and my friend nodded his head. I held on to Slits' hips and began the process of having my first fuck. It was amazing. My cock popped out right off the bat but I got it back inside with ease. Kieran was on his knees in front of Slits and while I couldn't see anything I knew he was blowing the Asian boy. I felt his hand on my balls as I fucked Slits and that felt pretty good too. Dean kissed on Kenji for a bit then came around and began feelings on my butt. "How do you like fucking, Kellen? Doesn't it feel great? I think I love getting fucked more than fuckin though," he said, not giving me time to answer his question. All the time Dean was rubbing my butt and squeezing the cheeks. "Are you going to let Kieran fuck you?" I looked at him as I continued to drive my boner in and out of Slits' butt. I couldn't even think about getting fucked right then. Dean moved his fingers into my butt crack and touched my hole and worked his finger at it for a second then went down between my legs to feel on my balls. I discovered that I loved having my balls played with. Slits was beginning to moan and mumble and pushing his butt backwards into me a little bit. I could feel my balls getting ready to shoot because the feelings on my cock were so incredible. "Fuck me harder Kellen," Slits said all of a sudden, "I'm gonna cum I'm gonna cum." I started fucking him a little faster and pressed my cock into him, wiggled my ass a little but then went back to fucking him. "Ohfuckohfuckohfuck," he said so fast that I wasn't sure what he was even saying. I felt Slits' hole clamp down on my cock, gripping it and almost making it hard to keep fucking him. I did keep doing it though, felt him grip my dick again then I started cumming. Having my sperm come out without me jacking off was a way cool feeling and I heard myself moan from it. I kept on fucking him but not as fast or as hard. I pulsed at least 4 jets of sperm although I couldn't tell how much of the stuff there might have been. Dean had moved alongside Kenji and was kissing on the neck and stuff. I finally slowed to a stop and just stood there panting and absently rubbing on Slits' back and butt. Kieran came from underneath Slits and I saw a small bit of cum running down his chin and a grin on his face. "That was a lot of sperm," he said then wiped it off with the back of his hand. "Go ahead and take your dick out Kellen," Slits said and I did, staring at it as it were somehow different. I also checked it for shit but it was clean; shiny but clean. Slits turned around and pressed his mouth against mine and kissed me deeply. "Thanks Kellen, that was great." We got the water running against so Slits and I could wash off. "Wanna try something cool Kieran," Dean asked and my friend said sure. Of course he would. I watched him smear soap and conditioner all over his cock and lower belly then do the same to Kieran then push up against my friend. "Hump against me like you're fuckin," he said. Dean was shorter than Kieran but they managed to make it work and began bumping and grinding against each other. I have to say that it looked like fun and Slits said that it was. "You can do it laying down too, like in a bed or something. You can line your cocks up better," he added, knowingly. As if in emphasis, Dean told Kieran to stop and lay on the shower floor so he did and Dean lined up on him, lowered his crotch and went back to it. From there Dean could move his butt all over the place and he did just that causing Kieran to moan and hold onto the smaller boy's butt. I have to say that it looked like fun, it looked hot, and I wanted to try it. Kieran moved his legs and put his feet flat on the shower floor and I could see right off that he did it for leverage. He started pushing back against Dean while he really worked Dean's small butt with both hands, pulling and pushing and moving him around. Kieran gripped the twin globes and kneaded them, pulling them apart and releasing them and giving Slits and me a glimpse at Dean's puckered butt hole as well as his balls and Kieran's bigger balls. "Dean likes doing this almost as much as getting fucked," Slits said next to me. "Do you think you and Kieran are gonna keep doing stuff together; after this weekend I mean?" I didn't know but hoped so and told Kenji that. Slits said he hoped so and also hoped that we could all do stuff together. "I want Kieran to fuck me too, if that's okay with you." I told him it was up to Kieran but I was okay with it. "Oh fuck I'm cumming again," Dean moaned and I thought I heard the same thing come out of Kieran's mouth too. Dean's head fell onto Kieran's chest and I could see my friend's eyes closed tightly and he was panting heavily and I just knew that he was cumming too. Slits and I watched as things slowed down and finally stopped, Dean just laying on Kieran and panting. Kieran's hands were still on the smaller boys' back and butt, gently rubbing. "Fuck I'm hungry again," Slits said and rubbed his flat belly. That statement seemed to be a reminder to the rest of us that we hadn't eaten for a while. Dean got off of Kieran and stood up, his cock still hard but softening rapidly. Kieran was much the same as he too stood up. They got the water going, quickly washed and rinsed and we all got out and dried off. "That was pretty interesting Kellen," my best friend said, "You have to try it." "With you," I asked with a grin. "Who else," he retorted. We finished drying off, hung the towels up and headed downstairs to eat. It was weird wandering around my house naked with 3 other boys. I'd done it by myself on occasion but that was different. Dean commented on it too so I knew it wasn't just me that felt that way. As we came down the stairs we agreed on spaghetti so in the kitchen I pulled the spaghetti sauce out of the fridge along with a foil wrapped loaf of garlic bread. I had Kieran pull a large pot from one of the cupboards and Dean get a package of spaghetti from the pantry. Within 5 minutes the sauce and pasta water were on the stove, the oven was heating with the bread inside it. We stood around and made small talk, the kind of stuff that boys typically talk about. I kept looking at Kieran's crotch and admiring his cock and low