Date: Mon, 28 Jun 2004 00:22:15 +0000 From: SEE PAM20 Subject: what is wrong with me! part 5 Adult,Youth. what is wrong with me! part 5 by pam I stood there in the bathroom smelling and licking my finger that was in her ass hole' I just could not get a enough of it. The smell and the taste was to much' I needed more' But i know it is wrong! And i know i kept telling myself that' But it was like something had took me over. And then i thought' What is going to happen when i go back in there' Are we going to play nurse and the patient. I just did not know' I thought' I need to try and get myself together! I still kept putting my finger to my nose and in to my mouth that was in her butt hole' I don't know what came over me' But now i had to have even more! The smell was just to much for me' I know i am so sick! I know i need help! I still can not believe i let all of this happen! I did not know i would do something like this. And then i thought again' Get it together! I stood by the bathroom door just knowing i have to go back in there' Oh! what is going to happen now' I just did not know' I just knew that this really needs to stop! I needed more' I needed to put my face in her crotch' I need to lick up and down her pussy to her ass hole! OH! I have never done anything like that before! Especially do a young girl' I have never had these kind of thoughts before. I thought' I need a cold drank of water. So i walked out of the bathroom and in to the liven room' I didn't even look in to the bedroom where she was' But i could hear her talking to herself' I just kept on going straight to the liven room in to the kitchen' And i open the refrigerator and then i thought' I need a real drank' So i open up the cabinet and real fast fixed me a mixed drank' After i drunk it' I shake my head really fast and it gave me a head rush. I thought' I need one more' So i fixed me another one and drunk it real fast' And i shake my head real fast again' I let out a few deep breaths and closed my eyes for a second' I was not used to alcohol' It made my head spin' I went and sit down on the sofa and i thought' wow! I needed that! I just sit there thinking about all that had happen' And then i thought' I have not heard from tammy' Maybe she fell asleep' And then i thought' That would be a good thing. And then i got up and walked to the bedroom door and looked to see if she was asleep. And she was asleep' She was roll up in a ball with the covers just around her legs where her white shinning butt was showing' When i looked at her butt' I started to get that feeling again' And then i thought' I need to brock these thought out of my mind. And then i turn around real fast and went to the liven room again. I stood there by the sofa thinking' I feel so tried' But i was not sleepy' Here it was about three thirty in the morning and i could not sleep' And then i thought' I will play on the computer. So i walked over to the computer and turn it on' As i was waiting for the computer to get ready' I thought' I will go to nifty and read a story and masturbate real fast and then try to go to sleep. And then i thought' I hope pam has a new pam story out' I just love to read about pam and aunt betty. It gets me so hot and wet. But it takes her so long to put a story out' I just hope she has a new one out' if not' I will read part 13' That is my favorite one' Where pam pees in her jeans at that gas station in the bathroom' I don't know why" but every time i read that part' It just make me so hot and wet. And then i finally got to nifty and started looking in the incest part' and yes!!! Pam had a new part out! So i got up real fast and run back to the bedroom door and looked in again to make double sure she was a sleep. I did not want her to catch me masturbating. I stood there again and stared at her butt again' And it made me start to think about her again. Oh! you don't know how bad i wanted to go in there and start playing with her butt! And to lick all around it! I turn around real fast and went to the computer and sit down and started reading pam' I slip my hand inside of my pajama bottom and started to finger my pussy hole' I kept going in and out while i read the pam stories. I was getting so wet and turn on that i could make myself cum any minute'' And i don't know why' but tammy kept coming in to my mind. I tried to block her out' But when i got down to the part where pams mother was rubbing pams butt with lotion and pams hand was slowly going up to her panties' It was just to much! I stood up real fast breathing hard and i thought' I have to go in there and touch tammy butt and play around with her little butt hole and little pussy. I started to walk half way out of the levin room' And i thought' I better get off nifty and turn the computer off' I slowly walk back to the computer and log off and turn it off. And then i slowly started walking back to my bedroom' It was like i was walking in slow motion. It was like my head was spinning' I know i had a few drinks' But it was like i was in a daze and every thing seem weird' Maybe i should of not of had any alcohol' It just might of been me being so sleepy and drinking the alcohol so fast. But now all i could think about was touching tammy and playing with her' I did not care about nothing' I was so turn on that i could feel my whole heart beating. When i got to the bedroom i stood there again and just stared at her little white behind' She looked so sexy cruelled up there in a ball' she had the covers around her foot and she had most of the covers cruelled up in a ball in to her stomach. I took a deep breath and i just knew i had to touch her.This was all to much for me' I slowly laid down on the bed next to her with my head down half way to her back' I could feel my feet hang off the side of the bed. I took a deep breath and said to myself' This is now or never. I was so turn on i could not stand it! I slowly started to run my fingers down her lower back until i got to her little white butt. I started to run my fingers inside of her butt crack' until i touch her ass hole' And her ass hole still felt nice and warm' my heart was beating a mile a minute' And then i started wiggling my finger around her ass hole until i felt her move' I just stop' And then i continue to wiggle my fingers around some more. And then i felt her moving around a lot more' And then i seen her head raise up and look behind her and she had this real confuses look on her face and a real sleepy look on her