Date: Wed, 24 Oct 2007 13:53:53 -0700 (PDT)
From: sonia lovette <sonialuvme@yahoo.com>
Subject: Ff chapter 9 "A day long past"

I appreciate all the people that send me emails. This story is dedicated to
you all.

I am still surprised that something that I thought was such an isolated
event and must surely have happened to anyone is so wide spread. I don't
know if it is right or wrong, I don't judge anyone or their tastes. I know
what I like to fantasies about and words never hurt anyone.

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A day long past.

I woke up in the morning and just lay there thinking about everything that
had been revealed to me in this short span of a few days. How I had become
this person. Almost unreal; how I had acted and the things I had
witnessed. I thought about other events in my life that previously I had
"forgotten" as inconsequential and one memory always came back to me.

I was around nine when our family went for summer vacation to our
grandparent's village. My grand father had passed away before I was even
born. My grand mother lived in the village with my uncle and his family and
their servants. My parents and my older siblings and me left early summer
for a weekend.

We arrived via train into the small station; there were my uncle and two of
my cousins, Jay who was 16 and his sister Asha who was 15, there to greet
us. They brought along a couple of their servants who took our bags and we
piled in their car.

Every one seemed really excited to see us, and everyone was talking all at
once. I just stared out the window to look at all the farms passing by. We
reached their house about twenty minutes later. It was huge; there was a
twelve foot high wall with huge doors that led into the courtyard where we
parked. The house itself was 3 stories with other buildings to the sides
where the servants lived and there was another place for some of the
cattle. There were chickens running around and kids following them and
adults yelling at them, very chaotic and lively place. I just stood to a
side watching when one of the female servants came over and shooed me
inside the house.

I was sat down on a stool and then the servant yelled at another female
servant, Sarsi, to come over. Sarsi brought with her a pitcher of water and
a bowl, she knelt in front of me and took of my shoes and put my feet in
the bowl and began to wash them. Sarsi is a big, short woman and as she
knelt before, it was hard to miss her massive chest with sweat glistening
on the skin and dripping in her cleavage. The cold water and her gentle
soft hands felt divine on my feet. When she was done she wiped my feet dry
and looked up and said that I should take better care of my feet and nails
before they turn into a goat's hoof. Her humor was beyond me as she spoke a
different dialect then what I understood and she kept saying things that I
didn't understand but which made her laugh the whole time. Afterwards she
told me to go in the house proper.

Passing though another set of carved wooden doors and I was inside the
"women's" section of the house. My aunt and my mom were sitting there and
my two cousins Asha and her older sister Dina, who was about 18. My mom
asked me to come up and give my aunt Hira a hug which I did, my aunt
smelled like cloves and flowers. She was a slim woman, in early 40's, fair
skinned with a generous smile and an upturned nose. Her daughters on the
other hand were both shorter then their mother dark skinned and voluptuous
with dark hair and almost looked like twins even though there was several
years' difference. Aunt Hira pulled me up on her lap and fed me some sweets
which made me like her even more. My grand mother was actually not in town
visiting some family. Later I found out that this was how my mother had
planned the trip. As we sat there, another car pulled in and my dad's
younger sister came in.

Aunt Sasha was twenty three and going to medical school. She had come in to
see all the family together. She was tall, and skinny on top and thick on
the bottom. She had short hair a sharp nose, she looked ok not pretty not
ugly but she had the most beautiful hands and fingers I have seen, long
thin with perfect nails. She came running up and hugged everyone even
me. She pinched my cheeks saying that I looked so cute in my pink frok
dress. I liked her instantly.

The grown ups all sat together talking so I was left alone to wander the
house. There weren't any kids my age, the next youngest being 15 and all
too grown up to hang out with me. I looked through most of the rooms and it
was obvious which ones were kids and which were parents. There was a small
sitting room that had the view to the courtyard where I could see all the
men sitting around talking and smoking.

Needless to say I was rather bored. I sat on the window sill watching the
clouds when I heard laughter from the door way. Aunt Sasha and cousin Asha
came in, Sasha said, there you are, we have been looking all over for
you. Apparently there was a big search for me as everyone was waiting for
lunch. Aunt Sasha picked me up and took me down stairs tickling me the
whole time and I was screaming/laughing bloody murder.

After lunch the older women took to the rooms for a nap, cousin Asha, Dina
along with my two older sisters went to their room for "girl stuff" and I
was left outside the room. So I made my way over to the same sitting room
again. Sasha was already there, lying down on the couch, eyes closed. I sat
on a chair opposite her and just kind of looked at her. She was wearing
lipstick, and some light makeup. I got up and moved to the window sill
again staring at the clouds.

