Date: Fri, 28 Jul 2017 12:53:31 -0500 From: Girl Lover Subject: Ultimate Surrender chapter 10 Chapter 10 Bonnie shivered and pulled her legs closer towards her. Opening her eyes, she saw Raven beside her, smiled and nuzzled against her. She remembered her warm, soft bed back at her house. She also remembered how empty and dead she felt. How the pain was so bad, she wanted to die. She remembered holding the knife...and feeling it's point against her skin.... Shivering in the cold air, she shook off the bad memories and pushed her face deeper into Raven's warm and inviting chest. Raven woke up to something pushing her. She opened her eyes and saw Bonnie nestled against her. Smiling, she reached her arm over her, pulling them closer together, then slid her hand up into Bonnie's long hair, strumming her fingers through it. Pushing her face into the top of Bonnie's head, she felt the soft, tickly feel of her hair against her lips and nose. After a while, Raven noticed the morning light coming in through the wooden boards of the barn. She sat up, pulled out her phone and looked at Google maps. "Watcha doing?," Kala asked. "Trying to find out where we can go. Jadis knows all the roads in this area...and she has friends. She'll have people watching for us on every highway. We need to find some small back road, like this dirt road here...," she pointed out the door, "...till we get to...there." She pointed at the map. "Highway 287. It's a smaller highway going to Amarillo. From there we'll head to Colorado." "Colorado?! You want to leave Texas?!" Raven looked up at Kala, saying quietly "We have over a hundred grand of Jadis' money. There's no way she's gonna let us go. She has connections all over Texas. Bounty hunters, other gangs. She has this knack...this sixth sense for finding people. I've seen her locate people that I swore were impossible to find. If we stay in Texas, she will find us and when she does...." She looked at the girls still sleeping. "We can't take any chances." ***** After the girls woke up, they were on Route 51, heading to the town of Decatur where they turned northeast onto Highway 287. A couple of hours later, about eleven o'clock, they stopped for gas and breakfast. Raven and Kala urged the girls to eat quickly and within fifteen minutes, they were on the road again. The drive was long and every couple of hours, they had to pull over to stretch their legs. Small towns and empty pastures passed by under the hot Texas sun. Only when they finally pulled into Amarillo, did Raven feel they could relax instead of constantly rushing trying to put as much distance from Weatherford as she could. It was late afternoon and they were eating dinner at Cracker Barrel Old Country Store on I-40 in the middle of Amarillo. They had parked their bikes behind the restaurant, so they couldn't be seen from the highway. During the meal, Raven kept glancing out the window to see if there were any bikes going by, but all she saw were cars racing down the highway. Kala told Raven, "Let's get a room at that hotel there," she pointed across the parking lot, "The girls are tired." "I was hoping to get inside Colorado first, but I guess it's okay here." Startled by the whine of a motorcycle speeding by, she grabbed her gun and pulled it half-way out before realizing it was just some biker driving by and not a Burning Angel. Slowly letting out her breath, she pressed her gun back into its holster and looked at Kala, "The further we get away, the safer I'll feel." As they were about to leave, the girls saw the gift shop and whined until Raven sighed and nodded her head, at which the girls gleefully ran off looking at everything. As Raven and Kala followed, the girls kept bringing candy and toys up to them. Unable to resist Jennie's charm, Kala bought her a coloring book, a game and two pieces of candy. "Jennie doesn't need all that," Raven told Kala at the register. "She grew up with nothing," Kala reminded her. Seeing what Jennie was getting, Bonnie started pestering Raven. Still feeling the overwhelming sense of guilt from everything that had happened to Bonnie, Raven gave in, feeling that she owed her. Upon leaving, they parked their bikes behind the hotel, then went inside and got a room. In the lobby, the girls looked at the brochures in the lobby, until Bonnie saw the pool. "Jennie! They have a pool!" Immediately, the girls began clamoring, "Can we go in the pool?! Can we go in the pool?!..." Chuckling at the