WITH A CLICK OF A MOUSE
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CHAPTER 5
(SOMETHING I NEED)
Kyle's cell phone rang at 3:30 am and that woke us up, it was his mum, she was frantic, and was crying profusely, but we couldn't make out what she was saying. Kyle started to panic, but I took the phone from him and told his mom we'd be right there.
I dropped the call and Kyle was beside me crying, I held his face in my hands and said:
"Kyle, we both don't know what's happening, get dressed and I'll go get my dad and we'll see what the problem is, ok?"
I had to patient with him, but I also needed to be firm in order for him to get dressed.
I put on a shorts and t-shirt and ran downstairs to my dad's room, I knocked loudly which caused my parents to wake up, I informed my dad that something happened to Kyle's dad, but I don't know what it is and that we need to get over there immediately.
My dad took his car keys and told me that he would meet us downstairs. I ran back upstairs to find Kyle sitting on the bed, crying.
I took him in my arms and kissed him on the cheek and whispered:
"Whatever this is, we will get through it together" "I'm right here, I've always been and I'm not going anywhere"
I pulled him by the hand and told him we needed to go.
We got into the car, and my dad started driving, luckily it's only down the road. When we got there we saw paramedics and blue lights flashing. My dad pulled up and Kyle bolted out of the car.
I followed closely behind him, and caught up just as the paramedics were taking his dad out on the stretcher.
My parents went ahead to go and speak to his mom, Kyle at this point was erratic, he couldn't even breathe properly so bad his sobs were.
His mum was in no better a state either, but she had my mom and dad there to offer a hand of comfort.
The paramedics loaded his dad in the back of the ambulance and asked Kyle's mom if she would drive with them, or follow behind.
She opted for the ambulance and my folks advised that we would follow.
The drive to the hospital was a very somber one, I held onto Kyle for dear life, while trying to calm him down. My dad did a good job of staying with the ambulance and we reached the hospital within 15 minutes.
We pulled up just as Kyle's dad was being taken out of the ambulance.
There was a hive of activity around his dad with doctors and nurses all standing around him, and after he was stabilized they whisked him away.
My mom and dad went over to Kyle's mom to enquire what happened.
She advised that he got up to go to the bathroom, but when he reached the door, he grabbed his chest and fell to the floor.
She started sobbing after that, but both my mom and dad was there to comfort her.
As much as I was concerned for Kyle's dad, Kyle was not doing too well either.
We went up to the waiting room of the ICU (Intensive Care Unit), Kyle was still crying. I held on to him with every fiber of my being.
Suddenly he went limp and I called out to my dad.
My dad hurried over to us, and called for a doctor.
The nurses were there in a flash and took Kyle away on a stretcher. I followed closely behind them.
Kyle was taken into a spare room close by, the doctors tried to remove me, but I held my ground and told them, I'm not going anywhere.
The doctor called for an orderly to remove me from the room, and when my dad saw this he stepped in and explained things to the orderly and informed him that I was not going to be any trouble, but I needed to be in the room.
I stood in a corner while the doctors and nurses were examining Kyle.
It was confirmed that Kyle had an anxiety attack brought on by the stress of his father's condition.
They gave him a sedative and told me that he would be sleeping for a few hours. I was not to disturb him or else I would be removed from the room.
I nodded in confirmation, and took a seat next to Kyle's bed and held his hand.
After a few hours, I saw my dad at Kyle's bedroom window, signaling me to come outside. He informed me that Kyle's dad was in a very critical state and that every moment from here on out would be a crucial one.
There were two conditions that Kyle's dad was suffering with. The 1st would be a Stage 4 Malignant (Cancerous) Brain Tumor on his Frontal Lobe in his skull, the 2nd was that his dad had a Pulmonary Embolism (Travelling Blood Clot) which caused a blockage and prevented blood from moving to and from the heart. This caused significant damage to the brain, due to a lack of oxygen as his dad was medically dead for 8 minutes prior to the paramedics arriving at their home.
I went totally cold as I knew this was definitely not good. My dad informed me that the 1st surgery went well and that the blood clot was removed, but now they needed to wait a few hours before they can go back in to see if they can remove the tumor.
He also advised that the MRI (Magnetic Resonance Imaging) that was taken of Kyle's dad showed swelling of the brain, and that was the reason they had to wait to see if the medication they were giving him could counter act the swelling.
