Date: Mon, 14 Oct 2002 08:49:45 -0700 (PDT) From: Amanda Carpenter Subject: Her Awful Thoughts, part 5 Friday at school, Claudia had a difficult time concentrating. The previous evening had been quite exhausting. Her arms and legs were a little sore from being restrained and her vagina was burning from the workout the women at Toni's party had given it. She had never dreamed that such sexual activity went on. She would have thought such things were simply fantasy. Now, however, she had been awakened to a new world of raw, uninhibited sex and she felt her life might never be the same again. Compared to last night's experience, sex with her husband seemed absurdly bland and unappealing. When the school day was over, she headed to the health club. Though she was too tired for a workout, she felt that some time in the pool would help to refresh her and after an hour playing and splashing in the water, she felt totally revived. "How can I be thinking about sex at a time like this?" Claudia thought. "These awful thoughts are getting out of control." As she turned back to her locker she couldn't get the image of the young girl in the swimming pool out of her mind. "My god," she thought, "she couldn't have been more than 12 years old." The way the youngster's wet suit had clung so tightly to her immature mound and chest, highlighting her labia and her tiny nipples had inflamed Claudia. She been watching the girl climb in and out of the water and had found herself reaching below the water to touch herself surreptitiously. She took her things to the shower and closed the curtain. As the warm water streamed down her body, she felt the familiar tingling sensation between her legs that had become such a prominent part of her life in the last week. Last night's party at Toni's apartment had truly been amazing. She would never have imagined that the kind of treatment she had been given would be exciting to her. She remembered what it had been like to lie there, restrained from moving her hands and feet, begging to have her pussy played with. She had certainly gotten her wish. Toni and at least three other women had worked on her diligently, bringing her to orgasm time and again until she was begging them to stop. And when they refused to stop, when they continued their ministrations to her increasingly sensitive areas, she had lapsed into a kind of erotic rapture, fully conscious, and yet somehow removed to a world where only the sensations from her pussy and breasts existed. As her mind drifted, she formed an image of the youngster she had seen earlier in the pool. She pictured her tied to a bed, her eyes sparkling with lust, begging for Claudia to put her fingers on her tiny pussy. "No! No! I can't be thinking things like that," she told herself. But as the warm water simultaneously relaxed and stimulated her, she found that her hands had crept down and were massaging her sex, pushing her labia together, and rubbing gently against her sensitive areas. In the privacy of the shower she let herself go, moaning loudly above the noise of the water and masturbating furiously. The events of the past week had released sexual demons within here that were constantly demanding attention. She thought again of the young girl-child she had seen earlier. "Aaaahhh, unh, unh!" she grunted as she brought herself to a small climax. She stood under the water, feeling spent, her body like rubber. After she recovered, she dried herself in the small space adjoining her shower and stepped out, dressed in bra and underwear. "Are you okay, Mrs. Patterson?" Standing in the narrow space outside the row of showers was Kelly, a high school girl who was one of many part-time lifeguards at the indoor pool. She looked at her conspiratorially and winked, "I bet you're feeling better now, huh?" "Uh, yeah, just fine. Could you hear me all the way out here?" "Oh yes, I could definitely hear you." The girl's tone of voice had changed subtly. She was speaking more quietly and almost a bit breathlessly. Her eyes traveled to the woman's breasts. Claudia's antenna went up instantly. A week ago she would have taken no notice, but now even the slightest indication of sexual interest in another female got her immediate attention. She looked at the girl closely without speaking. The girl didn't turn away or avoid her gaze. Instead, she stood her ground, locking her eyes with the older woman. Claudia deliberately shifted her eyes downward, looking directly at the girl's body. She was dressed in a two piece suit with an oversized tee shirt covering her. She examined her small breasts and shapely, well-muscled legs. She looked back into the girl's eyes. She could see from her expression that the girl knew exactly what she was thinking. "I've noticed that I'm getting a kink in my neck after I swim. Have any idea what could be causing it?" Claudia asked the young lifeguard. "Why don't you sit here on the bench and let me see if I can help." Claudia sat down, still dressed only in her underwear, and the girl moved behind her. She put her hands on Claudia's neck and massaged lightly. "Is this where it hurts?" she asked as she moved her hands carefully over the taut muscles. "That feels great. Where did you learn how to do that?" "Well, you know, a lot of women come in here and need to be rubbed," she replied with just the barest hint of sexuality in her tone. Claudia picked up on the open-ended way the girl had phrased her comment. Was this youngster teasing her. As the