cuteness, Kala told them, "None of us have suits." "Awww...," the girls collectively groaned. They went up to their room on the fourth floor. The girls ran to the window, looking down on the highway far below in amazement, while Raven stretched out on one of the two beds, her hands folded behind her head. After a minute, Bonnie ran from the window and began jumping on the other bed. Jennie, seeing this, quickly joined in, both bouncing on it like a trampoline and giggling in wild abandonment. Raven felt a moment of relief at seeing Bonnie's joy. The image of Bonnie lying hurt on the bed still troubled her along with the guilt that everything was her fault. "You okay?" Raven turned toward Kala and sat up, pulling one of her legs up, "I still blame myself for what happened. I warned you about taking Jennie and I'm the one that left Bonnie alone. It's...I don't know. I'm still trying to come to grips with everything." Kala sat down on the bed beside her, "So have you thought as to what we're going to do? It's not like we can just keep running, like bunch of nomads. That's no life for the girls. They need to go to school and have some normalcy." "We'll find some small town off the beaten path...and start over. We got plenty of money to last us several years. We'll find some place to stay...get jobs...." Raven stared the girls bouncing on the bed and giggling, "...aaand I guess we'll be a family." "What about Bonnie's family," Kala asked. Raven glared at Kala, "You have to remind me about that?" "She does have a family, you know." "Yeaaa, but she wants to be with me." They sat quietly watching the girls enjoy themselves. Eventually, the girls tired of jumping on the bed so Jennie colored in her coloring book while Bonnie opened her jigsaw puzzle box that she got at the gift shop, dumping the pieces on the table. She called to Raven, "Come help me with my puzzle." Raven got up and went over to the table as Bonnie spread out the pieces, telling her, "You know, if we can't finish this by tomorrow morning, we'll have to take it apart and put it back in the box when we leave." "Where are we going?," Bonnie asked. "I don't know. North." "Why can't we go back to your house?" "We're going to get a new house." As they began gazing at the pieces, looking for matching ones, Kala went over onto the bed that Jennie was on as she laid stretched out on her stomach and colored. Kala stretched out beside her. "Here," Jennie handed her a blue crayon, "You can color the sky." So Kala did so while silently laughing to herself at how she was actually coloring in a coloring book. `Just another way that my life has changed', she thought. ***** Mid-evening, as they were watching TV, Raven noticed Bonnie nodding off, "Come on, we need to wash off and then go to bed." Going into the bathroom, Raven turned the water on then proceeded to get undressed with Bonnie. As she pulled her shirt off, the Burning Angels tattoo on her chest stared at her in the mirror. She stood transfixed by the fiery figure, thinking, `So much has changed.' She glanced at the face. She still clearly remembered the day that she, Ash and Zia were at Blue Tattoo, where she got it. She was so proud of it. So proud of her new family. Now...her family was hunting her.... "Come on Raven!" Raven's head snapped around at the sound of her name towards Bonnie standing naked in the tub. She finished undressing and stepped into the tub. As she did, Bonnie, with the soap in her hand, started rubbing Raven's breasts, but Raven stopped her, saying quietly, "Let's just take a shower. No playing around. You need to catch up on your sleep and...I'm not really in the mood for anything tonight." Bonnie stared up at her in surprise, "I thought we could have sex." "I know, but neither of us got a lot of sleep last night and you...," she hesitated, unsure how to word it, "...had a rough day yesterday. I think we should just take it easy tonight and get a good night's sleep." "Okay," Bonnie said quietly as she began washing her own body instead of Raven's. Raven silently sighed as she washed her own body. It was obvious that Bonnie was disappointed but Raven was not in the mood at all. From Bonnie's rape to having to kill three of her friends to running for her life, Raven couldn't see as to whether she would ever be in the mood again. Outside the bathroom, Jennie was standing at the window, looking out onto the night sky. Kala stood behind, with her arms around her. "Watcha thinking," Kala