face too' I just stop again real fast. And then she just laid her head back down and then i started to continue to do what i was doing. And then i heard her say in a real sleepy baby way' Don't! I thought' What did she say' She said don't! I thought' Why is she saying that after i had my finger in her butt earlier. And she had her fingers down at my pussy. So i just started wiggle my finger around more on her ass hole and i heard her say in a baby way again' Dooo...nn't! I just stop my finger and pulled it away and raised myself up and thought' What the hell! I can not believe this! I looked at her and i can till she was real sleepy' But i was so turn on that i really did not care if she was sleepy are not' My mind was not thinking at all. I put my finger to my nose and smelled my finger and that made me want her more. So i slowly laid back down and this time i placed my finger in between her butt hole and her little pussy hole and started slowly rubbing until i touch her little pussy hole' I felt her flinch a little' But she did not say anything. And then i stated to slowly rub my finger around her pussy hole. It seem like it was a still a little most' And then i slowly started to move my finger all around it' I did not push it in' I was a little sacred to do that' And then i thought' I can not believe at four a o'clock in the morning that i am doing this to her' I am so sick' But i was so turn on about all that had happen. My mind was not right. I started to scoot myself down until i had my face right at her little white ass' I continue to rub all around her little pussy hole while i scooted down' Now my face was right at her ass. My heart was beating so fast. I started to move my face closer to her ass hole while i gently rub my finger up and down on her little pussy hole. I started to smell all around her ass hole. And then as i was just about to put my nose right up to her ass hole' I heard her say in a baby way again' Don't! And then i back my face away a little and stop rubbing again' But i kept my finger there' And then i cleared my throat and said in a nervous way' tammy....I...I...thought you wanted....to...play. And then i heard her say in a sleepy way' I want....to sleep. And then i said' Will....can we just play a little. And then i did not wait for a answer' I just started to rub real gently around her pussy hole again. And then i heard her say' You...you...like mary...want to play....while...I...sleep. And then I said in a nervous voice while I gently rubbed around her little pussy hole' Is it ok. And i heard tammy say still half way asleep' I....guess. With that i thought' I don't care are not if she goes to sleep' My pussy was on fire and wet' I needed more. I needed to put my face do her little butt hole' OH! the thoughts that was going through my mind' I can not believe i was thinking like this! But i did not care what she really thought now' I needed it' And i needed it bad! Real slow i started to move my face in closer to her little white butt hole' Until my nose was right up against her little butt hole' And then real slow i moved my fingers up to her butt cheeks and started to slowly spread her cheek while i moved my nose in closer to her butt hole' And then i slowly inhale her sweet butt smell' OH! it made my head spin! I don't know if it was the alcohol are the scent of her little ass hole' But it made me not think about nothing' Are nobody. And then i moved my finger around her little butt hole and rubbed all around until i felt her try and close her butt cheeks again' her butt hole was still a little sticky and a little most. And then i moved my finger away from her butt hole and put it to my nose And the smell was incredible! I could not believe i like the smell of her ass hole! Why am i so sick! And then i looked up a little to make sure she was not turning her head around looking at me' And then i put my fingers in my mouth. Oh the taste was so weird! But i like it! I love it! OH! what am i doing! I kept my finger in my mouth and i felt my head spin again. Was it the alcohol are was it the sweet tastes of her anus' I just did not know' I took my finger out of my mouth and put my hand back on the side of her ass cheek and started to spread her cheek open again' And this time i look up to see if she was looking around. And when i know she wasn't. I pushed my nose in between her ass cheeks and took one more deep breath and inhaled it in. And then i push my nose in to her ass hole where she could feel it. And then with my other hand' I moved it down inside my pajama bottom and went straight to my wet pussy and started fingering myself. And the hand that i was holding her ass cheeks open with' I started to move it down to her little most hole and started moving my finger all around. I could feel her squirming around a little. And then i did it! I move my nose up and stuck out my tongue and started to lick her little tight ass hole' And then i felt her rare up a little with her ass' I could not believe i was doing this. OH my god! What was i doing. The tastes was so good and the smell was so strong! And then as i was licking all around her ass hole i was starting to push a finger in her. And then she started to moved her upper leg in to her more! And i started to lick up and down her ass hole! The more i licked' The more she was moving around' And the more i licked' the more i would push my finger in deeper in to her little tight hole. And i was started to go in and out of her little pussy faster and faster" like i was doing to my pussy! And then i heard her say in a trembling voice" I...am...starting...to feel...that feeling...again...Is it going....to...be ok. And i mumble out while i was licking up and down on her tight little ass hole' yessss. I just continue to lick up and down on her little tight ass hole while i continue to finger her pussy harder and harder! I was on the verge of coming! I was moving my hips alone with my fingers' I had four of my fingers going in and out and back up to my clit and then i would go back in to my pussy hole' I was so wet! it was like a dam that had let lose. And then i just stop moving my fingers that was in my pussy' I wanted to try and make this last as long as i could' Because i knew after tonight' That this will never happen again. Are will it. And then i felt tammy start to move around a lot' until she had the cover that was roll up in a ball out from her stomach' And then she started to lay flat on her belly' But i kept