Date: Thu, 8 Jan 2004 00:52:24 -0800 (PST) From: kerryann keep Subject: Broken Hearts Broken Promises! This story is about a dear friend who became my lover even if it was only for a short time. Hi my name is Kellie-Anne and I am 24 years old and I am a lesbian and have been since the age of twelve now I had never told anyone due to two small things a) I didn't want it spread around that I was a dirty rotten dyke as I heard people call my friends at school and b) I was scared shitless of being rejected and being hurt and for the fact that people might object to my sexuality and not want to be around me anymore. It all started about three years ago now to me it only seemed like yesterday when I came back from Queensland to find that my mother Cassandra had moved in the love of my life Angela. I will now take you back a few years maybe more to when I was at the age of twelve and I first saw Angela. My mother Barbara at the time had been in her room playing a game on the computer when a car pulled into our driveway. Mum looked out the window and sent my stepfather Brian out to see whom it was. As me and Mum stood at the window we heard Brian shout "It's your friend Angela and her friend Big Girl", (as everyone referred to her as anyone who called her by her real name got there heads punched in so everyone chose to call her Big Girl.) My mother was the first to arrive outside to go and hug her best friend Angie (as I liked to call her) then came around the other side of the car and cuddled Big Girl as well. Meanwhile the timid and shy Kellie-Anne took her time coming down the back steps. When Angela laid her eyes on Kellie she said "Hi gorgeous god you have grown I haven't seen you in over two years", I looked up at her and my god I fell in love with the beauty standing before me she had shoulder length brown hair, brown eyes and beautiful and very full breasts and the kind of legs that went all the way up to her hips and she was oh god she was beautiful ... she probably weighed about 14 kilos.... size 14 clothes she had all the right bumps in all the right places and what us Aussies call sex on two legs . I looked at her again trying to make sure secretly that there was no drool forming at my mouth and then I said "Hi Angie , How are you?", with that said she came forward and wrapped her arms around me and held me in a close embrace . All of a sudden it was if a switch had been turned onto full power and I stood there feeling moist between my legs and a really hot fire in my chest and a huge lump in my throat . She let me go and held me at arms length to get a full look at me then smiled a warm smile and said to my mother "Barbara you have yourself a beauty here she is beautiful and she reminds me of you in some small ways and her grandmother and her aunty all combined (if anyone ever told me I looked like my aunty Natalie right now I would probably stab them in the chest then poke out there eyes with a hot poker.... God I hate her so much right now,) she is definitely yours Barb". I looked over at mum to see her smiling that smile where her whole eyes light up and then they like glow, I smiled at her and I saw her return the same brilliant thousand watt smile that I had flashed her way. I walked in behind my mother and my stepfather Brian and then behind me was Angie and I am so sure she was checking out my young behind as I walked up the back steps of our house .... I looked back and saw her smile I also saw Big Girl coming right up behind Angie . We all went inside and Brian poured them a cup of coffee and tea for him and mum .... that seemed like years ago now but it still floats around in my mind sometimes and right now as I come up the stairs behind mum at the new house in Grafton and I walk inside .... Brian gives me a hug and then asks if I want a coffee I say "sure", then I sit down beside mum as we both spark up a smoke and sit there as Brian brings us our coffee . I look at mum and say "So ma how long has Angela been here and why is she here?", Mum looks at me then replies "Kellie she is here because her boyfriend was a real asshole and she wanted to leave him because he hit her ... so she is staying here with me and Brian till she finishes her course then I am not entirely sure what she's doing to be honest". With that said we sat there and continued discussing why I had left Queensland and I told her then just as we were finishing our discussion the revered and exalted goddess walked in the front door saying "Hi Ma Kettle , where is Pa Kettle ?", then she looked up surprised to see me sitting next to mum on the couch . She looked at me and then said "Hi Kellie sorry bub for a second there I didn't see you sorry , how the hell are you stranger?", I glanced up at her and took the coffee cup away from my mouth and then replied "I have been better but I am okay now ..... How are you honey?", She looked at the pain in my eyes then said "I am doing alright actually". She then went into her room I excused myself from mum and followed her ...before entering my old room I knocked and said "May I come in please?", she looked up and said "God Kellie give the good manners shit a rest and get your fanny in here and sit down", so I came in and sat down on the bed she came closer and wrapped her arms around me pulling me close to her , I could feel her breath on my neck and it gave me goose bumps just feeling the feeling on my neck she held me close to her and I was so damn close I could feel her heart beating against my chest then she released me and said "You are sleeping in with me tonight we have to talk", I looked at her shocked then I recovered and said "As long as your sure bub?", she looked at me and her eyes told me she was