girl massaged her, she bent close, her breath tickling the back of Claudia's neck. "Is that better?" As she spoke, Claudia could feel the girl's small hands moving to her shoulders and gently working their way down her front. She didn't actually touch her breasts, but she was so close it caused Claudia to shiver. "You okay?" "Oh yes! I loved to be touched," Claudia breathed. "You mean, you love to be touched here?" the girl asked as she again slid her hands down the front of Claudia's shoulders, her fingertips lingering on at the top of her bra. Claudia glanced around. Things were starting to get serious, and she certainly didn't want anyone walking in and finding them. "Uh, this is kind of public, you know." In answer, Kelly stepped to the entrance of the shower booth and motioned for Claudia to join her. They both entered the small dressing cubicle adjacent to the shower stall and Kelly closed the curtain behind her. They were standing several feet apart and Claudia could see the blood pumping in the arteries of the young girl's neck. She slowly unsnapped her bra and removed it. She held both of her breasts out to the girl. "Do you like them?" she asked in a husky, breathless tone. Kelly loved to have little encounters with the women who came to the fitness center. Sometimes, they helped each other dress and sometimes she swam with them, giving them "lessons," but this was different. They had total privacy; there were no other women in the locker room and here she was in a cubicle with this half naked woman who was showing her breasts to her. She could feel the heat creeping between her legs. This was going to be good! Very few of the women she had been with before had been so aggressive and so daring. "Oh, well, let me see," she said as she gently held the woman's nipples in the thumbs and forefingers of her hands and slowly rolled them back and forth. Although the nipples had hardened immediately when freed from the woman's bra, they were getting even harder as she manipulated them. Claudia was becoming highly aroused. Standing there with her nipples being massaged by this young girl was marvelous. She watched her face as the girl concentrated on her work, her fingers doing incredible things. She was amazed that such a young girl was so experienced with a woman's breasts. Kelly's voice lowered and she whispered, "Yes, I definitely like them. I think I'm going to have to put them in my mouth. Do you want me to do that?" "Ohh, yes. Please!" "Mmmmm," the girl hummed as she began drawing first one and then the other nipple into her mouth and sucking on it voraciously. Claudia melted. She looked down at the top of the girl's head as she worked. She could smell the chlorine in her hair. She leaned against the wall and arched her back slightly, pushing her chest out. The girl's mouth and tongue were doing wonderful things to her nipples and it was having an effect on the rest of her body. She could feel her clitoris swelling and she was experiencing a delightful tingling sensation all over. Kelly, her mouth full of nipple, looked up and smiled. Claudia could see that she was enjoying herself. She wondered how many other women had been treated to the pleasures of Kelly's mouth here in the locker room. The girl obviously had experience. "Kelly? You in here?" echoed a voice outside the stall. "Where are you?" Kelly released the nipple from her mouth, a small trail of saliva dribbling down her chin. "I'm in here, Amber." Claudia was shocked. The voice obviously belonged to a very young girl. Surely, Kelly was not going to allow her see what was going on between the two of them? Suddenly, the curtain was pulled aside and a young girl of perhaps 11 or 12 stood in the doorway. "What're you doing, Kelly? Who's she?" the child asked. Claudia was stunned. It was the little girl about whom she'd been fantasizing earlier. She looked at her closely. What a lovely face! The girl looked back at her and smiled. "Hi!" she said. "This is a friend, honey. And we're just in here playing around," Kelly told her as she moved her hands to Claudia's breasts and cupped them. "See, her breasts were a little sore and I was helping her." Claudia was mortified. This was too much. What if the youngster told her parents? She felt like they were playing with fire and she was terrified of being burned. "Wow, they sure are big!" Amber exclaimed, peering at Claudia's breasts. "Can I touch them, too?" She moved into the cubicle and Kelly made no move to stop her. "Amber's my cousin. She's only 11 but she loves to play" Claudia pondered the meaning of that remark as she looked at the girl again. She was still wearing her wet swimming suit and Claudia could see the dark outlines of her nipples through the damp fabric. The girl's pubic area still protruded as she remembered it had and as she slowly moved her eyes up to the girl's face she realized that she'd been closely observed. The girl grinned at her, as if to say, 'You like it, I know you do.' "Close the curtain, Amber," Kelly told her cousin, "And be very quiet. We can't let anybody know we're all in here." Amber pulled the curtain shut. Fortunately, the dressing area in front of the shower was roomy enough that the three of them fit quite comfortably. "Why don't you sit down on the bench, Mrs. Patterson?" Kelly suggested. "You, too, Amber." The two of them sat side by side. Kelly leaned against the wall opposite them. "Mrs. Patterson's really hot, isn't she? Go ahead touch her