my face in between her ass hole the whole time while she was moving around to do that' I just kept licking up and down on her little ass hole and moving right alone with her until she was laying flat on her stomach with her legs spreaded out. I could not believe i was caught up in this strong sexual desire. And then i started to move my tongue down to her sweet little pussy hole. I did not even gave my self a change to even smell it are just look at it. My tongue went right in and i started to tongue her little pussy hole while i rub her little bud that was at the top of her little clit. It was like i know what to do! And i never done anything like this before! I still remember to this day of how she tasted' It was like a tastes between pee and sour tastes' But it was good sours tastes! And how i remember how her little pussy kept feeling up with that love juices. I continue to push my tongue in and out of her while my nose dig deep in her little anus' And i still kept rubbing her little bud with my finger. And then i felt her start to squirm all around' And then i looked up and she was arching her back and she had her arms out like she was going to fly' And then she started to push her pelvis hard in to the bed while i felt one of her leg stretched and stiffing up' And then i felt her little pussy really full up with juices. It was like she was peeing and i was swallow it as fast as she was feeling it up. And then i heard her start to make this weird sound coming out of her nose like she was snoring' but it only lasted a few second' And then she put her arms back down and turn her head half way where i could see the side of her face and i could still till she was still coming. And she was blowing out with her mouth and i seen the one eye rolling back a little and then she tried to say while i felt her body tighten up' She said' Am...I..ok....ohhh..ahhh. But i did not answer her' I just kept on sucking and licking her pussy until she started to pull her self up. And then it was all over with just like that. I know i am not that experiences when it comes to somebody having a cum' but i know that this was a cum for her. Are could it have been a orgasms. Can young girls have that! I don't know' I know i did not even know what to do to myself at that age. But while all of this was still going on. I was still fingering my wet soaked pussy up and down. And after she pulled herself up from me she turn over on her back and laid back down and just looked at me with this strange look on her face' And i was still laying on my stomach masturbating looking up at her. And then with out even thinking' I started to left myself up and i got on my knees and started to straddle her and moved myself up where her face was in between my legs. I don't know what made me do that' I guess i had it in my mind that she would lick me down there' Like i said' I was so turn on that i was not even thinking. I wanted her to lick me so bad! like i did her' I mean i straddle her so fast and had my pussy up to her face so fast' thinking that she was going to do me' I started to open up my pussy lips with both hands while i was breathing really hard and looking down at her. She just looked at my pussy with this confused look on her face' And i just knew i was not going to get her to do that to me. So i stood there and started masturbating over her face and i was getting ready to cum any minute. And then i felt my juices starting to really flow! And like i said before' Sometimes i squirt out a little pee when i start to cum. And with out even thinking i started to squirt out a little while i was rubbing myself' I was not myself at that moment. And then i closed my eyes and then i felt her start to push herself out from between my legs to get out. And the time i open my eyes' she was out and laying on her side beside me with her back facing me. But at that time i was cumming! I turn to her again and tried to push my pussy on her shoulder while i was cumming! I stood there rubbing myself and trying to rub my pussy all over her shoulder while i was having my cum! I cum so hard that i made a load moan sound' And then she started to move more away from me. I know i get some of my pussy juices on her because after i had my cum' I seen her wiping her shoulder off with her hand and then i looked at her and she started to wipe it off with the covers. I just stood there looking down at her while i was cumming down from my cum' And then after i had came to my sinces" I thought' OH! my god! What did i do again. What is she thinking right now! So much was going through my mind again. I climb off the bed real fast and headed to the levin room. I was half way in a daze and i thought' I might have a panic attack! I was walking the floors back and forth thinking about all that had happen. So much was going through my mind' I don't what to go to jail' Oh! why did this all happen! What is wrong with me! why did i do it! And then after awhile i laid down on the sofa against the cover arm and started to cry' So much was going through my mind. What if my sister would of come home! I know she was going to be gone through the weekend! but what if she come home! oh! what if! And then it just come to me! She is nude in my bed! I need to get her dressed! I know my sister will not be home until monday' but' like i said' What if! So i got up real fast and headed to the bed room and started looking for her shorts and top. I just could not remember where she threw them' And then all of a sudden! I jammed my toe! I thought' Oh shit! that hurts! And then i seen her cloths' So i grabbed them and started shaking tammy and saying at the same time' Tammy! get dress! get dress! She just looked up at me with those sleepy eyes and then she said' don't...I don't...what to play. I said' tammy! get dress! And then she said real sleepy like' Is mary here. I said" no! tammy" I need you to put your cloths on. And she just laid her head back down' I thought' Will shit! I will dress her myself' So i started to put her panty on her feet and pull them up' And then she said' what! And i said' tammy! I need you do get dress! So i finally got her panty on and then finally i got her shorts on' And then pull her top over her head and she just laid back down and fell to sleep. So i went back to the levin room and laid down on the sofa and thought" What the hell is wrong with me! And fell asleep. End of part 5 comment are welcome at seepam20@hotmail.com pam 17 will be ready soon.