sure so I brought in my bags and left them near the bed . Mum called us in for dinner which was my favorite Kebabs just the way I like them home made I sat near Angela's chair in the lounge room which seemed to please her we seemed to be sending each other silent messages all night even after dinner . When it was time for bed mum asked where I was sleeping "She is sleeping in with me ma", Angela piped up mum looked at me then said "Okay goodnight baby girls and I'll see you both in the morning", with that said we headed off to my old room and I got dressed and jumped in beside Angie we were silent for a moment then Angie spoke up "Kellie why did you leave Grafton hon ?", I stopped breathing contemplating the answer I was going to give her in the end it was the truth that spilled from my lips as I told her how I had been raped and it scared me every time I heard the I heard the idiot's car and that I had gotten pregnant and had lost it . She was silent for a moment then she pulled me closer to her and rested my head on her chest and said "It's okay sweetheart no one will get you whilst I am here to protect you .... and I will always be here to protect you whenever you need me sweetie always", tears formed in my eyes and I silently cried she must have felt the change in my mood because she held me closer still holding me as I cried . Then after I had calmed she kissed my lips softly then headed off to sleep . For me sleep did not come for two reasons a)because I still heard that dickheads car engine and it scared me and chilled me to the bone and the other reason being b)because I was confused by the kiss on the lips that Angela had given me . Finally sleep and exhaustion overcame me and I fell asleep . I awoke the next morning feeling oddly refreshed for the first time in a very long time . The after noon came for me and I headed out with mum to the meat works with Angela in the front seat . Angela invited some guy from the meat works to come to our place for dinner that night and for some reason I felt down hearted it actually killed me inside to see Angela act this way towards a guy . We had a nice dinner and a nice drink and played frustration (for those people who don't know what frustration is I suggest you look up a card playing dictionary and have a gander it is a very frustrating game and pisses people off easily believe me I have played it numerous times and believe me it is a difficult game and a very annoying one especially if your winning and you friend sucks at the game.) I then got up halfway through the game because I had finished my hands that I had to play and went and made everyone an iced coffee my favorite drink but it's home made and not everyone likes it home made . I made one for me , Mum , Angela, Dave but not for Brian because he doesn't like coffee and it's too sweet for him . I then went into the room and got my bedding to sleep in the lounge room , Angie looked at me with a quizzical look and said softly to make sure no one else heard her "How come you have those?", I looked at her and said "Because Dave is going to be sleeping in your room tonight", she looked at me and shook her head and said " No way your in with me if he stays he gets the couch", with that said I put the bedding away . It came time for Dave to go home so Brian ran him home and I went off to bed with Angela , but not before giving mum a kiss goodnight . I stripped off my clothes and got ready for bed and then we started talking again ....for some reason things came up and I turned to Angela to say "I have a confession to make I have been in love with you since the age of twelve but I just never had the courage or the guts to tell you", with that said I heard silence from the other side of the bed . Then to my delight Angie spoke up and said "I am flattered that you feel this way hon . Now that you have told me what would you like to do about it ?", I gasped and said these words "Please Angela kiss away the pain in my heart and soul and fill it with your love , hold me close as we make love and watch the sun come up in the morning", what she said next shocked the knickers off me "Sure hon lets try it and see where it heads", with that said she rolled over and drew me to her and kissed me softly on the lips (I had no idea how to kiss because I had never kissed a girl before let alone a young woman like Angie so I was kind of rusty ) Angie stopped and said "Not bad for a beginner", I laughed and said the only reason your saying that is because you are my friend and you don't want to hurt me", she looked at me with mock hurt in her eyes then said " No I was being serious with a little more practice you would be one heck of a kisser", with that said she kissed me again searching for my tongue and finding it she danced around it and my gums and then played with my tongue with her own which caused a groan from me then I felt her roll completely on top of me and take my lips again with her mouth as she kissed me again. All I could do was run my hands up and down her warm arms and through her lush brown hair which caused a shiver to run through her body which mad me smile then she kissed the tips of my ears and then my neck as she kissed away my pain , then I felt tears against my skin as she washed my skin with her tears which made my heart feel light and my head giddy as she touched me I felt every particle in my body tingle , then Angie's kisses reached the top of my chest and then the tips of my breasts as she kissed them lovingly then her lips enclosed over my nipple and sucked gently causing me to buck underneath her which delighted her even more. Then she switched nipples after she caused the right one to become fully erect that it