Date: Mon, 14 Aug 2006 21:08:17 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jeffrey Uher <chefjlu@sbcglobal.net>
Subject: When I Knew I was Gay, Part 7

Disclaimer: If you are not yet 18 years of age or if it is
illegal to read materials of this kind where you live, then
please stop now. This story contains descriptions of sexual
activity between teenage boys and men. And is for adult eyes
only! The acts are consensual and are a result of their love
or lust for one another. This story is completely true, all
personal descriptions, and names have been changed to
protect people's identities and privacy.
I would love to hear from you, so write to me about your
experiences.



I'm a 5' 9", teddy bear, dark blonde hair, fairly hairy, 6"
cut, low-hangers with blue-gray eyes, and mid-forties now. I
have kept a journal since I was quite young of my
adventures, as well I have a photographic memory and can
recall past events with great clarity. These are the
continuing adventures as I entered into junior high.



In school that week we were all assigned a large science
project with partners. Luckily my usual partner was paired
with me. Paul was one of my best friends, our families went
to the same church, they had a large farm and were
originally from Norway. I went to his house a lot after
school riding the bus to his house and sometimes after
church when I would sleep over. Near their farm lived a
couple of other friends and we would all get together and
play in the barn or help out on the farm having a lot of
fun. He had an older brother and sister and one younger
brother and they all had bright blonde hair and blue eyes.

It was fun being at the farm and helping to milk the cows
and riding around on the tractors. His mom always fixed a
big breakfast in the morning and to many we were almost like
brothers, right down to my blonde hair and blue eyes. Being
that they were very European in attitude they were more
relaxed about sex and discussing the breeding of the cows
and such. I had seen cows being impregnated artificially and
having his father explain the procedure. The same about
other farm animals they had also.

As Paul and I got started on the project we decided I should
go home with him tonight and we could set up everything for
the project in a corner of the barn. Our project was to
nurture an egg from fertilization to hatching and record the
necessary conditions for this to happen. We knew his father
would help us with it and it was one of the reasons the
teacher gave us this particular project. She knew we would
put the time into it that would make it interesting to
everyone.

At lunch I called my mother from the office and explained
the project and that I needed some overnight clothes. She
said she would call his mom and that we could walk to the
house and she would drive us to the farm later. So
everything was all set and I was excited since I hadn't been
up to Paul's since early in the summer. As lunch ended I ran
into Peter and told him what I was doing and that we would
have to postpone his tutoring until tomorrow. He appeared
disappointed and I told him that Paul and I were good
friends and maybe in the future he could come up to the
farm.

The day at school finally ended and we were headed to my
house talking about what we wanted for breakfast in the
morning. At the house my mom had packed me a small bag with
clothes and said as soon as dad got home she would take us
to Paul's house. She needed to see his mom about something
they were working on for the church anyway so this worked
out fine. About thirty minutes at the house and dad pulled
in. Mom told him what was up and off we went.

When we got to his house his mom was sitting out on the
porch and waved as we pulled in. She yelled to Paul's older
brother something in Norwegian and Paul and I headed up to
his room to drop my duffle bag. I noticed his brother
straightening his room and Paul asked him what was up. He
replied that their mom suggested he let his youngest brother
stay in his room tonight so Paul and I had the other bedroom
to ourselves. Paul said that would be great, although it
didn't appear that his brother was quite so happy. As we
went into his room Paul chuckled a bit and told me his
brother was real pain to sleep in the same bed with. He
kicked and tossed and turned all night. You wake up with
bruises from him he laughed.

I said I didn't want to cause any problems, get me a
sleeping bag and I'll sleep on the floor. He said "no way";
his mother would throw a fit once she found out. Besides it
would be nice to have his brother out of the room for a
night. We went out to find his dad and explain what we
needed to do. He was out in the milking parlor cleaning up
things and preparing to bring the cows in. He said he had
just the thing and once the cows were milked he would help
set things up. In the meantime we needed to head over their
neighbor's farm and get ourselves several eggs. Tell Mr.
Todd what we were doing and he probably had a manual that
would describe and help us with incubating an egg. (The
Todd's owned a chicken farm where they raised chicken's for
a local supermarket. They also had a few egg laying chickens
for themselves and others around the area.)