breasts, Amber. She'll let you." Claudia was beside herself. The girl that she had been fantasizing about was now seated next to her and was going to touch her breasts. She felt faint. Although highly stimulating, it was also a little scary. She was much too old to be having sexual feelings about a child, let alone actually having contact with her. Perhaps the little girl would just touch her breasts a little bit and then go away. Deep within her, she knew that was not what she really wanted, however. "Is it okay?" the girl asked her. She nodded her head and the small hands began to knead and caress her. Her nipples tightened quickly and she let out a quiet groan. Her eyes were on the little girl, who was staring intently at her breasts. She was so young, so innocent, and yet here she was, fondling Claudia's breasts like an experienced lesbian and quite obviously enjoying it. Her breathing had become rapid and her eyes were glittering with excitement. She began pinching the nipples and pulling on them in a highly erotic manner. Claudia caught a movement out of the corner of her eye and glanced at Kelly. The girl had pulled the bottom of her two-piece down and was masturbating herself. "Kiss them, Amber!" the girl whispered hoarsely to her cousin. The little girl looked at Claudia and gave her an alarmingly adult look, licking her lips, and winking. She leaned forward and grasping one of Claudia's breasts with both hands, began sucking on her nipple. "Ohh1 Omigod! Ahhh!" Claudia said as the tiny mouth fastened on to her and sent erotic shocks through her body. She watched the small face at her breast. She reached out and cuddled the girl to her, cradling the child's head and holding her to her bosom. The suckling was more arousing than she could have imagined. The little girl worked on her with her lips, tongue, and teeth while making soft, slurping noises. She glanced at Kelly. The girl was lost in her own world, eyes glued to Claudia's breasts, her hand clamped to her abdomen. Claudia could see that she was working her fingers rapidly and watched as she moved her hand with quick, jerking motions to stimulate herself. Sitting there with a small girl sucking her nipple and watching a teenage girl masturbate herself shamelessly brought Claudia to the brink of a quick, but short climax. Clamping her legs together she squeezed and released, letting go of a small amount of sexual tension. The little girl sensed something was happening to her and sucked on her nipple so hard it was almost painful. Suddenly, Claudia felt something move in her lap. The little girl was shifting her position and was pushing one of her small hands between Claudia's thighs. She leaned back against the wall, recovering from her brief orgasm. Although the though of this child actually touching her crotch appalled her, she was too caught up in the heat of the moment and the thrill of the depraved situation to stop herself. She spread her legs allowing little Amber access to her genitals. She sat there, still cradling the girl, and watched Kelly masturbate. She felt the small hand slide between her legs and move to the front of her panties. 'My God,' she thought, 'this is awful. I can't! I just can't!" Claudia sat up and removed her breast from the child's mouth. She smiled at the small, beautiful face. "Sweetheart, I mustn't let you touch me anymore. It's just not right. You're too young." "She does it all the time, Mrs. Patterson," Kelly said, "She loves it. Right, Amber?" "Uh huh, I do it to Kelly and her friends and they let me," the girl said, "I am old enough! Want to see me do it to Kelly?" Before Claudia had a chance to reply she squirmed off her lap and reached for Kelly. The teenager quickly got her swimsuit bottom the rest of the way off and moved in front of her. Pulling her tee shirt up, she thrust her pelvis forward. The small girl gleefully planted big smacking kisses on her abdomen and thighs. "Do you want me to kiss it?" Amber teased, "Do you want me to give it a great big long kiss?" She giggled and placed her mouth directly on the teenager's mound. Claudia could see the small girl's lips and tongue working, lapping at Kelly's labia. She began to relax. Her confusion regarding the child's age began to clear. Surely, if these two youngsters had previously been engaged in sex with each other, it couldn't be too terribly wrong for her to simply sit and watch them. Besides, right or wrong, it was intensely exciting to her that she couldn't help herself. Amber was so pretty and seeing her with her mouth fastened to Kelly's genitals had aroused her to the point of no return. One hand went inside her panties while the other tugged and played with her nipples. She leaned back and listened to the sounds the coming from the two girls. Amber was making loud smacking and slurping sounds while Kelly was groaning quietly. The older girls thighs were tensed and the muscles stood out. She was bumping her hips slightly toward Amber and it looked to Claudia like she was soon going to have an orgasm. She noticed that Amber now had her hand between her legs and was rapidly stroking herself with clumsy, inexperienced movements. Claudia wondered if this young child was about to climax also. The tiny cubicle was charged with sexual tension, energy, and began to smell heavily of female sex. Claudia masturbated herself skillfully. She could have watched these two forever, it seemed. She was approaching climax but kept herself back. Her blood pressure