hanging balls. I was amazed at how hot my best friend looked and how much I looked forward to doing more boy sex with him including getting fucked by him. It wasn't that I had ever given getting fucked any thought prior to that morning but now that it was on the table I realized that it was something what I wanted and not from Slits or Dean but specifically Kieran. Oh sure, I would let the other boys fuck me just as I would probably fuck Dean if it were offered but that didn't match the importance that Kieran's fucking me did. At one point Kieran caught me looking at him. He winked and pursed his lips in a kiss at me, neither of our friends witnessing it. Buddy came in and of course had to stick his cold nose in whatever crotch was available. "Why do they do that," Dean asked as he covered himself up. "They go for anything that smells rotten," Kieran said. "Fuck you," Dean retorted. "Nope, I'm saving myself for Kellen," my best friend said then leaned over and hugged me. I turned my head and looked at him. "I'll remember that," I said, my own grin splitting my face. "I'm counting on it," he said without missing a beat. "Ooooh that's gonna be fun to watch," Slits added. The timer went off signaling that the pasta was done so I got up and went to the stove. "Careful, don't get any drops on your naked body Kellen it'll hurt like a son of a bitch," Dean said. I gave him a look, turned the element off and stirred the sauce. I had already put the strainer in the sink so using hot pads I got the pan to the sink and, like mom had taught me, poured away from me causing the splatter to go to the back of the sink. Once it was done I poured it back into the pan then ladled some sauce into it and stirred it in coating all the spaghetti real well. "Somebody get the table set," I called out. I put the pan of spaghetti on the drain board, turned the heat off on the sauce and put it next to the spaghetti then opened the oven and pulled out the foil wrapped log of garlic bread and put it on the wood cutting board. It had been cut lengthwise and buttered so I whacked it into 2 inch chunks and set it on the table. "Dish it up," I said and we did. We sat around the table, 4 naked teenaged boys doing one of the things that teenage boys love to do; eat heartily. "Fuck, I forgot milk," I said and jumped up. I snagged 4 glasses, holding them with my fingers, grabbed a half gallon of milk and set them on the table where they were immediately snatched up. We went about eating the first serving with little talk but once our basic hunger was satisfied and started a second serving we chatted about the usual things. Eventually it came around to sex. "Are you guys gonna fuck each other," Dean asked. Kieran looked at me then Dean. "Maybe; do you want a commitment or something Dean," Kieran said, not a little sarcastically. "Just askin," Dean said in defense. "I wonder what it would be like to get fucked while I'm fucking someone," Slits said and got a few head nods. We spent the next few minutes discussing various sexual endeavors and options one of which was all of us sucking each other at the same time. Another was having all of us shoot our cum on one person like we had done to Dean. There were plenty of other suggestions. "Well," Kieran finally said, "we got plenty of time to try all kinds of shit you guys." "That's true but right now I'm stuffed and just wanna rest," Slits said and got a round of agreement. We got everything cleaned up and put away then went out to our back yard to lay naked in the shade under a huge oak tree. The grass was cool on our bodies, something we all commented on. "This is so cool doing this naked," Dean observed and in a rare moment Kieran agreed with him without sarcasm. We lay there in the late afternoon sun, 4 naked boys with not a care in the world and nothing better to do than what we were doing right then. I drifted off and assumed that my friends had done so as well. I woke up to the feeling of my cock being sucked and opened my eyes to see my best friend bobbing his head on my boner. "He's finally awake," Slits said the went back to sucking on Kieran while Dean sucked on Slits "Let's move so I can have Kellen suck my cock," Dean said. We all had to move a little bit and soon Dean's little pecker was in my face begging to hide itself in my mouth, which I obliged it. Dean's cock was so easy to suck on because I was smaller than Kenji's or Kieran's boners. I imagined that it would be like sucking on a little boy, which I guess in a way he was. So I just lay there and did my job. I licked on Dean's balls a little bit too figuring that since I liked my balls having stuff done to them that he would as well. I also played with his butt a little bit and discovered that I kind of liked a boys butt but I can't explain what it was I liked about it. It was pretty neat laying in my back yard, naked, a boys cock in my mouth and my cock in a boys mouth. There was a very slight breeze that rustled the leave but mostly sounds of sucking grunting and panting were what I heard. I liked it. Kieran was working my cock and playing with my balls and letting a single finger move up along that seam of flesh to my hole. I felt like I really want him to play with my butthole. I couldn't believe how sensitive it was and how good it had felt when Slits was washing it in the shower. I remembered that he said something about putting his mouth there and I wondered what that would feel like. I found out about a minute later. I felt Kieran moving his body and at the same time pulling me toward him. I helped him out by sliding my lower half in his direction while keeping Dean's cock in my mouth. I felt Kieran move between my legs and lick on the underside of my balls, all the while both hands were squeezing and pulling at my but cheeks. I felt him tug on my hip, encouraging me to roll more toward my belly then his body moved again and he started licking up my crotched to my hole. My belly was full of butterflies wondering if my friend was actually going to put his tongue in there and lick my butt hole, and hoping that he would. He did. The intensity of the new feelings that ripped through my body caused me to gasp out loud. Kieran had my butt cheeks pried