Date: Fri, 7 Sep 2001 17:07:53 +0530 From: Amritha Subject: Monastery Monastery- First Year By Amrita Warning : There are some extreme kind of sexual practices narrated in the story. It is dangerous to practice them and chant the 'mantra' without proper guidance. For the sake of legitimacy they are described in its original form. Tantric mantra are very powerful and if they are chanted you may start feeling its effect on your soul and body. It is extremely important to chant them in correct phonetics. Therefore western readers are advised not to chant them without guidance of a proper Indian Guru. The authoress may be contacted at mathaamrit@rediffmail.com One month passed by after I joined the monastery as a discipline. My step mother did not come for any more visits. The high Priestess had gave her some money as a part of charity. There were around 60 women as disciplines of the Ashram. Only selected few were allowed to enter the main hut, which belonged to the high Priestess. She was called as Matha (great mother) by everybody. Matha spent most of her time praying in her hut and she gave darshan (holy appointment) to people only in the morning and evening. The Ashram had only women disciplines but men were allowed to come and see Matha for blessing. Unlike other religious organizations and holy monasteries in our ashram we were free to mingle with everybody. Only the restriction was that no one should take any permanent relation to any other. I came to know that our ashram was earlier opened to men and women alike. They were all nude within the secluded premises of the ashram. Visitors were not allowed to come near the secluded area. The motto of the ashram was to promote love between human beings. Love should be above any kind of strings and bondages. It should be in pure form. Any woman and man can make love at any time, but there should not be any privacy. Women got pregnant and were free to deliver the children. But no kind of relationship was allowed. No one can deny any sexual advances from others. But soon this practice lead to feuds and as in any kind of organization there was leadership fighting. Soon all got distressed with the arrangement. Our Matha was a junior discipline of the ashram. She was not preferring sexual advances from men. She was a lesbian to the chore. So she and some like minded women separated and founded our present ashram. In our ashram only sex between same sex was promoted. The readers must not misunderstand our ashram as only a pleasure palace or fucking paradise. Matha used give a lecture in the morning about the doctrine she wanted to cultivate. She will sit under a great rain tree and all women will assemble before her. All women had taken bath in the early morning despite any illness or bad climatic conditions. No one was to bath alone. There were steps constructed at the side of the river. It offered place for bathing ghats. All women will get naked much earlier before approaching water. No one was ashamed of his or her nudity. This practice was meant to discourage our sexual urges but on the contrary it only stimulated our desires. I got my mouth watered seeing a wide range of pussies and dangling breasts with their dear black, rose, red coloured nipples. But the girls had no right to chase elder women. Elder women will take (rather snatch) girls whenever they find them naked and will make love before other women. They were behaving like cave men taking their women to jungles and fuck as and when they please. They never bothered about giving any pleasure to us. According to Matha, love is a base of this world. And love is to be devoid of any kind of attachments of strings. Possessiveness is not love. No one should be possessive. Everyone should be willing to share anything for others. She was putting example of great trees when full of fruits lower its branches so that people may catch them and enjoy them. Likewise we should also give as much pleasure to others as possible. Matha told us that love is at its minimal form in case of human beings. This is because all religions are against love. They do not practice what they preach. Sex is the basic thing from which love is generated. All religions taught, as sex is sin. If a woman is thinking that sex is a sin then it will be impossible to enjoy sex when a man or woman subjects her to sex. We wear dresses because we want to hide something from others. Animals do not wear clothes and we do not find them naughty. The same is the case of human beings. Human body is one of the great beautiful things God has created so we should not be ashamed of showing it before others. Matha advised us first practice as much sex as possible and get bored of it. Then she will lead to an ecstasy which is far far better than the pleasure one could get through sexual acts it is called nirvana. In order to obtain nirvana we should not stick to sex alone. She told us through breath control we can multiply the time taken to reach an orgasm. But men are in a hurry to finish it off and sleep. It should not be so. One would try