"Law I'm telling you all of this because I need you to be strong for Kyle. His going to need you now more than ever, I spoke to his mom, and we agreed that you can tell Kyle what is happening with his dad. Just articulate it in a manner he can understand" my dad said.
"Yes dad" I replied
I went back into Kyle's room and took hold of his hand once more, slowly he started waking up and he asked me what happened to him. I explained to him what the doctor said and then he asked about his dad.
"Kyle, what I'm about to tell you won't be good, but I want you to promise me that you won't freak out, I will tell you everything I know and explain it as best as I can, but I need you to be calm." I stated
He confirmed and agreed that he understood and will remain calm. I told him what my dad had told me and he broke down crying. At that point my heart was breaking for him, but I remained calm and strong for him.
72 HOURS LATER
Kyle was kept for observation as he was still having anxiety attacks. He had to be fed intravenously via a drip because he was not holding down his food. My parents were at Laura's (Kyle's mom) side the entire time and periodically checked in on Kyle.
His mum was going through a difficult time; both her son and husband were in hospital, and when I saw her she looked like she was near breaking point.
Things weren't going so well with Kyle's dad, he was in a medically induced coma, but the swelling in his brain was not going down, and the position of the tumor made an operation impossible.
The doctors conveyed that with the way things are, he would only have 3 days left to live, as the tumor was caught too late, he would be woken up from the medically induced coma and that would take a few hours and then his family would have a chance to say goodbye.
I didn't have the heart, nor the stomach to convey such a grief stricken message to Kyle, and his mom said that she will tell him.
We all were in the room when Kyle was informed of this. He screamed when he heard the news and blacked out once more.
I sat at his bedside and held his hand, and for the first time in 4 days, everything just became too much for me, and I burst out into tears.
My dad was trying to calm me down and it helped some.
I cried silently for a few minutes, while I brushed the hair out of Kyle's face and started to think about what happened between us a few days earlier.
I'm losing my best friend, literally, and if I don't find something to bring him back, I will lose him permanently.
I started thinking about the look that he had in his eyes, and it is the same one I have now, I love him, I can't imagine my life without him and his slipping away from me.
Something that started out as an experiment between friends, turned into something more, something beautiful. I smiled to myself, he loves me, and one song came to mind and I started singing:
Ben Haenow – Something I Need
I had a dream the other night
About how we only get one life
Woke me up right after two
Stayed awake and stared at you
So I wouldn't lose my mind
And I had the week that came from hell
And yes I know that you can tell
But you're like the net under the ledge
When I go flying off the edge
You go flying off as well
And if we're only here once I wanna live with
You've got something I need
In this world full of people there's one loving me
And if we only here once (hey)
I wanna live with you (you, you, you)
You've got something I need
In this world full of people there's one loving me
And if we only here once (hey)
I wanna live with you (you, you)
He awoke in the middle of the song, and listened attentively to what I was singing. I looked deep into his eyes while singing the song to him.
Last night I think I drank too much
Call it our temporary crutch
With broken words I've tried to say
Honey don't you be afraid
If we've got nothing we've got us
And if we're only here once I wanna live with
You've got something I need
In this world full of people there's one loving me
And if we only here once (hey)
I wanna live with you (you, you, you)
I know that we're not the same
But I'm so damn glad that we made it
To this time, this time, now
You've got something I need
In this world full of people there's one loving me
And if we only here once
I wanna live with you, yeah
You've got something I need
In this world full of people there's one loving me
And if we only here once (hey)
I wanna live with you (you, you, you)
You've got something I need
In this world full of people there's one loving me
And if we only here once (hey)
I wanna live with you (you, you, you)
And if we only here once (hey)
I wanna live with you
And if we only here once
I wanna live with you
"I Love You" I Said
Kyle I'm not going to sugar coat the situation, its bad, it's very bad. These next few days will be the hardest that you will ever have to face in your life, but I'm right here with you, I'm not going anywhere. These past few days were a wakeup call for me, about just how short life can be, and if you are willing, I want you to be a part of mine. I will stand by you and your family in this time of despair, and you will come out of it, both you and your mom, because you have us as a pillar of strength. I love you and need you in my life, but I feel that you are slipping away from me, because of the situation you are in, you are on that ledge and I'm giving you my hand. The question is, will you take it?
He took my face into his hands, tears rolling down his cheeks and whispered:
"I love you" "I will take your hand"
Our lips met for a brief moment and we got startled when my dad made a coughing sound that got our attention.