open like a walnut and was licking my butt hole muscle like it was his last meal. I found it very difficult to continue sucking Dean's cock, or doing anything for that matter. I told Kieran to move, which he did, then rolled onto my back, pulled my legs back and offered myself to him again. My best friend wasted not one second but went right back to it and I swear to god, the feelings were more intense than before. I got lost in a fog of hotness and registered Dean running off. Slits came over and proceeded to hold my legs back for Kieran, allowing him even better access to my hole and allowing him to focus his energy on it. He licked all around the hole, pushing the tip of his tongue at the hole itself as if trying to force it inside of me. He licked all the way from the hole to my balls and licked around the underside of the smooth sensitive sac, then licked along the seam of flesh back to my hole and went back to working it. I could hear Kieran moan right along with me which told me that he was getting off just as much as I was. I reached down and put my hands on my butt cheeks and pulled them even farther open, not that they could go any further. I registered that Dean had come back and when I looked, saw that he had brought the bottle of Vaseline and a towel. I wondered briefly if I was going to get fucked right there on the lawn then decided that I wanted to get fucked right there on the lawn. Actually I just wanted to get fucked, the lawn part of it was only incidental. I didn't want to waste precious time or precious hotness on tramping upstairs to the bedroom. Kieran's face was pressed into me so hard and so far that it would have been impossible for him to get any closer. He kept right on licking and slurping and working me and I kept getting hotter and hotter. I sort of saw my friend roll onto his side then Dean was at his waist slathering Kieran's cock with Vaseline. I was going to get fucked. Kieran was going to put his fat cock into my asshole and fuck me. I had a brief moment of panic but then another wave of incredible feeling shot out from my butt hole and kicked the butterflies right out of the way. "Gotta get him ready first," Kenji said and a second later I felt my hole penetrated by a finger. It began moving in and out of me, fucking my tight little hole. Kieran came around beside me and bent down and kissed me. I threw my arms around his neck and crammed my mouth against his, rammed my tongue into his mouth and moaned loudly. I felt Dean hit a spot in my butt that made me break the kiss and gasp. Kieran's face was right there though. "I really want to fuck you Kellen," he whispered, his voice thick with lust. "I, I, I know," I stuttered, "and I want you to Kieran, really bad I want you to fuck me." And I did. There was nothing in the world right at that moment that I wanted or needed more than having my ass fucked hard by my best friend. Not Kenji, not Dean, but Kieran, only Kieran. I felt my hole get stretched further as Dean forced another finger up my butt. Kieran and I went back to kissing for about a minute as Dean fucked my butt with his fingers. Finally Kieran asked if I was ready and I nodded my head. He rubbed his head against mine tenderly and as he did he whispered in my ear. "I love you so much Kellen." My heart went crazy. Kieran said he loved me. I had known it of course, or at least, I was pretty sure that he did but that wasn't something boys said to each other, at least not boys I knew. Kieran kissed my ear then moved away and took his place at the other end. "Get into position," Slits said, "And when Dean pulls his fingers out push your cock head in then just stop. Let Kellen adjust to having your boner inside his ass." Then to me he said, "Fuck Kellen you look more like Slits than I do." Indeed I watched my best friend get into position through eyes that were barely open. My eyes shot wide open a moment later when Dean's fingers came out of my hole and Kieran's fat cock head went in. "Fuck'n ouch," I yelled. "Relax and breathe," Kenji said soothingly. "Push down Kellen," Dean added, "Like you're trying to take a shit." "Looks fucking hot though," Kenji said, "Kieran's cock in your skinny little ass Kellen." "It sure does. Makes me want to have Kenji fuck me again," Dean added, stroking his raging hard boner. "Well it sure is tight on my cock, I'll say that," Kieran said, "and it does look really hot having my cock sticking out of you Kellen." I was glad that everybody else thought so buy it took me a little longer to be impressed with it. I finally told Kieran to go ahead and that being said my friend began to insert inch after inch of his fat cock into my hole, stretching it even further and I have to say, it started to feel good almost immediately. Kieran moved his cock in and out of my butt in a slow steady pace. He stayed on his knees and held my legs back as he did it. He spent the first part of the time watching his cock and I guess he was in awe of what he was doing and was watching to make sure he was dreaming or something. I kinda wanted to see too but that was impossible. "Wanna suck on a cock while Kieran fucks you Kellen," Slits asked and I nodded my head. He straddled my chest and leaned forward and offered me his dick which I took in my mouth right away. Kenji gently fucked my face and Kieran picked up pace in my butt then I felt a mouth on my cock, sucking me off. I don't know how else I can say it was the most exciting and hot and fun experience I'd ever had but it was. It went on for a couple of minutes then Slits pulled away and rolled off of me. "We need to let Kieran fuck you good and proper," the Asian boy said, and Dean agreed then moved away as well. Kieran didn't need to ask what our friends meant, he just put his arms under my legs and leaned forward putting his hands on the bed. It rolled butt up higher and put him above me we could see each other's faces. Kieran didn't say a word he just started to fuck me only now he meant it. "Fuck that looks so hot from back here," Dean said and of course Kenji went to look too. "Fuck'n A," Slits said as he stroked his own boner. Dean put his hand down there and felt around. Kieran slowed down but didn't stop so that Dean could