to elongate the pleasure as far as possible and finally reach a stage at which we find there are pleasures beyond sexual and it has no equivalent. I am not going to give a lecture of her philosophy. But she also could not reach the nirvana stage. She met with her death at a cheap hotel in Delhi in awful circumstances. The police did not get a clue to decide whether it was a murder or suicide. She was found dead in a room alone and locked up from inside. There was no sign of any intruders to the room. In the room she found stark naked and tied up her hands and legs to the roof by plastic string . The violent scene was more shocking as there were three big dildos; one stuck into her pussy and another one to her mouth and yet a smaller one in her anus. It created a great sensation at that time. Finally police came to the conclusion that she met with her death while practicing an extremely violent kind of self love making. She was into BDSM at her older stage and she was experimenting all kinds of possible love making and ways to elongate sexual pleasure. While penetrating her mouth, anus and pussy with vibrators and subjecting to extreme kind of masochism she got some heart attack or so and met with her violent death. This was the conclusion arrived by the police. There were great protest by her disciplines at that time for the police trying to protect real culprits. But I also agree with police's diagnosis about the cause of her death. Our Matha was a strong advocate of practicing 'Tantra' , the ancient Indian way of Occult and sex. In Tantra every thing we consider as a decrement has got much importance. It is also very difficult and dangerous to practice without the help of a good teacher. I am not disclosing the Tantra techniques for fear that some reader may try to practice them and end up in danger. Tantra is for real and it has extreme power and its full of black magic. Tantric gurus are very difficult to find out and they are very secretive and most of them practice the cult in old temples, or graveyards and at midnight. These gurus do intercourse using empty skulls as vagina. They get immense power practicing this cult and I have seen a yogi pulling a car using a string chained to his penis(!). Another one living person in Sri Lanka has the ability to break 100 coconuts using his forehead in barely an hour. (Sorry readers I do not claim such powers with me, it is not cup of a woman's tea, if you may ask). The offerings to god include blood from menstruation, semen, spit, strong liquor etc. Even though all other cult in India consider menstruation as God' curse and ladies are not permitted to enter temples, kitchen during the time, the Tantra consider menstrual blood as the most pure offering to its god. Dear readers I don't like to bore you with the philosophy and principle behind Tantra in this story. You may be getting impatient for erotic adventures of me. I have told you that young girls were picked by the inmates of the ashram and were fucked by older women. When I joined the ashram I was not much attractive. Then after some months my breasts got well rounded and my pussy had a nice mat of pubic hair. Thus I began catching up attention of elder women. One day the bodyguard of Matha asked me to come to Matha's hut after my bath. I bathed and went to the room. There was another young girl almost 2 year elder than me standing before Matha. When I entered the room one of the bodyguards closed the door from within. Matha told me that the new girl's name was Rita and she will be christened as Ritambara from then on. Then she asked me to make her accustomed to our ashram discipline. I knew what did she meant by it. I was to perform the role of what my step mother did to me when I joined the ashram. I reached the new girl and kissed her from behind. Matha liked it as I did not hide her view. She was lying in a wooden cot with a rounded pillow. She placed one of her hand as a headrest and was intensely watching us. The new girl moved a bit I started administering standing from her behind. I kissed the nape of her head and soon her boobs were enclosed by my hands. She had no brassieres so her pert boobs looked like pears and I started opening her blouse by removing the hooks from front. Soon she was made naked to her waist. I stood behind her and applied my hands around her boobs and occasionally I pulled her small nipples out. Soon she was muttering sounds of pleasure. I was kissing on her smooth backside all over and at the same time touching her breast. I did it in such a way that Matha could get a clear view of the girl's boobs . Then I inserted my finger into her pajama and there also I did not find any obstruction. She had no under wear. I was thrilled when my fingers got in touch with a soft mattress of her pubic hair. Standing behind her I removed her pajama and without keeping my hands away from her I too became naked. It was easy for me as I was wearing a long robe with a knot behind my neck. I pressed her buttocks with my pussy and I kneaded each of her buttocks with both of