Soon nighttime came and after setting up the project and
laying out our progress sheets we headed to bed. We were
just crawling into bed when Paul's older brother walked into
the room. John was 10 years older than Paul and I had never
paid much attention to him because of that, but this time I
couldn't help but take notice. He was only wearing a pair of
light blue mini-briefs that hardly contained his cock. The
material was so thin I could see his cock and balls through
it. When he turned to close the door quietly those mini
briefs barely held in his butt cheeks. I noticed a patch of
dark blonde hair on his lower back and when he turned again
I saw his chest and stomach were covered in the same medium
dark blonde hair. He was tanned everywhere, I couldn't
detect any pale skin on him. I felt my cock hardening and
got under the covers to hide it. He sat down at the desk by
the window and said his dad had told him to see if there was
anything he could do to help us. He had done the same
project in school when he was our age.

I couldn't help but check out John. I had seen him working
around the farm shirtless many times but was more into
having fun at that time. Now I noticed how muscular John was
and how tall he was, almost 6' 4". His muscles weren't
unnatural, but were naturally built from the hard work
around the farm. Unlike Paul, John had curly blonde hair and
a great smile. His skin was smooth and it hardly looked like
he shaved. He exuded a natural sexuality about him and was
very comfortable sitting there in just these little mini
briefs. I couldn't help but get a hard-on!

I came out of my "fog" as Paul immediately replied, "Yes!"
Give us your notes and anything you still have. He replied
he would try to find them, but wasn't sure if he still had
them. What he did have was a book that explained the
process. We said that didn't matter Mr. Todd had given us a
book about incubating eggs. Just the same John said we
should check it out. I saw John reach down and scratch at
his balls and immediately brought his fingers to his nose
and smelled at them. I chuckled inside noticing again how
guys always seem to scratch their balls or ass and smell
their fingers.

As John sat there he began asking us how school was and what
was going on now. He talked about when he was our age and
what he did. He asked about our teachers and which ones we
liked better and soon Paul told him we were tired and needed
to get to sleep. He said no problem and stood to leave the
room. He was a handsome man I thought to myself and noticed
that it appeared his cock had gotten bigger since he came in
the room. I wasn't really sure of that, it was probably just
wishful thinking. Before he left he asked if we wanted to be
woken up by him in the morning. Paul said that would be
fine.

After he left Paul laughed and said something about John
trying to avoid the abuse he was about to receive in trying
to sleep. We talked about the project a bit more and we
trailed off to sleep. At least I thought so. After a few
minutes I heard Paul breathing more loudly than I had ever
noticed. I peered over to his bed and could see that he was
beating his cock. In the darkened room I could see his
covers pushed down to his knees or so and his right hand
moving up and down his hard cock. I couldn't see a lot of
detail, but could distinctly make out his cock stroking. I
watched intently trying to make out details as I could. As I
heard his breathing become more labored I knew he was gonna
shoot his load. In a few moments I heard him moan and saw he
stopped stroking as he shot his load.

I could smell the odor of cum in the air and watched as he
pulled the covers up and went to sleep. I remained awake and
was determined to go to the bathroom and beat off. After
about ten minutes and listening to Paul breathing in a
measured rhythm I headed to the bathroom. Once inside I
closed the door but forgot to lock it. I dropped my shorts
and since I was already hard starting stroking my cock. I
hadn't been at for only a minute or so when the door came
open and in walked John stark naked and sporting a hard on
sticking up against his stomach. He was scratching his ass
with his right hand and covering his mouth as he yawned.

He looked at me a bit startled saying he didn't know I was
in the bathroom. Then he noticed my hard cock, I had stopped
stroking and tried to cover myself. He laughed and said he
could see I was having the same problem he was having. I
blushed in embarrassment and could feel my cock softening.
He asked who was causing my blue balls and I didn't really
understand. He leaned against a small chest facing me and
said it was okay, a guy has to relieve himself from time to
time. I first said it wasn't anyone in particular and he
chuckled saying something about when you first get
interested in girls you pop boners all the time.