asked her quietly. "Nuthin. I was just looking at the lights." They stood quietly. "Kala?" "Hmmm." "Why can't we go back home?" Kala didn't know how to answer at first, "Me and Raven are looking for a nice place for us to live." "But I like your home." "I know you do, but we're trying to find a better one." After a while, Raven and Bonnie came out of the bathroom and got into bed. Bonnie stretched out her arms and legs, "This feels so much better than last night." Raven cringed, "I'm sorry that we had to sleep in that barn. It's just that I didn't know what else to do." Bonnie snuggled up to her, saying simply, "It's ok. I was with you." Kala and Jennie went into the bathroom. Like Raven, Kala didn't want Jennie staying up too late so they simply took a shower and came out and climbed into bed. For awhile, they layed there, listening to the silence while watching each other, then Jennie whispered to Kala, "Kala...can we do...Mommy Baby again?" Kala whispered back, "We really need to get some sleep." "But I'm not sleepy and I really want to," she implored. Though Kala knew that it could get out of control, she really did enjoy it and more importantly, Jennie did. Kala told herself, "I'm just going to breastfeed her. No sex." "Okay," she answered. Jennie's eyes sparkled as she gazed at the full-looking breasts before her, then scooted forward, opened her mouth and latched onto Kala's nipple. Curled up into a little ball, she suckled the nipple as Kala held her head and stroked her back. `God! I love this', she thought as she watched Jennie mouth her breast. Her hand continued running along Jennie's body; down her back, across her butt crack and down her legs. She could feel her own pussy stirring, causing her to squeeze her legs together. Her hand moved from Jennie's legs to her own slippery pussy. Slipping her first two fingers in, she piston them back and forth while her thumb pressed against her clit. Within a minute, she clenched her teeth tightly together, as she tried to keep her moaning from coming out. But Jennie heard the stifled noises escaping her lips and pulled back, looking up at Kala. Seeing the intense look on her face, she knew what was happening and became spellbound as she watched. Kala's eyes were closed so she didn't see Jennie watching her until after her orgasm passed. When she saw Jennie looking at her in awe, she smiled. "Did you get the good feeling?," Jennie asked. "Yea. Did you like watching me get it?" Jennie nodded. "Let's go to sleep." She pulled Jennie close as they closed their eyes and fell asleep. ***** The next morning, Raven was woken up by something touching her. She opened her eyes to see Bonnie happily squeezing her boobs. Rather than stopping her, Raven decided to watch. Bonnie obviously wanted to do it and it did feel pleasant. Then Bonnie saw her watching and smiled embarrassingly, pulling her hands away. Raven told her, "You don't have to stop. It feels nice." Bonnie continued touching them, surprising Raven as to how good it felt. She had not felt any lust for the last two days, just an icky feeling inside. Now, Bonnie was a pleasant distraction from this as well as the constant alarm that her mind seemed to be in. Raven's hand ran along Bonnie's back as her eyes closed with the soothing rhythm. She felt Bonnie's hands leave her boobs and felt them on her pussy instead. Raven's eyes popped opened as her hand blocked Bonnie's hands, "No. I don't want to do it." "But we always do this." "I know, but now...I just...don't want to do it." "Never?," Bonnie asked sadly. "No, not never...just not now. I'm still trying to work out some stuff. I think...I think we should wait a few days for you to heal." "But my missy doesn't hurt anymore," Bonnie protested. "Jadis hurt you very bad. I want to give yourself time to heal." "Okay," Bonnie said in a quiet, disappointed voice. `I need to give myself time to heal too', Raven admitted to herself silently. In the other bed, Kala's fingers had brushed along Jennie's sides making her giggle. The cuteness of this prompted Kala to keep sliding her fingers along her sides more. Jennie exclaimed between giggles, "You're tickling me!" "I can't help it. You're too cute." "Your hair isn't sticking up the way it used too." "Yea, the gel that I put in there doesn't last long when I'm sleeping on it. Let's exercise your arm." Jennie perched on her knees. Reaching down and picking up one of her boots, Kala handed it to her, "Can you