I heard Aunt Sasha move in her sleep, I looked over to see her now laying
on her stomach, she was facing me but still asleep. She moved her legs for
a second and settled back down. I looked away. A few minutes later I heard
a small noise, when I looked over Sasha's eyes were still closed but her
body seemed to be moving slightly back and forth^Å. She must be having a
dream; I looked away again, this time watching the boys outside playing
their cricket game.

I heard a loud sigh/moan from Aunt Sasha and looked back to see her eyes
finally open though they looked misty, she must have had a nightmare, I
thought. I smiled at her and she smiled back. I asked her if she had a bad
dream, she said no it was a good dream. She then asked me to come over as
she sat up. She gave me a big hug and kissed my cheek. I hugged her
back. She then tickled me again but just for a second. Then kissed my cheek
again and said thank you^Å puzzling me.

As the adults were having tea I went outside. The boys were done with their
game and were going to ride bikes. I went with them around the small
village. Then a dog chased us and we all paddled away, being youngest I was
in the back, and I fell down trying to get away. The dog didn't come near
me but kept barking. I had scraped my knee but the worse thing was that I
had fallen in pile of horse manure and had ruined my clothes. I started to
cry and walk away. All the boys were long gone. I walked/cried all the way
back.

My uncle was the one who saw me first, he yelled for Sarsi and then for the
boys. Sarsi took me away. The boys were punished for leaving me
behind. Sarsi led me to the bathroom, I was still crying when she took my
dirty clothes off trying to calm me down with her talk that I didn't really
understand. She washed my legs and hands which were filthy, I had almost
stopped crying. She then had me hold my hair up with one hand and lift the
other arm and she washed my back and front, I had to pee but couldn't
really say anything at this point. Once washed, she picked me up still wet
and nude and took me to the bedroom. I remember thinking I was getting her
all wet, but I didn't care. I remember her hand cupping my ass cheek, her
index finger resting between my cheeks, but I didn't care. She put me on
the bed, and dried me. The front of her clothing was all wet from carrying
me, as she dried me again I was presented with her massive chest, this time
the cloth wet outlining her bra and her poking nipples. she continued her
talking and smiling as she dried me, I wondered why she didn't turn me
around to dry my back but reached around me, her wet clothing rubbing my
front, her buttons pressing against me, and then she had to dry my front
again. She put the towel around me and told me to wait for her to get some
clothes for me. I wondered if I should go and pee now before she came back.

As she left I heard her talking to some one, in her language, the other
person must have whispered because I didn't hear them, though even if I did
I wouldn't have understood them. So I stayed where I was. A few minutes
passed, and I noticed that my scrape had started to bleed slightly, and of
course it started to hurt. It wasn't Sarsi that came back but Sasha. As
soon as I saw her I started to cry again, she came up to me quickly and
hugged me and asked why I was crying. I showed her my knee. This was Aunt
Sasha's room. She went to a closet and got a med kit. She closed the bed
room door. She sat down on the bed, took my towel away and put it on the
bed and had me sit next to her on her right. I felt a little shy being
nude, but then she asked me if I am always this shy from my doctor. I
settled down.

She took my leg and placed it on her lap, which turned me towards her; she
gently wiped my blood and put a band aid on it. Her warm hand rested on my
thigh, as she asked me how I got the scratch, with hiccups I told her how
the whole thing had happened. She got a little concerned when I told her
about the manure, she told me she was going to clean the wound up so there
is no infection and that it was probably going to sting. She had me lay
down and close my eyes, she put the towel over my head. She took the band
aid off and cleaned the scratch causing me to hiss. she asked me to hold
steady, and when I couldn't used her right hand to grab my thigh, as her
left cleaned me I felt the back of her little finger against my lips, all
of sudden reminding me that I still hadn't peed. She cleaned me for several
minutes; I squirmed, causing her to shift her grip several times, rubbing
against me and causing me to squirm some more. She didn't say anything,
except kept cleaning and humming to herself. Finally she placed another
band aid on my knee. I felt her rock back and forth as she kept humming,
still holding my leg steady. Finally I asked her if I could go to the
bathroom when I couldn't hold it in anymore. She asked me why, as she
lifted the towel off my face and put it over my stomach and
thigh's. Blushing I told her I had to pee, she got this look on her face,
and she asked me if it was true or was I just going to cry some more. I
told her no, it's the truth. She got this grin on her face and then she
lowered her face towards me saying are you sure, are you sure; as she
started to tickle me. I laughed hysterically asking her to stop, which she
did, I ran, still nude, to the bathroom almost not making it.

