Date: Fri, 5 Jun 2009 05:41:55 -0400 From: Jodi Jasinski Subject: Her First Visit Part 2 This story is purely fictional (I wish it were true!!) and belongs to the author. Any unauthorized use of it cannot be tolerated...(not sure what to write here...! Please send feedback or let me know if you would like the story to continue-jodibear19@hotmail.com Part 2- She directed me to the changing area where I was instructed to remove all of my clothing except for a pair of shorts and a sports bra. I had two minutes in which to do this. I left the rest of my clothes neatly folded in the bathroom and opened the door. I stood there silently waiting-my eyes adjusting slowly to the dimmed lights-hearing the light music playing in the background. "Don't be shy my dear, come out here." I slowly walked towards Her, not knowing what to expect. "Sit down on this sofa please. We have some things to discuss." I sat down very gently, folding my arms across my bare stomach. She opened a folder containing paperwork, and pulled a piece of paper out. Setting the folder aside, she focused on that one piece of paper. She took what seemed like eternity looking it over. "What I have here is a list of issues you said you wanted to work on...insolence, jealousy, anti-social behavior, moodiness, slave training and basic obedience. This is a long list Jamie. I think today we are going to focus on obedience and your insolence. Having personally witnessed your lack of obedience and extreme insolence, I feel we will need a lot of time to work on these." I sat silently looking at my surroundings wondering where I would be throughout the course of my session. "Jamie." "Yes Ma'am" I said, shifting my attention and eyes back to Her. "I want you to stand up and slowly turn around for me." I stood up and turned around, embarrassed and shy of my body, and plopped back down on the couch. She stood up from her spot on the couch and walked over towards me. "On your hands and knees, now." She demanded. I slipped from the comfort of the couch and quickly got down on my hands and knees. She circled my body a few times and stopped on my left side. I suddenly felt a swift pressure on my back. I realized quickly that it was her stiletto. She had placed her stiletto on my back to exert Her authority. "I said slowly Jamie. I have allowed you to remain in these shorts and this bra for your comfort, but I will not hesitate to have them removed. You will focus on Me and My demands or you will not only be nude, but you will be very sorry for defying Me. I will not tolerate this behavior. I expect you to pay attention to the detail of My demands. Do I make myself clear Jamie?" "Yes Ma'am." I said through a shivering chin. I felt very embarrassed that she had to treat me like a child, and sick at the thought of having to be naked. "I want you to stand, slowly turn and remain standing until you are instructed to do otherwise. Is that clear?" "Yes Ma'am." I slowly stood up and turned for Her. She was looking at my body and I just kept my gaze on the floor. I was getting very warm. My ears were hot, and my heart was beating out of my chest. I hated being stared at. It made me feel very uneasy. I completed my circle and remained in the standing position as instructed. "Good girl. Finally. On your knees please. Follow me to the closet." She requested. I did as she said and dropped to my knees. She walked over towards the closet and I followed. Once we reached the closet, she instructed me to turn around, with my back to the closet. I obeyed. I knelt there waiting for her next instruction when I felt something very cold on my warm body. I jumped a little as I was startled. "Sit still." I remained in my sitting position, now expecting something cold on my neck. In a few moments she returned with a leather type choker collar with a d-ring in the center of it. She pushed my head down a bit in order to latch the collar around the back of my neck. She "accidentally" dropped the mini padlock that she was holding in her hands. She reached down, picked it up, and padlocked me into her collar. I hope she had the keys for this thing! It was a little snug around my neck and made me feel a little claustrophobic. I reached up to it to see if I could somehow stretch a little slack into it. I was able to stick my index finger in only. Didn't they say that a collar is ok for a dog as long as you were able to get two fingers between it and the dog's neck? One finger is all I could nudge in between. I am surely going to suffocate in this thing. She knelt down to face me. "This collar is my property, and you are my property. You will NOT touch it. Is that clear?" "But it's tight, and I can't brea..." She grabbed hold of my hair again, beckoning me to my feet. She walked promptly and without regard for my hair, my staggering or my notion that I was unable to breath. She pushed me up against the back of the couch and pushed me over. My hands were supporting my body as I worriedly looked at the couch cushions. She walked away for a moment. I could see Her walking towards the wall that held the bondage equipment. She grabbed some handcuffs and walked back over towards me. "Hands behind your back please." She demanded. I leaned up and followed her instruction. Once tightly cuffed into place, she pushed me back over the back of the couch. This time I had only my legs to support me. "I think it won't take much to teach you some respect Jamie. Is the collar so tight that you think you may not be able to breath or are you just trying to hold tightly to this sense of control that you think you will have over this session with Me? I think that you are afraid to let go of that control, and I think that is why you are here today. Is that true?" "I am not sure Ma'am." I replied. She was right. I wanted...needed to maintain some slight bit of control. I was a control freak. I knew it, and She knew it. She placed her hand on the back of my neck, slowly dragging her nails down my back. When she reached the top of my shorts, I was unsure of what she would do next. She continued down my backside, with those nails. There was no pain, only the fear of the pain. My emotions were running on high gear, my body deceiving me by shaking, and trembling. Once she reached the bottom of my shorts, she continued on down the back of my leg and began going up the other leg. Once she reached my neck once again, she adjusted her body so that it was directly behind mine. Again I felt the extreme vulnerability. I didn't know what to expect with Her. "I am going to ask you some questions, and I want answers quickly...is that clear?" "Yes Ma'am." "Are you a controlling person who feels the need to always be in control of every situation?" "Yes Ma'am." "Do you want me to force you to give up your control?" "Y-y-yes Ma'am." "Very good. Now we can get started here." She walked away from me. I stared at the couch. I couldn't help but feel embarrassed by what I just said to her. What I just emotionally divulged to her. It was a lot to take. Would she hurt me with this information, use it against me possibly? She returned. Standing behind me, leaning over me, she placed a blindfold over my eyes. I could feel her warmth against my back. It wasn't as arousing as it was an emotional connection. After having just shared such intimate information, it was imperative that I feel this warmth. I think she knew this as well as I did. She tightened the blindfold in the back and asked me if I could see anything. "No Ma'am." She took my sight away. Now I was without sight and without feel. I felt a little bit anxious about this as I was quickly losing control over my situation. "I am in control Jamie, not you. By the end of this session, that will be made very clear to you." She was standing next to me I presumed. I tried to follow Her voice as she moved subtly around me. I could feel the warmth of Her hand on my mid-drift. This too made me very uneasy. She was touching me. This wasn't sexual to either of us, just very revealing on my part. I felt a lack of control and vulnerability like never before. I did not want to disappoint Her in any way.