lift this?" Jennie slowly did. "Good. Do it ten more times." Once Jennie completed the ten repetitions, Kala had her lift it a different way. When she finished, Kala told her, "I don't think you need the cast anymore. Your arm seems to be healed." She dropped the boot back on the floor as Jennie suddenly stated, "I'm hungry." "Me too," Kala echoed as she turned to Raven, "Hey, does this motel have a complimentary breakfast?" "Yea," turning to Bonnie, Raven asked her, "You want some breakfast?" "Yea." They got dressed and went downstairs to get breakfast, then carried it back up to their room. As they ate, Raven and Kala planned out their route, gas stops and where they would spend that night. Just before eleven, they had checked out, loaded up on their bikes and were heading north on Highway 87 towards Oklahoma. ***** By early afternoon they had entered Colorado. It was a one-lane road through the most flat, barren land as far as they could see. There were no trees, no hills, no buildings. Nothing. It was as if they were the only people on earth until the occasional oncoming car reminded them that they were not alone. Eventually, several small buildings slowly came into view. They stopped to gas up, then pulled into a McDonalds to eat lunch. When they finished, they headed out again. Turning west on Route 160, they sped through more flat empty expanses that seem to go on forever. Occasionally, they stopped for gas and to rest, but it was only a momentary respite from the boredom. After a few hours, they noticed small hills and trees. A pleasant change to the drab scenery that they had been traveling through. Late afternoon as they were coming into another small town. Kala pointed up ahead at the dark clouds of a storm far up the road. Raven nodded. They pulled off into a motel parking lot and parked behind the motel, away from the road. The town consisted of only a few dozen buildings. The motel was on the edge of town, surrounded by a forest. Raven went into the lobby and got a room. "Where can we eat around here?," Kala asked, looking around. Raven pointed across the road, "There's a cafe." Leaving their bikes, they crossed the road and went inside to order dinner. They ordered their dinner to go and brought it back to their room to eat. While the girls ate and watched TV, Kala asked Raven out of earshot, "Where are we going?" "I don't know. I'm just trying to get as far away as possible." "We've been driving for several hundred miles! Just how far away are you expecting to get?! We need to pick somewhere." "Well, not here. Too dismal." "I want to decide on a place tomorrow." After the girls were bored watching TV, Jennie spent the remainder of the evening with her coloring book while Bonnie worked on her puzzle with Raven. As it got dark, Kala and Jennie went into the bathroom to bathe. As Bonnie was trying to fit a piece in, she suddenly blurted out, "Can we have sex tonight?" Raven looked at her peculiarly, "Bonnie, you know I want to. It's just...?" Raven's hesitation was Bonnie's answer. "Why won't you?" "I...don't want to remind you of Jadis." "But you're not her. You're nice and you love me." "It just doesn't feel right to me." "Well, it feels right to me." Raven leaned back against the bed, "Bonnie, I don't want you to rush into it and then have bad memories of what happened. I want you to think about it." Bonnie was quiet for a few seconds, then announced, "Okay, I thought about it." Rolling her eyes, Raven was slightly annoyed, "C'mon Bonnie..." Raven pushed the puzzle table back, "I've thought about it and I'm ready." Before Raven could reply, Bonnie began taking off her clothes. Sighing, Raven hoped that this wouldn't be a mistake. As Bonnie climbed into bed naked, Raven told her, "Now, let's just take it slow, okay. Let's just kiss for now." Bonnie laid down beside Raven, looking at her expectantly. Raven drew her closer, and slowly kissed her, as they intertwined themselves together. Bonnie, having almost no experience in kissing, simply gave Raven's lips repeated pecks until Raven, smiling, pulled back and told her, "Here, just keep still and I'll kiss you. Then move your lips like mine." Raven placed her mouth upon Bonnie's and gently rolled her lips. At first Bonnie didn't move, then upon Raven's coaxing, she began moving her lips too, trying to mimic what Raven was doing. Rolling onto her back, Raven pulled Bonnie on top of her as they kissed. Bonnie was squeezing Raven's boobs