He said since we were both in need why didn't we just beat
off together. There was no real intention on his part make
it a buddy session, at least it came across that way. I also
knew John dated a girl at church and everyone said once they
completed college they were going to get married. John
reached down and stroked his cock a couple of times to get
it hard again as it had softened some and was hanging heavy
between his legs. I guess I was staring a bit too much when
he walked over to me and said it was okay to help out a
friend. I tentatively reached for his cock feeling the heat
and inhaling the odor of his crotch. I felt my cock getting
hard again as I assessed John's cock. It was probably about
7" long and just thick enough for my hand to wrap around it.
His pubic hair was the same golden color as his chest and
got thicker as it grew between and down his legs.

He kneeled down next to the toilet and tickled my balls
causing me to open my legs. Next thing I knew he leaned into
my crotch and engulfed my cock in his mouth laying a heavy
coating of saliva on my cock. He pulled off and began
stroking my cock with his left hand. I was in ecstasy and
moaning when he whispered I needed to be quiet or Paul and
Andy would wake up. I reached down into his crotch to find
his cock he lay on his back and lightly pulled me down on
his chest with my legs straddling his chest. He leaned up
and engulfed my cock sucking up and down on it several
times. I felt a rush to my crotch and realized I was near
cumming. I pulled back and grabbed his cock pushing it into
my mouth. I went wild for a moment pushing it into my throat
and pulling back licking at the head like an ice cream cone.
He was leaking a bunch of pre-cum and it tasted delicious.

He had his forearm covering his mouth to muffle his moans
when I felt his legs tense. He didn't say anything but I
soon felt his cock spasm and tasted his cum in my mouth.
When he stopped shooting he lifted me up and pulled my cock
to his mouth giving me a blowjob I have never forgotten. He
sucked, he slathered, he licked at my balls and all the
while he was fingering my ass. Just as I felt the first wave
of my orgasm hit he pushed his finger into my ass deeply and
rubbed inside causing the most intense cum I had ever had. I
was covered on my pubes and waist with my cum so I stood to
clean myself up. When I looked back at him he was sniffing
at that finger he had shoved up my ass.

I went over to get my shorts and before I got them pulled on
he grabbed my left leg and pulled me down on top of him. He
said that was a lot of fun and he hadn't done anything like
that since he was Paul's and my age. Carol (his girlfriend)
was saving herself for marriage so the most she would do was
jack him off. Maybe we could do this again next time I was
at the house. Also, don't talk about it with other people we
needed to keep this a secret. He kissed me on the forehead
and stood up, pulling me up and we went back to bed.


John was up at 6am and poked his head in to wake us up. Paul
jumped out of bed and I could see he had a hard-on tenting
his briefs. He didn't really hide it and when I got out of
bed I too had a hard-on pushing at my shorts. He laughed and
told me that for the past two months he always woke up with
a hard-on pointing at mine and saying it appeared I had the
same problem. I remarked I did but it usually went down
after I took a piss. His brother was coming out of the
bathroom as we were heading in. He was totally naked and I
admired his body. I also noticed how he was tanned
everywhere. As Paul walked through the door of the bathroom
he pulled off his briefs giving me a good look at his pale
white ass. I had seen Paul's cock before as we swam at the
lake a lot. His cock was about the same size as mine, maybe
a bit thinner and surrounded with white blonde pubic hair.

When I closed the bathroom door Paul was stepping into the
shower. He had the water running but I could see by his
silhouette on the shower curtain that he was jacking off. As
I went to piss I mentioned I could see him jerking off. It
didn't stop him, as a matter of fact he pulled the curtain
back part-way and jerked on his cock for anyone to see. My
cock which had softened was now back at attention and he
asked why I didn't join him. I leaned against the wall
across from him and began jerking on my cock and within a
couple of minutes we both shot our loads.

He finished his shower and left the water on for me. We
finished up in the shower and headed down for breakfast.
We'd help in the barn for a bit before the bus arrived and
took us to school. I was in the milk collection room wiping
down things when John came in. He was dressed in bib
overalls with no shirt as it was warm in the barn. I asked
him if Andy beat him up much and he smiled remarking things
were fine until he kicked him in the balls. All guys know
how much that hurts and I couldn't help but laugh, glad it
wasn't me. He walked by me and tapped me on the back of my
head and said, "it wasn't that funny!" When he did this I
caught a whiff of his sweat when he lifted his arm. Boy was
I glad we heard the bus honk to pick us up because I could
feel my cock hardening.

