Date: Mon, 25 Jul 2005 13:56:55 -0700 From: Jan ' Subject: For the Want of LOve (lesbian / adult youth, g/F, f/ FF, F/g) Warning: This story is a work of fiction and contains descriptions of explicit sexual acts and abuse between adults and children. If this type of content offends you or you are under the age of 18 do not read it. Author's Note: This story is the property of the author. It can be downloaded for personal reading pleasure or sending to a friend, but if you wish to re-post them at your own site, please contact the author for permission. Copyright 2005 Jan, All Rights Reserved. Please mail to janmay699@icqmail.com if you have suggestions for future stories. For the Want of Love By Jan Amanda was only 8-years-old when her parent's marriage ended in a violent divorce in Colorado. Her father had fallen in love with a younger woman. Her mother had taken Amanda back to her family home south of the Mason Dixon line. It was not a happy move. Amanda hated the sound of her relative's accent as much as the children in school. It was not until much later that Amanda realized that her mother lost her mind because of her husband's abandonment of her. To an 8-year-old it made no sense why her mother would turn on her. Nothing she did pleased her. If she made the beds her mother would scream that he had done it wrong and rip the bedding from the bed and spank her. If she didn't like the way she answered her she was slapped across the room with a blow that would rupture her eardrum. Her mother would call her names and blame her for her father leaving them. She started whipping her to punish her for any imagined misdeed. When her arm grew tired from whipping her she started violating her vagina with her fingers. Amanda could not figure out what she had done to deserve this kind of treatment. It must be her fault or her mother would not treat her this way. When she was 12-years-old she asked her father if she could come back to Colorado and live with him. She was placed on a train made the long overnight trip back to him. Her dad's new wife was not even ten years older than she was. She seemed to be very childish. Having a stepdaughter around when she was just starting to have her own babies did not sit well with her. It was not long before she was reporting a variety of Amanda's misdeeds to her father and demanding that he punish her. She was being spanked almost daily. When they were alone her stepmother started to demand that Amanda masturbate her and even suck her pussy or she would have her father spank her when he got home. Finally, when Amanda was 14-years-old the police were called by neighbors that had heard what sounded to them like a murderous beating being administered to young Amanda. The doctor's examination disclosed several healed fractures and evidence of past sexual abuse. As a result her father was jailed and Amanda was made a ward of the state. Her incarceration lasted longer that her fathers. She was placed in a foster home. Amanda was a drug addict by then and drinking anything she could get her hands on. She would have been ignored by her foster parents if it were not for her stealing their booze and stash of drugs. They came upon the idea of selling her in exchange for drugs and booze. So at 14 she was stripped of all clothing and kept in a back room where she was forced to suck cocks or be fucked in any hole they wanted. The foster mother also added to her personal stash by letting Amanda drink during the day and bring in women that had a taste for young pussy. She was often being sucked while she was sucking some strange woman's hairy pussy. Her foster family some how was being warned before the caseworker would come to inspect. They would clean her up enough so that the caseworker did not detect that they were keeping her drugged and were selling her body so they could make money off of her. The caseworker assumed that her not going to school was her rebellious nature. Her sluttish appearance was just part of it. One of her caseworkers even took to taking her out on the pretence of wanting to get her away from the foster parents to find out how she was doing. In reality she was taking her out just so she could seduce the child and eat her cunt while the she feed Amanda her own pussy. It is no wonder that Amanda hated all authority by now. When she tried to tell the court what they were doing she was accused of lying. To her it seemed as if every cop or court officer she ever met just wanted to get into her panties or make use of her mouth. She ran away as soon as she could and returned to her mother's. When she returned it was like she had never left. Her mother never missed an opportunity to destroy her self- esteem. In a fit of rage, for lord only knows what reason, Amanda blurted out that she was a lesbian. To a southern redneck woman raised on the rantings of evangelical churches that decry homosexuality as abominations in the eyes of Gods law the revelation was enough for her mother to slap her cheek one last time so hard that it loosened teeth as she screamed that she disowned her. She was not her child but the child of satin. That put Amanda on the streets for good. In the long run Amanda felt that had been the kindest thing her mother ever did for her. She got the idea that she could drive a truck and went to a school to learn how and to get a license to make it legal. It may seem strange that a girl almost six-feet tall and only 128 pounds could actually muscle a tractor trailer around but she did get proficient enough to make a living doing just that for the next couple of years. That ended when it became common knowledge that she was a lesbian. All it took was one accident to give her employers the excuse they needed to fire her. She was back on the streets again. Homeless, broke and no family that would take her in, even if she wanted. Amanda found a female drug dealer that was willing to give her shelter. She learned how to use computers from her in exchange for having sex with her. When she knew enough about computers she got a job making calls for a web company. She made money performing web sex with men or women. She invested her money in the stock market. She went from nothing to $300k and back to nothing in no time. During the financial rise the plan was for her to move to another country like the Czech Republic or Hungary. She had heard that women like her could adopt young girls and no one would care if she loved them the way she wanted. That didn't happen of course. She has heard that there are states that have liberal laws about the age of consent for girls to have sex with women. She is planning on moving to such a state where she can find a young girl to make her love her. Right now she has a neighbor woman that had a thirteen-year-old daughter that she can't keep her eyes off of. The mother has even commented on her fascination with her daughter while they were in the laundry room washing clothes. Amanda tried to deny her interest in her daughter but it was too obvious. The girl had such an innocent face. Her large brown eyes looked so appealing on her small face. The woman became friends with Amanda and she listened to her story and rather than being repulsed by her background the woman hugged her and kissed her. Then she did the unthinkable by calling her daughter into the room. She sat the child on Amanda's lap and kissed her on the lips and said to her, "Be good honey" and then she left the apartment on the pretence of shopping for groceries. Amanda felt like her heart was going too bound right out of her chest. The girl actually returned her kisses. When Amanda placed her hand on her thigh the girl placed her hand on her breast. As Amanda pulled up her skirt and placed her hand inside the waistband of her panties the girl unbuttoned her dress and stuck her hand inside her bra. While Amanda was feeling the thin hairs covering her vulva the girl was pinching her nipple gently. Amanda stripped the girl's clothes off while the girl stripped Amanda. They performed oral sex on each other until they had both climaxed. Amanda wanted to get dressed before the girl's mother returned but she would not hear of it. The girl was sitting on her lap kissing her when her mother returned. "Did the two of you enjoy yourselves?" The girl jumped up and ran to her mother and kissed her on the mouth. The look on her face told Amanda that she could taste her pussy on the girl's face. Amanda moved in with the woman and the two of them raised he girl to be their lover together. I hope you enjoyed the story and have a story you would like told please send your mail to janmay699@icqmail.com