explore and I have to say it felt really good. I wanted to feel too so reached between us. Kieran pulled farther out and just fucked his cock into me a little bit so I could feel everything. When I pulled my hand away my lover went back to it. "Fuck me good and hard Kieran," I moaned and he did as I asked. "Oh man I need your cock in my asshole Kenji," Dean said. They started to get into position but Kenji said they should do it so that we could watch his cock as it fucked Dean's asshole. They got into position alongside of us but faced away. Kieran fucked me slower while we watched Slits get his cock up to Dean's hole then push it inside. Once there he did what Kieran had done then leaned forward. "Oh for fucks sake that's so hot you guys," Kieran said then started to fuck me harder. He was right; it was hot watching Kenji's cock go in and out of Dean's ass. His balls would hang in the air then push against Dean's ass then hang again. Every time he pulled out his butt cheeks opened and we could see Slit's puckered hole. I wanted to reach out and feel on Kenji's balls and I actually tried but they were out of reach. I focused my attention on Kieran, resting my hands on his forearms. My lover smiled down at me then pushed his cock all the way inside, moved his ass around a little bit then fucked my again. The feelings were incredible. He stopped fucking and leaned down and kissed me which was awesome, then went back to fucking me. "God Kieran this feels so good," I whimpered. "I love having your cock inside of me." He pumped a few more times then said, "I know, it's better than great for me too Kellen," he said in a soft voice. "Fucking you is amazingly cool and I could do it forever `cept I'm gonna cum before too long. Your hole is so tight on my cock it's unbelievable." "Oh fuck yeah Kenji, fuck me good and hard," Dean moaned, "fuck my little ass hard." Kenji had started to hammer Dean's ass and I wondered why it was his balls could take such a beating as they were and not hurt because they were really whacking Dean's butt. "You can fuck me harder too Kieran," I moaned. "It feels good when you slam into me." Kieran picked up speed and actually did begin slamming his cock into my ass. I could feel his balls smack against me as he fucked me and wondered the same thing as I had about Kenji. The only noise was the slapping sounds of 4 boys' bodies colliding and the moans of Dean and I. "I'm going to cum soon Kellen," Kieran groaned. "Fuck me to cumming Kieran," I said, mimicking what Dean had just said to Slits. "Fuck my little ass hard Kieran, you won't hurt me honest." My heart was slamming against my chest, I was panting like a race horse and I felt my balls start to tighten like they did when I was ready to cum. Kieran moved his hands farther up alongside me which let him lean down and kiss me while he kept fucking me hard. My arms went around his neck and held him tight as our tongues battled in one mouth and then the other. I couldn't get enough of him at either end. I wanted to be smothered in Kieran as if he were a liquid. When he stopped kissing me I reached between his arms and put my hands on his incredible ass and pulled him to me as he fucked me. And then, like it often times does, my sperm decided to squirt out. "Oh fuck Kieran I'm cumming I'm cumming fuck me harder oh fuck, fuck me harder." My entire body vibrated from that orgasm. It would be years before I felt anything quite like it. "Ooohhhh gaaaaaawd," I groaned. "Oh fuck; me too," my hot lover best friend moaned. He slammed his cock into me, held it there and moved his slender firm butt all over the place. I felt his cock thicken against my hole then the warmth of his sperm go inside of me. He went back to fucking me hard and fast, slamming his cock into me, slamming his balls against my butt and I swear to God I blacked out. "Kellen, Kellen," wake up. I opened my eyes and saw Kieran looking down at me a look of fear on his cute face. His cock was still hard inside of me. "Hey," I said weakly. "How long was I out?" "Not long, less than half a minute, at least I think," Kieran said. "I was kinda busy shooting my sperm up your ass and my eyes were closed part of the time." "Did you get to finish," I asked him with a grin. He leaned down and kissed me. Next to us Kenji called out that he was cumming and fucked harder into Dean's asshole. "Yeah I did and it was the most amazing thing ever Kellen. I really want you to fuck me too so can know what it's like." He started moving again, probably more out of habit than anything else. I asked him if he could get me on his lap and after a few minutes of maneuvering we were face to face, chest to chest and cock to asshole. We kissed heavily again, tongues battling each other. After we broke we just hugged each other. Kieran's hands moved up and down my back, onto my butt and underneath to explore where we were connected. I kissed and nibbled on his neck while I rubbed his back too. Next to us Kenji and Dean were slowing down. Kieran nuzzled his face alongside my head. "I love you so much Kellen," he breathed into my ear. "I have for a long time but this just makes it more real than it was. Thank you for being the best friend any boy could ever dream of." I felt like I was going to cry right then. I knew Kieran loved me but for him to say it like that just made my little heart swell. "God I love you Kenji," Dean said next to us in a soft voice. "I know Dean, I love you too," Slits said right back. It was my turn to make my own declaration and I did so, quietly in Kieran's ear. "I've loved you for years too Kieran. I can't think of any better way to say it than what we just did. Having you fuck me is like the top of the pole of showing somebody how much they love them. You're the best Kieran; nobody will ever take your place, not ever." He hugged me tightly and I felt dampness on my back as his tears fell. My own eyes finally let go as well and we just held each other for a good minute. We finally backed away and looked into each other's red rimmed eyes, acknowledging the tears, the intensity of the feelings and the moment. He kissed me and I pressed back, lost in the feelings of being held by my best friend in the whole