Paul and I got on the bus and sat in back. Once we were
underway Paul grabbed at my crotch and asked what had given
me a hard-on. I grabbed at his and asked what was making him
hard. He got quiet for a second before saying he heard John
and I in the bathroom last night. I didn't say a thing and
felt myself blush. He asked what we had been doing. I told
Paul that John had walked in on me when I was going to the
bathroom and we just got to talking about nothing in
particular. He seemed to believe me and left it at that.

At school Peter was waiting for me at my locker. He was
excited about his earlier pop quiz he had in math and
scoring an 89 on it. I was excited for him also and told him
he was making some good progress. He wanted to get together
after school today and do some more work. I told him we were
already scheduled for a study room in the library at 2:30.
He asked about lunch and I said fine, John and a couple of
other guys were joining me today just find us and I'll
introduce you to them.

He quickly leaned into my locker and gave me a quick kiss. I
told him to be careful, someone would see us. He said he
didn't care and I replied yes he did. We didn't need to
broadcast ourselves across the junior high. Peter went to
his locker and as I pulled back out of my locker to close
the door I found Rob leaning against the locker next to
mine. He whispered to me that he needed some help and I was
just the guy to help him. It had an ominous sound to it and
I asked what he was talking about. He smirked and reached
down to grab at his crotch and said, "you know what I mean.
Now let's go find a private place!"

I asked him again what he meant and he said he needed some
help relieving a load. I told him in a term of that time to,
"sit on it and rotate!" He asked if I wanted the whole
school to know I was a cocksucker! I told him he wouldn't
dare and he replied yes he would. I said what about what
people would think of him letting a guy suck his cock. He
said he'd risk it since it wasn't him doing the sucking and
besides he explain he took me up on a bet! I couldn't risk
him telling everyone and said fine let's go into the gym
bathroom. There were no gym classes the first two periods
and no one would be in there.

Once we were in the bathroom area he pushed me into the end
stall and pushed me down on the toilet. He unzipped his
pants and pulled out his half-hard cock. He slapped it
against my face a couple times and told me to open up. He
shoved his cock into my mouth and told me to suck on it! He
crotch smelled clean like soap with only a hint of sweat.
After a couple of minutes of moving his cock in and out of
my mouth while a sucked on his cock he pulled out and pushed
my face into his balls telling me to lick his balls. They
tasted a bit of sweat and smelled clean like his pubic hair.
He must have just taken a shower before coming to school. He
pulled back and pushed his cock back into my mouth just
leaving it in my mouth while a slithered my tongue around
the head and tasted his pre-cum.

I reached out to grab onto his waist while I continued
giving him a blowjob and noticed he had pushed his pants to
the floor. When I pulled off his cock for a moment I noticed
he wasn't wearing any underwear and was using his left foot
to remove his loafer and slip his foot out of his pants. He
reached down and pushed my head back to his balls and told
me to suck on his balls. I sucked on each one, one at a time
when he pulled away and grabbed my forehead tilting my head
back. He looked down and said, "now you little faggot it's
time to lick some ass! I cleaned it up nice for you, so
enjoy!" He turned around and bent over slightly grabbing
hold of the top of the stall door presenting me his ass.

I had to admit he had a sweet looking ass with short red
curly hair covering his ass cheeks and leading to an ass
crack filled with long soft red hair ringlets that was thick
around his pink asshole. His ass smelled clean as he had
said but it also had built up a bit of sweat from riding the
bus to school. I leaned down and took a sniff of his ass
before licking out at his ass cheeks. Rob was impatient and
reached back grabbing the back of my head and forcing my
face into his ass crack. I licked out at his ass crack and
was delighted with the clean taste of sweat. I licked up and
down his crack before zeroing in on this ass hole.

I tentatively licked at his hole and not tasting anything
offensive pushed my lips against his hole and kissed it
hard. As I pointed my tongue and speared at his ass hole I
felt him tense up and then push back harder against my face.
I continued licking and nipping at his ass hole when I felt
it relax and allow me to stick my tongue up his ass! He
moaned loudly and I heard him say, "oh yeah! Do that again!
Stick that tongue up my ass!" I stuck my tongue out to lick
up his ass crack when he began moving his ass up and down
dragging my tongue through his ass crack as my head stayed
still. I pulled back a moment when his reply was, "you're
not done yet! Get back in there and lick my asshole!"