I heard Sarsi come in the room and chat with Aunt Sasha and leave. I peeked
in the room and saw Aunt Sasha still sitting on the bed she had the towel
on her lap and my clothes sat on a chair, I walked out and got my clothes
and took them back in the bathroom. When I came out Aunt Sasha was gone.

I went to out to the main living room where all the women were
sitting. Aunt Hira hugged me and everyone was really nice. Aunt Sasha was
not here. I sat down with my cousins. Every one was talking so I just sat
there listening. Aunt Sasha eventually came in and sat and talked as well
until dinner time.

After dinner we all went for a walk. After the walk everyone sat and played
some games and talked some more. Aunt Sasha helped me with the games. At
bed time Aunt Hira had assigned rooms to everyone, Aunt Sasha picked me up
and said I could sleep with her as she tickled me. Laughing I agreed not
that it mattered what I thought.

She carried me to her room. Sarsi brought my night shirt. Aunt Sasha went
in the bathroom to change and Sarsi asked for my clothes so she can put
them in the laundry pile and started to undress me. She quickly finished,
pinched my butt and put my night shirt on. She pinched my bottom again
laughing all the time; she must have forgotten my panties. She then knocked
on the bathroom and went in to pick up Aunt Sasha's clothes that were in
the shower. She was in there for more then five minutes, which was odd but
maybe my Aunt needed help with washing her hair. They both came out
together, Sarsi leaving the room quickly and Aunt Sasha walked over to the
bed where I was already under covers.

She was wearing a white sleeping dress that came to her mid thighs. She had
very muscular thighs. The top of her dress was slightly wet and clung to
her chest, her black nipples were poking out, I couldn't look away. She
shook her head spraying me with water. We both laughed. She then sat on her
dressing table and dried her hair and combed them. I just looked at her the
whole time and she just smiled. She noticed me looking at her legs and she
asked me if I liked them. I blushed but asked her how they got so
muscular. She told me that she played soccer when in college and now just
works out. She then got up came closer and flexed her legs for me; I was
mesmerized by how they rippled. She told me that I could touch them if I
wanted, which I did. It felt like stone and I loved the way when she would
loosen them and they were soft and then hard. She then grabbed a bottle of
lotion and started to moisturize. I asked her why she did that, and she
told me that after she shaves her legs they get dry, another revelation for
me. She asked me if I wanted to help. Of course I did, as she rubbed her
left leg I did her right one, a few seconds later she stopped and sat down
on the bed, her legs still hanging down. She told me that I could be a
professional moisturizer and asked if I mind doing both her legs. Of course
I wanted to; no one had actually ever asked me to do something before let
alone tell me I was good at it. So very diligently I rubbed lotion on both
her legs, she lay down and directed me so as not to miss any part. It did
feel funny to rub her upper thighs all the way until I felt her panties but
she kept saying how well I did so I kept at it. She then flopped over and I
did the back feeling her tight muscles all the way to the curve of her
ass. Before I could go any further she stopped me and thanked me. When I
got in the bed she kissed me on the cheeks and hugged me and we fell asleep
spooning.

It must have been about four in the morning when I woke up, feeling
trapped. I had shifted during sleep so that I was now sleeping on my
stomach and I Aunt Sasha's arm draped over me. What had woken me was her
right leg that had come up over me pushing my night shirt to my back. I
could feel her lace panties tickling my bum as her heavy thigh straddled my
ass and lower back. I tried to move her leg but it was too heavy. She must
have started dreaming again because her rocking started pushing her panties
against me, my breath whooshing out with every push of her body. It started
slow but got faster quickly. I could hear her fast breath against my
ear. All of a sudden she went rigid, her panties and thigh squishing
me. Then her body seemed to relax. Her thigh was still over me and now I
thought I felt a little cold wetness on my ass. I tried squirming some more
and finally she shifted her leg to lie next to me. I fell back asleep.

When I woke the next morning Aunt Sasha was already gone. I lay in bed
until I heard the door open and then I closed my eyes still pretending to
sleep not wanting to get out of the nice cozy bed. It was Sarsi, she called
my name to wake me but I kept my eyes closed. She moved the covers off me,
and then I realized that my shirt was still over my back and that I must be
mooning her. I felt her hand on my bum, as she pushed me and called my name
again. I still pretended to sleep, her hand moved away. I thought she was
going to leave but instead I felt her breath on my bum, I can still
remember the goose bumps it caused all over my body. Then she kissed my
bum, and now I really stayed still. Then I felt a wet lick on my ass crack
before she bit my bum and I shrieked and she laughed.  She picked me up and
took me to the bathroom, still laughing. She had me brush and use the
toilet and then she changed my clothes again. She had brought a new dress
for me a yellow with large white flowers. Once I had changed she combed my
hair, pinched my cheek and said some thing, she kissed my lips and smacked
my bum shooing me out the door for breakfast.