world. Kieran remained hard inside of me so I finally pushed him back, readjusted my body and I fucked him, riding him like a bronco. After Kenji ate his sperm out of Dean's fresh fucked hole, Dean and Kenji joined us, Dean giving Kieran his cock and Kenji offering me his. I was only hesitant for a minute, knowing it had just been in Dean's butt hole, but I took it in my mouth anyway and sucked him while I fucked Kieran. I reached behind me and felt Kieran's balls, felt where his cock was going in my asshole and rubbed my fingers all around the rim. God this was so fucking great. It lasted a long time which shouldn't be a wonder since we'd both cum 3 or 4 times already that day. I lost count. But when I finally did shoot, and Kieran did it just as hot and exciting as when he fucked me. Afterwards we laid around until we all declared we were hungry and went back inside and reheated the spaghetti in the sauce finished it off. Of course Dean was particularly interested in how I'd felt about having my first fuck and wanted to know as many details as possible until Kieran asked him if he thought he was a reporter or something. "It's just that it's so much fun for me I always want to know how it was for everybody else." "Seriously Deano? How many other people have you had this discussion with," Kieran asked. "Okay, I'll shut up," the smaller boy said. Then he asked if I was going to fuck Kieran. One look from my friend stopped that part of the conversation cold. We decided to go take another shower since we were a little crusty after the fucking. We managed to get through it without playing and without anyone getting a boner. The sun was going down so we tromped downstairs and turned the TV on. We watched a couple of different shows, Kieran and me cuddled up on one end of our sofa with Slits and Dean at the other. Dean drifted off to sleep and I was kind of nodding a little too so we shut the TV off went upstairs. Kieran wanted to put the mattress back on my bed and Dean was too sleepy to offer a comment. I wondered what my friend was up to, knowing that something was going on. We got the bed half made then climbed on and snuggled up facing each other. Dean had already fallen asleep and Kenji didn't look far behind him. Kieran pulled my top leg over the top of his so that our cocks were touching as were our chests. Our arms were across each other's body, gently rubbing up and down. Our faces were inches apart. Kieran kissed me gently on the mouth. "Today was the best day of my life Kellen," he whispered as he rubbed down onto my butt. I kissed him. "I know; me too." "I wish," and he paused, "I wish we could stay just like this in time. I mean, the day, today, that the rest of our lives we would be this age and at this time. I want to be able to hold you and hug you and kiss you and have sex with whenever we want and not have to worry about hiding from people or being careful or anything. Just like we all were today, nobody watching us telling us what to do or not to do. Today was perfect, you made it perfect for me Kellen. I want it to go on forever." He kissed me again, this time a little longer and with a little more pressure. It was the longest speech I think Kieran had ever made and certainly the most revealing and emotional. I moved my hand and gently rubbed his cheek. Kieran closed his eyes as if doing so would allow him to feel more deeply. "I feel the same way Kieran," I whispered. "You know what? I've wanted to see you naked for a long time. I always wondered what you looked like down there. I've even jacked off thinking about doing stuff with you. When I finally saw your cock and your balls and stuff, I thought I was going to faint. I never thought of a boy's stuff as being beautiful but yours is, to me. You are so perfect a boy Kieran and I know you probably hate hearing it but it's true. I don't think I'm queer and I don't think you are either but being here like this with you makes me feel like I could spend the rest of my life with you, just like this." Kieran was probably thinking that this was the longest speech he'd ever heard me say. "You know what? Me too. Seeing you naked was almost like a dream come true. I've been jacking off thinking about you doing stuff with you for over a year. You're everything I ever dreamed that you would be." I was shocked but didn't have a lot of time to think about because Kieran put his mouth against mine and kissed me, and this time it was a wowee kind of kiss. Kieran opened his mouth against mine and pushed his tongue forward all the time his mouth was moving. His hand went to my butt and rubbed then went up between my legs from behind and found my balls. I gasped and pulled away from him then went back for more. I reached down between us and found Kieran's cock all hard and warm. I felt him up and began stroking him in and underhanded grip. We broke the kiss then kissed again, broke and went back broke and went back. I sucked on his tongue as if it was his cock and I heard him moan deep in his throat. I let it go then Kieran did the same to me. He pulled his hand back from behind me then moved my legs and went between us for my boner just like I had done to him. We were still kissing very heavily and I was getting hotter than a summer sidewalk. Kieran finally broke it and went for my neck, kissing and sucking gently. It tickled and felt good all at the same time. He then kissed my lips again and with our noses touching said, "I want you to love me Kellen, right now. I want to feel you inside of me, loving me with your hard cock." "Okay," I responded, my heart beating rapidly. "But not here Kellen. I don't want them to hear us or know about it, I want it to be special, just you and me. Can we go downstairs?" I told him we could. I called out to Slits but got no response and in the dim light it appeared that he too was sound asleep, cuddling up to Dean, which I thought was really cute. Kieran and I tip toed out of the room and down the stairs to the living room where Buddy greeted us with a thumping of his tail. We fell into each other's arms and began kissing again only now our arms were free and we had mobility. Both of us were moaning softly as we kissed, tongues battling each