Instead I used my thumbs to massage to outside rim of his
asshole and to slowly pull his hole open. I had his asshole
pulled open and licked at his hole. He let go of the door
and reached back to pull his ass cheeks wider apart allowing
me to get in deeper. I could hear his raspy breathing and
under his breath I could hear him rambling about how good it
felt. He reached back and grabbed my head again and pulled
harder than ever grinding my face into his ass. When I went
back to tongue fucking his asshole I reached through his
legs and began fondling his balls and cock. It was a steady
stream of "fuck yeah!", "keep licking my hole!", "suck on my
ass!", "I've never felt anything like this!" and more.

Finally I pulled out of his ass and slid off the toilet so I
could lick and suck on his balls. I licked and nipped on the
root of his cock between his balls and asshole and I
actually thought he began crying. I began fingering his
asshole and turned my head to take his cock into my mouth.
He began fucking his cock into my mouth and I gagged a
couple of times because of its length. I pushed my finger
into his ass and tried to imitate what John did to me last
night. He groaned loudly and began shooting his cum into my
mouth. When he finished shooting he grabbed his cock and
wiped it on my face before stepping into and pulling up his
pants. I hadn't realized that I had shot off already
covering my left ankle with my cum.

I sat up on the toilet again and was straightening my
clothes when Rob said he now understood what was so great
about getting your ass licked. We'd have to repeat it again
sometime and then he stepped out of the stall. As I was
leaving the locker room I ran into the basketball team
coach. He asked what I was doing and I said I was looking
for the gym teacher to discuss my offer to help ref some of
the intramural games. He said the gym teacher had told him
about that and he thought it was great! If I needed any help
let him know.

I wasn't happy about being "blackmailed" by Rob and was
trying to figure out how to get out of the situation. I
didn't want everyone to know I was a cocksucker but knew
this had to stop. Rob really didn't have anything to lose by
telling someone, while I had a lot to lose. For the rest of
the day I ran the scenarios through my head and was close to
what I thought would work. After my last class I headed to
the library to meet Peter and was both startled and elated
by the big kiss he planted on me when we got in the study
room. He gave me a big hug and I felt so safe in his arms.
He sensed something was wrong and asked what it was. I
didn't know how much I should tell him but knew I needed to
tell him something...?..!

He then asked me how I knew I liked to suck cock. I told him
an abbreviated story about Juan and he said something about
how people are just born what they are. That's why it is
okay with him that there are guys who are homos. That's just
what they are. He then looked at me and said that if anyone
bothered me or hassled me to tell him and he would set them
straight. I asked him what he meant and he told that was why
he beat up some of the people he beat up. While we were
shooting baskets Kyle came over from across the street. He
knew Rob and they nodded their hellos.

Kyle then asked me if I had shown Rob our secret stash of
magazines. Rob perked up and asked what magazines. I said we
had some girlie magazines hidden and he reacted with a shrug
and a "big deal" he'd seen Playboy and Penthouse before.
Kyle said "wait a minute; he has more that just Playboy or
Penthouse. He's got fuck magazines!" Rob's eyes lit up and
he said he wanted to see them. Kyle went and got some of
them and when Rob saw the first one I could see his cock
harden in his pants. He asked where I had gotten these and I
told him how Kyle had a cousin they got some from and how
someone else stole some from his brother's collection. Kyle
was really into looking at the magazines and had his cock
out jacking on it when Rob pulled his cock out and was
jerking on his when he looked at me and shook his cock in an
attempt to get me to come over and suck it.

I moved over to Rob and before I did anything I asked him if
he was going to behave and he replied yes. What about Kyle?
I said I wasn't sure what he would do but that we got along
well. I hadn't been licking and sucking on Rob's cock for
even a minute when Kyle came over and began licking and
sucking on Rob's cock as well. After a few minutes he sat
back up and said he had always wanted to do that since he
saw Rob in the showers after gym class last year. Rob just
looked at him with some surprise and Kyle went back to
sucking on Rob's cock.

