Date: Mon, 2 Sep 2002 07:28:44 -0700 (PDT) From: G A Subject: lesbian ; first and only love 3 Six months had passed since we saw eachother last . We talke at least twice a month , we would talk for hour's about nothing and laugh about everything . Occassionally Kara would talk about her and Lisa , when she did she wasn't sure how much longer they would be together , that Lisa had started going out with her old friend's again , cancelling dates they had planned . "Maybe it's time to have a sit down and get it out in the open and find out what she want's " " I guess you are right Jenn , it hasn't been the same for either of us , I'm ready to call it quit's anyway ". Getting a big grinn " really , and what will you do with yourself ". "Enjoy my freedom to see who i want i guess , oh ,, i almost forgot what are you doing for your birhtday you know it's this month right along with christmas . I was wondering if you wanted to go skiiing wiht me and the folk's ". Kara asked , hopeing the answer is yes . " Um,, yeah i remember my own birthday , but I'm going to pass it's going to be hard enough having to go through the holiday's alone , but seeing you and your folks . It would make it worse . I haven't even put up a tree this year ". Her eye's starting to water thinking of her father . Hearing her friend get really quite " Jenn , you don't have to be alone you know , people still care about you including me , just think about it ok ." " Ok " . after saying their good bye's hanging up the phone . Work was going good sitting in her office overlooking the city hearing a knock on the door . Turning seeing her secretery " this was just delivered there was no card " . " Thank you Sarah , I'm about finished up here if you want to cut out early you can " Taking the flower from her one single white rose . " I will see you in the morning "Ms. Carter , have a good evening , I wonder who it's from" . " Your guess is as good as mine , it is lovely though , now off with you I know it's your anniversary today you and Jeff have a good evening". watching her rush from the room , thinking at least someone has found happiness. The rest of the month getting one more rose than the day before , asking the florist who is sending them , he wouldn't tell . With tomorrow being her birthday one more rose would be her age . Racking her brain trying to figure out who is sending them . Talking with Kara the night before her saying maybe they are from a addmirer. Watching the door all day not concentrating on work looking at the clock it reading six pm . No rose's today locking up the office door , heading home .Looking at her machine no new message's . Changing into her running clothe's , Stepping out the back sliding door hearing the surf hitting the jetty . Running along the beach seeing lover's walking along the beach kissing and holding hand's . Running her five mile's , feeling alittle better . Standing under the shower feeling the warm water washing away the daily grime . Seeing her scar's turning pink like they alway's did while taking a shower . Hearing the door bell ringing. Seeing Mike and Greg standing there letting them in dressed in her robe toweling her hair . "Get your ass dressed were going out and we aren't taking no for an answer". Putting on a pair of leather pant's , tight tee , and her favorite logger boot's . Fixing her hair and makeup yelling " where are we going anyway" . " out for your birthday silly where else " they both answered. Walking out into the living room " Damn sugar you look good enough to eat ". Smiling "well thank's at least I look good even if I don't want to go " Jenn snap'd back. ''You get your surprise later , we promise you will love it , it just hasn't arrived yet". Mike said Hoping in their car heading out of town toward's the strip club's " you guy's are the worst of friend's you know that " . "Come on at least act like you will have a good time". Mike talking with the guy at the door , then being showed to a table right up front . Watching the dancer's come and go , enjoying the view . The waitress tapping Jenn on the shoulder whispering in her ear " you are wanted up top the girls are wanting to give you , your birthday lap dance" . Looking over at Mike , him looking coy. "Um,, ok " following her upstair's , seeing six of the dancer's waiting all smilling at her . Taking a seat along the back wall , the music starting the first one starts her dance feeling her body come alive just as she is getting through . During the last dance the girl whispering in her ear . " hope you enjoyed it birhtday girl" her licking Jenn's ear ' come back soon , I'd love to give you more" looking into Jenn's eye's . Breathing hard " maybe next time ok " , getting up standing on wobbly leg's , feeling her pussy on fire . Walking down stair's seeing their table empty except for a vase full of white rose's seeing a card taking it out reading it " I want you I allway's have, Love Kara" turning around looking through the crowd seeing her leaning up against the bar . Both staring hard, breathing picking up , walking toward's eachother , hugging eachother kara pulling her in for the kiss that changed their live's. " Let's get out of here love " Kara whispered inot her ear gently biting the lobe. Moaning " Okkk". More to come later . Thanks' for all the support .