Date: Wed, 16 Jul 2003 17:43:16 EDT
From: LANGERSTHEBLUE@aol.com
Subject: nataleigh & i

So , I was a frigid lesbian was i ? These had been the parting words of  my
boyfriend after I had refused his blatantly unsubtle demands for sex . As you
can imagine it didnt exactly make me feel like given in , so I simply told him
to go fuck himself & stormed out of  his crappy 1 bedroomed  flat wishing I
had never agreed to go round there in the first place . Why is sex so important
anyway ? ok , so i must admit to enjoying the sensation between my legs ,
particular when stimulated against his muscular thigh , but all that other stuff .
. . . so messy , so dirty!
Nataleigh is an occasional friend of mine . We are both 18 and always bring
out the worst in each other in a crazy mad sort of way. Every now and then we
get together and go to the cinema or shopping and always promise not to leave
it so long next time . Of course we always do , and I had not seen her for a
month or so . The plan had beed to meet up with a mutual friend of ours , Amy ,
but she had cried off so it was just gonna be me and Nat .  Nothing else had
been arranged so as I headed round to her house I knew that it would be ok to
just maybe stay in & have some fun . What fun exactly I wasnt sure , but the
way I was feeling about earlier made me open to some vengeful ideas and deep
down i guess I was hoping Nat could be a part of that .
Nat was typically joyous at the sight of me as she opened the door and threw
her arms round me almost knocking me to the floor as she hugged me fiercely .
" crazy cow " I screamed and wrestled myself free from her , laughing
uncontollably as I did so .
" its so good to see you " she exclaimed " my baby . my baby  come with mummy
, come with mummy " and she grabbed my hand and lead me up the stairs to her
bedroom with such urgency that we nearly collided with her mum coming out of
the bathroom " hi Karen "
" hi mrs Thompson , bye mrs Thompson "
  So then we were there , in the bedroom , sitting on the bed , having fun .
She told me she had slept with her boyfriend for the first time and said it
was only memorable cos it hurt . I teasingly questioned whether he had found the
right hole and she screamed a painful cry and told me not to be such a dirty
bitch!
" only asking " I replied " I mean , but how would you know , it was your
first time? "
" cos it was , of course it was , i think i would have noticed you cheeky
mare " she said & with that she pushed me backwards onto the bed laughing
insanely as she did .
"oh my god ! you gonna do it to me now " i  laughingly shouted back
" in your dreams "
"how do you know about those ?" i teased
shocked , she could think of nothing to say , just had this wide open mouth
inane grin on her face . Still lying flat out on the bed with my arms stretced
above my head , I watched and held her gaze as she wondered how to reply .Five
, ten , fifteen seconds , still no reply and then , still silent , her eyes
slowly fell away from mine and instead came to rest on the cut of my buttoned
white  , flowery blouse .
" hey , stop staring " I said
" I wasn't , I was just . . . . . . "
" staring at my tits! "
" no , I wasnt " she said , clearly embarassed
" its  ok " I said , breaking the slightly awkward silence , " i mean , I
dont mind you looking at them , in fact , if you wanted to , I wouldnt mind you
touching them either , if you wanted to "
With that she quite literally leapt off the bed and stood there above me with
an even wider open mouth and an even more animated grin than before . I
couldnt help but laugh , but then , cos she didnt move and still didnt say anything
I let the smile drop and told her again that I  really didnt mind and with a
gesture with my eyes towards my breasts , suggested she come and see .
When again there was no response , i slowly closed my eyes and took in an
exagerated breath so that my chest rose and fell , giving her  what I hoped would
be , a temping view of my shape .
Nothing seemed to happen for an age , and then , once she had had time to
think about it , I felt the weight of her body coming back into contact with the
bed and I knew there was no going back . My breathing was already quickening
as I felt the first touch of her fingers on my neck , and then quickened some
more as she gently let them run to the neck of my blouse . The silence was
making the scene electric and I couldnt help but slightly draw my knees up ,
moving them apart as i did so , to release some of the heat building unconfortably
between my legs .
Gently , so gently she allowed her fingers to toy with , and then , at last ,
 to undo the loosely held buttons on my blouse . My breathing was becoming
more and more audible and my nipples harding as they longed for her touch , As
she traced the outline of my black silky bra I was suddenly filled with guilt
knowing this was a situation that I had deliberately allowed to happen purely
to get at my boyfriend . I opened my eyes and whispered to her
" Nat , you really dont have to do this , if you want to stop its ok "
Slowly she raised her gorgeous brown eyes to meet mine and  , as she did so ,
momentarily stopped the subtle movement of her fingers . She looked at me in
a way which gave no insight into her thoughts , just looked and looked and
looked until suddenly , with no words spoken , thrust her fingers underneath the
thin material which covered my soft   rounded breasts and enthusiastically
held and squeezed them with such energy that my eyes closed instantly and my legs
involuntary jerked themselves even further apart . God , I wanted her .
" Nat , im just goi . . . .  "
Her mother had just pushed open the bedroom door . Nat almost jumped away
from me and , flustered , returned to a sitting position on the bed .
" . . . . . Nat Im just . . . um just going out for a while "
I stayed where I was not daring to move or open my eyes ridiculouslyhoping
that somehow this would make me invisible .
" Ok mum " Nat replied , remarkably callmly " see you later then
" Ok , see you later then " and I heard the sound of the door closing
I opened my eyes ang pushed myself up onto my elbows . I looked at Nat with
concern , God this was all my fault .
" Nat , Im so so sorry " I said , my voice shaking with emotion
" You probably hate me . . . and Im just so so sorry , dont hate me please
dont hate me I coulndnt . . .  " as i tried to finish  , Nat silenced me by
gently pressing a finger against my lips and once again giving me that look and I
knew it was gonna happen .
Slowly , teasingly she rested her other hand against my shoulder , pushing me
back so I was once again laid vulnerable on her bed . Her hands returned to
by wanting breasts  as her moist soft lips pressed aginist my own .
Instinctively , I parted them and was almost suffocated by the immediate urgency of her
tongue . We wrestled , and fought in each others mouths , not daring or needing
to stop as our pulses raced and our juices flowed .
The way I was starting to pant , and , the way my lower body writhed , she
must have known cos in a second her hand was off my breast and in between my
thighs , roughly , unashamedly yanking my black silky  panties  to one side and .
. .  JESUS , pushing two rampaging fingers deep inside of me . Desparately ,
I tried to scream out for release  ,but she woulndt take her tongue from my
mouth . I started to panic , I couldnt breath , she must let go , but oh god at
the same time the feeling inside me as she thrust and thrust away faster and
faster , harder and harder , , stop , stop  . . . please dont ever stop , if im
gonna die then . . . . . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , she moved her mouth away just
in time as i screamed and screamed and screamed with pleasure . I threw my
arms around her and held her close , panting out how much I loved and would
always want her .
After a short while she whispered . . .  " so show me " and , dutifully I did

 Karen