Both of us were oblivious to the fact that our parents were still in the room, and saw our entire exchange. I turned to my dad and mom and said:
"Mom, dad, you know I don't have any secrets from you guys, and even I didn't know I felt this way about him, I've just come to the realization that this is who I am as a person. I don't know what the road ahead will hold for either of us, but I've always had your support, and if you can support us now, I know that whatever life throws at us in future, we will deal with it as a family"
My dad pulled me into a hug and said:
"I am proud to have you as my son; you will never have to worry about not having our support for anything. What we saw here were two young men, genuinely in love, and even at your age; I know that you know what love is. You have always shown that you a person of great character, integrity, honesty and strength and I love you for that"
"Thanks dad, I don't think I could survive this if I didn't have you guys in our corner" I stated
Mom, dad, Laura, can you give us a few minutes alone please? I asked.
They started leaving the room and I turned to Kyle.
"Kyle, I don't want your dad to see you this way, so I'm going to ask my dad if he can find out if you can be temporarily discharged, I will take you home, we can have a shower and get you changed. The doctors advised that it will still be an hour or so before your dad regains full consciousness, and I want you to be strong for him, remember he doesn't know about any of this and he will break down himself, but keep calm, and find comfort in the fact that I'm here with you"
I left the room to find my dad and ask him about what Kyle and myself have spoken about and a few minutes later he confirmed all was in order.
I asked my dad to drive us home and he agreed while my mom stayed with Laura.
When we arrived at my house, I told my dad that we would be an hour or so, and he conveyed that we could take our time as he wanted to check in with the office.
I took Kyle by the hand and led him upstairs.
We got to my room and I immediately took him straight into the bathroom and started undressing him, he was fragile and when I saw that, my heart immediately broke.
I directed him to the shower and we stepped in. I opened both nozzles and adjusted the water temperature. We started scrubbing down and I could see that he started to cry, I held him as tightly as I could, and in the process we sprung boners. He looked up at me, and said:
"I need you Law" "I need you now"
That was all he needed to say. I dropped to my knees took his boner into my hand, skinned his dick and brought my mouth closer to his tip. I started darting my tongue around his purple head for a few minutes and then engulfed his love pole. He let out a loud scream, which fortunately was drowned out by the running water. I moved in and out, teasing his purple head every so often. I wanted to take him as deep as I could, and it was a version of trial and error, but I figured out how to breathe through my nose and he deep throated me. He started moving with more urgency and grabbed my head and started face fucking me. He was careful enough not to hurt me, but he was driving home the prize with a jack hammer effect. I felt him swell inside me and he dispersed 3 good loads down my throat which I swallowed instantly. He nearly collapsed, but I held on to him. I brought him down to the shower floor, so that he could recover.
He looked deep into my eyes, and there was no need for words, because I could see what he was thinking, and I said:
"I Love You Too"
I managed to get him back on his feet a few minutes later, and he wanted to return the favor, but I stopped him and said:
"Loving someone does not mean that whenever they do something for you, they expect something in return". "You needed that"
We finished in the shower, dried and started to get dressed.
I took out black slacks, a burgundy red silk shirt and a pair of black Crocket and Jones slips in's for Kyle.
For myself, I got a pair of black slacks, a dark red pin stripe silk shirt and a pair of John Drakes.
He looked at my choice of clothing for us and asked:
"What's up with the formalities?"
To which I replied: "we need to look good every once in a while"
I called to Maria via the intercom to fix us something light as we would be down in a few minutes.
When we were dressed I dragged him by the hand back into the bathroom and stood him in front of the mirror. I applied some gel to his hair and styled it into spikes. He looked beautiful, and I told him as much.
I normally go with the bush look, but I applied some gel and just ruffled my hair, it automatically shot into a Tekken Fighter's hair style, which I thought looked cool.
I kissed him on the cheek and we made our way to my dad's study.
When my dad saw us he was speechless.
"Damn you boys look good" he said
"Thanks dad" I replied.
"Dad, I asked Maria to make us something light, you wanna join us for a quick bite?" I asked
`No thank you, you boys go ahead" he stated.
We made short order of the snack that Maria prepared for us and I informed my dad that we were ready to go.
The drive to the hospital was a pleasant one; I think it was spurred on by me humming:
"Ben Haenow – Something I Need"
Both Kyle and my dad took turns teasing me, I didn't mind, at least Kyle was in a good mood. He also started chatting a little bit more.