other. When we broke I went for Kieran's neck to suck and kiss causing him to moan and shiver. Our living room curtains were always open so the yard light could light up the room enough for us to see. "Fuck that feels good Kellen," he moaned. I dropped to my knees and took his boner in my mouth and started sucking him and playing with his balls. I loved sucking Kieran's cock and could do it forever except that he had a different idea. He pulled away and got down on the floor. "Let's do a 69 so I can suck you too." A second later we both had each other's cock in our mouths. I had a hand on Kieran's ass as we sucked, squeezing and rubbing it. His butt was so firm and felt so good in my hand it was amazing. Kieran was doing pretty much the same thing to and also playing with my balls. "Move so I can lick your hole Kellen," my friend commanded so I did, along with his direction and a second later I moaned loudly as he started licking me. It was like the first time, fucking incredible. I let him go at me for minute or so and told him to stop. "Why," he asked and I told him I wanted to lick him. Kieran rolled onto his back and pulled his legs back, opening his hole up for me. I put my face in and sniffed, then put my tongue against the puckered muscle and licked it a few times. "Fuck yeah Kellen, do it, lick my hole," Kieran moaned. Then I went to work. I found that I liked licking a hole as much as I liked having it done. I explored everything, took in all the different textures including the actually little hole itself. Kieran was moaning and telling me how good it felt and to keep going. I did for a couple minutes, grinding my rock hard cock into the carpet. Kieran finally let his legs down. "On man Kellen I'm ready for you," he said, his eyes barely open. "Go see if that slippery stuff is still on the kitchen counter where Dean left it. I got up quick walked to the kitchen and in the soft light from out back I saw the bottle on the counter. I went back into the living to see Kieran's legs back again and Buddy was lapping as his butthole. "Jeez Kieran, you dumped me already and for my dog?" I shooed Buddy away while Kieran said that he licked a mean asshole. "Do you want a finger first or just my cock?" "Just your cock Kellen, just your beautiful cock," he replied in a husky voice. I slathered my dick and then his hole and got into place. Kieran was holding his back for me so it was easy to get my cock up against his flesh. I pushed then pushed harder and my cock head slipped inside. It didn't feel a whole lot different than Slit's hole. "Oowww," Kieran said. "Did it hurt like that when I put my cock inside you?" I said I didn't know how bad his hole hurt. "Enough," he panted. I told him to breathe and push down just they had all told me. It took a minute or so but finally Kieran told me to put it all the way in. I watched as my cock disappeared inside my best friends' asshole, amazed at how it felt and how it worked and fully understanding why Kieran had done the same thing when he had fucked me. It was just plain interesting as all hell. Kieran's eyes were closed and one hand was absently playing with his cock which had gone about half way soft. In short order my hairs were touching Kieran's butt. "It's all the way in isn't?" I said that it was. "It's kind of uncomfortable," he opined. I said I knew that but it would get better real soon. That said I started fucking my best friend. I don't know if I can make my experience with Kieran any different than the others. Mostly it was because it was my best friend, a boy that I loved with all of heart and in every sense of the word. Like I said, I didn't think I was queer, I liked girls plenty and had jacked off plenty of times thinking about them. But I also knew that if right then, had I been presented with the choice of living the rest of my life with Kieran or with a girl I would have chosen Kieran in a heartbeat. Later on I would share that thought with Kieran which would make him tear up and with a shaky voice tell me he felt the same way. With all of those feelings going through my body I fucked him the best that I could. I fucked Kieran slowly but steadily. I wanted to hold off shooting my sperm as long as I could. I knew there would be other times but that one was the first and therefore the most special. "Oh gosh Kellen it really is starting to feel good. I like having you fuck me; I like having your cock inside of me." "It feels great to me too Kieran," I said in a deep voice as my balls went against his butt only to head back the other way. "Being inside you is better than being in Slits. I love being inside you." "Can you lean forward so maybe we can kiss and stuff?" I did as he asked and was close enough that he could raise his head and meet me and we kissed. When we broke it, we couldn't stay there long, Kieran lay back and watched my face just as I watched his. I loved seeing his face change as feeling shot through his body then relax. He had his silly Kieran grin plastered there when his face wasn't contorted in the pleasure pain expression. He put his hands up and rubbed gently on my cheeks, trailed a finger along my lips. I actually sucked on his finger for a second while I fucked him, reveling in the incredibly tender intimacy what we were sharing. "Oh my Kellen," he whispered, "What would I ever do without you in my life." Then his body contorted in pleasure. "Fuck me hard my sweet boy, fuck me good and hard and make me cum Kellen." We had been at it a good 5 minutes before my balls started giving off the telltale signs. It was like Kieran could read my body. "Me too Kellen; I'm getting close to cumming," he said. I began slamming into him, our bodies making a loud slapping noise in the otherwise quiet room. For a brief moment it felt like I was fucking in time with the big old grandfather clock in our hallway. Tick-in tock-out; tick-in tock-out. Kieran raised his upper body for a kiss and I plastered my mouth against his. He held my head as our mouths ground together and our tongues battled. I was fucking him as best I could, my balls smacking against his butt and then he grunted and broke the kiss. "Oh fuck oh god Kellen," he whimpered and his asshole clamped down