until she pulled away to look at them. Then just as she did that first night, Bonnie did everything she could to them, thoroughly enjoying them as much as Raven was. After a few minutes Bonnie moved down to Raven's pussy, kneeling down and poking her finger inside. She slid her finger around the slick skin. "Do you want me to lick it again?," she asked. "Yea," Raven answered, her voice husky with desire. Bonnie stuck her tongue in and just using the tip, gave small licks here and there. "Bonnie." Bonnie stopped licking and looked up. "Don't just lick a few spots, lick all over." "Okay," Bonnie answered cheerfully before going back down and continuing. Using long, slow licks reminiscent of a cat, she started at one side and licked towards the other side, never quite able to hit Raven's clit though. Raven was watching this, while pinching her nipples. After a few minutes, she closed her eyes as she laughed silently, thinking, `Shit, she is so bad at this. Well, at least compared to a grownup." Though Bonnie was awkward and ineffective, the sight of her doing it, turned Raven on. When Raven wanted to cum, she put her finger on her clit and told Bonnie lick it. Bonnie did and despite her ineffectiveness earlier, Raven was soon cumming. Her muscles tensed up as she let out a loud wail, "UUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh......" She was left a limp rag doll, panting for breath. After several seconds, she opened her eyes and saw Kala and Jennie staring at her. "What?!," she exclaimed. "Oh nothing," Kala replied as she led Jennie, staring at them, to bed. "Did I do good?," Bonnie asked hopefully. Raven raised up, pulling Bonnie to her, "You did great." "Now you do me!," Bonnie told her eagerly. Smiling at her enthusiasm, Raven told her, "Lie down." Bonnie did and Raven gazed down on her lithe form. Drawing a finger from her chest down to her bald vulva, she teased the little girl before her, tickling her sides and causing her to laugh. `God, I missed this!', she thought to herself. Sliding her hands down along Bonnie's legs, she felt the smooth supple skin beneath her fingers, then moved them underneath Bonnie's knees. She lifted Bonnie's legs up, pushing them back and causing her vagina to lift up. Holding her legs up, she leaned over and gently kissed the tiny vulva. Her tongue pushed its way past the closed outer lips, swirling around, coating Bonnie's insides with saliva. Bonnie, having watched Raven keenly, now began to feel the stirrings from Raven's tongue. Her eyes glazed over as she found herself breathing harder. Her head fell back, "Oh oh, Raven...t-that...ooh...uuuuhhhhhhhhhh...." On the other bed, Jennie was watching all this wide-eyed and her mouth hanging slightly open as Kala watched her with an amused look. As Jennie watched, Bonnie's squeezed her eyes tightly shut as her hips began twitching. Letting out a long, drawn-out groan, Bonnie relaxed as she tried to catch her breath. Bonnie layed on the bed, her eyes closed as she drank in the air. It always amazed her why sex tired her out so much. After a few minutes, she opened her eyes to see Raven lying beside her. Giving her a big smile, she threw her arm around her, nestling herself against her. "You like that?," Raven asked. Bonnie nodded, "That was the most awesome thing ever." They laid in each other's arms for awhile, then Bonnie asked, "I wanna read my book." She jumped off the bed, ran to her backpack and fished through it till she pulled it out. Coming back to bed, she curled up against Raven and showed it to her. "This is Meg Duncan. She and her friend Kerry solve mysteries together. Here, Kathleen Hannigan's ghost is haunting her house and Meg and Kerry are trying to solve it. Jennie doesn't like it, but I love ghost stories." Raven could see her eyes sparking as she opened the book to her bookmark and started reading aloud. As Bonnie was reading, Jennie asked Kala, "D'ya wanna play Connect Four with me?" "Sure," Kala smiled as Jennie got off the bed and got it out of her bag. They had already played a few times earlier. Jennie was a competent player but Kala found herself letting Jennie win most of the time which made her as happy as it did Jennie. The hours passed. Bonnie finished her book and she and Raven snuggled together in bed, while Jennie and Kala grew tired of Connect Four. Kala undressed and got underneath the covers and waited for Jennie as she undressed and quickly got underneath the covers as Kala held