was up and the tension in her body caused a strange kind of throbbing and tingling sensation in her breasts and vagina. Feverishly the two girls worked themselves toward their peaks. Soon Kelly was crying, "Eat me, Amber! Aaahhh. Eat me!" A moment later she was convulsing and jerking as she climaxed, pulling the child's head firmly into her crotch. As the last waves of her orgasm passed, she pulled back from the little girl and stroked her hair lovingly. "Umm, that was good, sweetie. Do you want me to help you?" The child nodded her head. "Yes, yes, yes!" she said. She stopped rubbing herself and pulled aside the crotch panel of her little swim suit. Kelly kneeled in front of her and delicately prodded and caressed the tiny mound. Unashamedly, Claudia leaned forward and looked closely. She had never seen the genital area of such a young girl. It seemed so underdeveloped. The outer labia were quite flat and the tiny inner lips were barely formed, yet she could see that as Kelly touched the area of the girl's clitoris, she responded visibly. The teenager leaned forward and, as she had so many times before, began to tongue the little girl. It wasn't long before Amber was shaking and panting. Claudia reached her arm around the girl's shoulders and held her as she began to quake with her little girl orgasm. She was making small grunting noises and Claudia could not resist kissing her face and forehead. The child turned her face to her and met her lips with her own. She stabbed her tongue into Claudia's mouth as the last few tremors of climax ran through the girl's tiny body. "You like watching us, don't you Mrs. Patterson?" Kelly asked. Claudia nodded dreamily. "Take those panties off," Kelly ordered her. "Now it's our turn to watch you." Amber looked at the woman and nodded solemnly. "It's only fair," she said. Claudia looked at the two girls. She was more than willing to comply. In fact, she was now feeling so aroused that she could hardly wait to spread her legs and finger herself while they looked on. She couldn't help herself. Having Amber suck her nipples and then watching the two of them satisfy each other orally had been wildly stimulating. She moved her hand to the front panel of her underwear and touched herself lightly through the fabric. She was soaked! She stood up and removed the wet panties. She leaned against the wall opposite the bench and Amber and Kelly sat down, their faces only a few inches from her thighs. She spread her feet and hunched over. She placed her right hand over her pelvis and cupped her sex, squeezing gently and quivering with the anticipation of what would come next. She moved her hand up and pressed her fingertips on her pubic hair. She pulled up, stretching her labia and revealing her glistening inner lips and the opening to her vagina to the two girls. "Yeah? Do it for us," Kelly said. Claudia was in no mood to tease. She ran her fingers down onto the soft, slippery folds and began massaging her clitoris, just as she had on countless evenings before, masturbating in bed and fantasizing about young girls. Now, here she was, with two young girls right there with her, watching every motion of her fingers on her pussy, their eyes gleaming. She grunted and pushed her hips forward as the movement of her fingers picked up their pace. It didn't take long. In a moment she was jerking and convulsing in the grip of a powerful orgasm, her vagina contracting and releasing a flow of secretions. "Unnh! Look? look at my pussy? see? unnh? yes? pussy," Claudia muttered incoherently. Enthralled by the sight of this woman engaged in masturbating herself and climaxing all over her hand, little Amber reached out and pressed her hand over Claudia's fingers. Her little fingers invaded the wet flesh and pressed into the woman's genitals. She wanted to feel this marvelous woman's pussy. Claudia, though coming down from the intensity of her orgasm, was instantly awakened by the little girl's actions. Looking at her, at this little child, probing her and manipulating her, Claudia immediately shifted back into a state of sexual excitement. It was so depraved, so dirty to be standing there, legs spread, while an 11 year-old girl played with her pussy. She spread her legs even farther and thrust her pelvis forward obscenely. "Fuck me. Fuck me with you fingers," she whispered. Part of her could not believe what she was doing. It was wicked and shameful. But the intensity of her arousal left no room for second thoughts. She looked at the child and a thrill went through her body. As the girl carefully inserted a finger into her vagina, a second orgasm coursed through her. "I can feel it, Kelly!" Amber exclaimed, "I can feel her cumming on my finger!" She had buried her small middle finger as deeply into the woman's vagina as she could. For the second time, Claudia quaked and shook as another orgasm unleashed itself. She had now completely spent herself and Claudia slumped against the wall, Amber's small fingers still on her genitals. The little girl seemed to know exactly what to do and was now pressing only very lightly on her sensitive parts. Claudia recovered and feeling somewhat embarrassed now that the heat of passion had passed, told the girls how much she had enjoyed it. They talked for a few minutes and then Claudia quickly dressed and left the club. Riding home in her car, Claudia thought that perhaps she might need to visit the club more often. After all, a person can never get too much exercise!