on my cock and Kieran slammed his mouth back against mine, our teeth clattering together. His hole clamped on me again and I started squirting my sperm into him. I moaned though my mouth and into Kieran's and then I had to break the kiss in order to groan out loud. "OhmygodKieran," was about all I could say as my cock pulsed 4 or 5 times. I doubt each pulse had any sperm in it though. I think my poor balls were pretty well drained. It had been the most times that I had made sperm in one day. We continued took at each other with slitted eyes as I continued to work my cock in and out of Kieran's body, loving every thrust. Of course things finally slowed down and I stopped, my waist pressed against his so that I could get as much of my cock inside him as possible. We lay there panting, not saying anything while our bodies wound down. "Lay on me Kellen," my sweet lover said quietly. I let his legs down then lay my weight on him, resting my head on his shoulder. Kieran held me, held my head, rubbed my hair and kissed me on the forehead a few times. "That was the most amazing thing ever Kellen. I think it was even more amazing than me fucking you. You made me feel loved and not just fucked. You made me feel like I was the most special and most important person in the world to you." "You are Kieran. Upstairs you said you wanted me to love you and that's what I was doing. It wasn't just fucking for me, it was loving; making love I guess adults say. You are the most important person in my whole world." I hugged him and he hugged me back. I could feel my cock softening and so could Kieran. "It's going to come out Kellen," he said and giggled from the feelings of my dick shrinking. I giggled and then my dick practically shot out of him like a watermelon seed pinched between a thumb and finger. We both laughed harder. Kieran rolled me onto our sides and we kissed again only it was little kisses; little thank you kisses with some lip sucking and tugging thrown in for good measure. "I love you so much I could just cry sometimes Kellen," my best friend whispered. "I can't imagine life without you in it. You mean so, so much to me." "I know Kieran; believe me I know how you feel." We fell asleep in each other's arms right there on the floor. I woke up a few hours later to the clock chiming midnight. It was cold and Kieran's skin was cold. I gently woke him. "Come on K, let's go upstairs to bed. We boys had sex in every conceivable configuration over the weekend. Everybody fucked everybody else but none of it was as sweet or meant as much as that night on the living room floor. At one point on Saturday morning Dean asked if we had gotten married in the night or something because we were acting like love birds, which I guess we were. "Come on Beano, don't you and Kenji feel that way sometimes," I asked. Both he and Kenji blushed but nodded their heads. "Okay, so you're not the only ones, okay." By Saturday evening all of us had sore balls and the last time we tried to get something going nobody could even get a boner that was worth a damn and I couldn't get one at all. We had fucked ourselves out. Of course by noon on Sunday we'd recuperated and went back at it with a vengeance. We even pissed all over each other out on the float and even Dean admitted that it was fun and would do it again. Slits and Dean headed home about 10 Monday morning after a rousing all boy cock suck and jerk off. Kieran hung around for awhile and we sat on our porch swing cuddling and making out, mostly just kissing which we both really liked a lot. "Do we have time for another fuck before your parents get home Kellen?" I told him I thought so and then my parents car pulled into the driveway. Kieran kissed me real quick and said "I guess not". We welcomed my parents home and even mom greeted Kieran warmly. Dad took their luggage upstairs to their room while mom sort of wandered around the house, checking it out to make sure it was alright without trying to look like that was what she was doing. Dad came downstairs and said I needed to open the windows in my room because it smelled like boy. As an adult I would learn that having sex repeatedly in a room stunk it up pretty good. I told him okay and he said now would be a good time to do that. Little did I realize that he didn't want me to be embarrassed if my mom had smelled it for she would have known too. Kieran and I went up and opened all of the windows in my room and in the process I found the tube of Vaseline sitting on my desk. It hadn't been there before because Slits had been looking for it and couldn't find it. That meant my father had found it and put it on my desk. The whole thing did not escape Kieran's attention either. I wondered how that was going to play out. When dad came home from work on Wednesday he came up to my room where I was running my train and handed me a brown bag. "This is a much better product than Vaseline," he said with a slight grin. I got beet red. "Open it," he said so I did and found a tube of KY jelly. I got redder. He put his arm around my shoulders. "Look son, it's pretty normal boy behavior, believe me every father knows that. It's between you and me, nothing your mother needs to know about. Okay?" I nodded my head then hugged him tightly. "You're the best, dad." He rubbed my back and hugged me tightly. "So are you son, so are you." About a month later he came to my room one Sunday evening after Kieran had spent the entire weekend. Of course we had sex, a lot but did it quietly, or as quietly as possible. "Your mother senses a major change in Kieran son. Has anything happened that you need to talk about?" "No," I said shaking my head, "I don't think so. Why" "He just seems more settled down. Your mother thinks he might have a girlfriend." I blushed heavily and my dad caught it of course. He looked at me, cocked his head slightly. He knew. I knew that he knew and he knew I knew it. "Okay then, so, a couple of important things son. Make sure that you pay very close attention to your shower hygiene. Also, I think it's time for you start doing all your own laundry. Your mother doesn't need absolute proof that you aren't her little boy anymore." That said he kissed me on the forehead, ruffled