The rest of the day went by quickly as I was led to the local fair along
with all the kids. When we returned in the late afternoon; we were all so
tired. Every one went to freshen up. I went up to Aunt Sasha's room with a
change of clothes and went to the bathroom to shower, as I was undressing
there was knock on the door, it was Sarsi come to give me a bath. I opened
the door and she stepped in and closed the door behind her. She sat me in
the tub and started the water running. She poured water over me then put
shampoo in my hair. She had me close my eyes so that soap wouldn't get in
them then she soaped up my face and shoulders, my chest and back were
next. Then she stopped for a minute or so, I thought I heard the sound of
clothing being moved around. It was getting hard for me to keep my eyes
shut. Then she was back soaping up my bum and legs. She moved me around
back and forth, and in circles so I just felt dizzy, having my eyes closed
made it worse. She was only using one hand now and that's why it took her
so long to soap up my legs both front and back. She even cleaned me between
the legs but when she did this she didn't move me around so that felt
better. I heard a squishing sound coming from some where close. Finally she
was done soaping me and went away again for a quick minute; again I heard
clothing being moved. She rinsed me quickly and dried and dressed me. For
once she was not laughing the whole time or chatting up a storm.

Then she left the bathroom. Outside I heard Aunt Sasha and Sarsi talking,
they weren't loud but it sounded like Aunt Sasha was mad at Sarsi, again I
could not understand the language.

By the time I got out there was no one out there. I went down and had some
sweets with everyone. The adults had tea as well. All the kids then sat
together chatting again. We will be leaving early in the morning, and
nobody wanted that. We had dinner late. After dinner My Aunt Hira and mom
went to bed early. Aunt Sasha went to her bed as well. I stayed with my
cousins who got some music playing and then we all tried to dance and had a
lot of fun until Aunt Sasha came in to take me to bed.

The girls kept their dance going as we left. Aunt Sasha closed the door of
her bedroom when we got in. she told me to change my clothes and she went
to the bathroom to change hers. I changed into my night shirt; again Sarsi
had forgotten to bring my panties. Aunt Sasha came out of the bathroom she
was wearing the same white dress as last night. Again her legs looked like
a sculpture. We both hopped on the bed. She combed my hair and hers before
slipping under the covers and turning the light off. I couldn't sleep right
away but lay there in her embrace. She was asleep in a few minutes. I just
lay there listening to the soft music coming from the other room. A half
hour must have passed when I felt Aunt Sasha move. Softly, she asked me if
I was awake. I don't know why but I pretended to be asleep.

Her fingers moved to brush my hair; they seem to trace my face. She then
leaned in and kissed my cheeks. Again she asked me if I was awake, but I
was sound asleep. She then scooted up on the bed. I felt her take my hand
and she placed it between her thighs. She must have lifted her shirt up and
today she was not wearing any panties. The back of my hand was on something
wet and hot. She closed her legs trapping my hand. Next I felt her muscles
flex and contract, my hand was squeezed but it didn't hurt. The warmth and
wetness around my hand grew, as her legs continued to move. She kissed me
again on the cheeks and forehead. I could hear her breath going faster, but
I think my heart was beating faster. I didn't know exactly what was going
on but I knew it would be better if it remained a secret. She kissed me
again, this time on the lips. I could hear moaning coming from her, and
then something warm and pointy hit my cheek. It felt like a hard nub. She
moved it across my face and eyes and over my lips. She tried to push it in
my mouth; since I was sound asleep my mouth was slack and opened. She
rubbed it against my teeth and lips. There was no taste per say. My hand
was getting a workout. It felt so wet that I was wondering if she had
peed. All of a sudden with jerks and sharp breaths, Aunt Sasha shuddered
against me. A few seconds later; she removed my hand all wet and squished
and must have licked it clean, as I felt her tongue slide over my
fingers. When she was done she lay back down. She kissed me again on the
lips, they smelled funny. Then she whispered in my ear, "I love you, when
you are older I am going to marry you."

These words caused me more trouble in later years of my life then any thing
else could have, but that's another day's story.