Date: Tue, 19 May 2009 02:30:44 -0400 (EDT) From: Clark Building Subject: She Who Hesitates is Lost 22 year old Penny (a white girl) from a family farm in South Africa told me that she knew she had lesbian yearnings when, as a girl of twelve or thirteen she accidentally wet her pants in class at school. When, at the end of class she did not leave with the other children, her teacher came to see what was her problem. When she told the teacher that she had wet herself, some odd and exciting things took place. The teacher locked the door and said, "Come in the back and I will help you." Penny was led by the hand to a utility closet/ store-room and told to get out of her wet things. As she stood there naked from the waist down, the teacher looked at her carefully and wet some small towels with warm water at the utility sink. Then the teacher got down on her knees and began to carefully wipe Penny's legs, abdomin, and finally her nearly hairless private area. She had Penny spread her legs so the cleansing with the wet towel could be thoroughly done, front to back. The warm towel and soft hands felt really good to Penny and she liked the fact that it was necessary to really rub her private area to get it clean and smelling sweet again. Teacher knew just how to do it and looked repeatedly into Penny's eyes for her reactions as the rubbing continued. Penny's eyes were bright with wonderment, with excitement, with love and lust, then closed with rapture. Finally, teacher could see that Penny learned that lesson. But Penny couldn't seem to learn to control her bladder, so once or twice a week, the teacher with infinite patience and soft hands had to help Penny with her little messes. To this very day, Penny closes her eyes and rubs her own soft hands down where teacher used to do it. And, sometimes she accidentally pees her panties while doing it. She always longed for the day when she would kiss her teacher deep between her creamy thighs with her head up under teacher's long skirt, but it never happened, like so many things we dream of. She wishes now, as we all do, that she would have had the courage to speak up or take actions that would have made things happen. She who hesitates is lost. Penny learned that lesson too.