my hair and said he loved me and left the room. Until then my mom had always done my laundry so of course I wondered if she had seen any stains on the sheets from that long weekend. About every 3 months I'd find a brown paper bag in my underwear drawer with a new tube of KY jelly. When I turned 16 he added condoms to the bag. My father was an amazing man and like most boys I didn't really realize or understand that until I was an adult then even more so when I had my own boys. Another interesting thing was that my mom stopped bad mouthing Kieran, not that it was really bad mouthing but the negative comments stopped. I also noticed that when Kieran was at our house, which was practically every weekend, both of my parents' interaction with us was pretty limited, like they were giving us our own space. I never knew whether or not my mom knew what was going on, if dad ever told her, but I don't think so. I think he honored the "just us guys" code. When we wanted to spend the night at the pond and mom worried about the weather or that we spent so much time out there my dad intervened and simply asked her to let us be boys. In fact when Slits and Dean spent the weekend too he almost forced us to camp out. Kieran and I kept up an intense love affair for over a year and a half during which we professed our love for each other over and over, many times with tears streaming down our faces. We learned to let our emotions and tears flow as they may and while I can't speak for Kieran it went a long way toward allowing me to emotionally real with my future wife. We both knew that it would end soon; we were heading for high school. We took each moment when we could. We shared the fucking duties, taking turns so it was pretty balanced but Kieran said he still loved me fucking him the best. I figured out later that it was the ultimate intimacy for a boy who very little of it in his childhood from anyone except me. We began to drift apart in high school although we still tried to hang out when we could. I was headed for academics and college and Kieran more the trades and possibly the military. I fucked him for the last time on his 15th birthday. We hadn't done it for over a month and we both seemed to know that it was the last time. He fucked me first then I fucked him and we fell asleep naked and cuddled up together. We got together with Dean and Kenji quite a bit in the first 6 months after that weekend but they too drifted apart, from us and from each other. As predicted; Kieran went into the military, specifically the Marines. Viet Nam was heating up and Kieran signed up the day he turned 18. I begged him not to. "I have to Kellen. You know I don't have anything else going for me. You're getting scholarships up the ass and you're going to be a big shot. I got nothing but a laborers job in this town so I'd have to move to the city and what does a country boy like me know about the big city. I been talking to the recruiters. I can learn a trade in the Marines; even go to college if I want to and they'll pay for it all. Hell I could even make a career out of it if I wanted to. It's a good deal for me Kellen." I knew he was right but I was so afraid that I'd lose him, that he'd be killed. We wrote infrequently but Kieran looked me up about 3 years later. I was at the state university and came down stairs from my room in the dorm because I had a visitor and low and behold it was Kieran. He had changed dramatically. He was wearing his dress uniform with a handful of medals and goddamn did he look sharp but his eyes, his beautiful eyes, looked haunted. He was walking with cane and limped toward me, a slight smile breaking out on face. He was no longer a smooth faced boy but a man, a man of the world, a soldier and his eyes as well as the limp told me I could never even dream about the things he'd seen and done. We hugged tightly, almost like the lovers that we once were. We didn't pat each other's back like guys do either, we just flat ass fucking hugged tightly. I asked what happened and he said he took 2 shots in the thigh. We talked, went out to dinner and talked some more. His tour would be up in 9 months and he was debating on whether or not to re-up. He was wearing sergeant's stripes so could pretty much get stationed almost wherever he wanted. I asked about college and the trainings he'd had and he shook his head. "I can kill, that's about it. College; I don't think so really. I'm not sure I could even sit in a classroom any more. I'm seriously considering the Marines as a career Kellen. Despite the wounds it's been pretty good to me. I've been asked to consider the military police as a career field." He laughed. "Imagine that, me, a cop." Kieran did re-up, did get into the military police then military intelligence. I graduated college went on to grad school and became a college professor of English Literature of all things, and a published author. I saw Kieran on leave another 3 years after that first time and he had changed again. He was much more bulky and it wasn't age and fat, he was all muscle. He told me he was a Master Sergeant, which I guess was a big deal and highly unusual for his age but he'd damn well earned it. And he had even more medals. We had a good visit and he said he was on his way to Germany to do some spy shit but wouldn't tell me any more than that. I never saw my best friend again. Kieran died in Germany 2 years later, killed in a freak accident, or so we were told. He had written me a few times and then called me once and alluded to some strange goings on that he was investigating. His body was buried in Germany. I found the grave some 10 years later on a trip to Europe with my wife. I cried my eyes out. I have a framed picture on my office desk at home. My mom took it on Thanksgiving after that fuck fest weekend. Kieran and I were solidly and totally in love with each and it shows in the picture. We're sitting on the sofa in the living room just looking at each other. My mom, bless her heart, every once in awhile would look at it on the shelf in my bedroom and say, "You know, if I didn't know better I'd say you boys were lovers." My dad only let the very edge of his mouth start to smile but remained silent.