my arms. She was getting wet. I could inhale a sweet smell emanating from her virgin pussy. Soon her back was coated with sweat beads and my nipples got erected. I began to paint pictures on her smooth back using my nipples. The spectacle before her had its effect on Matha. She gave a sign to the body guards. Both of the black beautiful well built woman disrobed themselves. They removed their robe entirely and left them to a corner. They both looked like famous model Naomi Campbell and they kissed Matha on both cheeks. Mata kept them on each sides and began feeling their black full breasts. She started taking their nipples in her mouth. The view of three fully grown up women kissing and lingering there beautiful bodies excited the new discipline. I felt it was time to get a taste of her breasts. I moved my mouth to the starting of her cleavage. There was sweat and I tasted it. It was not that salty. I then licked her entire cleavage and moved lower. Then I licked her pert boobs from outer diameter moving inch by inch to the inner diameter and finally reaching at the dear nipples and I took them between my lips and sucked slowly. She was stirring in my hands. I also loved the feeling of her smooth skin. Her buttocks were also very soft. It was like pressing on cotton wool. I moved my hips forward and I used my finger to spread her ass wider and I pressed my bushy mound on her valley between the buttocks. The spectacle before us was more erotic than what we girls did each other. There were three big woman breathing heavily and writhing in ecstasy like three snakes. Matha was sucking from both women's black breasts alternatively. She was uncovered and I heard a gasp "Oh!" from my companion when she saw Mathas hairy body and her penis like clitoris. I did not find her expression odd. I was also surprised to see her ape like body when I first saw it. Then Matha nodded us to come to her. We both walked to her. When we reached near the cot, each one of bodyguards snatched our hands eagerly and placed us on each side on Matha. They also joined in the bed. There lied five persons in the cot with Matha in the middle, I left of Matha and the black body guard who had sucked me earlier behind my back. On the right side of Matha was the new girl and the other body guard lay behind her. Both of the black women started their lovemaking us juniors from behind. At the same time Mata was feeling our small boobs from the front side. She was trying to insert her big clitoris into our pussy. At the same time I felt something penetrating my asshole. It was the black woman's thick fingers. I looked at the other girl and saw that her virgin asshole was also penetrated by her capturer, black woman. The black woman behind me was fucking my asshole frantically with her fingers. Her hands were massaging my little breasts. Matha was penetrating my small pussy using her clitoris. I find it very difficult to cope with the movements. Then I heard a thud sound, and saw the new girl and black woman fell to the floor from the cot. As Matha was busy screwing me they were free. So the black woman rolled over the new girl and parted her legs using her wide thighs. She was using her big muscled thighs as a rubber on her cute young pussy. It looked like some black python was moving between the legs of Rita, the new girl. The black woman then moved to the upper portion of her body and began to sit over her without putting her weight on her. She was milking Rita using her hands and at the same time rubbing her hairless black pussy over the soft mat of Rita's pussy. The girl was moaning and obeying willfully. Then the black woman moved further and I saw her spreading her wide thighs ever wider and inserting her big black pussy to the mouth of Rita. At first Rita was reluctant or unfamiliar about her role. Then the black woman put her hands behind her neck and pressed her mouth to her black pussy. Now Rita got the message, she was suffocating at first, but soon she found her rhythm and she started eating the big black pussy. The black woman was using Rita's mouth in a wild fashion and after some time I found Rita's face glistening with the pussy juice offered from the black pussy. It looked like Rita was just eating a water melon. Soon the black woman reached her peak and I saw a satisfactory smile on her face. Rita was relived after her efforts from eating pussy. She started to stand up. But, the black woman was not allowing her to do so. She had other plans, she faced us and inserted her asshole to the mouth of Rita. Poor Rita, she was reluctant to touch the asshole. But she had no other way. The black woman pinched her breasts madly and hit her face with her buttocks. It acted like a command, soon I saw Rita started eating her first asshole. The black woman inserted her fingers into Rita's pussy. Rita's virgin membrane was broken it seemed as the black woman inspected her fingers and I saw red blood on it. She then stopped for a while and then lowered her face to Rita's pussy. Soon both of them attained orgasm and they stood up.