I moved over to Kyle and got between his legs to get at his
cock. I began sucking on his hard cock and was quickly
rewarded with his load of cum. He let go of Rob's cock and
sheepishly asked if I would lick his ass. Rob looked towards
me with raised eyebrows and I could tell he was wondering if
I really was going to lick Kyle's ass. I didn't say anything
I just got on my knees behind Kyle who was now on his hands
and knees and back sucking on Rob's cock. I massaged his ass
cheeks rubbing them with my hands and pulling his ass open
getting a nice smell of sweat and musk. His ass was perfect
with a covering of soft short blond hair on it. At the base
of his back he had thicker growth of pale sun-bleached hair
growing above his waist then narrowing trailing down into
the crack of his ass. When I spread his cheeks open wide I
noticed the thickening hair growing around his ass hole was
darker and surrounding a cherry red ass hole.

I couldn't resist, I dove into his ass and kissed that sweet
hole lightly sticking my tongue out to taste his ass. It was
salty sweet and quite damp from his sweat. Kyle always
seemed to have sweat marks in the armpits of his shirts and
along back down into his pants when he was worked up and
sweating. I worked my way up and down his crack and savored
the smell as well as the taste of his ass. I reached down
and lightly palmed his balls which were hanging down loose
between his legs. I leaned back to take another look at his
beautiful ass and saw Rob looking at me with a big grin on
his face. He whispered towards me that he was next to get
his ass licked. I didn't reply I just returned to Kyle's ass
and licking at his hole feeling it relax and open, almost
like a flower.


I moved back in after fingering his hole softly using my
thumbs to pull it open and stuck my tongue as far up into
his hole as possible. He pushed back against my face and let
out a cry of pleasure that surprised both Rob and me! He was
panting for breath and asked me to do it again. "That felt
incredible! Stick your tongue up my ass again!" He was
almost demanding the attention which I was more than willing
to give. I moved my hand off of his balls and began stroking
his cock as I continued to chew on his ass and tongue fuck
him. I said he was cumming and as I shoved my tongue back
into his ass hole deeply I felt his hole spasm on my tongue,
squeezing shut and opening up as he again shot one of his 8
or 9 shot loads. I fell back and was ready for a rest when
Rob announced it was his turn!


He said he had heard of guys who licked guys asses but had
never had it done. He was gonna find out what was so special
about it. He stood up and pulled his pants off before
straddling my head and squatting his ass down over my face.
Oh what a sight; that long cock sticking straight out, his
balls hanging down and his furry ass slowly splitting open
as he squatted down on my face! It was such a turn-on I
began beating my meat as I moved to nip at the root of his
cock between his balls and ass. When I reached his ass hole
it was embedded in his crack which was filled with red curly
hair. His ass smelled rich of musk and mustiness with a bit
of sweat. The taste was sweet and I began licking up to the
top of his crack a few times before zeroing back in on his
ass hole. When I kissed at his hole and pushed with my
tongue I tasted a slight bitterness and after my encounter
with his piss earlier in the day realized I was tasting a
small bit of shit. That turned me off and I pushed his ass
away from my face!


He knelt on one knee and looked down at me asking what was
wrong. When I said he needed to clean his ass up better
after taking a shit he looked at me like what did I expect
when I licked a shit hole. Kyle laughed some and called him
a pig; didn't his mommy teach him how to wipe his ass? Rob
looked like he wanted to deck Kyle but thought better of it
and pulled his pants up and sat back down with a dejected
look on his face. I straightened myself up as did Kyle who
said he was going home and would see us in school tomorrow.
Once Kyle left Rob apologized and said he was sorry. I asked
for what, and he replied about his ass being dirty. He said
he was gonna walk home, which was at least 5 miles if not
more and I said no he could wait until my dad got home.

As we sat waiting he looked over at me and said he thought I
was a real cool guy, even if I was a homo. I said I thought
he was nicer than I first thought but he would probably have
more friends if he was nicer to people. My mind still didn't
get the rough exterior attitude and the overly apologetic
attitude when he did something wrong. I heard my dad pull in
the driveway and we went to get dad to drive him home. When
we got to his house he asked us to just let him out on the
road which dad did. He said he'd see me tomorrow in school.
On the way home dad asked how we had met he wasn't like my
other friends. I said it was through the tutor program and
my dad just replied with a "that makes sense." I explained a
bit about his father and the family life and my dad replied
that was too bad. Hopefully he could get out from it soon
and it didn't ruin his life.


Junior High was certainly fun!
Next Barry returns at Thanksgiving...