them up. Kala grinned at her. As Jennie grinned back at her bashfully, Kala took her breast and offered it to Jennie. Jennie's eyes widened with desire and hungrily closed her mouth around it. As she suckled, Kala held her head in place. Kala's pussy began getting wet. As Kala watched Jennie, the itch between her legs grew stronger until she was unable to ignore it anymore. Reaching down, she frantically rubbed it until she began cumming. Trying not to move or disturb Jennie, she held her breath as her orgasm shook her. Then it was over, leaving her breathless. She glanced over at Jennie, who was grinning at her as she continued sucking. Kala grinned back and curled her arm around her. ***** Bonnie woke up. It was dark except for the faint light from the bathroom. Groggy, she looked at the clock. 10:37. It had been a dream. She thought that she had been at her parent's house. They were all on the couch watching a movie, like they did every Friday night. When she had gotten up to get another coke, that was when she woke up. She layed quietly in bed, thinking about it. It seemed like an eternity since she last saw her parents and at that time, she had hated them so. Locking her up and keeping her away from Raven as if she were some criminal. But the dream reminded her of how much she missed them. And she knew they missed her. Moving slowly so she wouldn't wake up Raven, she reached down to her backpack beside her on the floor and pulled it up. Digging through it, she found the picture of them at McKinny Falls State Park. Seeing their faces brought tears to her eyes as she realized it had been three days since she ran away. At that time, she didn't care if she ever saw them again, but now she saw that she did miss them. As she thought about being gone three days, she also realized that, in her parent's eyes, she had simply disappeared. No phone call. No warning. She began feeling awful about doing that to them. At the time, it wasn't like she had a choice though. She couldn't say anything to them. But now she should. She should call them so they'll know she was alright. She remembered a phone booth at the corner of the motel. Putting the picture back inside her backpack, she slowly pulled the blanket back and swung her legs off the bed, then stood up. She moved slowly and carefully so she wouldn't disturb the others who were asleep. Finding her clothes and shoes, she quietly pulled them on and went to the door. She opened it slowly, stepped through and closed it quietly behind her. Outside, as she walked to the phone booth, she looked up at the night sky. Unlike Austin, she could clearly see the stars here. Reaching the phone booth, she read the directions and began feeding in quarters. She dialed her mom's phone number and waited. The phone rang and rang. Just when she thought no one was going to answer, she heard her mom's sleepy voice, "Hello?" For a second, Bonnie was speechless at hearing a voice she hadn't heard in days. How would her mom react? Angry? Happy? Sad? "Hello?," her mom repeated. With her eyes filling with tears, she spoke, her voice barely a whisper, "Mom? It's me, Bonnie." For a second, there was no answer, then she heard her mother say, "Bonnie?" "Yea, it's me." On the other end, her mother shouted, "HENRY! IT'S BONNIE!" "Mom....MOM! I'm okay!....I'm okay!....I can't tell you where. I'm with Raven....Yes, that woman!....She didn't kidnap me! I ran away to be with her....I don't want you to come get me. I want to be with her....We're in love...." Bonnie's voice became angry, "Yes I do!....I won't! You don't understand! You're wrong about her. She loves me and is good to me. You just think I'm some little kid who doesn't know what they're doing, but I DO know! I LOVE HER!....NO! YOU LISTEN! She's not making me do anything. I want to be with her and if you can't understand that, then...goodbye!" Bonnie slammed down the receiver onto it's base, disconnecting the call. For awhile, she stood there, wiping her eyes as she cried. Then she turned around and saw Raven leaning against the wall about twenty feet away, waiting for her. She ran to her, throwing her arms around her. "Th-they don't know you. They think you're a bad person," she sobbed into Raven's shirt. "I have screwed up your life." Bonnie looked up at Raven, "I don't care. I would rather sleep on the dirt floor of a barn with you then alone in my bed at home. I love you." Raven picked her up, holding her close, "I love you too."