We reached the hospital and made our way up to the ICU Ward.
My mom was there waiting for us and informed us that Steven (Kyle's dad) had just woken up and that the doctors and Laura are telling him what his prognosis is.
After about an hour, Laura came out with tears running down her cheeks and informed Kyle that his father wanted to speak to him.
Kyle started gripping my hand tightly and I could see from the look in his eyes that he was not going to handle this well, and I asked Laura if it would be ok if I joined Kyle in the room, she confirmed that it was and I took Kyle by the hand and we went into the room.
As soon as Kyle saw his father, he started whimpering, but my grip tightened on his hand, and he fought through his own pain he had and put up a brave face.
We sat on a chair next to Steven's bed and he started speaking:
"Kyle, I've been so fortunate to have seen you grow for these twelve years, but God, has called me home, I would be watching over you, from time to time. I've worked hard and I can assure you that with regards to finances, you and your mom are taken care of, my only regret is that I will not see you grow, but I rest knowing the principles that both your mother and I have instilled in you, will flourish and turn you into the man I know you could be" "I love you son".
"Law, Kyle's mom has informed me that you love my son beyond friendship, I want you to take care of my boy for me. Help him and guide him, and give him the love he need and deserves, relationships are never easy, and there will be times that you will fight, but do me this one favor, never go to bed without rectifying the situation, because once you close your eyes, you might not open them again. I know it's a lot to absorb for a 12 year old, but I know you can comprehend what I'm trying to say, I love both you boys".
Kyle was in tears the entire time, but somehow managed to keep it together.
Soon after his father requested to speak to my parents and we left the room.
2 DAYS LATER
My parents advised me that Laura and Kyle would be moving in with us for the time being till Laura is a bit more settled.
Kyle was not handling things very well; I kept him shielded from all the symptoms his dad went through for the past 2 days. I arranged for him to have 2 hours with his dad on the final day, and then I asked my dad to drop us off at home, Kyle was angry with me, but I couldn't allow him to witness the last breath of life being blown from his dad's body.
Two hours later my dad texted me that Steven had passed on and I broke the news to Kyle as gently as I could. His eyes were blood shot red from all the crying his been doing over the past few hours.
I texted my dad not to interrupt us when they got back, as I wanted to see if I could calm down Kyle without giving him a sedative.
I laid with him on the bed; he looked at me and asked:
"Do you love me?"
"Of course I love you" I replied
"Then why didn't you allow me the last few hours with my dad" he stated
"Kyle, you in no position or state to witness such a thing, if you are felling angry, then hit me, punch me, bite or scratch me, I love you with every fibre of my being and I only want what's best for you, I don't know what you going through, but I can empathise with you" I replied.
He got on top of me and whispered:
"I could never hurt you, you are a part of me, hurting you would be the equivalent of hurting myself" he stated
And with that said, he started undressing me; slowly he undressed himself till we were both naked with him lying on top of me. He started kissing me vigorously, he positioned our dicks that they were on top of one another and started humping me like there was no tomorrow. I crossed my legs over his and wrapped my arms around his back. He went so wild with his humping that the bed posts started knocking against the wall. We were kissing wildly, with our sweat lubricating our bodies even further.
"More" "More" he kept saying
I moved my hands down to his ass and held on while he started humping even faster. We both screamed out and we orgasm'd simultaneously. I could feel our cum dripping on my stomach.
We stayed in that position for a good 5 minutes till he rolled off me.
He got his robe and opened the patio door and went outside onto the balcony.
I cleaned myself, got my robe and joined him.
He was looking up at the stars, tears rolling down his cheeks, I called out to him and he refused to acknowledge my gaze. I took his head into my hands and still he refused to look at me.
"Kyle, please talk to me" I said
"I'm sorry Lawrence" he said (that's the 1st time he used my full name)
He continued:
"You not a piece of meat that I use to get off, our love making is passionate, endearing, a form of art we use to show one another how much we care, what I just did was inexcusable. I rode you like a wild horse and you so much more than that to me"
"I won't patronise you, but I did get some enjoyment out of it as well, and well yeah, our love making isn't rough, but I'm here for the good, the bad and the ugly. You need to get whatever this is out of your system, and if I'm the punching bag or the wild horse, then so be it. You are my life and when you pain, I'm in pain." I stated
This time he returned my gaze and said:
"I love you, but I don't deserve you"
The end
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