hurt just a little then she took the left one between her lips and gently grazed her teeth over it which caused it to stand up as straight as the other one then she kissed her way to my hips and then past my pussy heading straight to my feet which she caressed with her hands then replaced her hands with her lips then her tongue as she glided her tongue over my feet then up both legs one at a time then nestled between my legs . She attentively reached out with her tongue and caressed my outer lips with her tongue before diving straight into the inner entrance of my pussy making me gasp and buck against her mouth then she took her tongue and placed it as far as she could inside my pussy spearing her tongue in and out of me like a small penis making me groan with delight then she attended to the rest of my pussy with her fingers making me grunt and heave against her some more which in turn caused her tongue to go further inside me then she flicked her tongue over my clit at first slowly then she built up speed as she knew I was nearing an earth shattering climax which she was bringing me to and it seemed to make her so god damn happy . All of a sudden my legs went stiff and so did the rest of my body as I shook as I came , I looked over and realized that Angie had found her way beside me and she held me as my whole body shook and caused the bed to shake a little and which in turn caused my breasts to shake as well as Angela's but she didn't seem to mind all she cared about was how I was feeling and making me feel safe . I calmed down and smiled up at her she then asked the question she had obviously been dying to ask "How do you feel now bubba lee", I stared at her and said "Well I am feeling fine and still frisky but I am alright but I am dying to taste you (I can't believe that just come out of my mouth even at this excited moment) and feel you beside me, with me, and through me." With that said we started to kiss slowly at first then with heated passion and more fury making her groan against my mouth which caused me to kiss her more harder and with more fury then I took my hands and guided them through her hair and then I raised my head to smell the scent that settled into your hair after you had washed your hair , it was so silky and smooth and I loved the feel of it against the skin in my palm . I looked at her with lust in my eyes and noticed that she had lust in hers as well but it seemed to make her even more sexy then I had ever seen her , she took my breath away making me feel that light headed feeling again and the fire in my stomach and chest(a pause here to ask you in the audience if anyone has ever felt this way when they have made love to someone before what does it mean because I had experienced it before with this person I am writing about and now with my wife Sarah whom I love dearly and would die if I ever lost her, a friend of mine told me that feeling was pure and raw love and that you only ever felt it once in a lifetime and the person you feel it with is truly your soul mate . If anyone has any ideas feel free to email me at the address I write below this story . Thank you.) Now back to where I was the fire was burning again and every time I touched Angela the burning either got stronger or seemed to cool down under her gentle caress . Anyway I went back to kissing her beautiful lips then her earlobes then her neck then I kissed further till I reached her gorgeous globes which I engulfed into my mouth one at a time causing her to moan and groan then I kissed the other one taking my time and finding great delight in making her groan against me then I kissed my way to her stomach then beyond to her hips which she raised in anticipation but I thought I would tease her a bit longer so I waited until I reached her legs which I covered in kisses then I kissed her toes and her inner thighs then I settled down for the kill . I rolled my tongue over her sex making her gasp then moan then I lapped at her puss making her moan I didn't focus in on the jewel just yet I wanted her to wait until I was ready to take her which was in due time . I licked and suckled at her then I speared my tongue and entered her taking her by surprise but she soon relaxed and went with the flow . I decided that I wanted to feel inside her with more then my tongue so I inserted three fingers which caused her to yelp with desire and she thrust her hips forward in anticipation but I stopped the thrusting and waited then picked up a slow rhythm then slowly but surely picked up speed causing her to shiver and quake then all of a sudden her legs buckled and she stopped quickly , then I was rewarded with her girl juice as it came flowing out. I crawled back up her body and lay beside her totally and utterly spent and exhausted but totally satisfied . I looked over and saw Angie crying and I thought to myself fuck I have hurt her but she pulled me close and said "That was the first time someone has brought me to an earth shattering climax and god it was good", I still had doubt but she soon fixed that as her warm mouth enclosed over mine and she kissed me tenderly and then she laid her head on my breast and closed her eyes as I played with her hair and tickled her shoulder blades and shoulder then her lower back . But like I said earlier that was a long time ago and things are best kept in the past I got hurt pretty badly and never ever forgave her for it . I don't see Angela anymore she lives in Queensland as a waitress and I live in Sydney a happily married woman with the woman of my heart and dreams who came and rescued me when I least expected it . Angela will remain in my deepest thoughts as I remember her as a friend and nothing more . The End !